@@outsideinoregon maybe not but I bet nothing on earth could have possibly been more satisfying than obliterating that disgusting filth's jaw the way it was done.
@@outsideinoregon He act on his emotions, he did it. Can't change the past, it is what it is. I hope he will find himself and have a wonderfull life! I hope you understand, English is not my native language.
I see both sides of the story. I’m not saying what he did was right but what if that had been your 13 year old daughter or niece or sister with some Predator 35 year old praying on her. Think about that.
I disagree. He ruined his life, his marriage, and potentially his relationship with his sister in the process. He had more than enough evidence to get that guy put away for longer then the time he himself did, and the other prisoners would of taken care of that guy in prison. His relationship with his sister would have possibly been better, and he would certainly probably still be married and had a few kids and a good job
Christina Dominguez Yes, my dad stayed away “for me” as a young teenager, because he was using, and it backfired. I ended up looking to older men for attention, and ended up getting turned out. At the same time I know people who have smoked crack or meth with their parents since they were 13, so I can see why people think they should stay away, too.
When this man said his younger sister doesn’t talk to him anymore broke me down. This man put his life on the line to protect his sister from the devil, now he battles demons everyday. I hope this man is doing well, true warrior for his love ones.
Michael Porter not sure you’d be saying that when he would steal every cent he has from you haha. All Heroin addicts steal and hurt from the ones they love
@@aussiemma8426 I hope you're still young with a polarized and uneducated mindset like that. You know what's the difference between you and a heroin addict? nothing but a couple bad choices. Being a drug addict doesn't make someone a bad person. Everyone has bad times in their life, for some its more visible than others. Pick up a book and learn something before you cast judgment
Michael Porter how can you exactly tell this guy is a good dude ? I’ve been around junkies for years and I was one. I’m not talking shit- you are and you don’t even know it. You know nothing about this guy, but I can guarantee he has hurt his family very badly from the choices he has made.
Michael Porter being a drug addict is the exact thing that makes you a bad person. It’s what made me a bad person. I stole from friends and family, then when all hope was lost I would burrow my way in and steal again. I was never like this before I started using heroin and have not been the moment I stopped using. Being a drug addict made me a terrible person.
I have never watched someone speak to a large audience and give me the sensation they were speaking specifically to me. It was truly a life-changing experience to have someone so different from myself speak directly to the deepest parts of my consciousness. I have also never felt this level of compassion for a person convicted of a violent crime, he has opened my eyes to the grey areas of my moral compass.
I feel like he’s hit so many good points. Living in the past has always been a weakness for me. I’ve been through so much. Sometimes I just feel like that scared little girl all over again. The anxiety gets to be too much sometimes and sometimes it’s daily. I’ve just done the best that I can to make sure that my kids don’t have a traumatic childhood. I would hate for them to ever have to relive the moments that I have.
I appreciate the testimony from this intelligent man. TD Jakes states that your past does not have to dictate the future. Sending prayers for healing, self forgiveness, and a fulfilling new chapter of life 🙏🏻
@@thetruth2509 he is absolutely most definitely still on herion, you could hear it in is voice, herion somehow relaxes the voice box & all herion users have it but only when their high where the voice has that same husky drawen out sound to it, you probably know what I mean.. And the stories he told about the kilo of herion, I don't believe it ! Keep well in these times we're having🌷 Lisa Marie Australia
Tony you’re truly a great big brother, you saved your sister’s life. It’s a shame you’re sister isn’t in your life she should be thanking you! That molester messed up both of your life’s and I can’t imagine the pain you’re mom has had to go through bc of that monster! I so hope that you can eventually have the great life that you deserve. I know what you did in others eyes is wrong but what he was doing to your sister he had it coming. Tony I wish I would have had a big brother like you when I was being molested as a child. I totally get why you did what you did.
If I ever had the chance to meet you I would give you the biggest hug and tell you that I think you’re a hero for saving your sister. And I would tell your sister be thankful that she had you as her brother.
That's soo sweet and I agree %100..almost made me tear up..I'm so so sorry for what you had to go through, nobody deserves that 💜💜 and that guy definitely had it coming...a minor cannot consent,the brain is not fully developed no matter if she was texting him back or whatever it's preditorial for the adult to do or say anything like that. I believe he saved her from something that would later on be traumatizing for her :(
BEASTofBURDEN; Thank You sweetie! It took me many years of therapy to get over it. I finally dealt with it and now I have a good life. That’s why I have so much respect for Tony he was truly her hero and she needs to get ahold of her brother and tell him thank you and that she loves him 😊❤️
Cindy Fitzgerald don’t judge this guy based solely on that story. I guarantee this guy has stolen from his family over and over again and hurt them badly emotionally.
This my favorite channel love hearing these life stories especially because I’m young helps me guide my self to a better life me being 16 my life hasn’t really even started so just see these routes people have gone makes me want to make the right decisions.
He’s a liar I can’t believe how many people believe him in these comments… first he said the dude died … then immediately after he laughed n then said “sorry all I can do is pray he makes better decisions in life” hmmm so is he dead or not… this dude watched too many movies he’s high as fuck and I can tell he’s lying
I like this guy. He’s honest and smart. His Crime was brutal but hey, he was trying to protect his sister. She should be lucky she has a protective brother. But, he could have gone about it a different way but he did his time.
Arshanie Niketa he’s not honest at all. I guarantee you this guy has stolen many times from his family over and over again and emotionally abused them too
WildRebelx76 987 He could be on the weed he’s talking about, or on medication management. Sometimes methadone patients used to come to treatment like that.
Just be honest with your daughter, tell her your story; so no one else does. My father passed away when I was thirteen, and now at thirty, I’m finding out that everything I thought my father was, he is not. It may not all be true, but i will never know. Talk to her, she may shut you out, but keep trying. You can’t rewrite your past,; However, you can make an amazing conclusion. Tell her the bad, the good, the ugly and the pretty. I found myself with a man just like my father; smh, or at least what I thought he was. I didn’t know the warnings; but if he had been honest with me, even at thirteen, maybe life would be different. I am now in a great career, and life is good from what it was. Talk to her, this is coming from a daughter to a father. Drugs, jail, and all the messed up things in between, my dad did that, and you know what? I still love him; I just wish he was honest with me, no matter how much it hurt him, because now I’m the one lost,hurt , and left to pick up the pieces of his past; so that I can understand my present.
mak 10, trust me, she will find out, wether you want her to or not. Be honest, because if you don’t tell her someone else will... trust me I know from experience with my sister. It can go either way, if you talk to her or not. She loves you, she trust you
Just reading your story put such a major impact on me every sentence touched me deeply and I poured out tears your words were so profound when you said you cannot rewrite your past but you can make an amazing conclusion. And you are so right people should never be afraid to tell you who they were no matter how much it hurts them those that love you will stay and those that don't will go away
I agree. My father was wonderful to me with a few hiccups. I knew I was loved by him though. He lived with so many demons yet only told me half truths of his past. Later after he passed I put two and two together about a story of his and asked my aunt...my father in a fit of rage beat his pregnant wife before my mother and killed his unborn child. It messed him up for the rest of his life. He never could forgive himself enough to live a healthy life and he missed so much with me because he was afraid to hurt me.
Whoa!!! I have never wanted a video to keep going so bad…out of all of Mark’s videos that I have watched, this one had my heart racing. Hanging on every word.
@@cinsationalcinema1776 Except he isn't doing that. He is still using it. He doesn't seem at all like a pot user emotionally, mentally, or physically. he does seem like a heroin addict during the cruisy stages of the day. the answer to the question about using is so familiar he has practised answers he gives. Often cops, judges, councilors etc. Says the right things to be convincing. He tries harder to answer that than when he just narrates history. Tries too hard.
@@cinsationalcinema1776 different ... When you're getting high, then yeah just a matter of opinion. I smoke pretty much daily, but if I go a day or two it's not gonna kill me. Opiates though, totally different story ... When you're addicted, you don't "get high" anymore. You're just constantly looking to "get well" and feel normal. The fear of withdrawal controls every aspect of your life. Picture if you had an oxygen tank, and that was the only way you could breath. You'd be completely consumed with keeping air in the tank 24/7, and you'd sell your soul to get it if you had to. Opiates pretty much the same thing.
Very awesome guy you are Tony. That man deserved to be treated the way u treated him. Your sister is very blessed to have a brother who loves her the way you do. Your daughter will be super proud of you someday. I am understand the trials and tribulations of the drug world. You keep giving your testamony. You are helping so many people.
If Tony can see this message... I want him to know that he should reach out to his daughter. I grew up with my dad coming in and out of my life. There have been times where I didn't talk to my dad years at a time and the only thing I wished for was for my dad to call or come see me. I chose not to call him because I didn't want to interfere with his new life with his wife but all I wanted was for my dad to be around. His daughter can be feeling the same way and there's probably confused as to why he's not around. I wish Tony all the best and hope his relationship with his daughters work out.
Proud of you for being a good brother and protecting your sister! You are saying all the right things I pray that you can continue to better yourself . I think you should talk to your daughter! She will appreciate the honesty and vulnerability. Just gotta explain this is what I’m going through baby girl and I’m doing my best to better myself.
I watch all of these. I've been with someone in this life, I am a nurse for this population, I get it, I've heard it as a woman to her man and nurse to patient- his story is one to share, learn, listen. No doubt he gets it, he had it, he has the understanding to change. I will def look for updates in a few months and hope he keeps on, you got this Tony.
Oh Tony, my heart goes out to you! You can change your life around! Even though u feel like u are at the lowest on the totem poll i still have respect for you and you deserve a new start/perspective in life.
Tony is a hero. This story is so important because of how many prisoners with stories similar to his we have never or will never hear about. He did what many claim to be willing to do for their loved ones.
Man he was young when he fathered his first kid. 16. He’s still young. I’m 32 in a couple of days, 33 is nothing. As he said. Hopefully he can put all this behind him, and start bettering himself He’s got a good head on his shoulders.
I usually just listen to these stories while I'm at work, so the longer the better. People are interesting and I appreciate you giving them a place to share.
It always baffles me how the ppl say how a parent wasn’t a part of their life and then they turn around and repeat the cycle. My parents wasn’t great but it just makes me want to be a better parent. Go see your daughter! She deserves to know who her father is! Give a chance to accept you for who you are!
I like tony! This guy is the most insightful and introspective participant I’ve listened to! He knows what he has to do, he’s just got to do it! I wish him the best! And I hope he can turn his life around! ❤️🙏🏾
What I've gleaned from this channel in general+this guy in specific as well: If we saw in ourselves what others see we are capable of, addiction would be trivialized for ~>90% of addicts.
@@midevil2829 no. No triggers there. Where do you let someone molest your sister and then if you caught the guy would you not have done worse than he did? I can promise you I know I would have
tony seems like such a down to earth, genuine guy. he seems to be a super smart guy and be almost “enlightened’ in some aspects. I do hope he reaches out to his daughter, even if it’s been forever and even if he feels like he’ll mess her up he should like write her a letter yanno? to tell her he loves her and he supports her and he just wants to do what’s best for her. back to the point good luck Tony! i wish happiness and success to you ❤️
What a life you have lived through and only 33, goes to show how integrity and a positive outlook can carry us through some profoundly difficult circumstances. Thank you for sharing your amazing story and I hope you reunite with your daughter and have success in general.
Coming from a former heroin addict.... he’s 10000000% not clean. If you have ever been there, you can tell just from someone’s voice if they’re on opiates. He’s probably on methadone or something
Brittany Cadena Unfortunately I had the same problem with my husband. I tried everything for 11 years. It just got worse despite his empty promises. You just have to choose you. I had leave to save the rest of my life, and possibly my sons life. We broke up and get back together many times. I still love him......from 3,000 miles away. When your tired you will leave.
I really like him. I don't know why. I could have listened to him all day. if you ever bump into him again tell him he has my support all the way from the UK ❤
One of my favorite interviews. I really think this man has the strength to do better and create a great life for himself and to be a good father to his daughters 🤍 praying for you Tony
Get to know your daughter. Be there for her. Be present. Let her watch you grow as an individual. You are the only dad she has and the only dad she will ever have. She will judge you. She will be mad. In the end she will appreciate your effort more than your mistakes. Goodluck Tony. We all deserve a second chance. I hated my dad. Met him at 19, I’m now 24 years old and can’t picture my life w out him.
It’s unfortunate that his sister won’t talk to him, he’s the real hero here and she needs to see that! He has a good heart he is a man of faith, and there’s nothing wrong with smoking weed!!! I wish you the best man
Tony you seem to be a stand up dude. Thank you for standing up for your sister..I hope you bounce back and get some sobriety. You can do it kid!! The prison will take your soul!! You made it out alive... take advantage! Best wishes!
Tony, there is a lot of wisdom in your story. Your voice could be a lightening rod to guide young people in the right direction. Life is hard for most. Good luck to you and your family!
Tony you are amazing! You took justice into your own hands and unfortunately had to and continue to pay for. You are extremely intelligent and I hope your road to recovery is not half the battle you have already endured. You have your whole life ahead of you! Do it for you! So your daughter's can meet Tony. Bless
Wise beyond his years. Im 39 and still trying to find my place fighting addiction and anger. I wouldn't substitute one addiction for another but if it works for you... When your sick and tired and ready to give up. GET UP!
@@duck4271 he doesn't have to be high to sound like that, he could have got hit in the head. Or you could talk like that from doing too many drugs over the years. I was in rehab with a lady that talks slower than him, bc The drugs affected her brain.
Wow, this guy has the right mind set. He has a good head on his shoulders. Yes he made some mistakes but he knows right from wrong. This guys is amazing and I hope we get an update on him one day. He is inspiring. I wish the best for him, truly
Man I remember being on the streets and strung out hopeless wished death daily, jail and weights saved my mind, body, and spirit. There is a way out I wish this guy finds his way back
Great interview I so hope thay he can get clean. I know he could help so many kids he is very well spoken but keeps things real. Good luck I'm sure you have already helped someone thank you for sharing your story.
He says “can I get one more of these” in the end. Not “where’s my money”. Good interview. I’ve google him and nothing comes up. Hope he can straighten up a little for the sake of his daughters.
This interview is something else. Tony you are a person who can help a lot of people with your painful story. I hope you get help, get clean, get closer to your sister. Your past does not define who you are. God has a plan for you and your testimony can help so many people out there make better decisions. YOU CAN DO IT
High as a kite would be nodding. He's just not dope sick, you get to a point not long into heroin where it's not a high but just enough to get thru the day and not withdraw. I wish he could kick it and go to weed but heroin is the devil for a reason. Takes your soul. AND why methadone or another lesser opioid step down, hell get there.
It was a straight forward question and I don't blame him for lying (if he did lie). The fact that he doesn't want to reach out to his daughter makes me believe he still might be using but it's not really anyone's business I guess.
This felt like a 5 minute interview. He's captivating. I would tell him to be in his daughter's lives, it's better to be there and have her make the choice to have a relationship with him, or not, than for him to hide because he's ashamed of himself.
If you notice when Mark asks these interviewees about their Parents, a lot of them will describe the age in which their family was dismantled and you can hear in their voice and the tales they tell that their life and intellect stopped at that point 😢
Mad respect for this dude!! Made a huge sacrifice for something he believes in. Whether it was right or wrong he stood up for his beliefs. And now he speaks truth and positivity. If he could clean himself up and get/stay sober he would make a great speaker because his story is real and honest and you have to respect that. God bless you man and just keep speaking the truth because God has kept you here for a reason and given you a gift. Way to use your life to help motivate and guide others that might just need a word to change their mind about that one decision that could alter their life.
@@JessicaMarie5184 unfortunately there is no way this guy is clean. I used for 20 years I'm 48 now and it definitely takes one to know one but when you are you definitely know.
Jackie Rosado because he’s clearly still using. He’s high in this interview. That whole story was made up, you can tell just by the way it was told. Junkies do that all the time, no one knows why, they just do. A manipulation tactic, I suppose.
Loved this interview. I see many people judging him in the comments. Its easy to critique from behind a computer. If you have so many ways to help, go and help him. I think he was honest in his story and I hope he can help younger kids to find their right path in life. Good luck Tony! And please, talk to your daughter, be honest and show her that you care and love her.
Many of us are struggling to let go of the past. I can relate to that. Drugs or no drugs, convict or not. Many of us do that. Doesn't matter if your a druggie, a businessman with a fancy suite or whatever. Hanging onto the shit from the past is pointless but it's hard to break free.
I think he probably means well but still appears to be a little proud of the life he lead. The drug amounts he had on him still kinda boost his ego it seems. I wish him well.
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Tony what you did for your sister makes you a hero in my eyes. So many children get molested and no one does anything. I wish you luck in your future.
What Tony did was not the way to solve the problem. He went to jail and ruined the relationship with his sister. The perv wasn’t worth it.
@@outsideinoregon maybe not but I bet nothing on earth could have possibly been more satisfying than obliterating that disgusting filth's jaw the way it was done.
@@outsideinoregon He act on his emotions, he did it. Can't change the past, it is what it is. I hope he will find himself and have a wonderfull life! I hope you understand, English is not my native language.
I see both sides of the story. I’m not saying what he did was right but what if that had been your 13 year old daughter or niece or sister with some Predator 35 year old praying on her. Think about that.
I disagree. He ruined his life, his marriage, and potentially his relationship with his sister in the process. He had more than enough evidence to get that guy put away for longer then the time he himself did, and the other prisoners would of taken care of that guy in prison. His relationship with his sister would have possibly been better, and he would certainly probably still be married and had a few kids and a good job
I hope this guy can get cleaned up and make a better life for himself.
Christina Dominguez Yes, my dad stayed away “for me” as a young teenager, because he was using, and it backfired. I ended up looking to older men for attention, and ended up getting turned out. At the same time I know people who have smoked crack or meth with their parents since they were 13, so I can see why people think they should stay away, too.
He,s "so" young..............times on his side.........so far........hope it goes good for him. x x x x
When this man said his younger sister doesn’t talk to him anymore broke me down. This man put his life on the line to protect his sister from the devil, now he battles demons everyday. I hope this man is doing well, true warrior for his love ones.
This heroin addict has better life advice than most career coaches... you can tell he’s a good dude.
Michael Porter not sure you’d be saying that when he would steal every cent he has from you haha. All Heroin addicts steal and hurt from the ones they love
@@aussiemma8426 I hope you're still young with a polarized and uneducated mindset like that. You know what's the difference between you and a heroin addict? nothing but a couple bad choices. Being a drug addict doesn't make someone a bad person. Everyone has bad times in their life, for some its more visible than others. Pick up a book and learn something before you cast judgment
Michael Porter I was addicted to Heroin for nearly 10 years. I am 4 months clean and currently on Methadone.
Michael Porter how can you exactly tell this guy is a good dude ? I’ve been around junkies for years and I was one. I’m not talking shit- you are and you don’t even know it. You know nothing about this guy, but I can guarantee he has hurt his family very badly from the choices he has made.
Michael Porter being a drug addict is the exact thing that makes you a bad person. It’s what made me a bad person. I stole from friends and family, then when all hope was lost I would burrow my way in and steal again. I was never like this before I started using heroin and have not been the moment I stopped using. Being a drug addict made me a terrible person.
I have never watched someone speak to a large audience and give me the sensation they were speaking specifically to me. It was truly a life-changing experience to have someone so different from myself speak directly to the deepest parts of my consciousness. I have also never felt this level of compassion for a person convicted of a violent crime, he has opened my eyes to the grey areas of my moral compass.
The killer in him is also the killer in you
This comment has to be a joke … you believe this guy ?? Your just as big a moron as him
@@davidmerlin6787 o
“Sometimes is also kind of fun participating in it”
While talking about the three stabbings he did in prison.
Such an interesting and compassionate response Ahmed. I relate.
This guy is going to beat this! He has amazing things to do!
Hopefully not beat the crap out of people
Can't believe his sister doesn't talk to him after he saved he from a predator.
His sister was in love so she thought. But I'm sure there's more to the story. Who really knows..🤷🏽🤷🏽🤷🏽🤷🏽🤔🤔🤔🤔 jmo
@Jack Squat like they say. There's 3 sides to a story. Yours, mine and the Truth.
Christina Dominguez that shit never happened.
dont believe these guys
Thats probably not the reason she doesn't talk to him. Maybe it's his lifestyle and choices
These documentaries are incredible so raw and so real they need to show these in schools .
I feel like he’s hit so many good points. Living in the past has always been a weakness for me. I’ve been through so much. Sometimes I just feel like that scared little girl all over again. The anxiety gets to be too much sometimes and sometimes it’s daily. I’ve just done the best that I can to make sure that my kids don’t have a traumatic childhood. I would hate for them to ever have to relive the moments that I have.
I appreciate the testimony from this intelligent man. TD Jakes states that your past does not have to dictate the future. Sending prayers for healing, self forgiveness, and a fulfilling new chapter of life 🙏🏻
Don't think heroin is out of his life just yet but I have 100% respect for him and wish him all the luck in the world.
I think the same. He was definitely on something. There was foam coming out of the sides of his mouth.
Lol. You have respect for him? 😂😂😂😂 He’s a manipulative lying scumbag.
The Truth wow...that’s so unnecessary.
@@thetruth2509 he is absolutely most definitely still on herion, you could hear it in is voice, herion somehow relaxes the voice box & all herion users have it but only when their high where the voice has that same husky drawen out sound to it, you probably know what I mean.. And the stories he told about the kilo of herion, I don't believe it !
Keep well in these times we're having🌷
Lisa Marie Australia
@@briancarter5412 why dont you believe the heroin bit??
Tony you’re truly a great big brother, you saved your sister’s life. It’s a shame you’re sister isn’t in your life she should be thanking you! That molester messed up both of your life’s and I can’t imagine the pain you’re mom has had to go through bc of that monster! I so hope that you can eventually have the great life that you deserve. I know what you did in others eyes is wrong but what he was doing to your sister he had it coming. Tony I wish I would have had a big brother like you when I was being molested as a child. I totally get why you did what you did.
If I ever had the chance to meet you I would give you the biggest hug and tell you that I think you’re a hero for saving your sister. And I would tell your sister be thankful that she had you as her brother.
That's soo sweet and I agree %100..almost made me tear up..I'm so so sorry for what you had to go through, nobody deserves that 💜💜 and that guy definitely had it coming...a minor cannot consent,the brain is not fully developed no matter if she was texting him back or whatever it's preditorial for the adult to do or say anything like that. I believe he saved her from something that would later on be traumatizing for her :(
BEASTofBURDEN; Thank You sweetie! It took me many years of therapy to get over it. I finally dealt with it and now I have a good life. That’s why I have so much respect for Tony he was truly her hero and she needs to get ahold of her brother and tell him thank you and that she loves him 😊❤️
Cindy Fitzgerald don’t judge this guy based solely on that story. I guarantee this guy has stolen from his family over and over again and hurt them badly emotionally.
Beautiful! No one else protected his sister, and they should have
This my favorite channel love hearing these life stories especially because I’m young helps me guide my self to a better life me being 16 my life hasn’t really even started so just see these routes people have gone makes me want to make the right decisions.
yeah, don't kill, don't steel.. just the usual. stay with marijuana. do sports..
That’s fucking beautiful. I’m glad you told these addicts they helped u. When you come to that fork in the road...leave the knife alone.
My name is Margie I am an alcoholic like u I decided to start drinking at 50 I’ve been sober for a year and a month please give him my email much love
Jems n knowledge with each interview. respect
Interesting interview, likeable lad! Hope he reaches out to his daughter and gives her the choice whether to know him or not.
I love that he protected his sister and fixed that sick bastard. I like him, he’s a good guy and I hope he gets his life together.
I respect anyone that takes matters into thier own hands when it comes to pedophiles. I hope his recovery was long and painful.
Matthew Rogers i thought he said that the paedophile died?
He died.
Well said mate 👍
He’s a liar I can’t believe how many people believe him in these comments… first he said the dude died … then immediately after he laughed n then said “sorry all I can do is pray he makes better decisions in life” hmmm so is he dead or not… this dude watched too many movies he’s high as fuck and I can tell he’s lying
@@lidias.3805 You might be right. I found that strange as well.
This guy is still young and has a lot of potential, prayers to him and everyone else 🙏
Prayers? How can you still believe in a God when you listen to some of the stories on this channel?
I like this guy. He’s honest and smart. His Crime was brutal but hey, he was trying to protect his sister. She should be lucky she has a protective brother. But, he could have gone about it a different way but he did his time.
Look at his triceps too! This boy would be jacked if he got off the dope and on the weights
Arshanie Niketa he’s not honest at all. I guarantee you this guy has stolen many times from his family over and over again and emotionally abused them too
Arshanie Niketa honest? This dudes high on something in the interview.
WildRebelx76 987 He could be on the weed he’s talking about, or on medication management. Sometimes methadone patients used to come to treatment like that.
Very true
Everyone should hope to marry a woman that will grab the bleach and rubber gloves if it ever came time!
68camaro been there done that!
@@TheGirlKnowsTheTruth so you were someones wife? ,....okay
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seriouslyyy!
tyrone loki lmfao
My favorite interview so far. Honest guy.
True. He could be great mentor to others. Prayers he will take a better path.
Totally agree!!
Sunny Navar Right. Real honest.
An honest, savage psychopath.
Just be honest with your daughter, tell her your story; so no one else does. My father passed away when I was thirteen, and now at thirty, I’m finding out that everything I thought my father was, he is not. It may not all be true, but i will never know. Talk to her, she may shut you out, but keep trying. You can’t rewrite your past,; However, you can make an amazing conclusion. Tell her the bad, the good, the ugly and the pretty. I found myself with a man just like my father; smh, or at least what I thought he was. I didn’t know the warnings; but if he had been honest with me, even at thirteen, maybe life would be different. I am now in a great career, and life is good from what it was. Talk to her, this is coming from a daughter to a father. Drugs, jail, and all the messed up things in between, my dad did that, and you know what? I still love him; I just wish he was honest with me, no matter how much it hurt him, because now I’m the one lost,hurt , and left to pick up the pieces of his past; so that I can understand my present.
mak 10, trust me, she will find out, wether you want her to or not. Be honest, because if you don’t tell her someone else will... trust me I know from experience with my sister. It can go either way, if you talk to her or not. She loves you, she trust you
Just reading your story put such a major impact on me every sentence touched me deeply and I poured out tears your words were so profound when you said you cannot rewrite your past but you can make an amazing conclusion. And you are so right people should never be afraid to tell you who they were no matter how much it hurts them those that love you will stay and those that don't will go away
sweet black thank you so much, it took a lot for me to put my feelings out in that way but if I can help a child it is worth it.
I agree. My father was wonderful to me with a few hiccups. I knew I was loved by him though. He lived with so many demons yet only told me half truths of his past. Later after he passed I put two and two together about a story of his and asked my aunt...my father in a fit of rage beat his pregnant wife before my mother and killed his unborn child. It messed him up for the rest of his life. He never could forgive himself enough to live a healthy life and he missed so much with me because he was afraid to hurt me.
Too long of a comment. No one gonna read this ishhh
Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future, Tony. Take all your pain to The One you know can turn your situation around. God bless, you.
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from an interview to a incredible story
I Love his Story ....I am a Prison Nurse...so I hear these types of stories all the time....His is so Honest!!!
" Stop wasting your todays on yesterdays." I felt that. Thank you Tony❤ You're the brother i never had :)
Whoa!!! I have never wanted a video to keep going so bad…out of all of Mark’s videos that I have watched, this one had my heart racing. Hanging on every word.
Don’t cheat on your future with your past
Cannabis is way better to be on then heroin. He made the right move there.
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@@cinsationalcinema1776 Except he isn't doing that. He is still using it. He doesn't seem at all like a pot user emotionally, mentally, or physically. he does seem like a heroin addict during the cruisy stages of the day. the answer to the question about using is so familiar he has practised answers he gives. Often cops, judges, councilors etc. Says the right things to be convincing. He tries harder to answer that than when he just narrates history. Tries too hard.
Good quote ... I also like "It's not about what you accomplish, but what you overcome that makes you who you are."
@@cinsationalcinema1776 different ... When you're getting high, then yeah just a matter of opinion. I smoke pretty much daily, but if I go a day or two it's not gonna kill me.
Opiates though, totally different story ... When you're addicted, you don't "get high" anymore. You're just constantly looking to "get well" and feel normal. The fear of withdrawal controls every aspect of your life.
Picture if you had an oxygen tank, and that was the only way you could breath. You'd be completely consumed with keeping air in the tank 24/7, and you'd sell your soul to get it if you had to.
Opiates pretty much the same thing.
Very awesome guy you are Tony. That man deserved to be treated the way u treated him. Your sister is very blessed to have a brother who loves her the way you do. Your daughter will be super proud of you someday. I am understand the trials and tribulations of the drug world. You keep giving your testamony. You are helping so many people.
If Tony can see this message... I want him to know that he should reach out to his daughter. I grew up with my dad coming in and out of my life. There have been times where I didn't talk to my dad years at a time and the only thing I wished for was for my dad to call or come see me. I chose not to call him because I didn't want to interfere with his new life with his wife but all I wanted was for my dad to be around. His daughter can be feeling the same way and there's probably confused as to why he's not around. I wish Tony all the best and hope his relationship with his daughters work out.
He seems to have a real sweet spirit despite what he’s been through, I’m glad he’s able to kick the heroin habit. I wish him nothing but the best
Proud of you for being a good brother and protecting your sister! You are saying all the right things I pray that you can continue to better yourself . I think you should talk to your daughter! She will appreciate the honesty and vulnerability. Just gotta explain this is what I’m going through baby girl and I’m doing my best to better myself.
I watch all of these. I've been with someone in this life, I am a nurse for this population, I get it, I've heard it as a woman to her man and nurse to patient- his story is one to share, learn, listen. No doubt he gets it, he had it, he has the understanding to change. I will def look for updates in a few months and hope he keeps on, you got this Tony.
Oh Tony, my heart goes out to you! You can change your life around! Even though u feel like u are at the lowest on the totem poll i still have respect for you and you deserve a new start/perspective in life.
Tony is a hero. This story is so important because of how many prisoners with stories similar to his we have never or will never hear about. He did what many claim to be willing to do for their loved ones.
Man he was young when he fathered his first kid. 16.
He’s still young. I’m 32 in a couple of days, 33 is nothing. As he said. Hopefully he can put all this behind him, and start bettering himself
He’s got a good head on his shoulders.
I'm 32 and we are still young lol got our life ahead of us!
I usually just listen to these stories while I'm at work, so the longer the better. People are interesting and I appreciate you giving them a place to share.
This guy has so much potential. If nothing else, I hope he gets the chance to be part of his daughters life.
Tony is one of my favorite people on this channel. I’ve watched his video several times. I hope he’s doing ok. He’s been thru some stuff!
You got some low standards.
Hope he gets better. I like him. Seems a good guy. Love from Ireland
These interviews are an incredible view into peoples lives, laying out all the broken pieces for us to see. I'm deeply humbled.
Wow I loved this interview wish I could find him on social media to keep up with his story! 🙏🏻❤️
He says his name in video, its tony micheals, I looked for him but cant find anything?
Yes more longer videos i love it 💙
LoCca Canee Really? I try to keep them as short as I can. Please let me know if others like the longer talks. Thanks, M
Soft White Underbelly i will most definitely let you know 💙 keep up the great work 💪🏽
Love the longer talks!!!!
Also a fan. Keep em coming. A lot of inside time rn.
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly I love the longer ones. I can sit and watch them all night. You're doing an awesome job. Thanks!
It always baffles me how the ppl say how a parent wasn’t a part of their life and then they turn around and repeat the cycle. My parents wasn’t great but it just makes me want to be a better parent. Go see your daughter! She deserves to know who her father is! Give a chance to accept you for who you are!
I like tony! This guy is the most insightful and introspective participant I’ve listened to! He knows what he has to do, he’s just got to do it! I wish him the best! And I hope he can turn his life around! ❤️🙏🏾
What I've gleaned from this channel in general+this guy in specific as well:
If we saw in ourselves what others see we are capable of, addiction would be trivialized for ~>90% of addicts.
honestly this is one of my favorite videos. I love his views on life. I really hope the best for him.
This dude is the man you want by your side on the streets
Yeah......Until u trigger him into breaking yo jaw😂
@@midevil2829 no. No triggers there. Where do you let someone molest your sister and then if you caught the guy would you not have done worse than he did? I can promise you I know I would have
@Face SMASHER no, he's very loyal
Tony if you ever read this, you helped me today. Thank you. You have a gift for inspiring people. I wish you all the best. God bless you bro
tony seems like such a down to earth, genuine guy. he seems to be a super smart guy and be almost “enlightened’ in some aspects. I do hope he reaches out to his daughter, even if it’s been forever and even if he feels like he’ll mess her up he should like write her a letter yanno? to tell her he loves her and he supports her and he just wants to do what’s best for her. back to the point good luck Tony! i wish happiness and success to you ❤️
What a life you have lived through and only 33, goes to show how integrity and a positive outlook can carry us through some profoundly difficult circumstances. Thank you for sharing your amazing story and I hope you reunite with your daughter and have success in general.
Best interview so far!
Coming from a former heroin addict.... he’s 10000000% not clean. If you have ever been there, you can tell just from someone’s voice if they’re on opiates. He’s probably on methadone or something
Agreed.
I'm dealing with a partner who addicted to heroin and now shooting up I dont know what to do anymore how did you get clean please answer me please
Please
northCALIFA it’s that slur and rasp
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Unfortunately I had the same problem with my husband. I tried everything for 11 years. It just got worse despite his empty promises.
You just have to choose you. I had leave to save the rest of my life, and possibly my sons life. We broke up and get back together many times.
I still love him......from 3,000 miles away.
When your tired you will leave.
He's got the knowledge. He's got to USE it. He can lead. Tony made me feel better. May God bless him.
It's so sad that he got used to it. I hate to see a wasted life.
I didn´t know.........THAT I NEEDED THIS - THANK YOU TONY! Thank you God for taking care of this man - so his story helps others too
I really like him. I don't know why. I could have listened to him all day. if you ever bump into him again tell him he has my support all the way from the UK ❤
One of my favorite interviews. I really think this man has the strength to do better and create a great life for himself and to be a good father to his daughters 🤍 praying for you Tony
He is such a smart, intelligent, good looking guy...protecting his sister...his whole life changed....WOW.
Get to know your daughter. Be there for her. Be present. Let her watch you grow as an individual. You are the only dad she has and the only dad she will ever have. She will judge you. She will be mad. In the end she will appreciate your effort more than your mistakes. Goodluck Tony. We all deserve a second chance. I hated my dad. Met him at 19, I’m now 24 years old and can’t picture my life w out him.
Sounds like a cool guy at heart I hope he gets back on track I wish him all the best.
It’s unfortunate that his sister won’t talk to him, he’s the real hero here and she needs to see that! He has a good heart he is a man of faith, and there’s nothing wrong with smoking weed!!! I wish you the best man
Tony you seem to be a stand up dude. Thank you for standing up for your sister..I hope you bounce back and get some sobriety. You can do it kid!! The prison will take your soul!! You made it out alive... take advantage! Best wishes!
Enjoyed this story it has stuck with me. Thanks to Mark for uploading and Tony for telling it.
I love this man. A true man, a warrior misguided by the system.
Tony, there is a lot of wisdom in your story. Your voice could be a lightening rod to guide young people in the right direction. Life is hard for most. Good luck to you and your family!
Guy shared some good ideas, beyond the scary, violent stuff. I thank him.
Another amazing testimony, Mark.
He has what it takes ! I’m praying for your strength 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Tony you are amazing! You took justice into your own hands and unfortunately had to and continue to pay for. You are extremely intelligent and I hope your road to recovery is not half the battle you have already endured. You have your whole life ahead of you! Do it for you! So your daughter's can meet Tony. Bless
So sad. It's not to late to get it right.
That's so true. But you got to commit, you can't play both sides of the fence. He's still trying to do both. I can tell he's not convinced yet.
I’m so hopeful for Tony’s future!! Like quite a few of the people your spent time with!
Tony keep Kobe’s speech in your head, man!!
Wise beyond his years. Im 39 and still trying to find my place fighting addiction and anger. I wouldn't substitute one addiction for another but if it works for you... When your sick and tired and ready to give up. GET UP!
Beyond his years?! He was old enough to be married before serving 15 years in prison, I think he’s old enough.
@@ZazVocals You're missing the point
Same here man, 37yrs old and still fighting this bullshit. On subs now and doing better but damn, shit gets old.
SoCali7three the point here was his ‘years’ - his age. I think you’re the one pissing the point.
This is my favorite interview. The honesty and realness..
Tony did a lot of drugs. He has that permanent high talk.
Because he's still using
he is obviously high in this video just like most of the people, theyre hard core addicts
But he said he's 2 years clean
@@KeshiaK39 addicts often lie on this channel about being clean im not sure why, but he is clearly high..
@@duck4271 he doesn't have to be high to sound like that, he could have got hit in the head. Or you could talk like that from doing too many drugs over the years. I was in rehab with a lady that talks slower than him, bc The drugs affected her brain.
Wow, this guy has the right mind set. He has a good head on his shoulders. Yes he made some mistakes but he knows right from wrong. This guys is amazing and I hope we get an update on him one day. He is inspiring. I wish the best for him, truly
Wow! I hope he finds his way back! I for sure will be having him in my thoughts 🙏🏽
So many lost individuals and so smart! I pray for everyone that comes on your channel.
Man I remember being on the streets and strung out hopeless wished death daily, jail and weights saved my mind, body, and spirit. There is a way out I wish this guy finds his way back
I have faith you can turn it around and help others that might be going down the wrong road !! Your words are very powerful. God Bless you 🙏🙏🙏
Wow this young man has a heck of a story. Much love to him
Great interview I so hope thay he can get clean. I know he could help so many kids he is very well spoken but keeps things real. Good luck I'm sure you have already helped someone thank you for sharing your story.
He says “can I get one more of these” in the end. Not “where’s my money”. Good interview. I’ve google him and nothing comes up. Hope he can straighten up a little for the sake of his daughters.
As a fellow speaker of his Southern California dialect, I can confirm he said, "Can I get one more of these?"
Me too I can't find this story....id love to see the real news story on this
This interview is something else. Tony you are a person who can help a lot of people with your painful story. I hope you get help, get clean, get closer to your sister. Your past does not define who you are. God has a plan for you and your testimony can help so many people out there make better decisions.
YOU CAN DO IT
He's still using. No way he's been off heroine for 2 years.
Why not?
@@gingerbreadmannnn Because he's high as a kite
High as a kite would be nodding. He's just not dope sick, you get to a point not long into heroin where it's not a high but just enough to get thru the day and not withdraw. I wish he could kick it and go to weed but heroin is the devil for a reason. Takes your soul. AND why methadone or another lesser opioid step down, hell get there.
It was a straight forward question and I don't blame him for lying (if he did lie). The fact that he doesn't want to reach out to his daughter makes me believe he still might be using but it's not really anyone's business I guess.
gummybear34142 could be methadone
Yes very good testimony.
It encouraged me.
Amen
He can help people even more now cause he’s been there.
I wish you the best of luck. You will over come, Tony. God bless. Stay strong.
Love you both, man. This is brilliant. You’re doing incredible work Mark. Keep it up
This felt like a 5 minute interview. He's captivating. I would tell him to be in his daughter's lives, it's better to be there and have her make the choice to have a relationship with him, or not, than for him to hide because he's ashamed of himself.
Amen brother! I hope your life changes for the better. Don't give up as you said. Your story is amazing. Hopefully it keeps people out of prison.
If you notice when Mark asks these interviewees about their Parents, a lot of them will describe the age in which their family was dismantled and you can hear in their voice and the tales they tell that their life and intellect stopped at that point 😢
Mad respect for this dude!! Made a huge sacrifice for something he believes in. Whether it was right or wrong he stood up for his beliefs. And now he speaks truth and positivity. If he could clean himself up and get/stay sober he would make a great speaker because his story is real and honest and you have to respect that. God bless you man and just keep speaking the truth because God has kept you here for a reason and given you a gift. Way to use your life to help motivate and guide others that might just need a word to change their mind about that one decision that could alter their life.
But still got the perfect fade hair cut.
Lu Taylor Beauty my grandson has his hair cut every week and it looks great like Tonys. He’s half Hispanic and it’s crazy how fast it grows out.
@Cindy Fitzgerald you know what else grows out fast
Good sign. True dope sick are not keeping up the weekly barber, skid row? Hes on his way. 💪
@@JessicaMarie5184 unfortunately there is no way this guy is clean. I used for 20 years I'm 48 now and it definitely takes one to know one but when you are you definitely know.
He's cute. Love the body art.
He seems to have such a kind heart..remember it’s never to late for change!
If only it was this easy I’m on and off for years
Very honest guy!! This story is very interesting!!
Jackie Rosado this whole story is literally a lie
@@dewilew2137 why do you say that?
Jackie Rosado because he’s clearly still using. He’s high in this interview. That whole story was made up, you can tell just by the way it was told. Junkies do that all the time, no one knows why, they just do. A manipulation tactic, I suppose.
@@dewilew2137 hmmmm 🤔 I guess i'll have to google him, He tells a good one though!!
Loved this interview. I see many people judging him in the comments. Its easy to critique from behind a computer. If you have so many ways to help, go and help him. I think he was honest in his story and I hope he can help younger kids to find their right path in life. Good luck Tony! And please, talk to your daughter, be honest and show her that you care and love her.
Many of us are struggling to let go of the past. I can relate to that. Drugs or no drugs, convict or not. Many of us do that. Doesn't matter if your a druggie, a businessman with a fancy suite or whatever. Hanging onto the shit from the past is pointless but it's hard to break free.
I love these people you bring to the worlds awareness. I'm always amazed at how different you feel after hearing their story.
I think he probably means well but still appears to be a little proud of the life he lead. The drug amounts he had on him still kinda boost his ego it seems. I wish him well.
Good point..... purification takes time & devotion.
@@michaelhernon8163 yes. Meaning well for yourself and others can take you a long way there is hope for everyone....unless you're hurting others.
@@Xxtina1015 You have my full support.
What a genuine guy. I think he will end up really helping people.
"Stop wasting your todays, with the problems of yesterday." It's so hard to not feel shit though...
Easier said then done..so many of us are prisoners of our past.
Tony is a intelligent Brother
And he’s aware of success and accomplishments My prays are with him and his family
Many Blessings to the Brother