1:33 I showed this part of the song to my dad telling him I feel like that is the way he is. Because me and my younger siblings were adopted by the same family, but I’m 18 now and living with my biological parents. He said that is the way he is, I only found out a few weeks ago that he would go by the house we were at every now and then. As soon as I saw his truck my mind went back to all the times I’d see that truck go by. He went by the house every few weeks and I realized, every time he went by I had this feeling of being safe. I feel safe now too, because I have him and my mom again.
I wish for the best bud as well all in All All is well all al so elle in to lene back out. Step up to the plate. Swing bat err bat eta. Sing allah la la luge lose lu who. Sin deed it. Windy City remix. St Nicks pics will get you tricks and treats and hits on Halloween green scream ice cone. Hand held sweet ready to go..kneaded lick up the slide. Hide the brain freeze plump it up. Tone it down tune it up Pumpkins still roll. I pushed the big wanna be an orange bitch up the hill. Told her turn and reveal revolt scold mold
All I can say is this song is my life story. It's like he was there right there with me in my childhood all the way until recovery. I love em so much. He has been a blessing in my way to recovery.
Has anyone actually related to this song.. well I have I lost my mom September 19th 2019 to drugs a day after my birthday. I find this song very useful but very sad at the same time to listen to because I have forgave her but I haven’t forgotten the memories we’ve shared as human beings. I will always love you mom and your memories will always live in my heart. I will cherish the life you gave me and my two brothers. If I could only talk to you one more time I would be okay! This song tore me up when I first heard it. 🥺😢
Feels bad for you my friend, may she rest in peace. And remember death isn't the end, just because you can't see her doesn't mean she won't always be by your side.
When i listen to this song.. I always remember my ex.. My teenage ex gf.. I was so poor.. Its valentines day.. I don't have any money to buy her a present and work my ass off to buy her that precious thing.. For me its precious.. For the other people i don't know😅.. I was so dirty cuz i also work that day.. Still i gave her the present.. But she was ashamed of me.. 😂.. And she told me that she had a new boyfriend.. And continued to say its better to be break off.. That was the first and last day of my worst and sad day ever .....and im still sorry to myself cuz i was being born in a lowlife fam and could not hold my first love..😂😂😓Jus sayin😂🤘
Relationships are really tough nowadays, but don't ever let a girl make you feel miserable for who you are. It was never important how expensive the present was, all that matters is the real intention behind it and the fact you've worked hard to make her happy, yet she never appreciated this. Hang in there man, you've just dodged a bullet, a real girl will come into your life at the perfect moment.
Bro I may be late but let me tell you something. Don't feel sorry for yourself, just don't. Just because you came from a poor family, just because you're dirty, and just because you are you. Don't feel sorry, you were born that way so you can be stronger, more humble, and nicer. See you worked hard, you got that cash. Be proud because most guys don't do that I sure as hell don't. That girl lost a guy that would do anything for her. Par what you do is raise your head up high and say fuck the world because you're too good for it.
Yeah, if you made a list of people that you trusted would you put your name down? Do you know who you are when you look at life and you talk about yours, do you feel proud? (Lonely) Are you leaving a mark, or scared to make a bad impression so you just go hide in the dark? Livin' and playin' a part, knowin' regret'll come back up tomorrow That's what it does, ain't it? Don't know what we're chasin', but we all do it Just a part of life, I guess we're all foolish Running after what we think will make us happy 'til it falls through And then we find out later it ain't what we wanted So we give up on it, then we pile the garbage And we watch it grow and find a drug to numb it 'Til we hit the point that we can barely function Am I motivated? Is my music dated? Would I be the same if I was medicated? Even therapists say I need medication I avoid it, though, because I'm scared to take it Am I the only one that has a loaded gun That's full of doubts and memories to overcome? And I complain about 'em when they shoot at me But I know truthfuly like to load em up and let 'em
i keep forgetting wht song tht is from man.. i remember the rest of the lyrics tho thats so sad to see... dont feel bad for me i need help , they talk passively then come after me by myself... oh right only thts the one
Am I the only one who thinks NF’s part sounds like Witt Lowry with this melody?! They don’t even compare as rappers.. NF is the Goat. But with this melody can’t help but draw a comparison.
This song makes me have flash back to when I was younger every word touch home with being raise by my single mom. I love you mama and Im not mad or hate u the way u raised me made me stronger and then man I am now it's not your fault u did your best and I would go through it all with u again and again anytime
Son I have cried so much today since you sent me this song. I love you to the moon and back and I am so proud of the man you have become. Thank you my baby boy forever.
This song had a real special feel for it. I would have used NF’s song about his mom’s lyrics instead, it would have made more sense, but this was awesome. Plz make more! :)
It's like when you wanna do different things and you think you've found peace and you think life's gonna get a bit better it just crashes and there's nothing you can do expect try to soak up the tears and rember the good years it's just so frekin hard I need you krish
'Cause to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow But I'm sorry, momma, for "Cleanin' Out My Closet" At the time I was angry, rightfully? Maybe so Never meant that far to take it though 'Cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not makin' jokes That song I no longer play at shows And I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being placed in a home And all the medicine you fed us and How I just wanted you to taste your own But now the medication's takin' over And your mental state's deterioratin' slow And I'm way too old to cry, the shit is painful though But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you, Debbie Mathers Oh, what a tangled web we have 'cause One thing I never asked was Where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it, I guess he had trouble keepin' up with every address But I'da flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Owned a collection of maps And followed my kids to the edge of the atlas If someone ever moved 'em from me That you coulda bet your asses If I had to come down the chimney, dressed as Santa, kidnap 'em And although one has only met their grandma once You pulled up in our drive one night As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness Come over me as we pulled off to go our separate paths and I saw your headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to Thank you for being my mom and my dad So, mom, please accept this as a Tribute, I wrote this on the jet, I guess I had to Get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to Lay it 'fore I'm dead, the stewardess said to fasten My seatbelt, I guess we're crashin' So, if I'm not dreamin', I hope you get this message that I will always love you from afar, 'cause you're my mom I guess we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took this too far I want a new life (Start over) One without a cause (Clean slate) So I'm coming home tonight (Yeah) Well, no matter what the cost And if the plane goes down Or if the crew can't wake me up Well, just know that I'm alright I was not afraid to die Oh, even if there's songs to sing Well, my children will carry me Just know that I'm alright I was not afraid to die Because I put my faith in my little girls So I'll never say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm alright I am not afraid to die I guess we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took this too far I want a new life
This songs reminds of a a different kind of life. Reminds me of myself. My own family memories. Reminds me that my family is strong! 👋🏻😅😀🥲👉🏻💪🏻😝😘❤️Peace, ❤️ and Tranquillity is what he is saying. ❤️😘😘😘❤️😅❤️
Crazy I came across this because I have been writing letters to every person I’ve ever loved, and the first one was to my Momma, whom were estranged from. I was raised by Catholic grandparents, who were amazing. They are the reason I am who I am on the inside because they showed me how to love unconditionally. I never seen my grandparents get upset with each other, not once. Anyways, my mothers letter was supposed to be first...which I skipped and wrote today...and came across this. It’s crazy how much you can have in common with someone else, and hopefully it’s not too late. There’s been so much confusion online. I think some people get you to post certain things to benefit them, and when you do it hurts the one you were meant to actually be with. Random thought.:.
I apologize to my boys for all the messed up years hurt and pain I put you two through I love you two with all my heart and that aint a lie krish I'm sorry to you as well
Nothing to be sorry for.. you did what you had to do babe for the world! I one hundred percent understand. If anything I love you for what you did.. it was my daughters lives you were looking out for too ya know.. and I would die for them so don’t pay it another second of your mind okay 😘
I live for the day Eminem makes a song with NF for real.🙏
Damnnn me too bruh...❤❤Indeed Eminem uprise the NF 😀
NeVer! Two diffrent genres maybe if nf was Older and they mwt when eminem was on bad place
Eminem has prolly tried, NF likes to be solo
❤️
Yassssss
Fucking hell.....he just spoke and I'm lying here in tears......the fuckin greatest. Hard to find music that hits as deep in the gut as this
Same here cant hold it back
1:33 I showed this part of the song to my dad telling him I feel like that is the way he is. Because me and my younger siblings were adopted by the same family, but I’m 18 now and living with my biological parents. He said that is the way he is, I only found out a few weeks ago that he would go by the house we were at every now and then. As soon as I saw his truck my mind went back to all the times I’d see that truck go by. He went by the house every few weeks and I realized, every time he went by I had this feeling of being safe. I feel safe now too, because I have him and my mom again.
Wish u the best bud!
I wish for the best bud as well all in All All is well all al so elle in to lene back out. Step up to the plate. Swing bat err bat eta. Sing allah la la luge lose lu who. Sin deed it. Windy City remix. St Nicks pics will get you tricks and treats and hits on Halloween green scream ice cone. Hand held sweet ready to go..kneaded lick up the slide. Hide the brain freeze plump it up. Tone it down tune it up Pumpkins still roll. I pushed the big wanna be an orange bitch up the hill. Told her turn and reveal revolt scold mold
This is absolutely amazing songs used :
Eminem Ft Nate Ruess - Headlights
NF Ft Sasha Sloan - Only
All I can say is this song is my life story. It's like he was there right there with me in my childhood all the way until recovery. I love em so much. He has been a blessing in my way to recovery.
😅
That's exactly how I feel ❤
i clicked on this, thought “eminem and nf, this is gonna be amazing” (few seconds later in tears💔
Has anyone actually related to this song.. well I have I lost my mom September 19th 2019 to drugs a day after my birthday. I find this song very useful but very sad at the same time to listen to because I have forgave her but I haven’t forgotten the memories we’ve shared as human beings. I will always love you mom and your memories will always live in my heart. I will cherish the life you gave me and my two brothers. If I could only talk to you one more time I would be okay! This song tore me up when I first heard it. 🥺😢
i'm with you my friend. May she rest in peace. Stay strong!..
Feels bad for you my friend, may she rest in peace. And remember death isn't the end, just because you can't see her doesn't mean she won't always be by your side.
@@drm_gaming3163 I appreciate it!
When i listen to this song.. I always remember my ex.. My teenage ex gf.. I was so poor.. Its valentines day.. I don't have any money to buy her a present and work my ass off to buy her that precious thing.. For me its precious.. For the other people i don't know😅.. I was so dirty cuz i also work that day.. Still i gave her the present.. But she was ashamed of me.. 😂.. And she told me that she had a new boyfriend.. And continued to say its better to be break off.. That was the first and last day of my worst and sad day ever .....and im still sorry to myself cuz i was being born in a lowlife fam and could not hold my first love..😂😂😓Jus sayin😂🤘
Relationships are really tough nowadays, but don't ever let a girl make you feel miserable for who you are. It was never important how expensive the present was, all that matters is the real intention behind it and the fact you've worked hard to make her happy, yet she never appreciated this. Hang in there man, you've just dodged a bullet, a real girl will come into your life at the perfect moment.
She was never your girl that was your crush you loser 🚶🏾♂️
@@theothegreat4459 shut the fuck up
Bhai chu ka tawrhpui khawp mai che😌
Bro I may be late but let me tell you something. Don't feel sorry for yourself, just don't. Just because you came from a poor family, just because you're dirty, and just because you are you. Don't feel sorry, you were born that way so you can be stronger, more humble, and nicer. See you worked hard, you got that cash. Be proud because most guys don't do that I sure as hell don't. That girl lost a guy that would do anything for her. Par what you do is raise your head up high and say fuck the world because you're too good for it.
Eminem has mastered the art 🎨 of rap melody and rhymes he is truly feared by all artists because hey says it how it is he will be around 4 a while
Yeah, if you made a list of people that you trusted would you put your name down?
Do you know who you are when you look at life and you talk about yours, do you feel proud? (Lonely)
Are you leaving a mark, or scared to make a bad impression so you just go hide in the dark?
Livin' and playin' a part, knowin' regret'll come back up tomorrow
That's what it does, ain't it? Don't know what we're chasin', but we all do it
Just a part of life, I guess we're all foolish
Running after what we think will make us happy 'til it falls through
And then we find out later it ain't what we wanted
So we give up on it, then we pile the garbage
And we watch it grow and find a drug to numb it
'Til we hit the point that we can barely function
Am I motivated? Is my music dated?
Would I be the same if I was medicated?
Even therapists say I need medication
I avoid it, though, because I'm scared to take it
Am I the only one that has a loaded gun
That's full of doubts and memories to overcome?
And I complain about 'em when they shoot at me
But I know truthfuly like to load em up and let 'em
Big
G
For some of us we never do find peace from our demons. Thank God for me I did.
i keep forgetting wht song tht is from man.. i remember the rest of the lyrics tho
thats so sad to see... dont feel bad for me i need help , they talk passively then come after me by myself... oh right only thts the one
these is the eminem style that suppose to be...love your music man forever🇵🇭
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one legend in life time eminem
this will forever be one of my favourites❤️❤️🥺
Always hits me in that soft spot😌🔥🙏
2:25 ❤️love it🔥
Need this on spotify ;(
My best rap song ever I can't Miss to play it 10times b4 my day gose off
Its like i dont wanna stop listening to this song.... so relatable 😪
This probably gonna be my favorite song for a couple months
Am I the only one who thinks NF’s part sounds like Witt Lowry with this melody?!
They don’t even compare as rappers.. NF is the Goat. But with this melody can’t help but draw a comparison.
This is an edit, the beat that he sings those lyrics on is completely different
This song makes me have flash back to when I was younger every word touch home with being raise by my single mom. I love you mama and Im not mad or hate u the way u raised me made me stronger and then man I am now it's not your fault u did your best and I would go through it all with u again and again anytime
Son I have cried so much today since you sent me this song. I love you to the moon and back and I am so proud of the man you have become. Thank you my baby boy forever.
@@michellebrown729 I love u mama
Ma dream collaboration ever wooow we need more work from both of u stars 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Goosebumps with tears 🥺🥺
They would be awesome singing together. I like both .the words are touching.eminem will always be the man.
Yo hudson .amazing to see you back on yt again ❤️I searched a lot and I didn’t find ya , but now you’re back I’m very happy
This song's make me cry. I used to remember when my girl broke me up and runaway with somebody ☹️
This is the only Music im listening to. Thanks for Combining my Favourite artists
I feel this song is for my grandmother she died from cancer I miss her she died in 2017
I'm sorry 😞😞
Appreciate mnm not out rapping the youngin he totally matched his presence. Sounds like the hardest has the biggest heart after all
Memories makes me cry this song all the pain
Finally I found your new channel.
Please don’t leave
This song had a real special feel for it. I would have used NF’s song about his mom’s lyrics instead, it would have made more sense, but this was awesome. Plz make more! :)
First Time Hearing This an Jeez!!! This is real Music 💯
It's like when you wanna do different things and you think you've found peace and you think life's gonna get a bit better it just crashes and there's nothing you can do expect try to soak up the tears and rember the good years it's just so frekin hard I need you krish
One of my favorite song..
Thank you for another music therapy with nf ❤❤❤❤
Amazing mash-up!! Very talented music producer/DJ. Keep doing your thing bro. Probably the best mash-up I've ever heard. 💯💯💯
This song is so emotional
Woah I feel this in a personal level
Bruhhhhhhh, I got so many shivers to this song.. if only they would collab.. can't wait for that day
Maybe in 2 years
Hudson Bro you are Insane Bro Love your Work ❤️❤️❤️
eminem..... omg SUPER
Would love for that to happen. Eminem is still my top in the game but NF is working his way up there, grinding puttin in his work for sure.
so wonderfool song wow i just downloaded on my cell phone ,this grate song
Beautiful 💔 Just dropped a song and this already making me wanna write more.
This song is the reason I love Eminem and the very underrated NF.
He'll yeah. This song is dope has hell
Never really thought NF was gonna do a song with Eminem
'Cause to this day we remain estranged, and I hate it though
'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow
But I'm sorry, momma, for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"
At the time I was angry, rightfully? Maybe so
Never meant that far to take it though
'Cause now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not makin' jokes
That song I no longer play at shows
And I cringe every time it's on the radio
And I think of Nathan being placed in a home
And all the medicine you fed us and
How I just wanted you to taste your own
But now the medication's takin' over
And your mental state's deterioratin' slow
And I'm way too old to cry, the shit is painful though
But, Ma, I forgive you, so does Nathan, yo
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us both
Foster care, that cross you bear, few may be as heavy as yours
But I love you, Debbie Mathers
Oh, what a tangled web we have 'cause
One thing I never asked was
Where the fuck my deadbeat dad was
Fuck it, I guess he had trouble keepin' up with every address
But I'da flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus
Owned a collection of maps
And followed my kids to the edge of the atlas
If someone ever moved 'em from me
That you coulda bet your asses
If I had to come down the chimney, dressed as Santa, kidnap 'em
And although one has only met their grandma once
You pulled up in our drive one night
As we were leavin' to get some hamburgers
Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, hugged you
And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness
Come over me as we pulled off to go our separate paths and
I saw your headlights as I looked back
And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to
Thank you for being my mom and my dad
So, mom, please accept this as a
Tribute, I wrote this on the jet, I guess I had to
Get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to
Lay it 'fore I'm dead, the stewardess said to fasten
My seatbelt, I guess we're crashin'
So, if I'm not dreamin', I hope you get this message that
I will always love you from afar, 'cause you're my mom
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
I want a new life (Start over)
One without a cause (Clean slate)
So I'm coming home tonight (Yeah)
Well, no matter what the cost
And if the plane goes down
Or if the crew can't wake me up
Well, just know that I'm alright
I was not afraid to die
Oh, even if there's songs to sing
Well, my children will carry me
Just know that I'm alright
I was not afraid to die
Because I put my faith in my little girls
So I'll never say goodbye cruel world
Just know that I'm alright
I am not afraid to die
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night, I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
I want a new life
Love you Eminem.......
Has Eminem heard this?
Yea no he said i dont wanna listen to such songs
yes . he cried
This has probably been one of the if not the worst day of my life and dont wanna even start even sayin whats happened but man this song helped
Love this mix 😢😢❤
I remember my brother and I play this song when we play Star Wars so I miss mit like 3 years ago time passes yall😢
It brings peace to my mind
Love NF
My favorite song.
i love this so much and the fact that nf and eminem feel the same
This brought tears this is beautiful.
Love the piano
This is beautiful
Can't help myself falling in love for shady flow 😩❤
I listened this song and I remember when I was young so sad
This songs reminds of a a different kind of life. Reminds me of myself. My own family memories. Reminds me that my family is strong! 👋🏻😅😀🥲👉🏻💪🏻😝😘❤️Peace, ❤️ and Tranquillity is what he is saying. ❤️😘😘😘❤️😅❤️
Most underrated song.
Love you eminem
I like how this remix is better than the original songs. The music fits it better
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤love hurts love is love
Hudson heres a crown 👑 for you man i love you and i am your fan now
I would love too here eminem sing.
Love it old scl rap but ❤️❤️
I like them them aiming at me to , ha 😂😂🤙
Crazy I came across this because I have been writing letters to every person I’ve ever loved, and the first one was to my Momma, whom were estranged from. I was raised by Catholic grandparents, who were amazing. They are the reason I am who I am on the inside because they showed me how to love unconditionally. I never seen my grandparents get upset with each other, not once. Anyways, my mothers letter was supposed to be first...which I skipped and wrote today...and came across this. It’s crazy how much you can have in common with someone else, and hopefully it’s not too late. There’s been so much confusion online. I think some people get you to post certain things to
benefit them, and when you do it hurts the one you were meant to actually be with.
Random thought.:.
On repeat for 2 hours straight
30 minutes.... Is OK....what abt other songs.....
Banger🔥🔥🔥🔥
Hudson, hope you are GOOD.
I cannot wait to one day we just sit and have dinner and just laugh❤❤❤❤ I'm proud of you
Love miss hudson
این میکس حرف نداره❤❤❤
Really impressive 👏 👌 👍 love it 😀
I apologize to my boys for all the messed up years hurt and pain I put you two through I love you two with all my heart and that aint a lie krish I'm sorry to you as well
That would be awesome beat mix worth the wait... Df
Need Lyric please
Hy lh au
bruh why is this actually kinda fire
The piano just kills me in this…
Sey this song hit home suffering
Choro toda vez q esculto essa musica pq ela me faz lembra q um dia ñ terei meus pais mais😭😢
This song.... just omggggg.
Love you Em 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏💯🔥💗💓💋💋💋❤️😚😚🤩🤩
Nothing to be sorry for.. you did what you had to do babe for the world! I one hundred percent understand. If anything I love you for what you did.. it was my daughters lives you were looking out for too ya know.. and I would die for them so don’t pay it another second of your mind okay 😘
Love it😍🤗
This 👌👌👌👌
Proud suscriber ♥️
Finally found again after 3year😢
Love music
So much pain❤️
Iappreciated to your song
I relate to his songs I will never trust no one again my kids are in foster care to till they get older
Good son hope things are better
OMFG Hudson is back