This has been by far my best summer, people have actually invited me to things, I've actually hung out with people and gone places with friends. Overall I'm just kinda happy
I'm so happy for you- this year overall hasn't been my best. I lost my best friend and bf (ex) i didn't really do anything this summer except stay in my room. And listening to this playlist I actually realized that I just wasted my 13th birthday (which is a big year for kids in america) but i'm glad someone could live it up for me, so from one stranger to another- thank you :) 💙
This summer, I went to mainland China (my home country), walked a desert there spanning over two days and 50 km in total, I saw the Terracotta Warriors, the Mogao Grottos, an ancient concubine’s bathtub, the play “the Sound of Dunhuang” the most spectacular I’ve seen. I feel connected with my heritage. I talked with my new friends that I made this year after transferring to this new school over the summer. We went out (6 of us in total). I played badminton with them nearly every week for 2-3 hours. I had so much fun with my grandparents. My parents’ divorce is going well. I’m so damn happy, happier then I’ve ever been over one summer. Over one year in fact. This is a pretty shit time to be alive but I’m so glad that I am. That I’m here and well and alive and happy. This school year has been the best year of my life. Thank you, universe. 10/8/23
This has honestly been the best summer and year ever, I finally moved out of my abusive home and my abuser is finally getting his karma back and on top of it all I’m completely sober and living life how I’m supposed to ❤
I’m so happy for you. You deserved all of these things and all things coming to you. I hope the new school year has many good things in store for you. You are in my prayers. Have a good day or night.
real but my friends are so fuckin boring i want friends that want to hang out and not stay home even if that means literally sitting in a playground or walking around
This honestly has been one of the best summers for me, like people actually started inviting me to things, I actually got to hang out with my friends and enjoy my time with them before we all move away for college, and I experienced things that my younger self would dream of experiencing, I stay up so late until I heard the birds chirping, I done some stuff this summer that I would never though that I would have done a few years before. I feel like I have changed, maybe not in the best way, but in some parts, I have changed for the best, and in some ways I have changed for the worst.. but change happens, whether we like it or not it just happens, and now that summer is ending, my class has graduated, everyone is starting to on their own paths and it's scary, actually it';s terrifying, I have to go and make my own friends, be alone in my own classes with no one to joke around with, sit and eat lunch alone like I did in Elementary school when all the tables were filled. I have to actually talk with people that I've never met before, I'm a new face to everyone at that school and most are just new to each other.. I'm scared for the new future that hols ahead of me, I miss the past and I'm craving to have it back, I'm questioning the present of what I am doing now. I am not so ready to move on yet, I am not at all prepared for my future and I'm worried of what to do now, there is no one now to tell me what to do, what I am doing right or wrong, and even if there is, they won't be nice about it, because this is the adult world, this is where my life finally starts.. everything that I do now like fully depends on what I do next and then what happens after that. I am missing my friends so bad right now, all I want to do is either roll up in a ball and cry in my room listening to music, or go out and start doing something new and travel with my friends all around the world, to just be young and stupid and have fun! I will always be craving for adventure and to hang out with my friends, but now it's school time, and I have to fill out my resumé, apply for a job, start studying a lot more than I have ever done before, and be really focused on my studies, not to mention I have to get a license and then I will truly start adulating. But I am just a kid, I always make mistakes, I'm only 17 and I am going off to college.. It's so scary to be alone, but at the same time this is my chance to try to be alone and face my fears of social anxiety and to actually get of my house and do something with my life right now.. this is going to be stressful but I have to be alone to overcome the challenges that I am currently facing.. I have been an amazing opportunity to go to college with free tuition, (while living with parents so really I can't be fully adulting until I make it out of there lol), but everyone I know and love (my besties) are leaving me behind to go off and do great and better things, I am so proud of them, but I am still stuck here, and instead of having people with me, now I am just stuck here and alone.. and ughh life can be so confusing sometimes, I never wanted summer start, because I know that I wouldn't want it to end.. I never wanted this summer to start because I know that everyone is now leaving going off into the real world I am so sad that everyone I know is leaving the only place that I really feel like I belong. And these are the like the only people I have known for all of these years and have grown own up with all of my life, I have known them for in my life, more often then not, I have grown bonds with some of these people so much and now all of the sudden I have to let go?? I just can't, and I now I don't want summer to end because now everybody is leaving, starting off brand new, and some people have already left and many are probably not coming back.. I am missing my friends so much right now, I wish we could have had way more time together because 12 years didn't feel like enough.. or even 7 years, or 4 years... I need way more years to be with them and I felt like I've been robbed, so many great relationships, just ending or slowly separating and dissolving as the years go by, after having the closest bonding in the world, to now not really even knowing each other is so sad and scary.. I have so many thought running through my head right now and I am missing everyone so much right now and I miss how school and life was earlier, I have like so many responsibilities now and I have to start new like everyone else.. this is so scary, I tried to cherish the times that we all had together but it just like made me even more sad.. I care so much for others and I hope that they care for me back.. I can't wait to start new sometimes, but I don't really like the feeling of doing this alone.. I really hope that I can makes friends right away and just have a good time and I hope that everyone else is doing their best right not too.. I am very unsure of what the future holds for me, but I honestly hope that it turns out actually really good for me and I have a good time and start enjoying life that way that I am supposed to be enjoying my teen years!! :)
Some Timestamps! 0:00 - New Flesh by Current Joys 2:48 - Forever Dumb by Surf Curse 7:06 - Jealous by Eyedress 9:09 - Fluorescent Adolescent 12:04 - Parking Lots by Plums 15:30 - Kids by Current Joys 19:50 - In My Head by Bedroom
This summer has by far been the worst. All I've done is stayed inside.. So much bad shit has happened this year that I literally do not care thought cause jeez wtf was 2023. My "friends" all turned on me during mid this year and the amount of death threats and threats I got that I'd get jumped is concerning... I was addicted to vaping, drinking and sh but luckily im 3 months sober and my mental heath has really improved since dropping my "friends". I have really 2 friends atm but one girl has been acting a bit strange so It kind of only feels like one but one good friend is better then many fake ones. :) My dad's brain tumor has come back but my mam and dad r both trying to keep it from me which I find the wrong way to go abt this situation because I have the right to know if my dad might pass away or not ye know? The chances are slim thought since hes got threw it before so im just praying for him! This whole summer I just sat in bed, for weeks and months just scrolling on my phone. I have no energy for anything because for a while I was going threw a depressive episode but Im trying to see the good in some things. The one thing I find funny is that I pray that it rains all the time, so I don't seem lonely for not wanting to go outside because that means nobody gets to go outside. I've gotten a lot better but I still have two friends because ye know its just nicer that way. I've gone outside a phew times but I still sometimes get very scared because I feel like I've get beat up or just something bad will happen because something similar did happened this year. I also learned I have adhd and autisim which I've always kind of knew. It also explained why I was considered the weird dirty strange kid for being obsessed w fnaf, minecraft, creepypasta's, ghosts, and literally every fandom and phase you can name or think abt. Including the animatic phases.... Damn youtube really raised me. But oh well this is all just a cannon event to me going famous. I think I peaked when I was like 12-13 because damn I became such a mad bitch. Like smoking, drinking the movie thirteen type of shit like wtf was wrong w me, I was sneaking into clubs at age 13 dressing like a 22 yr old..like no wonder my parents nearly sent me to boarding school, tbh I wish they did I feel like it would have been the best choice cause I hate my school atm. The strange thing is even though I was considered kind of well known I was never rude or mean and never forgot my weird younger self because tbh I still enjoyed those things in secret. I was never rude to anybody during that time of my life as well and my parents raised me to be as nice as I can to people which I respect. I went threw a phase of hating my parents, hating myself, and blaming all my problems on everybody else but tbh im so much more happier, even though it may not seem like it from this massive vent, Im doing okay atm and Im a lot better from how I was in march-april. Btw Im 15 and I get I have so much more time left in life so thats the only thing keeping me going that maybe it'll work out. Hope everybody has a great rest of their summer and im sorry to dump my vent onto this page I just needed somewhere to vent, a place where nobody I know would see it because that would be really embarrassing Remember your amazing, funny, loyal, caring and overall you have so many quality's that maybe some people cant see for themselves, but I hope you know that you should't waste ur time on those people, and In time the people who do see those features will arrive in ur life. Sometimes in the most unexpected ways. Your so loved by the world and you might not even be able to see it but I can because I love u and your worth is endless. ♥
Listening to this playlists makes me feel like I missed something. I'm turning twe ty in ten months and my teenage years were not like i imagined them to be. I guess I Just ended up alone again and were not invited to hang out or anything even when i tried. These kind of playlist help me imagine how it would be to be one of them. Actually going out on summer nights, doing bonfire and getting drunk on some cheap wine and beer and have a blast. Going out to festivals and coming back late. Singing on some store parking lot at night. I didn't even have the chance to be a teenager i Just jumped from being a kid at 13 to being an adult.
You are not alone😭 I have never had friends to hang out with like this.. Since I'm 14 I started to think about money and work. I wish I had funny summer night full of memories. All my memories from teenage years are just me sitting in front of my laptop alone😕 Anyways, I hope your future summers will be full of happy memories😁
No matter what you are going through im happy for you for how a long way you came and just know everything is going to be okay.Everyone have a good summer and im proud of every single one of you!
The first song makes me miss summer sm. All the happy days, late nights otp with my friends, summer camp, going to the river, the blob, seeing all my camp friends, watching the sunset on the field with my bsf, being tan, late night lake swimming, asking out random boys, 12am manhunt games in the woods, reading romance books, the mall with my friends, going to the movies a billion times, my bsfs house, falling in love, sleeping in really late, surfing, blasting music with the windows down with my brother, polaroids, and crying when i leave camp. I just love summer sm and this playlist reminds me of all those feelings. 😭
my biggest dream is to spend my teenage life in America. this summer was the worst, I passed the exams badly and barely entered the university. so I would like to spend time with a group of friends, to meet sunsets and sunrises…
@SamuelEMPowell131 I just listened to it, and omfg its so good 😭 thank you for recommending this to me, I'm kinda mad I haven't found their band sooner lmao
Here I am, with my four best friends and hanging out every Friday. Moving to another country in four months and enjoying every moment I have left with my mates and parents. Gonna miss this, but its for the best.
Holy shit. These songs specifcally were on repeat the entire span of freshman to junior year for me. I still listen to em, just not as much. Super bangers these are. Especially that last one *chefs KIss*
0:00 - New Flesh by Current Joys I listened to The Cure, I listened to The Cure I listened to The Cure and then I cried I watched Videodrome, I watched Videodrome I watched Videodrome and lost my mind Tried to write a song, tried to write a song I tried to write a song I think you'd like No one gives a shit, no one gives a shit No one gives a shit about my life 'Til I die 'Til I die It's DIY It's DIY I have nightmares, I have nightmares I have nightmares all the time So I stay awake, so I stay awake So I stay awake all night I say I'm gonna leave, I say I'm gonna leave I say I'm gonna leave, but I think you're right I'm gonna stay right here, I'm gonna stay right here I'm gonna stay right here until I die 'Til I die 'Til I die It's DIY It's DIY ___________________________________ 2:48 - Forever Dumb by Surf Curse I would run away from you, if I could Never really wanted to, but I guess I should run I would fall in love with you, but I can't It's too hard, maybe we'll just pretend But it's hard when I don't know what to do I'm angry and I'm tired and confused I got so many thoughts stuck in my head And none of them make much sense I said I would follow you, but I lied Don't be mad Well, at least I tried I never had a spot for you in my life Which was true Till I heard you cry And your tears dripped down your face into my eyes I'm sorry and I hate myself this time Cause I got so many thoughts stuck in my head And none of them Make much sense ___________________________________ 7:06 - Jealous by Eyedress You could have anyone you want Why would you want to be with me? I'm nothing special You could have anyone you want Why would you want to be with me? You know, I'm nothing special Be with whoever you want I don't care, I don't care I don't wanna know Don't tell me about your problems If you're not trying to solve them Don't ask me for my help Fix it yourself She tried to call me yesterday But I didn't pick up 'Cause I don't got time I don't have time I don't have time I don't have time I don't have time (no) Do whatever you want I don't care, I don't care Don't even tell me I don't really wanna know Don't ask me how's my day's been I just wanna be alone Stop talking about your past I don't wanna hear it Just leave me alone Just go Only care about myself 'Cause everyone's trying to hurt me Just leave me alone Just leave me alone Just leave me alone I just wanna be alone ___________________________________ 9:09 - Fluorescent Adolescent by Arctic Monkeys You used to get it in your fishnets Now you only get it in your night dress Discarded all the naughty nights for niceness Landed in a very common crisis Everything′s in order in a black hole Nothing seems as pretty as the past though That Bloody Mary's lacking in Tabasco Remember when you used to be a rascal? Oh, the boy′s a slag, the best you ever had The best you ever had is just a memory And those dreams weren't as daft as they seem Aren't as daft as they seem, my love When you dream them up Flicking through a little book of sex tips Remember when the boys were all electric? Now when she′s told she′s gonna get it I'm guessing that she′d rather just forget it Clinging 'til I′m getting sentimental Said she wasn't going, but she went still Likes her gentlemen not to be gentle Was it a Mecca Dauber or a betting pencil? Oh, the boy′s a slag, the best you ever had The best you ever had is just a memory And those dreams weren't as daft as they seem Aren't as daft as they seem, my love When you dream them up Oh, Flo Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go, oh? You′re falling about You took a left off Last Laugh Lane Just sounding it out But you′re not coming back again You're falling about You took a left off Last Laugh Lane You were just sounding it out But you′re not coming back again You used to get it in your fishnets (falling about) Now you only get it in your night dress Discarded all the naughty nights for niceness (you took a left off Last Laugh Lane) Landed in a very common crisis Everything's in order in a black hole (you were just sounding it out)Is anything as pretty in the past, though? That Bloody Mary′s lacking in Tabasco (you're not coming back again) Remember when you used to be a rascal, oh? ___________________________________ 12:04 - Parking Lots by Plums Bent out boy in the car down the pavement Turn here, that's your place Glitter girl in the back of the basement Opened window frame Heather, wanna see you soon If you do Heather, when I'm in your room "Love Me Do" Empty lot has a guest close to midnight Spilling out its sides Something of going on in the streetlight Mother sleeps just fine Heather, wanna see you soon If you do Heather, when I'm in your room "Love Me Do" ___________________________________ 15:30 - Kids by Current Joys I am just a kid I never use my brain I only use my heart And my imagination I am just a kid I always make mistakes And I never say I'm sorry Cause there mistakes that I made I am just a kid I've never seen the world And I haven't quite decided If I'm a boy or a girl Oh I am just a kid I'm afraid of the dark But I'm obsessed with ideas One day I'll go far Oh I'm no longer a kid And everything has changed There's nothing in my heart And lightning in my brain So listen up you kids And here what I say Don't listen to your brain And follow your dreams ___________________________________ 19:50 - In My Head by Bedroom Day to day, it won't leave Everytime, I try to speak It consumes my mind It consumes my soul It wants my life it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quite, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead
this playlist makes me feel sad bruh, like nothing is ever gonna be the same after, which it wont but, im not ready for that. just a few more years please.
I know summer ended but this is one of the last year’s before one of the biggest changes happens in our lives… I’m gonna make the most of this grade while I still can and try to to keep on making memories because I still have so much time and I shouldn’t have to waste it!
by far probably my worst summer. not too bad, but just too much change. new school. im moving, i have to pack my whole room up this week. not sleeping good recently. things have gotten worse over the month.
My summer hasn’t really been summering up about to go to 10th grade and all I’ve been doing is studying for next year, using this playlist to imagine what I could’ve had
It's okay don't worry too much about it, sometimes we think we should be doing something but in reality it's okay if you don't. Just do what you want and can do. Everything that comes is supposed to be that way for a reason everything in the end is a great result just appreciate it. 🫶
ive been spending summer alone but shit was fun asf regardless of the fact that i spent it alone maybe bc i was high half of the whole summer shit still hit tho 🙄💌 live it up yall
It hasn't really been the best year. I got my heart broken and my soul torn apart but I managed to survive that. I managed to put it back together and go back to what is truly important to me. I'm rediscovering myself or rather this new me. It gets better I can promise you that, no matter what is, that too will pass. Just take it one little step at a time at your own pace and you will get to where you're going even if you don't know where that might be yet. Love and care for yourself and those around you. Let's leave this world a little better than we found it. We should also enjoy our time on this world so smile, our time is so short, try not to spend too much of it by being sad. You're really loved I promise you that and you have infinite potential. You bring something unique to this Earth that nobody else does. Get back out into the world, take chances, go on your adventures, and just have fun. I love you, take care of yourself, and remember to always smile more :)
I wish i found this playlist sooner.This summer was actually pretty good even if i didn't really hang with anyone I still had fun.I eveb started skateboarding
this kinda makes me wanna stuff all my friends into a mini van, listen to this while on a road trip, camp out with them, have a campfire, and do dumb shit
This summer I met 3(!) of my online friends in real life Also I hang out a lot with other people, visited my father(I last time saw him in winter), and went to 3 countries for vacation I will remember summer 2023 for a long time :) P.s. I am also going to visit my online friend in November, when my mother sent me a plane ticket I wanted to scream out of happiness
I wish I would go back to 5th grade, everything was better then. Now I’m in 7th and I hate it. I don’t get to see liek any of my good good friends-including my best friend. I CANT live without her. If she were to die, I might just kms. She is the one person that understands me for me. She’s the only one who I feel safe and comfortable around-like I can do anything without getting judged or questioned. I can tell her anything, open my feeling up to her. It took me a while to show her my vent book-like a year(almost 2) but I’m healing from passed situations. Opening up to the people I care about have helped me heal. I’m still a bit broken from things that have happened that I know will never happen again-and I’m sad abt it. But I’m learning to live with it. I hope seventh grade will go by in a flash so I can spend my summer with her>> I love her so much. Thank you.
im going to school tomorrow, this summer has been amazing and i started my transition to male :D, im so happy, and i hope everyone has a nice schoolyear if they go to school still, and if not, i hope they have a cool life
i wish i could go out and do stuff with my gf and friends but none of them really care about me enough to invite me to the things they go out and do ;-;
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This has been by far my best summer, people have actually invited me to things, I've actually hung out with people and gone places with friends. Overall I'm just kinda happy
I'm so happy for you- this year overall hasn't been my best. I lost my best friend and bf (ex) i didn't really do anything this summer except stay in my room. And listening to this playlist I actually realized that I just wasted my 13th birthday (which is a big year for kids in america) but i'm glad someone could live it up for me, so from one stranger to another- thank you :) 💙
Hey I'm so happy for you. My summer Started super great but is ending badly
I can relate to your feeling I felt it few months ago but now it's been raining since 3 weeks lmaooo I can't do shit....
So enjoy while you can ✌
good for you bud
@@Moonisweird its alright bud, thats just how life is
Thanks, this is my "last" teen summer. May the good times roll into my 20's
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Omg this was my last teen summer too. I'd ever even realised until reading your comment 😐😅
as a teen this is both reassuring and terrifying @@K.e.a.r.a.
yr 20s will be more funnnn💌
Greetings from the Russian-speaking community of "Summer American Skate Aesthetics"! How are you doing? When is your birthday?
This summer, I went to mainland China (my home country), walked a desert there spanning over two days and 50 km in total, I saw the Terracotta Warriors, the Mogao Grottos, an ancient concubine’s bathtub, the play “the Sound of Dunhuang” the most spectacular I’ve seen. I feel connected with my heritage. I talked with my new friends that I made this year after transferring to this new school over the summer. We went out (6 of us in total). I played badminton with them nearly every week for 2-3 hours. I had so much fun with my grandparents. My parents’ divorce is going well. I’m so damn happy, happier then I’ve ever been over one summer. Over one year in fact. This is a pretty shit time to be alive but I’m so glad that I am. That I’m here and well and alive and happy. This school year has been the best year of my life. Thank you, universe.
10/8/23
Tysm! I’ll definitely check it out :)
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This has honestly been the best summer and year ever, I finally moved out of my abusive home and my abuser is finally getting his karma back and on top of it all I’m completely sober and living life how I’m supposed to ❤
I'm soso happy for you, I know for a fact you deserved a happy ending like this.
I’m so happy for you. You deserved all of these things and all things coming to you. I hope the new school year has many good things in store for you. You are in my prayers. Have a good day or night.
i hope ur ok x
this makes me wanna go out and experience the rest of the summer while it still lasts
real but my friends are so fuckin boring
i want friends that want to hang out and not stay home even if that means literally sitting in a playground or walking around
Do ittttt
this summer hasnt been summering like its supposed to summer so im using this playlist to summer it up
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new flesh is just one of those songs that makes me want to go back when i was 16 without a care in the world, no responsibilities, bills or work
I've found no playlist that I like but this is apart of my life now.
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very real
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This honestly has been one of the best summers for me, like people actually started inviting me to things, I actually got to hang out with my friends and enjoy my time with them before we all move away for college, and I experienced things that my younger self would dream of experiencing, I stay up so late until I heard the birds chirping, I done some stuff this summer that I would never though that I would have done a few years before. I feel like I have changed, maybe not in the best way, but in some parts, I have changed for the best, and in some ways I have changed for the worst.. but change happens, whether we like it or not it just happens, and now that summer is ending, my class has graduated, everyone is starting to on their own paths and it's scary, actually it';s terrifying, I have to go and make my own friends, be alone in my own classes with no one to joke around with, sit and eat lunch alone like I did in Elementary school when all the tables were filled. I have to actually talk with people that I've never met before, I'm a new face to everyone at that school and most are just new to each other.. I'm scared for the new future that hols ahead of me, I miss the past and I'm craving to have it back, I'm questioning the present of what I am doing now. I am not so ready to move on yet, I am not at all prepared for my future and I'm worried of what to do now, there is no one now to tell me what to do, what I am doing right or wrong, and even if there is, they won't be nice about it, because this is the adult world, this is where my life finally starts.. everything that I do now like fully depends on what I do next and then what happens after that. I am missing my friends so bad right now, all I want to do is either roll up in a ball and cry in my room listening to music, or go out and start doing something new and travel with my friends all around the world, to just be young and stupid and have fun! I will always be craving for adventure and to hang out with my friends, but now it's school time, and I have to fill out my resumé, apply for a job, start studying a lot more than I have ever done before, and be really focused on my studies, not to mention I have to get a license and then I will truly start adulating. But I am just a kid, I always make mistakes, I'm only 17 and I am going off to college.. It's so scary to be alone, but at the same time this is my chance to try to be alone and face my fears of social anxiety and to actually get of my house and do something with my life right now.. this is going to be stressful but I have to be alone to overcome the challenges that I am currently facing.. I have been an amazing opportunity to go to college with free tuition, (while living with parents so really I can't be fully adulting until I make it out of there lol), but everyone I know and love (my besties) are leaving me behind to go off and do great and better things, I am so proud of them, but I am still stuck here, and instead of having people with me, now I am just stuck here and alone.. and ughh life can be so confusing sometimes, I never wanted summer start, because I know that I wouldn't want it to end.. I never wanted this summer to start because I know that everyone is now leaving going off into the real world I am so sad that everyone I know is leaving the only place that I really feel like I belong. And these are the like the only people I have known for all of these years and have grown own up with all of my life, I have known them for in my life, more often then not, I have grown bonds with some of these people so much and now all of the sudden I have to let go?? I just can't, and I now I don't want summer to end because now everybody is leaving, starting off brand new, and some people have already left and many are probably not coming back.. I am missing my friends so much right now, I wish we could have had way more time together because 12 years didn't feel like enough.. or even 7 years, or 4 years... I need way more years to be with them and I felt like I've been robbed, so many great relationships, just ending or slowly separating and dissolving as the years go by, after having the closest bonding in the world, to now not really even knowing each other is so sad and scary.. I have so many thought running through my head right now and I am missing everyone so much right now and I miss how school and life was earlier, I have like so many responsibilities now and I have to start new like everyone else.. this is so scary, I tried to cherish the times that we all had together but it just like made me even more sad.. I care so much for others and I hope that they care for me back.. I can't wait to start new sometimes, but I don't really like the feeling of doing this alone.. I really hope that I can makes friends right away and just have a good time and I hope that everyone else is doing their best right not too.. I am very unsure of what the future holds for me, but I honestly hope that it turns out actually really good for me and I have a good time and start enjoying life that way that I am supposed to be enjoying my teen years!! :)
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cuteeee hope y always have funnn💌
You know it's good when a playlist starts off with an absolute banger
if we add Brazil by Declan mcKenna
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Real dude current joys is the band of summer like it just fits 🤭‼️
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Some Timestamps!
0:00 - New Flesh by Current Joys
2:48 - Forever Dumb by Surf Curse
7:06 - Jealous by Eyedress
9:09 - Fluorescent Adolescent
12:04 - Parking Lots by Plums
15:30 - Kids by Current Joys
19:50 - In My Head by Bedroom
This summer has by far been the worst. All I've done is stayed inside.. So much bad shit has happened this year that I literally do not care thought cause jeez wtf was 2023.
My "friends" all turned on me during mid this year and the amount of death threats and threats I got that I'd get jumped is concerning... I was addicted to vaping, drinking and sh but luckily im 3 months sober and my mental heath has really improved since dropping my "friends". I have really 2 friends atm but one girl has been acting a bit strange so It kind of only feels like one but one good friend is better then many fake ones. :)
My dad's brain tumor has come back but my mam and dad r both trying to keep it from me which I find the wrong way to go abt this situation because I have the right to know if my dad might pass away or not ye know? The chances are slim thought since hes got threw it before so im just praying for him!
This whole summer I just sat in bed, for weeks and months just scrolling on my phone. I have no energy for anything because for a while I was going threw a depressive episode but Im trying to see the good in some things. The one thing I find funny is that I pray that it rains all the time, so I don't seem lonely for not wanting to go outside because that means nobody gets to go outside.
I've gotten a lot better but I still have two friends because ye know its just nicer that way. I've gone outside a phew times but I still sometimes get very scared because I feel like I've get beat up or just something bad will happen because something similar did happened this year.
I also learned I have adhd and autisim which I've always kind of knew. It also explained why I was considered the weird dirty strange kid for being obsessed w fnaf, minecraft, creepypasta's, ghosts, and literally every fandom and phase you can name or think abt.
Including the animatic phases.... Damn youtube really raised me.
But oh well this is all just a cannon event to me going famous.
I think I peaked when I was like 12-13 because damn I became such a mad bitch. Like smoking, drinking the movie thirteen type of shit like wtf was wrong w me, I was sneaking into clubs at age 13 dressing like a 22 yr old..like no wonder my parents nearly sent me to boarding school, tbh I wish they did I feel like it would have been the best choice cause I hate my school atm.
The strange thing is even though I was considered kind of well known I was never rude or mean and never forgot my weird younger self because tbh I still enjoyed those things in secret. I was never rude to anybody during that time of my life as well and my parents raised me to be as nice as I can to people which I respect.
I went threw a phase of hating my parents, hating myself, and blaming all my problems on everybody else but tbh im so much more happier, even though it may not seem like it from this massive vent, Im doing okay atm and Im a lot better from how I was in march-april.
Btw Im 15 and I get I have so much more time left in life so thats the only thing keeping me going that maybe it'll work out.
Hope everybody has a great rest of their summer and im sorry to dump my vent onto this page I just needed somewhere to vent, a place where nobody I know would see it because that would be really embarrassing
Remember your amazing, funny, loyal, caring and overall you have so many quality's that maybe some people cant see for themselves, but I hope you know that you should't waste ur time on those people, and In time the people who do see those features will arrive in ur life. Sometimes in the most unexpected ways. Your so loved by the world and you might not even be able to see it but I can because I love u and your worth is endless. ♥
i realy hope i find people who enjoy hiking, going out, listening to indie songs , want to have deep convos, talk about life etc
Listening to this playlists makes me feel like I missed something. I'm turning twe ty in ten months and my teenage years were not like i imagined them to be. I guess I Just ended up alone again and were not invited to hang out or anything even when i tried.
These kind of playlist help me imagine how it would be to be one of them. Actually going out on summer nights, doing bonfire and getting drunk on some cheap wine and beer and have a blast. Going out to festivals and coming back late. Singing on some store parking lot at night.
I didn't even have the chance to be a teenager i Just jumped from being a kid at 13 to being an adult.
It is not too late just need to find the right people for this and everyone find them in a different time ❤️
You are not alone😭 I have never had friends to hang out with like this.. Since I'm 14 I started to think about money and work. I wish I had funny summer night full of memories. All my memories from teenage years are just me sitting in front of my laptop alone😕 Anyways, I hope your future summers will be full of happy memories😁
Hate that summers gone, now im back sitting in my room with my headphones on a school night, i miss summer smmmm
@nameface6934 Mk! thanks :DD
ㄹㅇ요즘 듣는 곡들 여기 다 모여있네..정신건강 안좋을 때 적당한 플리누
I love my teenage years
Shout out to my friends y'all are og
No matter what you are going through im happy for you for how a long way you came and just know everything is going to be okay.Everyone have a good summer and im proud of every single one of you!
The first song makes me miss summer sm. All the happy days, late nights otp with my friends, summer camp, going to the river, the blob, seeing all my camp friends, watching the sunset on the field with my bsf, being tan, late night lake swimming, asking out random boys, 12am manhunt games in the woods, reading romance books, the mall with my friends, going to the movies a billion times, my bsfs house, falling in love, sleeping in really late, surfing, blasting music with the windows down with my brother, polaroids, and crying when i leave camp. I just love summer sm and this playlist reminds me of all those feelings. 😭
@nameface6934 i listened to it and it was really good thank you for the recommendation!!
my biggest dream is to spend my teenage life in America. this summer was the worst, I passed the exams badly and barely entered the university. so I would like to spend time with a group of friends, to meet sunsets and sunrises…
This summer just didn't summer like the other summers, but this playlist kinda helps :)
@SamuelEMPowell131 I just listened to it, and omfg its so good 😭 thank you for recommending this to me, I'm kinda mad I haven't found their band sooner lmao
literally everyone is saying it so think he just made a bunch of alts or smth@SamuelEMPowell131
Here I am, with my four best friends and hanging out every Friday. Moving to another country in four months and enjoying every moment I have left with my mates and parents.
Gonna miss this, but its for the best.
Jenny, Isy, Tess, Eric and Charles. May I never forget and may we dance until heaven and beyond!
Holy shit. These songs specifcally were on repeat the entire span of freshman to junior year for me. I still listen to em, just not as much. Super bangers these are. Especially that last one *chefs KIss*
0:00 - New Flesh by Current Joys
I listened to The Cure, I listened to The Cure
I listened to The Cure and then I cried
I watched Videodrome, I watched Videodrome
I watched Videodrome and lost my mind
Tried to write a song, tried to write a song
I tried to write a song I think you'd like
No one gives a shit, no one gives a shit
No one gives a shit about my life
'Til I die
'Til I die
It's DIY
It's DIY
I have nightmares, I have nightmares
I have nightmares all the time
So I stay awake, so I stay awake
So I stay awake all night
I say I'm gonna leave, I say I'm gonna leave
I say I'm gonna leave, but I think you're right
I'm gonna stay right here, I'm gonna stay right here
I'm gonna stay right here until I die
'Til I die
'Til I die
It's DIY
It's DIY
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2:48 - Forever Dumb by Surf Curse
I would run away from you, if I could
Never really wanted to, but I guess I should run
I would fall in love with you, but I can't
It's too hard, maybe we'll just pretend
But it's hard when I don't know what to do
I'm angry and I'm tired and confused
I got so many thoughts stuck in my head
And none of them make much sense
I said I would follow you, but I lied
Don't be mad
Well, at least I tried
I never had a spot for you in my life
Which was true
Till I heard you cry
And your tears dripped down your face into my eyes
I'm sorry and I hate myself this time
Cause I got so many thoughts stuck in my head
And none of them
Make much sense
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7:06 - Jealous by Eyedress
You could have anyone you want
Why would you want to be with me?
I'm nothing special
You could have anyone you want
Why would you want to be with me?
You know, I'm nothing special
Be with whoever you want
I don't care, I don't care
I don't wanna know
Don't tell me about your problems
If you're not trying to solve them
Don't ask me for my help
Fix it yourself
She tried to call me yesterday
But I didn't pick up
'Cause I don't got time
I don't have time
I don't have time
I don't have time
I don't have time (no)
Do whatever you want
I don't care, I don't care
Don't even tell me
I don't really wanna know
Don't ask me how's my day's been
I just wanna be alone
Stop talking about your past
I don't wanna hear it
Just leave me alone
Just go
Only care about myself
'Cause everyone's trying to hurt me
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
I just wanna be alone
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9:09 - Fluorescent Adolescent by Arctic Monkeys
You used to get it in your fishnets
Now you only get it in your night dress
Discarded all the naughty nights for niceness
Landed in a very common crisis
Everything′s in order in a black hole
Nothing seems as pretty as the past though
That Bloody Mary's lacking in Tabasco
Remember when you used to be a rascal?
Oh, the boy′s a slag, the best you ever had
The best you ever had is just a memory
And those dreams weren't as daft as they seem
Aren't as daft as they seem, my love
When you dream them up
Flicking through a little book of sex tips
Remember when the boys were all electric?
Now when she′s told she′s gonna get it
I'm guessing that she′d rather just forget it
Clinging 'til I′m getting sentimental
Said she wasn't going, but she went still
Likes her gentlemen not to be gentle
Was it a Mecca Dauber or a betting pencil?
Oh, the boy′s a slag, the best you ever had
The best you ever had is just a memory
And those dreams weren't as daft as they seem
Aren't as daft as they seem, my love
When you dream them up
Oh, Flo
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
Where did you go, oh?
You′re falling about
You took a left off Last Laugh Lane
Just sounding it out
But you′re not coming back again
You're falling about
You took a left off Last Laugh Lane
You were just sounding it out
But you′re not coming back again
You used to get it in your fishnets (falling about)
Now you only get it in your night dress
Discarded all the naughty nights for niceness (you took a left off Last Laugh Lane)
Landed in a very common crisis
Everything's in order in a black hole (you were just sounding it out)Is anything as pretty in the past, though?
That Bloody Mary′s lacking in Tabasco (you're not coming back again)
Remember when you used to be a rascal, oh?
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12:04 - Parking Lots by Plums
Bent out boy in the car down the pavement
Turn here, that's your place
Glitter girl in the back of the basement
Opened window frame
Heather, wanna see you soon
If you do
Heather, when I'm in your room
"Love Me Do"
Empty lot has a guest close to midnight
Spilling out its sides
Something of going on in the streetlight
Mother sleeps just fine
Heather, wanna see you soon
If you do
Heather, when I'm in your room
"Love Me Do"
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15:30 - Kids by Current Joys
I am just a kid
I never use my brain
I only use my heart
And my imagination
I am just a kid
I always make mistakes
And I never say I'm sorry
Cause there mistakes that I made
I am just a kid
I've never seen the world
And I haven't quite decided
If I'm a boy or a girl
Oh I am just a kid
I'm afraid of the dark
But I'm obsessed with ideas
One day I'll go far
Oh I'm no longer a kid
And everything has changed
There's nothing in my heart
And lightning in my brain
So listen up you kids
And here what I say
Don't listen to your brain
And follow your dreams
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19:50 - In My Head by Bedroom
Day to day, it won't leave
Everytime, I try to speak
It consumes my mind
It consumes my soul
It wants my life it wants complete control
Somebody help me before it's bad
Somebody help me before I end up dead
I feel alone, all of the time
It's still quite, lurking inside
I'm a walking contradiction
Everything I say is an affliction to him
Somebody help me before it's bad
Somebody help me before I end up dead
You're doing god's work omg😭‼️
this playlist makes me feel sad bruh, like nothing is ever gonna be the same after, which it wont but, im not ready for that. just a few more years please.
I know summer ended but this is one of the last year’s before one of the biggest changes happens in our lives… I’m gonna make the most of this grade while I still can and try to to keep on making memories because I still have so much time and I shouldn’t have to waste it!
by far probably my worst summer. not too bad, but just too much change. new school. im moving, i have to pack my whole room up this week. not sleeping good recently. things have gotten worse over the month.
@SamuelEMPowell131 thanks
listening to this like i havent stayed at home all summer and been left out of everything
It's okay me too.
BEST SUMMER EVER
i would do absolutely anything to listen to these songs for the first time.
This playlist>>>>>>>
My summer hasn’t really been summering up about to go to 10th grade and all I’ve been doing is studying for next year, using this playlist to imagine what I could’ve had
It's okay don't worry too much about it, sometimes we think we should be doing something but in reality it's okay if you don't. Just do what you want and can do. Everything that comes is supposed to be that way for a reason everything in the end is a great result just appreciate it. 🫶
best playlist lofi indie ever
This reminds me of wildwood at night when your with friends going on the rides at Moreys Piers and going to the boardwalk in the summer air
i love wildwood
reminds of those grade 5 days when I used to stay up late, listen to current joys and surf curse and do those random pen sketches
ive been spending summer alone but shit was fun asf regardless of the fact that i spent it alone maybe bc i was high half of the whole summer shit still hit tho 🙄💌 live it up yall
Listening to this is like a fever dream
i actual cant wait for summer
“I know you before you were famous”
oh my f god, I LOVED this so much
this playlist is making me realize (for some reason) that my childhood was a lot worse than i thought it was..
It hasn't really been the best year. I got my heart broken and my soul torn apart but I managed to survive that. I managed to put it back together and go back to what is truly important to me. I'm rediscovering myself or rather this new me. It gets better I can promise you that, no matter what is, that too will pass. Just take it one little step at a time at your own pace and you will get to where you're going even if you don't know where that might be yet. Love and care for yourself and those around you. Let's leave this world a little better than we found it. We should also enjoy our time on this world so smile, our time is so short, try not to spend too much of it by being sad. You're really loved I promise you that and you have infinite potential. You bring something unique to this Earth that nobody else does. Get back out into the world, take chances, go on your adventures, and just have fun. I love you, take care of yourself, and remember to always smile more :)
I wish i found this playlist sooner.This summer was actually pretty good even if i didn't really hang with anyone I still had fun.I eveb started skateboarding
yooo sk8rrrr have fun =D
this kinda makes me wanna stuff all my friends into a mini van, listen to this while on a road trip, camp out with them, have a campfire, and do dumb shit
do it
listening to this while getting ready for the first day of school😭😭🤟
ahh i love this playlist sm
i did infact, listen to the cure and cry
This playlist is just perfect I listen to this all the time I LOVE IT!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
love coming back to this
This summer I met 3(!) of my online friends in real life
Also I hang out a lot with other people, visited my father(I last time saw him in winter), and went to 3 countries for vacation
I will remember summer 2023 for a long time :)
P.s. I am also going to visit my online friend in November, when my mother sent me a plane ticket I wanted to scream out of happiness
I wish I would go back to 5th grade, everything was better then. Now I’m in 7th and I hate it. I don’t get to see liek any of my good good friends-including my best friend. I CANT live without her. If she were to die, I might just kms. She is the one person that understands me for me. She’s the only one who I feel safe and comfortable around-like I can do anything without getting judged or questioned. I can tell her anything, open my feeling up to her. It took me a while to show her my vent book-like a year(almost 2) but I’m healing from passed situations. Opening up to the people I care about have helped me heal. I’m still a bit broken from things that have happened that I know will never happen again-and I’m sad abt it. But I’m learning to live with it. I hope seventh grade will go by in a flash so I can spend my summer with her>> I love her so much. Thank you.
@nameface6934 Thanks!
god i can’t wait for next summer.
This was the most fun I've had in a summer in a long time, but it hasn't even felt like a whole summer yet it has been :[
literally felt the same way
🤑
@@TabW. coems🤑🤑🤑🤑
my alcoholic years placed in a song , nice
Same 😂
Wish i had a summer that sounded like this.
PLS WE NEED MORE!🤩😍🤪
wow, I'm the 400th subscriber.. cool playlist, thanks 💅
this altered my brain waves bro
Some of my favourite songs and bands in this one! Love the stuff, keep it up
Miss my quarantine summer😢
Listening to this well getting ready to work as a camp counselor! (In training :P)
this is what my summer should've sounded like instead it was like billie eillish's male fantasy music video
This...this is a masterpiece. Thank you
You deserve a subscribe for this playlist love ❤️
Hopefully I’ll be in one of this sped up playlists one day🙌🏾
Add Nomu by Good kid in this and its perfect
i found this playlist after school started up again 😭
Why is bro trying to rizz me through the screen 💀
Somos yo y la música contra el fokin mundo. I love this sm!!.
hoping someday ill have a summer where i actually get to participate in things
im going to school tomorrow, this summer has been amazing and i started my transition to male :D, im so happy, and i hope everyone has a nice schoolyear if they go to school still, and if not, i hope they have a cool life
EYEDRESS! 🤭😍😍❤️❤️
LAURVE!
Me who is listening to this right as tomorrow as if I don't have school 😍😍
i wish i could go out and do stuff with my gf and friends but none of them really care about me enough to invite me to the things they go out and do ;-;
i wish i did not have to spend the vacation i get from school on my job as a cashier..i have done nothing but work and be on my phone all night...
ive read most of the comments and it seems like im the only lonely fuck who played video games and went camping every weekend
OMG SURF CURSE AND CURRENT JOYS?
thank you!@nameface6934
Hey this playlist is mad! Is there anyway of submitting music for future playlists? I’d love my new track Buzz to be considered!
i love this : ' l
this summer didnt summer like summer is supposed to but thats ok
2023👍👍👍🎧🎧🎧☀️☀️☀️
😢DAD I MISS YOU TOO MUCH LOL
If i lose this playlist I lose my life 🫨
It's crazy that im going to be an adult soon
Hi, where/who is the cover from? (the picture in the video)
Summer is over but I couldn't feel summer
worst summer doe frl.
❤️
TILL I DIE! TILL I DIE!
DIY! DEE EYE WHY!
Oxe, King?
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Somos yo y la música contra el fokin mundo😿
@elijahfinch3349 Oh thank you very much!
💗
DIY
I ended up drawing my trauma while listening to this playlist😊
kids-current joys: "so listen up u kids don't listen to ur brain follow ur dreams" rugby ima b a stripper 😌
I meant tyyyy but autocorrect
Since when Artic Monkeys is a Indie song???
Я работал на заводе всё лето вы о чём💀💀💀
@nameface6934 TYSM
Arctic monkeys>>>>
The strokes >>>>>> artic monkeys
Music >>>>> Hating
@@nerdychez2440 ?
@@yamilet_alexturnersverison 😔 just ignore that.