I personally highly recommend this song! And I say that very rarely but that song is FIREEEEEE AF. And the mastering engineer did an amazing job maximizing the amazing elements in the mix. #PayTheProducer but also support artists you listen too. Don't just stream shit for free. If you wouldn't work for free don't expect your artists that you listen to......to do the same.
Not a rap, but more spoken word, They ask me where I see my self in fove ten years, I tell them still chasing my fears and drinking beers, they ask why and i say theres no reason to lie, life changes and were gonna have to face it, we will always have fears sure we can drink beers but is it or is it not better to leave dreams as a thought and go with what you realy think you got, in your dreams you wanna be a astronaught, exactly a astro NOT, all im saying is that life gose by fast and the past is the past, love why you can cause the future comes way to fast
First verse; I wish I could tell you everything, all the thoughts in my head I dont want to pass on problems though so I'll just write it instead Remember when we first met I looked at you and fell in love, I felt hopeless to you're beauty you were like an angel from above, that came to the earth to save me, You know how much I've been struggling lately and the arguments we keep having there driving me crazy Stressing over everything its mentally draining, I feel like running away from reality only if i could escape it, keeping myself medicated to stay on a level I can deal with, I always have an urge to lash out i can feel it starting to creep in I shout at you, you shout back, locked in a disagreement This shit keeps repeating and it's got me screaming Hook; I dont want to do this no more I dont want to walk out that door I dont know what were fighting for We gotta make a change We gotta make a change X2
Chorus 1: You don’t see my darkness through your light You don’t see my demons or why im shy You just think my happiness soars high You don’t know the reason that I hide in the night You don’t see the thoughts I have inside Stanza 1: You ask me how I’m doing and yeah I say I’m fine But you don’t see the tears you dont know Im fines a lie See I hide behind a screen to keep you from the real me If I reveal my true colors you’ll know just what I mean I hate the real me Chorus 2: You don’t see my darkness through your light You don’t see my demons or why im shy You just think my happiness soars high You don’t know the reason that I hide in the night You don’t see the thoughts I have inside Stanza 2: If I told you how I feel would you still wanna stay Covered by my darkness even though its day If I show you who I am would you just walk away Or am I overthinking again I think I might just break Gasping for air as I soar through the sky Yeah my lifes a lie but i have no other high When I was 10 me and my dad both tried to die Thought we were better off dead than we were alive Chorus 3: You don't see my darkness through your light You don't see my demons or why im shy You just think my happiness soars high You don't know the reason that i hide in the night You don't see the thoughts i have inside Stanza 4: Overdose on pain meds didn't take it away Doused in pain with nothing to say Saw dad in the hospital wires in his brain Wish i could forget and erase that day The memory and emptiness hit me like a train Chorus 4: You don't see my darkness through your light You don't see my demons or why im shy You just think my happiness soars high You don't know the reason that i hide in the night You don't see the thoughts I have inside Oh you don't see the thoughts i have inside
@Mojrem لحظات ( verse 1 ) ما حد عاجبه الحال. حياة صعبه هم يهد جبال. تشتري راحة بال. تدخل فلخيال. لان الراحة اغلى من المال. و اذا بتشوفيها من نظرتي. تعب تكافح في غربتي. فاقد اهلى فاقد صحبتي. بس راضي لانو غيري فاقد صحتي. عملي املي و حياتي دين. مستقبل رايح لاكن مدري وين. لا تصدق كل الي بتشوفيه بلعين. لانو الاغلب زي العملة بوجهين. تكتشف بعدين. انو الي راح كان عبارة عن دروس النجاح. سنة الحياة حزن و افراح. ما في شي يبقى زي ما اكن يا صاح. صعب انك تطيح و ما تقوم. ارضى بلي انكتب و الي مقسوم. لا تشكي حالك لانو ما بدوم. ما حد فاضي لحد كلو مهموم. كافح شيل طموحك كاهل. قاتل لا تجادل جاهل. ما في شي يجي بساهل. الا للي يستاهل. ( Verse 2 ) ما هو بيدي ادفن طموحي. ولا اطعن و ازيد جروحي. امنياتي تبعد عني كل ما اصرخ و اقول لا تروحي. كان حلمي ابني مستقبل و اشيل اهلي و اخواني. و اليوم مني قادر اشيل نفسي بس لاني يماني. لان ياما قلنا بتهون في يوم و لاكن ما هانت. و الحقايق الي يخفوها سنين اليوم انكشفت و بانت. كل ما احاول ابذل مجهود. القى طريقي مسدود. انادي محد موجود. افكاري ذابت تعبت و عانت. ب ابتسامه اخفي احزاني. لانو الدنيا هاذي قصيرة. ما بتفرق افقد اخواني. لاني فاقد اشياء كثيرة. و همي يبدأ تأثيره. و يبدأ عقلي يستشيره. متشتت عايش بحيره. بس كل تأخيره فيها خيره. ( Verse 3 ) فاقد الامل و الالم اكتمل. سابق الزمن لا تخسر العمل. لا تدفع ثمن غلط محتمل. واقع و الواقع ابد لا يحتمل. استغلال* يستهدف الكفو و يرفع انذال. جزات الاحسان بل اهمال. و المواقف الي تصنع رجال. ماني ندمان علي كان. لانو الي كان ماضي ما يفيد الان. تعبير محاصر بين اربع الحان. سجين و داخل القلم سجان. مين مهان و مين مدان. و مين قال كان ضعيف و غلبان. بان الحق بعد ما فات الاوان. مات الطيب الي كان جبان. لا تتشتت و تغير مسارك. على حساب واطي يستنى انكسارك. مين يمينك مين يسارك. بتشوف الكل لحظة انتصارك. مو كامل بس راضي ب اعمالي. مجامل على حساب امالي. ماني مهتم و ماني شاغل بالي. عايش بلي يحلالي.
You lied to my face You lied to my heart You lied all the time and it tore me apart My self-care was shrinking Tears pouring out my eyes And when you left me There was nothing left inside Your fists were tightening Facial expression frightening Footsteps like thunder And your words like lightening My heart was broken I didn't know what to do All that was left for me Was to crawl back to you My life was going by It left me feeling confused Was it just tough love? Or was i being used? Even if it was love It felt so abused Mistaken, Mistreated And most definitely misused I TRIED to make you happy While i felt alone I TRIED to call you but you don't pick up the phone I TRIED to stay sane Ignore whats going on I TRIED to love you but you put me to the side and all you did was hear my cry Where my life in crumbling I need help, i'm struggling When i try to walk away My legs are stumbling I wish you wanted me Like I wanted you Why’d you fake And made me feel like everything was true? I wish I could hate you But I can’t No I can’t Cause I still adore you No matter what you put me through You still have this hold over me Like the air I breathe Doesn’t make me live Like it’s not what I need Maybe a simple glance Is what keeps me from flat lining Like a simple touch Keeps the spark in my eye brightening No you don’t understand You never will Cause you don’t share the same feelings I feel Could you tell me one thing Was any of it real? Was the late night talks just another pill To push me to overdosing on all the emotions I feel?
From making me feel at peace to tearing me to pieces. This is exactly where its just merely existing and life ceases. From lying next to each other to lying to each other. No one’s ever gonna understand neither friends nor family not even my own mother. How it feels when all your life’s been just about losing people you wanted to hold onto. But with you I gave it my all even when letting go was the right thing to do. It would’ve been still alright if it was destiny or life and not you who did this to me. Make me feel purely happy and bind me in these memories from which no one can set me free. Then you leave just like every other person, breaking my trust, taking my heart. With you it seemed so genuine, your work the mess you made out of me was truly an art. Now that its all done and dusted, you’re gone yet again, its like history all over. We meet again, love or atleast pretend to and then you leave which makes it hellish for me to deal with it being sober. But I hope, you never come back into my life ever again. I can deal with never being loved or wanted. But the memories that you give me no matter how hard I try to face them, leave me haunted.
you said you loved me, you said you cared, now you see me in public and act like i'm not there, please god tell why is life so unfair, i'm so stressed out, i'm pulling out my hair, i loved that look in your eyes, when we talk, took my emotional slap shot, but you being the goalie you just blocked, we could have made it all the way, that's what i thought i know you felt it too, but in Reality you liked another dude, now he's the one holding you, so what am i too do, yeah i know am too late, i just wish we could go on one more date, considering you were supposed to be my fate, [corus]: yeah(lets go) Yeah all you can say is sorry, Because all you put me through, All i gave you was love and affection, I always texted back too, We we’re in this race together, But somehow i was the one to lose, You treated me like dirt but i still can’t get over you, Verse #2 You See these teardrops falling from my eyes, I’m all out of liquor so all i can do is cry, Not sure if it’s good to fantasize to die, I always spoke the truth you know i would never lie, You always fucking called me, When something was wrong, Can’t help getting over you, So all i can do is hit a bong, Don’t know why that relationship didn't last long, Cause i was loving and caring, And that’s why i wrote this song, this is the rest of the song i wrote about my ex hope you enjoy thank you so much for the feed back(:
@@7vndayz924 yes i would love for you to use this verse in as your inspiration, and thank you it hits me hard everytime too and yes i did make them myelf
О, спасите меня! Я влюбился в неё (её, её, её). Я влюблёнными глазами смотрел на неё и погибал. Любовь бывает разная, и кто как выживал. О, спасите меня! Я влюбился в неё (её, её, её). Я влюблёнными глазами смотрел на неё и погибал. Любовь бывает разная, и кто как выживал. [Куплет 1, Deesmi & Onlife]: Всё! С меня, меня всё! Меня, меня несёт. Я как наркот, теперь это у меня в cloud. Снег всё метёт, город не спит. Город не спит. Город шумит. Сердце стучит. В наушниках бит. Пьяный на вид. Тупо мотив песни твоей - Ты будешь петь со мной её.
Your changing like the weather, and your changing like the season,and u still don't have a reason, and I still don't have a meaning, and I'm constantly rethinking what you said, my hearts now sinking, from the pain that you are bringing, from the ways that you are changing Pretty basic stuff, but it's the first thing that popped up when I heard the first part
(0:27) My thoughts are insane. My life is runnin tensions. Maybe why I fried my brain, Maybe why I didn’t listen. I’m guessin, I’m missin my home every now and then We started out as friends, Then we turned out to be nothin. Every single day, it’s always part of my ways. I jus wanna get away from the things I always say. It's too late get that home. So I End up here alone. Ain’t no place where I can go, Ain’t no worries bout my smoke. but then it comes to these days I wouldn't know where I’d be. Everywhere I look, disaster is all I see. So I keep on walkin and hoping everything's ok, Livin lies, intensifies , now it's all on me.
الكلمات : بحبك قد ما خط القلم إلك اي لساتك انتي بوصلة الكتابة و لسا خط القلم إلك خلص فهمت..هالعلاقة مستحيل تنفهم كالاشتباك يلي بين قلبي و عقلي كل ما اتزكرك و لما الوحدة اكلت روحي عرفت انو طريق النهاية..كطرقات الشام بالحرب صعب تنسلك ليش مننجبر نفترق! قلتلك ياها قبل القلب يلي ما بيوقع بالحب بعمرو ما بينكسر كم مرة سهرت الليل تحت شباكا كم مرة تخيلت روحك معا بتتحاكا و شكيتلا كلشي فيك و بكيت و اجرمت بحق قلبك خلص صار لازم تتحاكم وقف..صمودك ما بفيد ما لازم تبقى
I feel as empty as the paper I am writing on These feelings I once had were wasted on loving someone long gone I know you were there for a reason, you were there for a reason You made me be happy but brought my love for you to depletion Growing up was never easy I guess you were wrong Life isn't simple nor compared to a happy song Since I was a kid I have always felt so alone I guess that in the end it shaped my heart into a stone Yeah, I've locked away my thoughts from the rest of the world I don't think that I'm shy, although a bit reserved Keeping things to myself makes me feel protected I just want to know that I won't ever have to feel rejected
Not Safe in disgrace No I’m not safe in this place All the fears I’ve faced All the rivals I laid waste I still remember the devils face And i still hear the sound of grace When I slated the demon and put him under faith That all will be forgiven When he comes walking to my gates Because the devil is in all of us And in us all we must follow and rejoice like it’s never too late
get you down. 1st verse - her eyes are filling up like the river flows rolling down her face i try to comfort her and welcome her in with my warm embrace she said she had an argument with her boyfriend and then packed her case so she walked around the streets for a while and ended up at my place but I’m actually so happy that you're here cause my worlds so much better when you’re near I’ve got a side to me that i want you to see but I’m scared that you won’t wanna hear and to ruin our friendships a fear but i wanna take you out for a beer i don’t know what to think let me buy you a drink i fucking love you but you don’t know my dear this is so easy to write cause all what i wanna say you’re the kind of girl that won’t let me pay so we split two way i have to let you go back to him but i wish you would stay you know i worry so let me know you get home okay 1st break down- i know you love me but i think i love you more you can say you’re sorry but I’ve heard it all before you can repeat yourself time again don’t think that i don’t know what you meant you’re wasting your time cause the words you send are gone… 2nd verse- this aint rap song its a poem about love and I’m gunna shout it out loud for the people up above cause the ones who arnt here are our first truelove but now they are only memories of the ones we speak of so let me in close don’t push don’t shove our lives fit together like a hand made glove on our wedding day well let of a pure white dove i just wanna become something that my fathers proud of but she’s out every night and i see it on her snapchat, and she’s posting pics on the gram in wearing my snapback and i have to force myself to double tap that cause i know shell be mad if i swipe that your love is so fierce like going into combat this verse is heating up like a thermostat im not gunna repeat my own past and look like twat you left me outside on the welcome mat i just need reassurance now cause I’m constantly asking how how can you be with her when she just treats you like dirt i just tell myself that it gets better and i have to try not to let her get in to my brain I’m a captive but i bet theres another man bouncing on her mattress 2nd break down- and youuuuuu you say that you want me toooooo but i don’t think that you dooooo ohh is it truee its harrrrrd when i showed you my scarrrrrse you only looked and you lauuuuughed i was beat up and left in the dark 3rd verse- I’ve got so many insecurities and you know all my impurities the thing you love is my immaturity as two we’re better more opportunities driving cross states and flying over seas to all these places that i never thought id see theres no where else in this world id rather be i just with i had you here in front of me i wanted this for so many years but now that its here im not sure if it what i wanted my mind is so unclear i know that i love you, i know that won’t ever change but maybe nows is not our time so can we please rearrange its not easy life in the friend zone i climbed out the first time i made you moan you left my house with the smell of your cologne on my bed sheets i know when I’m home never answer but your always on your phone i just wanna know that you’re alone I’m dying here fearing the unknown i call you up, hear your voice and know that i won’t die on my own
I wanna feel alive today Feel alive today yeah Huh Yeah things been down Shits been hard, pushed around No more I’m tired of this But no body care I tell people that I’m fine It feels like I’m trickin my mind I wanna change time today Oh lord yeah hear me pray I tell people that I’m fine It feels like I’m trickin my mind I wanna change time today Oh lord yeah hear me pray Feel alive today Yeah, your down and your upset And There’s nothing to fix it And then there’s Music, you try to listen And nobody’s gotta hurt, nobody’s gotta bullshit And thats the fucking curse You think there is no cure You feel like there’s nobody that’s here Like there’s no one with open ears And try to live near, you try to be clear And when you drive, hands off the steer Yeah you don’t feel happy, or fear You feel alone and bad, you feel grey and sad But you gotta believe things won’t stay like that Shit is not fucking bland, Even if life’s that bad Yeah sometimes it’s hard to stand Yeah sometimes it’s hard to be a man I tell people that I’m fine It feels like I’m trickin my mind I wanna change time today Oh lord yeah hear me pray I tell people that I’m fine It feels like I’m trickin my mind I wanna change time today Oh lord yeah hear me pray Feel alive today
I've been all ahead of things it's like I'm losing my mind Ive become stuck up in the game and all I can do Is grind I ease my mind by drinking liquir tell myself that I'm fine Release that slaxk from all this shit I wish I could just rewind You tell me that you love me then you just gone leave me behind You say you wanna be forever baby make up your mind I can't keep fighting my love I guess this drinks not enough So now I'm wishing suicide would be the end of each cut Guess there's a message at the end of every bottle But it's the guilt for me that's really hard to swallow That this shit dosnt numb it just makes me fuxking hollow So I just sit here behind my fears and wallow Cuzz I ain't strong I ain't been here enough But sure I've had enough To disappear i must I drink and drink and drink untill its clear enough That I'm a misift Born to be hated I gotta fight to keep controll of this rage I'm like a beast I should be locked in a cage Discriminated for the nature of my expressions My heart's been broken because all the time that i invested I can't even sleep so I've become sorta restless I'm sick of all this hating sick of pain and this depression I'm like a stuxk button people seem to keep on pressing I'm like a teacher because my life is a giant lesson
You said u love me You said u were there so I turn around and I just have a blank stare.. Your not there now I'm scared... I walk over to the bathroom all I see in u just lying there I lied by u and asked r u still here... and ur violently bare Ur not even crawling but I'm just over here bawling... I see the needle in ur arm I pull it out and all i saw was red and blue alarms....(alarms 3x) I dont know how to act cus ur not there to react anymore im in a bad state of mind rn can I call I back somehow.... That's all I got hope y'all like it 😓😓 0:25 - 1:08
(Intro) Mind racing, Drink without a chaser, Blunts rolling up, Just so I can face em, Ya it helps temporarily With my patience I need life changes, I'm just gonna dooo Better Told my conscience I'd take him and hold him up for ransom, not because I want the paper but to set a good example, we can play hangman... I can sing to you... Feed you NyQuil... Then go and dream for you ohh I need changes... Looking in the mirror starting with you... I need changes to follow through, Can't escape it Sometimes I just can't take it And maybe I change the rules... but only I can break em, it's been that way since day one never changed my Outlook or my name for different personas, never told you Thank you for acknowledging all my positives, I'll acknowledge that your my honest half, But when I want my conscience back I'll listen to the crickets chirp, I need changes like the rest of this world, Need to change my shirt go to church, put effort Dressing warmer now since the worlds cold an I'm getting older Mind racing Drink without a chaser I need changes you get tired of the same shit it gets repetitive I want your blessing without the holy water I just want to drink my liquor you can be the bartender stay in my shadow roll in backwoods stero can't get no louder drowned out some voices some should be voided
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I understand I comparehend I'm afraid of the change One day I'll feel this pain This pain again I'll sin again I know I can't win But I'll try So hard Looking my eyes An I'll cry Remembering all the pain From deep an down in side I can not lie, look beyond those people's eyes An all you'll see are lies
Might use these idk I truly apologize Please just look into my eyes Do you see these tears I cry I know messed up bad this time I should start to socialize Not hide and wait till death arrives These people just demoralize Me all they do is criticize The real me is in disguise Depression’s what I symbolize I’m not trying to dramatize I’m Just trying to speak my mind I’m terrified I’m petrified All I wanna do is hide I’m dead inside I really tried They said everything will be alright
I've been going through some changes I still don't know what my lane is But I'll chase it until I'm famous Family watching closely waiting for me to make it Just wanna take them out and see their faces light up when I tell them they can take it I'm willing to grind through the tough just to show them I'm patient Even tho sometimes I wanna curl up and cave in But I know I can't switch And I know what my aim is I just can't miss But I've been going through changes I just wanna be your favorites favorite But it's been the same shit day in and out Found my own lane and my style Been through the rain like a spout Focus making it out Where most are waiting around While I'm paving the ground With dreams to be on stage with a crowd Chanting my name out loud Write these rants instead of shout Nights reciting my rhymes picturing fans while they shout
En las malas no tengo a nadie me siento un pajarito sin aire un bailarin sin baile una pelicula sin trailer me voy de aqui hasta qur me calme No arreglare lo que no rompi,me refugie en mi papa y hacer free,mi padre me dice q soy el king pero sin el no soy nada para que mentir Amigos como estrellas fugacez y otros que en mu poco me dijeron las mejores de sus frases y me demostraron algo sin techo que se valora menos una palabra q un hecho Encuentrar mis sentimentos es lo que hago,como un psicologo diciendole a un niño q dibuje un arbol, y otra vez con nostalgia me levanto como ese niño feliz tocando el claxon Mi mayor miedo es levantarme y q falte alguien de mi vinculo,eso duele mas que partirse una tibia duele mas que morirte de envidia porq lo que no es fugaz son los de tu famila
It´s everywere, no one says that they can see it, it is just like ghosts maybe just a bit, but that´s not enough we want the most we gotta start making changes, thats what tupac said we know that he´s alive, just not on earth, here´s he dead he was on top of the world but he was always alone He belonged on the throne every tone that i heard was real his words made out of steel
Time may not stop, but it's not moving on for me.. I'm stuck inside this loop of emptiness and suffering... Try to break the cycle and I fall off; hit the pavement.. So glad you're not suffering but I'm exactly where your pain went... No way for me to describe it; these words don't do it justice.. I can't adjust to this without taking in a substance... I wish I could put these memories inside of a safer storage Cuz most of our best moments are hardly recorded... Peace is hardly here.. even when I sleep... Every waking moment I start to find myself near the deep End, so I pretend to be better, but my cheek's wet, Knees bent.. mentally not ready for this weekend... We shared so many moments but never prepared for this torture.. So glad you can't feel the suffering of a mourner... I'm mad you can't feel anything but that's selfish of me to think.. The weight is too big; maybe I need to see a shrink... Scenario after scenarios keep playing in my head.. But the thought of your burial? Block it out; I'd rather be dead... No, it's not the answer; I'm not stupid, just depressed.. So get off of my back and feel what's inside my chest... I have so much regret; so many things left unsaid.. How I only saw you once in that hospital bed... What else could I have done? If there was anything, tell me now! If God didn't do this, why the fuck did he allow it?! Distractions barely work; still have the scars inside and out.. My life is going in circles and I feel myself spiraling out... Never dreamed I would write about how you..... and now, My soul got siphoned out.. tank is empty; I'm shutting down... I might as well bleed out because it's torture when I write.. Feeling better feels wrong but absolutely nothing feels right... Who wants to be alive feeling all of these emotions? I say I'm dead inside, but in reality I'm broken... Really want to explode but it feels like more of an implosion.. A part of my heart is gone.. why were you the one chosen? Do I really wanna know this or am I wandering lost and hopless? I don't want it to be real so I don't want to send condolences! I've never felt colder and the weather ain't to blame.. It's not only literally when I say I'm in the rain... I want this all to end because a future I can't see.. My fam and friends believe, but to me it's just a fantasy... This is my definition, my best description of "suffer"; I lost my girl, my best friend, my soul mate, my lover.. I don't feel tougher and life, for sure, feels rougher.. I know I'm not the only one.. starting with your mother, Your sweet baby sister and your own 3 brothers... I pray they keep their faith like you did no matter what, girl.. Love me or hate me, I won't let this damage get collateral.. I'm lost in these woods but everything is unnatural...
I've been driving around here in this town Know it like the back of my hand I've been dreaming of ways, ways to get out Put myself in a box that I'd never be Someone I'm proud of you see Here I am on this bridge facing defeat I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day There's so many reasons to stay No I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live Why can't I reach out for help You would do anything to get me through this I'm so used to alone, don't know what it's like To let someone into my mind But I'd do anything just to survive
When I’m gon who gon ride for me Who gon slide for me dont u lie to me Ride or die for me Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would In the moment but u know u never really would Fuck I look like bein bent over u Honestly you’ve been like every other dude U ain special but u know I am All these memories we had man I’m over them Ion do all that fake loveeee Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck But u makin it hard on me Fuck u and all our memories U said u love me but i know u never did All the time that we fuckin wasteddd was blind by love, you know i wouldve waited real love, never got a taste of it i jus wanna be loved the same why does everyone always change how u claim u real but u fake i been tryna bottle up all my thoughts all my pain When I’m gon who gon ride for me Who gon slide for me dont u lie to me Ride or die for me Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would In the moment but u know u never really would Fuck I look like bein bent over u Honestly you’ve been like every other dude U ain special but u know I am All these memories we had man I’m over them Ion do all that fake loveeee Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck But u makin it hard on me Fuck u and all our memories whyd u have to leave me at my lowest u said u was real but ain show it i never thought, that, u would leave me hurtin things happen for a purpose im lookin for my purposee (sing) and im jus hopin it was worth cus that shit rly left me hurtin this shit has really been a burden jus tryna learn how to love again When I’m gon who gon ride for me Who gon slide for me dont u lie to me Ride or die for me Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would In the moment but u know u never really would Fuck I look like bein bent over u Honestly you’ve been like every other dude U ain special but u know I am All these memories we had man I’m over them Ion do all that fake loveeee Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck But u makin it hard on me Fuck u and all our memories (memories, memories, memories, im so jaded by all our memories, but now all thats history, cus u dont mean shit to me)
15:00 Uhr, grauer Tag und das Jahr es geht zu Ende hab zu tun, muss mich stressen, schreibe auf durch meine Hände doch ich kämpfe, mit Gedanken die mich innerlich zerfressen kann nicht aufhören, kanns nicht lassen, will das einfach nur vergessen Stell mir vor es ist ein Traum, lebe einfach vor mich hin red mir ein ist nicht so schlimm, alles hat auch seinen Sinn doch frag ich mich was ich mache oder ob es mich denn gibt ob ich mir daraus was mach(e) wie ne Klausur die man versiebt Laufe zielos durch die Stadt, mir ist kalt doch nicht am Kopf meine Angst lässt mich erfriern wie eine Blume in nem Topf ich bin einfach so weit weg, fühl mich wie vom andern Stern fühl mich isoliert verlassen wie im Apfel drin der Kern
Potential... but the use of the same words (me rhyming me and stuff) is annoying and not talented at all... work on the production u put into it a little more and it would be great good meaning and all
Change, change, change, change, change, change, change, change change, change, change, I need change Sitting here, lying in bed, looking up at the ceiling, tears come falling from my eyes and my heart well its just breaking apart every single fucking night, wish I didn't have to go through this, wish I could just say goodbye, not many friends, they left me behind, left me to fall, left me to crash, left me with no where to go, not many people deserve the title "friend" I've no one and I'm feeling so lonely, don't know how much longer I can feel this emptiness, is unexplainable, is too much too ask for just one friend, just someone who'll be there, but In this worlds, no one is loyal, all fake, but trust me when I say it, I'm real, always have been and I always fucking will be, people stab me in the back, I stitch up the wounds and carry on, it hurts, but time heals everything, but why is there still scars on my arm, cos I self harmed, over a year clean, that's such an achievement for me, although I'm still suffering, the thoughts are triggering me, i wanna do it so badly, but know it'll cause me so much pain, so many fakes, so many people stabbing backs, so many sneaks you can't see them through the grass, it hurts so badly this pain inside me, don't show it on the outside, I laugh and smile, but deep inside I'm crying and dying. How much longer will this shit last, can't do this my whole fucking life, its so unfair, so unfair, its so unfair, I said it's so fucking unfair I wanna close my eyes and sleep forever now My body aches every single day, find it hard to get outta bed, there's times where I don't bath for weeks upon weeks, you say it's unhygentic, I say it's depression holding me down, holding me down, holding me down, I said it's fucking holding me down, I find it hard to get up, everytime I wanna do something, I just don't have the motivation to do it anymore, keeping up with my rap is a struggle, but people think depression is all fun and games, rappers out here only wanna get viral for their name, but me I'm rapping about real shit, rapping about mental health and how it affects my everyday life It's hard being 19 getting nowhere in life having no purpose to carry on with, why am I here, why am I still living, why am I still breathing,my hearts still beating and to be honest I'm shocked cos I didn't think I'd make it this far, it's so hard, it's tough, I'm giving up, but at the same time I'm still going, I'm still carrying on and for what? Well I don't know, I'm feeling so lost with no where to go, with nowhere to go with nowhere to go I said with nowhere to fucking go, I hate this life, just wanna close my eyes, can my heart stop beating now, just let me overdose, put me on that life machine and just turn it off, just turn it off That's how I feel and Im not gonna lie, I'm rapping the truth, rapping about how I feel, but who will care? Who will be there? Cos not a single one of you haven't been there for me, but if my funeral was tomorrow everyone would be crowding up, would be crowding up, don't understand it, why does it take someone to be under the grave to get noticed, to go viral, to be missed and loved, I just don't understand that shit, reality check everyone, mental health isn't fun and games, it needs to be taken more seriously, have you seen the suicide rates?? But who cares? Until someone's under the grave, under the grave, I wanna be under the grave, under the grave, I said I wanna fucking be under the grave
Background Music : Changes Title: Who am I? I’m so sick of the fighting My heart beats like a bolt of lightening Maybe it’s cause this life is so damn frightening You don’t have to like me But everything you do seems to spite me Haven’t eaten in days been wasting away Day after day I slowly wither away I mean why be sad good grades, nice house I’m paranoid of the talk behind me it hurts me This is a flimsy mask people know it’s fake People think I’m fake I don’t know anymore who am I What is my purpose-Why? Take off the mask what do you see - nothing Who am I? Who am I? Please someone tell me who am I? I’m behind no mask not afraid to show who I really am but no one likes who I really am so I put the mask right back on I’m locked in a room in here trying Can you not hear me crying
I know so many amazing people who struggle with depression & it breaks my heart cause it's so familiar. Like my comment if you think I should do a song about depression to this track. No matter what your going through...DON'T GIVE UP!
T’avance dans ta vie j’fait du sur place J’ai couler sous l’eau t’es en surface T’es partit retrouver le sourire Ta briser mon coeur la fait souffrir Habiter par ton fantôme J’ai Garder toutes nos photos J’me rappelle de ta tendresse Tu ma dit j’t’attendrais J’suis vide j’ressent plus rien Y’a ma vie qui passe mais j’suis plus là Mon cœur a trop saigner Seigneur c’est dur tu sait Dans mon corps j’me sent coincer La sortie j’me dmande quand c’est Tout ça dvient trop épuisant J’me sent comme enfermer comme en prison Encore une fois J’ai perdu la flamme Dans mon coeur il fait tout noir J’crois que j’suis fou J’crois qu’cest la fin Dans ma tête tout qui tourne la Est ce que j’suis faible Est ce que j’suis fort Au fond d’mon âme c’est tout sale Encore une fois J’ai perdu la flamme J’t’ai déçu c’est tout moi J’me souvient d’toi comme hier Ensemble on riait On recommence sur un seul appel Ton parfum ta robe j’men rappel Depuis toi j’commençais à rapper Est ce qu’on s’revois après On y était presque T’es démons te prenne Notre amour m’effraie Ton regard m’a tuer là c’est la fin J’aimrais revivre cette histoire juste une fois
blood running through my veins my heart pumps all the pain i hurt but i dont blame this world is a living grave people suffering everyday just hustling through the day this earth is for the chosen masters but we're the slaves but we still hope for brighter day as the sun shines through my face my shadow cant feel my pain ....................
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{Verse 3:} I Hate When You Leave me Alone Because when I’m on My Own Im out of My Comfort Zone I Guess I’m a Rolling Stone And Next I Grab The Phone Call You But You Never Answer.. Am I not good enough? Yeah Whatever.. Because of only One Mistake I thought it was all Okay The More You Came on My Way The More You Wanted to Stay But The Pain is too Hard to Handle Again With another bottle I Guess I Learned How To Gamble Im looking at it From a Different Angle But The Problem is I don’t know how to stop the cycle And if I Had a Rifle I’d probably kill Myself but Trust Me I don’t know why though.. I don’t know See all I know is no one ever notice Me So..
Love doesn’t hurt the way you think It breaks at the skin Screaming let me in Let me in And I’ve been on the road to long Lost touch with the moment To used to you being gone Don’t tell me it’s a price we pay Just counting days But all Im left with is the money
[Verse 1] Bir dalın üstünde boynu büküksün Bırak gözyaşın toprağa düşsün Yaşamın sancısı günahlarımızın Benliğini emer ağlamalarımızın Elmacığın sanki Ağrı Dağı Gözlerin ise şu üzüm bağı Bilmiyorum ne var aynalarında Ben hayal arıyorum rüyalarımda Sanki dostlarla bela da başım Hergünki Gaffar; olayda kardeşim Geçmiş içimde bitmeyen sancı İnsan fazla ve tuhaf yabancı Ne o yoksa sende ben gibimisin Sokakları gezen divanemisin Susmuş, durma konuş ne olur Belki alev söner, hasret kaybolur Galiba dumanlı kömür gözlerin Yolunu mu kaybettin göklerin Yüzün mü ıslak, kaşın mı şaşkın Esiri mi oldun sende bir aşkın Bak bizi bekliyor güneş ve çiçek Devran yoksa dakikalar bitecek İkimizde yorgun, pişman, sessiz Korkarım ki kıyameti bekleriz [Verse 2] 2 sene parodisi çıktı kabirden Yalanlar inmeye başladı birden Kalbime saplandı zehirli oklar Kıpkızıl kan ile doldu umutlar Adımlarım bataklığa gömüldü Bülbüller ağladı, yılanlar güldü İçimden boşluğa savruldu külün Hasret ateşiyle yandı kâkülün İsyan kaynıyor damarlarımda Kar yağıyor artık baharlarımda Ufuklar daraldı karşıma geçti Kâbus düşlerimi ekipte biçti Gözlerimde durmayan seller Kapkara tüllere büründü güller Anılar teziydi duygularımın Fırtınaları bozdu sonbaharımın Bilmem ki ne buldum, acıdan başka 2 yıl gezindim sensiz diyarda Perdemi çektim yalancı aşka Zavallı, derbeder, boş ruhlarla Yorgunum; titriyor bütün bedenim Kimseler istemez âhımı benim Nerede huzurumu bulduğum dünler Aynı hayal için saydığımız günler [Verse 3] Hayat su misali akarak gider Yaman denizlerin selinde kalır Rüyamda gamlı ben "ah" çeker Yankısı bir hayal gücünde kalır Güneş batar ve birdaha doğar Ay hüzne bürünür, karalar bağlar O gün feryâdımı kâinat duydu Ruhum ayaklarının dibinde durdu Gözlerim kararıp; biter hevesim Yokluğun sesinde kısılır sesim Sevginle var olan, gülen nefesim Badem saçlarının telinde kalsın Günlerce gezersin efkârım ile Nihayet varırsın sen de menzile Kimse artık bizi bilmeyedebilir Bu sevda tarihin dilinde kalır Zamanda türküler yaktım ezelden Bilmem kimdir ve kimin sesinden Soldu papatyam yeşeren yerden Taştı nefretim olmayan yerden Ümitler yeşerir her ilkbaharda Sonbahar gelince duman olur Sevda yangını biter sonunda Gözyaşıyla dolu talan olur
There’s too much pain for my to Comprehend If I express these words And took the time with a pen Maybe then you can feel my pain I’m in But it doesn’t matter at the end It’s currently 10 AM and I got work tomorrow Been depressed when she left So hopeless so depressing Dad called me Friday to explain he’s out of jail Let’s just say our phone call didn’t ended that well Left a Burning bridge that went out with my tears Couldn’t stand the look of myself Because so much reminds me of him Without her here I’m suffocating in my place Just hold just hold my hand Just hold hold my hand I want something better for our future Be a better dad then him I swear if she wasn’t apart of me I’ll would have ended it while I was in school Just got used to the pain I guess If you reading this big thanks to you You took the time to read someone else’s issues My situation will get better unless I end my boom short. If it wasn’t for her I’ll would have do it Just hold Just hold my hand Just hold hold my hand Amen
Không có em cuộc sống anh vắng thêm Như ngày dài mà đang thiếu vắng đêm Tình yêu em trao anh thì chắc nhỏ Nhưng nhạc anh viết ra tại sao lại mắt đỏ Anh lại ghi thêm là 1 bản tình ca Chợt loay hoay vài nhịp còn mình ta Chợt hình dung lại thấy đôi mắt hiền Tình yêu là thứ gì đó thật đắt tiền Nhừn ngày tháng bên nhau anh chẳng tiết Cầm điếu thuốc trên tay anh vẩn siết - [ ] Anh chỉ lại là 1 kẻ đa tình Cầm trên tay cho mình bông hoa quỳnh Nồi buồn nay anh vẩn còn đang khống chế Sau khi nhận ra tình yêu đau đớn thế Nhưng mà kĩ niệm của mình thì thật đẹp Thu gọn mình trong 4 bức tường thật trật hẹp Lại suy nghĩ trong đầu là văn vở Tại sao 1 mình nằm chăng trở, than thở Cuộc tình ra vẩn còn đang dang dở Lật sang 1 trang vở Anh yêu em thì đẹp tựa màu tranh Khi cảm thấy mệt mõi em lại tựa đầu anh Khoảnh khắc bên nhau là quý giá Em ra đi chỉ để lại còn lại chiếc lá Đêm nay vẩn lại là 1 đêm trắng Cà phê càng uống sao lại càng thêm đắng Không nhắc về chuyện của quá khứ Không nói lại hai từ là giá như Gửi tặng em yêu thương như ngày đó Gói gém lại chỉ trong bằng một lá thư
Sometimes I think I jumped into college way too early, I didn’t give myself a place to tell my story. And when you died, I put aside the mourning, because I realized life wasn’t going to wait for me. I had little brothers that I had to teach, because when you’re gone they’re going to look to me, and yes I found God but I still feel feel like He’s too far to reach....
If only I could get a break, mamas so heart broken she pushed her kids away. I try to express that I love her but she believes I’m too far away, trying to make a life out of the ghetto is a hard game to play. And I’m trying not to fall behind, put my best face forward and always stay on time, but depression cuddles me at night when it’s hard to sleep. Sometimes I wish my soul can fly so my flesh can be buried deep.
Maybe these suicidal thoughts won’t have a place to crash, because the mansion I build inside my head won’t stay to last. Maybe the paradise he built would be our second chance, but every time I try to be near to you, He shows me how far away I will be from them.
And this is my therapy, because I am pouring out what is left of me, the residue of your sympathy for my feelings and how you always tried to make sure I was happy or content, you said my smile made you believe that God specifically mastered it and put it on my face, so every time I smiled, all your fears wouldn’t be on display, nor hidden, I guess it’s all about my perception.
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like? I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like? I've got so much shit to say Baby take me from this place I just really cannot stay Tears are falling down my face I feel colder every day Know they want me out their way I'll be gone, I'll be okay I just need some fucking space I walk by, I feel them hate Wanna die 'cause I relate Wanna cry, I feel insane I get high but I can't escape Would they love me If I change? Am I lost? Am I too late? Soon I'm dead, I cannot wait Please don't love me, it's a waste I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like? I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now I don't really have a place to call my home now Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now Why do everybody make me feel alone like? Wanna die so fucking bad You're the best I've ever had Wanna die when I look back 'Cause you always made me sad Can't get over shit I'm done I just make another song Nothing helps, I'm fucking numb I'll be gone, bitch, pass the blunt I've been hurting for so long Baby, kill me in your thoughts I've been dying all along Let me go where I belong Get me drunk bitch, get me high Give me pills and let me vibe When it's time, just let me die I'm so tired of this life
-yea I really wanna change -yea change the way I am -yea I don’t wanna be the same -I don’t wanna feel the same way -I really need a change -I’m tired of all this pain -I don’t wanna feel again -caught up all around my head -I just wanna let it out -makes me feel like no one is proud -makes feel like no ones listening no matter if I shout -makes me feel that no one sees me even when I’m around -makes me feel like everyone’s stepping all over me on the ground -I don’t really see their faces -I just see their feet -stepping all over me -like if I was nothing meant to be -friends just keep on leaving - only there when they needed me -now is the time I need THEM but they’re not there for me -I seem to be needing time to breathe -I just wanna be free -but these thought keep on capturing me -like they fill my needs -I’m tired of pretending -I’m tired of regretting -I’m tired of always thinking -there’s no worth fighting for -sometimes i feel alone -i wanna know why no one pick up their phone -i wanna know why i always end up in their ringtone -i wanna know if I’m someone in this world -I just wanna know if I have a little worth -yea I just wanna know yea I just wanna know -I wanna know my purpose -do I really deserve this -I know I ain’t perfect -so why do I feel worthless -God didn’t bring me this far, to bring me this far -maybe he can help me out from my heart -falling apart -he’s the only one that’s been there for from the very start -he’s the only one that shows me love -when I’m caught up in the dark -he’s the one that picks me up -when I feel like giving up -he calls me his son -but I just try to run -cause I feel like I’m not enough -I don’t really deserve his love -cause I just tell him lies -when he has given life -yea 1 percent chance of living -but he still let me live -I still wonder why he chose me -and not another kid -why would he let me breathe -and not the other kid -what did I have that he didn’t -why was I the only one breathing -why am I alive and not him -maybe he could’ve done way better things -he could’ve been better than me -he could’ve been living his life -living it in you God -maybe he wouldn’t be afraid -to call out your name -maybe he wouldn’t have been feeling this pain -maybe that kid could’ve been better or been the same -I don’t really know God -yea I don’t really know -why I always feel alone -I try to call you -but you never pick up your phone -so leave a message after the tone -yea I keep on praying -but seems like you don’t care -this life is so unfair -I go to sleep in despair -right after a prayer -n I wake up in the morning -and the cycle returning -I really need to stop thinking this way -but i cant seem to, no matter how much I pray -and I have hope that it will soon go away -it might not be today -but hopefully some other day -I’m sorry God for all the bad things that I’ve said -but they’ve been holding me back deep inside my of head -just wanted to let them out -I just wanna make you proud -but I can’t hear you when these voices be talking out loud -I just pray that one day I am found -I pray that one day I make you proud -I’m tired of making this worst -I just wanna make it work -I just want to feel some worth -I wanna know the purpose that you let me live for -I hope this time I don’t get ignored -I just need some answers oh lord -I just want to know -God please -please pick up the phone
Yeah it's like this I've been goin' through changes/ baby, without you i feel nameless/ this chain, you're the only one that can break it/ yes I've made mistakes that i wish i can take back/ seen those pills- should've rejected that/ eject eject- evacuate cause honestly i don't know what it takes to keep this beast locked away in it's cage/ my youth wasn't what you thought it was/going through depression when i was left hopeless cause my father abandoned me/ i kept blaming myself harboring my anger and storing it on the shelf/ ready for it to come out and compel my good side/ i don't know why I try to survive/ but baby you gave me a reason for my existence/ you're the bane of my depression/ my cold heartiness, you're my everything/ the reason why I started to retaliate against the demons that try to keep feeding on my soul that i had withhold/ but now you hold the spark i need to transfold and transform into a better person/ each verse is dedicated to you, I love you.
I can’t sleep I desire to find peace My all isn’t good enough To show you that I’m for you That I adore you That you’re not mistakable And that you are more than capable Of being all my eyes see You push me to become the man I am to be You keep me interested and you’re never boring I long for the smile that I wake up to every morning But I’m tired you see? I get it I made a bad decision But I can’t let that be the reason I’m not livin You watch and inspect my every move And you determine instantly your type of mood I’m constantly explaining why I love you so Showing you daily that this love does grow But if there is a possibility you will walk your own way I’d rather let you go now before facing that painful day. Because to me baby my heart through it all will stay Until you decide to give my love away And the pain no doubt would be much greater Because I loved you so much that my own heart’s a hater “Why give someone yourself to this degree? When it’s possible that in rough times she could hurt me? Desert me Leave me out to die And I may never know or understand your reason why Because I added so much to you by subtracting what’s mine What you see is money but that bread came with time And That cheddar came from a working man who grinds Aching hands and a future is what I bind But if all of this has lies entwined I will blame myself and question why was I blind So be honest with yourself so I may know the truth Because your actions and words are 2 different proofs And if I ever find a man under my roof The last thing you should consider is my brain aloof Don’t mind me my heart just been damaged And another heart break isn’t something he could manage Another woman taking him for an unwanted ride He’ll go through the motions and be dead inside.
بحبك قد ما خط القلم إلك اي لساتك انتي بوصلة الكتابة و لسا خط القلم إلك خلص فهمت..هالعلاقة مستحيل تنفهم كالاشتباك يلي بين قلبي و عقلي كل ما اتزكرك و لما الوحدة اكلت روحي عرفت انو طريق النهاية..كطرقات الشام بالحرب صعب تنسلك ليش مننجبر نفترق! قلتلك ياها قبل القلب يلي ما بيوقع بالحب بعمرو ما بينكسر كم مرة سهرت الليل تحت شباكا كم مرة تخيلت روحك معا بتتحاكا و شكيتلا كلشي فيك و بكيت و اجرمت بحق قلبك خلص صار لازم تتحاكم وقف..صمودك ما بفيد ما لازم تبقى بس تمتلي عيونك كزب..قلا انو في متلا و قلا قبل ما تغفى صورتا مابتعانق و انو قلبك رجع قاسي لأنو بطّل يشتقلا
I feeling today is offbeat. Lately a lot of things have change and got me going insane, that its not me. What pain has taught me. That everything is fighting you just to start beef. So, i learned to Stay in my lane as it crossed me. Had myself trained, so I can stop me before I end up shorting the chains that lock me. Life Ain't as rocky, as long as you don't let up. Remember what led up to all the stress in our mess ups. I started to show them less love when I started to party all the time with alcohol, sex and drugs. Only because i was fed up with all the excessive stuff that hit me all at once with a head rushed. Now im comptiplating to know the answers, maybe thats what death was. A remedy towards what has possessed up. Just by the way that it affects us. Will outcome the way it infect us. We gotta control us first to protect us. Because when regrets jumps at you, your not gonna be setup for the pressure. I'm ready for whatever I have next comes. Select one and dont Sweat none. Music is my only outlet to express from. What i once kept shelled up is Better than to be left unsaid cuffed. Illa still was I'll much. Don't know what the deal was. It gets no realla as it's spoken out from jess tongue. This goes out to the ones that going through it, stay srong and have a bless one. Illa
Anh sống không một nghi thức Anh sống không hề điên loạn Yêu em là ngày anh tỉnh giấc Anh không tin sẽ có trên biên soạn Anh đã soạn lời ca Lời yêu thương mặn nồng Tự soạn để biết hạnh phúc Giờ nó là mộng mơ, em có xót anh không? Anh chưa từng nghĩ Mình sẽ đợi em trên phố phường Trên những góc phố hè Yêu em dưới một góc trời Sau chia tay anh sống với buồn Sống lặng lẽ anh đứng bên lề Có người hỏi anh còn bên em không Anh chỉ im lặng để mà chờ đợi ta sẽ quay về Liệu rằng em có tin anh không Anh chỉ chờ người quay về Liệu emm có tin anh không... Chỉ cần có em là anh thật ấm Còn giờ không em thì lạnh như đông Tình yêu ta mới được say đã sắm Em có yêu anh không Chiều buồn vụn vỡ Anh ngỡ đời mình như là mơ Em vội vụt mất Anh biết mình vẫn phải chờ
How many times have we been down this road How many lies do you think we’ve told What happen to the girl I fell for Tell her I’ve been lookin for her Was I the first to make mistakes Or was it you that made me this way With all the lies you told with a straight face it’s breaking me letting go of all the things that held their grips on me With you being my first priority You turned me into a man I don't even recognize I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right I don't expect you to understand It's nothing less than true romance Or am I just making a mess It's for the best, it's over now It wasn't anyone's fault it didn't work out She's a good girl, just wasn't the one We wanted different things, we had a good run But she's better off and so am I It is what it is, man, it's alright I don't tell 'em how you broke my heart I just tell 'em that we grew apart It's time to move on, forget all the wrong Now that we both can see All that we say confused in our heads Left us so empty I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
as always being behind my phone in my room all alone it hurts with the fact that you're need to go throught this shit on your own. Once i'm back in town i act like everything is normal and okay but when someone ask me how i'm feelin i never know what to say. i just realize that i'm not living my childhood as i should and it hurts to see my momma thinking it's her fault. Sometimes i just wanna run away and scream out loud the pain but the demons inside my mind are chasing my brain. My friends don't have much time for me, I wonder why but when i ask them they just make up an excuse and lie. maybe it's because i'm always stressed and posessed i forgot that's one of the reasons i'm fucking depressed. Wanna make my parents happy and proud but instead i'm sleeping all day long i'm sorry i know i'm doin things very wrong don't worry i will teach my lessons all along. Sometimes i feel like i can't breath i actaully know why because my heart from the inside is already dead you can call 911 yeah go ahead i will wait here but you will be very late.
"Gazing at the stars, wondering how I got so far without you by myside. Making decisions I've never made before. I know nothing ever feels right without you correcting me. It never turned out how it meant to be. I feel so lost, slowly losing faith Cause I know you ain't coming back All this lack of sleep is driving me insane. Hard to hold in all the pain, only cared about the fame. Didnt care about nothing else
Woke up today just wish I hadn’t Life is tough they all take me for granted I don’t know what to do feel like I’m a animal in a Zoo I’m so stressed I’m pulling my hair My grades are everywhere Lost my mind where’d it go? Sometimes high sometimes low Feel like I have no friends can’t even get a boyfriend Everywhere that I go have to fake a smile
I wasn't a kid eager to grow up, I ain't like the changes I ain't like my height growth engraved in walls wit pencil, I ain't like the shavings From eraser, races wit my friends and heart, it felt like it would leave my rib cage, its What I liked, hearing bout Uncle as an inmate in prison is what I hated I was thinking bout it right after I ate in dinner time Hated picket signs Wondering if Matthew will ever start sniffing lines Thinking maybe if his nose start running, it's cuz he's sick of time Life is slow for him, he thinks waiting for death is like a ticket line Just like me Hear them so much, wailing sirens sound like sighs to me Tough love is fucked up is this sus society So paranoid, pair of headphones in the party to keep sobriety Tired of the Driver seat Turn to open caskets, and cancer swallowing half of the chapter in this book of no answers Waiting for someone to burn this city down with less than 2 matches But i learned that like the phoenix you need to rebirth through the ashes And make ur own changes uh
Je vous dit adieux Sans moi c'est mieux Je me rend sur ce lieux A milieu de nulle part Où tout le monde part Je me souviens de tout ses moments passer Je me sens attristée Je ne fais que méditer Déprimer , De cette , Vie , Je n'ai plus le sourire, Toi qui me fesais rire , Mais c'est du passé , Sa reste enfui dans mes pensées , Solidarité, Toi qui disait être soudée , Mais tu m'a laissé, A galérer ,
CHEMIN Le reflet de la vitre reflète l'infini Yeux vers les cieux j'écris l'incipit/ J'aimerai capturé un instant de ma vie Dire au-revoir a mon oncle • oui/ 1 ans que le rap est mon exutoire J'ai eu des critiques et des résultats / RYUMA arrête de te voiler la face car le savoir est une arme et les principes partent/ quand les rageux parlent, regarde c'que t'as accompli et garder ton calme/ J'ai vécu des bails j'parle pas de bicrave Sang écarlate comme jus de betrave/ Je fais que d'écrire des freestyle pour les reufs, rien de concret, donc pas d'EP/ Je viens de fumer un join de peuf je crois que je vais voyager Je change les flow et je varie les thèmes Pas comme ces rappeurs de la nouvelle Gé/ Pourtant je porte des TN, ouai J'ai prods a volonté de Nathan PL/ On a fait du ch'min ouai Fait du fait du ch'min ouai On a fait du ch'min ouai Depuis fée des Djins (x3) [ELLA CHORUS] Feu des enfers vient marquer nos esprits 1000 ans d'histoire qui partent en fumée/ (Yeah) Tard dans la nuit On roule le spliff et ça part en fumée/ Faut prendre exemple sur les darons Pas voir le temps passé yeah/ Barauder c'est dar on Vide de la teille et on stape des barres/ Ça mère la pute j'ai les souvenirs qui fusent Ramenez moi l'époque ou je dessinais au fusin/ Avec mes gars on a débarqués en fusée craché lfeu comme lave en fusion Nouvelle phase eh electrocution Fais belek mes pulsions montent quand y'a plus son si tu veux m'calmer attend la redescente J'en serais jamais la sans toi Tu ma aider je me lasse sans toi Ton futur album nous sortira de là Nous sortira de là On a fait du ch'min ouai Fait du fait du ch'min ouai On a fait du ch'min ouai Depuis fée des Djins (x3) [ ELLA CHORUS]
Nobody else cares like me. I guess the pain will be felt through misery. Sorry girl I couldn't please you. Walking in the dark watching the grass dew‚ sitting here acting like someone big but that's what the streets do. I'm just a nobody living a life. But it doesn't really matter‚ my life ain't worth a life. I'm just another face in the crowd tryna blend in. Because I think I'll cry if I see your face again. Depression is a bitch but it still goes around. I tried to do everything I'm now with the crowd. But it's kinda fucked up when you give someone your heart but they don't care. I wish I was there. [Chorus] I'm just a nobody walking in the crowd. Stain on my wall‚ gun to my mouth. Doesn't really matter because I'm not around. We used to ride in my car‚ all around town. But it dosent matter because my feeling are all around. [Verse 2] The sad thing is I cared more than you would know. It's kinda unbelievable‚ that I left a an-gel. Go on my Facebook see your face. Wanna go kill someone like tay k the race. The new is better than me. That dosent really matter‚ I'mma just become a feind. Smoke a joint to put the pain away. That only works for a few hours anyway. I go lay down in my bed stare at the roof. The only thought in my head is when to shoot. I got a gun in one hand knife in the other. Slit my wrist then say goodbye to my mother. Put the gun to my head and blow my brains out. And as I die I get a phone call. [Voicemail] Hey Kenny‚ it's Anna. I just wanted to call to say I miss you. We should meet up Friday and hangout!! Ok I'll ttyl byeee. [Chorus] I'm just a nobody walking in the crowd. Stain on my wall‚ gun to my mouth. Doesn't really matter because I'm not around. We used to ride in my car‚ all around town. But it dosent matter because my feeling are all around.
All these thoughts of you in my head Right now I just wanna be dead The way you made me smile and made me feel wanted my heart felt knotted I thought we would of lasted for years you helped me over come fears, I didn’t tell you but I could feel it in my heart, this always happens now we back over from the start you said you loved me I loved you too but I always seem to do something wrong but just please listen to this song when you said you loved me I got a feelin’ that id never felt before now I’m layin on the floor crying my self to sleep, I feel like I’m to weak you know I thought you were the one and I still do, look I’m not gonna put the blame on you, but I guess now that u say we’re through bruh you were the cutest girl I knew but now I guess imm start pretending im happy, I guess I’m just like the rest now I got a different feeling in my chest, I just hope one day you will love me again I’m praying to the lord saying amen hope I will be yours again, I loved your personality and how you listened, I stayed up at night waiting for your text, But now you just my ex I bet no other guy will tell you how he feel and thats real, you said you loved me you said you cared but I bet if looked in yo mind I wouldn’t be there
Yeah AYY This gonn be lit Gotta express my feelings Yeah I wish I had friends like you And I wish I had fans like you But I’m just in the rust In the dust Depression hit me at first I wish my body was my possession But the pressure be hitting Don’t wanna be telling Suicide may be in my mind But we are the same kind Don’t listen to your depression Don’t let it control you
Đã từ rất lâu rồi Trong anh định nghĩa 2 tiếng yêu thương Anh không thể trao cho ai kể từ khi anh có em Mùa thu đó anh có em. Vậy cớ sao giờ Hơn 1 năm trôi qua, người đã khác xa thật nhiều Anh nghe tiếng lá rơi không còn em nữa Mùa thu đến anh không còn em nữa. [Chorus:] Có lẽ nào... Em vội quên đi Có lẽ nào... Em đưa mùa thu đi Có lẽ naò... Mùa thu chẳng còn lại gì trong tâm trí em. Có lẽ nào... Em buông anh đi xa mất Có lẽ nào... Anh không phải người mà em yêu nhất Có lẽ nào... Anh phải tự nhủ rằng chỉ là 1 giấc mơ Anh mất em rồi! [Rap Verse 1: Mr.T] Thu đến và đi như những gì đã sắp đặt Trang giấy trắng đâu thể mờ đi từng màu buồn của nắng À ơi vu vơ câu hát, có lẽ chưa bao giờ anh viết tặng Em nhẹ bước chân qua, bao ngọt ngào, bao nhiêu cố gắng Có hay không những bước thềm trong con tim em cần một khoảng rộng Biết lúc nào anh có thể lại được gặp em một lần nữa Là khi đó anh cảm nhận mùi hương tàn cánh hoa sữa Anh yêu em thật nồng nàn như một định lí đã muôn thuở Yêu... một người có lẽ phải học thêm nhiều điều Em là mảnh ghép cuối cùng anh còn thiếu Nhiều đêm dằn vặt tự gắng mình không hiểu Lắm những yêu thương trôi qua trong em nào thật nhiều Không! Lí do nào đã khiến em cùng người đó gặp mặt rồi vội yêu? Cánh cửa hy vọng như đang đổ sập ngay trước mắt Không còn hơi ấm nụ hôn bờ vai êm thật chặt Cảm xúc bỗng nhiên chết lặng Đông tới ghé nhắn anh rằng Thu cuối rồi cũng qua nhanh cuốn theo cơn gió lặng lẽ hoà tan vào trong một buổi chiều mưa vắng. [Bridge: Yanbi] Lê đôi chân bơ vơ anh đã hụt hẫng thật nhiều (Thật nhiều) Sao anh không thể ngăn nước mắt nhạt nhoà (Vì ai?) Đành ôm bờ vai lạnh cuối thu Cho anh thêm ngậm ngùi (Vì anh) Cho bao nhiêu yêu thương vút bay Cho bao nhiêu yêu thương mãi xa(Mãi xa) Xa cuối tận chân trời Nơi đó anh đã mất em. (Chorus...) [Rap Verse 2: Mr.T] Hà Nội có lẽ đẹp nhất về đêm Cũng chính là lúc ôm em thật chặt băng qua mọi nẻo phố cổ ta thường đến Nhắm mắt chạm nhẹ nỗi đau miền ký ức không tên Giật mình chợt nhớ anh không thể với đến Chỉ là giấc mơ quá êm đềm Trọn vẹn 1 vòng tay dịu êm Rồi cứ man mác vu vơ, ngẩn ngơ chờ đông tới Liệu rằng 1 mai sẽ còn thấy nhau trên đường đời Ta cũng đâu ngờ sau bao ngày chờ đợi Bài hát cất lên về “Thu Hà Nội” sẽ theo cùng em Nhưng cùng hình bóng mới Có lẽ nào...
I'm feeling broken by theses changes. I feel dangerous I'm tired of containing this. I don't know what to do. The thot of your hurt puts me in tears as I lay to sleep. I pray Lord my soul you'll keep if I'm falling down I hope you'll be around to pick me up lift me up like the herb did. Let me feel your presence and let it resonate till I've found my resolve. I need you. I want you back. That's a fact I crave your attention I need your lessons anyone who isn't with it I'm sorry your so distant.
Came for the soul and I stayed for the looks Didn’t feel she was whole I seen more than the rough Yet I stayed which was tough Ended up roughed up Dishonest with myself in a way then was stuck Guess I got what I gave where I’d had too much luck So she took to my mate, what a fake an they fucked Knew something was wrong Now it’s all adding up Really knew all along Wasn’t open to look Didn’t hit for a while When it hit I was shook That’s where I put my smile and my trust Relationships are so important I was never taught them How to conduct out of love Instead of boredom Learning to live without the hugs an with the torment Yearning to live without the love until it’s dormant
4 Emily Ich tu', was du sagst, genau so wie du es magst Mein Leben fängt neu an an diesem Tag Ich will bei dir sein, nie wieder allein Ich hörte Stimmen, die sagten„Hey, komm, lass sie geh'n Sie hat's nicht verdient und war auch unverschämt. Ich hab' ein'n Fehler begang'n, ich war ein anderer Mann Ich schwör', ich würd' es rückgängig machen, wenn ichs denn kann
I remember when you left, that pain inside, that pain in my chest, it felt like you loved me less, have I done something wrong like the rest, I remember when you said you loved and I’m always gonna be the best before I knew it u went n left, I thought you loved me, I thought you cared about me, and now I’m here in my bed crying about when you left, I miss you, and I love you You were my dad, i thought you was meant to care about me n now it’s only me n mum and me honey n Jax, what are you doing to me, your messing my head around tellin me you loved me , n now I’m here thinking of what we coulda been doing now, when you gonna love me?
lagrimas viraram poças, isso ficou natural a tempestade na minha vida me tornou atemporal sorriso falso, meu dente ta recheado de ouro minha mente internada e eu implorando por soro pensando no que me torna imortal quando eu acordo essa é minha segunda vida, e dói bem mais do que eu recordo a droga não é combustível, eu to rimando em outro nivel, sabendo que ta bem nítido que eu não vou vencer eu almejo o impossível, mas eu chego previsível, sendo que com essas linhas só quero agradar você meu pescoço ta brilhando mesmo com a mente sombria eu pareço frio por fora, mais dentro eu choro todo dia minha melhor amiga é a morte, que a noite me faz refletir se dessa vez eu não vencer, será que eu aguento ficar aqui não sei se você fica aqui, mas provavelmente não minha mente ta gritando e minha tristeza em expansão chega de fazer rima, essa vida é muito paia vou parar de encher a mente pra encher a conta bancária e eu quero que se foda o que se pensa quem eu amo me dispensa ta foda de aguentar minha cabeça ta no altoo, mas eu sei que por fora dessa carcaça inútil eu não vou chorar
يا قلب ميت عنوانو العطف والغرام بحبك متقيد جرحتيني كتير ومشان مانفترق جروحي خيط الدنيا وجعتني ومن اوجاعي عم عيط كنت حاول ظبط علاقتنا مشان ماتحترق بس هلق انسي قصتنا مجبور لازم نفترق قصة حب سخيفة عنوانا الفشل والغيرة حبيتك من اول نظرة حبيتك من نظرة صغيرة
Llevo tanto tiempo jugando a este juego sin sentido Las cosas que he ganado no valen lo que he perdido Mientras tu lloras en sus brazos yo sigo aqui escondido Mientras tu ya me has olvidado yo no me siento vivo Y como digo Todo principio también tiene final Lo bueno siempre acaba pero tambien el mal Como ves, la vida no es cusual Quiero otra vez, otra oportunidad Ey ey ey Me miro al espejo perdón a mi mismo Por llevarme al borde del abismo Por dejar que entraras como un sismo Que me derrumbarás el destino Por que tiempo es tan fino Se fue más rápido que vino Me dice no llores tranquilo Pero no se queda conmigo y yo No se como hacerlo Dime como paro el tiempo Dijiste que sería eterno Van cuatro años no ha cambiado Que nadie me diga que no he intentado Nunca perfecto pero he mejorado Imposible olvidarme de mi pasado Solo sabía caer y me he levantado Recuerdo tu cara el enero pasado Nos calentábamos dentro del carro La ropa sobraba no faltaban abrazos Pero que falto tal vez Ya no te sirvió mi piel No calienta más él Es un error sabes Dijiste que sería hasta que muera Nunca imaginé que serías tú la de flecha Ahora entiendo por que olvidaste todas esas promesas Si yo estoy muerto desde que me dijiste ya no vuelvas hey Ya no se caminar Y asi intenté salir del bar Dame la roja ya no quiero vivir más La vista se nubla mi voz se quiebra Si pregunta dónde estás si grita que vuelvas Pero no, sigo aquí Escondido de mi mismo Fallamos por mi O sera por culpa del destino Y si es asi Que venga dios el mismo Y me diga por que rompimos Llevo tanto tiempo jugando a este juego sin sentido Donde lloro mas que río Ya no siento mas que frío Y tu Dime dónde estás Solo tu Tu me puedes salvar Como digo al corazón me dañaste Te fuiste y no faltó razón se que es tarde Se que fui un simple cobarde Aprendí amarte pero no se como olvidarte Escucha como late como sufre como se parte
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Check out what my homie Sik World did this beat: th-cam.com/video/bEYc6Fxe_uo/w-d-xo.html
I saw his video and instantly recognized this beat good job man :D
Getting Down with Syndrome.
I personally highly recommend this song! And I say that very rarely but that song is FIREEEEEE AF. And the mastering engineer did an amazing job maximizing the amazing elements in the mix. #PayTheProducer but also support artists you listen too. Don't just stream shit for free. If you wouldn't work for free don't expect your artists that you listen to......to do the same.
Syndrome can I use I'll credit you for it
Syndrome I love ski world
Bro so glad we could make this one!! Hope you all feel it
This was a collab beat?
good job guys ♥
th-cam.com/video/1wkaWmXOIZw/w-d-xo.html I used it. You guys did awesome
Not a rap, but more spoken word,
They ask me where I see my self in fove ten years, I tell them still chasing my fears and drinking beers, they ask why and i say theres no reason to lie, life changes and were gonna have to face it, we will always have fears sure we can drink beers but is it or is it not better to leave dreams as a thought and go with what you realy think you got, in your dreams you wanna be a astronaught, exactly a astro NOT, all im saying is that life gose by fast and the past is the past, love why you can cause the future comes way to fast
Buy or Free ????? i want to use it Jurrivh
Funny how everybody has got different feelings, while we all listening to the same beat. Stay focused mate, stay focused.
First verse;
I wish I could tell you everything, all the thoughts in my head
I dont want to pass on problems though so I'll just write it instead
Remember when we first met
I looked at you and fell in love, I felt hopeless to you're beauty you were like an angel from above,
that came to the earth to save me,
You know how much I've been struggling lately and the arguments we keep having there driving me crazy
Stressing over everything its mentally draining, I feel like running away from reality only if i could escape it, keeping myself medicated to stay on a level I can deal with, I always have an urge to lash out i can feel it starting to creep in
I shout at you, you shout back, locked in a disagreement
This shit keeps repeating and it's got me screaming
Hook;
I dont want to do this no more
I dont want to walk out that door
I dont know what were fighting for
We gotta make a change
We gotta make a change
X2
Can you sing this pls🥺🖤
@@kristynadanihelova6286 You need to record this man!
Chorus 1:
You don’t see my darkness through your light
You don’t see my demons or why im shy
You just think my happiness soars high
You don’t know the reason that I hide in the night
You don’t see the thoughts I have inside
Stanza 1:
You ask me how I’m doing and yeah I say I’m fine
But you don’t see the tears you dont know Im fines a lie
See I hide behind a screen to keep you from the real me
If I reveal my true colors you’ll know just what I mean
I hate the real me
Chorus 2:
You don’t see my darkness through your light
You don’t see my demons or why im shy
You just think my happiness soars high
You don’t know the reason that I hide in the night
You don’t see the thoughts I have inside
Stanza 2:
If I told you how I feel would you still wanna stay
Covered by my darkness even though its day
If I show you who I am would you just walk away
Or am I overthinking again I think I might just break
Gasping for air as I soar through the sky
Yeah my lifes a lie but i have no other high
When I was 10 me and my dad both tried to die
Thought we were better off dead than we were alive
Chorus 3:
You don't see my darkness through your light
You don't see my demons or why im shy
You just think my happiness soars high
You don't know the reason that i hide in the night
You don't see the thoughts i have inside
Stanza 4:
Overdose on pain meds didn't take it away
Doused in pain with nothing to say
Saw dad in the hospital wires in his brain
Wish i could forget and erase that day
The memory and emptiness hit me like a train
Chorus 4:
You don't see my darkness through your light
You don't see my demons or why im shy
You just think my happiness soars high
You don't know the reason that i hide in the night
You don't see the thoughts I have inside
Oh you don't see the thoughts i have inside
Kwik Baztard Yitz actual fire. keep writing g
Fire bruh, trying also to write to this beat
hey can i use this lyrics for my song?
Kwik Baztard Yitz
thank you soooo much you can`t imagine how much i like it
Thanks free txt
@Mojrem
لحظات
( verse 1 )
ما حد عاجبه الحال.
حياة صعبه هم يهد جبال.
تشتري راحة بال.
تدخل فلخيال.
لان الراحة اغلى من المال.
و اذا بتشوفيها من نظرتي. تعب تكافح في غربتي. فاقد اهلى فاقد صحبتي. بس راضي لانو غيري فاقد صحتي.
عملي املي و حياتي دين. مستقبل رايح لاكن مدري وين. لا تصدق كل الي بتشوفيه بلعين. لانو الاغلب زي العملة بوجهين.
تكتشف بعدين. انو الي راح كان عبارة عن دروس النجاح. سنة الحياة حزن و افراح. ما في شي يبقى زي ما اكن يا صاح.
صعب انك تطيح و ما تقوم. ارضى بلي انكتب و الي مقسوم. لا تشكي حالك لانو ما بدوم. ما حد فاضي لحد كلو مهموم.
كافح شيل طموحك كاهل. قاتل لا تجادل جاهل. ما في شي يجي بساهل. الا للي يستاهل.
( Verse 2 )
ما هو بيدي ادفن طموحي. ولا اطعن و ازيد جروحي. امنياتي تبعد عني كل ما اصرخ و اقول لا تروحي.
كان حلمي ابني مستقبل و اشيل اهلي و اخواني. و اليوم مني قادر اشيل نفسي بس لاني يماني.
لان ياما قلنا بتهون في يوم و لاكن ما هانت. و الحقايق الي يخفوها سنين اليوم انكشفت و بانت.
كل ما احاول ابذل مجهود. القى طريقي مسدود. انادي محد موجود. افكاري ذابت تعبت و عانت.
ب ابتسامه اخفي احزاني. لانو الدنيا هاذي قصيرة. ما بتفرق افقد اخواني. لاني فاقد اشياء كثيرة.
و همي يبدأ تأثيره. و يبدأ عقلي يستشيره. متشتت عايش بحيره. بس كل تأخيره فيها خيره.
( Verse 3 )
فاقد الامل و الالم اكتمل. سابق الزمن
لا تخسر العمل. لا تدفع ثمن غلط محتمل. واقع و الواقع ابد لا يحتمل.
استغلال* يستهدف الكفو و يرفع انذال. جزات الاحسان بل اهمال. و المواقف الي تصنع رجال.
ماني ندمان علي كان. لانو الي كان ماضي ما يفيد الان. تعبير محاصر بين اربع الحان. سجين و داخل القلم سجان.
مين مهان و مين مدان. و مين قال كان ضعيف و غلبان. بان الحق بعد ما فات الاوان. مات الطيب الي كان جبان.
لا تتشتت و تغير مسارك. على حساب واطي يستنى انكسارك. مين يمينك مين يسارك. بتشوف الكل لحظة انتصارك.
مو كامل بس راضي ب اعمالي. مجامل على حساب امالي. ماني مهتم و ماني شاغل بالي. عايش بلي يحلالي.
واو💔
Im syrian but i cant read arabic i really want to translate it😭
حرفيا فخامة 💔😔
Fire
Very beautiful lyrics bro. Amazing
You lied to my face
You lied to my heart
You lied all the time
and it tore me apart
My self-care was shrinking
Tears pouring out my eyes
And when you left me
There was nothing left inside
Your fists were tightening
Facial expression frightening
Footsteps like thunder
And your words like lightening
My heart was broken
I didn't know what to do
All that was left for me
Was to crawl back to you
My life was going by
It left me feeling confused
Was it just tough love?
Or was i being used?
Even if it was love
It felt so abused
Mistaken, Mistreated
And most definitely misused
I TRIED to make you happy
While i felt alone
I TRIED to call you
but you don't pick up the phone
I TRIED to stay sane
Ignore whats going on
I TRIED to love you
but you put me to the side
and all you did was hear my cry
Where my life in crumbling
I need help, i'm struggling
When i try to walk away
My legs are stumbling
I wish you wanted me
Like I wanted you
Why’d you fake
And made me feel like everything was true?
I wish I could hate you
But I can’t
No I can’t
Cause I still adore you
No matter what you put me through
You still have this hold over me
Like the air I breathe
Doesn’t make me live
Like it’s not what I need
Maybe a simple glance
Is what keeps me from flat lining
Like a simple touch
Keeps the spark in my eye brightening
No you don’t understand
You never will
Cause you don’t share the same feelings I feel
Could you tell me one thing
Was any of it real?
Was the late night talks just another pill
To push me to overdosing on all the emotions I feel?
dope bruh i too make dope beats check em out show some support brother🙏
Wow Bro
I sang it under the beat and made a flow on it, i cried myself when im singing
Thx bro
Can i use this? Might not put it over this beat but i can still give you props
From making me feel at peace to tearing me to pieces.
This is exactly where its just merely existing and life ceases.
From lying next to each other to lying to each other.
No one’s ever gonna understand neither friends nor family not even my own mother.
How it feels when all your life’s been just about losing people you wanted to hold onto.
But with you I gave it my all even when letting go was the right thing to do.
It would’ve been still alright if it was destiny or life and not you who did this to me.
Make me feel purely happy and bind me in these memories from which no one can set me free.
Then you leave just like every other person, breaking my trust, taking my heart.
With you it seemed so genuine, your work the mess you made out of me was truly an art.
Now that its all done and dusted, you’re gone yet again, its like history all over.
We meet again, love or atleast pretend to and then you leave which makes it hellish for me to deal with it being sober.
But I hope, you never come back into my life ever again. I can deal with never being loved or wanted.
But the memories that you give me no matter how hard I try to face them, leave me haunted.
you said you loved me,
you said you cared,
now you see me in public and act like i'm not there,
please god tell why is life so unfair,
i'm so stressed out,
i'm pulling out my hair,
i loved that look in your eyes,
when we talk,
took my emotional slap shot,
but you being the goalie you just blocked,
we could have made it all the way,
that's what i thought
i know you felt it too,
but in Reality you liked another dude,
now he's the one holding you,
so what am i too do,
yeah i know am too late,
i just wish we could go on one more date,
considering you were supposed to be my fate,
[corus]: yeah(lets go)
Yeah all you can say is sorry,
Because all you put me through,
All i gave you was love and affection,
I always texted back too,
We we’re in this race together,
But somehow i was the one to lose,
You treated me like dirt but i still can’t get over you,
Verse #2
You See these teardrops falling from my eyes,
I’m all out of liquor so all i can do is cry,
Not sure if it’s good to fantasize to die,
I always spoke the truth you know i would never lie,
You always fucking called me,
When something was wrong,
Can’t help getting over you,
So all i can do is hit a bong,
Don’t know why that relationship didn't last long,
Cause i was loving and caring,
And that’s why i wrote this song,
this is the rest of the song i wrote about my ex hope you enjoy thank you so much for the feed back(:
Hey man I’m not the type of guy to copy lyrics but can I use this as inspiration. Shit hit hard for me my guy.
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PLS LET ME KNOW YOUR HONEST OPINION
@Tanvir made them myself going though a bad brakeup right now thank you so much for the feedback guys
@@7vndayz924 yes i would love for you to use this verse in as your inspiration, and thank you it hits me hard everytime too and yes i did make them myelf
@Tanvir thank you.
О, спасите меня! Я влюбился в неё (её, её, её).
Я влюблёнными глазами смотрел на неё и погибал.
Любовь бывает разная, и кто как выживал.
О, спасите меня! Я влюбился в неё (её, её, её).
Я влюблёнными глазами смотрел на неё и погибал.
Любовь бывает разная, и кто как выживал.
[Куплет 1, Deesmi & Onlife]:
Всё! С меня, меня всё! Меня, меня несёт.
Я как наркот, теперь это у меня в cloud.
Снег всё метёт, город не спит.
Город не спит.
Город шумит. Сердце стучит.
В наушниках бит. Пьяный на вид.
Тупо мотив песни твоей -
Ты будешь петь со мной её.
😂
MY BEST TYPE BEAT IVE EVER LISTENED TO
I made a "Voicemail Spoken Word" of this almost a year ago... I don't know why I'm just now thanking you for the beat... It was amazing.
Your changing like the weather, and your changing like the season,and u still don't have a reason, and I still don't have a meaning, and I'm constantly rethinking what you said, my hearts now sinking, from the pain that you are bringing, from the ways that you are changing
Pretty basic stuff, but it's the first thing that popped up when I heard the first part
lit
(0:27)
My thoughts are insane.
My life is runnin tensions.
Maybe why I fried my brain,
Maybe why I didn’t listen.
I’m guessin, I’m missin my home
every now and then
We started out as friends,
Then we turned out to be nothin.
Every single day, it’s always part of my ways. I jus wanna get away from the things I always say.
It's too late get that home.
So I End up here alone.
Ain’t no place where I can go,
Ain’t no worries bout my smoke.
but then it comes to these days I wouldn't know where I’d be.
Everywhere I look, disaster is all I see.
So I keep on walkin and hoping everything's ok,
Livin lies, intensifies , now it's all on me.
Dude this beat is so perfect low-key made me tear up
الكلمات :
بحبك قد ما خط القلم إلك
اي لساتك انتي بوصلة الكتابة و لسا خط القلم إلك
خلص فهمت..هالعلاقة مستحيل تنفهم
كالاشتباك يلي بين قلبي و عقلي كل ما اتزكرك
و لما الوحدة اكلت روحي عرفت
انو طريق النهاية..كطرقات الشام بالحرب صعب تنسلك
ليش مننجبر نفترق! قلتلك ياها قبل
القلب يلي ما بيوقع بالحب بعمرو ما بينكسر
كم مرة سهرت الليل تحت شباكا
كم مرة تخيلت روحك معا بتتحاكا
و شكيتلا كلشي فيك و بكيت
و اجرمت بحق قلبك خلص صار لازم تتحاكم
وقف..صمودك ما بفيد ما لازم تبقى
I feel as empty as the paper I am writing on
These feelings I once had were wasted on loving someone long gone
I know you were there for a reason, you were there for a reason
You made me be happy but brought my love for you to depletion
Growing up was never easy I guess you were wrong
Life isn't simple nor compared to a happy song
Since I was a kid I have always felt so alone
I guess that in the end it shaped my heart into a stone
Yeah, I've locked away my thoughts from the rest of the world
I don't think that I'm shy, although a bit reserved
Keeping things to myself makes me feel protected
I just want to know that I won't ever have to feel rejected
@@ILikeDonuts-dz6pl Feel free to. I don't think it's that good since I've went to great extents to keep the rhyme in some verses but yeah.
Not Safe in disgrace
No I’m not safe in this place
All the fears I’ve faced
All the rivals I laid waste
I still remember the devils face
And i still hear the sound of grace
When I slated the demon and put him under faith
That all will be forgiven
When he comes walking to my gates
Because the devil is in all of us
And in us all we must follow and rejoice like it’s never too late
MY GUY!!!!!
get you down.
1st verse -
her eyes are filling up like the river flows rolling down her face
i try to comfort her and welcome her in with my warm embrace
she said she had an argument with her boyfriend and then packed her case
so she walked around the streets for a while and ended up at my place
but I’m actually so happy that you're here
cause my worlds so much better when you’re near
I’ve got a side to me that i want you to see
but I’m scared that you won’t wanna hear
and to ruin our friendships a fear
but i wanna take you out for a beer
i don’t know what to think let me buy you a drink
i fucking love you but you don’t know my dear
this is so easy to write cause all what i wanna say
you’re the kind of girl that won’t let me pay so we split two way
i have to let you go back to him but i wish you would stay
you know i worry so let me know you get home okay
1st break down-
i know you love me
but i think i love you more
you can say you’re sorry
but I’ve heard it all before
you can repeat yourself time again
don’t think that i don’t know what you meant
you’re wasting your time cause the words you send
are gone…
2nd verse-
this aint rap song its a poem about love
and I’m gunna shout it out loud for the people up above
cause the ones who arnt here are our first truelove
but now they are only memories of the ones we speak of
so let me in close don’t push don’t shove
our lives fit together like a hand made glove
on our wedding day well let of a pure white dove
i just wanna become something that my fathers proud of
but she’s out every night and i see it on her snapchat,
and she’s posting pics on the gram in wearing my snapback
and i have to force myself to double tap that
cause i know shell be mad if i swipe that
your love is so fierce like going into combat
this verse is heating up like a thermostat
im not gunna repeat my own past and look like twat
you left me outside on the welcome mat
i just need reassurance now
cause I’m constantly asking how
how can you be with her
when she just treats you like dirt
i just tell myself that it gets better
and i have to try not to let her
get in to my brain I’m a captive
but i bet theres another man bouncing on her mattress
2nd break down-
and youuuuuu
you say that you want me toooooo
but i don’t think that you dooooo
ohh is it truee
its harrrrrd
when i showed you my scarrrrrse
you only looked and you lauuuuughed
i was beat up and left in the dark
3rd verse-
I’ve got so many insecurities
and you know all my impurities
the thing you love is my immaturity
as two we’re better more opportunities
driving cross states and flying over seas
to all these places that i never thought id see
theres no where else in this world id rather be
i just with i had you here in front of me
i wanted this for so many years but now that its here
im not sure if it what i wanted my mind is so unclear
i know that i love you, i know that won’t ever change
but maybe nows is not our time so can we please rearrange
its not easy life in the friend zone
i climbed out the first time i made you moan
you left my house with the smell of your cologne
on my bed sheets i know when I’m home
never answer but your always on your phone
i just wanna know that you’re alone
I’m dying here fearing the unknown
i call you up, hear your voice and know that i won’t die on my own
I wanna feel alive today
Feel alive today yeah
Huh
Yeah things been down
Shits been hard, pushed around
No more I’m tired of this
But no body care
I tell people that I’m fine
It feels like I’m trickin my mind
I wanna change time today
Oh lord yeah hear me pray
I tell people that I’m fine
It feels like I’m trickin my mind
I wanna change time today
Oh lord yeah hear me pray
Feel alive today
Yeah, your down and your upset
And There’s nothing to fix it
And then there’s Music, you try to listen
And nobody’s gotta hurt, nobody’s gotta bullshit
And thats the fucking curse
You think there is no cure
You feel like there’s nobody that’s here
Like there’s no one with open ears
And try to live near, you try to be clear
And when you drive, hands off the steer
Yeah you don’t feel happy, or fear
You feel alone and bad, you feel grey and sad
But you gotta believe things won’t stay like that
Shit is not fucking bland, Even if life’s that bad
Yeah sometimes it’s hard to stand
Yeah sometimes it’s hard to be a man
I tell people that I’m fine
It feels like I’m trickin my mind
I wanna change time today
Oh lord yeah hear me pray
I tell people that I’m fine
It feels like I’m trickin my mind
I wanna change time today
Oh lord yeah hear me pray
Feel alive today
I've been all ahead of things it's like I'm losing my mind
Ive become stuck up in the game and all I can do Is grind
I ease my mind by drinking liquir tell myself that I'm fine
Release that slaxk from all this shit I wish I could just rewind
You tell me that you love me then you just gone leave me behind
You say you wanna be forever baby make up your mind
I can't keep fighting my love
I guess this drinks not enough
So now I'm wishing suicide would be the end of each cut
Guess there's a message at the end of every bottle
But it's the guilt for me that's really hard to swallow
That this shit dosnt numb it just makes me fuxking hollow
So I just sit here behind my fears and wallow
Cuzz I ain't strong
I ain't been here enough
But sure I've had enough
To disappear i must
I drink and drink and drink untill its clear enough
That I'm a misift
Born to be hated
I gotta fight to keep controll of this rage
I'm like a beast I should be locked in a cage
Discriminated for the nature of my expressions
My heart's been broken because all the time that i invested
I can't even sleep so I've become sorta restless
I'm sick of all this hating sick of pain and this depression
I'm like a stuxk button people seem to keep on pressing
I'm like a teacher because my life is a giant lesson
You said u love me
You said u were there so I turn around and I just have a blank stare..
Your not there now I'm scared...
I walk over to the bathroom all I see in u just lying there I lied by u and asked r u still here... and ur violently bare
Ur not even crawling but I'm just over here bawling...
I see the needle in ur arm I pull it out and all i saw was red and blue alarms....(alarms 3x)
I dont know how to act cus ur not there to react anymore im in a bad state of mind rn can I call I back somehow....
That's all I got hope y'all like it 😓😓
0:25 - 1:08
(Intro)
Mind racing,
Drink without a chaser,
Blunts rolling up,
Just so I can face em,
Ya it helps temporarily
With my patience
I need life changes,
I'm just gonna dooo
Better
Told my conscience I'd take him and hold him up for ransom, not because I want the paper but to set a good example,
we can play hangman...
I can sing to you...
Feed you NyQuil...
Then go and dream for you ohh
I need changes...
Looking in the mirror starting with you...
I need changes to follow through,
Can't escape it
Sometimes I just can't take it
And maybe I change the rules... but only I can break em, it's been that way since day one never changed my Outlook or my name for different personas, never told you Thank you for acknowledging all my positives, I'll acknowledge that your my honest half,
But when I want my conscience back I'll listen to the crickets chirp, I need changes like the rest of this world,
Need to change my shirt go to church, put effort
Dressing warmer now since the worlds cold an I'm getting older
Mind racing
Drink without a chaser
I need changes you get tired of the same shit it gets repetitive I want your blessing without the holy water I just want to drink my liquor you can be the bartender stay in my shadow roll in backwoods stero can't get no louder drowned out some voices some should be voided
You da goat
We are brothers, because we have the same first name 😂
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Love this beat so much. Just freestyle the whole beat to the end.
i am in LOVE with this beat. syndrome got the greatest beats ive heard on youtube
CX Gaming facts
Have you heard Penacho?
CX Gaming nope syndrome is my guy
Aight man
You should try yondo as well, his beats are similar kinda
Невозможно чувственная!!!
Никогда не думала, что музыка может быть вязкой, она обволакивает, проникая сквозь кожу...
Офигенно, нон-стопом!!! Спасибо!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That snare played with my soul
I understand
I comparehend
I'm afraid of the change
One day I'll feel this pain
This pain again
I'll sin again
I know I can't win
But I'll try
So hard
Looking my eyes
An I'll cry
Remembering all the pain
From deep an down in side
I can not lie, look beyond those people's eyes
An all you'll see are lies
Might use these idk
I truly apologize
Please just look into my eyes
Do you see these tears I cry
I know messed up bad this time
I should start to socialize
Not hide and wait till death arrives
These people just demoralize
Me all they do is criticize
The real me is in disguise
Depression’s what I symbolize
I’m not trying to dramatize
I’m Just trying to speak my mind
I’m terrified
I’m petrified
All I wanna do is hide
I’m dead inside
I really tried
They said everything will be alright
This is actually really good. Please use this
Good shit bro head up
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Pierce & Connor this is really ggod
Bro I started rapping these lyrics on the beat and it sounded so good omg
Just wanna say whatever you're going through, youll get throught it. Everything's gonna be okay. - Random Stranger 2021
I've been going through some changes
I still don't know what my lane is
But I'll chase it until I'm famous
Family watching closely waiting for me to make it
Just wanna take them out and see their faces light up when I tell them they can take it
I'm willing to grind through the tough just to show them I'm patient
Even tho sometimes I wanna curl up and cave in
But I know I can't switch
And I know what my aim is
I just can't miss
But I've been going through changes
I just wanna be your favorites favorite
But it's been the same shit day in and out
Found my own lane and my style
Been through the rain like a spout
Focus making it out
Where most are waiting around
While I'm paving the ground
With dreams to be on stage with a crowd
Chanting my name out loud
Write these rants instead of shout
Nights reciting my rhymes picturing fans while they shout
Need info on leasing this beat
En las malas no tengo a nadie me siento un pajarito sin aire un bailarin sin baile una pelicula sin trailer
me voy de aqui hasta qur me calme
No arreglare lo que no rompi,me refugie en mi papa y hacer free,mi padre me dice q soy el king pero sin el no soy nada para que mentir
Amigos como estrellas fugacez y otros que en mu poco me dijeron las mejores de sus frases y me demostraron algo sin techo que se valora menos una palabra q un hecho
Encuentrar mis sentimentos es lo que hago,como un psicologo diciendole a un niño q dibuje un arbol,
y otra vez con nostalgia me levanto como ese niño feliz tocando el claxon
Mi mayor miedo es levantarme y q falte alguien de mi vinculo,eso duele mas que partirse una tibia
duele mas que morirte de envidia porq lo que no es fugaz son los de tu famila
this one hit the soul
SVNNY BEATS facts!
Same all my emotions went thru so many *CHANGES*
Haaaa get it😂😉
Sorry I'll leave😶😔
Real shit
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LET ME KNOW YOUR HONEST OPINION
th-cam.com/video/7Iwu7TBGZ78/w-d-xo.html it really does man, check out my take
It´s everywere, no one says that they can see it, it is just like ghosts
maybe just a bit, but that´s not enough
we want the most
we gotta start making changes, thats what tupac said
we know that he´s alive, just not on earth, here´s he dead
he was on top of the world
but he was always alone
He belonged on the throne
every tone
that i heard was real
his words made out of steel
I can't stop listening to this. I love this beat! Keep it up !
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Time may not stop, but it's not moving on for me..
I'm stuck inside this loop of emptiness and suffering...
Try to break the cycle and I fall off; hit the pavement..
So glad you're not suffering but I'm exactly where your pain went...
No way for me to describe it; these words don't do it justice..
I can't adjust to this without taking in a substance...
I wish I could put these memories inside of a safer storage
Cuz most of our best moments are hardly recorded...
Peace is hardly here.. even when I sleep...
Every waking moment I start to find myself near the deep
End, so I pretend to be better, but my cheek's wet,
Knees bent.. mentally not ready for this weekend...
We shared so many moments but never prepared for this torture..
So glad you can't feel the suffering of a mourner...
I'm mad you can't feel anything but that's selfish of me to think..
The weight is too big; maybe I need to see a shrink...
Scenario after scenarios keep playing in my head..
But the thought of your burial? Block it out; I'd rather be dead...
No, it's not the answer; I'm not stupid, just depressed..
So get off of my back and feel what's inside my chest...
I have so much regret; so many things left unsaid..
How I only saw you once in that hospital bed...
What else could I have done? If there was anything, tell me now!
If God didn't do this, why the fuck did he allow it?!
Distractions barely work; still have the scars inside and out..
My life is going in circles and I feel myself spiraling out...
Never dreamed I would write about how you..... and now,
My soul got siphoned out.. tank is empty; I'm shutting down...
I might as well bleed out because it's torture when I write..
Feeling better feels wrong but absolutely nothing feels right...
Who wants to be alive feeling all of these emotions?
I say I'm dead inside, but in reality I'm broken...
Really want to explode but it feels like more of an implosion..
A part of my heart is gone.. why were you the one chosen?
Do I really wanna know this or am I wandering lost and hopless?
I don't want it to be real so I don't want to send condolences!
I've never felt colder and the weather ain't to blame..
It's not only literally when I say I'm in the rain...
I want this all to end because a future I can't see..
My fam and friends believe, but to me it's just a fantasy...
This is my definition, my best description of "suffer";
I lost my girl, my best friend, my soul mate, my lover..
I don't feel tougher and life, for sure, feels rougher..
I know I'm not the only one.. starting with your mother,
Your sweet baby sister and your own 3 brothers...
I pray they keep their faith like you did no matter what, girl..
Love me or hate me, I won't let this damage get collateral..
I'm lost in these woods but everything is unnatural...
those voices in the background are my new inspiration! 🌚
I've been driving around here in this town
Know it like the back of my hand
I've been dreaming of ways, ways to get out
Put myself in a box that I'd never be
Someone I'm proud of you see
Here I am on this bridge facing defeat
I'm just doing the best I can
I'm just living in the life I have
I'm confused but I'm fine with that
The beauty will outweigh the pain
From the chill of the autumn wind
And the laugh of your sister's kid
To the first snow when it sets in
The beauty will outweigh the pain
We'll all find a purpose one day
There's so many reasons to stay
No I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live
Why can't I reach out for help
You would do anything to get me through this
I'm so used to alone, don't know what it's like
To let someone into my mind
But I'd do anything just to survive
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ก่อนที่เธอจะไป เธอเคยสัญญาอะไรกับใครรึปล่าว oh
และก่อนที่เธอจะไปเธอเคยสัญญาอะไรกับใครรึปล่าว
ไอคำที่เธอเก็บมันถึงเวลาได้พบได้ใช้ได้กล่าวปล่าว
อะไรไม่แน่นอนก็ปล่อยมันไป
บางสิ่งไม่เหมือนเดิมจะรักกันมันอยู่ที่ใจ
ไม่สนที่ใครเขามองก็ไม่ได้คบไปอวดใคร
ก็มีแค่เท่าที่และขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป และขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป
ไอปลื้มมันเตือนว่าพอได้แล้ว แต่ไม่ฟังถึงมึงจะรักกันมากแค่ไหนเดียวก็พังสุดท้ายความรักไม่เป็นดั่งฝัน มึงไม่จำ
ไอบอลมันพูดก็แล้วมึงก็ขำ แล้วก็กำ eh ah
BlackBoy -
เธอลืมไปแล้วหรือว่าเคยสัญญาอะไรเอาไว้
แต่ก่อนก็เคยสำคัญ ตอนนนี้เทอมีใครต่อใคร
เธอไม่สนใจคำพูดที่เทอให้ไว้
แล้วฉันต้องทำไง ควรทำใจหรือเดินต่อไป
เป็นเด็กตัวดำๆที่เทอไม่สนใจ
วันๆก็คอยระวัง กลัวเธอไปมีใคร
เจ็บมาช้ำๆกับคนหลายใจ
ต่อไปนี้ไม่มีอีกแล้วมั้ง คำว่าตลอดไป
NA -
และก่อนที่เธอจะไปเธอเคยสัญญาอะไรกับใครรึปล่าว
ไอคำที่เธอเก็บมันถึงเวลาได้พบได้ใช้ได้กล่าวปล่าว
อะไรไม่แน่นอนก็ปล่อยมันไป
บางสิ่งไม่เหมือนเดิมจะรักกันมันอยู่ที่ใจ
ไม่สนที่ใครเขามองก็ไม่ได้คบไปอวดใคร
ก็มีแค่เท่าที่มีละขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป ละขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป
(ถามไอปาล์มว่าเมาที่ไหน)
ผิดหวังนิดนึงคงไม่เป็นไร
ไม่มีคำล่ำลา แม้สักคำก่อนเธอจะไป
ไอเราก็เริ่มจะงง เพราะเธอไม่เคยจะใส่ใจ
อยากบอกเธอข้อนึงอย่าเอาอย่างงี้ไปทำกับใคร eh ah
อย่าเอาอย่างงี้ไปทำกับใคร
(ไอเคนมีของดี)
ก็นี้่ NA YOU KNOW ME
และก่อนที่เธอจะไปเธอเคยสัญญาอะไรกับใครรึปล่าว
ไอคำที่เธอเก็บมันถึงเวลาได้พบได้ใช้ได้กล่าวปล่าว
อะไรไม่แน่นอนก็ปล่อยมันไป
บางสิ่งไม่เหมือนเดิมจะรักกันมันอยู่ที่ใจ
ไม่สนที่ใครเขามองก็ไม่ได้คบไปอวดใคร
ก็มีแค่เท่าที่มีและขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป และขอสักทีนึงก่อนไป
เธอไปไม่บอกสักคำ ถ้าคิดว่าดีก็ทำไป
ร้องเพลงให้ฟังละกัน ถ้าคุณไม่ฟังก็ตามใจ
ถ้าคุณไม่ฟังก็ตามใจ ก็ไม่ได้ขอให้เธอกลับมา
อย่างน้อยถ้าไปก็ควรบอกลา
(กุเชื่อมึงแล้วไอเบล)
ก็นี้ N/a you know me
💕
When I’m gon who gon ride for me
Who gon slide for me
dont u lie to me
Ride or die for me
Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would
In the moment but u know u never really would
Fuck I look like bein bent over u
Honestly you’ve been like every other dude
U ain special but u know I am
All these memories we had
man I’m over them
Ion do all that fake loveeee
Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck
But u makin it hard on me
Fuck u and all our memories
U said u love me but i know u never did
All the time that we fuckin wasteddd
was blind by love, you know i wouldve waited
real love, never got a taste of it
i jus wanna be loved the same
why does everyone always change
how u claim u real but u fake
i been tryna bottle up all my thoughts
all my pain
When I’m gon who gon ride for me
Who gon slide for me
dont u lie to me
Ride or die for me
Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would
In the moment but u know u never really would
Fuck I look like bein bent over u
Honestly you’ve been like every other dude
U ain special but u know I am
All these memories we had
man I’m over them
Ion do all that fake loveeee
Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck
But u makin it hard on me
Fuck u and all our memories
whyd u have to leave me at my lowest
u said u was real but ain show it
i never thought, that, u would leave me hurtin
things happen for a purpose
im lookin for my purposee (sing)
and im jus hopin it was worth
cus that shit rly left me hurtin
this shit has really been a burden
jus tryna learn how to love again
When I’m gon who gon ride for me
Who gon slide for me
dont u lie to me
Ride or die for me
Would u fly for me or would u jus say u would
In the moment but u know u never really would
Fuck I look like bein bent over u
Honestly you’ve been like every other dude
U ain special but u know I am
All these memories we had
man I’m over them
Ion do all that fake loveeee
Honestly I gotta learn not to give a fuck
But u makin it hard on me
Fuck u and all our memories
(memories, memories, memories, im so jaded by all our memories, but now all thats history, cus u dont mean shit to me)
An emotional thought/feeling provoking beat,DECENT! bro keep it up.
15:00 Uhr, grauer Tag und das Jahr es geht zu Ende
hab zu tun, muss mich stressen, schreibe auf durch meine Hände
doch ich kämpfe, mit Gedanken die mich innerlich zerfressen
kann nicht aufhören, kanns nicht lassen, will das einfach nur vergessen
Stell mir vor es ist ein Traum, lebe einfach vor mich hin
red mir ein ist nicht so schlimm, alles hat auch seinen Sinn
doch frag ich mich was ich mache oder ob es mich denn gibt
ob ich mir daraus was mach(e) wie ne Klausur die man versiebt
Laufe zielos durch die Stadt, mir ist kalt doch nicht am Kopf
meine Angst lässt mich erfriern wie eine Blume in nem Topf
ich bin einfach so weit weg, fühl mich wie vom andern Stern
fühl mich isoliert verlassen wie im Apfel drin der Kern
Dropped a song to this. Turned out well, sped the beat up to 1.25x. Really sounds dope.
It sounds as pain the ass
Potential... but the use of the same words (me rhyming me and stuff) is annoying and not talented at all... work on the production u put into it a little more and it would be great good meaning and all
Not bad but work on your syllables, one syllable rhymes are bland and simple.
Change, change, change, change, change, change, change, change change, change, change, I need change
Sitting here, lying in bed, looking up at the ceiling, tears come falling from my eyes and my heart well its just breaking apart every single fucking night, wish I didn't have to go through this, wish I could just say goodbye, not many friends, they left me behind, left me to fall, left me to crash, left me with no where to go, not many people deserve the title "friend" I've no one and I'm feeling so lonely, don't know how much longer I can feel this emptiness, is unexplainable, is too much too ask for just one friend, just someone who'll be there, but In this worlds, no one is loyal, all fake, but trust me when I say it, I'm real, always have been and I always fucking will be, people stab me in the back, I stitch up the wounds and carry on, it hurts, but time heals everything, but why is there still scars on my arm, cos I self harmed, over a year clean, that's such an achievement for me, although I'm still suffering, the thoughts are triggering me, i wanna do it so badly, but know it'll cause me so much pain, so many fakes, so many people stabbing backs, so many sneaks you can't see them through the grass, it hurts so badly this pain inside me, don't show it on the outside, I laugh and smile, but deep inside I'm crying and dying.
How much longer will this shit last, can't do this my whole fucking life, its so unfair, so unfair, its so unfair, I said it's so fucking unfair
I wanna close my eyes and sleep forever now
My body aches every single day, find it hard to get outta bed, there's times where I don't bath for weeks upon weeks, you say it's unhygentic, I say it's depression holding me down, holding me down, holding me down, I said it's fucking holding me down, I find it hard to get up, everytime I wanna do something, I just don't have the motivation to do it anymore, keeping up with my rap is a struggle, but people think depression is all fun and games, rappers out here only wanna get viral for their name, but me I'm rapping about real shit, rapping about mental health and how it affects my everyday life
It's hard being 19 getting nowhere in life having no purpose to carry on with, why am I here, why am I still living, why am I still breathing,my hearts still beating and to be honest I'm shocked cos I didn't think I'd make it this far, it's so hard, it's tough, I'm giving up, but at the same time I'm still going, I'm still carrying on and for what?
Well I don't know, I'm feeling so lost with no where to go, with nowhere to go with nowhere to go I said with nowhere to fucking go,
I hate this life, just wanna close my eyes, can my heart stop beating now, just let me overdose, put me on that life machine and just turn it off, just turn it off
That's how I feel and Im not gonna lie, I'm rapping the truth, rapping about how I feel, but who will care? Who will be there? Cos not a single one of you haven't been there for me, but if my funeral was tomorrow everyone would be crowding up, would be crowding up, don't understand it, why does it take someone to be under the grave to get noticed, to go viral, to be missed and loved, I just don't understand that shit, reality check everyone, mental health isn't fun and games, it needs to be taken more seriously, have you seen the suicide rates??
But who cares? Until someone's under the grave, under the grave, I wanna be under the grave, under the grave, I said I wanna fucking be under the grave
Snare rolls are 🔥
Size 13 Beats yeah super under rated
this is a vibe
This is the best type beat ive heard on TH-cam.
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Same
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Background Music : Changes
Title: Who am I?
I’m so sick of the fighting
My heart beats like a bolt of lightening
Maybe it’s cause this life is so damn frightening
You don’t have to like me
But everything you do seems to spite me
Haven’t eaten in days
been wasting away
Day after day I slowly wither away
I mean why be sad good grades, nice house
I’m paranoid of the talk behind me it hurts me
This is a flimsy mask people know it’s fake
People think I’m fake
I don’t know anymore who am I
What is my purpose-Why?
Take off the mask what do you see - nothing
Who am I? Who am I? Please someone tell me who am I?
I’m behind no mask not afraid to show who I really am but no one likes who I really am so I put the mask right back on
I’m locked in a room in here trying
Can you not hear me crying
I know so many amazing people who struggle with depression & it breaks my heart cause it's so familiar. Like my comment if you think I should do a song about depression to this track. No matter what your going through...DON'T GIVE UP!
T’avance dans ta vie j’fait du sur place
J’ai couler sous l’eau t’es en surface
T’es partit retrouver le sourire
Ta briser mon coeur la fait souffrir
Habiter par ton fantôme
J’ai
Garder toutes nos photos
J’me rappelle de ta tendresse
Tu ma dit j’t’attendrais
J’suis vide j’ressent plus rien
Y’a ma vie qui passe mais j’suis plus là
Mon cœur a trop saigner
Seigneur c’est dur tu sait
Dans mon corps j’me sent coincer
La sortie j’me dmande quand c’est
Tout ça dvient trop épuisant
J’me sent comme enfermer comme en prison
Encore une fois
J’ai perdu la flamme
Dans mon coeur il fait tout noir
J’crois que j’suis fou
J’crois qu’cest la fin
Dans ma tête tout qui tourne la
Est ce que j’suis faible
Est ce que j’suis fort
Au fond d’mon âme c’est tout sale
Encore une fois
J’ai perdu la flamme
J’t’ai déçu c’est tout moi
J’me souvient d’toi comme hier
Ensemble on riait
On recommence sur un seul appel
Ton parfum ta robe j’men rappel
Depuis toi j’commençais à rapper
Est ce qu’on s’revois après
On y était presque
T’es démons te prenne
Notre amour m’effraie
Ton regard m’a tuer là c’est la fin
J’aimrais revivre cette histoire
juste une fois
blood running through my veins
my heart pumps all the pain
i hurt but i dont blame
this world is a living grave
people suffering everyday
just hustling through the day
this earth is for the chosen
masters but we're the slaves
but we still hope for brighter day
as the sun shines through my face
my shadow cant feel my pain ....................
This is my world im at home my whole life ive been preparing for this
Так бывает, наступает такой день, когда люди уходят. Вроде они были с нами постоянно, но вдруг и их рядом нет. Но все с чего-то начиналось.
Estaba buscando un beat así en tu canal, porque lo necesitaba. Y justamente subes uno como quería!
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{Verse 3:}
I Hate When You Leave me Alone
Because when I’m on My Own
Im out of My Comfort Zone
I Guess I’m a Rolling Stone
And Next I Grab The Phone
Call You But You Never Answer..
Am I not good enough?
Yeah Whatever..
Because of only One Mistake
I thought it was all Okay
The More You Came on My Way
The More You Wanted to Stay
But The Pain is too Hard to Handle
Again With another bottle
I Guess I Learned How To Gamble
Im looking at it From a Different Angle
But The Problem is I don’t know how to stop the cycle
And if I Had a Rifle
I’d probably kill Myself but Trust Me
I don’t know why though..
I don’t know
See all I know is no one ever notice Me
So..
Love doesn’t hurt the way you think
It breaks at the skin
Screaming let me in
Let me in
And I’ve been on the road to long
Lost touch with the moment
To used to you being gone
Don’t tell me it’s a price we pay
Just counting days
But all Im left with is the money
[Verse 1]
Bir dalın üstünde boynu büküksün
Bırak gözyaşın toprağa düşsün
Yaşamın sancısı günahlarımızın
Benliğini emer ağlamalarımızın
Elmacığın sanki Ağrı Dağı
Gözlerin ise şu üzüm bağı
Bilmiyorum ne var aynalarında
Ben hayal arıyorum rüyalarımda
Sanki dostlarla bela da başım
Hergünki Gaffar; olayda kardeşim
Geçmiş içimde bitmeyen sancı
İnsan fazla ve tuhaf yabancı
Ne o yoksa sende ben gibimisin
Sokakları gezen divanemisin
Susmuş, durma konuş ne olur
Belki alev söner, hasret kaybolur
Galiba dumanlı kömür gözlerin
Yolunu mu kaybettin göklerin
Yüzün mü ıslak, kaşın mı şaşkın
Esiri mi oldun sende bir aşkın
Bak bizi bekliyor güneş ve çiçek
Devran yoksa dakikalar bitecek
İkimizde yorgun, pişman, sessiz
Korkarım ki kıyameti bekleriz
[Verse 2]
2 sene parodisi çıktı kabirden
Yalanlar inmeye başladı birden
Kalbime saplandı zehirli oklar
Kıpkızıl kan ile doldu umutlar
Adımlarım bataklığa gömüldü
Bülbüller ağladı, yılanlar güldü
İçimden boşluğa savruldu külün
Hasret ateşiyle yandı kâkülün
İsyan kaynıyor damarlarımda
Kar yağıyor artık baharlarımda
Ufuklar daraldı karşıma geçti
Kâbus düşlerimi ekipte biçti
Gözlerimde durmayan seller
Kapkara tüllere büründü güller
Anılar teziydi duygularımın
Fırtınaları bozdu sonbaharımın
Bilmem ki ne buldum, acıdan başka
2 yıl gezindim sensiz diyarda
Perdemi çektim yalancı aşka
Zavallı, derbeder, boş ruhlarla
Yorgunum; titriyor bütün bedenim
Kimseler istemez âhımı benim
Nerede huzurumu bulduğum dünler
Aynı hayal için saydığımız günler
[Verse 3]
Hayat su misali akarak gider
Yaman denizlerin selinde kalır
Rüyamda gamlı ben "ah" çeker
Yankısı bir hayal gücünde kalır
Güneş batar ve birdaha doğar
Ay hüzne bürünür, karalar bağlar
O gün feryâdımı kâinat duydu
Ruhum ayaklarının dibinde durdu
Gözlerim kararıp; biter hevesim
Yokluğun sesinde kısılır sesim
Sevginle var olan, gülen nefesim
Badem saçlarının telinde kalsın
Günlerce gezersin efkârım ile
Nihayet varırsın sen de menzile
Kimse artık bizi bilmeyedebilir
Bu sevda tarihin dilinde kalır
Zamanda türküler yaktım ezelden
Bilmem kimdir ve kimin sesinden
Soldu papatyam yeşeren yerden
Taştı nefretim olmayan yerden
Ümitler yeşerir her ilkbaharda
Sonbahar gelince duman olur
Sevda yangını biter sonunda
Gözyaşıyla dolu talan olur
There’s too much pain for my to Comprehend
If I express these words
And took the time with a pen
Maybe then you can feel my pain I’m in
But it doesn’t matter at the end
It’s currently 10 AM and I got work tomorrow
Been depressed when she left
So hopeless so depressing
Dad called me Friday to explain he’s out of jail
Let’s just say our phone call didn’t ended that well
Left a Burning bridge that went out with my tears
Couldn’t stand the look of myself
Because so much reminds me of him
Without her here I’m suffocating in my place
Just hold
just hold my hand
Just hold hold my hand
I want something better for our future
Be a better dad then him
I swear if she wasn’t apart of me
I’ll would have ended it while I was in school
Just got used to the pain I guess
If you reading this big thanks to you
You took the time to read someone else’s issues
My situation will get better unless I end my boom short. If it wasn’t for her I’ll would have do it
Just hold
Just hold my hand
Just hold hold my hand
Amen
Không có em cuộc sống anh vắng thêm
Như ngày dài mà đang thiếu vắng đêm
Tình yêu em trao anh thì chắc nhỏ
Nhưng nhạc anh viết ra tại sao lại mắt đỏ
Anh lại ghi thêm là 1 bản tình ca
Chợt loay hoay vài nhịp còn mình ta
Chợt hình dung lại thấy đôi mắt hiền
Tình yêu là thứ gì đó thật đắt tiền
Nhừn ngày tháng bên nhau anh chẳng tiết
Cầm điếu thuốc trên tay anh vẩn siết
- [ ] Anh chỉ lại là 1 kẻ đa tình
Cầm trên tay cho mình bông hoa quỳnh
Nồi buồn nay anh vẩn còn đang khống chế
Sau khi nhận ra tình yêu đau đớn thế
Nhưng mà kĩ niệm của mình thì thật đẹp
Thu gọn mình trong 4 bức tường thật trật hẹp
Lại suy nghĩ trong đầu là văn vở
Tại sao 1 mình nằm chăng trở, than thở
Cuộc tình ra vẩn còn đang dang dở
Lật sang 1 trang vở
Anh yêu em thì đẹp tựa màu tranh
Khi cảm thấy mệt mõi em lại tựa đầu anh
Khoảnh khắc bên nhau là quý giá
Em ra đi chỉ để lại còn lại chiếc lá
Đêm nay vẩn lại là 1 đêm trắng
Cà phê càng uống sao lại càng thêm đắng
Không nhắc về chuyện của quá khứ
Không nói lại hai từ là giá như
Gửi tặng em yêu thương như ngày đó
Gói gém lại chỉ trong bằng một lá thư
Sometimes I think I jumped into college way too early, I didn’t give myself a place to tell my story. And when you died, I put aside the mourning, because I realized life wasn’t going to wait for me. I had little brothers that I had to teach, because when you’re gone they’re going to look to me, and yes I found God but I still feel feel like He’s too far to reach....
And I try to be perfect and practice what I preach.
If only I could get a break, mamas so heart broken she pushed her kids away. I try to express that I love her but she believes I’m too far away, trying to make a life out of the ghetto is a hard game to play. And I’m trying not to fall behind, put my best face forward and always stay on time, but depression cuddles me at night when it’s hard to sleep. Sometimes I wish my soul can fly so my flesh can be buried deep.
Maybe these suicidal thoughts won’t have a place to crash, because the mansion I build inside my head won’t stay to last. Maybe the paradise he built would be our second chance, but every time I try to be near to you, He shows me how far away I will be from them.
I didn’t have a say so in what they have chosen, and I feel so lonely because a part of me is cracked open.
And this is my therapy, because I am pouring out what is left of me, the residue of your sympathy for my feelings and how you always tried to make sure I was happy or content, you said my smile made you believe that God specifically mastered it and put it on my face, so every time I smiled, all your fears wouldn’t be on display, nor hidden, I guess it’s all about my perception.
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I've got so much shit to say
Baby take me from this place
I just really cannot stay
Tears are falling down my face
I feel colder every day
Know they want me out their way
I'll be gone, I'll be okay
I just need some fucking space
I walk by, I feel them hate
Wanna die 'cause I relate
Wanna cry, I feel insane
I get high but I can't escape
Would they love me If I change?
Am I lost? Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead, I cannot wait
Please don't love me, it's a waste
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
I don't really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
Wanna die so fucking bad
You're the best I've ever had
Wanna die when I look back
'Cause you always made me sad
Can't get over shit I'm done
I just make another song
Nothing helps, I'm fucking numb
I'll be gone, bitch, pass the blunt
I've been hurting for so long
Baby, kill me in your thoughts
I've been dying all along
Let me go where I belong
Get me drunk bitch, get me high
Give me pills and let me vibe
When it's time, just let me die
I'm so tired of this life
bruh those are litteraly the lyrics of Let me die
@@R_N_R0 yh init 😂😂😂😂😂
-yea I really wanna change
-yea change the way I am
-yea I don’t wanna be the same
-I don’t wanna feel the same way
-I really need a change
-I’m tired of all this pain
-I don’t wanna feel again
-caught up all around my head
-I just wanna let it out
-makes me feel like no one is proud
-makes feel like no ones listening no matter if I shout
-makes me feel that no one sees me even when I’m around
-makes me feel like everyone’s stepping all over me on the ground
-I don’t really see their faces
-I just see their feet
-stepping all over me
-like if I was nothing meant to be
-friends just keep on leaving
- only there when they needed me
-now is the time I need THEM but they’re not there for me
-I seem to be needing time to breathe
-I just wanna be free
-but these thought keep on capturing me
-like they fill my needs
-I’m tired of pretending
-I’m tired of regretting
-I’m tired of always thinking
-there’s no worth fighting for
-sometimes i feel alone
-i wanna know why no one pick up their phone
-i wanna know why i always end up in their ringtone
-i wanna know if I’m someone in this world
-I just wanna know if I have a little worth
-yea I just wanna know yea I just wanna know
-I wanna know my purpose
-do I really deserve this
-I know I ain’t perfect
-so why do I feel worthless
-God didn’t bring me this far, to bring me this far
-maybe he can help me out from my heart
-falling apart
-he’s the only one that’s been there for from the very start
-he’s the only one that shows me love
-when I’m caught up in the dark
-he’s the one that picks me up
-when I feel like giving up
-he calls me his son
-but I just try to run
-cause I feel like I’m not enough
-I don’t really deserve his love
-cause I just tell him lies
-when he has given life
-yea 1 percent chance of living
-but he still let me live
-I still wonder why he chose me
-and not another kid
-why would he let me breathe
-and not the other kid
-what did I have that he didn’t
-why was I the only one breathing
-why am I alive and not him
-maybe he could’ve done way better things
-he could’ve been better than me
-he could’ve been living his life
-living it in you God
-maybe he wouldn’t be afraid
-to call out your name
-maybe he wouldn’t have been feeling this pain
-maybe that kid could’ve been better or been the same
-I don’t really know God
-yea I don’t really know
-why I always feel alone
-I try to call you
-but you never pick up your phone
-so leave a message after the tone
-yea I keep on praying
-but seems like you don’t care
-this life is so unfair
-I go to sleep in despair
-right after a prayer
-n I wake up in the morning
-and the cycle returning
-I really need to stop thinking this way
-but i cant seem to, no matter how much I pray
-and I have hope that it will soon go away
-it might not be today
-but hopefully some other day
-I’m sorry God for all the bad things that I’ve said
-but they’ve been holding me back deep inside my of head
-just wanted to let them out
-I just wanna make you proud
-but I can’t hear you when these voices be talking out loud
-I just pray that one day I am found
-I pray that one day I make you proud
-I’m tired of making this worst
-I just wanna make it work
-I just want to feel some worth
-I wanna know the purpose that you let me live for
-I hope this time I don’t get ignored
-I just need some answers oh lord
-I just want to know
-God please
-please pick up the phone
This is some beautiful stuff man, I love it. Legit just dropped a song and this ALREADY makes me wanna start writing again.
Yeah it's like this
I've been goin' through changes/ baby, without you i feel nameless/ this chain, you're the only one that can break it/ yes I've made mistakes that i wish i can take back/ seen those pills- should've rejected that/ eject eject- evacuate cause honestly i don't know what it takes to keep this beast locked away in it's cage/ my youth wasn't what you thought it was/going through depression when i was left hopeless cause my father abandoned me/ i kept blaming myself harboring my anger and storing it on the shelf/ ready for it to come out and compel my good side/ i don't know why I try to survive/ but baby you gave me a reason for my existence/ you're the bane of my depression/ my cold heartiness, you're my everything/ the reason why I started to retaliate against the demons that try to keep feeding on my soul that i had withhold/ but now you hold the spark i need to transfold and transform into a better person/ each verse is dedicated to you, I love you.
0:25 START
Holy shit, very nice beat
Pendo46 agree those snare Rolls and that piano
I can’t sleep
I desire to find peace
My all isn’t good enough
To show you that I’m for you
That I adore you
That you’re not mistakable
And that you are more than capable
Of being all my eyes see
You push me to become the man I am to be
You keep me interested and you’re never boring
I long for the smile that I wake up to every morning
But I’m tired you see? I get it I made a bad decision
But I can’t let that be the reason I’m not livin
You watch and inspect my every move
And you determine instantly your type of mood
I’m constantly explaining why I love you so
Showing you daily that this love does grow
But if there is a possibility you will walk your own way
I’d rather let you go now before facing that painful day.
Because to me baby my heart through it all will stay
Until you decide to give my love away
And the pain no doubt would be much greater
Because I loved you so much that my own heart’s a hater
“Why give someone yourself to this degree?
When it’s possible that in rough times she could hurt me?
Desert me
Leave me out to die
And I may never know or understand your reason why
Because I added so much to you by subtracting what’s mine
What you see is money but that bread came with time
And That cheddar came from a working man who grinds
Aching hands and a future is what I bind
But if all of this has lies entwined
I will blame myself and question why was I blind
So be honest with yourself so I may know the truth
Because your actions and words are 2 different proofs
And if I ever find a man under my roof
The last thing you should consider is my brain aloof
Don’t mind me my heart just been damaged
And another heart break isn’t something he could manage
Another woman taking him for an unwanted ride
He’ll go through the motions and be dead inside.
SYNDROME Can we get a Witt Lowry type beat?
K-Unit Topic that would be sick
بحبك قد ما خط القلم إلك
اي لساتك انتي بوصلة الكتابة و لسا خط القلم إلك
خلص فهمت..هالعلاقة مستحيل تنفهم
كالاشتباك يلي بين قلبي و عقلي كل ما اتزكرك
و لما الوحدة اكلت روحي عرفت
انو طريق النهاية..كطرقات الشام بالحرب صعب تنسلك
ليش مننجبر نفترق! قلتلك ياها قبل
القلب يلي ما بيوقع بالحب بعمرو ما بينكسر
كم مرة سهرت الليل تحت شباكا
كم مرة تخيلت روحك معا بتتحاكا
و شكيتلا كلشي فيك و بكيت
و اجرمت بحق قلبك خلص صار لازم تتحاكم
وقف..صمودك ما بفيد ما لازم تبقى
بس تمتلي عيونك كزب..قلا انو في متلا
و قلا قبل ما تغفى صورتا مابتعانق
و انو قلبك رجع قاسي لأنو بطّل يشتقلا
I feeling today is offbeat. Lately a lot of things have change and got me going insane, that its not me. What pain has taught me. That everything is fighting you just to start beef. So, i learned to Stay in my lane as it crossed me. Had myself trained, so I can stop me before I end up shorting the chains that lock me. Life Ain't as rocky, as long as you don't let up. Remember what led up to all the stress in our mess ups. I started to show them less love when I started to party all the time with alcohol, sex and drugs. Only because i was fed up with all the excessive stuff that hit me all at once with a head rushed. Now im comptiplating to know the answers, maybe thats what death was. A remedy towards what has possessed up. Just by the way that it affects us. Will outcome the way it infect us. We gotta control us first to protect us. Because when regrets jumps at you, your not gonna be setup for the pressure. I'm ready for whatever I have next comes. Select one and dont Sweat none. Music is my only outlet to express from. What i once kept shelled up is Better than to be left unsaid cuffed. Illa still was I'll much. Don't know what the deal was. It gets no realla as it's spoken out from jess tongue. This goes out to the ones that going through it, stay srong and have a bless one. Illa
Jesse Sanchez dope lyrics man!
Dope
XD gay it is really offbeat tho.
You need to syllable count or learn how to flow beats naturally.
@@pedroperez4836 like if you want me to drop my lyrics and show yall dope
Anh sống không một nghi thức
Anh sống không hề điên loạn
Yêu em là ngày anh tỉnh giấc
Anh không tin sẽ có trên biên soạn
Anh đã soạn lời ca
Lời yêu thương mặn nồng
Tự soạn để biết hạnh phúc
Giờ nó là mộng mơ, em có xót anh không?
Anh chưa từng nghĩ
Mình sẽ đợi em trên phố phường
Trên những góc phố hè
Yêu em dưới một góc trời
Sau chia tay anh sống với buồn
Sống lặng lẽ anh đứng bên lề
Có người hỏi anh còn bên em không
Anh chỉ im lặng để mà chờ đợi ta sẽ quay về
Liệu rằng em có tin anh không
Anh chỉ chờ người quay về
Liệu emm có tin anh không...
Chỉ cần có em là anh thật ấm
Còn giờ không em thì lạnh như đông
Tình yêu ta mới được say đã sắm
Em có yêu anh không
Chiều buồn vụn vỡ
Anh ngỡ đời mình như là mơ
Em vội vụt mất
Anh biết mình vẫn phải chờ
I think ill use it for a next track, thank you for the beat ^^
How many times have we been down this road
How many lies do you think we’ve told
What happen to the girl I fell for
Tell her I’ve been lookin for her
Was I the first to make mistakes
Or was it you that made me this way
With all the lies you told with a straight face it’s breaking me
letting go of all the things that held their grips on me
With you being my first priority
You turned me into a man I don't even recognize
I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight
Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
I don't expect you to understand
It's nothing less than true romance
Or am I just making a mess
It's for the best, it's over now
It wasn't anyone's fault it didn't work out
She's a good girl, just wasn't the one
We wanted different things, we had a good run
But she's better off and so am I
It is what it is, man, it's alright
I don't tell 'em how you broke my heart
I just tell 'em that we grew apart
It's time to move on, forget all the wrong
Now that we both can see
All that we say confused in our heads
Left us so empty
I don’t wanna take closure if I can fix tonight
Don’t wanna be over if I can make it right
as always being behind my phone
in my room all alone
it hurts with the fact that you're
need to go throught this shit
on your own.
Once i'm back in town
i act like everything is normal and okay
but when someone ask me how
i'm feelin i never know what to say.
i just realize that i'm not living
my childhood as i should
and it hurts to see my momma
thinking it's her fault.
Sometimes i just wanna run away
and scream out loud the pain but
the demons inside my mind are
chasing my brain.
My friends don't have much time for me,
I wonder why but when i ask them
they just make up an excuse and lie.
maybe it's because i'm always
stressed and posessed i forgot
that's one of the reasons i'm fucking depressed.
Wanna make my parents
happy and proud but instead
i'm sleeping all day long
i'm sorry i know i'm doin things very wrong
don't worry i will teach my lessons all along.
Sometimes i feel like i can't breath
i actaully know why because my heart
from the inside is already dead
you can call 911 yeah go ahead
i will wait here but you will be very late.
"Gazing at the stars, wondering how I got so far without you by myside. Making decisions I've never made before. I know nothing ever feels right without you correcting me.
It never turned out how it meant to be.
I feel so lost, slowly losing faith
Cause I know you ain't coming back
All this lack of sleep is driving me insane. Hard to hold in all the pain, only cared about the fame. Didnt care about nothing else
if ur looking for a extra sad vibe turn it to 0.75 down 💀🤙🏽
irgendjemand it’s too slow
Woke up today just wish I hadn’t
Life is tough they all take me for granted
I don’t know what to do feel like I’m a animal in a Zoo
I’m so stressed I’m pulling my hair
My grades are everywhere
Lost my mind where’d it go?
Sometimes high sometimes low
Feel like I have no friends can’t even get a boyfriend
Everywhere that I go have to fake a smile
I wasn't a kid eager to grow up, I ain't like the changes
I ain't like my height growth engraved in walls wit pencil, I ain't like the shavings
From eraser, races wit my friends and heart, it felt like it would leave my rib cage, its
What I liked, hearing bout Uncle as an inmate in prison is what I hated
I was thinking bout it right after I ate in dinner time
Hated picket signs
Wondering if Matthew will ever start sniffing lines
Thinking maybe if his nose start running, it's cuz he's sick of time
Life is slow for him, he thinks waiting for death is like a ticket line
Just like me
Hear them so much, wailing sirens sound like sighs to me
Tough love is fucked up is this sus society
So paranoid, pair of headphones in the party to keep sobriety
Tired of the
Driver seat
Turn to open caskets, and cancer swallowing half of the chapter in this book of no answers
Waiting for someone to burn this city down with less than 2 matches
But i learned that like the phoenix you need to rebirth through the ashes
And make ur own changes uh
jolie this was good could I use it
sure and thanks
jolie Thnxs
Can I use it?
lol anyone could use it if yall want to
Je vous dit adieux
Sans moi c'est mieux
Je me rend sur ce lieux
A milieu de nulle part
Où tout le monde part
Je me souviens de tout ses moments passer
Je me sens attristée
Je ne fais que méditer
Déprimer ,
De cette ,
Vie ,
Je n'ai plus le sourire,
Toi qui me fesais rire ,
Mais c'est du passé ,
Sa reste enfui dans mes pensées ,
Solidarité,
Toi qui disait être soudée ,
Mais tu m'a laissé,
A galérer ,
Suite
Hu
NF
This has to be one of my favorite beats
THE LOVE 💗
Just amazing,perfect melody and vocals 🎶👏💎
CHEMIN
Le reflet de la vitre reflète l'infini
Yeux vers les cieux j'écris l'incipit/
J'aimerai capturé un instant de ma vie
Dire au-revoir a mon oncle • oui/
1 ans que le rap est mon exutoire
J'ai eu des critiques et des résultats /
RYUMA arrête de te voiler la face car le savoir est une arme et les principes partent/
quand les rageux parlent, regarde c'que t'as accompli et garder ton calme/
J'ai vécu des bails j'parle pas de bicrave
Sang écarlate comme jus de betrave/
Je fais que d'écrire des freestyle pour les reufs, rien de concret, donc pas d'EP/
Je viens de fumer un join de peuf je crois que je vais voyager
Je change les flow et je varie les thèmes
Pas comme ces rappeurs de la nouvelle Gé/
Pourtant je porte des TN, ouai
J'ai prods a volonté de Nathan PL/
On a fait du ch'min ouai
Fait du fait du ch'min ouai
On a fait du ch'min ouai
Depuis fée des Djins (x3)
[ELLA CHORUS]
Feu des enfers vient marquer nos esprits
1000 ans d'histoire qui partent en fumée/
(Yeah)
Tard dans la nuit
On roule le spliff et ça part en fumée/
Faut prendre exemple sur les darons
Pas voir le temps passé yeah/
Barauder c'est dar on
Vide de la teille et on stape des barres/
Ça mère la pute j'ai les souvenirs qui fusent
Ramenez moi l'époque ou je dessinais au fusin/
Avec mes gars on a débarqués en fusée
craché lfeu comme lave en fusion
Nouvelle phase eh electrocution
Fais belek mes pulsions montent quand y'a plus son si tu veux m'calmer attend la redescente
J'en serais jamais la sans toi
Tu ma aider je me lasse sans toi
Ton futur album nous sortira de là
Nous sortira de là
On a fait du ch'min ouai
Fait du fait du ch'min ouai
On a fait du ch'min ouai
Depuis fée des Djins (x3)
[ ELLA CHORUS]
Go cabine & enregistrer ça frérot
@@lismo3604 chemin - RYUMA sur Soundcloud:) c'est sur une prod qui m'appartient par contre pas elle
@@ryuma_ls ok! tu as un lien pour l'écouter?
My song starts at 0:00 and ends at 2:02
Nobody else cares like me. I guess the pain will be felt through misery. Sorry girl I couldn't please you. Walking in the dark watching the grass dew‚ sitting here acting like someone big but that's what the streets do. I'm just a nobody living a life. But it doesn't really matter‚ my life ain't worth a life. I'm just another face in the crowd tryna blend in. Because I think I'll cry if I see your face again. Depression is a bitch but it still goes around. I tried to do everything I'm now with the crowd. But it's kinda fucked up when you give someone your heart but they don't care. I wish I was there.
[Chorus]
I'm just a nobody walking in the crowd. Stain on my wall‚ gun to my mouth. Doesn't really matter because I'm not around. We used to ride in my car‚ all around town. But it dosent matter because my feeling are all around.
[Verse 2]
The sad thing is I cared more than you would know. It's kinda unbelievable‚ that I left a an-gel. Go on my Facebook see your face. Wanna go kill someone like tay k the race. The new is better than me. That dosent really matter‚ I'mma just become a feind. Smoke a joint to put the pain away. That only works for a few hours anyway. I go lay down in my bed stare at the roof. The only thought in my head is when to shoot. I got a gun in one hand knife in the other. Slit my wrist then say goodbye to my mother. Put the gun to my head and blow my brains out. And as I die I get a phone call.
[Voicemail]
Hey Kenny‚ it's Anna. I just wanted to call to say I miss you. We should meet up Friday and hangout!! Ok I'll ttyl byeee.
[Chorus]
I'm just a nobody walking in the crowd. Stain on my wall‚ gun to my mouth. Doesn't really matter because I'm not around. We used to ride in my car‚ all around town. But it dosent matter because my feeling are all around.
All these thoughts of you in my head
Right now I just wanna be dead
The way you made me smile and made me feel wanted my heart felt knotted I thought we would of lasted for years you helped me over come fears, I didn’t tell you but I could feel it in my heart, this always happens now we back over from the start you said you loved me I loved you too but I always seem to do something wrong but just please listen to this song when you said you loved me I got a feelin’ that id never felt before now I’m layin on the floor crying my self to sleep, I feel like I’m to weak you know I thought you were the one and I still do, look I’m not gonna put the blame on you, but I guess now that u say we’re through bruh you were the cutest girl I knew but now I guess imm start pretending im happy, I guess I’m just like the rest now I got a different feeling in my chest, I just hope one day you will love me again I’m praying to the lord saying amen hope I will be yours again, I loved your personality and how you listened, I stayed up at night waiting for your text,
But now you just my ex I bet no other guy will tell you how he feel and thats real, you said you loved me you said you cared but I bet if looked in yo mind I wouldn’t be there
Yeah
AYY
This gonn be lit
Gotta express my feelings
Yeah I wish I had friends like you
And I wish I had fans like you
But I’m just in the rust
In the dust
Depression hit me at first
I wish my body was my possession
But the pressure be hitting
Don’t wanna be telling
Suicide may be in my mind
But we are the same kind
Don’t listen to your depression
Don’t let it control you
Đã từ rất lâu rồi
Trong anh định nghĩa 2 tiếng yêu thương
Anh không thể trao cho ai kể từ khi anh có em
Mùa thu đó anh có em.
Vậy cớ sao giờ
Hơn 1 năm trôi qua, người đã khác xa thật nhiều
Anh nghe tiếng lá rơi không còn em nữa
Mùa thu đến anh không còn em nữa.
[Chorus:]
Có lẽ nào... Em vội quên đi
Có lẽ nào... Em đưa mùa thu đi
Có lẽ naò... Mùa thu chẳng còn lại gì trong tâm trí em.
Có lẽ nào... Em buông anh đi xa mất
Có lẽ nào... Anh không phải người mà em yêu nhất
Có lẽ nào... Anh phải tự nhủ rằng chỉ là 1 giấc mơ
Anh mất em rồi!
[Rap Verse 1: Mr.T]
Thu đến và đi như những gì đã sắp đặt
Trang giấy trắng đâu thể mờ đi từng màu buồn của nắng
À ơi vu vơ câu hát, có lẽ chưa bao giờ anh viết tặng
Em nhẹ bước chân qua, bao ngọt ngào, bao nhiêu cố gắng
Có hay không những bước thềm trong con tim em cần một khoảng rộng
Biết lúc nào anh có thể lại được gặp em một lần nữa
Là khi đó anh cảm nhận mùi hương tàn cánh hoa sữa
Anh yêu em thật nồng nàn như một định lí đã muôn thuở
Yêu... một người có lẽ phải học thêm nhiều điều
Em là mảnh ghép cuối cùng anh còn thiếu
Nhiều đêm dằn vặt tự gắng mình không hiểu
Lắm những yêu thương trôi qua trong em nào thật nhiều
Không! Lí do nào đã khiến em cùng người đó gặp mặt rồi vội yêu?
Cánh cửa hy vọng như đang đổ sập ngay trước mắt
Không còn hơi ấm nụ hôn bờ vai êm thật chặt
Cảm xúc bỗng nhiên chết lặng
Đông tới ghé nhắn anh rằng
Thu cuối rồi cũng qua nhanh cuốn theo cơn gió lặng lẽ hoà tan vào trong một buổi chiều mưa vắng.
[Bridge: Yanbi]
Lê đôi chân bơ vơ anh đã hụt hẫng thật nhiều (Thật nhiều)
Sao anh không thể ngăn nước mắt nhạt nhoà (Vì ai?)
Đành ôm bờ vai lạnh cuối thu
Cho anh thêm ngậm ngùi (Vì anh)
Cho bao nhiêu yêu thương vút bay
Cho bao nhiêu yêu thương mãi xa(Mãi xa)
Xa cuối tận chân trời
Nơi đó anh đã mất em.
(Chorus...)
[Rap Verse 2: Mr.T]
Hà Nội có lẽ đẹp nhất về đêm
Cũng chính là lúc ôm em thật chặt băng qua mọi nẻo phố cổ ta thường đến
Nhắm mắt chạm nhẹ nỗi đau miền ký ức không tên
Giật mình chợt nhớ anh không thể với đến
Chỉ là giấc mơ quá êm đềm
Trọn vẹn 1 vòng tay dịu êm
Rồi cứ man mác vu vơ, ngẩn ngơ chờ đông tới
Liệu rằng 1 mai sẽ còn thấy nhau trên đường đời
Ta cũng đâu ngờ sau bao ngày chờ đợi
Bài hát cất lên về “Thu Hà Nội” sẽ theo cùng em
Nhưng cùng hình bóng mới
Có lẽ nào...
I'm feeling broken by theses changes.
I feel dangerous I'm tired of containing this.
I don't know what to do.
The thot of your hurt puts me in tears as I lay to sleep.
I pray Lord my soul you'll keep if I'm falling down I hope you'll be around to pick me up lift me up like the herb did.
Let me feel your presence and let it resonate till I've found my resolve. I need you.
I want you back.
That's a fact I crave your attention I need your lessons anyone who isn't with it I'm sorry your so distant.
Came for the soul and I stayed for the looks
Didn’t feel she was whole I seen more than the rough
Yet I stayed which was tough
Ended up roughed up
Dishonest with myself in a way then was stuck
Guess I got what I gave where I’d had too much luck
So she took to my mate, what a fake an they fucked
Knew something was wrong
Now it’s all adding up
Really knew all along
Wasn’t open to look
Didn’t hit for a while
When it hit I was shook
That’s where I put my smile and my trust
Relationships are so important
I was never taught them
How to conduct out of love
Instead of boredom
Learning to live without the hugs an with the torment
Yearning to live without the love until it’s dormant
This is the beat I’ve been missing lmao 🔥 Amazing work you guys💯
4 Emily
Ich tu', was du sagst, genau so wie du es magst
Mein Leben fängt neu an an diesem Tag
Ich will bei dir sein, nie wieder allein
Ich hörte Stimmen, die sagten„Hey, komm, lass sie geh'n
Sie hat's nicht verdient und war auch unverschämt.
Ich hab' ein'n Fehler begang'n, ich war ein anderer Mann
Ich schwör', ich würd' es rückgängig machen, wenn ichs denn kann
I remember when you left, that pain inside, that pain in my chest, it felt like you loved me less, have I done something wrong like the rest,
I remember when you said you loved and I’m always gonna be the best before I knew it u went n left, I thought you loved me, I thought you cared about me, and now I’m here in my bed crying about when you left, I miss you, and I love you
You were my dad, i thought you was meant to care about me n now it’s only me n mum and me honey n Jax, what are you doing to me, your messing my head around tellin me you loved me , n now I’m here thinking of what we coulda been doing now, when you gonna love me?
This is really good 💓
lagrimas viraram poças, isso ficou natural
a tempestade na minha vida me tornou atemporal
sorriso falso, meu dente ta recheado de ouro
minha mente internada e eu implorando por soro
pensando no que me torna imortal quando eu acordo
essa é minha segunda vida, e dói bem mais do que eu recordo
a droga não é combustível, eu to rimando em outro nivel, sabendo que ta bem nítido que eu não vou vencer
eu almejo o impossível, mas eu chego previsível, sendo que com essas linhas só quero agradar você
meu pescoço ta brilhando mesmo com a mente sombria
eu pareço frio por fora, mais dentro eu choro todo dia
minha melhor amiga é a morte, que a noite me faz refletir
se dessa vez eu não vencer, será que eu aguento ficar aqui
não sei se você fica aqui, mas provavelmente não
minha mente ta gritando e minha tristeza em expansão
chega de fazer rima, essa vida é muito paia
vou parar de encher a mente pra encher a conta bancária
e eu quero que se foda o que se pensa
quem eu amo me dispensa
ta foda de aguentar
minha cabeça ta no altoo, mas eu sei que por fora dessa carcaça inútil eu não vou chorar
Gravou irmão?
يا قلب ميت عنوانو العطف والغرام
بحبك متقيد جرحتيني كتير
ومشان مانفترق جروحي خيط
الدنيا وجعتني ومن اوجاعي عم عيط
كنت حاول ظبط علاقتنا مشان ماتحترق
بس هلق انسي قصتنا مجبور لازم نفترق
قصة حب سخيفة عنوانا الفشل والغيرة
حبيتك من اول نظرة حبيتك من نظرة صغيرة
Llevo tanto tiempo jugando a este juego sin sentido
Las cosas que he ganado no valen lo que he perdido
Mientras tu lloras en sus brazos yo sigo aqui escondido
Mientras tu ya me has olvidado yo no me siento vivo
Y como digo
Todo principio también tiene final
Lo bueno siempre acaba pero tambien el mal
Como ves, la vida no es cusual
Quiero otra vez, otra oportunidad
Ey ey ey
Me miro al espejo perdón a mi mismo
Por llevarme al borde del abismo
Por dejar que entraras como un sismo
Que me derrumbarás el destino
Por que tiempo es tan fino
Se fue más rápido que vino
Me dice no llores tranquilo
Pero no se queda conmigo y yo
No se como hacerlo
Dime como paro el tiempo
Dijiste que sería eterno
Van cuatro años no ha cambiado
Que nadie me diga que no he intentado
Nunca perfecto pero he mejorado
Imposible olvidarme de mi pasado
Solo sabía caer y me he levantado
Recuerdo tu cara el enero pasado
Nos calentábamos dentro del carro
La ropa sobraba no faltaban abrazos
Pero que falto tal vez
Ya no te sirvió mi piel
No calienta más él
Es un error sabes
Dijiste que sería hasta que muera
Nunca imaginé que serías tú la de flecha
Ahora entiendo por que olvidaste todas esas promesas
Si yo estoy muerto desde que me dijiste ya no vuelvas hey
Ya no se caminar
Y asi intenté salir del bar
Dame la roja ya no quiero vivir más
La vista se nubla mi voz se quiebra
Si pregunta dónde estás si grita que vuelvas
Pero no, sigo aquí
Escondido de mi mismo
Fallamos por mi
O sera por culpa del destino
Y si es asi
Que venga dios el mismo
Y me diga por que rompimos
Llevo tanto tiempo jugando a este juego sin sentido
Donde lloro mas que río
Ya no siento mas que frío
Y tu
Dime dónde estás
Solo tu
Tu me puedes salvar
Como digo al corazón me dañaste
Te fuiste y no faltó razón se que es tarde
Se que fui un simple cobarde
Aprendí amarte pero no se como olvidarte
Escucha como late como sufre como se parte
Hermano me gustaria hacer un tema con esta letra y darte los creditos
SrWendt palante
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Bro cómo t puedo contactar?
I don’t speak spanish
can i still use this beat? or did Sik World buy the license to it?
Can I use this instrumental for one of my subjects? I will give you credits at the end