When I was 17, I attempted suicide this was my 3rd attempt. At the hospital I was told 30 minutes later and I would not have survived. When I was 20 (1986) my brother put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger, I was the one who found him. I still have days that are hard. I see someone who looks like him, a certain smell or song and I'll fall to pieces. 36 years and I still grieve!
@TheLongjohntim thanks for sharing your lesson. I am very ill, and I think about dying daily. The only thing that stops me is my family. But I am really at a breaking point. I am so sorry for your loss. But I can understand your brother. Sometimes the pain is too great.
2:38 of this video: "....Depression is almost like a survival strategy. It's the body and mind's reaction to stress and trauma is just to go into this place where you keep yourself safe even if it is like very self-serving and self-pity..." Well said, and profoundly accurate where most people suffer great depression and even reach a suicidal stage because the poor environment, lack of companionship, and hope which makes it harder to combat the internal warfare, and move on to a more tranquil state of mind.
It's not flight or flight. Depression is not a defense mechanism. All depression is is self pity. You choose to be down if you choose to stand your depression will go away. Start walking that's all you need to do. You don't need medication you don't need counseling you just need to grow the f****** and quit being a little b****.
I feel like all my friends are gone. I am terrible at maintaining relationships and now that i am suicidal it all becomes so clear to me that I am all alone.
Although good advice, when you feel deeply depressed and like you are a terrible person then you don’t have the energy or will to rage against anything. Depression is brutal
Lost so many people I loved dearly lost touch with them all either thru via death or via moving far far away and my depression was getting worse and worse and worse
You’re saying if people understood how amazing life after death was everyone would regret not committing suicide (everyone would commit suicide) like what dood?
The party about nature hit close to home. On my last attempt, I was doing in in the desert. Days later it felt so disrespectful to everything I had believed about nature. Like, that just wasn’t the place to do it.
![มองหน้ากันไม่ติด (Awkward) - โอ๊ต ปราโมทย์ FEAT. MAIYARAP [Official MV]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/4b02SY_r6Gw/mqdefault.jpg)
I searched faces of suicide and i ended up here.
Be kind to everyone you meet,
They're battling you know nothing about...
Thanks for sharing. Glad you ended up here.
Our social comedians suffer so much.
Oooo. I understand. I never wanted to commit suicide but, just to get away from sick bastards.
I am being attacked in my weak moments.
When I was 17, I attempted suicide this was my 3rd attempt. At the hospital I was told 30 minutes later and I would not have survived. When I was 20 (1986) my brother put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger, I was the one who found him. I still have days that are hard. I see someone who looks like him, a certain smell or song and I'll fall to pieces. 36 years and I still grieve!
I understand the pain, sorry to hear
😢😢😢 life is hard on earth
When you try suicide you never think of what it will do to those left behind. This was a lesson I learned the hard way but a lesson I needed to learn.
@TheLongjohntim thanks for sharing your lesson. I am very ill, and I think about dying daily. The only thing that stops me is my family. But I am really at a breaking point. I am so sorry for your loss. But I can understand your brother. Sometimes the pain is too great.
2:38 of this video:
"....Depression is almost like a survival strategy. It's the body and mind's reaction to stress and trauma is just to go into this place where you keep yourself safe even if it is like very self-serving and self-pity..."
Well said, and profoundly accurate where most people suffer great depression and even reach a suicidal stage because the poor environment, lack of companionship, and hope which makes it harder to combat the internal warfare, and move on to a more tranquil state of mind.
It's not flight or flight. Depression is not a defense mechanism. All depression is is self pity. You choose to be down if you choose to stand your depression will go away. Start walking that's all you need to do. You don't need medication you don't need counseling you just need to grow the f****** and quit being a little b****.
I feel like all my friends are gone. I am terrible at maintaining relationships and now that i am suicidal it all becomes so clear to me that I am all alone.
@Whizper2me I am still here. Thank you for asking
Feels man...
You are not alone. God cares for you. Cry out to Him. He does hear.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
That's easier said than done 💯
I said rage.
Not quibble.
Although good advice, when you feel deeply depressed and like you are a terrible person then you don’t have the energy or will to rage against anything. Depression is brutal
We will get through this moment together.
He was lucky to have a friend!
Thank you for sharing your experience. You seem very sad, and I hope in the two years since this video you've found peace and a bit of happiness.
Thanks for sharing this story 🙏🏻
An inspiring story of resilience and survival.
What a strong man. I couldnt imagine the pain of losing a father and brother to such a thing.
Always resist death
You asked us to report if we know some one: me
Thank you so much. You cannot imagine how much help you have gifted to people with this video. God Bless.
Great video!❤💚
This helped me thank you for sharing your story. My father, too, struggles.
I understand why people do it
Having a daughter saved my life, I heard.
Shared. Not Canadian but subscribed to international community. Deep breaths 🙂
Thanks so much Jina! Stay safe & healthy!
Nobody should have to live in an emotionally shitty place
This one really hit home
Lost so many people I loved dearly lost touch with them all either thru via death or via moving far far away and my depression was getting worse and worse and worse
🙏
If people knew how beautiful and full of love is the other side they would actually regret if they attempt to commit a suicide was unsuccessful.
How do you know? Is it really like that? My sister just killed herself.
You’re saying if people understood how amazing life after death was everyone would regret not committing suicide (everyone would commit suicide) like what dood?
What a turn around👍🏿
Thanks so much for the support & affirmation!
@@OdeProductions sure
🙏🏼🔥❤️🤗😘
Who wants to no this ffs 😮
The party about nature hit close to home. On my last attempt, I was doing in in the desert. Days later it felt so disrespectful to everything I had believed about nature. Like, that just wasn’t the place to do it.
This guy looks like the dude on food network
he looks like benjamin button
You mean Alton Brown?
💜😈💨🖤 Survive .