Back when I first heard this song, I was worried it would only trigger my emotions and make me feel much much worse. But as I kept hearing it, I realized how inspiring this song can be behind the chorus. I want you all to know. I would care and thank you for all the support ♡ (Posted this nightcore early because yesterday's was late ^^;)
Hey people reading this. I see a lot of sad souls in the comment section. I just wanted to say: I care. You all are so worth it. I love you no matter what. I believe in you. You are awesome and great. Everyone telling you something else is wrong. You’re not replaceable!
This song literally saved my life during one of my really bad episodes of having severe depression with anxiety attacks that got so unbearable i was thinking of hurting myself, randomly found a not-nightcore version of it surfing the internet, and it helped me feel like i could breathe again had it on repeat for days til i got back on solid ground. So now whenever i'm tired of fighting i play this to get a second wind. I'm so happy you made one i love it, thank you for it.
You..should be proud of yourself! Keep going, you can do it! I believe in you even if it's hard, even if you feel like everyone is leaving you, my feelings wont change~💕
Some of us dont get what we need, but I'm sure you will! If you never do, I'll be that friend(only if you feel comfortable though or necessarily need it, tbh I wouldn't be friends with me cause even I want to leave this pathetic human being).
“I’m no burden, not so worthless” hit me straight in my heart. I listen to this song when I’m sad and I just cry while listening to this on repeat. I take in every word and how every part is sung. I have many health issues that are life long and this song is what I use to remind myself that I’m not a burden and am worthy of wanting to live. Idk why I’m commenting here cause I never do. But I feel a need to thank this TH-camr for posting this. A video that I’ve been using since it was posted to keep living. Thank you kirito wether you did it intentionally or not. You are part of the reason I’m still alive Thank you.
Same. I wish my parents would say that to me. But instead they said, "You are the most useless child I've ever seen. I regret giving birth to you." I wish I was never born.
@@Wholay_12 lets analyse the nonsense /lies many amongst you believe in: lie: schools are of use (fact. schools keep slavery alive and stands for dumbing down the population of mankind) lie: moon and mars landings, (fact: even masons know they cannot leave - earth is closed system, unless you want to drown, there is no other place created for us to live in.) lie: news channels share truth (fact: these are for politic propaganda) lie: money has a value of its own (fact: it is just a tool of this world, which value has been agreed upon world wide) lie: NASA lies (globe and all....) (fact: NASA stands for TO DECEIVE) - you havn´t searched - have you? lie: the lgbtq++++ propaganda (fact: it is a part of masonry depopulation agenda, 500 000 000 souls, thats their goal.) lie: Evolution and the dinosaurs. (fact: mankind is not hybrid kind) to keep stating that there was an evolution, then we ain´t humans, we aint then mankind, we are then hybrids. Are you a hybrid? Lie: holidays (xmas, Halloween, new year eve and so on) (fact: PAGAN HOLIDAYS, to praise BAAL, the god of this world) lie: U.F.Os (fact: they are demons/evil spirits in high places, against whom we fight daily = spiritual warfare) lie: rules and laws rule the world (fact: signs and symbols of masonry do) lie: believe in being educated (fact: found daily living with the lack of knowledge) lie: religions are ways to heaven (fact: JESUS CHRIST is only way to heaven. Religions, no matter its name = masonic garbage) lie: our dead loved ones stay around to “ghost” (fact: hunting and ghosting is job of demons, not of humans. We, humans, come from GOD and return back to HIM and all the stories of having been seen a ghost - terrifying, scary, dark, cold - again no job of analysing been done here by you- right?) Lie: Humans have no immune system and we need vaccines as these save lives (fact: humans HAVE IMMUNE SYSTEM and vaccines are created for one or two purpose: to kill or to cripple) lie: there is no GOD (fact: There is GOD, who redeems sinners and we are directly created by GOD, Psalms 139:14 I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.) to keep claiming that there is no GOD and we aint created directly from the dust of the earth, we soon run out logic, regardless to we place “evolution” in our claims or not.) lie: 911 was terror attack (fact: 911 was an inside job, meaning the work of your loved government) 16 lies, should i go on?
Its hard to offer a stranger on the internet love, specialy love that makes them feel valuable, and truly loved. Its something that has to be build up with someone over a long time i think. So the best i can do is a compliment. Your channel is great and i like your taste in music.
We should not tell suicidal people that they should stay because everyone will miss them. That will just make them feel worse and seem like empty words. What they should stay for is themselves. I'm talking from personal experience. Don't live for others, live for yourself.
I can relate I have people asking me if okay or to Stay and i have my depression and I'm suicidal and it hurts me to know I would hurt them by leaving them
I know that I should stay for myself, but I don't really want that, so my only reason to stay is for others, in hopes I'll ever start living for myself again
This song just literally talked to all the insecurities, doubts, and confusion I've been having all day... one of the not-so-good ones. And even though it hit too close to my heart, it feels a tiny bit lighter. So thank you!
Sometimes you just have to all forget all those people who have hurt us from our past.... coz they don't belong in our future! ❤❤❤Love this song so much 😍
YES OMG I did this song for a nightcore in hopes of more people finding out about them because they are super underrated but I have so little subscribers and I'm sure it didn't really do anything so this is amazing omg thank you
Listend to this on the swing for hours last month. Since years I'm going to the playground at night once its dark, listen to music very loudly and try to forget everything. I'll sit on the swing and swing all my frustration, anger and pain out. For me there's nothing more freeing than swinging. And I look at the moon if it's there, or the stars and silently sing to it. My mind doesn't go blank, yet I somehow have the feeling it does, even though my mind is full. I'm cyring and singing all my sorrow out, my problems and I'll be fine again. That's what i tell myself. It all feels good, until I come over the next night. I can cry all I want, there's nobody but me. No family that looks at me with disdain and saying things like "she didn't do what we said again?" "As usual, what do you expect of her?" "Dumb cow" "are you stupid??" I can get it all of my chest and the best thing is I don't even need to bother others with my problems. But yesterday I made my family proud. I cleaned the house and they were happy. I did a good job, so I didn't feel the need to go to the swing. I learned today, studied for 4 hours too. So I didn't go again. I just want to hear that they are proud of me, appreciate me and I'll be happy. I'm rather simple minded and easy to abuse, aren't I? And I can't even go and trouble my big brother anymore, since he has his hands full with his newborn son and I don't want to bother him. I've never seen him so happy and I don't wanna ruin that happiness with my silly problems. My problems are normal, I grew up with being a pretty emotionless disgrace, so it's not like it really bothers me. As I said, I'll swing it out. Swinging calms my mind, clears my head and keeps me going. I'd probably still be going, even if I was a wreck, since there are people depending on me and I'm not a selfish asshole searching for a walk in a park. But one day, one day I won't need the swing, one day I'll be free of this house. Only two years, a good degree and I'm out, I'll go somewhere peaceful, a little village near the city maybe, at a river again, like now. And then I'll have my own garden. And for the sake of memories, I will place a little swing. I doubt anyone read that far, but thank you, if you did. Truly, thanks for reading my story.
I’m proud of you for being so resilient and I feel it my be ironic given my user name but if your religious I hope your deity shall take your burden into consideration and bring you a better future and if your not religious I personally wish you a better life moving on. One full of happiness and prosperity
This is why I love Citizen Soldier, he is a therapist who makes music to help with these feelings, his song "Save Your Story" has helped me through so much in my life since it came out. It will get better, and that's what his music is about.
Quote- "There are very small amount of people that are born with the fate of dying for someone else" -izumi shinichi(parasyte the maxim) A little change in the quote "There are very small amount of people who are born with the fate of dying for someone else and they cannot be forgotten by the people they die for no matter what the circumstances" -light uchiha(me)
I had a really tough day today, but after listening to this song I feel so much better. It has lifted my spirits and given me a new perspective. I'm ready to have a great time tonight and leave all the negativity behind. The song is really nice.
You did it again! This song has been playing on loop for me for weeks! AuabagagUsgsiGsd HOW- Does anyone else ever wonder about this stuff even though they know their family would be sad? Like, I know my parents would be sad if I died but sometimes, idk, i just cant seem to remember that when I'm at my lowest (dont worry tho, I'm not depressed or anything that I know of)
For some reason this picture really takes my breathe away and hurts my heart- i see the pain.. I wonder is it from Free? Ah- WAIT it is nvm xD it looks like Free. Even more pain when it's free haha..
This song hits hard for me. I just recently moved this last month and was forced to leave my family behind. I lost connection with all my friends, some even cut ties with me. I started a new job but my income isnt high enough to stay there. No friends, no family and my life being in a state of limbo has led me to question whats the point anymore? Why continue to fight if im alone. I live with regret as im in debt and dealing with everything alone. I wake up everyday wondering whats the point of getting up. I just push through going to work hoping that maybe one good thing can happen this year. Sorry for rambling, i just thought id speak my thoughts for once. Sorry again for the long read and rambling
NO!!! No apologizing for saying your feelings🥺 I would be honored to listen to you about your life🥺 sending lots of love 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 and hugs(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
I was introduced to this song by someone who was hurting and I myself was too. This song made me feel like giving up was pointless. And it was. Be thankful for the rough times. It reminds you you're alive. And that's what's worth living for. The moment were born we start dying but living is the fight. Prove death wrong. Be brave.
I was recently diagnosed with severe depression, and over time ive been listening to this song a lot, it really helps with channeling my emotions, i love thos song and im so happy i found it. Thank you.❤
I heard this on a random playlist on spotify and it hit like a train. The emotion just poured out. Realized I've messed up so much I pushed all the good out of my life. I've been on the brink but, I'm still here. No matter how alone you feel, no matter where you are. You are loved, you are cared for. Stay strong and never lose hope. Be who ever you want to be, shoot for the stars because only you can hold yourself back. I hope you can reach your fullest potential, I wish you success. Never bow down or back down. Have a niice day and keep fighting.
To anyone who think that they are worthless remember that the world would forget you but the people who love and care for you will shattered if you end your life. Just keep fighting for them even you think there is not anybody but keep on fighting for yourself 💜💜💜
Listening this nightcore again and again makes me smile because this song reminds me of my old self, when I tried to do suicide but my friends helps me not to do it because I wouldn’t know if they are gonna be fine when I die. Thank you for making the best nightcores 😊
I was in extra classes so I’m late. BUT DAMN!! This song hit me soo hard!! WHAT A VOICE!! I loved it! And the picture of Makoto in the background gosh it fit so well, great job this is one of my favorite nightcores now
Would anyone chase me! And say the words that I need to hear , That I'm no burden not so worthless ................................. I won't lie so hard to hide , I've never felt so worthy of love................................ .......... These are the words that I feel.........the entire song describes what I really feel..... Are u the same too people.......? Then let me give u a reason to stay!!!! Share ur story here.
I feel the same :'< "And say the words i need to hear... That im no burden, not so worthless... I wont lie its hard to hide... Would anything change? Would you all be just fine..?
Yeah same bro ❤ "Would anyone notice if tonight i disappeared" " would anyone chase me and say the words i need to hear that i'm no BURDEN, not so WORTHLESS..." " I've never felt worthy of love"
I used to feel useless, like a burden, but I don't anymore. I was struggling emotionally and not thinking straight , but I'm okay now, and to anyone out there feeling this right now, you will be too. God cares. He loves you and He'll never abandon you, even if you abandon Him. He promised, and He never breaks a promise. Jesus cares so much about you, He gave His life for you and then took it up again three days later so you could be with Him for eternity if you only believe and ask Him to save you. You're not a worthless burden to Him; You're His precious creation, the canvas on which He can paint a beautiful masterpiece if you want Him to. You're not alone and you are loved, even if you can't see it right now, and don't listen to anyone who says different. I care, too, and I hope maybe these were the words you needed to hear.
*would anyone notice* That the question I been asking for myself Can they see me suffering Can they see me screaming out for help Can they see me doing fake smile Can they see me faking my emotions Can they help me 🙃
How could I possibly miss out on your eyes having lost the glow they used to have? How could I possibly miss out on you avoiding eye contact as much as possible? How could I possibly miss out on the anxiety you carry with every step you take, worried about the thoughts of everyone else? Just know that your pain is my pain, because I care.
How can I live a normal life if my life itself has so many problems Why do people always have to take advantage of my kindness Why do they keep asking me for something I don't like Why,why,why just why I just want to be an normal person to have such no problematic situations and to have such great friends Is my wish rlly meant nothing all I wish was to be be normal
When I lost a good portion of my essay yesterday after my screen glitched out, everything suddenly came crashing down on me. I spent hours trying to recover that essay. I'd never felt that stressed before. What was the point of writing that essay? What is the point of going to school and repeating everything all over again? Everything felt pointless and exhausting... and so I made a quick prayer after I was done trying.I was still upset but I felt a small spark of hope in my chest. The words that came to my head were: "You can always do better. Just because something is lost does not mean it's useless or forever gone. There's always room for improvement, so strive to do your best because that's what really matters." So here I am listening to this song to calm myself as I rewrite the essay from scratch. Some days I feel like giving up but I want to be a good example for myself and others. I just have to keep pressing forward.
You make amazing videos... truly you're one of my favs.... and you keep tapping into my.... idk what to call it... I can't do this tonight... I cannot.... its beautiful it really is 💛 you got a good gift
❤️❤️❤️ I won't give up.... Until I make myself worthy of everything everyone said I was worthless of... Don't give up soon... You got a way and a road to run down and chase the light ❤️❤️❤️
"Would anyone want me if they saw what's inside my head? Would anyone see me for the person that I really am?" These lines hit hard because these are the questions that keep me awake during nights.
Was feeling really... Down, to say the least. The title made me think "Is it worth it to worsen the pain" but I persevered, and I'm glad I did. The ending made me cry and lessened my pain by a tremendous amount. Thank you Kirito ❤️
Yeah If It Was Me... No One Would Care No One Would Cry No One Would Notice No One Would Try To Help No One Would Stop Me If It Was Someone Else I Would Cry I Would Die If I Lost Them I Would Notice I Would Try To Help I Would Stop Them And I Would Hug Them I Would Tell Them I Love Them I Would Never Let Them Go Crazy How Thats How it Is For Me And A Lot Of Other People Guys I'm Sorry If You Relate To This
(Lyrics:) Would anyone notice If tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me And say the words that I need to hear? That I'm no burden Not so worthless Bent so much that I just might break All consuming, so confusing The questions that keep me awake Would anyone care Would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change? Would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life Would anyone want me If they knew what was inside my head? Would anyone see me For the person that I really am? I won't lie so hard to hide I've never felt worthy of love I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough Would anyone care Would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change? Would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life If you're dying inside Sick of being alive Let me in, let me share in your pain From my lungs through the dark Spoken straight from the heart Let me give you a reason to stay If you're out there still lying awake If you're out there still wondering Would anyone care Would anyone cry If you finally gave up and turned out the light? The world would be changed if you left it behind You can't be replaced, no Tonight is the night you take back your life Take back your life Take back your life Take back your life
"Would anyone care, would anyone cry If you finally gave up and turned out the light? The world would be changed if you left it behind You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night You take back your life"
@@cassie3885 In less than 5 minutes we'll reach the optimal altitude for missile deployment. Uroboros will be released into the atmosphere, ensuring complete global saturation.
this brought me back memories when i thought that i would never find a friend that would care what i did but few days later i found friends that cares what i do
"and say the words that I need to hear." "That I'm no burden Not so worthless" "I might just break" "Would anyone cry?" "Would anything change" "Would anyone want me?" "Would anyone see me?" "I would give up everything I have.... just to feel good enough." "I need a reason"
would anyone care would anyone cry 😒😒😒 would anyone want me . NO no one would care 😩😩😩😩 i really like this song because this song reminds me what i fight for everyday
![[Nightcore] Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender (Lyrics)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Phq59sme2dQ/mqdefault.jpg)
Back when I first heard this song, I was worried it would only trigger my emotions and make me feel much much worse. But as I kept hearing it, I realized how inspiring this song can be behind the chorus. I want you all to know. I would care and thank you for all the support ♡
(Posted this nightcore early because yesterday's was late ^^;)
We will also and always care for you kirito we will always love you❤️❤️❤️
We will support till the end bro
You make the best nightcore ever ^^
dont its okay cause iam like u to i love this song n it reminds me of my ex n i cry soo im not instrested in love n trusting ppl😕😕😐
Just want to say LOVE Uuuuu 😋
@eryn ya ! 😉💜💙
Hey people reading this. I see a lot of sad souls in the comment section. I just wanted to say:
I care. You all are so worth it. I love you no matter what. I believe in you. You are awesome and great. Everyone telling you something else is wrong. You’re not replaceable!
🥺 *sniffle*
Thank u sm 🙏💖
Thx🧡
🖤
Thank u 😢
Thanks.
This song literally saved my life during one of my really bad episodes of having severe depression with anxiety attacks that got so unbearable i was thinking of hurting myself, randomly found a not-nightcore version of it surfing the internet, and it helped me feel like i could breathe again had it on repeat for days til i got back on solid ground. So now whenever i'm tired of fighting i play this to get a second wind. I'm so happy you made one i love it, thank you for it.
i hope you are fine now
Wow I just feel depressed sometimes and I hurt myself mainly just cause I hate myself
I'm so glad you're better now! Please, don't give up, please, stay here, I wish you all the love and support ❤️
@@Stolasupremecy Please.. don't hate yourself...I know it's easier said than done...but you deserve love, not hate.. you deserve everything good
Hope you are better now💙
“I wouldn't give up”
I Will still keep on going even when it's so hard for me to try
Yeah me too
Never Give Yp
✋
Same here
You..should be proud of yourself!
Keep going, you can do it!
I believe in you even if it's hard, even if you feel like everyone is leaving you, my feelings wont change~💕
@@Angel-jq5yb thank you so much, I appreciate on what you said to me and your right I won't give up😊💖💕
That's exactly the biggest reason to live. The biggest challenge in life is life itself
I’m the only one or the guy in the picture is Makoto from Free?😢💚
My first thought! I literally screamed MAKOTO! lol.
I noticed that was Makoto from Free! Poor Makoto
Makoto🥺
I just saw the picture and was like: poor Makoto ❤️
Why does he cry? 🥺
No way of forgetting you, we all will not and we all will care ❤
yes
We wil always care for u❤❤
But you just know him from the online you dont know the real him
So, it doesn't make difference in pain
We care! Don't forget that! 😄😍😘
I sometimes ask myself would care if I decide to do sucks
I don't need many people who are ready to cry
when I die.
I only need one person who is ready to die
when I cry...
Cool😘
I feel ya
Same
True
Some of us dont get what we need, but I'm sure you will! If you never do, I'll be that friend(only if you feel comfortable though or necessarily need it, tbh I wouldn't be friends with me cause even I want to leave this pathetic human being).
“I’m no burden, not so worthless” hit me straight in my heart. I listen to this song when I’m sad and I just cry while listening to this on repeat. I take in every word and how every part is sung.
I have many health issues that are life long and this song is what I use to remind myself that I’m not a burden and am worthy of wanting to live.
Idk why I’m commenting here cause I never do. But I feel a need to thank this TH-camr for posting this. A video that I’ve been using since it was posted to keep living.
Thank you kirito wether you did it intentionally or not. You are part of the reason I’m still alive
Thank you.
Same. I wish my parents would say that to me. But instead they said, "You are the most useless child I've ever seen. I regret giving birth to you."
I wish I was never born.
How much I wish my parents had said that and not that I was useless and that I don't do something well and that I have to try harder.
@@Wholay_12
lets analyse the nonsense /lies many amongst you believe in:
lie: schools are of use (fact. schools keep slavery alive and stands for dumbing down the population of mankind)
lie: moon and mars landings, (fact: even masons know they cannot leave - earth is closed system, unless you want to drown, there is no other place created for us to live in.)
lie: news channels share truth (fact: these are for politic propaganda)
lie: money has a value of its own (fact: it is just a tool of this world, which value has been agreed upon world wide)
lie: NASA lies (globe and all....) (fact: NASA stands for TO DECEIVE) - you havn´t searched - have you?
lie: the lgbtq++++ propaganda (fact: it is a part of masonry depopulation agenda, 500 000 000 souls, thats their goal.)
lie: Evolution and the dinosaurs. (fact: mankind is not hybrid kind)
to keep stating that there was an evolution, then we ain´t humans, we aint then mankind, we are then hybrids. Are you a hybrid?
Lie: holidays (xmas, Halloween, new year eve and so on) (fact: PAGAN HOLIDAYS, to praise BAAL, the god of this world)
lie: U.F.Os (fact: they are demons/evil spirits in high places, against whom we fight daily = spiritual warfare)
lie: rules and laws rule the world (fact: signs and symbols of masonry do)
lie: believe in being educated (fact: found daily living with the lack of knowledge)
lie: religions are ways to heaven (fact: JESUS CHRIST is only way to heaven. Religions, no matter its name = masonic garbage)
lie: our dead loved ones stay around to “ghost” (fact: hunting and ghosting is job of demons, not of humans. We, humans, come from GOD and return back to HIM and all the stories of having been seen a ghost - terrifying, scary, dark, cold - again no job of analysing been done here by you- right?)
Lie: Humans have no immune system and we need vaccines as these save lives (fact: humans HAVE IMMUNE SYSTEM and vaccines are created for one or two purpose: to kill or to cripple)
lie: there is no GOD (fact: There is GOD, who redeems sinners and we are directly created by GOD, Psalms 139:14
I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.)
to keep claiming that there is no GOD and we aint created directly from the dust of the earth, we soon run out logic, regardless to we place “evolution” in our claims or not.)
lie: 911 was terror attack (fact: 911 was an inside job, meaning the work of your loved government)
16 lies, should i go on?
“i never felt worthy love”
I wish someone can show me love ❤️❤️❤️
Ha... You will 😉
same here =w=
Love is someone like you
And you like her
Its hard to offer a stranger on the internet love, specialy love that makes them feel valuable, and truly loved. Its something that has to be build up with someone over a long time i think. So the best i can do is a compliment. Your channel is great and i like your taste in music.
@@dudyhaj thank you so much
I love citizen soldier! Kirito could you do "I'm not okay" at some point? Idk if you take requests or not😅
yes please
yeah one of my fav song ❤
Would anyone care?
I'm not okay
Devil inside
❤❤❤
Hits hard lol
Dude u are da best
You deserve minimum 5 million sub
This song so reminds me of myself. This song didn't pierce my heart, it just healed it more. Thank you Kirito.
Would anyone notice ?
If i disappeared tonight ?
Would anyone care ?
Would anyone cry ?
😭😭😭😭😭
I would care and probably cry.
Btw you are a good youtuber too
@@graceflorencelarsen2587 thank you 😄
No I won't
Okay
We should not tell suicidal people that they should stay because everyone will miss them. That will just make them feel worse and seem like empty words. What they should stay for is themselves. I'm talking from personal experience. Don't live for others, live for yourself.
I don't even wanna live for myself. 💔
I can relate I have people asking me if okay or to Stay and i have my depression and I'm suicidal and it hurts me to know I would hurt them by leaving them
@•『 Kiwø 』• yeah sure...
@•『 Kiwø 』• sorry my reply keeps deleting itself
I know that I should stay for myself, but I don't really want that, so my only reason to stay is for others, in hopes I'll ever start living for myself again
This song just literally talked to all the insecurities, doubts, and confusion I've been having all day... one of the not-so-good ones. And even though it hit too close to my heart, it feels a tiny bit lighter. So thank you!
I know this comments old but I hope you’re okay,you’re important
Sometimes you just have to all forget all those people who have hurt us from our past.... coz they don't belong in our future!
❤❤❤Love this song so much 😍
YES OMG I did this song for a nightcore in hopes of more people finding out about them because they are super underrated but I have so little subscribers and I'm sure it didn't really do anything so this is amazing omg thank you
"Would anyone see me for the person I really am?"
"It just might save my life."
"You cant be replaced, Tonight is the night you take back your life"
You need you more than you need someone else
Tnx for uploading this song Kirito!!!
I have listened to this song at least 130 times and I love it so much. It just tells the story like it is without hiding anything.
Same
Listend to this on the swing for hours last month.
Since years I'm going to the playground at night once its dark, listen to music very loudly and try to forget everything. I'll sit on the swing and swing all my frustration, anger and pain out. For me there's nothing more freeing than swinging. And I look at the moon if it's there, or the stars and silently sing to it.
My mind doesn't go blank, yet I somehow have the feeling it does, even though my mind is full. I'm cyring and singing all my sorrow out, my problems and I'll be fine again. That's what i tell myself. It all feels good, until I come over the next night. I can cry all I want, there's nobody but me. No family that looks at me with disdain and saying things like "she didn't do what we said again?" "As usual, what do you expect of her?" "Dumb cow" "are you stupid??"
I can get it all of my chest and the best thing is I don't even need to bother others with my problems. But yesterday I made my family proud. I cleaned the house and they were happy. I did a good job, so I didn't feel the need to go to the swing. I learned today, studied for 4 hours too. So I didn't go again. I just want to hear that they are proud of me, appreciate me and I'll be happy. I'm rather simple minded and easy to abuse, aren't I? And I can't even go and trouble my big brother anymore, since he has his hands full with his newborn son and I don't want to bother him. I've never seen him so happy and I don't wanna ruin that happiness with my silly problems. My problems are normal, I grew up with being a pretty emotionless disgrace, so it's not like it really bothers me. As I said, I'll swing it out. Swinging calms my mind, clears my head and keeps me going. I'd probably still be going, even if I was a wreck, since there are people depending on me and I'm not a selfish asshole searching for a walk in a park. But one day, one day I won't need the swing, one day I'll be free of this house. Only two years, a good degree and I'm out, I'll go somewhere peaceful, a little village near the city maybe, at a river again, like now. And then I'll have my own garden. And for the sake of memories, I will place a little swing.
I doubt anyone read that far, but thank you, if you did. Truly, thanks for reading my story.
I'm proud of you, for swinging, genuinely proud and happy. Hearing you talk about it made me smile, a genuine smile. I love you
I'm so proud of you for fighting... please don't give up and keep fighting...
Thats beautiful
I’m proud of you for being so resilient and I feel it my be ironic given my user name but if your religious I hope your deity shall take your burden into consideration and bring you a better future and if your not religious I personally wish you a better life moving on. One full of happiness and prosperity
This is why I love Citizen Soldier, he is a therapist who makes music to help with these feelings, his song "Save Your Story" has helped me through so much in my life since it came out. It will get better, and that's what his music is about.
Quote-
"There are very small amount of people that are born with the fate of dying for someone else"
-izumi shinichi(parasyte the maxim)
A little change in the quote
"There are very small amount of people who are born with the fate of dying for someone else and they cannot be forgotten by the people they die for no matter what the circumstances"
-light uchiha(me)
@@cassie3885 depends on who that person might be.
True!!!
I had a really tough day today, but after listening to this song I feel so much better. It has lifted my spirits and given me a new perspective. I'm ready to have a great time tonight and leave all the negativity behind. The song is really nice.
You did it again! This song has been playing on loop for me for weeks! AuabagagUsgsiGsd HOW-
Does anyone else ever wonder about this stuff even though they know their family would be sad? Like, I know my parents would be sad if I died but sometimes, idk, i just cant seem to remember that when I'm at my lowest (dont worry tho, I'm not depressed or anything that I know of)
For some reason this picture really takes my breathe away and hurts my heart- i see the pain.. I wonder is it from Free? Ah- WAIT it is nvm xD it looks like Free. Even more pain when it's free haha..
Yes, it is Free
This is literaly me ever night that I cant sleep
Lol same I'm actually having a good old sleepless night with some dark thoughts...yay
This song hits hard for me. I just recently moved this last month and was forced to leave my family behind. I lost connection with all my friends, some even cut ties with me. I started a new job but my income isnt high enough to stay there. No friends, no family and my life being in a state of limbo has led me to question whats the point anymore? Why continue to fight if im alone. I live with regret as im in debt and dealing with everything alone. I wake up everyday wondering whats the point of getting up. I just push through going to work hoping that maybe one good thing can happen this year. Sorry for rambling, i just thought id speak my thoughts for once. Sorry again for the long read and rambling
If you came fighting all these emotions upto here, then a little more isn't gonna hurt you buddy...
Don't give up...
We're with you 🙂🙂🙂
I believe in you, you cen get through this ^^
wanna hear something really cheesy? welp here goes...
Everybody has a happy ending. If you're not happy, it's not the end.
NO!!! No apologizing for saying your feelings🥺 I would be honored to listen to you about your life🥺 sending lots of love 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 and hugs(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
how are you doing?
I was introduced to this song by someone who was hurting and I myself was too. This song made me feel like giving up was pointless. And it was. Be thankful for the rough times. It reminds you you're alive. And that's what's worth living for. The moment were born we start dying but living is the fight. Prove death wrong. Be brave.
I was recently diagnosed with severe depression, and over time ive been listening to this song a lot, it really helps with channeling my emotions, i love thos song and im so happy i found it. Thank you.❤
"Never felt worthy of love"
I-
😕💔💔💔
I heard this on a random playlist on spotify and it hit like a train. The emotion just poured out. Realized I've messed up so much I pushed all the good out of my life. I've been on the brink but, I'm still here. No matter how alone you feel, no matter where you are. You are loved, you are cared for. Stay strong and never lose hope. Be who ever you want to be, shoot for the stars because only you can hold yourself back. I hope you can reach your fullest potential, I wish you success. Never bow down or back down. Have a niice day and keep fighting.
This is so touching and I'm sure a lot of people can feel this... It's wonderful 🙈 thank You for beautiful work ❤✨
I love Citizen Soldier so much! Nice timing on this, I just relistened to their entire channel last week.
To anyone who think that they are worthless remember that the world would forget you but the people who love and care for you will shattered if you end your life. Just keep fighting for them even you think there is not anybody but keep on fighting for yourself 💜💜💜
"Would anyone want me?"
If they truly knew who I was 😶
"I've never felt worthy of luv"
Cause I've never felt worthy compared to u 🙏🥺
You are truly amazing 💖 and you have a heart of gold 💗 my angel 💖😇💖
Allo
Hey there are so many people out there there must be at least one person that will cry if u disappear
Thx Jocelyn 🙏, and everyone else too ofc 😊
@@ssjarceus269 your welcome☺️☺️ glad I could help
Yes i am early again😀amazing nightcore❤👍
Eyy early thanks yayy more Nightcore vids hehe wooo a good music imma save it to watch later again hehe
Listening this nightcore again and again makes me smile because this song reminds me of my old self, when I tried to do suicide but my friends helps me not to do it because I wouldn’t know if they are gonna be fine when I die.
Thank you for making the best nightcores 😊
You have no idea how much I needed to hear someone say that thank you so so much
How are you ,?😊🤍
This is a really nice song, very emotional. Thanks kirito, also poor mikoto...💕❤️😭🥰
*”While your hurting, someone else is hurting with you so your never truly alone.”*
Thank you so much for everything Kirito I can’t express how much I appreciate you
I never dislike you song
Kirito
I was in extra classes so I’m late.
BUT DAMN!! This song hit me soo hard!!
WHAT A VOICE!!
I loved it! And the picture of Makoto in the background gosh it fit so well, great job this is one of my favorite nightcores now
Would anyone chase me!
And say the words that I need to hear ,
That I'm no burden not so worthless
.................................
I won't lie so hard to hide , I've never felt so worthy of love................................
..........
These are the words that I feel.........the entire song describes what I really feel.....
Are u the same too people.......?
Then let me give u a reason to stay!!!!
Share ur story here.
I feel the same :'<
"And say the words i need to hear... That im no burden, not so worthless...
I wont lie its hard to hide... Would anything change? Would you all be just fine..?
Yeah same bro ❤
"Would anyone notice if tonight i disappeared"
" would anyone chase me and say the words i need to hear that i'm no BURDEN, not so WORTHLESS..."
" I've never felt worthy of love"
I used to feel useless, like a burden, but I don't anymore. I was struggling emotionally and not thinking straight , but I'm okay now, and to anyone out there feeling this right now, you will be too. God cares. He loves you and He'll never abandon you, even if you abandon Him. He promised, and He never breaks a promise. Jesus cares so much about you, He gave His life for you and then took it up again three days later so you could be with Him for eternity if you only believe and ask Him to save you. You're not a worthless burden to Him; You're His precious creation, the canvas on which He can paint a beautiful masterpiece if you want Him to. You're not alone and you are loved, even if you can't see it right now, and don't listen to anyone who says different. I care, too, and I hope maybe these were the words you needed to hear.
It's okay! It's gonna be alright.
I will always care for you kirito❤️❤️
OMG IVE BEED OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG FOR A WILE THEN YOU DO THIS 😍😍 I love you a lots more 🖤🖤
*would anyone notice*
That the question I been asking for myself
Can they see me suffering
Can they see me screaming out for help
Can they see me doing fake smile
Can they see me faking my emotions
Can they help me 🙃
How could I possibly miss out on your eyes having lost the glow they used to have?
How could I possibly miss out on you avoiding eye contact as much as possible?
How could I possibly miss out on the anxiety you carry with every step you take, worried about the thoughts of everyone else?
Just know that your pain is my pain, because I care.
How can I live a normal life if my life itself has so many problems
Why do people always have to take advantage of my kindness
Why do they keep asking me for something I don't like
Why,why,why just why
I just want to be an normal person to have such no problematic situations and to have such great friends
Is my wish rlly meant nothing all I wish was to be be normal
Songs can save lives and you just saved many just by uploading this video.
We'd always care I love you're songs btw
My...this song is soo Beautiful. 😭👏 Thanks for sharing 😭❤️
All people in the comments: Dont give up your dreams! You are important!
Me: WAIT THE GUY IN THE PIC IS FROM FREE!
*"Never felt worthy of love..."*
Well shoot, stop exposing us-
When I lost a good portion of my essay yesterday after my screen glitched out, everything suddenly came crashing down on me. I spent hours trying to recover that essay. I'd never felt that stressed before.
What was the point of writing that essay?
What is the point of going to school and repeating everything all over again?
Everything felt pointless and exhausting... and so I made a quick prayer after I was done trying.I was still upset but I felt a small spark of hope in my chest. The words that came to my head were: "You can always do better. Just because something is lost does not mean it's useless or forever gone. There's always room for improvement, so strive to do your best because that's what really matters."
So here I am listening to this song to calm myself as I rewrite the essay from scratch. Some days I feel like giving up but I want to be a good example for myself and others. I just have to keep pressing forward.
You make amazing videos... truly you're one of my favs.... and you keep tapping into my.... idk what to call it... I can't do this tonight... I cannot.... its beautiful it really is 💛 you got a good gift
❤️❤️❤️ I won't give up.... Until I make myself worthy of everything everyone said I was worthless of... Don't give up soon... You got a way and a road to run down and chase the light ❤️❤️❤️
I thank you for this Nightcore, thanks to this video I met Citizen Soldier
It's been 7 or 8 months since I met them 🥰
"Would anyone want me if they saw what's inside my head? Would anyone see me for the person that I really am?" These lines hit hard because these are the questions that keep me awake during nights.
Yep we would still love you 🤍 and if u ever need someone then test me😊🤍
@@softsummer7528 Thank you... Its so comforting ✌️
@@jananishakthi4942 😊🤍
Wow I have literally had this song on replay then my notification popped up and you posted this the same song but Nightcore version. I like it💖
Love the song so much
Maybe this is the best nightcore of your channel
This is such a beautiful song.
Was feeling really... Down, to say the least. The title made me think "Is it worth it to worsen the pain" but I persevered, and I'm glad I did. The ending made me cry and lessened my pain by a tremendous amount. Thank you Kirito ❤️
Every time I listened to this song it inspires me to continue to move on towards future.
Tysm for finding all these amazing songs❤️ I love this song😍
Yeah If It Was Me...
No One Would Care
No One Would Cry
No One Would Notice
No One Would Try To Help
No One Would Stop Me
If It Was Someone Else
I Would Cry
I Would Die If I Lost Them
I Would Notice
I Would Try To Help
I Would Stop Them And
I Would Hug Them
I Would Tell Them I Love Them
I Would Never Let Them Go
Crazy How Thats How it Is For Me And A Lot Of Other People
Guys I'm Sorry If You Relate To This
Same!!!
Hey bud I am here for u, you are not alone .
Same here. But we're all here for yoy
If it was you
I'll care
I'll notice
I'll cry
Cuz every person who exists holds a place in my mind
But at the same time I'm damn sure if it was me nobody will even sure
You only post the best songs ever .. so thank you
*Life is like coffee, though it tastes bitter, you can at least enjoy it. (The sad songs lately have been triggering me-)*
Dam kirito this crushes my heart....but amazing work
(Lyrics:)
Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All consuming, so confusing
The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care
Would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change?
Would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?
I won't lie so hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up everything I have just to feel good enough
Would anyone care
Would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change?
Would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay
If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering
Would anyone care
Would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no
Tonight is the night you take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
It’s already there in the description
I swear, I get notified about this video 2 hours later-
Loved it! 😁🤗😊
In this world the KEY IS NEVER GIVING UP TO YOURSELF..
The funniest thing is I almost kermit suicide, but my father's treadmill stop me by blocking the window
this channel deserve more subs!!! love this song...
Does anyone have those moments where you’re just like: "Giving up might be worth it”?
Yupp here:'))
Me
Wow amazing as always and im actually early 😀
You're not a burden and you're not worthless ❤️
I know I'm late but this song really saved my life. Thank you💖
Why do I relate a lot to this song
Now that I think about it this song has a very powerful message 😘nice work kirito
"Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life"
I love this so much! Great work Kirito! The picture goes so well with the song. I love the anime Free!
oOOOOOO THIS SO IS EMOSHIONAL IM CRYING AND IM 11 WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I NEVER UNDERSTANDED THE PAIN OF NIGHTCORE 😭😭😭
Sameeeeeeee but I am 9 years old
@@cassie3885 In less than 5 minutes we'll reach the optimal altitude for missile deployment. Uroboros will be released into the atmosphere, ensuring complete global saturation.
This song made me cry I just love it
this brought me back memories when i thought that i would never find a friend that would care what i did but few days later i found friends that cares what i do
This is an awesome video! Really got me in the feels lol
I'm not depressed, I just wanted to choose to feel sad tonight
Love this song... love the nightcore... your the best Kirito
Kirito pls tell me you didn't nightcore this song because you're considering this. 🥺🥺💙💜💙💜
I love kiritos nightcore. They make me feel better about the me. Love this song too much.It is really inspiring for me.♥
"and say the words that I need to hear."
"That I'm no burden
Not so worthless"
"I might just break"
"Would anyone cry?"
"Would anything change"
"Would anyone want me?"
"Would anyone see me?"
"I would give up everything I have....
just to feel good enough."
"I need a reason"
This hits hard 😭
that hits so hard...T^T
@@oikawatooru3755 YOUR USERNAME
@@zayn_g hi😊
@@oikawatooru3755 :D
So amazing!💣
would anyone care would anyone cry 😒😒😒 would anyone want me . NO no one would care 😩😩😩😩 i really like this song because this song reminds me what i fight for everyday
I swear you are now one of my favorite youtubers ever
They don't care
until
something
dramatic
happens
...
Ps: I still love you.
I KNOW IM LATE BUT I HAVE TWO THINGS TO SAY. 1. I LOVE THIS SONG HOLY GUACAMOLE SO IM HAPPY U MADE A NIGHTCORE VERSION! 2. I WAS 900TH LIKE, YAY
Every life is precious if u feel depressed then try talking to someone , someone tht care , care for you
new favorite night core song good job! keep it up!
The nostalgia his way too hard when he started singing 😭
YES! this song is really good, I love the lyric! So happy! You made my day! ♡