Bedwetter - Stoop Lights

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Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I don't got hate for myself
I got nothing to say to me
I spend everyday with me
I'm tired I need an escape
It's hard to relate to me
Straight at the bottle no chasing it
Look at my eyes I'm a space cadet
Just a matter of time I'mma embrace death
Dead pool you should place a bet
I'm in the bounce of war
But I feel no stress when I let it pour
But it all come back when I can't run back
Anything that even happened the night before
Always gonna fall on the sharpest sword
Always gonna sleep on the hardest floor
You can still see light in the darkest corner
But you still feel lost when it's unexplored
So I'mma see black until my eyes adjust
Till my time is up, 'till my mind is fucked
Limp around town with an Irish crutch
With a belly full of whisky and self-disgust
Peakin' at my body two splayed hand
As I grunt and I drool like a caveman
Fucked up, I'm a fool
With a room and a view of a wasteland
[Hook x2]
Sit and watch the stoop lights flicker
Stoop lights flicker cuz my eyes half closed
Eyes half closed cuz the bottle half gone
Bottle half gone stoop lights on strobe
Can't stop thinking that's my mind on liquor
Mind on liquor now my mind half gone
Mind half gone cuz i wish i had a family
Family ain't here cuz i been living wrong
[Verse 2]
Puke in my mouth I got used to the flavor
Face on the porcelain, photo engraver
Memories fade and they float in the air
Like dusk casting shadows and sodium vapour
Waking up in situations
Feeling like I'm living in suspend animation
Guess I'm still sober on occasions
That's enough for me to rationalize inebriation