So happy your BP and pulse are ok. I had same experience with my heart when I quit cold turkey oxy. It's SO uncomfortable... you're doing so good!!!! Your mind and body are waking up. You're not numb. This is so beautiful and amazing!!!! Life is happening for you. This IS YOUR MIRACLE!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Felicia Fuehrer that last part is my fav comment I’ve seen on this entire channel. Thank you so much. Yea my vitals have been solid this time around thank god I kept tapering... that was key!
What a beautiful comment I’m nearly 48 hours since I took my last dose of subutex I got horrible withdrawals haven’t slept a wink but with gods helpI can push through to other side it’s HARD worst part so far not sleeping & feeling uncomfortable CANT get comfy up & down like a yo-yo theses symptoms are crazy I went for walk my hearing seems to be so loud thought I could hear creepy crawlers creeping around in grass 😆
I am documenting my Suboxone detox I am going through everything you are talking about as far as color It’s crazy how your sensors work color is different music is different my hearing smell I can smell like a hound dog food taste so much better and I’m only on day two I’m an emotional wreck I’m recording my every moment and I will post a video hopefully soon you don’t know how much you have helped me I can’t thank you enough between you and this other TH-cam or called the world is yours you are the only two channels that has helped me tremendously and that are feeling the exact emotions and with drawl symptoms I’m going through my body is really hurting I’m crying for you I’m crying for myself and I’m crying for others in our situation God bless you THANK YOU!!!!
Buddy finding you today is a miracle! Im on day 3 no Suboxone and I was feeling like shit until I watched your video. Keep it up! Im going to follow you until we're both done!
@@Jordyn_loveeew I'm doing awesome! I got off way too fast and first 3 weeks was absolute hell. Felt like I had the worst flu , everything hurt, couldn't get comfortable. Then one day is just snapped and been great ever since.
You have no idea how much ur videos are helping me out bro.💯2 year fentanyl/oxy addict at 19 years old and been on suboxone for 6 months at 4mg and now I’m at 1mg so I’m almost off. 1 step at a time.
I agree, it feels weirder recording videos now that I'm sober. Lol. (Music is gonna get even better!) You're doing awesome. Keep focusing on all the positive benefits you're seeing. And keep up with the meditation. It's crucial. Stay mindful, my friend. Stay strong. I'm proud of you.
These Four Walls thank you my man. This has been one heck of a ride this week. I literally am already so much happier and I’m not even a week in. Let’s keep on keepin on. 💪
What's weird is I have a high metabolism but the longer I stretch out my doses the easier it is to skip a day. Skipped a day at .5 then did .20 maybe! But I had already gone through a terrible cold turkey off benzos, 8 days out, since Suboxone didn't even touch me from withdrawal symptoms I dropped my Suboxone to 1mg. Holy shitty, I just had back surgery also on the 3rd. My body is like WTF did you do to me. Not my first rodeo but definitely inspires me to turn christian with my wife! Not too religious, however magic mushrooms seem to be the key. Trip hard on an empty stomach every 4-5 days so you leave the body. Even if only temporarily! At night time my arms start hurting. My legs are only ok I think because I just had back surgery and my mind is focusing on being good to my back and legs. Plus sciatica pain, nerves are healing. Anyways, no reason to use drugs anymore, my surgeon healed me! Besides mushrooms, they are almost legal here though...
A. my legs were bad for a couple weeks after I took my last dose. I had kinda flashback legs up to a year If I was awoken abruptly. B. when people kick opioids they tend to be super impulsive for at least a year because everything is so vibrant like you said. maybe you liked basketball before but after opioids you LOVE it kinda thing. This is why a lot of people go from addict to addicted to the gym because it creates that natural euphoria you know.god bless man you got this. dont take any!!
The music comment HOLY SHIT lmao. I'm currently detoxing from subs and the entire time I was on subs music just didnt do it for me but now lol its fucking weird I like music again. I was on 24mg a day and I managed to taper down in 7 days down to .05. I'm still having the feeling of my chest or heart pounding but so far things have been pretty good.
Atta boy! You’re doing it! :) Yep we care about how you’re doing. It warms my heart to know you are doing well. 🌸 Ya it come in waves for sure. Some hours I felt totally euphoric, and other hours I was down on my ass.
Rockin Roberta thanks Rockin. It means a lot to me to have you finally see me get to this point. You’ve been a huge help for me and you’ve lead the way. Your channel inspired me to start this one. So thank you.
Awesome!!! I am so happy for you! The restless leg med helped me a lot with my detox too. A pharmacist recommended it to me. This is Amazing just to watch you.😊💙✌️
Dude you motivate me hard!! I ve been on Zubsolve for 12 years!!!! Yes 12. Lol. I have the same doctor that takes my insurance so I only been paying 40 bucks every 3 months. Because I get enough for a month but will last me 3 months. I’m on 2 mg. a day for past 5 years. It’s time to stop ✋. It’s all mental for me and to much of a bitch to struggle. It’s pretty funny if you think about it? I think everyone is scared they will never be happy. Everyone remembers how sweet pain killers are, had some great times. Will never ever make that mistake again! 13 years ago was last pain killer. I really hate the dependency on this Zubsolve. If I knew for a fact I had it for rest of my life then fuck it would just continue but had hard time with my last prescription because of doctor being away!!! Had 3 pills to last 8 days. Scared the shit out of me and that just isn’t normal!! I’m getting off. Plus I’m 46 years old !! It’s got to stop. I sound all over the place. Lol But thanks for your videos and hope your doing well.
How are you now ? Started my taper today. Been on 8mg a day for two years, I took 4mg today and gonna go down slowly every week, hoping there’s minor withdrawl... I have a major surgery coming up and I just am done being on this. Ready to be sober completely
Listening to Coldplay has helped me more than words can describe. The emotion I feel from their music is overwhelming, in a good way. And Coldplay doesn’t have just a few good songs. I could literally name off 20+ songs that are the best songs ever.. They’ve won 7 Grammys for a reason, the greatest band in the world, highest concert revenue in 1 tour in history and I saw them twice on that tour. A Head Full of Dreams tour. I’m a 25 year old straight white dude that likes Alice In Chains, Tool, I’ve seen AC/DC, godsmack, Smashing Pumpkins, Bush etc but my favorite band of all time is Coldplay By far. I recommend listening to every Coldplay album. You’d be surprised how many songs you like.. usually a album of 10 songs has 2-3 good songs. With Coldplay, 8/10 are amazing songs lol.
For me it was Korn. I used to listen to them alot when I was younger when my sister introduced me to them. God damn man music really does heal your soul especially when your withdrawling. I think that and working out is what helped my body to get those endorphins and feel good chemicals pumping.
Also last thought I need to share: each day when I take my bunavail: I'm thinking about your success. This is giving me so much hope for my future. I know If you can do it there's some hope for he rest of us. You're HOME FREE!!!!!
Felicia Fuehrer what is that? Never heard of it. I am glad my journey is helping you improve yours. I CANNOT believe how much happier I am already at only 6 days in. This is awesome....
I was on norcos, oxy, opana and then subs about 2 years ago. I took the subs a good 3 months and then kicked it after a super short week long taper from 8mg a day to .25mg. I felt like shit for 11 days. I remember on the 12th day I literally exploded out of bed with energy. It felt so good. I was addicted to working out and I was extremely happy to be myself again. Then I feel back into subs avout a month and a half later. Domt want to put the blame on someone else but the only reason I was put into the situation to take them again was because of my ex. And it spiraled out of control from there. Been on them the last year and a half or so. I've been on 3mg a day for the last, shit. 8 months maybe? I'm starting my taper tomorrow. I'm tired of subs. They make you numb and mentally weak and I cant stand it anymore. Watching this video has oddly made me a little excited to begin my withdrawals in the next week or two. The rls, chills and tingling feeling in your body, the lethargy, the feeling of everything is shit sucks but it kinda made me feel a bit better realizing those were my actual feelings and emotions. Not the sub. Thanks for posting this video man. Hope you are doing great and everyone else who watches these trying to quit.
Day 3-5 seem to be the WORST so if you're ok at this point you're prob good. Taper is everything. But for me when i taper i get to a point where i know i could actually get high again if i wanted to. That's tough for me to know and not go for it. As it is with 6mg a day I'll stop for like a day and a half and then take like 3 doses just to try to feel it.
I'm on day 4 and it's not too bad for me. But I tapper to almost NOTHING lol I can't even give you a number. It was so tiny. But I'm still getting withdrawal but nothing compared to what I was on. If you can imagine .25 cut in half and sometimes even smaller then that. I was taking that and sometimes even skipped a day.
@@kickinaddiction I’m too tired! Lol. I’ve been on 2mg prescription the past 3 weeks. Some days I would take 3mg, some days 4 but the past week I’ve been on 2mg and I just ran out. I’m mad at myself for using more than prescribed and I’m wondering what u think is in store for me. Last time I went off 2 mg it was a Sunday and I was fine u til Wednesday night. I took some kratom to get me through and that helped a lot. I’ve been on it 2 months and I’m down to 2 mg so I’m hoping it won’t be bad but I think I may be in for a wild ride. I have some Xanax for the sleep and RLS. Thiughts
Yes it will be challenging to jump from 2 mg. It was even hard for me to jump from half of one mg. Have you considered sublocade? You can use Kratom to bridge the gap until you get your script for subs again. Lots of people do just that.
@@kickinaddiction If I get another rx im just gonna abuse it like I have been. I’m thinking of using red bein kratom for a week then jumping. I dunno. Pissed at myself
You likely need your dr to perscribe higher mg per day if you’re needing it. Ps if you get on sublocade you can’t abuse it ever. Trying to use Kratom to get off subs usually never works. If you’re gonna go through the withdrawl then just go through it. It’s very challenging though in my experience. Why not stay on 4-6 mg of Suboxone until you get your life back on track, then worry about coming off later down the road?
Are you from seattle metro? I am as well. I am on day 4 at work at lunch and dieing. Mine is the weak feeling and crippling anxeity and deppression. Almost cry at work a few times.
Al Marzacci I was born in Seattle but currently in Utah! Wow you’re doing amazing to be able to work on day 4! Be proud of yourself... you should start seeing the light at the end of the tunnel by tomorrow or so it should slowly start getting better. Don’t give up now 💪
@@kickinaddiction I live in west seattle. Alki beach working on all the new high rises going up. Cant be fucked up. I know a lot employees see today my crap performance. I will say you made my day. Thank you for that. The way I feel as today emotional like a 2 year old you helped a lot. For that I thank you. I am praying for tomorrow. Pray for me brotha.
Ya it didn't last for day 5 at work. Day 4 killed me. Almost sharted in my pants and weak as hell. Plus this anxeity. The anxeity is the worst. Almost a fuck this life. Anyway thanks for the vent. This sucks.
I’m on a methodone detox..I’m on day 22mgs..I do have some Subox one on hand but I really want to not have anything in my body!!I have some health issues..I have gotten of Subox one and I know it’s hard!!
I didn’t start to feel the withdrawal until about day 5 or 6. I had restless legs but not for very long just about a week. That’s when I got on the benzo’s and that was after day five I think.
Rockin Roberta I’ve never tried a benzo. At this point it’s not overwhelming so I’m gonna start tapering my RLS pills asap. Today is day 6 and I’m still going strong. Things are def looking up...
Hey I forget how long were you on Suboxone and what milligram did you start at I'm sure I've asked you this plenty of times already but my brain is fried from Suboxone. and is it hyland's restful legs or hyland's restless legs I have heard of both and my store only has restful legs
Reid Schaper it is restful legs. I’d def buy the normal one and also the pm for night time. And don’t be afraid to take up to 10 per night if you need to.
Last November I was prescribed 16 mg per day. I didn’t take that much for long. Mostly I’d say I averaged 8 mg per day for a couple years. With a couple failed tapers in those years.
So happy your BP and pulse are ok. I had same experience with my heart when I quit cold turkey oxy. It's SO uncomfortable... you're doing so good!!!! Your mind and body are waking up. You're not numb. This is so beautiful and amazing!!!! Life is happening for you. This IS YOUR MIRACLE!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Felicia Fuehrer that last part is my fav comment I’ve seen on this entire channel. Thank you so much. Yea my vitals have been solid this time around thank god I kept tapering... that was key!
What a beautiful comment I’m nearly 48 hours since I took my last dose of subutex I got horrible withdrawals haven’t slept a wink but with gods helpI can push through to other side it’s HARD worst part so far not sleeping & feeling uncomfortable CANT get comfy up & down like a yo-yo theses symptoms are crazy I went for walk my hearing seems to be so loud thought I could hear creepy crawlers creeping around in grass 😆
I am documenting my Suboxone detox I am going through everything you are talking about as far as color
It’s crazy how your sensors work color is different music is different my hearing smell I can smell like a hound dog food taste so much better and I’m only on day two
I’m an emotional wreck I’m recording my every moment and I will post a video hopefully soon you don’t know how much you have helped me I can’t thank you enough between you and this other TH-cam or called the world is yours you are the only two channels that has helped me tremendously and that are feeling the exact emotions and with drawl symptoms I’m going through my body is really hurting I’m crying for you I’m crying for myself and I’m crying for others in our situation God bless you THANK YOU!!!!
Buddy finding you today is a miracle! Im on day 3 no Suboxone and I was feeling like shit until I watched your video. Keep it up! Im going to follow you until we're both done!
brian tallieu how are you 2 months out? I’m on day 3 and struggling mentally and physically. Hope you’re still doing well.
@@Jordyn_loveeew I'm doing awesome! I got off way too fast and first 3 weeks was absolute hell. Felt like I had the worst flu , everything hurt, couldn't get comfortable. Then one day is just snapped and been great ever since.
You have no idea how much ur videos are helping me out bro.💯2 year fentanyl/oxy addict at 19 years old and been on suboxone for 6 months at 4mg and now I’m at 1mg so I’m almost off. 1 step at a time.
I agree, it feels weirder recording videos now that I'm sober. Lol.
(Music is gonna get even better!)
You're doing awesome. Keep focusing on all the positive benefits you're seeing.
And keep up with the meditation. It's crucial. Stay mindful, my friend. Stay strong. I'm proud of you.
These Four Walls thank you my man. This has been one heck of a ride this week. I literally am already so much happier and I’m not even a week in. Let’s keep on keepin on. 💪
The man knows what he is talking about
What's weird is I have a high metabolism but the longer I stretch out my doses the easier it is to skip a day. Skipped a day at .5 then did .20 maybe! But I had already gone through a terrible cold turkey off benzos, 8 days out, since Suboxone didn't even touch me from withdrawal symptoms I dropped my Suboxone to 1mg. Holy shitty, I just had back surgery also on the 3rd. My body is like WTF did you do to me. Not my first rodeo but definitely inspires me to turn christian with my wife! Not too religious, however magic mushrooms seem to be the key. Trip hard on an empty stomach every 4-5 days so you leave the body. Even if only temporarily! At night time my arms start hurting. My legs are only ok I think because I just had back surgery and my mind is focusing on being good to my back and legs. Plus sciatica pain, nerves are healing. Anyways, no reason to use drugs anymore, my surgeon healed me! Besides mushrooms, they are almost legal here though...
So true about music it’s amazing
A. my legs were bad for a couple weeks after I took my last dose. I had kinda flashback legs up to a year If I was awoken abruptly. B. when people kick opioids they tend to be super impulsive for at least a year because everything is so vibrant like you said. maybe you liked basketball before but after opioids you LOVE it kinda thing. This is why a lot of people go from addict to addicted to the gym because it creates that natural euphoria you know.god bless man you got this. dont take any!!
So awesome man!!!!! Lol I was impatienly waiting all day
Reid Schaper still kickin ass brother. Things are looking up, video will be about this time tomorrow. 😁
@@kickinaddiction awesome dude, I'm proud of you bro
The music comment HOLY SHIT lmao. I'm currently detoxing from subs and the entire time I was on subs music just didnt do it for me but now lol its fucking weird I like music again.
I was on 24mg a day and I managed to taper down in 7 days down to .05. I'm still having the feeling of my chest or heart pounding but so far things have been pretty good.
Thanks ur video definitely helped. Im on day 2. U have given me some hope. So Ty
Atta boy! You’re doing it! :) Yep we care about how you’re doing. It warms my heart to know you are doing well. 🌸
Ya it come in waves for sure. Some hours I felt totally euphoric, and other hours I was down on my ass.
Rockin Roberta thanks Rockin. It means a lot to me to have you finally see me get to this point. You’ve been a huge help for me and you’ve lead the way. Your channel inspired me to start this one. So thank you.
Kickin Addiction 🤗🤗🤗
Awesome!!! I am so happy for you! The restless leg med helped me a lot with my detox too. A pharmacist recommended it to me. This is Amazing just to watch you.😊💙✌️
Cindy Moore thanks Cindy, I’m glad you are along for this ride. I wouldn’t have made t without those rls meds. That shit is brutal!
Kickin Addiction It will ease away.
Dude you motivate me hard!! I ve been on Zubsolve for 12 years!!!! Yes 12. Lol. I have the same doctor that takes my insurance so I only been paying 40 bucks every 3 months. Because I get enough for a month but will last me 3 months. I’m on 2 mg. a day for past 5 years. It’s time to stop ✋. It’s all mental for me and to much of a bitch to struggle. It’s pretty funny if you think about it? I think everyone is scared they will never be happy. Everyone remembers how sweet pain killers are, had some great times. Will never ever make that mistake again! 13 years ago was last pain killer. I really hate the dependency on this Zubsolve. If I knew for a fact I had it for rest of my life then fuck it would just continue but had hard time with my last prescription because of doctor being away!!! Had 3 pills to last 8 days. Scared the shit out of me and that just isn’t normal!! I’m getting off. Plus I’m 46 years old !! It’s got to stop. I sound all over the place. Lol But thanks for your videos and hope your doing well.
Space Man Frequency get naltrexone that helped me
How are you now? I’m on Zubsolv, 10 years. Ran short and small dosing.
How are you now ? Started my taper today. Been on 8mg a day for two years, I took 4mg today and gonna go down slowly every week, hoping there’s minor withdrawl... I have a major surgery coming up and I just am done being on this. Ready to be sober completely
The CDC recommends you tapper at a 10% per week decrease to minimize withdraw.
joseph menken that is def a manageable taper from my experience
Listening to Coldplay has helped me more than words can describe. The emotion I feel from their music is overwhelming, in a good way. And Coldplay doesn’t have just a few good songs. I could literally name off 20+ songs that are the best songs ever.. They’ve won 7 Grammys for a reason, the greatest band in the world, highest concert revenue in 1 tour in history and I saw them twice on that tour. A Head Full of Dreams tour. I’m a 25 year old straight white dude that likes Alice In Chains, Tool, I’ve seen AC/DC, godsmack, Smashing Pumpkins, Bush etc but my favorite band of all time is Coldplay By far. I recommend listening to every Coldplay album. You’d be surprised how many songs you like.. usually a album of 10 songs has 2-3 good songs. With Coldplay, 8/10 are amazing songs lol.
For me it was Korn. I used to listen to them alot when I was younger when my sister introduced me to them. God damn man music really does heal your soul especially when your withdrawling. I think that and working out is what helped my body to get those endorphins and feel good chemicals pumping.
Also last thought I need to share: each day when I take my bunavail: I'm thinking about your success. This is giving me so much hope for my future. I know If you can do it there's some hope for he rest of us. You're HOME FREE!!!!!
Felicia Fuehrer what is that? Never heard of it. I am glad my journey is helping you improve yours. I CANNOT believe how much happier I am already at only 6 days in. This is awesome....
I was on norcos, oxy, opana and then subs about 2 years ago. I took the subs a good 3 months and then kicked it after a super short week long taper from 8mg a day to .25mg. I felt like shit for 11 days. I remember on the 12th day I literally exploded out of bed with energy. It felt so good. I was addicted to working out and I was extremely happy to be myself again. Then I feel back into subs avout a month and a half later. Domt want to put the blame on someone else but the only reason I was put into the situation to take them again was because of my ex. And it spiraled out of control from there. Been on them the last year and a half or so. I've been on 3mg a day for the last, shit. 8 months maybe? I'm starting my taper tomorrow. I'm tired of subs. They make you numb and mentally weak and I cant stand it anymore. Watching this video has oddly made me a little excited to begin my withdrawals in the next week or two. The rls, chills and tingling feeling in your body, the lethargy, the feeling of everything is shit sucks but it kinda made me feel a bit better realizing those were my actual feelings and emotions. Not the sub. Thanks for posting this video man. Hope you are doing great and everyone else who watches these trying to quit.
Day 3-5 seem to be the WORST so if you're ok at this point you're prob good. Taper is everything. But for me when i taper i get to a point where i know i could actually get high again if i wanted to. That's tough for me to know and not go for it. As it is with 6mg a day I'll stop for like a day and a half and then take like 3 doses just to try to feel it.
Restless leg and sleep improved each day.
Your amazing
What was the hardest day?
4-8 I’d say for most people.
I'm on day 4 and it's not too bad for me. But I tapper to almost NOTHING lol I can't even give you a number. It was so tiny. But I'm still getting withdrawal but nothing compared to what I was on.
If you can imagine .25 cut in half and sometimes even smaller then that. I was taking that and sometimes even skipped a day.
Bro what dose did u jump from?
Lol you’ve gotta go through all my vids buddy. It’s been a messy ride. I’m on sublocade now. Feel free to look through my videos
@@kickinaddiction I’m too tired! Lol. I’ve been on 2mg prescription the past 3 weeks. Some days I would take 3mg, some days 4 but the past week I’ve been on 2mg and I just ran out. I’m mad at myself for using more than prescribed and I’m wondering what u think is in store for me. Last time I went off 2 mg it was a Sunday and I was fine u til Wednesday night. I took some kratom to get me through and that helped a lot. I’ve been on it 2 months and I’m down to 2 mg so I’m hoping it won’t be bad but I think I may be in for a wild ride. I have some Xanax for the sleep and RLS. Thiughts
Yes it will be challenging to jump from 2 mg. It was even hard for me to jump from half of one mg. Have you considered sublocade? You can use Kratom to bridge the gap until you get your script for subs again. Lots of people do just that.
@@kickinaddiction If I get another rx im just gonna abuse it like I have been. I’m thinking of using red bein kratom for a week then jumping. I dunno. Pissed at myself
You likely need your dr to perscribe higher mg per day if you’re needing it. Ps if you get on sublocade you can’t abuse it ever. Trying to use Kratom to get off subs usually never works. If you’re gonna go through the withdrawl then just go through it. It’s very challenging though in my experience. Why not stay on 4-6 mg of Suboxone until you get your life back on track, then worry about coming off later down the road?
Are you from seattle metro? I am as well. I am on day 4 at work at lunch and dieing. Mine is the weak feeling and crippling anxeity and deppression. Almost cry at work a few times.
Al Marzacci I was born in Seattle but currently in Utah! Wow you’re doing amazing to be able to work on day 4! Be proud of yourself... you should start seeing the light at the end of the tunnel by tomorrow or so it should slowly start getting better. Don’t give up now 💪
@@kickinaddiction I live in west seattle. Alki beach working on all the new high rises going up. Cant be fucked up. I know a lot employees see today my crap performance. I will say you made my day. Thank you for that. The way I feel as today emotional like a 2 year old you helped a lot. For that I thank you. I am praying for tomorrow. Pray for me brotha.
Ya it didn't last for day 5 at work. Day 4 killed me. Almost sharted in my pants and weak as hell. Plus this anxeity. The anxeity is the worst. Almost a fuck this life. Anyway thanks for the vent. This sucks.
I’m on a methodone detox..I’m on day 22mgs..I do have some Subox one on hand but I really want to not have anything in my body!!I have some health issues..I have gotten of Subox one and I know it’s hard!!
I didn’t start to feel the withdrawal until about day 5 or 6. I had restless legs but not for very long just about a week. That’s when I got on the benzo’s and that was after day five I think.
Rockin Roberta I’ve never tried a benzo. At this point it’s not overwhelming so I’m gonna start tapering my RLS pills asap. Today is day 6 and I’m still going strong. Things are def looking up...
Your good my dude!!!
You are barely gonna wd, I haven't finished the vid yet though lol
Hey I forget how long were you on Suboxone and what milligram did you start at I'm sure I've asked you this plenty of times already but my brain is fried from Suboxone. and is it hyland's restful legs or hyland's restless legs I have heard of both and my store only has restful legs
Reid Schaper it is restful legs. I’d def buy the normal one and also the pm for night time. And don’t be afraid to take up to 10 per night if you need to.
Last November I was prescribed 16 mg per day. I didn’t take that much for long. Mostly I’d say I averaged 8 mg per day for a couple years. With a couple failed tapers in those years.
Keep smiling!!👽
You soooo got this!!👽