I love and respect the honesty of her sister saying its hard to watch an addict live their life. I can only imagine waiting for the phone call. And now as sad as it is, there isnt that anticipatory grief.
@@melaniemarrone9521 it truly feels like a long suicide. I hate to sound so blunt but it's what it feels like to me. EVERY call from a family member, I hold my breath. I hear sirens and freak out. When my son spends time with me, I check on him like I did when he was days old (making sure his chest rises and falls). I have seen families who have lost 2 of their children to Fentanyl and I can't fathom the pain. It was hard enough losing my 19 yr old stepson Sullivan. It is robbing my family of joy we used to feel and to think there are people capitalizing off of this and getting rich is absolutely disgusting. Even when my son visits, he is the shell of the Geno I know. It is heartbreaking. However as long as he wakes up, I know there is still hope. God PLEASE Bless all these broken hearts. In Jesus name Amen
I get it. The relief at her passing. Not only does the loved one no longer suffers, but you don't suffer watching them and you can't help. No different than watching someone die from a illness- and addiction is an illness.
I rarely comment because it's hard to address their pain. But I really want to on this one. Mom, Jordan is STILL touching people. People like me and everyone else everyone on this channel. Sis, you're amazing. Thank you for sharing the story. I know it must have been very hard.
The brutal honesty of the sister's comment that there is relief in her sisters passing was very true. Having a sister that struggled and we always worried about her and how she would die. My sister ended up dying of cancer but I too felt that relief.
Sometimes it’s hard to find words-you are not a psychopath, as my qualifier said I was after they violated my privacy by breaking into my phone and looking through my texts. I had referenced Jeanette McCurdy’s book to a mutual family member, remarking sadly that I understood why she named the book what she did… We love these people so much, but we aren’t evil for feeling exhausted by unsolicited abusive behavior, as well as the indescribable fear that they will follow through on some of the dramatic things they say or do (my qualifier has implied that my pets may end up unalive). I hope you can feel any peace at all, because clearly we are both in this comment section. I feel sick and sad about my feelings, but I am not God. You have all of my sympathy and empathy🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔 ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
@@elainebrazil3849 I hear you. I lost my brother from an overdose almost two years ago. I felt relieved as well that my parents no longer had to endure the pain and frustration from watching him slowly die. When he did die it felt like the band aid was finally ripped off. I always hoped that he would quit and live a healthy life…but addiction is so strong. Sorry for the loss of your sister.
I was addicted to heroin for 13 years IV. We were once walking through a cemetery, I forget why...we were either at a funeral or we had been out for a walk with the dogs or...some reason. I was off looking at my phone, in my own world. I saw my mum at a tombstone. Her back was turned away from me, and she was oblivious to my presence. She seemed to be reading, or saying something to herself. I was confused, half amused even, and I approached her to see what she was saying. As I got close I could hear she was weeping. I couldn't hear the words but she was somewhat freaking me out so I interrupted her. She was a little startled. She half spoke to me. In scorn. "At least they know where she is!" she hissed at me. I don't know exactly what she said at that moment when I was approaching her before we spoke. But somehow, to someone, I realised that she had been expressing her envy to the family of the dead girl, (the girl had died young, at 22 or thereabouts). My mum was actually jealous of the family who knew at least the fate of the dead girl, and knew where she was; jealous of the tragic peace of mind they had at least knowing where their daughter was...unlike my mum, never knowing, minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, year after damn year, always waiting, in perpetual anxiety, in mental anguish, for that phone call which might or might not ever happen, informing her of my passing via O/D. I realised then how much I had hurt my beautiful mama. I carry the weight of this knowledge still, and it is a heavy burden. And I know that I deserve to carry it, and forever.
@@softshoedancer Forgive yourself leave the past in the past. Be proud of yourself you have done the most amazing thing and come clean. I’m proud of you, your mama is so proud of you. 👍. We put our loved through a lot of pain but love is stronger than everything, your mama never gave up on you but also you don’t need to continue carry the burden, you have made amends so don’t let your past drag you down.
Part of sobriety that I learned, is coming to terms and accepting that relationships can be damaged and some are destroyed. Some people I apologized to and some people I just left in peace, on their own. To the ones I apologized to, I had to accept that some will accept my apology and some will not. I have to be ok with all of it, because I was the cause of it. I asked the ones who accepted my apology that we could just move forward and some wished to, and some did not. I accept it as logical and less emotional. You can’t repair the past, only work on the future. ❤ Recovering addicts shouldn’t dwell in the past, especially if it’s filled with pain and sadness. Be glad you’re here another day. ❤
Social media certainly has not helped anything. I have lost my step son and my own son is now in addiction trying to fight it. It's not the same world I remember where we actually talked and hung out. Instead everybody's on their phones as I am right now. I am so very sorry for your loss. Jordan sounds amazing. God Bless y'all
I feel this comment so deeply. I truly believe that this is a societal problem and not just a family disease. It’s definitely a family disease, and an individual mental health issue, but I think it’s dishonest to ignore the culture of isolation that has grown out of smartphone culture. The addiction field needs to evolve in response to fentanyl, because this is a crisis. People are lost🙏💔💔💔🙏 I pray YOU can find some peace in your heart, bc we can’t change things overnight, and save all of our loved ones. You are doing your best🙏❤️🩹I pray your loved ones can be restored in this lifetime, as find some happiness health and healing for themselves. You aren’t alone 🙏🙏🙏❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
@@betsylaughlin8652 thank you and that was so kind. I know I am Blessed that my almost 29 yr old daughter never even tried a cigarette. Both of my kids have always been BRUTALLY honest with me even when it was something I prayed not to hear. My daughter is married to an amazing man with my 2 Beautiful grandsons. My almost 24 year old son has tried every drug or close to it even though I constantly warned them about drugs in general and specifically fentanyl. You can imagine my shock when my son came to me face to face at 22 telling me he was addicted to Fentanyl. He has been to rehab twice. He has been on about an 8 month run and it's so scary. He is talking about going back to rehab. I pray constantly. The sad thing is that all this technology has made people very lonely and the younger generation hardly know how to truly talk. Not to mention you can go anywhere in the world and have your drug of choice delivered to your door. I really don't know how our society is going to get out of this but I pray we do. God Bless you!
Matthew 11:28-29 "28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." Jesus Christ from Nazareth ❤
Jordan sounds like she was such an amazing young woman and I’m so sorry for what all of you went through. I’m sorry that fentanyl invaded your lives and ended hers. My heart breaks for all of you. 💔😢
I am very touched by Jordan's mother and sister. They're both so strong and yet aware that grief will be with them in different ways throughout their lives. I'm so sorry you lost a daughter and sister. And that you gave voice to feeling relieved that Jordan is at peace and no longer suffering. I think many people feel that but feel guilty about saying it.
Thank you for sharing this. Jordan was a real person and affected people in a real way. I am honored to know this family. The hurt and pain they feel is unimaginable. This family will never be whole again. I pray for their continued strength and perseverance to continue to tell stories of Jordan and hope this video saves a life.
My youngest Son was murdered in April-2024 and I think I'll be grieving for him for the rest of my life. He would have turned 40 in November. He still had so much life to live! I'm just devastated!!! I can't imagine your pain!!! I'm sorry you are going through this!!! I'll be praying for you dear!!!!❤❤❤ I also did not cry because I was so shocked for a long time!!!
And I’m also sorry you had to go through such a tragic loss when your son was taken from you. I don’t think there’s ever any way to really prepare a mother for something like that, regardless of the circumstances. I think for most parents loosing a child probably sends a shock to the mind, body and soul. Regardless of their age, they are still your baby. I hope each day that passes it becomes a little easier to bare the pain for you as well as the loved ones we see every day in these videos. 💞
This sister is the only one I have ever heard to say that “it was relief” that this person passed. I have thought that with many of these stories. The drug addiction causes so much grief to everyone around them that it may seem easier if they were not around. Very difficult. So much sorrow.
I have to comment to this because I thought the same thing. Watching documentaries where drug addicts are taking over the streets (SF, Philadelphia, etc) and street cops carrying Narcan. It just seems to me that it would be better off letting them go and only because they are at a point of NO RETURN, especially with Fentanyl. Don’t do drugs. period. 💔
Yes, I agree with that statement as well. I've never been addicted to anything, but I would not wish drug addiction on my worst enemy. Sending her family and friends thoughts of strength and peace.
I ave to agree Besides the addiction, their is the severe cognitive damage from the drugs, all the other health issues. And all the damaging effects on themselves and families psychologically
I appreciated her honesty as well. It's obvious that Jordan was truly loved and cherished. I also agree with Jordan's mother regarding convictions of drug dealers that are complicit in the untimely demise of those who struggle with addiction. They better be glad I'm not a judge bc they would get life without! 🤬
I‘m so sorry for their loss! 😔 Jordan must have been an awesome person in real life, when her mother described her humor as „sarcastic“ I had to smile cause this is exactly the humor I really like. When I heard her story about the terrific car accident she was in I got flashbacks immediately (not a good thing at all but I have to live with it), but being ejected from a car which had rolled over multiple times, holy smokes… 😲 Her sister was brutally honest but I personally think that it needs sometimes the brutal honesty to kind of „wake up“ people. Of course some of the things she said sounded very „offensive“ but I think she‘s right. But things have to change really really quickly. Jordan‘s mother pointed it out, there must be immediate help available and not a waiting list for god‘s sake. If addicts decide they want help they HAVE TO get help ideally within hours, not days and especially not weeks/months, etc. Thx again to all people involved for yet another very sad episode on this channel, I appreciate it and I do hope and pray that it pays off and people can and will be saved because of one of these episodes! All the best from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
I lost my best friend, and the stress and pain of trying to save her almost destroyed me. I think in some way she chose to go to protect me…I totally relate to your sorrow and conflicting emotions….May you find peace, amid grief…🕊️.
I should be dead myself. Perforated colon from the opioids, then a perforated stomach! So, so close to death both times. I have survivor's guilt with every single person I see here. You are so brave, you are so amazing, you are my heroes!! Edit: Sending you strength, courage, and big hugs from Bartlesville, Oklahoma💪⚔️🫂. 🤠
Jordan R.I.P. Girl. To the mother and sister, it`s clear that you loved Jordan, this is all so sad. Hope you get though this huge loss, you did what you could. These drugs are so devastating.
I live in South Africa 😢and I'm so saddened to read all these fentanyl stories. I pray 🙏 it doesn't reach our country. I'm so sorry it's a pandemic in the USA.😢😢😢
I always like to try to "get to know" the person before watching these stories from Texas Pictures by looking them up. It somehow makes the stories more relatable. After doing so with Jordan, I do understand what her Sister Tyler was saying about it being a relief as well as a tragedy. Not only is it a struggle to live with addiction but physically painful to try to beat the addiction. They say Fentanyl is the absolute worst pain to withdraw from. I am glad she is now at peace and pain free.
This story really touched my heart my name is Jordan and may your daughter Jordan RIP🕊️🤍💕 and may the mom and sisters you have my prayers and condolences 🙏🏽🙏🏽🌹💪🏽
My deepest condolences to you all. Jordan was obviously an amazing person. May love and comfort surround you like a warm blanket ❤️🙏 Rest in peace Jordan....
Literally the best way I’ve ever heard it described and I could not agree more with the sister. People do not realize that I’m not the strong one for getting clean. I just wasn’t strong minded enough to stay an addict. It would have eaten me up and I recognized that. It takes balls to stay in that lifestyle.
The system is so broken and yet, the individual is the one blamed. It must have been AWFUL and TERRIFYING to not recognize life after the car accident. The senses are how we orient ourselves to the world. And yet, the focus is on the injured party to ‘be all better’. Not possible. Jordan sounds like an AMAZING person who touched so many lives with her beautiful spirit. May she rest in peace. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss. You all will be in my prayers. You're spot on about grief. You learn to manage it but you certainly don't ever get over losing a loved one. Thank you for sharing Jordan's story. It's clear she was special and that you all are a special family.
The comment from Jordan's sister about how hard it is to live a life as an addicted person is so true. People who do not experience an addicted friend or loved one cannot understand unless it happens in their life. Addiction is a living hell. I watched a friend lose a son and I have a friend who has gone through rehab. I think Jordan was so resilient, but maybe did not realize how unwell she was after that brain injury. There is a zero margin of error anymore with drug experimentation now. One pill kills. Jordan may have been able to survive if these poison pills were not on our streets. I'm sorry for the loss of this beautiful young woman, along with too many others. If anyone thinks their family is "above" this, please get in tune with your child. Question them directly about their inner thoughts and emotions. You'd be surprised what you may not know.
You're about a year into the grieving pprocess, just know that with time, it does get better. Don't try to run away from the pain of loss; allow yourself to experience it. This person was very close to you - it should be painful. Time 🙏
@@Lori-db8vl I agree, you are right, no matter how painful, it will get less over time. It used to help me to set a timer to allow the sadness, like 15 minutes for experiencing it fully, if I really needed longer I took longer, but after 15 minutes you also get tired of it, so the rest of the day I could put it in a box until the next timer. Now I don't need a timer anymore, it taught me to become very strong, in control of my emotions and resilient.
@Sanvdh I discovered this when my mother passed after a long illness. I found that trying to run away from the pain, trying to distract myself from it, just extended and intensified the grief. And you're correct. You can't allow yourself to get lost in it. I never realized it, but I see I was, in a sense, timing my bouts of grief, as I had responsibilities. Your allocation of 15 minutes sounds like a great approach.
This is true. I lost a loved one suddenly in a road traffic accident due to an intoxicated driver 13 yrs ago. For the first time this year their death anniversary came and I only realized days after that I had forgotten about the anniversary, it made me so upset and reminded me of someone saying I hope I never lose this feeling of grief.
Much love, prayers and condolences to your loss of Ms. Jordan. You are all a wonderful family. Grief is something you live with.I lost my sister to alcoholism in 2022. 🙏🏻❤️🇺🇸
Such a beautiful family. I am so sorry you lost Jordan. It sounds like she was a great person with lots of potential. This poison is taking the people we love everyday. It needs to stop! Rehabs need to be available all the time, anytime someone needs it. Noone that wants and needs help should be turned away or have to wait ever! Your family is in my prayers. Fly high Jordan 🕊
I’m so sorry for your loss.the WHYS almost made me crazy when my son died.i what you are going through. The Lord was my only comfort. It’s been almost 11 years since he died. You always carry the scars on your heart, but the pain softens with time.
I watch all of these stories. But, for some reason, Jordan's story hit me a little differently. Her family made it so easy to embrace, Jordan. May she RIP, and her family and loved ones continue to live life through her loving memory.
So sorry for your loss, may Jordan rest in love & peace. Sad that her friends were so fearful of the law to do what they did, but I do blame the Criminal Justice System - they need to stop criminalizing addicts, sad that they do - addiction isn't a crime it's an illness, stealing for drugs is a crime.
Wow small world I'm from Tulsa Oklahoma and I knew Jordan and her guy friend Skylar met them thru an associate Krazy Krazy when I got the news bout her passing I wanna send my condolences to the family and friends 😞.....Lord 🙏🏽 is trying to either wake me up or fell me something ppl close to me is leaving dis world to young after losing my brother in 2021 same yr i was stabbed 7 times yr after all that i jus lost 3 cousin in 3 yrs etc but dis 1 herr storey fucks with me seen jordan everyday werr i lived never knew all wbag she was going thru just wish i would haveore friendly instead of being stuck up rest in peace ✌🏽🕊️
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This girls Sister IS AMAZING to actually admit she has relief.
It is so true, god bless you.
I love and respect the honesty of her sister saying its hard to watch an addict live their life. I can only imagine waiting for the phone call. And now as sad as it is, there isnt that anticipatory grief.
@@melaniemarrone9521 it truly feels like a long suicide. I hate to sound so blunt but it's what it feels like to me. EVERY call from a family member, I hold my breath. I hear sirens and freak out. When my son spends time with me, I check on him like I did when he was days old (making sure his chest rises and falls). I have seen families who have lost 2 of their children to Fentanyl and I can't fathom the pain. It was hard enough losing my 19 yr old stepson Sullivan. It is robbing my family of joy we used to feel and to think there are people capitalizing off of this and getting rich is absolutely disgusting. Even when my son visits, he is the shell of the Geno I know. It is heartbreaking. However as long as he wakes up, I know there is still hope. God PLEASE Bless all these broken hearts. In Jesus name Amen
Jesus, Right!! No pain like it. More of us should pray often against our drug epidemic. Praying is such a POWERFUL Tool
@@lisafejerang8189 yes it is! Thank you and let's keep on praying 🙏
I get it. The relief at her passing. Not only does the loved one no longer suffers, but you don't suffer watching them and you can't help. No different than watching someone die from a illness- and addiction is an illness.
Thank you very much❤ our love to your family for the loss of your bright star Jordan❤
I rarely comment because it's hard to address their pain. But I really want to on this one. Mom, Jordan is STILL touching people. People like me and everyone else everyone on this channel. Sis, you're amazing. Thank you for sharing the story. I know it must have been very hard.
The brutal honesty of the sister's comment that there is relief in her sisters passing was very true. Having a sister that struggled and we always worried about her and how she would die. My sister ended up dying of cancer but I too felt that relief.
So sorry about your sister ❤
Sometimes it’s hard to find words-you are not a psychopath, as my qualifier said I was after they violated my privacy by breaking into my phone and looking through my texts. I had referenced Jeanette McCurdy’s book to a mutual family member, remarking sadly that I understood why she named the book what she did…
We love these people so much, but we aren’t evil for feeling exhausted by unsolicited abusive behavior, as well as the indescribable fear that they will follow through on some of the dramatic things they say or do (my qualifier has implied that my pets may end up unalive).
I hope you can feel any peace at all, because clearly we are both in this comment section. I feel sick and sad about my feelings, but I am not God.
You have all of my sympathy and empathy🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔 ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
@@elainebrazil3849 I hear you. I lost my brother from an overdose almost two years ago. I felt relieved as well that my parents no longer had to endure the pain and frustration from watching him slowly die. When he did die it felt like the band aid was finally ripped off. I always hoped that he would quit and live a healthy life…but addiction is so strong. Sorry for the loss of your sister.
Sorry for the loss of your sister.
Sending hugs your way 🫂🫂🫂
I’m so sorry for your loss. We all know that they are in a better place. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless
If only we all had an older sister like this.
Beautiful mother and sister -- thank you for your heartbreaking and thought provoking story - rest in paradise Jordan 🤍💕you’re an angel now
Brain injuries can change a person's personality so they do things they would never have done if it hadn't happened. I'm so sorry for your loss.
So true with a TBI. It's medically proven that a TBI does change someone's personality and the core of who they were. 😢
Her sister beautifully described the feeling of loving an addict, and the grief and relief. I hope this loving family finds peace. 🙏🏾❤️
I was addicted to heroin for 13 years IV. We were once walking through a cemetery, I forget why...we were either at a funeral or we had been out for a walk with the dogs or...some reason. I was off looking at my phone, in my own world. I saw my mum at a tombstone. Her back was turned away from me, and she was oblivious to my presence. She seemed to be reading, or saying something to herself. I was confused, half amused even, and I approached her to see what she was saying. As I got close I could hear she was weeping. I couldn't hear the words but she was somewhat freaking me out so I interrupted her. She was a little startled. She half spoke to me. In scorn. "At least they know where she is!" she hissed at me.
I don't know exactly what she said at that moment when I was approaching her before we spoke. But somehow, to someone, I realised that she had been expressing her envy to the family of the dead girl, (the girl had died young, at 22 or thereabouts). My mum was actually jealous of the family who knew at least the fate of the dead girl, and knew where she was; jealous of the tragic peace of mind they had at least knowing where their daughter was...unlike my mum, never knowing, minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, year after damn year, always waiting, in perpetual anxiety, in mental anguish, for that phone call which might or might not ever happen, informing her of my passing via O/D.
I realised then how much I had hurt my beautiful mama. I carry the weight of this knowledge still, and it is a heavy burden. And I know that I deserve to carry it, and forever.
@@softshoedancer Forgive yourself leave the past in the past. Be proud of yourself you have done the most amazing thing and come clean. I’m proud of you, your mama is so proud of you. 👍. We put our loved through a lot of pain but love is stronger than everything, your mama never gave up on you but also you don’t need to continue carry the burden, you have made amends so don’t let your past drag you down.
Part of sobriety that I learned, is coming to terms and accepting that relationships can be damaged and some are destroyed. Some people I apologized to and some people I just left in peace, on their own. To the ones I apologized to, I had to accept that some will accept my apology and some will not. I have to be ok with all of it, because I was the cause of it. I asked the ones who accepted my apology that we could just move forward and some wished to, and some did not. I accept it as logical and less emotional. You can’t repair the past, only work on the future. ❤ Recovering addicts shouldn’t dwell in the past, especially if it’s filled with pain and sadness. Be glad you’re here another day. ❤
Social media certainly has not helped anything. I have lost my step son and my own son is now in addiction trying to fight it. It's not the same world I remember where we actually talked and hung out. Instead everybody's on their phones as I am right now. I am so very sorry for your loss. Jordan sounds amazing. God Bless y'all
I feel this comment so deeply. I truly believe that this is a societal problem and not just a family disease. It’s definitely a family disease, and an individual mental health issue, but I think it’s dishonest to ignore the culture of isolation that has grown out of smartphone culture. The addiction field needs to evolve in response to fentanyl, because this is a crisis. People are lost🙏💔💔💔🙏
I pray YOU can find some peace in your heart, bc we can’t change things overnight, and save all of our loved ones. You are doing your best🙏❤️🩹I pray your loved ones can be restored in this lifetime, as find some happiness health and healing for themselves. You aren’t alone 🙏🙏🙏❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
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@@betsylaughlin8652 thank you and that was so kind. I know I am Blessed that my almost 29 yr old daughter never even tried a cigarette. Both of my kids have always been BRUTALLY honest with me even when it was something I prayed not to hear. My daughter is married to an amazing man with my 2 Beautiful grandsons. My almost 24 year old son has tried every drug or close to it even though I constantly warned them about drugs in general and specifically fentanyl. You can imagine my shock when my son came to me face to face at 22 telling me he was addicted to Fentanyl. He has been to rehab twice. He has been on about an 8 month run and it's so scary. He is talking about going back to rehab. I pray constantly. The sad thing is that all this technology has made people very lonely and the younger generation hardly know how to truly talk. Not to mention you can go anywhere in the world and have your drug of choice delivered to your door. I really don't know how our society is going to get out of this but I pray we do. God Bless you!
Mentioning the relief is real talk. My brother is currently so deep in his alcohol addiction that I sometimes wish for a peace for him (and me). 😢
Matthew 11:28-29
"28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." Jesus Christ from Nazareth ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss’ 🌹
Jordan sounds like she was such an amazing young woman and I’m so sorry for what all of you went through. I’m sorry that fentanyl invaded your lives and ended hers. My heart breaks for all of you. 💔😢
What a beautiful family. Thanks for sharing Jordan story.
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Jordan was so beautiful. I’m so sorry for your loss.❤
I am very touched by Jordan's mother and sister. They're both so strong and yet aware that grief will be with them in different ways throughout their lives. I'm so sorry you lost a daughter and sister. And that you gave voice to feeling relieved that Jordan is at peace and no longer suffering. I think many people feel that but feel guilty about saying it.
Thank you for sharing this. Jordan was a real person and affected people in a real way. I am honored to know this family. The hurt and pain they feel is unimaginable. This family will never be whole again. I pray for their continued strength and perseverance to continue to tell stories of Jordan and hope this video saves a life.
Rest in Heavenly Peace Beautiful Jordan. I’m so sorry for your loss. 😢🕊️ 🕊️
My, Condolences Too The Family of Jordan ❤Thank You Texas Pictures.
My youngest Son was murdered in April-2024 and I think I'll be grieving for him for the rest of my life. He would have turned 40 in November. He still had so much life to live! I'm just devastated!!! I can't imagine your pain!!! I'm sorry you are going through this!!! I'll be praying for you dear!!!!❤❤❤ I also did not cry because I was so shocked for a long time!!!
And I’m also sorry you had to go through such a tragic loss when your son was taken from you. I don’t think there’s ever any way to really prepare a mother for something like that, regardless of the circumstances. I think for most parents loosing a child probably sends a shock to the mind, body and soul. Regardless of their age, they are still your baby. I hope each day that passes it becomes a little easier to bare the pain for you as well as the loved ones we see every day in these videos. 💞
I'm so sorry for your devastating loss of your son and the grief that you're going through. I'm sending hugs of comfort your way. 🫂🫂🫂
My heart breaks for this family.
I am SO sorry for their loss. I am sending hugs to the Mom, Jordan’s siblings, and all of her loved ones❤
From one mom to another… BIG HUG So sorry for your loss. Your Jordan sounds like an amazing beautiful person. Well wishes
My deepest condolences ❤️🩹 my heart breaks for you both ! Your strength to share I have the upmost respect 🙏
Never have I had such a love/hate relationship with a TH-cam channel. God bless you, Texas Pictures Documentaries.☮️💖✝️
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I literally feel the same
My condolences to family and friends RIP beautiful Jordan
Two very smart ladies! Keep Jordan’s journey strong. Fentanyl kills!
Rest in heavenly peace Jordan ❤ . Ladies, thank you for sharing Jordan’s story ❤❤
It's to the point that I dread hearing these tragedies.
RIP Jordan
# I HATEFENTANYL
This sister is the only one I have ever heard to say that “it was relief” that this person passed. I have thought that with many of these stories. The drug addiction causes so much grief to everyone around them that it may seem easier if they were not around. Very difficult. So much sorrow.
I have to comment to this because I thought the same thing. Watching documentaries where drug addicts are taking over the streets (SF, Philadelphia, etc) and street cops carrying Narcan. It just seems to me that it would be better off letting them go and only because they are at a point of NO RETURN, especially with Fentanyl. Don’t do drugs. period. 💔
Yes, I agree with that statement as well. I've never been addicted to anything, but I would not wish drug addiction on my worst enemy. Sending her family and friends thoughts of strength and peace.
@@kristyann9641 Agreed. Truth be told, my dad was a violent alcoholic. When he passed away at 52, the only emotion I felt at the time was relief.
I ave to agree Besides the addiction, their is the severe cognitive damage from the drugs, all the other health issues. And all the damaging effects on themselves and families psychologically
I appreciated her honesty as well. It's obvious that Jordan was truly loved and cherished. I also agree with Jordan's mother regarding convictions of drug dealers that are complicit in the untimely demise of those who struggle with addiction.
They better be glad I'm not a judge bc they would get life without! 🤬
19:40 wishing peace on her passing is so real. Thank you for being honest
So true you live with grief forever
I‘m so sorry for their loss! 😔
Jordan must have been an awesome person in real life, when her mother described her humor as „sarcastic“ I had to smile cause this is exactly the humor I really like.
When I heard her story about the terrific car accident she was in I got flashbacks immediately (not a good thing at all but I have to live with it), but being ejected from a car which had rolled over multiple times, holy smokes… 😲
Her sister was brutally honest but I personally think that it needs sometimes the brutal honesty to kind of „wake up“ people. Of course some of the things she said sounded very „offensive“ but I think she‘s right.
But things have to change really really quickly. Jordan‘s mother pointed it out, there must be immediate help available and not a waiting list for god‘s sake. If addicts decide they want help they HAVE TO get help ideally within hours, not days and especially not weeks/months, etc.
Thx again to all people involved for yet another very sad episode on this channel, I appreciate it and I do hope and pray that it pays off and people can and will be saved because of one of these episodes!
All the best from Germany 🇩🇪, Philipp
So Sorry for your loss Prayers for you and your Family.
Such a beautiful child. RIP Jordon.
I lost my best friend, and the stress and pain of trying to save her almost destroyed me. I think in some way she chose to go to protect me…I totally relate to your sorrow and conflicting emotions….May you find peace, amid grief…🕊️.
I should be dead myself. Perforated colon from the opioids, then a perforated stomach! So, so close to death both times. I have survivor's guilt with every single person I see here. You are so brave, you are so amazing, you are my heroes!! Edit: Sending you strength, courage, and big hugs from Bartlesville, Oklahoma💪⚔️🫂. 🤠
So so sorry for your loss and you could see she was the love of many people ❤❤. She would be so proud of you both and the way you shared you all story
Jordan R.I.P. Girl. To the mother and sister, it`s clear that you loved Jordan, this is all so sad. Hope you get though this huge loss, you did what you could. These drugs are so devastating.
My brother passed from suicide but we are the same way telling stories about him. So sorry about Jordan 😞 holidays are hard.
Condolences to you and your family.
Amy and Tyler, thank you for sharing your memories of sweet Jordan. I am so very sorry for all of her loved ones. RIH beautiful Jordan
LOVE THAT!!! “Grief is part of you” SOOO TRUE!!!❤️❤️❤️
Jordan was a blessed young lady. This is a loving family. May she finds peace
RIP Jordan 🙏🙏🙏
Prayers for all who love you 🙏🙏🙏
I live in South Africa 😢and I'm so saddened to read all these fentanyl stories. I pray 🙏 it doesn't reach our country. I'm so sorry it's a pandemic in the USA.😢😢😢
Unbelievable strength.
Sorry for your loss 🙏🏾
I always like to try to "get to know" the person before watching these stories from Texas Pictures by looking them up. It somehow makes the stories more relatable. After doing so with Jordan, I do understand what her Sister Tyler was saying about it being a relief as well as a tragedy. Not only is it a struggle to live with addiction but physically painful to try to beat the addiction. They say Fentanyl is the absolute worst pain to withdraw from. I am glad she is now at peace and pain free.
Cool move looking them up first. Thanks for sharing.
@@TexasPictures You really can find out alot about them and I find it interesting beforehand.
This story really touched my heart my name is Jordan and may your daughter Jordan RIP🕊️🤍💕 and may the mom and sisters you have my prayers and condolences 🙏🏽🙏🏽🌹💪🏽
Deepest sympathies and please keep sharing your story...her story 😢
Such a beautiful girl and a beautiful family. I know Jordan is proud
So damn sad 😔.
My deepest sympathy..
These families go through the wringer. So traumatizing.
My heart breaks so much for this momma 😭
TBI, says it all. So sorry for the family.
My deepest condolences to you all.
Jordan was obviously an amazing person.
May love and comfort surround you like a warm blanket ❤️🙏
Rest in peace Jordan....
RIP Jordan
Literally the best way I’ve ever heard it described and I could not agree more with the sister. People do not realize that I’m not the strong one for getting clean. I just wasn’t strong minded enough to stay an addict. It would have eaten me up and I recognized that. It takes balls to stay in that lifestyle.
The system is so broken and yet, the individual is the one blamed. It must have been AWFUL and TERRIFYING to not recognize life after the car accident. The senses are how we orient ourselves to the world. And yet, the focus is on the injured party to ‘be all better’. Not possible. Jordan sounds like an AMAZING person who touched so many lives with her beautiful spirit. May she rest in peace. ❤️
Totally agree. My heart broke when they said things weren’t really the same for her after that.
So sorry for your loss, she was an amazing person with a wonderful family.😪😪😪
I'm so sorry for your loss. You all will be in my prayers. You're spot on about grief. You learn to manage it but you certainly don't ever get over losing a loved one. Thank you for sharing Jordan's story. It's clear she was special and that you all are a special family.
The comment from Jordan's sister about how hard it is to live a life as an addicted person is so true. People who do not experience an addicted friend or loved one cannot understand unless it happens in their life. Addiction is a living hell. I watched a friend lose a son and I have a friend who has gone through rehab. I think Jordan was so resilient, but maybe did not realize how unwell she was after that brain injury. There is a zero margin of error anymore with drug experimentation now. One pill kills. Jordan may have been able to survive if these poison pills were not on our streets. I'm sorry for the loss of this beautiful young woman, along with too many others. If anyone thinks their family is "above" this, please get in tune with your child. Question them directly about their inner thoughts and emotions. You'd be surprised what you may not know.
Poor baby! My condolences to Jordan’s family and friends. Sending love to mom.❤
I totally agree with you you get though it No you learn to live with it 😢❤
You're about a year into the grieving pprocess, just know that with time, it does get better. Don't try to run away from the pain of loss; allow yourself to experience it. This person was very close to you - it should be painful. Time 🙏
@@Lori-db8vl I agree, you are right, no matter how painful, it will get less over time. It used to help me to set a timer to allow the sadness, like 15 minutes for experiencing it fully, if I really needed longer I took longer, but after 15 minutes you also get tired of it, so the rest of the day I could put it in a box until the next timer. Now I don't need a timer anymore, it taught me to become very strong, in control of my emotions and resilient.
@Sanvdh I discovered this when my mother passed after a long illness. I found that trying to run away from the pain, trying to distract myself from it, just extended and intensified the grief.
And you're correct. You can't allow yourself to get lost in it. I never realized it, but I see I was, in a sense, timing my bouts of grief, as I had responsibilities.
Your allocation of 15 minutes sounds like a great approach.
This is true. I lost a loved one suddenly in a road traffic accident due to an intoxicated driver 13 yrs ago. For the first time this year their death anniversary came and I only realized days after that I had forgotten about the anniversary, it made me so upset and reminded me of someone saying I hope I never lose this feeling of grief.
Such a beaufiful talenfed
Girl.
So sorry for her lovely
Family......❤
Rest in eternal peace.
I cried so hard watching this. 🥲
They always told me, "if you play with fire, you're going to get burned."
I wish I could say they were wrong.
People go through grieving stages yes, also grieve throughout their lifetime. Thank you and God Bless!
I am so very sorry. I lost my sister last year and it's very hard.
I'm sorry this happened to you.
It’s so painful, ty for sharing Jordon’s story. ❤
Much love, prayers and condolences to your loss of Ms. Jordan. You are all a wonderful family. Grief is something you live with.I lost my sister to alcoholism in 2022. 🙏🏻❤️🇺🇸
I’m sorry for losing your daughter 😢 is heartbreaking what drugs are doing to our young people.
Thanks for sharing Jordan’s story ❤️🕊️
Such a beautiful family. I am so sorry you lost Jordan. It sounds like she was a great person with lots of potential. This poison is taking the people we love everyday. It needs to stop! Rehabs need to be available all the time, anytime someone needs it. Noone that wants and needs help should be turned away or have to wait ever! Your family is in my prayers. Fly high Jordan 🕊
Grief is the price you pay for love.
What a loving family. Sending you ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss…
I’m so sorry for your loss.the WHYS almost made me crazy when my son died.i what you are going through. The Lord was my only comfort. It’s been almost 11 years since he died. You always carry the scars on your heart, but the pain softens with time.
God bless you and your family 🙏
I watch all of these stories. But, for some reason, Jordan's story hit me a little differently. Her family made it so easy to embrace, Jordan. May she RIP, and her family and loved ones continue to live life through her loving memory.
So sad prayers to the family…
This hurt.
Thank you for sharing
Drug addiction kills, not just fentanyl.
I’m so sorry about Jordan.
Two lovely women who loved this girl so much!
Beautiful family
So sorry for your loss, may Jordan rest in love & peace.
Sad that her friends were so fearful of the law to do what they did, but I do blame the Criminal Justice System - they need to stop criminalizing addicts, sad that they do - addiction isn't a crime it's an illness, stealing for drugs is a crime.
While watching this video my phone started playing this side of heaven by Riley clemmens ❤
Wow small world I'm from Tulsa Oklahoma and I knew Jordan and her guy friend Skylar met them thru an associate Krazy Krazy when I got the news bout her passing I wanna send my condolences to the family and friends 😞.....Lord 🙏🏽 is trying to either wake me up or fell me something ppl close to me is leaving dis world to young after losing my brother in 2021 same yr i was stabbed 7 times yr after all that i jus lost 3 cousin in 3 yrs etc but dis 1 herr storey fucks with me seen jordan everyday werr i lived never knew all wbag she was going thru just wish i would haveore friendly instead of being stuck up rest in peace ✌🏽🕊️
Grief you Learn to tolerate the pain and carry on its always there
I am so sorry for your loss😪🤍🙏
The sister with the ink, very insightful, almost clairvoyant, looks like she could see right through people.