I almost started crying while watching this. For some reason I feel I can relate, even though the meaning behind it is a bit vague. Being able to see the longer haired character as anything I think is powerful, since it can be interpreted as any number of things. (Mental illness, struggles with personal identity, trauma, etc) Idk, its a good video and the art is really pretty
List of the best PMVs i’ve seen. 20. You 19. Can’t 18. List 17. Any 16. PMV 15. From 14. Best 13. To 12. Worst 11. Because 10. They’re 9. All 8. Special 7. In 6. Their 5. Own 4. Unique 3. Creative 2. Way 1. This one.
What!! This is amazing! Omfg, the line art and everything sent a legit chill running straight down my spine. I love it, can’t wait to see more of what you’ll do!
this is so relatable as a trans man. you cant let go of your past no matter how much you want to and sometimes you even miss the person you once were before you realized, and it comes at the worst times
@@martyr6191 explain how trans is cringe? Gonna try and be unbiased as a trans man but genuinely confused. Perhaps you just don't know what it means to be trans? Imagine being born with a male brain and a female body. Imagine being in the completely wrong fucking body every moment of your life. Knowing nothing that you do can make you what you know you were meant to be. I mean I guess I can let you off if you're a kid and your only experience of trans is #trendercore tik toks, but I mean... There's nothing cringe about someone being trans. They're just trying to live their life to the fullest extent. Yo why you gotta be so rude (Edit: although, you might be a troll. Considering your channel shows youre subbed to Cavetown, a trans man...)
i’m not sure i’m actually qualified to make this assumption but is it a transgender male struggle to deal with his past, and how people viewed him and/or view him still? dude idk lol that’s just what i got and it was beautiful, this artwork is utterly gorgeous, keep it up :> edit: holy crap !! 14k likes ahhh I'm so happy for you Citrus!
that is a very realistic way of thinking about it , and also not wrong either ! its hard to explain , but youre definitely onto something ! the idea that had while making this is of a man who had a rough upbringing (not exclusively bc hes trans , but that also plays a significant role , as well as childhood abuse and neglect) and demonizing himself as he shambles toward adulthood , so much so that his negativity manifests as hallucinations of his younger self who is out to sabotage him . i hope this made sense !! your interpretation is absolutely not wrong and i like to think people can take from this what they interpret + what helps them ! thank u for watching and commenting ! i love hearing what people think about this !!!
Need to put this out here. This song has been there through the middle years of my transition into present day. It has seen some of the most difficult obstacles I've had to face in my day to day life. But it captures my past and current road in a way that words never will be able to. The grief, the guilt, the shame, the panic, the fear, the way you feel as though something is eating you from the inside out, the inability to see yourself in a mirror, the way it creeps in and completely rips you apart. It's not something that has a word. And yet, somehow you made this... masterpiece that captures every little bit of what I have had to and still have to work through on the daily. So thank you. It has been helping to heal a part of the child I never got to be growing up and you'll never know how grateful I am for that.
I don’t mean to make assumptions or be mean, but I see the long haired character as a personification of the main characters past, and the long hair I see as the main being ftm transgender. at the end, I think the past has just overcome them. anyways, I love this animation and hopefully I didn’t go too far with this
I just strolled into this video from watching other vent pmvs.. and holy hecc is this so nice and the lines are so clean. My dude. This is absolute perfection. Keep making more!!
I keep finding myself watching this video. The art style and editing is just magnificent. I love it. I also really like the story, and reading your comments on what it's about made me go "ooooooh, now I get it!" I think the idea of demonizing your past self to the point of hallucinations is both terrifying yet interesting. Again, I love this pmv. You did an amazing job with this song. Keep up the great work! You definitely got a new subscriber, and you deserve way more! -Jess
holy hecc - does this thing have a story?? because like now im interested like jeez the amout of emotion you put in your art and expression is honestly so good like aAA
there is a story , but its not like an oc kinda thing ! its about a man stumbling toward adulthood after a traumatic upbringing and developing a hatred for himself that ends up being so violent and destructive that it manifests as hallucinations of his younger self , an entity he believes is out to sabotage him . hope that makes sense ! thank you so much !!!
i’ve watched this about 900 times and personally the story to me is with the long haired character representing the main mans depression. but I think it’s so cool how everyone in the comments found their own meaning!! this is true art: transformative, adaptable, and deeply personal. i subscribed so fast... your channel looks amazing so far. I can’t wait to see how fast you’ll grow!
It's really all been said before at this point, but this is stunning both visually and emotionally and I can't even imagine how much went into making something like this. Personally, I saw a lot of my own mental issues reflected in it and it helps to see that out in the world. Love this song though, it's been in my therapy playlist for years
I've been watching this and just marveling at your style and how nice it is to look at, I'm basically trying to absorb the way you draw hands and profiles because it is VERY GOOD. The way you draw everything is very good!!!!! Thank you for making this!!!!
Honestly, this is truly amazing. Your animation is clean along with your art style. I couldn't stop replaying because I have such an obsession with this video. I love the song and you truly did it some real justice. You've just earned a new subscriber! 🌷
hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall to remind me that i am a fool. tell me where i came from, what i will always be: just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school. when i am dead, i won't join their ranks 'cause they are both holy and free. and i'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up and until the end, that's how it'll be. i said *make me love myself so that* *i might love you.* *don't make me a liar 'cause i swear to god:* *when i said it, i thought it was true.* Saint Calvin told me not to worry about you but he's got his own things to deal with. there's really just one thing that we have in common: neither of us will be missed. a Saint Bernard sits at the *TOP OF THE DRIVEWAY.* *YOU ALWAYS SAID HOW YOU LOVED DOGS.* *I DON'T KNOW IF I COUNT, BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST* *WHEN I'M HOWLING AND BARKING THESE SONGS.*
This is amazing, it's the only animation I've found that actually really fits the song and makes sense. It captures the surreal feeling of the song without going overboard
I can't pretend to imagine the situations you went through as a trans person growing up. my whole heart is with you, and I hope now you've got an AMAZING support system that reminds you every day that you are who you are, and loves you for you. I love your vent art, and I love this song. but I'm cis but this song always reminds me of a childhood friend who, in the end, decided they weren't really my friend. please don't think I'm trying to devalue you're message, but you're art helped me realize the way this song is applicable to to my life.
I am shook from such beauty. Like I could feel every emotion hot damn. Though I hope you're feeling alright! And may all good come to you. Sorry if that last bit was a bit over the top or random.
To be honest, this is amazing. Art is supposed to be interpreted in many ways and you’ve managed to show different ideas in one art piece. This is really cool and the meaning behind it is nice no matter how you look at it.
I know this video is over 2 years old, but this video gave me so much inspiration back when it first came out. The imagery and the clear passion and pain put into it made me fall in love with it. Thank you for sharing this with us. This made me feel seen back when I first saw it. And it still makes me happy in a strange and cathartic way.
Well I listened to this 32 times and somehow it's on loop I wonder how that happened. **whistles while sweating nervously** I love you and your art is so addicting to watch it's amazing-
I doubt anyone will see this but holy fucking shit I love everything about this. I love the song, I love the art style, and I love the emotion portrayed here. This is is gold
I really love this! The way you edited it really brings the people and characters in the video to life in a way, and it really kept my attention. Amazing work, I look forward to more of your videos! 💙
Every now and then I come back to watch this, because it’s interesting figuring it all out. I know it’s personal to you, and that makes it so much better. Everyone has different interpretations of this song
I relate to this so hardcore as a transman, especially because I'm not able to bind so the dysphoria hits me hard sometimes, very amazing visuals, great work!!
This is absolutely the most beautiful art I have ever seen. I'm going to admit that I envy your skills! Please keep it up! This sends shivers down my neck! The details, the story it tells, even if there's no narrator! I love the character's design, and especially when he gets four eyes, or switches between the other person! I LOVE it so much! I hope you're able to continue making these masterpieces!
Shhhhhnikes this is intense and amazing Also its hard sometimes to let go of your past self and realize theyd be okay with who you are now, especially since the current is the most authentic the guilt is hard to get rid of but once you do its great (also this video sends shivers down my spine because the past self looks like my past, and the current looks almost exactly like me)
I saw this as a young man struggling with his past and fears. I struggle with anxiety and I took this personally. Wanting to be perfect. Seeing certain people and thinking “I’ll never be as good.” Thank you.
Oh my --- I looking foward to see your work more often That just incredeble ! And Please Don't die in meanwhile and promise me you will keep on being alive cuz I need you to live ok ? XD Seriously you just inspire me ~
I think I've watched this at least 60 times. I'm shocked you're not more popular since your art is so clean. This video has nice colors as well! I've always been a fan of grey scale with red sprinkled in and I love the story behind this, though it be vague. Keep up the good work! Hope to see more from you :)
Your art is really good! I liked this and it shines through with some very strong emotions. It's hard to explain, but I hope you know what I mean? It's great and really somehow overwhelms me with a strong sense of misunderstanding and struggle, at the same time, it feels like it's a beautiful pain kind of thing. I don't know how to explain it. It's really great!
Positives: Animation style Song choice Color palette Oh my God how is so f***ing smooth Description Wholesomeness Negatives: You don’t have more videos
Super late to the party, but the mask on your second character hits so different after Covid. Wonderful job, btw and I hope you’ve made peace with some of the problems you’ve vented out.
This is AMAZING and i can already pick out symbolism The past character is like the prime image of bad mental health with long hair and baggy hoodies to hide from the outside like people with anxiety, depression, dysphoria, low self esteem, ect. And how the storyline around them to me looks like being raised in a heavily religious household that demands perfection and such and the present self seems nearly the opposite with short hair to show themselves and tattoos and more show-y clothes to show individuality and just confidence and rebelliousness with parts still showing the things they cant shake from their past. And when the past self pops up its kinda like saying "You can power through your problems and mental illnesses but they aren't going away for good and can come back later on and twice as hard it just depends on if you are up for the fight" the past is the past but its hard to truly escape it and the things cause from it even if you are so far ahead it can come back. The storyline in this is fantastic and it goes amazingly with the song (well its made from the song so its obvious but either way i still really frikkin like this)
I was diagnosed about a year ago with bipolar disorder and the time before the treatment scares me because I was hurting myself and the people around me. Sometimes I'd feel an episode coming and I'm reminded that although I like to think I'm a new person, I'm still that same girl that that did terrible things and had unspeakable thoughts. Then those thoughts start to come back and I feel disgusted with myself. It's like being haunted by yourself.
I scrolled into the comments and was worried from the first few I saw they were all going to be cringe and then I kept scrolling and saw a bunch of trans people and was like "perhaps comment section, I have judged you too harshly" Oh yeah I guess I should comment on the actual video too uhhhhh it's good I like the darker colors compared to most animatics
I come back to this all the time and it just is the most beautiful thing. It makes my heart ache and as a trans guy I just cant stop watching because it actually feels like other people know what I'm going through. Maybe I interpreted it wrong but either way it feels good to see what I feel put out by other people. Amazing!
for me, I think of it as possibly a trans guy looking back on his past self and feeling the way he felt back then over again- or maybe it's supposed to mean that's someone he doesn't wanna be or become again
Saw you explain the story line of this PMV to someone in another comment and it's very close to my own life story. I know it's been about a couple years now but I send my love and sympathies and I hope things are better from when this was made. You deserve happiness.~ May we both continue to walk the road to recovery. The video itself is still absolutely amazing and I love your art style. Very crisp and clean and it's a style I often love to see in pieces. c: - Alice
This is the best thing my eyes have seen. I am speechless, the theme the art style EVERYTHING IS PERFECT! So glad I found you and so ashamed that I found you just now!!! SO TALENTED
When you go to your go to "im upset" video and all the comments are now 5 years old... i was watching this in a dorm room. Now im in an office at a job i hate. Yet it still hits. It still slaps. And im still so fucking sad.
I understand wholeheartedly. I know it doesn't feel like it, but this stage of your life is temporary. Work may never be as fulfilling as our dreams, but there are comfortable opportunities out there for you that won't just disappear. I've moved far past the stage of my life this video was made for, but I still struggle. That said, I can look back at the distance I've made from then and now and find comfort knowing I'm making my own way. I hope that soon, you can too. It might sound hollow, but I mean it when I say it'll get better. Even if only a little bit. You're working your ass off and deserve to celebrate that fact. You've come a long way - keep going. I know you can.
things people sleep on:
beds
couches
pillows
*your channel*
your art is so pretty and clean i love it!!!!
this is so sweet u melted my heart .. bless u
i sleep on the floor.
The muffin man XD I like you
xD
The muffin man 😁 hiiiiiiiiiiii I didn't think you'll reply 😂😂😉❤
dang, binch, this is what we call talent.
Levi James this is... JAMES BORN!!
I'm pretty sure it's hard work not talent
I want like this, but there is 666, i dont have balls to ruin it. Xd
Inner demons? Actual demons? Either way I am intrigued.
*BOTH SHALL BE PURGED FROM THIS PLANE OF EXISTENCE WITH HOLY DEVOTION*
Andrew Miralrio burn in Hell with *ME*
Leviathan NO WHY WOULD YOU- WHY
Leviathan you disappoint me
Leviathan no don’t be like that
I almost started crying while watching this. For some reason I feel I can relate, even though the meaning behind it is a bit vague. Being able to see the longer haired character as anything I think is powerful, since it can be interpreted as any number of things. (Mental illness, struggles with personal identity, trauma, etc) Idk, its a good video and the art is really pretty
Alex Lee the pmv is about his past trauma from childhood and such.. so his younger self is out to sabotage him (stated by the creator)
List of the best PMVs i’ve seen.
20. You
19. Can’t
18. List
17. Any
16. PMV
15. From
14. Best
13. To
12. Worst
11. Because
10. They’re
9. All
8. Special
7. In
6. Their
5. Own
4. Unique
3. Creative
2. Way
1. This one.
I love this
lmao i just realized i fucked up but it’s good
Its suppose to be in 20 to 1 but ok.
wtf From is in 6th place??? in my opinion it should be in the top
João VI There, now it’s in the 15th place ;)
as a trans guy can relate, even if I'm interpreting it wrong.
Yeh same
same dude
lol same here
Hecc
Same bro
What!! This is amazing! Omfg, the line art and everything sent a legit chill running straight down my spine. I love it, can’t wait to see more of what you’ll do!
Caleb Crow right!? It's simply amazing
this is so relatable as a trans man. you cant let go of your past no matter how much you want to and sometimes you even miss the person you once were before you realized, and it comes at the worst times
Right? I relate so much. Much love and best wishes from Tokyo ❤
Transgender? CRINGE!!
The Boys or you could not say something rude
@@martyr6191 explain how trans is cringe? Gonna try and be unbiased as a trans man but genuinely confused.
Perhaps you just don't know what it means to be trans?
Imagine being born with a male brain and a female body. Imagine being in the completely wrong fucking body every moment of your life. Knowing nothing that you do can make you what you know you were meant to be.
I mean I guess I can let you off if you're a kid and your only experience of trans is #trendercore tik toks, but I mean... There's nothing cringe about someone being trans. They're just trying to live their life to the fullest extent.
Yo why you gotta be so rude
(Edit: although, you might be a troll. Considering your channel shows youre subbed to Cavetown, a trans man...)
The Boys a transphobic person? Cringe.
i watch this religiously
It is our religion :)
HOW DID U CONDENSE SO MUCH EMOTION INTO ONE PMV
IM SUBBING
i thought that said “sobbing” and i was gonna say same but then i realized it said “subbing” but yeah same
i’m not sure i’m actually qualified to make this assumption but is it a transgender male struggle to deal with his past, and how people viewed him and/or view him still? dude idk lol that’s just what i got and it was beautiful, this artwork is utterly gorgeous, keep it up :>
edit: holy crap !! 14k likes ahhh I'm so happy for you Citrus!
that is a very realistic way of thinking about it , and also not wrong either ! its hard to explain , but youre definitely onto something !
the idea that had while making this is of a man who had a rough upbringing (not exclusively bc hes trans , but that also plays a significant role , as well as childhood abuse and neglect) and demonizing himself as he shambles toward adulthood , so much so that his negativity manifests as hallucinations of his younger self who is out to sabotage him .
i hope this made sense !! your interpretation is absolutely not wrong and i like to think people can take from this what they interpret + what helps them ! thank u for watching and commenting ! i love hearing what people think about this !!!
SpoiledCitrus That explanation makes this 100 times more beautiful to me. You did an amazing job telling the story through the video and song.
that explanation made this song mean so much more to me and it hits so much closer to home now thank you
@Spoiledcitrus
Wow, it's almost like you took this exactly from my life currently. I relate incredibly to demonizing my old self.
William J Montgomery Omg same!! I relate a lot to this pmv actually
Wow i saw this yesterday and it had 1.7 leiks and wowooowwwww
Btw you deserve them and way more!!!!!!
Get better btw ●3●
CrownedX Wolf hi friend
Need to put this out here. This song has been there through the middle years of my transition into present day. It has seen some of the most difficult obstacles I've had to face in my day to day life. But it captures my past and current road in a way that words never will be able to. The grief, the guilt, the shame, the panic, the fear, the way you feel as though something is eating you from the inside out, the inability to see yourself in a mirror, the way it creeps in and completely rips you apart. It's not something that has a word. And yet, somehow you made this... masterpiece that captures every little bit of what I have had to and still have to work through on the daily. So thank you. It has been helping to heal a part of the child I never got to be growing up and you'll never know how grateful I am for that.
"When im dead i won't join their ranks"
I thought it was something like "When im dead i wont join their ranks" ;-;
*won't
R/wOoOoOsH
@@kikiprin3303 that's not how you use that
@@kikiprin3303
That's not how your use r/woooosh
Also, it's four o's
My therapist: You have to learn to love yourself and appreciate yourself
Me: *Silently singing in my head* make me love myself
it took me too long to realize that your pfp was not an eyelash on my screen
I don’t mean to make assumptions or be mean, but I see the long haired character as a personification of the main characters past, and the long hair I see as the main being ftm transgender. at the end, I think the past has just overcome them. anyways, I love this animation and hopefully I didn’t go too far with this
Yeah, this song is pretty much what dysphoria feels like
You're minding your own buisiness, and then it just hits you like a wall....
This is not about a pupper but I am very pleased
I’m QUAKING this needs more attention
I just strolled into this video from watching other vent pmvs.. and holy hecc is this so nice and the lines are so clean. My dude. This is absolute perfection. Keep making more!!
I keep finding myself watching this video. The art style and editing is just magnificent. I love it. I also really like the story, and reading your comments on what it's about made me go "ooooooh, now I get it!" I think the idea of demonizing your past self to the point of hallucinations is both terrifying yet interesting. Again, I love this pmv. You did an amazing job with this song. Keep up the great work! You definitely got a new subscriber, and you deserve way more!
-Jess
dave
oh shit spotted another dave strider
holy hecc - does this thing have a story?? because like now im interested like jeez the amout of emotion you put in your art and expression is honestly so good like aAA
there is a story , but its not like an oc kinda thing ! its about a man stumbling toward adulthood after a traumatic upbringing and developing a hatred for himself that ends up being so violent and destructive that it manifests as hallucinations of his younger self , an entity he believes is out to sabotage him . hope that makes sense ! thank you so much !!!
wah!! thats so coool!!! man i love this video even more !!
honeybunhugs yes the channel is EverymanHYBRID
You see I’m gonna make as many jokes as I can about the man with four eyes who looks like my kin
Damn...this is just...wow *Appluase* this makes it even better!!
i’ve watched this about 900 times and personally the story to me is with the long haired character representing the main mans depression. but I think it’s so cool how everyone in the comments found their own meaning!! this is true art: transformative, adaptable, and deeply personal. i subscribed so fast... your channel looks amazing so far. I can’t wait to see how fast you’ll grow!
It's really all been said before at this point, but this is stunning both visually and emotionally and I can't even imagine how much went into making something like this. Personally, I saw a lot of my own mental issues reflected in it and it helps to see that out in the world. Love this song though, it's been in my therapy playlist for years
I've been watching this and just marveling at your style and how nice it is to look at, I'm basically trying to absorb the way you draw hands and profiles because it is VERY GOOD. The way you draw everything is very good!!!!! Thank you for making this!!!!
Honestly, this is truly amazing. Your animation is clean along with your art style. I couldn't stop replaying because I have such an obsession with this video. I love the song and you truly did it some real justice. You've just earned a new subscriber! 🌷
I like how so many of these really stick with the accurate Heavenly Aesthetic of gluing eyes onto everything.
hung pictures of patron saints up on my wall
to remind me that i am a fool.
tell me where i came from, what i will always be:
just a spoiled little kid who went to Catholic school.
when i am dead, i won't join their ranks
'cause they are both holy and free.
and i'm in Ohio, satanic and chained up
and until the end, that's how it'll be. i said
*make me love myself so that*
*i might love you.*
*don't make me a liar 'cause i swear to god:*
*when i said it, i thought it was true.*
Saint Calvin told me not to worry about you
but he's got his own things to deal with.
there's really just one thing that we have in common:
neither of us will be missed.
a Saint Bernard sits at the
*TOP OF THE DRIVEWAY.*
*YOU ALWAYS SAID HOW YOU LOVED DOGS.*
*I DON'T KNOW IF I COUNT, BUT I'M TRYING MY BEST*
*WHEN I'M HOWLING AND BARKING THESE SONGS.*
saint bernard sits at the _tOP _*_OF THE DR I V E W A Y_*
This is amazing, it's the only animation I've found that actually really fits the song and makes sense. It captures the surreal feeling of the song without going overboard
I can't pretend to imagine the situations you went through as a trans person growing up. my whole heart is with you, and I hope now you've got an AMAZING support system that reminds you every day that you are who you are, and loves you for you. I love your vent art, and I love this song. but I'm cis but this song always reminds me of a childhood friend who, in the end, decided they weren't really my friend. please don't think I'm trying to devalue you're message, but you're art helped me realize the way this song is applicable to to my life.
wtf wtf wtf this is so good???????? i love the style so so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so clean and the editing is so OOF good
Im so glad to see that so many people are dealing with the same issues as me, I mean I hope you all are doing well it just makes me feel less alone.
The bass dropped harder than my grades after failing my math project
FRRRRR
I am shook from such beauty. Like I could feel every emotion hot damn. Though I hope you're feeling alright! And may all good come to you. Sorry if that last bit was a bit over the top or random.
i scREAMED AND DROPPED MY COMPUTER WHEN THE BEAT DROPPED BYE
I really love this, made me feel such powerful emotion towards the end that I broke out into tears.
To be honest, this is amazing. Art is supposed to be interpreted in many ways and you’ve managed to show different ideas in one art piece. This is really cool and the meaning behind it is nice no matter how you look at it.
ok this is my favorite animatic ever
Woah your art is so clean and nice!!!! I can't believe I didn't find your channel before oml
I know this video is over 2 years old, but this video gave me so much inspiration back when it first came out. The imagery and the clear passion and pain put into it made me fall in love with it. Thank you for sharing this with us. This made me feel seen back when I first saw it. And it still makes me happy in a strange and cathartic way.
Well I listened to this 32 times and somehow it's on loop I wonder how that happened. **whistles while sweating nervously** I love you and your art is so addicting to watch it's amazing-
This is deep as hell. I feel like I know what your trying to get across, and I can relate.
This.... Is just awesome!!.. You got so much emotions in it 'cause of the way the song and art are interacting with one another... Its just wow.❤😂
Bruh this is absolutely amazing. The art, the themes, the visuals, the animation... I'm just in awe
This song scares the crap out of me but I love it in a way. I definitely love the visuals in this video! It’d be cool to know the backstory
I always had a hard time visualizing this song as a story, but you've done a fantastic job of it. This is incredible.
"theres really just one thing that we have in common, neither of us will be missed" i audibly went
"oh"
It really feels like this is only something you can truly get, and I really enjoy that about this.
I hope whatever it is that your going through isn't too hard for you.
Also this animation is the coolest one I've seen yet! Keep it up!
I doubt anyone will see this but holy fucking shit I love everything about this. I love the song, I love the art style, and I love the emotion portrayed here. This is is gold
I really love this! The way you edited it really brings the people and characters in the video to life in a way, and it really kept my attention. Amazing work, I look forward to more of your videos! 💙
Every now and then I come back to watch this, because it’s interesting figuring it all out. I know it’s personal to you, and that makes it so much better. Everyone has different interpretations of this song
Love having my volume all the way up in the middle of the night and then a demon pops up on my screen truly amazing😌👌
oh my god i got the biggest chills at the beat drop ,,, ur art is so pretty
I relate to this so hardcore as a transman, especially because I'm not able to bind so the dysphoria hits me hard sometimes, very amazing visuals, great work!!
This is absolutely the most beautiful art I have ever seen. I'm going to admit that I envy your skills! Please keep it up! This sends shivers down my neck! The details, the story it tells, even if there's no narrator! I love the character's design, and especially when he gets four eyes, or switches between the other person! I LOVE it so much! I hope you're able to continue making these masterpieces!
wOAH WOAH WOAH HOLD ON WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE THIS GOOD
I AM Q U A K I N G
THERE’S SO MUCH EMOTION
SO MUCH DETAIL
I LOVE IT
Shhhhhnikes this is intense and amazing
Also its hard sometimes to let go of your past self and realize theyd be okay with who you are now, especially since the current is the most authentic
the guilt is hard to get rid of but once you do its great
(also this video sends shivers down my spine because the past self looks like my past, and the current looks almost exactly like me)
0:36 “In the city of Townsville-“
I saw this as a young man struggling with his past and fears. I struggle with anxiety and I took this personally. Wanting to be perfect. Seeing certain people and thinking “I’ll never be as good.” Thank you.
I was eating when the beat drop, I choked on this beauty
This art style is beautiful and unique and I applaud you for it
Your art style is goals!!!!! Keep up the good work
God this came out in 2018 man why does this still hit so hard two years later
Popular animatic song that is sung by someone who went to a catholic school. I like it. I like how I can relate. And I love your art style.
wowowow ! actually amazing, that last frame sent shivers down my spine dude
i love your art style so much! you need more subscribers man.
Undoubtedly, you’re about to blow up, this animation is beautiful
Oh my --- I looking foward to see your work more often
That just incredeble !
And Please Don't die in meanwhile and promise me you will keep on being alive cuz I need you to live ok ? XD
Seriously you just inspire me ~
bro ive been obsessed with this song for MONTHS idk why or how i just found out about this video just now- its so cool, good job
This is beautiful, you deserve more of a folowing.
This is so good!! The beat drop combined with that demon face gave me chills
wowowow i need the backstory on this
Same
I think I've watched this at least 60 times. I'm shocked you're not more popular since your art is so clean. This video has nice colors as well! I've always been a fan of grey scale with red sprinkled in and I love the story behind this, though it be vague. Keep up the good work! Hope to see more from you :)
Your art is really good! I liked this and it shines through with some very strong emotions. It's hard to explain, but I hope you know what I mean? It's great and really somehow overwhelms me with a strong sense of misunderstanding and struggle, at the same time, it feels like it's a beautiful pain kind of thing. I don't know how to explain it. It's really great!
dude this is really the best pmv ever omg just how is it so BEAUTIFUL
Positives:
Animation style
Song choice
Color palette
Oh my God how is so f***ing smooth
Description
Wholesomeness
Negatives:
You don’t have more videos
This animation is wonderful! I hope that you are feeling better/will feel better soon💙
WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL
WHERE THE HECK ARE YOUR SUBS !?
SOMEONE GET THIS DUDE SOME SUBS PLEASE? FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
this is beautiful-i already loved this song but this? this is the mv we needed but not the one we deserve. thank you for sharing.
this actually scared me wow
Super late to the party, but the mask on your second character hits so different after Covid. Wonderful job, btw and I hope you’ve made peace with some of the problems you’ve vented out.
I've probably added 1000 views myself from the amount of times I've replayed this ☆
This is AMAZING and i can already pick out symbolism
The past character is like the prime image of bad mental health with long hair and baggy hoodies to hide from the outside like people with anxiety, depression, dysphoria, low self esteem, ect. And how the storyline around them to me looks like being raised in a heavily religious household that demands perfection and such and the present self seems nearly the opposite with short hair to show themselves and tattoos and more show-y clothes to show individuality and just confidence and rebelliousness with parts still showing the things they cant shake from their past. And when the past self pops up its kinda like saying "You can power through your problems and mental illnesses but they aren't going away for good and can come back later on and twice as hard it just depends on if you are up for the fight" the past is the past but its hard to truly escape it and the things cause from it even if you are so far ahead it can come back.
The storyline in this is fantastic and it goes amazingly with the song (well its made from the song so its obvious but either way i still really frikkin like this)
beutiful...♡
I was diagnosed about a year ago with bipolar disorder and the time before the treatment scares me because I was hurting myself and the people around me. Sometimes I'd feel an episode coming and I'm reminded that although I like to think I'm a new person, I'm still that same girl that that did terrible things and had unspeakable thoughts. Then those thoughts start to come back and I feel disgusted with myself. It's like being haunted by yourself.
holy crap holy crap holy crap how do you not even have 1k subs i’m screaming
HOLY CRAP, I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THE DIRECTION THE BEAT DROP TOOK IT. WHAT A MASTERPIECE.
I scrolled into the comments and was worried from the first few I saw they were all going to be cringe and then I kept scrolling and saw a bunch of trans people and was like "perhaps comment section, I have judged you too harshly"
Oh yeah I guess I should comment on the actual video too uhhhhh it's good I like the darker colors compared to most animatics
I come back to this all the time and it just is the most beautiful thing. It makes my heart ache and as a trans guy I just cant stop watching because it actually feels like other people know what I'm going through. Maybe I interpreted it wrong but either way it feels good to see what I feel put out by other people. Amazing!
I've watched this about 100 times
Hey! I just wanted to make sure that you were doing alright!.., by the way, you’re really good at drawings!
for me, I think of it as possibly a trans guy looking back on his past self and feeling the way he felt back then over again- or maybe it's supposed to mean that's someone he doesn't wanna be or become again
I keep watching this like it’s so good this is probably one of my favorite animations/animatics
this, this is the shit I like
Saw you explain the story line of this PMV to someone in another comment and it's very close to my own life story. I know it's been about a couple years now but I send my love and sympathies and I hope things are better from when this was made. You deserve happiness.~ May we both continue to walk the road to recovery.
The video itself is still absolutely amazing and I love your art style. Very crisp and clean and it's a style I often love to see in pieces. c: - Alice
Oh look, another video to put on my Godly Art Shrine :')
This is the best thing my eyes have seen. I am speechless, the theme the art style EVERYTHING IS PERFECT! So glad I found you and so ashamed that I found you just now!!! SO TALENTED
U need more subs bby
I really like how you synced it with the beats. your art is really clean and not messy, please keep it up.
When you go to your go to "im upset" video and all the comments are now 5 years old... i was watching this in a dorm room. Now im in an office at a job i hate. Yet it still hits. It still slaps. And im still so fucking sad.
I understand wholeheartedly. I know it doesn't feel like it, but this stage of your life is temporary. Work may never be as fulfilling as our dreams, but there are comfortable opportunities out there for you that won't just disappear. I've moved far past the stage of my life this video was made for, but I still struggle. That said, I can look back at the distance I've made from then and now and find comfort knowing I'm making my own way. I hope that soon, you can too. It might sound hollow, but I mean it when I say it'll get better. Even if only a little bit. You're working your ass off and deserve to celebrate that fact. You've come a long way - keep going. I know you can.