I'm literally tuning 18 in a month. It feels like I wasted my teenage years on fighting with demons in my head and it feels like the world is gonna end in a month....
I honestly can't promise you it will get better right away. But I can promise you are not alone. I am wishing for you to be surrounded by love during this time.
Imposter feelings are a lot to deal with. I was so suicidal as a teenager that I never planned beyond turning 20. Now much much older I still sit and wonder how I survived. It’s by one day at a time and when that’s too much then one video at a time. Every step forward is valid no matter how much you backslide.
When i tried to OD at 18 nobody knew, nobody found me.. i passed out for hours (i dont remember how many hours exactly) Its a miracle that i woke up, with my body rejecting all the meds by vomiting them up Im now 27, with a husband who has helped me get my life on track, a job i honestly enjoy, and waiting for my 1st babys arrival Moral of the story... It gets better.. sewer slide is not the way out, be patient, it may take a while but happiness will come to you.. and itll be worth it ❤
I usually don't ever type anything in the comments but your audio really moved me. The fact that I have never had anyone tell me that they are proud of me for doing even the smallest of things. I never knew how much a couple words could make someone so emotional like I was. I attempted to overdose when I was 16 because the guy I thought was the love of my life cheated on me with my bestfriend and then gone back on drugs and alchohol and broke up with me on Thanksgiving day. I'm saying any of this to make anyone feel bad for me, I'm saying it because I was 16 when that all happened and now I'm almost 20 and I'm still pushing through every day. I still do school I have no job my family is broke and I try to find ways I can help out with getting stuff. I have an extremely wonderful bestfriend who is helping me out by giving me money and buying me things I need and want. The point is, is that no matter how hard life gets it will always end up getting better. It could be in a month or years it takes time and patience and also alot of healing. With that being said I appreciate and loved your audio it made me feel so many different emotions.
You responding to my comment honestly made my day. I was overjoyed when I seen that you responded to it. I love what you do and how honest you are and open I also love how soothing your voice is.
When you started saying “I need you..!” , shouted at “my parents”, I almost burst into tears from the realization that no one had ever said this to me or stood up for me like that.. Thank you, Yami🫂
thank you so much for this video, and for all the stuff you do in general ❤️ i watched it yesterday and cried for an hour straight, and it was a much needed cry. i actually felt a bit better after that, so thank you a lot. i've been having suicidal thoughts for almost ten years now, since i was thirteen. i've never committed, but i feel like my mental health only gets worse over time and i'm afraid that one day i might act on these thoughts. i'm trying so hard to get better, but nothing works. right now i'm at the point where i don't even have energy to try, or to believe that things will get better. i can't even go to uni again, or find a job, or just go do something fin outside of my room, because it's too exhausting :(
Nooo my heart 😭😭 I wanna hug you so bad 😭❤️ you are one of the best voice actor EVER (if I can even say it like that lol) anyways keep up the good work ! ❤️
This one is probably difficult for a lot of people. Me included.. thank you for the amazing audio yami❤ if anybody is suffering with this know you are loved and cared for❤❤ and for thoes who need to hear this today. I love you and your an amazingly beautiful/handsome human ❤ -bug jesus
as some one with bad mental health, this helped a lot! def when he said he going to deck the dad, my dad is a lot like this one only mine used to hit a lot, but he dead now and i have a good step-dad.
I know that this my just be buried under a lot of other comments but I just wanted to say how this was actually so comforting because I tried to commit on my birthday because I felt like I was a disappointment to my parents because I've been failing my classes and I play basketball so in my basketball I don't try my hardest and I felt like I was just being a burden to then (also your AMAZING and I won in rock paper scissors)
as a 13 year old girl i and other young people even adults should never be thinking about such stuff this made me break down i just wrote my suicide note a few weeks ago and i needed some comfort. I was and is still getting the love and support that i need, and my friends and family and for some reason this video helped me very much. And it shows how there are always people who love you and want you around and that always makes me feel happy that people love me very much and care for me, ( i also love food too, my mom and grandma make the best food)☺ i hope anyone that goes through this gets the love and help they need ☺❤
when you started saying your proud of us for the small things i literally felt that so deep like i need all of that. thank you for seeing the small things to
Made me cry within the first 5 minutes. At 1:00am. On a school night. Though it was actually refreshing, lol - I needed to cry, honestly. Dude, you put so much emotion into your stuff. It's insane! It feels so real! Honest to goodness, my heart dropped a few times while listening to the audio, and it made me cry multiple times. Buddy, the emotion in your voice is so raw and real, I mean, I can't even dude - it's just flat-out impressive. Keep up the good work! Love from the penguin!
I’ve listened to this a couple times now, and I think out of the entire audio my number one favorite thing is that he yells at her and calls her selfish girl for trying something like this, and those of us who have attempted and failed, and then found out, Know how true that is. I didn’t realize how many people I had, until I almost threw it all away.
TW, im 15 and i tried overdosing two weeks ago on my medicine. I took around 800mg, which is a lot. I went to bed and no one ever knew,i tried overdosing until i woke up 12 hours later in the ER. I almost lost my life. AGAIn. And school, famly, etc has been so much. Idk what to do anymore....
This was intense.. can't stop thinking how fragile we can be, accumulate so much inside everything gets to much and try to end it all for an event that maybe can change... 😢 been there too but I'm a coward 😐 Hope you're feeling good today Yami, remember i am also always proud of you 💕 💕💕
Yami, I wanted to wake up and give you a surprise, leave you in tears and have a happy ending so bad 😭 but you didn't give me chance 😔😭🥺💔🤕 I cried so hard. At one point of my life when I was extremely depressed, I just wanted to end it all. All those memories came back rushing back. Im so thankful i didn't harm myself. And I'm so blessed that I got a new life. My life right now may not be perfect but I believe I will work my hardest to make it my dream life. I wanna live like a princess but right now I have to work like a slave. Have to climb so many stairs, have to experience so many adventures. I never knew life could be so beautiful and I found happiness within me and all the little things I share with my loved ones. I just wanna say to all....that... *Never give up on yourself... You are a work of 🎭🎨 you and your smile is so precious. There's nobody else in this world who can take your place. It's only you. There's only one YOU. So please 🥺 love yourself unconditionally ❤🙏🏻* Thank you so much for this, Yami ❤ You pretty Angel you😇 💖💘 take care, be healthy🥺 *YOU ARE MY COMFORT ZONE 💗*
This is so heartbreaking but also so adorable at the same time ❤️ I hate seeing people cry and think it's their fault that I did something I promise I wouldn't do. When I see someone cry I feel bad because I don't think before I do anything. Man I'm a overthinker so I always think people don't care about me because how much they seem happy when I'm not there. I love bunnies, they are so adorable and cute and fluffy ❤ im a sensitive person especially when someone is crying or mad at me because of my trauma has effected me very badly but i am still here and im very grateful that im still here bc if i wasn't then i wouldn't be able to hear your amazing voice ❤ and i wouldn't be able to see how far i got in life ❤ when i see or hear someone crying i try my best to help them, comfort, make them happy, and make there day because I love seeing people happy❤ I hate being yelled at, but i act like it doesn't scare me even though it does. This is amazing work❤ When He is overprotective it makes me feel safe ❤ you did a wonderful job yami, and im very proud of you ❤ whenever he says he's proud of us it makes me cry of happiness ❤ Yami needs an Occur right away because it's that good it's not only good but it's also amazing abd talented ❤ Yami will always be valid no matter what ❤ When I got the notification of your video being out I was in my first class and i was close of passing out❤ I'm sorry that you had to go through that I'm very proud of you for being here yami and for always putting a smile on my face and other people's to❤ we hope we are doing the same for you to yami❤The type if people that i am around are bad people and those people are my family ❤ i did have a bad week but you make it better and i want to say thank you for always making my day ❤ I am actually starting to workout again, drink water, eat, go for walks, do my homework because i want to become better for myself ❤
You always make videos so thoughtfully even if they are just on light topics, I love them so much and feel so loved from your videos more than others. I am wishing hard for you to get very successful in your life and be happy.❤❤ Please keep doing whatever things you want in your life. You are a very genuinely nice person who actually care for your audience. You always stay so grateful even though you deserve so many audience and your end part was so comforting. Keep going!!
Ima just say.. (please read all the way through) everyone has demons to fight. We all have stress to get through. We all have someone we needed but lost. We all have the feeling of hopelessness. But that doesn’t mean you can’t make it through. You are worth the world! You mean everything to someone! Someone out there will love you till the end of time. I’m 16 and I can say for certain that you can make it through! Everyday! Every morning! I want you to look in the mirror and say I am important! I am loved! I am worth everything! I am valid! Just try it for a week and see how you feel! I can say for certain no matter who you are! No matter what demons you are fighting! You can make it through! You are strong, independent, loved, amazing, beautiful/handsome, and valid! You deserve to be on this earth! You deserve to breath! Never let yourself break. You can make it through! As a 16 year old I’m fighting my own demons. And yes life gets hard! But DONT give up! When you are feeling powerless, lost, depressed, defeated, and hopeless take a step back. Take some deep breaths! You aren’t alone! If you feel like no one loves you just know even though I’m online I love you all. You are here! Every day you make it past challenges! That just SHOWS how strong you are! Don’t give up! You’ve got this! Take your time, take deep breaths, and unwind. You deserve the world. Love you all. 💙💙🫂🫂
@@EthernalYami ofc!! I’ve learned myself I’m here to help others through hard times. I’ve gone through a lot in life so a lot that people go through I understand. You can make it through day after day! Don’t give up! I’m here for you! I’m here for everyone!
Thank you this is really meaningfull cuz i did have a thought or attempt commit 1,5 years ago. Once again thank you for this audio. Also you have us so tell us if there anything cuz we all here for you n you r here for us.
Yami, I’m so proud of you ml, you’ve made it so far in your journey of life, there is many people that love you, including every single one of us, we’re proud of you for making it so far, we love you yami -gone
Oh my god. This one hits close to home. Not even a month ago i was in hospital for this exact reason. Its... become a problem for me. (I feel the need to state i dont do drugs.)
@@EthernalYami mentally, much better. ive been listening to the audios as a coping mechanism and so far it works. but physically i might have damaged my liver but for now i just cant take any medication (probably tmi but time of the month was absolute hell. never gone without neurofen before. basically just cried) but thats over now :)
2 things. 1. I won the game, and I still subscribed. I love your content. 2. I'm equally proud of you for getting to a better place now. I'm proud of you for still being here.
I was this girl and I’m still this girl i can’t remember how many times I tried to end it because of what happened when me and my family my life and everything then I met someone who saved my life many times and I don’t know what do without them
One day, when I was 12 I started picking every meds that I saw around the house because i was planning to do it, but then my mom found out and picked all of them away from me. sometimes I think about it and get sad because my mom in present days doesn’t even let me drink medicines anymore scared that i will try it again..
You really are bad at rock, paper, scissors yami, nonetheless your words of comfort bring me back every time. I appreciate you too, goodnight 🌙 -Midnight
Ok but this was so sweet! 😭😭😭😭 Edit: my bf said if I ever OD then he’s gon be pissed. And if I ever hurt myself he won’t come down to visit me- (he lives in Alaska-)
How Did He Know!!!!????😂 My Grandma Is Dead And My Daddy Is a Drug Addict😭 And I Accidentally Tried To OD Myself a Few Days Ago (Long Story) But Im Okay Thank Goodness And I Just Found This Thank You Yami💕 Edit: Here's The Story On How I Accidentally Od Myself So People Don't Think I Was Doing It For Attention So What Happened Was Is I Was Staying The Night With My Mom (And By The Way My Daddy Isn't With My Mom Anymore But I Do Live With My Aunt) But Anyways I Was Staying The Night With My Mom And It Was 5:00 In The Morning Thats The Time When I Take My Morning Meds So I Took Them And Then I Tried To Wake Up My Mom To Tell Her I Might Have OD Myself And She Gave Me My Morning Medicine Again And So I Thought I Was Going To Die But I Didn't So Yeah Thats The Story
The girlfriend was going through a lot in her life and she did that. This is really hurt and I cried a lot. She didn’t deserved this. 💔💔this really sucks. I know this is only an audio but this is so devastating. Yami was very angry at the girlfriend parents 8:058:158:349:4410:1110:1910:2210:2310:30 I’m too broken to be angry😭😭 8:51 His voice when he says I swear to god it scared me 😮 10:29
The reason I'm probably going to skip this one. Things like this are sensitive to me so while I did comment imma skip it, it'll make me feel the guilt I did a while back when my mental health was really bad🤍
this was soooo gooddddd but...how'd you know my birthday is coming? woah yami are yoy spying🤨🤨🧐 i am proud of YOU FOR BEING HERE WITH US WHENVER YOU CAN i am glad i found you here!! hahaha this youtuber sucks at rock paper scissors, jk jk(i went for scissors) you only told to say this here🤭💕
Haha TH-camrs sucks at rock paper scissors, I am better😊 But to be serious:Thank you. I really feel like I needed to hear this at the end. 😊❤😅 Don't worry I already follow you.I love your work.
Awww love this is so sad and sooo heartbraking i wanna cry 😭🥺 , love but still is so cute of how dyou stayed ther for us it was really cute and sweet of you and just like the sweet and lovely and amazig and most kind person i know and i love and appreciate that 🩷 ,it was bit sansitive but i still wanted to stay for you love also thank you so much again for making mi day just like always with your beautiful voice and amazing acting love , i love you so so so much and i will never hurt mi self like this...again and also to you love i know i could end up hurting you too and also i hope you are a little bit better love i lovw you so much and i dont want enything bad happening to mi princepe too jutst know we are here ok love and also remember to take good care of yourself and to eat and to drink lots of yummy water oki te amo mucho mi amor y mi dulce princepe hermoso 🩷🌸
This was so good and soft. Just made me remember about my own abusive father 🥲 Can i ask for part 2 when listener is getting better 🥺♥️ at the same time love the audio as always 😊
Heloo i hope you all having/had a great night or day and just remember that you are amazig and beautiful and that you matter stay save beautiful flowers and take good care of yourselves oki🩷🫶
Hii love im here and again im late today i had late start in mi hightschool and when i got there i had to go do some work and by the time i checkd mi phone i was already in gym class and after that same as always the classes got so stressed and i just need to be alone and not in mi phone belive me mi love you are so important to me and i love you so much and i did peomes my self that i will not be late but you know how it is sometimes so im sorry mi amor pls forgive me 😿🩷
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I will let you know when i do
@@EthernalYami soo. Cute
I'm literally tuning 18 in a month. It feels like I wasted my teenage years on fighting with demons in my head and it feels like the world is gonna end in a month....
I honestly can't promise you it will get better right away. But I can promise you are not alone. I am wishing for you to be surrounded by love during this time.
Felt… 🫂🫂
The fact that you made it here means you didn't waste it
I am happy to have you here
Imposter feelings are a lot to deal with. I was so suicidal as a teenager that I never planned beyond turning 20. Now much much older I still sit and wonder how I survived. It’s by one day at a time and when that’s too much then one video at a time. Every step forward is valid no matter how much you backslide.
@@Meipmeep good words, also funny seeing you hear hehe 😅
Remember suicide doesn't get rid of the pain, it just gives it to everyone else around you
When i tried to OD at 18 nobody knew, nobody found me.. i passed out for hours (i dont remember how many hours exactly)
Its a miracle that i woke up, with my body rejecting all the meds by vomiting them up
Im now 27, with a husband who has helped me get my life on track, a job i honestly enjoy, and waiting for my 1st babys arrival
Moral of the story... It gets better.. sewer slide is not the way out, be patient, it may take a while but happiness will come to you.. and itll be worth it ❤
I am f*king proud of you ❤
I'd wake up after the "Boba" and be like "Did someone say boba!?"
HAHAHHAHAHHAH
BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
I never thought that the word "selfish" could be use in the best way possible and caring way ever 😥
OwO
I usually don't ever type anything in the comments but your audio really moved me. The fact that I have never had anyone tell me that they are proud of me for doing even the smallest of things. I never knew how much a couple words could make someone so emotional like I was. I attempted to overdose when I was 16 because the guy I thought was the love of my life cheated on me with my bestfriend and then gone back on drugs and alchohol and broke up with me on Thanksgiving day. I'm saying any of this to make anyone feel bad for me, I'm saying it because I was 16 when that all happened and now I'm almost 20 and I'm still pushing through every day. I still do school I have no job my family is broke and I try to find ways I can help out with getting stuff. I have an extremely wonderful bestfriend who is helping me out by giving me money and buying me things I need and want. The point is, is that no matter how hard life gets it will always end up getting better. It could be in a month or years it takes time and patience and also alot of healing. With that being said I appreciate and loved your audio it made me feel so many different emotions.
you will make it through
you will make it to a day where you are happy you made it through
there will come a time where you will find happiness
You responding to my comment honestly made my day. I was overjoyed when I seen that you responded to it. I love what you do and how honest you are and open I also love how soothing your voice is.
This is so heartbreaking😢 I really wish for a part 2 with a happy ending 🥺
working on it
When you started saying “I need you..!” , shouted at “my parents”, I almost burst into tears from the realization that no one had ever said this to me or stood up for me like that.. Thank you, Yami🫂
of course my love
It hurts my heart hearing his voice like this
awe *HUG*
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Thank you for making this audio because I wish that was my friends or partner reaction when I was in the same situation half a year ago. I just wish.
This will be probably buried under hundreds of comments but whatever
I see you
and I will always see you
So many of us didn’t have someone in our corner during the darkness. Thank you for letting your voice be a light.
yes he is the light, don't tell them i'am hear plz
@@milo_2525 hugs.
thank you so much for this video, and for all the stuff you do in general ❤️ i watched it yesterday and cried for an hour straight, and it was a much needed cry. i actually felt a bit better after that, so thank you a lot.
i've been having suicidal thoughts for almost ten years now, since i was thirteen. i've never committed, but i feel like my mental health only gets worse over time and i'm afraid that one day i might act on these thoughts. i'm trying so hard to get better, but nothing works. right now i'm at the point where i don't even have energy to try, or to believe that things will get better. i can't even go to uni again, or find a job, or just go do something fin outside of my room, because it's too exhausting :(
This is sososo well acted, good job Yami 🤍
🥲
thank you so much
I have struggled with addiction and overdosed multiple times, abusive parents and everything so this audio made me cry and was so comforting
Nooo my heart 😭😭
I wanna hug you so bad 😭❤️ you are one of the best voice actor EVER (if I can even say it like that lol) anyways keep up the good work ! ❤️
*hug you tight*
@@EthernalYami*hug you back tight*
This one is probably difficult for a lot of people. Me included.. thank you for the amazing audio yami❤ if anybody is suffering with this know you are loved and cared for❤❤ and for thoes who need to hear this today. I love you and your an amazingly beautiful/handsome human ❤ -bug jesus
I WONNN❤😂 ( Love youuu)
awwwe thank you for your support bug jesus
@@EthernalYami anytime lovely🩵🌸
i was touched,this was truly beautiful the story had me crying ❤
as some one with bad mental health, this helped a lot! def when he said he going to deck the dad, my dad is a lot like this one only mine used to hit a lot, but he dead now and i have a good step-dad.
I know that this my just be buried under a lot of other comments but I just wanted to say how this was actually so comforting because I tried to commit on my birthday because I felt like I was a disappointment to my parents because I've been failing my classes and I play basketball so in my basketball I don't try my hardest and I felt like I was just being a burden to then
(also your AMAZING and I won in rock paper scissors)
as a 13 year old girl i and other young people even adults should never be thinking about such stuff this made me break down i just wrote my suicide note a few weeks ago and i needed some comfort. I was and is still getting the love and support that i need, and my friends and family and for some reason this video helped me very much. And it shows how there are always people who love you and want you around and that always makes me feel happy that people love me very much and care for me, ( i also love food too, my mom and grandma make the best food)☺ i hope anyone that goes through this gets the love and help they need ☺❤
when you started saying your proud of us for the small things i literally felt that so deep like i need all of that. thank you for seeing the small things to
Made me cry within the first 5 minutes. At 1:00am. On a school night. Though it was actually refreshing, lol - I needed to cry, honestly.
Dude, you put so much emotion into your stuff. It's insane! It feels so real! Honest to goodness, my heart dropped a few times while listening to the audio, and it made me cry multiple times. Buddy, the emotion in your voice is so raw and real, I mean, I can't even dude - it's just flat-out impressive. Keep up the good work!
Love from the penguin!
I’ve listened to this a couple times now, and I think out of the entire audio my number one favorite thing is that he yells at her and calls her selfish girl for trying something like this, and those of us who have attempted and failed, and then found out, Know how true that is. I didn’t realize how many people I had, until I almost threw it all away.
TW, im 15 and i tried overdosing two weeks ago on my medicine. I took around 800mg, which is a lot. I went to bed and no one ever knew,i tried overdosing until i woke up 12 hours later in the ER. I almost lost my life. AGAIn. And school, famly, etc has been so much. Idk what to do anymore....
This was intense.. can't stop thinking how fragile we can be, accumulate so much inside everything gets to much and try to end it all for an event that maybe can change... 😢 been there too but I'm a coward 😐
Hope you're feeling good today Yami, remember i am also always proud of you 💕 💕💕
This really made me cry bc I relate to this sm☹️
This is so sad and heartbreaking. Hearing your voice crying like this very heart breaking. 1:32 1:38 1:43 1:47 2:16 2:22 😭😭😭
awwwwe
@@EthernalYami ☺️🫶🏼✨💕
Yami, I wanted to wake up and give you a surprise, leave you in tears and have a happy ending so bad 😭 but you didn't give me chance 😔😭🥺💔🤕 I cried so hard. At one point of my life when I was extremely depressed, I just wanted to end it all. All those memories came back rushing back. Im so thankful i didn't harm myself. And I'm so blessed that I got a new life. My life right now may not be perfect but I believe I will work my hardest to make it my dream life. I wanna live like a princess but right now I have to work like a slave. Have to climb so many stairs, have to experience so many adventures. I never knew life could be so beautiful and I found happiness within me and all the little things I share with my loved ones. I just wanna say to all....that... *Never give up on yourself... You are a work of 🎭🎨 you and your smile is so precious. There's nobody else in this world who can take your place. It's only you. There's only one YOU. So please 🥺 love yourself unconditionally ❤🙏🏻* Thank you so much for this, Yami ❤ You pretty Angel you😇 💖💘 take care, be healthy🥺 *YOU ARE MY COMFORT ZONE 💗*
This is so heartbreaking but also so adorable at the same time ❤️ I hate seeing people cry and think it's their fault that I did something I promise I wouldn't do. When I see someone cry I feel bad because I don't think before I do anything. Man I'm a overthinker so I always think people don't care about me because how much they seem happy when I'm not there. I love bunnies, they are so adorable and cute and fluffy ❤ im a sensitive person especially when someone is crying or mad at me because of my trauma has effected me very badly but i am still here and im very grateful that im still here bc if i wasn't then i wouldn't be able to hear your amazing voice ❤ and i wouldn't be able to see how far i got in life ❤ when i see or hear someone crying i try my best to help them, comfort, make them happy, and make there day because I love seeing people happy❤ I hate being yelled at, but i act like it doesn't scare me even though it does. This is amazing work❤ When He is overprotective it makes me feel safe ❤ you did a wonderful job yami, and im very proud of you ❤ whenever he says he's proud of us it makes me cry of happiness ❤ Yami needs an Occur right away because it's that good it's not only good but it's also amazing abd talented ❤ Yami will always be valid no matter what ❤ When I got the notification of your video being out I was in my first class and i was close of passing out❤ I'm sorry that you had to go through that I'm very proud of you for being here yami and for always putting a smile on my face and other people's to❤ we hope we are doing the same for you to yami❤The type if people that i am around are bad people and those people are my family ❤ i did have a bad week but you make it better and i want to say thank you for always making my day ❤ I am actually starting to workout again, drink water, eat, go for walks, do my homework because i want to become better for myself ❤
awwwe keep working on yourself and keep being you
i love you
@@EthernalYami I love you too Yami, and I will
You always make videos so thoughtfully even if they are just on light topics, I love them so much and feel so loved from your videos more than others. I am wishing hard for you to get very successful in your life and be happy.❤❤
Please keep doing whatever things you want in your life. You are a very genuinely nice person who actually care for your audience. You always stay so grateful even though you deserve so many audience and your end part was so comforting.
Keep going!!
Thank you so much
Damn bro made me rethink future choices =))) thanks for potentially saving my life for now Yami
always how are you? dm me on instagram.com/ethernal.yami/
Ima just say.. (please read all the way through) everyone has demons to fight. We all have stress to get through. We all have someone we needed but lost. We all have the feeling of hopelessness. But that doesn’t mean you can’t make it through. You are worth the world! You mean everything to someone! Someone out there will love you till the end of time. I’m 16 and I can say for certain that you can make it through! Everyday! Every morning! I want you to look in the mirror and say I am important! I am loved! I am worth everything! I am valid! Just try it for a week and see how you feel! I can say for certain no matter who you are! No matter what demons you are fighting! You can make it through! You are strong, independent, loved, amazing, beautiful/handsome, and valid! You deserve to be on this earth! You deserve to breath! Never let yourself break. You can make it through! As a 16 year old I’m fighting my own demons. And yes life gets hard! But DONT give up! When you are feeling powerless, lost, depressed, defeated, and hopeless take a step back. Take some deep breaths! You aren’t alone! If you feel like no one loves you just know even though I’m online I love you all. You are here! Every day you make it past challenges! That just SHOWS how strong you are! Don’t give up! You’ve got this! Take your time, take deep breaths, and unwind. You deserve the world.
Love you all. 💙💙🫂🫂
awwe thank you so much
I teared up reading this
@@EthernalYami ofc!! I’ve learned myself I’m here to help others through hard times. I’ve gone through a lot in life so a lot that people go through I understand. You can make it through day after day! Don’t give up! I’m here for you! I’m here for everyone!
The way I pressed this so fast
how was it?
Omg 😭😭😭 I love you too I needed to hear that
This is amazing, thank you for this yami❤
aww aria i am happy you liked it
Thank you this is really meaningfull cuz i did have a thought or attempt commit 1,5 years ago. Once again thank you for this audio. Also you have us so tell us if there anything cuz we all here for you n you r here for us.
stay strong I believe in you
Amazing 😢 good job Mr yami :3 💖💝💙
thank you puppy
Yami, I’m so proud of you ml, you’ve made it so far in your journey of life, there is many people that love you, including every single one of us, we’re proud of you for making it so far, we love you yami
-gone
The way i was in the hospital today for sonething like this. Hmm. Anyway, thank you for this audio
how are you feeling?
@EthernalYami trying my best to get back to normal. I'm just in a lot of pain. But it is ok
We all love you Yami😭💕🫶🏼
love you tooo
@@EthernalYami 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼❤️❤️❤️
Oh my god. This one hits close to home. Not even a month ago i was in hospital for this exact reason. Its... become a problem for me.
(I feel the need to state i dont do drugs.)
awe how are you feeling love?
@@EthernalYami mentally, much better. ive been listening to the audios as a coping mechanism and so far it works. but physically i might have damaged my liver but for now i just cant take any medication (probably tmi but time of the month was absolute hell. never gone without neurofen before. basically just cried) but thats over now :)
2 things. 1. I won the game, and I still subscribed. I love your content. 2. I'm equally proud of you for getting to a better place now. I'm proud of you for still being here.
I was this girl and I’m still this girl i can’t remember how many times I tried to end it because of what happened when me and my family my life and everything then I met someone who saved my life many times and I don’t know what do without them
you're no longer along
you no longer need to face these things alone
you have me
One day, when I was 12 I started picking every meds that I saw around the house because i was planning to do it, but then my mom found out and picked all of them away from me.
sometimes I think about it and get sad because my mom in present days doesn’t even let me drink medicines anymore scared that i will try it again..
No No No I can't do this 😭💔 yami why are you trying to make me cry 😭😭😭
awe I am sorryyy
@@EthernalYami It's ok
Its soooo cuteeeeeeee❤❤❤❤
Love you yami❤
And I won at Rock,Paper scissors😂😂❤
damn I will win next time
You really are bad at rock, paper, scissors yami, nonetheless your words of comfort bring me back every time. I appreciate you too, goodnight 🌙
-Midnight
AHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA I WILL WINNN
Thank you, it helps alot ❤
always
Give me the bunny and I’ll wake up😍
Ok but this was so sweet! 😭😭😭😭
Edit: my bf said if I ever OD then he’s gon be pissed. And if I ever hurt myself he won’t come down to visit me- (he lives in Alaska-)
is it?
@@EthernalYamithe bunny! 😭😭😭😭😭
@@EthernalYaminot the OD part- the words- what u said- my heart was melting- it was so hard not to! 😭😭
How Did He Know!!!!????😂 My Grandma Is Dead And My Daddy Is a Drug Addict😭 And I Accidentally Tried To OD Myself a Few Days Ago (Long Story) But Im Okay Thank Goodness And I Just Found This
Thank You Yami💕
Edit: Here's The Story On How I Accidentally Od Myself So People Don't Think I Was Doing It For Attention So What Happened Was Is I Was Staying The Night With My Mom (And By The Way My Daddy Isn't With My Mom Anymore But I Do Live With My Aunt) But Anyways I Was Staying The Night With My Mom And It Was 5:00 In The Morning Thats The Time When I Take My Morning Meds So I Took Them And Then I Tried To Wake Up My Mom To Tell Her I Might Have OD Myself And She Gave Me My Morning Medicine Again And So I Thought I Was Going To Die But I Didn't So Yeah Thats The Story
Part two pls❤❤
working on it
Yami you need to be a voice actor or just a actor 😊
Hi yame just remember to that care of yourself and past you is looking up to you and so prude of you for keep going
aww this means a lot to me
good job yami !!!!
Thank you!!
The girlfriend was going through a lot in her life and she did that. This is really hurt and I cried a lot. She didn’t deserved this. 💔💔this really sucks. I know this is only an audio but this is so devastating.
Yami was very angry at the girlfriend parents 8:05 8:15 8:34 9:44 10:11 10:19 10:22 10:23 10:30
I’m too broken to be angry😭😭 8:51
His voice when he says I swear to god it scared me 😮 10:29
The reason I'm probably going to skip this one. Things like this are sensitive to me so while I did comment imma skip it, it'll make me feel the guilt I did a while back when my mental health was really bad🤍
Also same- it's powerful >-
@@Mollsbug27 I’m so sorry to hear that love I hope you’re good now 🙏🏼🙏🏼🤍🤍
@@Mollsbug27 yeah it is 😩
@@Sweetestgirl_life777 I am I have a different group and a much better mental state, sometimes I go back to the old frame but I'm alright🩵🌸🤍✨️
If there is heaven, I bet it feels a lot like you 🥰
awwwee ima repost this it's so cute
I OD a couple days ago and only my friend knows and I feel bad now because I made her cry…
this was soooo gooddddd
but...how'd you know my birthday is coming? woah yami are yoy spying🤨🤨🧐
i am proud of YOU FOR BEING HERE WITH US WHENVER YOU CAN i am glad i found you here!!
hahaha this youtuber sucks at rock paper scissors, jk jk(i went for scissors) you only told to say this here🤭💕
what day is your bday? remind me on the day
15th of february🤭🤭@@EthernalYami
Omg this is so sad 🥺😭
*hug*
This is just super sad
Me crying:
what's wrong darling?
Haha TH-camrs sucks at rock paper scissors, I am better😊
But to be serious:Thank you. I really feel like I needed to hear this at the end. 😊❤😅
Don't worry I already follow you.I love your work.
Brb sobbing
I want a part 2 please Yami.
oh let me start writing
@@EthernalYami yay thank you
没关系，又活了一天已经很棒了!🌟
It is great to live another day
amazing.❤
Thank you! 😊
:)
Awww love this is so sad and sooo heartbraking i wanna cry 😭🥺 , love but still is so cute of how dyou stayed ther for us it was really cute and sweet of you and just like the sweet and lovely and amazig and most kind person i know and i love and appreciate that 🩷 ,it was bit sansitive but i still wanted to stay for you love also thank you so much again for making mi day just like always with your beautiful voice and amazing acting love , i love you so so so much and i will never hurt mi self like this...again and also to you love i know i could end up hurting you too and also i hope you are a little bit better love i lovw you so much and i dont want enything bad happening to mi princepe too jutst know we are here ok love and also remember to take good care of yourself and to eat and to drink lots of yummy water oki te amo mucho mi amor y mi dulce princepe hermoso 🩷🌸
te amo
@@EthernalYami yo también te amo 🤭💋🩷🩷
Thanks I love you ❤
always
This was so good and soft. Just made me remember about my own abusive father 🥲
Can i ask for part 2 when listener is getting better 🥺♥️ at the same time love the audio as always 😊
I am writing it now
@@EthernalYami thank you 😊
Is it just me or did Yami's voice change a lil😏😏❤❤
oh has it?
@@EthernalYami yesss🤭🥰
I hope your having a good day today lovely i love you 💕 and please keep smiling if you can’t that’s ok 😊 just keep trying ❤😊💕
I promise I will never give up
@@EthernalYami good 😊 💕✨
Promise me the same?
Heloo i hope you all having/had a great night or day and just remember that you are amazig and beautiful and that you matter stay save beautiful flowers and take good care of yourselves oki🩷🫶
I am doing alot better thank you for asking how are you
@@EthernalYami thants good im glad uou are better mi love , im doing a bit better too know my love thankx for asking
Hii love im here and again im late today i had late start in mi hightschool and when i got there i had to go do some work and by the time i checkd mi phone i was already in gym class and after that same as always the classes got so stressed and i just need to be alone and not in mi phone belive me mi love you are so important to me and i love you so much and i did peomes my self that i will not be late but you know how it is sometimes so im sorry mi amor pls forgive me 😿🩷
awe how are you feeling now
@@EthernalYami im a bit better know thanks for asking mi love
Yami how do you Know it's almost my birthday
when is your bday?
@@EthernalYami march 5th
TH-camrs suck at rock paper scissors ✂️
Take that back i am a literal god