「 ES! 」Feather Heartache - Kaoru Hakaze [KAN/ROM/ENG]
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° Hakaze Kaoru - (CV : Hosogai Kei)
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I made most of the translation lyrics by myself (with sometimes the help of translate tools; such as Google Translate en DeepL), so please don't copy or anything-
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1:59 "I offered myself, my weakness, my past, everything to you. No, I'm not trying to force it on you to accept it."
For some reasons this line hits HARD. It has been stuck in my head for over a month. I'm trying to figure it out why, but maybe due to how sincere he is in that part. It makes me wanna cry.
ok HERE’S MY INTERPRETATION. basically, feather heartache is a song meant for kaoru. we all know that, yeah? why though? the lyrics clearly show something about love. now love can be romantic, platonic, familial, etc. from kaoru, it’s any kind of love. remember his mother, the mother he loved so much who is now dead. he enjoyed her affection. he felt loved, he loved his mom back. he didn’t know how to show it back however. surely, him being alive and smiling would suffice for kaoru’s mother. back to the point, now that she is deceased-kaoru regrets everything he didn’t say or do. he owes his mother so much he feels, he longs for her kindness. we can assume that she was a lovely mother figure-a mother who loved her child, a mother who deeply cared for her child, a mother who would do anything for her child. she was that kind of mother. kaoru now, we first see him as a flirtatious being-ladie’s man. if you read kaoru based event stories, you find out that kaoru isn’t really the person you see him to be. he looks and acts mentally not okay when he is by himself. proof of that is in es! (ensemble stars basic) stories, implication of that can be in the most recent kaoru based event. for example, in surfing ocean, when he looks out into the sea, he reminisces about his mother reading him a story and himself as a child promising his mom that he will show her a mermaid. unfortunately, he could never do that now, could he? he only just had the view engraved in his brain. he honored his promise to his mother he could never fulfill. he never let himself cry in front of others (but kanata since he reminded him of his mother in a way-the way kanata praised him by calling him a good boy, assuming kaoru’s mother used to also do the same). more proof is in the bridal story and in gunmen of the wilderness story. later on in the bridal story, he attempts to try to get into a mindset of a girl’s for a bridal shoot-assuming he knows how to satisfy a girl yet he gotten harsh criticism from izumi saying it wasn’t performed well. he asked for a break and then went to the seaside and cried, as the sea makes him feel at ease and do whatever. he vented and let his feeling go haywire, saying he doesn’t know the way to a girl’s heart, though that’s not the reason why. it’s because his sister is having an omiai (arranged marriage) and he didn’t know what that was. he just wished for his sister to be happy. more talk about him and his sister is in gunmen of the wilderness story. to summarize it, before prologue, kaoru was crying in one of the classrooms because he upset his sister and he took in all of the guilt and blamed it on himself. he confessed to anzu that he didn’t know how marriages worked but as long as they were both happy he’s alright with it. he didn’t get why his sister responded with, “kaoru, i-i’m sorry for taking up your time…” (or along the lines of that), since he never knew much about that topic. i know i just did a kaoru loredump rn but basically, feather heartache explains how kaoru longs for affection, longs for love, longs for care, because he is deprived of it. his loving, caring, doting mother is now gone, and he is left with a father who he has a bad relationship with. he feels lonely, empty even. he’s not flirtatious because he wants to, he’s flirtatious BECAUSE he wants the feeling of being loved, the feeling of being cared for. he doesn’t know HOW to earn that, as he was just a young boy when he recieved lovely treatment from his mother. he’s been surrounded with seriousness all his life after his mother’s passing, he was exposed to reality so young. which is why, he is never serious when in public. it explained his persona back then in high school. he matured once he graduated, still being slightly the same though except more respectful in some ways (as he apologized to souma for saying insensitive + most likely racist things to adonis and he won’t dare to say those harmful things again). kaoru is alone, well, he feels alone. he only feels at ease when at the beach. why? it reminds him of his mom, of course. he’s a momma’s boy. this song isn’t just about his mom, it’s about him craving for love and affection, and doesn’t know how to earn it or reciprocate it in a simple way possible so he reaches to such lengths such as being a ladie’s man just to get attention.
note: forgot to add this but this is not an excuse to say that kaoru is not racist. you should NEVER pity someone for being racist just because of their trauma. he shouldn’t have said insensitive things to adonis so he could keep his persona up, it’s very stupid and there are other ways to hide his actual personality, racism is not the way to go though. yes, he apologized but it doesn’t change what he did !! okay bye i just wanted to come back and add this is all
ok i love this explanation!!! as someone who hasnt read many stories in basic, I really appreciate comments like this so I can learn about my best boy lol
i spemt an entire night cruing im q huge mess rn thank you
@@narcsisus u are very welcome i spent 25 mins writing this
I love you for writing this
i love you for writing this
mommy issues havers this is our anthem
TRUE
BYEEE
What did happen with Kaoru's backstory???
@@kaivenwardfletcheryalter2983 his mother died when he was just a child!
@@cottoncloud4121 Ahh, That's so bad to hear:')) I don't know if his flirty behaviour is caused by it:"
solos from basic hit different ngl.
he makes me cry bro feather heartache and sustain memories are both so different from each other and shows sm growth he’s had I WANT TO CRY MY POOR KAORUP HEART
I honestly thought his solo would be something having a flirty kinda vibe but when I came to know of his solo's title I got CONFUSED?! When I heard it I couldn't believe it was him! So... Sooo soft and he sounds so emotional like he's all teary, the lyrics are actually sweet! I have only one thing to say about this solo: "ITS BEAUTIFUL AND EXCEEDS MY EXPECTATIONS!" TwT I'm sorry but I fr am a huuge tsundere (kinda like natsume or shu maybe) when it comes to him idk why so this is my first time praising him so much and I'm glad he isn't just a playboy~ I can understand why he did all that, I could've done so too if I was in that same boat🥺I can't ask him personally whether it really is for his mom or not cuz that's rn fan theory and before the song release he didn't say it was for his mom and said things he'd usually say BUT he showed his true feelings and personality in the song, I respect him and I wish the best for him!! Yea I'm sorry I got a bit carried away but was glad to discuss! Ty ty lucidstars I love ur channel!💕
THE FLIRTY SAID BYE!! INSTEAD THIS MADE ME SHED ACTUAL TEARS
@@zukkipops For real?!TvT And yeah you really are everywhere lol^^
@@enstarsdimension9232 HAHA MY OTHER ACC IS ALSO SEEMINGLY EVERYWHERE
Girl I'm not even lying I but 5 minutes after I watched this I did a scout and got the exact card in the background. Your video literally blessed me I hope your skin is clear and your bed is warm at night
I listen to this everyday its like a routine now
Fruitiest guy alive
Kaoru's solo!! I couldn't listen full ver. Thank you for this video!
I cry whenever I listen to Kaoru's solo, So I listened to it on loop.
I SAID I WOULDNT BECOME A KAORUP...MY HOW THE TURN TABLES
Thank you i have been listening to this on repeat for at least half an hour (and will continue)
I WANT TO MARRY THIS MAN
I LIVR HIS VOICE SM
I have streamed this song on repeat for several hours and I'm not the same person anymore something changed in me around 1.5 hours in I'm different now my heart aches my feathers are feathering my hands are shaking and my brain chemistry is permanently altered I'm weeping I am smiling I had problems and issues but now I am cured of all ailments I am permanently changed 5ever thank u kaoru hakaze I love u 🪶💖
Real
i love kaoru hed my favorite 😻
As he should be
he'd*
I remember listening to this a lot back when i was depressed and didnt know about Kaoru but boi it got a different meaning than i thought it had. It is even more depressing to know
so kaoru's new solo released. im not comparing the two but i prefer the tone of this song. the new one sounds a bit generic but im happy he doesnt harbor depressing feelings anymore. anyways, i will always find myself listening to this til the end of time
i love this man so much i listen to this literally everyday
I was neutral about him but reading his stories- shit. Hes so sweet.
KAORU!!
my baby my angel my little meow meow my sunshine
KAORU MY SON. PROTECC HIM
KAORU 😍😝
i love kaoru
My love!! I want to protect him. He's the best uggghh I really love him
crying rn
KAORU MY LOVE
I'm having a breakdown his vocals sound so lovely and the lyrics make me cry so much and I'm supposed to hate this dude
Love this song so much!!!
I love Kaoru's solo so much that it made him one of my favs. this stupid flirty man!! caught my attention!! smh, well it's what he would have wanted, he needs as much love as possible
dude i have been listening to this song for a day straight its so good im gonna cry
its been a year since this was posted and im still crying. i love u kaoru oh my god i think im gonna cry myself to sleep
My,,, my son… my bebe
imagine wanting to die for him 🙄 (me.)
imcrying 😣☹️
COMFORT SONG COMFORT SONG TYSM
hi again
i cried over this song
your hand in marriage please sir ...
😍😍😍
Kei don’t make me love you again
BRUH LAST TIME I WAS HERE WAS TWO YEARS AGO 😧😧😧😧
Well your back!
deadass thought this was wataru's solo for 2 years um.
H-How so?
@@wozwald0107 i never really paid attention to kaoru so i had no idea what his voice sounded like😭
@@niko6506 Tbh, same, still like him though
oomf loves this sonng and kaoru so i love it too Hi kale . she feather on my heart till i ache🥰
PLEASE PLRSE OLEASE IM BERGINF YOU SEE ME NOTICT YMT
im scared of u
WHO'S CUTTING ONIONS
i had a crisis and hated him for a little bit but hi kaoru lets make out
im back HSHA
I hope you can do the Acanthe Valkyrie song
That guitar solo in the beginning is just divine. Reminds me of Led Zeppelin or Guns n Roses
Sup gay people
kaoru "takot sa commitment" hakaze 😔 ((not just romantically but also platonically i would elaborate more but i yhink u should all read kaoru centric stories to get it
omg REAL
Wife
BRUH LAST TIME I WAS HERE WAS TWO YEARS AGO 😧😧😧😧