You took love right away from its purpose You ain't care to think bout who you were hurting You made me feel worthless Then what are you cuz I know it ain't perfect I gave all of my time to you but you weren't even worth it I had your back more than your fucking spine When shit got bad, I stayed for the rough times You cant say that I wasn't your ride or die It was my time to go but I ain't say goodbye I hate you, I hate you I wish I ain't date you I wish I ain't love you I tried to escape you But I was still in love so, I stuck by you side Just to look dumb and get caught in your lies "I won't do it again. I ain't these other guys" I heard the same lines about a million times But I'm over it, I closed the book for that chapter I learned my lesson, don't go falling for these actors Subscribe to my TH-cam channel for more raps!
*Beat drop*..... I'm 13 in a world wit a big dream imma be somebody I can see it in my sleep and its a whole bunch of people hating on my team why they hating on my team my team is only me and I don't need nobody else and thats a proven thing learned how to walk with nothing but my own to feet and fa myself I can always depend on me *short break* This is a letter not to you but to my self so I can hear and keep it chucking when I have nothing left I have neared 14 years with tons of feeling on my back but I'd rather keep it moving cuz ain't no time to back track *break till beat drop again* And if I give up on my dream then I give up on myself and if I give up on myself then that means I have nothing left I would rather keep it moving cuz I swear giving up is so much easier then losing can u see the road I'm choosing its a battle with ya self no time to be depressed jus knowing in the end you out fought all the rest this is a letter not to but as a letter to myself
Milotv u made me feel so worth life I was thinking about alot of shit to end my life but when I hear u in ur music and songs it's true facts ily keep up the progress love u milotv
Holidays, Birthdays I can’t even see you on my worst days, And even though you gave me my worst days I’m still missing something I can’t replace, I can’t call my dad for advice, He never gave me none of his time, Ion even know what it feels like, I only seen him when he got high and I only talk to him when I write I’m just hoping that he might see this one day when he’s scrolling through his timeline And maybe then he might try So used to this feeling that now when I think about it I don’t even cry And now that I’m older my blood colder because I see through all the lies Now I wake up why couldn’t you just wake up and take care of your kids cause you made You put us through so much it’s changed us All of that love it was fake huh All of them drugs was your thang huh I see that, And you were stuck on em Every single day you got a rush on em You was feelin it you kept wanting more Forgot about us for some pills and a needle All of them drugs they just made you so evil Told you just to stop I told you ain’t need em, With all of that said I don’t care you can keep em Imma let i go I’m tellin you imma let it go All of these feelings gonna stay afloat but I’m telling you imma let it go Imma let it go I’m tellin you imma let it go All of these feelings gonna stay afloat but I’m telling you imma let it go
Is this the end of the world, My heart broken and the word is spoken, It's letter 2you of the memories I had of you Had my heart had my soul, Thought we gon grow old, I'm sorry to say, gonna go our separate ways
I've been hurting so much I can't even understand, was breaking my heart and happiness part of ur plan? , I don't really know what I can and I can't do, I can't really think straight when I'm without you, now I'm looking up slowly like what is wrong, tryna go and love again but I know I don't belong , now I'm sitting in the corner in my bedroom making songs, and I keep looking at my phone hoping that'll you'll call, cause I can't live without u , can't do it without you , and tbh I feel I can't be here without you, look , u were a blessing teaching me u was a lesson, cause you know I barely ever listened look, ur like a dream and I'm like where you going baby , I miss you so much but there's no way I can keep u here staying , but now I wish I never kissed u never hugged u , wishing that I never even trusted you, tbh I'm not getting sleep these nights, too many different thoughts going through my mind, like is there any happiness that I can find , spending money ain't happiness what is, is when ur spending time, and baby I may not be what u expected , but imma be myself and unlike u I won't be selfish , and maybe so u never loved me from the start, these lyrics come from a story of a broken heart..🤷🏾♂️😴💔 dropping this tuesday
Late nights when I sit up reminiscing, but then I gotta stop, cause it ain’t you that I’m missing . It’s just our bond , and everything that we had. But now it’s gone , and I’m stuck and I’m feeling so sad. But through all of this pain, I don’t shed a tear. Cause you seeing me cry, is one of my biggest fears . So Ima try to stay strong, ima keep up my head, and try to forget every bullshit lie that you said . “I love you “ “I trust you” “I miss you” “I do “ Outta all those things you said, do you even have a clue? That you would do me like that, and you would hurt me so bad. That you would ruin all the trust for you that I had . Why’d you have to lie, why’d you have to make me cry, and why was I the only one that was putting up a fight? I guess it’s true I loved you, you swept me off my fight, but I held it down, and you ain’t do the same for me... All that I was asking was for somebody I could love, somebody I could trust, and somebody I could hug But for you, I guess that I was asking for way to much. And for me, I guess that it was that I just ran outa luck I don’t really wanna say it, but I guess it’s goodbye, it’s the best for the both of us since we can’t try
you was never ever there Let me be honest With this letter right here This just me clearing the air Fr Don't care about no feelings Did you care about mine Use to call me sunshine you left me so blind Dang dad you was supposed to be the hero Im headed to the top You still stuck at that zero Man aint no man in you Life full of all them lies Now you hear my truth im 17 now I know you forgot about my birthday January 22nd born on Monday But you don't care anyway You missed my first dance And when I fell You wasn't there to hold my hand Dang That hurt I know you was 2 young But at least you know yo Dad And every time I look at you it makes me so mad Imma be good on my own actin bad When I win that trophy Don't try to be a dad Imma lil girl still Yeah it's sad to say I miss you man But just stay away God is my father And he never let me down You was in love with the game You just another clown This is my letter to you can you understand Where was you Dad Why couldn't you be the man For once For once Repeat 2x (End 1:36)
this my letter to you i hope you understand jus how much i need you you don't got me out here looking mental use to have to pretend to be happy but now i don't gotta pretend to baby im feeling you not used to feeling like this baby do you get the jist? i needa hold you in my arms w you, there's no such thing as harm istg you my lucky charm baby you got a heart imma be by your side, even in the dark you my lil poptart😩 promise i won't break yo lul heart it's hard to change my old ways but for you, imma succeed you make me feel like a queen you made me realize my worth you got me through & made me forget the hurt finding you was a blessing swear you was sent right down from heaven you always in my head i be dreaming about you while I'm laying in bed i mean everything I've ever said imma be w you whether you do or don't got bread either way, imma always make sure you fed i ain't leaving till I'm dead I'll ride w you till the wheels fall off and even when they do, baby we can walk i love it when we talk baby, jus understand i need you you're perfect to me imma make mine baby you so fine promise for you I'll ride I'll make sure everything's fine I'll be your shoulder to cry on & even if things don't work out in the end imma always be your friend💙
When i was 10 years old , i got taken away from my mom. I had 3 sisters on the side. That day i cried && cried , it was crazy because i didnt see it coming. That day we was sitting on the phone she said " baby im so sorry && i love you. Tell your sisters i love them too. I woke up everyday in that foster home , wondering what the hell is going on. Asking god what did i do wrong ? It felt like it was all my fault. Everyday it was just something new , waking up to a stanger that i never knew. It was hard not seeing my mom. My dad got locked up for personal situation too. I was in foster care for dang near 4 years , always wondered when my mom was gonna get us back. I was tired , tired of seeing all these kids with their actual parents saying " mom && dad " it wasnt easy. It was really hard. People never knew what i actually went thru this isnt even half the story but i hope you like && enjoy too.
I can tell that you don't ever want to trust again 'Cause every time you trusted it just left ya hurt And I can tell that you don't ever want to love again 'Cause when they leave all you do I second guess ya worth Now you're choking on your tears and you can't breathe 'Cause all the pain is coming at you like a stampede And even after all of that you feel you cant leave But don't go changing who you are to fit a mans needs It's not fair I know it isn't right but you were Meant to shine bright don't you dim ya light, live ya life Because you're perfect how you are don't you change a thing And baby you were made a queen but he aint a king So why you trippin when it aint a thing? One day you'll Find someone who will make it seem like every days a dream Just be honest with yourself that you're truly done And make your ex man jealous of who you become Tell me who it is you are You say you got a big ole heart But that it's filled with scars And that you wanna die cause you're tired of the pain I'll tell you who it is you are I know you're a shining star And that you been fighting hard And that you're gonna rise from the fire and the flames See I know who you won't be At least not anymore with all that confidence Girl I can see the beauty that you don't see And you deserve someone who doesn't call it quits Not someone who puts you down like you're incompetent See that's why you feel uncomfortable with compliments 'Cause you put up a wall, 'cause you don't know who's fake now You don't know whos gonna build you up or make you break down And you don't want to risk it you will not relive it and that's Why you built a barrier to make sure that nobody visits And I realize it hurts and that this time is worse But I know you were meant for more so just realize your worth It's not determined by a man or even by the church It's determined in yourself so look inside and search You got more power than you think don't let a man define you And I promise I will stand behind you See he was busy tryna burn you down with a couple matches But you are like a phoenix rising from the ashes And becoming a better you someone That you never knew, girl it was something you were meant to do All the pain and the flames made you stronger Not whenever it gets in your way you will conquer All I speak is truth really hope that you believe this So when you're in the fire just remember you're a phoenix Tell me who it is you are You say you got a big ole heart But that it's filled with scars And that you wanna die 'cause you're tired of the pain I'll tell you who it is you are I know you're a shining star And that you been fighting hard And that you're gonna rise from the fire and the flames
You look right in my face and you told a lie You said you would never leave my life Most nights i would stay up thinking of you and i would cry missing you so much Knowing there's no way possible you would ever re-enter my life Its been two years and most nights I sit up looking at pictures of us with eyeballs full of tears Still shock and sometimes still in fear You promised me if you ever fall down you'd pop back up I told you would take that bullet for you but some how we still both got struck Man what did i do to fail you, I gave you everything you needed and everything i said I made your ass repeat it, Sometimes we would go outside and screamed it out loud to make sure we mean it and said no matter what we wouldn't leave each other grieving Never ever did i expect that i would be laying on the grown as blood poured out our backs just wake up and now our bound uh rap. RIP Twin Sis forever you are missed.
I just want to go back and rewind I just want to take back all the good times Girl you scarred me so damn deep You cut off all my damn shine Bitch don't ever come back to me You ain't getting a damn dime Can't believe you faked this whole time Covered yo identity like a damn mime But girl that's all fine Yeahhhh Heyyyyyy girl you ripped my heart right out Don't even really know where to go right now Girl you ditched me like a jacket in the lost and found Baby you gonna regret this shit because what goes around comes around Yeahhh I treated you like a queen I wish you would've just opened your eyes and seen Girl what you did was so damn mean I be freaking out on low I be having to go to sleep on this lean Ik you hate me baby and on low on the inside I feel like I'm slowing dieing Yeah when I was witchu my brother thought I was str8 up crazy I left everyone for you, even my fucking bro I left my blood for a fucking hoe You turned your back on me wtf you got to show Your like the devil in the form of a fucking girl Don't you see I'm scarred don't you see I'm fucking hurt Baby why'd you have to throw me in the dirt Put me down like I'ma peice trash no good leave in a flash where tf you go be out in a dash out of my life Baby girl we was so perfect together Why'd you have to break the perfect picture We had a vision up like a projector But now your just behind me a vision in the mirror A dot in the headlights like a reflector Man why do I miss her The way it felt when I kissed her We had so much energy make the lights flicker But you just had to leave Leave me there on my knees Praying baby no don't go please Now I look to Jesus to save me Because there's a dark rode I'm taking Why did you have to do all the fakeing I'm just a man in the making You hurt me worse than a knife Cutting deep down deep in my heart You made such an impact on my life I feel like you planned to hurt me from the start Girl this has just been an endless fight Feels like you hit me in the bullseye with the dart Baby the thought of you haunts me day and night Now everyone just seems so fucking far Nothing seems right anymore You kicked down all my doors Broke down my walls of feelings Shatterd all the perfect paintings Leaving me alone fainting Lost in the dark with a man named Satan Girl I hope you understand the lines I'm statin all of these bars are facts and I hope the world tears you apart from this Your regret of me sitting here reminiscin Just planning a grave to dig in Lost in my feelins feel like my insides are charred and burnin all from the hurtin alright But you will be back baby Ik you fucking faked me I hope I don't fall for your trap in which you bait me Ik you fucking hate me My friends think I'm crazy What you doing on this Lil kid shit Girl this ain't the fucking 80s Yeah you did a higher inner deed You fucking killed me Every thing about me is dead I'm all gone away in the head I wish I would've fled Going down hill on this sled I would cry rather get high instead All them fucking lies I got fed Bitch I let you go to my head You wasn't even really worth it Tf you do for me You told me goodnight and called me baby But who had to do it first? Oh yeah that was me I swear to God you was fake as fuck Put that on my brothers luck Wth happened to us Where th do you go Dissapeard in the fog like a fucking goast LOVE SCARS
I thought u loved me but now I see this ain't what I thought it would be but gotta stay strong like a G even tho u hurt me all this pain inside running so deep
dear granny , since may16,2015 life been so hard without chu I swear ion know what to do nomore y couldn't god jss take meh witchu ? wha did I do to deserve all this pain my heart so broke my smile is becoming so fake I miss u granny I miss you I can't b strong like u'd want meh too I'm fallin in to pieces dae by dae I swear its like tha sun has faded away I can barley eat and I can barley sleep I jss need yo arms around meh I still remember all tha gud n bhadd times I still remember all tha times we prayed all tha times u said u was okay... u was jss afraid I still remember all tha things u'd say I jss want u back like tha old daes I miss u granny I miss you I can't b strong like u'd want meh too I'm fallin in to pieces dae by dae I swear its like tha sun has faded away I can barley eat and I can barley sleep I jss need yo arms around meh
0:19 Look me in my eyes and tell me you ain’t lie to me. You was supposed to ride for me and be the one to die for me. Crazy how things change, I wish I had to cry to sleep.. now I’m on my own praying god take this pain from me. Smoking ease the pain, burning up all these trees. Wanna forget yo name, buried deep inside of me. But it won’t leave me brain how you switched up on me gave another chick to heart I want revenge desperately... Couple months past and I’m doing a lil better. Stacking up coins, getting iced up from the weather. Always on my grind, but I got a phone call a number I recognize but I hadn’t heard from. Picked up the phone and it was from you. Thinking to myself why am I answering this foo? (Why am I answering this foo?) Saying how you “love me and you want me more then ever.” “I see you doing good n you lookin even better. I made a mistake just take me back now. Me and my new girl not working out she a clown.” I stopped him right their and I just cracked a smile. I told him ion need you why you want me back now? I skipped to the point and I told him straight up😽 I got a new love sorry boo you messed up.
Man i don't know no more, like am over here missing you like crazy but there is nothing I can do you with sum other girl and am trying to be with you. Why are you always in my head.
He had a awful facade But I had seen through it all I opened up to him And I fell completely But one day it all stopped And the clouds got grey C 1ell me that you want me Tell me that you need me And tell me that you love me x2 Even if its just another lie I just want to hear the flow out your mouth And I just couldn't keep my tears in Yet he was happy and moved on I saw him smiling and laughing but it wasn't to me It hurt so much But yet I knew that girl had all the luck C 1ell me that you want me Tell me that you need me And tell me that you love me x2 Even if its just another lie I just want to hear the flow out your mouth I just wish I would have been wiser But my foolish heart still aches for him And I still cry rivers for him on my sleepless nights I cant see my light anymore I dont believe a man can love in my generation But I still hope that one day someone will love me back even though I'm tattered and torn
ItstheendoftheFUCKINGWorld 122 honestly got me feeling funny like muppet. but i ain’t laughing now to move on to the sad shit. damn i don’t have it. i don’t have the love that you promised me. said you were down. turned that shit around on me. you were never down for me
Dear great grandma it's been 3 ours without you.got me so hurt cryin.7oclock in the morning I hope you in heaven why couldn't I say good bye to you before you left the earth😫😧😵😰😰😢😪😓
Now that ive lost you I'm breaking down inside Remembering things we used to do The pain i try to hide I cant let go No matter how hard i try Truth be told I just wanna cry Baby I messed up I know I shouldn't have lied I know that you're fed up Please give me a 2nd try I'm so emotional Lost & dont know what to do Feelings uncontrollable My heart belongs to you This is my Letter To You This Is my Letter To you Honestly the nights i said I never cried Were the nights my heart became hollow inside if I loose you I'll break Cause that would be too much for me too take I hate it when we fuss & fight I'll do anything to make it right Girl Im sorry For all the wrong ive did So attaxhed to yuh Man I'm Inlove with DaKiD😍🗣😫 Yeah This is my Letter To you This is my letter To you Letter To you😉❤
Crying to you. Writing to you. Spitting bars for you hoping you'll come back. Where you at missing you. *pause* Feeling hopeless wasting tears Drinking to such so this to you Wasting paper trying to find the right words coming at me. Yeah Baby I'm missing you about giving me a call is that to much to ask Just one letter to you
how do you explain the pain that my heart feels? seeing people going bout theyre business like life aint real. like hurt aint real. like when your gone your gone, like its not the last song, like itll be my last cry, and my last try to live a complete life without you by my side. well they all lied, shit don't feel right, depression kept me in now the sunlight is too bright. I miss you bad, things aint even the same with my dad. Ma, just come back, its year number 7, are you watching from heaven, watching me cry, I know why you died, but that doesn't justify the pain that I feel inside. I wish I knew how to make you proud, instead of staring at the crowd, seeing them live, seeing them grow, ive got so much potential and I don't know how to let it show. its like I got stuck walking through the troughs of darkness * I might come back to this, leave feedback of whatever, but please don't steal anything. im working on a project*
Man it dont ever get better you just get used to it.. It still hurts my heart til this day id admit.. Walking around feeling broken inside you was the only girl that man me feel alive.. I used to get lost in yout beauty when i looked into your eyes.. I would have fought anyone that ever made you cry.. You was the first love in my life.. When you said goodbye a part off me died.. Its like bonnie without clyde or joliene without pitt or faith without bigs.. Or clouds without the sky or like snowflakes not being white.. Bassiclly what im sayin being apart just doesnt seem right
every since you left i havent had no help i wish you were still here cause it will be good for my wealth i know you loved us and we loved you to at your funeral it had me crying like a lil dude
Can’t stop reminiscing thoughts about you inside my head I put you and us inside of my vision Then planned for the future ahead Our breakup was like a head on collision Because you left me for him instead I thought I was one in a million But after that I wished I was dead It was like and incision to my heart I remember it like it was yesterday don’t know where to start, happy first period then second stressed my brain then you handed me that note and the depression came, you said you were better off without me that I was a bitch, that you were finally happy, I should go die in a ditch, you didn’t love me anymore and I didn’t know why and I went home to my room played music and cried
daddy I feel like I'm the reason why your gone, I was just born wtf did I do wrong, I think bout you every night, just wishing I can see you at sight, but no I just a daddyless child getting to my head and driving me wold, like why you had to die, you left me alone and left me alone to die......
Uh. Swear on these beat. Feeling the tree. Speaking so lyrically. What y'all feeling for me? Love on my mind but honestly tearing me apart. These cold ass sad heart couldve had you. Feeling these weak tunes. So light on me. Judging me without seeing my face. Lets pick up this pace head over to my place. Yeah. (I did a different rap but the track was really wack and I put it on autoplay hope y'all feel good today
got all my desires and wishes now I'm dying in these ditches hate that I got stitches you said you loved me was that just a form of speech? took all my time I provided endlessly I looked up to you in ways it's hardest to admit it wanna say I hate you but know I don't mean it you attacked with words at the end of this was it satisfying? I loved you don't refuse it cause that's no lie such a fucking miracle shoulda knew it would fade away hope this fucking pain fades today; because this shits on my mind through the night and day maybe this mic helps me I try to believe but it just sidetracks emotions in the evening
Here reminiscing thinking bout what we used to be Used to be nun cause you lied straight to my face Lied about your feelings now there just all lies Lies that showed everything and now I’m broken Broken into a million pieces With nun left to lose with nun left to cope Coping is hard and without you is even harder Now that your gone gotta get my life back in shape And to think you would be there but was just a ghost Ghosting everyone because you to nyeve Now to think about it your just a piece of shit That was in my brain telling me lies But when I had to listen you gave me broken promise When I had to listen you told me story’s I’d never forget When I had to listen you told me things that will never leave my mind but in reality coping is the hardest part Now that your not here anymore makes it better For me to get my life back together And that’s the hardest thing to live by But when someone gives broken promises it’s hard Listen here girl you was in my heart I gave up everything for you I gave my all for you I gave up all my friends for you And fucked up thing is i ditched everyone I knew For you but now it’s like idek anymore You were just to good to be true And now it’s like I’m huffing off this green Just to make my pain and life easier Much the same you was just a hoe In some new dudes bed every night But facts is I lived off that to show me a better future You wasn’t just the same no more Things got different with every day that went by and now I look at these memories and heart aches That you gave me now it’s like my life is falling apart But hey gotta live strong Not down because if your down then your down But if your up then your up But hey forget all that man live your life Live your dreams and never let failure tell otherwise My momma once told me be strong baby boy And I lived off that to achieve that goal
This is a letter to you baby girl once i saw you i flew i saw you from an other view who would have ever knew you and me were the best crew i was stuck too you like glue baby to be a thing it requires two forget all the haters its just me and you a couple of months went by and are love grew man i swear the time just flew i swear you had me in my feelings if it wasnt you life had no other meanings talking to you every evening then one day you told me u were leaving once you said that i thought that i was seizing my thoughts were just freezing cause girl all you were doing were just teasing after all the time i spent on you you just went and threw away my heart just braking it apart i knew from the start it was to good to be true why isnt the sky blue i started to think about you for a few u ain't the same person i knew im just thinking who are you this is a letter too you
I had a purpose when God brought me into the world I had it in vision before I even spoke I thank God for letting me live when I had the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck never thought that I would even get the chance to speak my mind In this life time. I have so much hate in this heart because my father did me wrong he was never there for me or my siblings to be the perfect example for his children I had to step up to the plate at 8 years old because you went off for days hitting the white rock if only you knew you was my rock from the first day i met you I really wish you would've changed from the start and all these memories keeps pulling me in misery because you don't even know I have my own baby on the way if only you knew how much you ment to me I miss the days when you said you loved me but now I realize that you didn't care from the beginning it was the drugs talking all the nonsense in your thoughts playing with my heart was a unforgivable thing to do but I still love you even though you wronged me from the start. Had to raise my baby sisters because you would be gone for days and your wife at the time worked a full time job at the time so I had to be the one to show them the way life was suppose to be i have a voice that can not be silenced it's been hurt for to long I need to get all my thoughts done on paper so I can speak my mind clearly you damaged my heart from all the years you would hit me cracked out your mind and then ditch me to get high with all your crack buddies then you started to try to get me and Zack addicted to the game when you laced our blunt with some real funky shit. A Father is suppose to show love for his children teach them right from wrong but you would plot to have me and my brother to have fight to see who was the toughest and see who was the better competter in hand to hand combat this isn't no mortal combat you should of raised us better you should went out to reach help but you enjoy the life style of getting dopped out every week of the year it's been hard to go on in life knowing you didn't care for us to try to show us the way life was suppose to be you put all your responsibilities on me when God gave you the purpose to be a better man I was your revelation if you listened to me I stood up for you hoping that you would change for me but now I know now that you was fake and you're never going to change I can't even tell you about the time I saw some lady overdosed at McDonald's when i worked full time as the manager there I just clocked in on my normal shift was only in for 5 minutes my employee had to use the rest room she comes back crying to me telling me she thinks someone overdosed in the ladies rest room I start running to the bathroom a blonde haired lady with a black dude runs out. I tell them to come back to not go no where they left the poor gurl to die alone on the floor. I go in the rest room The girl is twitching and her pants was pulled down this was scary hoping I can get the paramedics to get here on time but as soon as they got there it was too late for her she already died when I was guarding the door to tell people not to go in and then it got me thinking like damn what would I do if I saw you like this.
This is a letter to myself, sent from the depths of hell; its too late now shoulda warned you bout the bells but you never had a chance oh-well, now dont be scared of the lies that i tell and i promise you everythings alright; ill keep you warm in the middle of the night and ill hold you tight right by my side, ill cross your heart and ill dot your i's cuz you signed that deal you told those lies, you claimed most high and you ruined those lives tried to take the thrown when you didnt deserve it, shoulda bowed down and just served your purpose, pride in your heart just like a seprent with couple loyal demons askin me for their freedom, and ill give it to em now cuz i dont really need em ...
I hate waking up in the middle of the night thinking about u I remember what we had I remember u said u was never going to leave my side it's hard to tell u how I really feel about u ik I have messed up in the past u just don't know how much I love u I gave up everything just to be with u but u don't understand the pain I go thur each night crying myself to sleep imy so much but ik u with some one else and I'm happy for u but this my letter to u This my letter to u (yeah,yeah) This my letter to u(ohhhhh yeahhh) This is my letter to u (yeah,yeah) This is my letter to u(ohhhh yeahhh) I can't believe it's been 2 months with out u I just feel so only and scard u just don't know I miss the way we used to play around sleep on the phone and they way u start kissing on me yeah I just can't live with out u I can't gts with out u my love will never die for u I just want u to be by my side and tell me everything is ok then kiss me on my lips why u had to leave me stuck in the dark why couldn't u just tell me the truth it's just alot of emotion going Thur me but just know I miss u and I love never stop missing u This is my letter to u(yeah,yeah) This is my letter to u(ohhhh yeahhh) This is my letter to u (yeah,yeah) This is my letter to u (ohhhh yeahhh) Written by :Kiya💔💜
Everywhere I go I always end up running into my foe-I Don't know where to go, don't know how to take it slow, I Always feel like I'm fucking dying Never really living, always surviving. And if you really asked me why, I'd tell you the reasons why I want to die I can never take a step outside my door, without thinking that life is such a chore "Hey you're a cutie, hit me up", another catcaller just my luck. Not too later another comes in, "Hey baby, why not head to my den?" I laugh it off, it's nothing new. No one really cares until you're black and blue I can't seem to think straight But I think by now it's too late A man, a stranger has placed his hand Casually right over my sacred land He continues to flirt, keeping his stances While all I can do is give pleading glances But why should you care when it's not you? Why should you care even though it's the right thing to do? I shake at night, I think I'm a goner Staying up late, sobbing as I ponder Thinking of how easy he got in Making my body a temple of sin I can't wash away these dirty memories It's all I see, please give me clarity Is this how women have to live their lives? If it is, please just hand me a knife...
can't believe it tuned out this way , this is my litter 2 you and I just want to say, how the fuck could you treat me this way, here now I'm looking back to yesterday boy you was so fake yeah why couldn't you just appreciate me I was with you everyday now that' I'm not you turn away and treat me this way I guess that's why they call it mistakes
letter to you i hope you see me through, through the pain in my life and the heartbroken times i try my real hardest but you never could of see the goods thats in me and the good you've never seen life is a mess its not my request....
Look, see i tried to give you everything but i guess it wasnt enough and now my minds all messed up. I thought you would be the one I saw through the smoke and now you dont want the heat? baby why did you do this to me? cant you hear the pain in my voice everything i put myself through, just to get to you. and for what so you can just leave take off like all the rest? without a doubt in your in mind, you just broke heart and you didnt wanna see it through, the things weve been through, but this is my letter to you, i hope you perceive this message as a piece of advice not to go around and get yourself hurt, cuz the pain is not of worth and trust me ive been through it all, see your not the first one to break my heart and i know it all, yeah i know it all.
I’m just a guy in distress fuck this shit I don’t dress to impress girl you always on my fucking head don’t leave me on read i like your damn texts. Hey, I just texted you just to say that your gorgeous my love for you is like the effiel tower it’s enormous Chorus: my heart starts racing when I see you trust me baby girl I won’t deceive you trust me gorgeous I just need you I just need you Second verse Aye don’t ever doubt my love when push comes to shove my love for you will always be up above like holy crap I’m making a rap just for you your drinking me so crazy and just so mad I think I might have an attack are you using some cheat codes or some kind of hack? Because this is some weird type of phenomenon. Third verse FINAL These are my last words and it’s final I can just say I love you without no recital I need you off my mind I might as well read a damn bible. So I just wanted to remind you that I will always love you with or without your flaws I love you bby
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This is really keep making me cry... Makes me remember my fl... R.I.P
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best beat so far yet god bless your soul
Ur songs are so gud 😩 .... Sometimes they just make me wanna cry 😭
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You took love right away from its purpose
You ain't care to think bout who you were hurting
You made me feel worthless
Then what are you cuz I know it ain't perfect
I gave all of my time to you but you weren't even worth it
I had your back more than your fucking spine
When shit got bad, I stayed for the rough times
You cant say that I wasn't your ride or die
It was my time to go but I ain't say goodbye
I hate you, I hate you
I wish I ain't date you
I wish I ain't love you
I tried to escape you
But I was still in love so, I stuck by you side
Just to look dumb and get caught in your lies
"I won't do it again. I ain't these other guys"
I heard the same lines about a million times
But I'm over it, I closed the book for that chapter
I learned my lesson, don't go falling for these actors
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Dee Productionz thats fire🔥
Dee Productionz wowwww 💙💙💙
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*Beat drop*.....
I'm 13 in a world wit a big dream imma be somebody I can see it in my sleep and its a whole bunch of people hating on my team why they hating on my team my team is only me and I don't need nobody else and thats a proven thing learned how to walk with nothing but my own to feet and fa myself I can always depend on me
*short break*
This is a letter not to you but to my self so I can hear and keep it chucking when I have nothing left I have neared 14 years with tons of feeling on my back but I'd rather keep it moving cuz ain't no time to back track
*break till beat drop again*
And if I give up on my dream then I give up on myself and if I give up on myself then that means I have nothing left I would rather keep it moving cuz I swear giving up is so much easier then losing can u see the road I'm choosing its a battle with ya self no time to be depressed jus knowing in the end you out fought all the rest this is a letter not to but as a letter to myself
I love it
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Mimi Roberts this dope shit girll☄️☄️😍🤤
Shit fire 🔥🔥💯
Stay up girl, god will bless you as far as you can see. If u can see yourself becoming big then keep pushin✨👯♀️
I love it it make me come out with all my true thoughts
Any 2020 listeners 👀👀👀
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@@ykchynaa1574 yessirrrr
I haven’t heard this firee in awhile🔥 keep hittin’ it milo❤️
omg I love this beat and love u guys channel!😍
Bb
Ilyyyyyy milo, keep up the amazing work boo!
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Milotv u made me feel so worth life I was thinking about alot of shit to end my life but when I hear u in ur music and songs it's true facts ily keep up the progress love u milotv
Holidays,
Birthdays
I can’t even see you on my worst days,
And even though you gave me my worst days I’m still missing something I can’t replace,
I can’t call my dad for advice,
He never gave me none of his time,
Ion even know what it feels like,
I only seen him when he got high and I only talk to him when I write
I’m just hoping that he might see this one day when he’s scrolling through his timeline
And maybe then he might try
So used to this feeling that now when I think about it I don’t even cry
And now that I’m older my blood colder because I see through all the lies
Now I wake up
why couldn’t you just wake up and take care of your kids cause you made
You put us through so much it’s changed us
All of that love it was fake huh
All of them drugs was your thang huh
I see that,
And you were stuck on em
Every single day you got a rush on em
You was feelin it you kept wanting more
Forgot about us for some pills and a needle
All of them drugs they just made you so evil
Told you just to stop I told you ain’t need em,
With all of that said I don’t care you can keep em
Imma let i go
I’m tellin you imma let it go
All of these feelings gonna stay afloat but I’m telling you imma let it go
Imma let it go
I’m tellin you imma let it go
All of these feelings gonna stay afloat but I’m telling you imma let it go
Stoleenn from officalmere
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yay y'all posted
This is a beautiful instrumental. Hitting home with this one!
Is this the end of the world,
My heart broken and the word is spoken,
It's letter 2you of the memories I had of you
Had my heart had my soul,
Thought we gon grow old,
I'm sorry to say,
gonna go our separate ways
We all got struggles and hard times rapping is a good way of letting things out
love this so much rn 💙💖
love it 😭💘
I've been hurting so much I can't even understand, was breaking my heart and happiness part of ur plan? , I don't really know what I can and I can't do, I can't really think straight when I'm without you, now I'm looking up slowly like what is wrong, tryna go and love again but I know I don't belong , now I'm sitting in the corner in my bedroom making songs, and I keep looking at my phone hoping that'll you'll call, cause I can't live without u , can't do it without you , and tbh I feel I can't be here without you, look , u were a blessing teaching me u was a lesson, cause you know I barely ever listened look, ur like a dream and I'm like where you going baby , I miss you so much but there's no way I can keep u here staying , but now I wish I never kissed u never hugged u , wishing that I never even trusted you, tbh I'm not getting sleep these nights, too many different thoughts going through my mind, like is there any happiness that I can find , spending money ain't happiness what is, is when ur spending time, and baby I may not be what u expected , but imma be myself and unlike u I won't be selfish , and maybe so u never loved me from the start, these lyrics come from a story of a broken heart..🤷🏾♂️😴💔 dropping this tuesday
Drippy Devean you got an insta or sc or something I can msg you off of ???
Matt Cane snapchat : hdswagger
I love it❤️
Drippy Devean..... fire. It fits the song and you wrote them as if you been in this situation. Very sweet and sotf. 😍😍😘😘😘😶😶😶
Drippy Devean omg this mad deep😭
Late nights when I sit up reminiscing, but then I gotta stop, cause it ain’t you that I’m missing .
It’s just our bond , and everything that we had. But now it’s gone , and I’m stuck and I’m feeling so sad.
But through all of this pain, I don’t shed a tear. Cause you seeing me cry, is one of my biggest fears .
So Ima try to stay strong, ima keep up my head, and try to forget every bullshit lie that you said .
“I love you “
“I trust you”
“I miss you”
“I do “
Outta all those things you said, do you even have a clue? That you would do me like that, and you would hurt me so bad. That you would ruin all the trust for you that I had .
Why’d you have to lie, why’d you have to make me cry, and why was I the only one that was putting up a fight?
I guess it’s true I loved you, you swept me off my fight, but I held it down, and you ain’t do the same for me...
All that I was asking was for somebody I could love, somebody I could trust, and somebody I could hug
But for you, I guess that I was asking for way to much. And for me, I guess that it was that I just ran outa luck
I don’t really wanna say it, but I guess it’s goodbye, it’s the best for the both of us since we can’t try
Damn that Shi was deep
Yo stuff go
Mannn
I felt that😩💯
i fell in love with this beat
This beat🔥🔥🔥
you was never ever there
Let me be honest
With this letter right here
This just me clearing the air
Fr
Don't care about no feelings
Did you care about mine
Use to call me sunshine
you left me so blind
Dang dad
you was supposed to be the hero
Im headed to the top
You still stuck at that zero
Man
aint no man in you
Life full of all them lies
Now you hear my truth
im 17 now
I know you forgot about my birthday
January 22nd born on Monday
But you don't care anyway
You missed my first dance
And when I fell
You wasn't there to hold my hand
Dang That hurt
I know you was 2 young
But at least you know yo Dad
And every time I look at you it makes me so mad
Imma be good on my own actin bad
When I win that trophy
Don't try to be a dad
Imma lil girl still
Yeah it's sad to say
I miss you man
But just stay away
God is my father
And he never let me down
You was in love with the game
You just another clown
This is my letter to you can you understand
Where was you Dad
Why couldn't you be the man
For once
For once
Repeat 2x
(End 1:36)
dope 💯
bavyy kayyy 7
Can I use this
this my letter to you
i hope you understand jus how much i need you
you don't got me out here looking mental
use to have to pretend to be happy but now i don't gotta pretend to
baby im feeling you
not used to feeling like this
baby do you get the jist?
i needa hold you in my arms
w you, there's no such thing as harm
istg you my lucky charm
baby you got a heart
imma be by your side, even in the dark
you my lil poptart😩
promise i won't break yo lul heart
it's hard to change my old ways
but for you, imma succeed
you make me feel like a queen
you made me realize my worth
you got me through & made me forget the hurt
finding you was a blessing
swear you was sent right down from heaven
you always in my head
i be dreaming about you while I'm laying in bed
i mean everything I've ever said
imma be w you whether you do or don't got bread
either way, imma always make sure you fed
i ain't leaving till I'm dead
I'll ride w you till the wheels fall off
and even when they do, baby we can walk
i love it when we talk
baby, jus understand i need you
you're perfect to me
imma make mine
baby you so fine
promise for you I'll ride
I'll make sure everything's fine
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
& even if things don't work out in the end
imma always be your friend💙
This is so cute
@@allieecaatt lol yoy welcome😍
Fire 🔥
When i was 10 years old , i got taken away from my mom. I had 3 sisters on the side. That day i cried && cried , it was crazy because i didnt see it coming. That day we was sitting on the phone she said " baby im so sorry && i love you. Tell your sisters i love them too. I woke up everyday in that foster home , wondering what the hell is going on. Asking god what did i do wrong ? It felt like it was all my fault. Everyday it was just something new , waking up to a stanger that i never knew. It was hard not seeing my mom. My dad got locked up for personal situation too. I was in foster care for dang near 4 years , always wondered when my mom was gonna get us back. I was tired , tired of seeing all these kids with their actual parents saying " mom && dad " it wasnt easy. It was really hard. People never knew what i actually went thru this isnt even half the story but i hope you like && enjoy too.
I can tell that you don't ever want to trust again
'Cause every time you trusted it just left ya hurt
And I can tell that you don't ever want to love again
'Cause when they leave all you do I second guess ya worth
Now you're choking on your tears and you can't breathe
'Cause all the pain is coming at you like a stampede
And even after all of that you feel you cant leave
But don't go changing who you are to fit a mans needs
It's not fair I know it isn't right but you were
Meant to shine bright don't you dim ya light, live ya life
Because you're perfect how you are don't you change a thing
And baby you were made a queen but he aint a king
So why you trippin when it aint a thing? One day you'll
Find someone who will make it seem like every days a dream
Just be honest with yourself that you're truly done
And make your ex man jealous of who you become
Tell me who it is you are
You say you got a big ole heart
But that it's filled with scars
And that you wanna die cause you're tired of the pain
I'll tell you who it is you are
I know you're a shining star
And that you been fighting hard
And that you're gonna rise from the fire and the flames
See I know who you won't be
At least not anymore with all that confidence
Girl I can see the beauty that you don't see
And you deserve someone who doesn't call it quits
Not someone who puts you down like you're incompetent
See that's why you feel uncomfortable with compliments
'Cause you put up a wall, 'cause you don't know who's fake now
You don't know whos gonna build you up or make you break down
And you don't want to risk it you will not relive it and that's
Why you built a barrier to make sure that nobody visits
And I realize it hurts and that this time is worse
But I know you were meant for more so just realize your worth
It's not determined by a man or even by the church
It's determined in yourself so look inside and search
You got more power than you think don't let a man define you
And I promise I will stand behind you
See he was busy tryna burn you down with a couple matches
But you are like a phoenix rising from the ashes
And becoming a better you someone
That you never knew, girl it was something you were meant to do
All the pain and the flames made you stronger
Not whenever it gets in your way you will conquer
All I speak is truth really hope that you believe this
So when you're in the fire just remember you're a phoenix
Tell me who it is you are
You say you got a big ole heart
But that it's filled with scars
And that you wanna die 'cause you're tired of the pain
I'll tell you who it is you are
I know you're a shining star
And that you been fighting hard
And that you're gonna rise from the fire and the flames
Your lit and your music put me in my feelings
He broke my heart and he can’t take it back i can’t believe i trusted him enough then that you can’t trust a soul that shit is for a fact
Might jus end up doin this challenge 🔥
This is a banger
I cried very emotional
I need more of this💔
You look right in my face and you told a lie
You said you would never leave my life
Most nights i would stay up thinking of you and i would cry
missing you so much
Knowing there's no way possible you would ever re-enter my life
Its been two years and most nights I sit up looking at pictures of us with eyeballs full of tears
Still shock and sometimes still in fear
You promised me if you ever fall down you'd pop back up
I told you would take that bullet for you but some how we still both got struck
Man what did i do to fail you, I gave you everything you needed and everything i said I made your ass repeat it,
Sometimes we would go outside and screamed it out loud to make sure we mean it
and said no matter what we wouldn't leave each other grieving
Never ever did i expect that i would be laying on the grown as blood poured out our backs just wake up and now our bound uh rap.
RIP Twin Sis forever you are missed.
I just want to go back and rewind
I just want to take back all the good times
Girl you scarred me so damn deep
You cut off all my damn shine
Bitch don't ever come back to me
You ain't getting a damn dime
Can't believe you faked this whole time
Covered yo identity like a damn mime
But girl that's all fine
Yeahhhh
Heyyyyyy
girl you ripped my heart right out
Don't even really know where to go right now
Girl you ditched me like a jacket in the lost and found
Baby you gonna regret this shit because what goes around comes around
Yeahhh
I treated you like a queen
I wish you would've just opened your eyes and seen
Girl what you did was so damn mean
I be freaking out on low I be having to go to sleep on this lean
Ik you hate me baby and on low on the inside I feel like I'm slowing dieing
Yeah when I was witchu my brother thought I was str8 up crazy
I left everyone for you, even my fucking bro
I left my blood for a fucking hoe
You turned your back on me wtf you got to show
Your like the devil in the form of a fucking girl
Don't you see I'm scarred don't you see I'm fucking hurt
Baby why'd you have to throw me in the dirt
Put me down like I'ma peice trash no good leave in a flash where tf you go be out in a dash out of my life
Baby girl we was so perfect together
Why'd you have to break the perfect picture
We had a vision up like a projector
But now your just behind me a vision in the mirror
A dot in the headlights like a reflector
Man why do I miss her
The way it felt when I kissed her
We had so much energy make the lights flicker
But you just had to leave
Leave me there on my knees
Praying baby no don't go please
Now I look to Jesus to save me
Because there's a dark rode I'm taking
Why did you have to do all the fakeing
I'm just a man in the making
You hurt me worse than a knife
Cutting deep down deep in my heart
You made such an impact on my life
I feel like you planned to hurt me from the start
Girl this has just been an endless fight
Feels like you hit me in the bullseye with the dart
Baby the thought of you haunts me day and night
Now everyone just seems so fucking far
Nothing seems right anymore
You kicked down all my doors
Broke down my walls of feelings
Shatterd all the perfect paintings
Leaving me alone fainting
Lost in the dark with a man named Satan
Girl I hope you understand the lines I'm statin
all of these bars are facts and
I hope the world tears you apart from this
Your regret of me sitting here reminiscin
Just planning a grave to dig in
Lost in my feelins
feel like my insides are charred and burnin
all from the hurtin
alright
But you will be back baby
Ik you fucking faked me
I hope I don't fall for your trap in which you bait me
Ik you fucking hate me
My friends think I'm crazy
What you doing on this Lil kid shit
Girl this ain't the fucking 80s
Yeah you did a higher inner deed
You fucking killed me
Every thing about me is dead
I'm all gone away in the head
I wish I would've fled
Going down hill on this sled
I would cry rather get high instead
All them fucking lies I got fed
Bitch I let you go to my head
You wasn't even really worth it
Tf you do for me
You told me goodnight and called me baby
But who had to do it first?
Oh yeah that was me
I swear to God you was fake as fuck
Put that on my brothers luck
Wth happened to us
Where th do you go
Dissapeard in the fog like a fucking goast
LOVE SCARS
This beat goes hhhaaarrrdddd 💯💯💯
I thought u loved me but now I see this ain't what I thought it would be but gotta stay strong like a G even tho u hurt me all this pain inside running so deep
When you left , I was heartbroken , balling out my tears , wishing you was here .
I’m tired crying , and I’m sick of your lying .
Bad bro..I love di melody
dear granny ,
since may16,2015 life been so hard without chu
I swear ion know what to do nomore
y couldn't god jss take meh witchu ?
wha did I do to deserve all this pain
my heart so broke my smile is becoming so fake
I miss u granny I miss you
I can't b strong like u'd want meh too
I'm fallin in to pieces dae by dae
I swear its like tha sun has faded away
I can barley eat and I can barley sleep
I jss need yo arms around meh
I still remember all tha gud n bhadd times
I still remember all tha times we prayed
all tha times u said u was okay... u was jss afraid
I still remember all tha things u'd say
I jss want u back like tha old daes
I miss u granny I miss you
I can't b strong like u'd want meh too
I'm fallin in to pieces dae by dae
I swear its like tha sun has faded away
I can barley eat and I can barley sleep
I jss need yo arms around meh
Lakeviona Waters that's my bday sorry for the lost
0:19
Look me in my eyes and tell me you ain’t lie to me.
You was supposed to ride for me and be the one to die for me.
Crazy how things change, I wish I had to cry to sleep.. now I’m on my own praying god take this pain from me.
Smoking ease the pain, burning up all these trees.
Wanna forget yo name, buried deep inside of me. But it won’t leave me brain how you switched up on me gave another chick to heart I want revenge desperately...
Couple months past and I’m doing a lil better.
Stacking up coins, getting iced up from the weather.
Always on my grind, but I got a phone call a number I recognize but I hadn’t heard from.
Picked up the phone and it was from you.
Thinking to myself why am I answering this foo? (Why am I answering this foo?)
Saying how you “love me and you want me more then ever.”
“I see you doing good n you lookin even better.
I made a mistake just take me back now. Me and my new girl not working out she a clown.”
I stopped him right their and I just cracked a smile.
I told him ion need you why you want me back now?
I skipped to the point and I told him straight up😽
I got a new love sorry boo you messed up.
this is dope asf🔥
Bruh this beat go hard I stg
Where do I submit my song to this beat?
Man i don't know no more, like am over here missing you like crazy but there is nothing I can do you with sum other girl and am trying to be with you. Why are you always in my head.
I love this
I used this beat to make a 1-year anniversary song. probably one of the best raps I've ever made tbh
hey bro is it cool if some people can use the beats like this to record songs???
Live this beat
oh yuuuuh💯💯💯🔥🔥
He had a awful facade
But I had seen through it all
I opened up to him
And I fell completely
But one day it all stopped
And the clouds got grey
C
1ell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
And tell me that you love me x2
Even if its just another lie
I just want to hear the flow out your mouth
And I just couldn't keep my tears in
Yet he was happy and moved on
I saw him smiling and laughing but it wasn't to me
It hurt so much
But yet I knew that girl had all the luck
C
1ell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
And tell me that you love me x2
Even if its just another lie
I just want to hear the flow out your mouth
I just wish I would have been wiser
But my foolish heart still aches for him
And I still cry rivers for him on my sleepless nights
I cant see my light anymore
I dont believe a man can love in my generation
But I still hope that one day someone will love me back even though I'm tattered and torn
I cannot breath I felt now it's all just a blur you keep playing me you keep playing my life like was a puppet
ItstheendoftheFUCKINGWorld 122 honestly got me feeling funny like muppet. but i ain’t laughing now to move on to the sad shit. damn i don’t have it. i don’t have the love that you promised me. said you were down. turned that shit around on me. you were never down for me
Well, www..com
Sick bro
Dear great grandma it's been 3 ours without you.got me so hurt cryin.7oclock in the morning I hope you in heaven why couldn't I say good bye to you before you left the earth😫😧😵😰😰😢😪😓
this beat go hard!!!!!!!!!!!
Now that ive lost you
I'm breaking down inside
Remembering things we used to do
The pain i try to hide
I cant let go
No matter how hard i try
Truth be told
I just wanna cry
Baby I messed up
I know I shouldn't have lied
I know that you're fed up
Please give me a 2nd try
I'm so emotional
Lost & dont know what to do
Feelings uncontrollable
My heart belongs to you
This is my Letter
To You
This Is my Letter
To you
Honestly the nights i said I never cried
Were the nights my heart became hollow inside
if I loose you I'll break
Cause that would be too much for me too take
I hate it when we fuss & fight
I'll do anything to make it right
Girl Im sorry
For all the wrong ive did
So attaxhed to yuh Man I'm Inlove with DaKiD😍🗣😫 Yeah
This is my Letter
To you
This is my letter
To you
Letter To you😉❤
Crying to you. Writing to you. Spitting bars for you hoping you'll come back. Where you at missing you. *pause*
Feeling hopeless wasting tears
Drinking to such so this to you
Wasting paper trying to find the right words coming at me. Yeah
Baby I'm missing you about giving me a call is that to much to ask
Just one letter to you
Jj
Wtf this sounds good what?
ya I like it imma try to make one up
how do you explain the pain that my heart feels? seeing people going bout theyre business like life aint real. like hurt aint real. like when your gone your gone, like its not the last song, like itll be my last cry, and my last try to live a complete life without you by my side. well they all lied, shit don't feel right, depression kept me in now the sunlight is too bright.
I miss you bad, things aint even the same with my dad. Ma, just come back, its year number 7, are you watching from heaven, watching me cry, I know why you died, but that doesn't justify the pain that I feel inside.
I wish I knew how to make you proud, instead of staring at the crowd, seeing them live, seeing them grow, ive got so much potential and I don't know how to let it show. its like I got stuck walking through the troughs of darkness
* I might come back to this, leave feedback of whatever, but please don't steal anything. im working on a project*
Idkbyall but I need that instrumental beat
for bali and beg
Man it dont ever get better you just get used to it.. It still hurts my heart til this day id admit.. Walking around feeling broken inside you was the only girl that man me feel alive.. I used to get lost in yout beauty when i looked into your eyes.. I would have fought anyone that ever made you cry.. You was the first love in my life.. When you said goodbye a part off me died.. Its like bonnie without clyde or joliene without pitt or faith without bigs.. Or clouds without the sky or like snowflakes not being white.. Bassiclly what im sayin being apart just doesnt seem right
Can I purchase this one
Thanks for the beats I love to freestyle so u know it's my lucky day
every since you left i havent had no help i wish you were still here cause it will be good for my wealth i know you loved us and we loved you to at your funeral it had me crying like a lil dude
#NOTIFICATIONSQUAD
your mom your mom
Can’t stop reminiscing
thoughts about you inside my head
I put you and us inside of my vision
Then planned for the future ahead
Our breakup was like a head on collision
Because you left me for him instead
I thought I was one in a million
But after that I wished I was dead
It was like and incision to my heart
I remember it like it was yesterday don’t know where to start, happy first period then second stressed my brain then you handed me that note and the depression came, you said you were better off without me that I was a bitch, that you were finally happy, I should go die in a ditch, you didn’t love me anymore and I didn’t know why and I went home to my room played music and cried
I love this beat wrote a letter to my son ON THIS ONE R.I.P JAHZIAH
daddy I feel like I'm the reason why your gone, I was just born wtf did I do wrong, I think bout you every night, just wishing I can see you at sight, but no I just a daddyless child getting to my head and driving me wold, like why you had to die, you left me alone and left me alone to die......
Currently making a song with this beat 😉
i might do this challenge
How can I download this trackkk 😒😩
I'm in love w/ this beat
Who owns this beat? I need it
Uh. Swear on these beat. Feeling the tree. Speaking so lyrically. What y'all feeling for me? Love on my mind but honestly tearing me apart. These cold ass sad heart couldve had you. Feeling these weak tunes. So light on me. Judging me without seeing my face. Lets pick up this pace head over to my place. Yeah. (I did a different rap but the track was really wack and I put it on autoplay hope y'all feel good today
Love this should I post A verse ??
How can I purchase this beat ?
Nice beat
got all my desires and wishes
now I'm dying in these ditches
hate that I got stitches
you said you loved me
was that just a form of speech?
took all my time I provided endlessly
I looked up to you in ways it's hardest to admit it
wanna say I hate you
but know I don't mean it
you attacked with words at the end of this was it satisfying?
I loved you don't refuse it cause that's no lie
such a fucking miracle shoulda knew it would fade away
hope this fucking pain fades today;
because this shits on my mind through the night and day maybe this mic helps me I try to believe
but it just sidetracks emotions in the evening
Yea
Here reminiscing thinking bout what we used to be
Used to be nun cause you lied straight to my face
Lied about your feelings now there just all lies
Lies that showed everything and now I’m broken
Broken into a million pieces
With nun left to lose with nun left to cope
Coping is hard and without you is even harder
Now that your gone gotta get my life back in shape
And to think you would be there but was just a ghost
Ghosting everyone because you to nyeve
Now to think about it your just a piece of shit
That was in my brain telling me lies
But when I had to listen you gave me broken promise
When I had to listen you told me story’s I’d never forget
When I had to listen you told me things that will never leave my mind but in reality coping is the hardest part
Now that your not here anymore makes it better
For me to get my life back together
And that’s the hardest thing to live by
But when someone gives broken promises it’s hard
Listen here girl you was in my heart
I gave up everything for you I gave my all for you
I gave up all my friends for you
And fucked up thing is i ditched everyone I knew
For you but now it’s like idek anymore
You were just to good to be true
And now it’s like I’m huffing off this green
Just to make my pain and life easier
Much the same you was just a hoe
In some new dudes bed every night
But facts is I lived off that to show me a better future
You wasn’t just the same no more
Things got different with every day that went by
and now I look at these memories and heart aches
That you gave me now it’s like my life is falling apart
But hey gotta live strong
Not down because if your down then your down
But if your up then your up
But hey forget all that man live your life
Live your dreams and never let failure tell otherwise
My momma once told me be strong baby boy
And I lived off that to achieve that goal
This is a letter to you
baby girl once i saw you i flew
i saw you from an other view
who would have ever knew
you and me were the best crew
i was stuck too you like glue
baby to be a thing it requires two
forget all the haters its just me and you
a couple of months went by and are love grew
man i swear the time just flew
i swear you had me in my feelings
if it wasnt you life had no other meanings
talking to you every evening
then one day you told me u were leaving
once you said that i thought that i was seizing
my thoughts were just freezing
cause girl all you were doing were just teasing
after all the time i spent on you
you just went and threw away my heart
just braking it apart
i knew from the start it was to good to be true
why isnt the sky blue
i started to think about you for a few
u ain't the same person i knew im just thinking who are you
this is a letter too you
I had a purpose when God brought me into the world I had it in vision before I even spoke I thank God for letting me live when I had the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck never thought that I would even get the chance to speak my mind In this life time. I have so much hate in this heart because my father did me wrong he was never there for me or my siblings to be the perfect example for his children I had to step up to the plate at 8 years old because you went off for days hitting the white rock if only you knew you was my rock from the first day i met you I really wish you would've changed from the start and all these memories keeps pulling me in misery because you don't even know I have my own baby on the way if only you knew how much you ment to me I miss the days when you said you loved me but now I realize that you didn't care from the beginning it was the drugs talking all the nonsense in your thoughts playing with my heart was a unforgivable thing to do but I still love you even though you wronged me from the start. Had to raise my baby sisters because you would be gone for days and your wife at the time worked a full time job at the time so I had to be the one to show them the way life was suppose to be i have a voice that can not be silenced it's been hurt for to long I need to get all my thoughts done on paper so I can speak my mind clearly you damaged my heart from all the years you would hit me cracked out your mind and then ditch me to get high with all your crack buddies then you started to try to get me and Zack addicted to the game when you laced our blunt with some real funky shit. A Father is suppose to show love for his children teach them right from wrong but you would plot to have me and my brother to have fight to see who was the toughest and see who was the better competter in hand to hand combat this isn't no mortal combat you should of raised us better you should went out to reach help but you enjoy the life style of getting dopped out every week of the year it's been hard to go on in life knowing you didn't care for us to try to show us the way life was suppose to be you put all your responsibilities on me when God gave you the purpose to be a better man I was your revelation if you listened to me I stood up for you hoping that you would change for me but now I know now that you was fake and you're never going to change I can't even tell you about the time I saw some lady overdosed at McDonald's when i worked full time as the manager there I just clocked in on my normal shift was only in for 5 minutes my employee had to use the rest room she comes back crying to me telling me she thinks someone overdosed in the ladies rest room I start running to the bathroom a blonde haired lady with a black dude runs out. I tell them to come back to not go no where they left the poor gurl to die alone on the floor. I go in the rest room The girl is twitching and her pants was pulled down this was scary hoping I can get the paramedics to get here on time but as soon as they got there it was too late for her she already died when I was guarding the door to tell people not to go in and then it got me thinking like damn what would I do if I saw you like this.
Damm bro that's deep I feel that my father was never there for me he tried killing me and did other shit but if you need someone to talk to I'm here
KJN
How Much For The Exclusive Rights?
This is a letter to myself, sent from the depths of hell; its too late now shoulda warned you bout the bells but you never had a chance oh-well, now dont be scared of the lies that i tell and i promise you everythings alright; ill keep you warm in the middle of the night and ill hold you tight right by my side, ill cross your heart and ill dot your i's cuz you signed that deal you told those lies, you claimed most high and you ruined those lives tried to take the thrown when you didnt deserve it, shoulda bowed down and just served your purpose, pride in your heart just like a seprent with couple loyal demons askin me for their freedom, and ill give it to em now cuz i dont really need em ...
else gonna try the challenge
Emoji Fleek I jus tried it check it out💯
Emoji Fleek yea I did go to my TH-cam account
Kid Young sup I'll subscribe to you and you subscribe to me
I got one coming soon it’s deep I’m try to do it soon but it hurts just even talking about it because I keep all inside of me 😞
Emoji Fleek me
I hate waking up in the middle of the night thinking about u I remember what we had I remember u said u was never going to leave my side it's hard to tell u how I really feel about u ik I have messed up in the past u just don't know how much I love u I gave up everything just to be with u but u don't understand the pain I go thur each night crying myself to sleep imy so much but ik u with some one else and I'm happy for u but this my letter to u
This my letter to u (yeah,yeah)
This my letter to u(ohhhhh yeahhh)
This is my letter to u (yeah,yeah)
This is my letter to u(ohhhh yeahhh)
I can't believe it's been 2 months with out u I just feel so only and scard u just don't know I miss the way we used to play around sleep on the phone and they way u start kissing on me yeah I just can't live with out u I can't gts with out u my love will never die for u I just want u to be by my side and tell me everything is ok then kiss me on my lips why u had to leave me stuck in the dark why couldn't u just tell me the truth it's just alot of emotion going Thur me but just know I miss u and I love never stop missing u
This is my letter to u(yeah,yeah)
This is my letter to u(ohhhh yeahhh)
This is my letter to u (yeah,yeah)
This is my letter to u (ohhhh yeahhh)
Written by :Kiya💔💜
Letter to the opps new album finna drop soon 💪🏾
i wanna make a remix. but i dont know what i should make it about;
Lil K Greatness** same~shiya
We can make a remix together
Everywhere I go I always end up running into my foe-I
Don't know where to go, don't know how to take it slow, I
Always feel like I'm fucking dying
Never really living, always surviving.
And if you really asked me why, I'd tell you the reasons why I want to die
I can never take a step outside my door, without thinking that life is such a chore
"Hey you're a cutie, hit me up", another catcaller just my luck.
Not too later another comes in, "Hey baby, why not head to my den?"
I laugh it off, it's nothing new. No one really cares until you're black and blue
I can't seem to think straight
But I think by now it's too late
A man, a stranger has placed his hand
Casually right over my sacred land
He continues to flirt, keeping his stances
While all I can do is give pleading glances
But why should you care when it's not you?
Why should you care even though it's the right thing to do?
I shake at night, I think I'm a goner
Staying up late, sobbing as I ponder
Thinking of how easy he got in
Making my body a temple of sin
I can't wash away these dirty memories
It's all I see, please give me clarity
Is this how women have to live their lives?
If it is, please just hand me a knife...
Milooooo😍💍
can't believe it tuned out this way , this is my litter 2 you and I just want to say, how the fuck could you treat me this way, here now I'm looking back to yesterday boy you was so fake yeah why couldn't you just appreciate me I was with you everyday now that' I'm not you turn away and treat me this way I guess that's why they call it mistakes
letter to you i hope you see me through, through the pain in my life and the heartbroken times
i try my real hardest but you never could of see the goods thats in me and the good you've never seen
life is a mess its not my request....
300th like 😎😎
love you keep it💯💯💯💋💋💍😇💍💎
Omg you liked my comment😧😭💙
How to get this
Look, see i tried to give you everything but i guess it wasnt enough and now my minds all messed up. I thought you would be the one I saw through the smoke and now you dont want the heat? baby why did you do this to me? cant you hear the pain in my voice everything i put myself through, just to get to you. and for what so you can just leave take off like all the rest? without a doubt in your in mind, you just broke heart and you didnt wanna see it through, the things weve been through, but this is my letter to you, i hope you perceive this message as a piece of advice not to go around and get yourself hurt, cuz the pain is not of worth and trust me ive been through it all, see your not the first one to break my heart and i know it all, yeah i know it all.
not done buhhhh its alright
I’m just a guy in distress fuck this shit I don’t dress to impress girl you always on my fucking head don’t leave me on read i like your damn texts.
Hey, I just texted you just to say that your gorgeous my love for you is like the effiel tower it’s enormous
Chorus:
my heart starts racing when I see you
trust me baby girl I won’t deceive
you
trust me gorgeous I just need you I just need you
Second verse
Aye don’t ever doubt my love when push comes to shove my love for you will always be up above like holy crap I’m making a rap just for you your drinking me so crazy and just so mad I think I might have an attack are you using some cheat codes or some kind of hack? Because this is some weird type of phenomenon.
Third verse FINAL
These are my last words and it’s final I can just say I love you without no recital I need you off my mind I might as well read a damn bible. So I just wanted to remind you that I will always love you with or without your flaws I love you bby
Xi
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hell yea my voice don’t match with this but I’d make a banger 🔥😂 I heard this like a year ago and it’s fire osrs
Y’all go hard in these comments ✊🏾