The people who cries the most, wear the biggest smile in public. And are good at pretending that all is well, even when it’s not. My life currently and the only person that makes me happy and gives me strength to go on is currently not talking to me. I have to carry myself by myself. I miss you so much tamilore 😪
My brother used this song as his suicide video that he sent us the night he took his life! This may sound kinda weird but I thank you for giving my brother a way to finally tell us that he was struggling so we knew why he choose to do what he did!
Yeah, where do I start? Feel like I'm losing myself I know I am messed up inside But how am I wrong for refusing to help? I feel like it can't be fixed Maybe I am stuck in the dark I just don't think all the pills can fix the pain in my heart So I guess it is pointless I lay in the dark in my sorrow, today I just gave it my all But there isn't enough for tomorrow Because I am tired of the pain, I am tired of fighting Just tell me what it is worth To give my all to these people, for me to be selfless? Just to be filled with this hurt What is the point? 'Cause I cannot see anymore I feel like there is no point in living my life 'Cause I am not me anymore And they say it gets better, but it's been forever So I don't think I believe it It properly gets better with time, but I won't be here to see it But please don't be mad It's not that I am weak, I am just tired I wish that my heart wasn't broken 'Cause then I could work on my mind But life isn't fair I know, and not being happy is killing me I try to be vocal, they listen But I don't think that you're hearing me I hate that I am broken I hate that I am stupid I hate that I fell like a mistake I hate when I am talking to God I feel like he don't listen in times when I pray I hate that I look in the mirror And I hate the man lookin' back I hate that I am so insecure I just wish you'd understand Mama if you listen, please don't be mad I know what I am doing ain't right Your son isn't perfect I am not a fighter, I want you to know that I tried I want you to know that I love you But lately, I don't feel like me It was nothing that you did, you did what you could It's something that is wrong with me Since I was young, I've always felt like this I never thought that I belonged And this isn't because I am depressed It's 'cause I feel so alone It's 'cause I feel like a burden I am always living with grief I've always felt like the problem, and that's why everyone leaves But really, I'm sorry, I know you wanted what's best for me The world has been taking my soul But I leave you everything left in me I love you forever and always To the moment that you know I am gone That moment is sooner than later I love you, sincerely your son deepest shit I've heard so far
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The people who cries the most, wear the biggest smile in public. And are good at pretending that all is well, even when it’s not. My life currently and the only person that makes me happy and gives me strength to go on is currently not talking to me. I have to carry myself by myself. I miss you so much tamilore 😪
Fr bro, I listened to this while holding my knife and woke up with scars😭😭
My brother used this song as his suicide video that he sent us the night he took his life! This may sound kinda weird but I thank you for giving my brother a way to finally tell us that he was struggling so we knew why he choose to do what he did!
I'm sure your brother is in peace now, he keep eyes on you from there ! Stay strong
My deepest condolences 💔 I can't even imagine how you and your family are feeling. I pray that God brings you strength and some kind of peace ❤️
Really sorry to hear about your loss 💔 I send my condolences to you & your family may he finally be at peace 🙏
Sorry to hear that. I hope I can do the same.
Please stay strong and speak to someone @smilie1993
Dam i really felt this recently losing my mom with unresolved issues great song keep reaching the people
I feel the pain and hurt....I personally don't know how much longer I can keep fighting for 😢
I miss my brother man..😭💔 I just wish I could let him know how much he was loved before he left. 😞
This song is underrated, keep it up man!
I’m here again 🥹 someone like my comment so I’ll come back here again and again 😖✨💕
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@@davidlabonte1372thank you so much for bringing me back here
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I'm so broken 😢
@@philipjay7124Life sucks!
ive listened to this song so many times already. i love your music
Stay strong brothers,I want you to know it's never easy for any man out here, whether rich or poor as long as your a man it ain't easy
This is beautiful & speaks for so many if us….. thank you
I lost my mom on 10-2-21 I was already struggling with addiction before she past and my life has went downhill ever since
Praying for you.
Yeah, where do I start?
Feel like I'm losing myself
I know I am messed up inside
But how am I wrong for refusing to help?
I feel like it can't be fixed
Maybe I am stuck in the dark
I just don't think all the pills can fix the pain in my heart
So I guess it is pointless
I lay in the dark in my sorrow, today I just gave it my all
But there isn't enough for tomorrow
Because I am tired of the pain, I am tired of fighting
Just tell me what it is worth
To give my all to these people, for me to be selfless?
Just to be filled with this hurt
What is the point?
'Cause I cannot see anymore
I feel like there is no point in living my life
'Cause I am not me anymore
And they say it gets better, but it's been forever
So I don't think I believe it
It properly gets better with time, but I won't be here to see it
But please don't be mad
It's not that I am weak, I am just tired
I wish that my heart wasn't broken
'Cause then I could work on my mind
But life isn't fair I know, and not being happy is killing me
I try to be vocal, they listen
But I don't think that you're hearing me
I hate that I am broken
I hate that I am stupid
I hate that I fell like a mistake
I hate when I am talking to God
I feel like he don't listen in times when I pray
I hate that I look in the mirror
And I hate the man lookin' back
I hate that I am so insecure
I just wish you'd understand
Mama if you listen, please don't be mad
I know what I am doing ain't right
Your son isn't perfect
I am not a fighter, I want you to know that I tried
I want you to know that I love you
But lately, I don't feel like me
It was nothing that you did, you did what you could
It's something that is wrong with me
Since I was young, I've always felt like this
I never thought that I belonged
And this isn't because I am depressed
It's 'cause I feel so alone
It's 'cause I feel like a burden
I am always living with grief
I've always felt like the problem, and that's why everyone leaves
But really, I'm sorry, I know you wanted what's best for me
The world has been taking my soul
But I leave you everything left in me
I love you forever and always
To the moment that you know I am gone
That moment is sooner than later
I love you, sincerely your son deepest shit I've heard so far
This song heals me❤
Felt this song so hard man🫂❤️🩹
Moms just died a month ago so this hits different so thank you for that
Beautiful 💜
I'm gonna end it to this
1 hour version???
Put the song on repeat
Dam this is what I feel in my heart
Best track I’ve heard in minute Raspo beats are 🍌s too keep killing shit!
Bro This Song Hard AF 🔥 To be fair Raspo makes hard beats 💯 Good Combination That's For Sure 🙏
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Momma you didn't do anything to ruin me this wicked world broke me
Can you make an instrumental version?
I should leave this link when i do it.....
this song help me
Where do I start....
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......hell is my home;)
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Am from tiktok 🔥
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Damn . That's all I can say
wish I could talk to you man
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