This morning I released my first-ever "piano" song. I've released some piano versions of songs before, but "I Wanted To Leave" is the first song that was written for the piano. I have a history of being in beautiful places and having a nagging feeling to leave. Even when I’m with people I love, these places start to feel cold and less like home the more I’m there. I think life is full of these juxtaposed environments where we pressure ourselves to stay or go. I wrote this song in Paris, such a beautiful city rich in culture and history. And when I started feeling the urge to leave, this melody emerged. I'm looking forward to releasing a few more of these in the coming months so I hope you enjoy.
It's weird. To me, the melody isn't sad or happy. It's weird. It evokes a strong feeling but I cannot categorize it, it's like it made me feel a peaceful void. It's weird and soothing at the same time. Thank you for creating this. I love it.
My humble opinion: Music is a language and in this song what you are hearing is NEW BEGINNINGS; a turning of the tide, if you will. Old things passing a way and wrongs being set right. And in this case, it is bitter before it is sweet. It's how resolve feels. This balance could account for the "peaceful void" that you feel. At 2:06 , however I feel this to be out of place, creating an asymmetry with the interlude. The writer/composer may have felt that the song was boring without it. As is, this offset element adds a "settling for something" type feel which could symbolize healing that still remains. Also, although I don't prefer the abruptness of how the song ends, it leaves a firm, take it or leave it situation. I could also see the song being resolved more optimisticly, with a little more finesse..
This is SUCH a perfect way to describe this songs feeling. It's neither sad nor happy. Just...right there in the middle with a melody of both these emotions. You're happy the war is over, but now comes the years of grief, relief, sadness, happiness, memories etc
It feels a little more hopeful. Like this was her running into the woods - but instead of going into the water - she sees the beauty of the world she lives in and just takes it all in and falls in love with her life again
This song feels like autumn. Like dancing in the leaves as the world around you let its shining colors blend together. Like rediscovering your childhood town in muted tones. Like going over all your most ancient memories, the fresh scent of mormings, the crackling of the fire, the sounds of laughter and joy echoing in your head. It feels like coming home. Coming home after a long day and finding silence. Not a bad silence, just the quiet of the living sometimes. The quiet you make when you reflect of life. You go to make yourself a hot drink and you sit on your porch. You sit there for a while and your let the world wash over you. You feel clean, smooth and clear. You feel like hardened cristal. And you find yourself not wanting to leave that moment out of time. You belong here.
Once again, you’ve managed to create a language that souls speak. My son, who is autistic, falls asleep to your music all the time. I can’t wait to introduce him to this new one. Thank you.
my 2 year old brother was recently diagnosed with autism and he loves to watch me play piano and sometimes plays it with me :) i played this piece for him and he fell asleep to it
To me, this sounds like loneliness, both equally gentle and desolate, reflective and wistful. Its relaxing and serene with just a touch of melancholy and yet its beautiful
Coming back to here after listening to Lana's "Paris, Texas." Oh I have always loved this wondrous melody. And added with Lana's melodious voice, it sent me straight to heaven.
I live in a country where it never snows. I've never felt the snow. But this song makes me feel like it's snowing inside my chest. I just can't stop listening to it.
This sounds dumb but sometimes I forget completely that there are people who have never had the opportunity to feel the snow and idk that makes me sad. Something so simple like getting to experience all the joys about every season seems so small and yet there are people that have never chased a snowflake with their tongue or made a snowman/snow Angel or anything snow related at all. That makes me sad because I complain about the snow all of the time but sometimes forget these things. I hope you get to feel the snow someday man. It is a cool experience🙂
Snow is bad. It's fun to experience, sometimes. But snow and ice can cause many traffic accidents and freeze people to death if they're not careful. If it gets too deep people can be buried alive, and it also causes lots of roads to crack open. Just having a window in your room will drop the temp by 15 degrees. There's really only one advantage to snow, and that is if you lose power, at least you can just throw some snow in your freezer. The nights are really bright though, and you get to see where your dog is peeing on the neighbor's yard, which is bad.
it’s like the response to “where’s my love?” cause he/she wanted to leave hence “i wanted to leave” has no lyrics cause he/she never actually said anything just left with no explanation and left the other one wondering where they had gone to
This was exactly my feeling when my ex broke up with me. I was going through a very painful episode that lasted almost a year. I’m so glad that I’m happier now.
Why does this perfectly personify the tune of my soul? I can almost feel my mind vibrating to the tone of this melody, like water rippling with the touch of falling leaves
I can’t believe how Lana brought me here to know this masterpiece… the melody is beautifully written and lana’s edition makes it different with the vocals❤
This music makes me think of my life, looking back to how much I’ve grown, thinking back to memories, difficult situations I’ve gone through that have made me stronger and the person I am today.. it’s truly beautiful.
Today I realised how much I don’t belong to My home.. and how much I wanna leave and start over.. Everywhere I go I don’t belong I don’t relate to anyone I only wish to have My own space and peace.. it’s not too much to ask is it? I’ve been planning for a long time to Leave with peace to save My soul from drowning.. please wish Me a happy and peaceful new life..
Somehow SYML just has the ability to make songs that feel like home and bring a sense of comfort. The songs are rain pitter pattering on leaves, making the mountains misty and the air damp. I feel alive when I listen.
POV during the song- You've spent most of your life hating who you were. You never felt like you were enough inside or out. One day you decided you were sick of never feeling enough. You pushed yourself to the limit every day, exercising, eating healthy, taking care of yourself for once. And after a while it became habit to love and take care of yourself. And so you lived on. Happy and healthy. Better than before. Transformed.
God is the creator of everything.. so he created time... So this means he lives forever... And he lived forever... And he created all this world... And he knows that he won't gain things from it..... But Life.. world.. judgment.. we don't know anything
This is therapy, this is what our souls crave for,the hug we long for,the smile we exhibit,the tears of joy,the fulfillment we desire. God bless you for making this melody!
This song reminds me something that I never lived, but it sounds familiar and obvious at the same time. An imaginary nostalgia that hits the present and make it past. Genius.
“In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer. And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger - something better, pushing right back.” ― Albert Camus
It makes me feel like having a slow-dance in the rain all by myself, crying and feel peaceful at the same time. I can't describe enough how beautiful this song is. Thank you for make this.
I don't know how to say it better. This song is that warm feeling when that one person looks at you in a way that changes your whole life. The warm, kind happiness what you feel when you finally accept the person who you really are.
i love that everyone in the comments has their own interpretation of what the song sounds like to them. it's so beautiful to see how everyone's minds work differently
Feels like the quietness of being underwater. Like I’m being hugged by the blanket of water all around me and above me. And I’m floating in the still quietness of it
To me, this song sounds like exploring an attic on a rainy day in the summer. The smells of dust, old books, and petrichor mixing as the rain beats a tattoo on the roof and you try and piece together the stories of the lives that belonged to all these old, long- forgotten things.
I always felt bound to change. It is a weird feeling. You always want to move, evolve and transform. Yet, there is that nostalgic feeling when I leave. In those moments where I'm not completely gone and have not arrived to the next destination, I come to terms with what life really is. A journey.
I need to get this off my chest I first heard this song in 2021, and it just STUCK to me, how intricate and beautiful the melody is. Being a (not great but decent) pianist, I immediately looked for the sheet music to be able to play it myself. I was 17 at the time, and was getting closer to my friend circles. And there was this girl who I seemed to really like, not in love, but just admiring the person she was. As I got closer to me, she started confiding in me about her life's troubles, how her family was hard on her, how people around her always judged her, and that she always felt trapped in her house and school. When learning the song, it has some stretchy movements on the left hand, and took some challenge to coordinate. But when I finally learnt it in it's entirety, I was so proud of how it turned out. The next call my friends and I had, I told them of how I learnt this cool new piece, and I played it for them. When I was done playing it, something I felt in my soul reached out. On the spot, I told them how I was dedicating this piece to her, because the piece "sounded like it matched her vibe" or something like that. I told her later privately how the song's melancholy reminded me of her life, and how badly she wanted to escape from it, start afresh. From then on, this became "her song" for me. She didn't request me to play it much, but whenever I play it or hear it I think of her. Well, it's meaning only grew when a few months later we started dating, and I knew her life inside out. We were madly in love with each other, she was my first true love. This song became a part of her beauty, and her beauty imprinted on the melody of the song. We both turned 18, heading for college. She moved out of city, I moved out of country. We were still very in love with each other, and were desperate to make it work. More importantly, her going to college outside our city meant that she had a chance to start living a fresh life without any burdens or labels from her past. And it was all the more incentive to stay on her journey, and I was so happy that she found her way "to leave". Well, it didn't really work out. I mean, we gave it our all, despite how hard bearing each other was at times. She'd always been pessimistic and scared of the distance, and in retrospect I don't think our dynamic was too compatible as lovers towards the end. She broke things off after a year and a half, claiming that I couldn't show her enough care to make her feel loved. Hearing this song broke my heart, giving it a whole new meaning for me. Wondering how badly she'd wanted to leave all those last months. I never stopped enjoying this song, but now it's beauty would also come with it's pain. It's been over a year since that, I'm almost 21 now. I've been through a lot since then, made friends and lost friends. My current girlfriend and I are very passionate about each other even after a year of being together, and it has been quite some time since I've moved on from "her". But, the pain never stops. I'm sometimes reminded of her now and then, through small things here and there, this song is no exception. Though I have no feelings for her, every time i think of her or our past it comes along with the pain of having lost so much joy from my life. Not that I miss the past, just that the pain remains, even after so long. And sometimes at night, my heart just aches thinking about the past, wishing I could just truly move on and live a better life. So whenever I hear this song now, though it's always been dedicated to her, it'll always be a symbol of how much I want to leave from all of this pain. Maybe that's the beauty of life, to find the irony and poetry in even the worst of things. But this song has always been that for me, and will always be a very beautiful song to my heart. I doubt anyone will read this, but I really appreciate if you've made it all the way here. Thank you for your time, you have really good music taste.
Everything this man makes... is amazing, incredible, heartfelt, warming, special, elegant, and there’s so much more u can say about his music. I’m so glad people are discovering him and seeing who he is and his amazing voice. Beautiful
This song doesn't remind me of something specific. Instead, it feels.... large. All encompassing. Like everything is held under the umbrella of the tune. Sadness, loneliness, a desolate wasteland. But that wasteland is covered in flowers. Hundreds of thousands of flowers, all in colors that give it life. And there's birds. There's so much, even though it feels so lonely.
This song is so soothing. Every time i’m crying or on the edge of a breakdown i listen to it. And i feel better. No matter how hard it is. No matter how messed up the situation is, this song appeases my soul. It gives me hope, courage to hold on. Thank you, for giving me something to live for
This beautiful melody took me back when I was a kid. When I was carefree and happy and unknowing of life. Just dancing, painting and sailing paper boats in puddles during rain. Music is a therapy. 💛💛
I don't know why this making me miss things that I didn't have yet, but might loose in future. As we lose everything through our life and it's a normal process. Still it makes you feel not powerful, but gives you the energy to go through every sad moment and enjoy it ✨
To me, this song is melancholy, it’s bittersweet. It’s like when you finally move on from a really difficult heartbreak but realise with sadness that you’ve forgotten their face. It’s realising that you’re finally free but feeling a pinch of sadness at leaving behind your past self and all the memories.
this song feels like watching all of your memories go through like a movie. some kind of nostalgic and i would not say "sad" but actually, hopeful feeling, idk?? it's like "ok, i have been through all this...right. but i still feel empty"
Your music really is a special place to me, it feels like coming back to something that tells me it's ok & it's gonna be alright. When I hear this, I feel safe for a moment. Thank you for making my life a little lighter 🌸
This songs makes you remember everything u came across in your life....the good memories....the bad memories....the people you miss, the ones you loved....people who walked into your life and those who left.....the unfulfilled desires.....it makes u remember all at once.....❤
this song should also be available in pharmacies. i am ashamed to say that i discovered you guys about two months ago, but better late than never. this is by far your best song ever. its like a medicine. every time i get home from work, i light a big J and i listen to this song with my eyes closed. AND I FEEL MUCH BETTER ONCE ITS FINISHED. THANK YOU.
I don't know what it is about this song that changes and can feel like a whole new melody to me when I listen to it at different times. It can be a happy tranquil moment or a feeling of deep sadness. It somehow resonates no matter the mood I'm in.
I don't know if this is just my own little feeling, or if others have felt the same, but this song brings back nostalgia, it brings back something that I didn't even know I could remember. It brings back memories of me when I was happier, when all my dreams seemed to be possible no matter what the obstacle was. While listening to this I cry and think "if only I could be who I was then".
It reminds me of a kind of wistfulness, the one you feel on foggy mornings, the act of looking out a window but contemplating instead of actually observing, when you see a kid doing something you forgot how to do when you grew up, slightly lonely and faintly feeling like something is missing. I get late autumn, early winter vibes from this. Or a very muggy and rainy spring. It’s such a beautiful song and I’m gonna try learning it on the piano
This song makes me think of all the times I tried to unalive and it never worked. I'm glad it didn't. Life is beautiful. It can be hard but definitely beautiful
This sounds like the freedom of being unchained by and human expectation, and peacefully dissolving into nature, alone, but not lonely. I close my eyes and I’m transported onto Irish cliff sides on a damp, cool day, sitting in the dewy moss, sketchbook in hand. Dwarfed by the surrounding trees above my head, with the sound of water gently crashing onto the rocks below my feet.
This sounds just the way you described feeling. It doesn’t really feel bittersweet; it makes me feel wistful for both places at the same time....that wanting to leave and wanting to stay feeling. I love that you put out different versions of songs. I’m not familiar with other artists who do that the way you do. But I REALLY enjoy this piano version on its own.
I understand this, I often get this feeling. It's almost a sadness, but not quite. My question is; why is it? What causes it? Is it that I begin to feel that I don't really belong there so it's time to go? It's not MY home. This can actually be a location, say Paris, but it can also be with a group of friends; enjoying, wanting to stay, but feeling it's time to go or I have to go (I don't actually have to, but that's what comes to mind).....like I don't belong, it's not where I'm supposed to be. I think life is a search for belonging. Does that help or make sense?
Louis Alvarez that makes perfect sense. It’s not just a physical location but a location in my mind and a feeling of belonging. Eventually, I long for the familiar faces, the known environment.
this song makes me think of watching my children grow and explore all the while having a parallel grief as they slowly leave my side and the loneliness that lives there as a mother (or father)
I can't tell if I want to run away so that people will miss me or if I just want to get away from the people in general. I know very well how much you can come to realize how much someone means to you once they're gone.
THIS is the melody to the feeling of “indifference”. Also, that feeling of being in a relationship, knowing you want to leave, the spark is gone..but you can’t leave because of the unknown. So you stay. And you remain indifferent towards the person you’re with…in hopes that the spark might return. But it never does. You’re neither in love nor hating him/her. So you’re stuck on the carousel 🎠…going up, down, and around. It’s neither thrilling nor exciting. But, at least it’s “something”.
I don't know how to express what this song makes me feel. It is as if I managed to transport myself to places where I have never been and feel empty for nor know anything, at the same time that it makes me see even the most simple thing as something wonderful that fills me with hope and life.
This song is perfect when you want to go sit or lay down outside in the rain and look at the view...it's quite relaxing! I always do that during my free time when it's rainning
I would not have thought that a song without a single word could say more than a human can discribe with words in a lifetime , yet here we are ( it's so beautiful i am litterally crying)
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This morning I released my first-ever "piano" song. I've released some piano versions of songs before, but "I Wanted To Leave" is the first song that was written for the piano.
I have a history of being in beautiful places and having a nagging feeling to leave. Even when I’m with people I love, these places start to feel cold and less like home the more I’m there. I think life is full of these juxtaposed environments where we pressure ourselves to stay or go. I wrote this song in Paris, such a beautiful city rich in culture and history. And when I started feeling the urge to leave, this melody emerged.
I'm looking forward to releasing a few more of these in the coming months so I hope you enjoy.
Love your music! Can listen for hours
You are simply amazing...share us the experience when you made this masterpiece.
I wish you would respond on twitter...
This is beautiful ❤️
So beautiful and soothing ♥♥
It's weird. To me, the melody isn't sad or happy. It's weird. It evokes a strong feeling but I cannot categorize it, it's like it made me feel a peaceful void. It's weird and soothing at the same time.
Thank you for creating this. I love it.
I definitely feel a similar way. I wonder if it can be called anemoia, or a nostalgia for something which can’t be expressed.
@palace ahahahaha you're perfect
Melancholy :)
It brings the emptiness from heartache in my opinion. If this is a response or different perspective to where's my love I think it's very deep💞
My humble opinion: Music is a language and in this song what you are hearing is NEW BEGINNINGS; a turning of the tide, if you will. Old things passing a way and wrongs being set right. And in this case, it is bitter before it is sweet. It's how resolve feels. This balance could account for the "peaceful void" that you feel. At 2:06 , however I feel this to be out of place, creating an asymmetry with the interlude. The writer/composer may have felt that the song was boring without it. As is, this offset element adds a "settling for something" type feel which could symbolize healing that still remains. Also, although I don't prefer the abruptness of how the song ends, it leaves a firm, take it or leave it situation. I could also see the song being resolved more optimisticly, with a little more finesse..
This song makes me feel like the ending of a war, a happines that all the chaos has ended but at the same time, pain and grieve for all the lost lives
This is SUCH a perfect way to describe this songs feeling. It's neither sad nor happy. Just...right there in the middle with a melody of both these emotions. You're happy the war is over, but now comes the years of grief, relief, sadness, happiness, memories etc
This!
Oh my god this this is it … that what I was thinking!!
YES THIS IS EXACTLY IT
@caprice.t Sadly there has always been a war in the world..
This sounds like the response or alternative perspective to "Where's My Love"
yes!!!
love this
It feels a little more hopeful. Like this was her running into the woods - but instead of going into the water - she sees the beauty of the world she lives in and just takes it all in and falls in love with her life again
i absolutely love this concept!! especially since the first note reminds me of where's my love
Exactly what I was thinking too. It's beautiful.
This song feels like autumn. Like dancing in the leaves as the world around you let its shining colors blend together. Like rediscovering your childhood town in muted tones. Like going over all your most ancient memories, the fresh scent of mormings, the crackling of the fire, the sounds of laughter and joy echoing in your head. It feels like coming home. Coming home after a long day and finding silence. Not a bad silence, just the quiet of the living sometimes. The quiet you make when you reflect of life. You go to make yourself a hot drink and you sit on your porch. You sit there for a while and your let the world wash over you. You feel clean, smooth and clear. You feel like hardened cristal. And you find yourself not wanting to leave that moment out of time. You belong here.
I felt like doing all this. Thank you for writing this.
@@annesouza._ That is the most validating comment I've received in a while
You made me cry, I felt every word in it thank you!
keep on writing you have a bright future♥️✨
@@th9827 You made me cry as well. Thank you for your kind words
Wow, such a vivid image you've painted with words.. thank you for sharing 🧡
Ms. Lana del Rey has acknowledged this beautiful melody on her newest album. The track is called Paris, Texas. Thank you SYML for this!
im sure he's aware lmaoooooo
@@Yogibear1339 my comment was directed at people who may not have known but thanks
@@flickchic238 everyone knows. Thanks.
@@Yogibear1339 bruh ppl calling her miss is so wierd💀
@@Yogibear1339I didnt
Am I the only one that just listens to the first chord and knows it’s a fantastic song?
No...
Yeah like I heard the beginning of this song in a reel and without even watching it completely I came here to search it up
@@05aiswaryaprasannan84 same haha
@@kiacidic6638 I swear, these people all want a gold star for this kind of comment
G/C minor are dope keys ^^
when u know u know, when u know u know, it’s time it’s time to go
Once again, you’ve managed to create a language that souls speak. My son, who is autistic, falls asleep to your music all the time. I can’t wait to introduce him to this new one. Thank you.
hi, tell your son that i’m a 19year old autistic girl and i fall asleep to this song and my night is always the best!
@@lauramiller3341 omg I will!!! Sending all my love to you!
@@lauramiller3341 me too!!!
God bless him ❤️❤️❤️
my 2 year old brother was recently diagnosed with autism and he loves to watch me play piano and sometimes plays it with me :) i played this piece for him and he fell asleep to it
To me, this sounds like loneliness, both equally gentle and desolate, reflective and wistful. Its relaxing and serene with just a touch of melancholy and yet its beautiful
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.😄 😃 😘
U seem to be a great poet
Под эту мелодию я вспоминаю свою ушедшую из жизни маму😢Мне грустно, но слушаю ее снова и снова.
You put into words the feelings i had when i first heard this song. Thank you.
this makes you feel like you're hovering. love it
ugh I love this discription
Says the bird.... I can't fly :(
Lol I felt this
Coming back to here after listening to Lana's "Paris, Texas." Oh I have always loved this wondrous melody. And added with Lana's melodious voice, it sent me straight to heaven.
Don’t ever change ,the world needs to keep hearing your music , more than ever❤️
Agreed😊
Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🤩 💚 💖
I live in a country where it never snows. I've never felt the snow. But this song makes me feel like it's snowing inside my chest. I just can't stop listening to it.
This sounds dumb but sometimes I forget completely that there are people who have never had the opportunity to feel the snow and idk that makes me sad. Something so simple like getting to experience all the joys about every season seems so small and yet there are people that have never chased a snowflake with their tongue or made a snowman/snow Angel or anything snow related at all. That makes me sad because I complain about the snow all of the time but sometimes forget these things. I hope you get to feel the snow someday man. It is a cool experience🙂
@@BlairBxtch53 "cool"
Snow is bad. It's fun to experience, sometimes. But snow and ice can cause many traffic accidents and freeze people to death if they're not careful. If it gets too deep people can be buried alive, and it also causes lots of roads to crack open. Just having a window in your room will drop the temp by 15 degrees. There's really only one advantage to snow, and that is if you lose power, at least you can just throw some snow in your freezer. The nights are really bright though, and you get to see where your dog is peeing on the neighbor's yard, which is bad.
@Stefan Trailovic ;(
@caprice.t Depends if you're prepared. Texas getting 2 inches is like Canada getting 5 feet
it’s like the response to “where’s my love?” cause he/she wanted to leave hence “i wanted to leave” has no lyrics cause he/she never actually said anything just left with no explanation and left the other one wondering where they had gone to
damn
Woah!
Good point
now that i stumbled upon this i realize i should have used they instead of he/she
@@malenalol1463
shouldn't u have used she since the lyrics in "where's my love" refer to their love as a she
this song feels like realizing things wont get better for a while or maybe ever at all, but accepting it and finding peace despite it.
Exactly
This was exactly my feeling when my ex broke up with me. I was going through a very painful episode that lasted almost a year. I’m so glad that I’m happier now.
Ouch.. you just said exactly how it feels.
Goosebumps because; Truth. Sometimes nice sometimes hurtful. Here its both. Thank you.
SYML and Sleeping at Last should write a song together. Your styles of music are so close but yet you each of your own flare!
FRRR
With tom Rosenthal
and Patrick Watson!!
@@jeezz2432 yess!!
Who are these people and can someone recommend me their songs?
Why does this perfectly personify the tune of my soul? I can almost feel my mind vibrating to the tone of this melody, like water rippling with the touch of falling leaves
Beautiful
I hate birds
absolutely
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can’t believe how Lana brought me here to know this masterpiece… the melody is beautifully written and lana’s edition makes it different with the vocals❤
I would be able to tell this was SYML from anywhere, in the same way this song is telling me who I am without any words
beautiful
Yes 🙏🏻💜
What a beautiful way to describe what good music does for us.
I can keep this on repeat for a million years
This music makes me think of my life, looking back to how much I’ve grown, thinking back to memories, difficult situations I’ve gone through that have made me stronger and the person I am today.. it’s truly beautiful.
Today I realised how much I don’t belong to My home.. and how much I wanna leave and start over..
Everywhere I go I don’t belong I don’t relate to anyone
I only wish to have My own space and peace.. it’s not too much to ask is it?
I’ve been planning for a long time to Leave with peace to save My soul from drowning.. please wish Me a happy and peaceful new life..
This is so relatable.
I feel you my friend... And I wish you a happy and peaceful chapter ahead of you. Where in the world do you live in? :)
It remids me a little bit of where's my love, and i'm living for that
Somehow SYML just has the ability to make songs that feel like home and bring a sense of comfort. The songs are rain pitter pattering on leaves, making the mountains misty and the air damp. I feel alive when I listen.
POV during the song- You've spent most of your life hating who you were. You never felt like you were enough inside or out. One day you decided you were sick of never feeling enough. You pushed yourself to the limit every day, exercising, eating healthy, taking care of yourself for once. And after a while it became habit to love and take care of yourself. And so you lived on. Happy and healthy. Better than before. Transformed.
i love this
I cant explain the feelings i get when I listen to this ..it’s just overwhelming
God is the creator of everything.. so he created time... So this means he lives forever... And he lived forever... And he created all this world... And he knows that he won't gain things from it..... But Life.. world.. judgment.. we don't know anything
Found my new background song when I pretend to be the main character
hahaha
You are the main character
this right here
What are ya’lls similar beautiful songs!? 🥺🤍
I thought I was the only one who did this. 😅😅😅😅
Han Sohee ig story bring me here🥰♥️
Its so refreshing, it’s make me calm😌
This is therapy, this is what our souls crave for,the hug we long for,the smile we exhibit,the tears of joy,the fulfillment we desire. God bless you for making this melody!
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The emotion that comes from just this single note. This song is crazy good 😍
This song reminds me something that I never lived, but it sounds familiar and obvious at the same time. An imaginary nostalgia that hits the present and make it past. Genius.
“In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.
And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger - something better, pushing right back.”
― Albert Camus
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It makes me feel like having a slow-dance in the rain all by myself, crying and feel peaceful at the same time. I can't describe enough how beautiful this song is. Thank you for make this.
I don't know how to say it better. This song is that warm feeling when that one person looks at you in a way that changes your whole life. The warm, kind happiness what you feel when you finally accept the person who you really are.
Thank you to Lana to introducing me to this song.
looking forward to hearing the combination he and Lana made with this song so sensitive and beautifully deep
I love that magic atmosphere this song has. And “Paris, Texas” gave this song the beautiful and sad voice and lyrics Lana put on this one.
i love that everyone in the comments has their own interpretation of what the song sounds like to them. it's so beautiful to see how everyone's minds work differently
Feels like the quietness of being underwater. Like I’m being hugged by the blanket of water all around me and above me. And I’m floating in the still quietness of it
i seriously can’t hear this song without crying my eyes out, i can’t even hear 1 second of it 😭 omfggg it’s just that beautiful 💔
I love this song because it feels like a survivors abuse story. ‘I wanted to leave’ is sad notes to a happy melody. Just like the real deal.
To me, this song sounds like exploring an attic on a rainy day in the summer. The smells of dust, old books, and petrichor mixing as the rain beats a tattoo on the roof and you try and piece together the stories of the lives that belonged to all these old, long- forgotten things.
Impressive 👏👏 👏 I’m happy Lana sang this, love that song ❤.
I always felt bound to change. It is a weird feeling. You always want to move, evolve and transform. Yet, there is that nostalgic feeling when I leave. In those moments where I'm not completely gone and have not arrived to the next destination, I come to terms with what life really is. A journey.
when you know, you know
its time, its time to go
I need to get this off my chest
I first heard this song in 2021, and it just STUCK to me, how intricate and beautiful the melody is. Being a (not great but decent) pianist, I immediately looked for the sheet music to be able to play it myself.
I was 17 at the time, and was getting closer to my friend circles. And there was this girl who I seemed to really like, not in love, but just admiring the person she was. As I got closer to me, she started confiding in me about her life's troubles, how her family was hard on her, how people around her always judged her, and that she always felt trapped in her house and school. When learning the song, it has some stretchy movements on the left hand, and took some challenge to coordinate. But when I finally learnt it in it's entirety, I was so proud of how it turned out. The next call my friends and I had, I told them of how I learnt this cool new piece, and I played it for them.
When I was done playing it, something I felt in my soul reached out. On the spot, I told them how I was dedicating this piece to her, because the piece "sounded like it matched her vibe" or something like that. I told her later privately how the song's melancholy reminded me of her life, and how badly she wanted to escape from it, start afresh. From then on, this became "her song" for me. She didn't request me to play it much, but whenever I play it or hear it I think of her. Well, it's meaning only grew when a few months later we started dating, and I knew her life inside out. We were madly in love with each other, she was my first true love. This song became a part of her beauty, and her beauty imprinted on the melody of the song.
We both turned 18, heading for college. She moved out of city, I moved out of country. We were still very in love with each other, and were desperate to make it work. More importantly, her going to college outside our city meant that she had a chance to start living a fresh life without any burdens or labels from her past. And it was all the more incentive to stay on her journey, and I was so happy that she found her way "to leave".
Well, it didn't really work out. I mean, we gave it our all, despite how hard bearing each other was at times. She'd always been pessimistic and scared of the distance, and in retrospect I don't think our dynamic was too compatible as lovers towards the end. She broke things off after a year and a half, claiming that I couldn't show her enough care to make her feel loved. Hearing this song broke my heart, giving it a whole new meaning for me. Wondering how badly she'd wanted to leave all those last months. I never stopped enjoying this song, but now it's beauty would also come with it's pain.
It's been over a year since that, I'm almost 21 now. I've been through a lot since then, made friends and lost friends. My current girlfriend and I are very passionate about each other even after a year of being together, and it has been quite some time since I've moved on from "her". But, the pain never stops. I'm sometimes reminded of her now and then, through small things here and there, this song is no exception. Though I have no feelings for her, every time i think of her or our past it comes along with the pain of having lost so much joy from my life. Not that I miss the past, just that the pain remains, even after so long. And sometimes at night, my heart just aches thinking about the past, wishing I could just truly move on and live a better life.
So whenever I hear this song now, though it's always been dedicated to her, it'll always be a symbol of how much I want to leave from all of this pain. Maybe that's the beauty of life, to find the irony and poetry in even the worst of things. But this song has always been that for me, and will always be a very beautiful song to my heart.
I doubt anyone will read this, but I really appreciate if you've made it all the way here. Thank you for your time, you have really good music taste.
Everything this man makes... is amazing, incredible, heartfelt, warming, special, elegant, and there’s so much more u can say about his music. I’m so glad people are discovering him and seeing who he is and his amazing voice. Beautiful
This song doesn't remind me of something specific. Instead, it feels.... large. All encompassing. Like everything is held under the umbrella of the tune. Sadness, loneliness, a desolate wasteland. But that wasteland is covered in flowers. Hundreds of thousands of flowers, all in colors that give it life. And there's birds. There's so much, even though it feels so lonely.
Lana fits so perfectly in this audio!!! I love it
This song is so soothing. Every time i’m crying or on the edge of a breakdown i listen to it. And i feel better. No matter how hard it is. No matter how messed up the situation is, this song appeases my soul. It gives me hope, courage to hold on.
Thank you, for giving me something to live for
This beautiful melody took me back when I was a kid. When I was carefree and happy and unknowing of life. Just dancing, painting and sailing paper boats in puddles during rain.
Music is a therapy. 💛💛
I don't know why this making me miss things that I didn't have yet, but might loose in future. As we lose everything through our life and it's a normal process. Still it makes you feel not powerful, but gives you the energy to go through every sad moment and enjoy it ✨
To me, this song is melancholy, it’s bittersweet. It’s like when you finally move on from a really difficult heartbreak but realise with sadness that you’ve forgotten their face. It’s realising that you’re finally free but feeling a pinch of sadness at leaving behind your past self and all the memories.
this song feels like watching all of your memories go through like a movie. some kind of nostalgic and i would not say "sad" but actually, hopeful feeling, idk?? it's like "ok, i have been through all this...right. but i still feel empty"
can’t wait for Lana to sing over this piano on her upcoming album Ocean Boulevard
Only 52 days 😭
ONLY 17 DAYS😭
@@rob1154 OMGGG. 16 days now!! I’m so excited for the new album
in 2 days OMG
@@saumonlps1085 yessss, we’re so close. OMFGG!!
just want to say that im gratefull to be alive, and a few days later will be 2023.
I sill can’t believe Lana made a song out of this. It truly helped me move on in 2023🩵
This feels like a melancholic nostalgia.
This song gives me those "chilly windy Saturday nights under the blankets" vibe. So serene and beautiful
I’m going to share this now again, such a floral value to the most wicked beginnings.
It makes me feel emotions I can’t explain. Like transcending through another world. Lovely.
There’s so much feeling in it.
This song makes me feel introspection, like I can see myself and the world around me and appreciate it.
I'm sitting on a bench in the woods today and thinking of my love one's, listening to your music. Dreaming of my love that's not with me now.
Sorry to hear that Gary... Where in the world do you live in Sir?
@@NimaRazavi . I live in Dorset. England.
Your music really is a special place to me, it feels like coming back to something that tells me it's ok & it's gonna be alright. When I hear this, I feel safe for a moment. Thank you for making my life a little lighter 🌸
This songs makes you remember everything u came across in your life....the good memories....the bad memories....the people you miss, the ones you loved....people who walked into your life and those who left.....the unfulfilled desires.....it makes u remember all at once.....❤
this song should also be available in pharmacies. i am ashamed to say that i discovered you guys about two months ago, but better late than never. this is by far your best song ever. its like a medicine. every time i get home from work, i light a big J and i listen to this song with my eyes closed. AND I FEEL MUCH BETTER ONCE ITS FINISHED. THANK YOU.
I don't know what it is about this song that changes and can feel like a whole new melody to me when I listen to it at different times. It can be a happy tranquil moment or a feeling of deep sadness. It somehow resonates no matter the mood I'm in.
Lana del rey samples this song called "Paris, Texas (feat. SYML)" you should check it out
I don't know if this is just my own little feeling, or if others have felt the same, but this song brings back nostalgia, it brings back something that I didn't even know I could remember. It brings back memories of me when I was happier, when all my dreams seemed to be possible no matter what the obstacle was. While listening to this I cry and think "if only I could be who I was then".
It reminds me of a kind of wistfulness, the one you feel on foggy mornings, the act of looking out a window but contemplating instead of actually observing, when you see a kid doing something you forgot how to do when you grew up, slightly lonely and faintly feeling like something is missing.
I get late autumn, early winter vibes from this. Or a very muggy and rainy spring.
It’s such a beautiful song and I’m gonna try learning it on the piano
Woke up to this. My day is already perfect. Thanks SYML.
It's a mix of isolation and hope,sad to go, but happy to be gone on a new, better adventure.
I hope SYML and sleeping at last teamup for a song. That would be fantastic
This song makes me think of all the times I tried to unalive and it never worked. I'm glad it didn't. Life is beautiful. It can be hard but definitely beautiful
This is so incredibly beautiful, those 200 seconds passed by in an instant...
This sounds like the freedom of being unchained by and human expectation, and peacefully dissolving into nature, alone, but not lonely.
I close my eyes and I’m transported onto Irish cliff sides on a damp, cool day, sitting in the dewy moss, sketchbook in hand. Dwarfed by the surrounding trees above my head, with the sound of water gently crashing onto the rocks below my feet.
Lana brought you guys to the top and I'm glad for that. Always loved fear of the water
this songs lets you feel emotions u didnt knew u had. it lets u be yourself and shows u what hapiness and sadness combined feel like. i love it.
This sounds just the way you described feeling. It doesn’t really feel bittersweet; it makes me feel wistful for both places at the same time....that wanting to leave and wanting to stay feeling. I love that you put out different versions of songs. I’m not familiar with other artists who do that the way you do. But I REALLY enjoy this piano version on its own.
I understand this, I often get this feeling. It's almost a sadness, but not quite. My question is; why is it? What causes it? Is it that I begin to feel that I don't really belong there so it's time to go? It's not MY home. This can actually be a location, say Paris, but it can also be with a group of friends; enjoying, wanting to stay, but feeling it's time to go or I have to go (I don't actually have to, but that's what comes to mind).....like I don't belong, it's not where I'm supposed to be. I think life is a search for belonging. Does that help or make sense?
Louis Alvarez that makes perfect sense. It’s not just a physical location but a location in my mind and a feeling of belonging. Eventually, I long for the familiar faces, the known environment.
this song makes me think of watching my children grow and explore all the while having a parallel grief as they slowly leave my side and the loneliness that lives there as a mother (or father)
I saw SYML's notif. I CLICKED.
I can't tell if I want to run away so that people will miss me or if I just want to get away from the people in general. I know very well how much you can come to realize how much someone means to you once they're gone.
It will get better, I just am going through it right now.
Please make more. The story that was conveyed through this song is so beautifully powerful it overwhelmed me.
THIS is the melody to the feeling of “indifference”. Also, that feeling of being in a relationship, knowing you want to leave, the spark is gone..but you can’t leave because of the unknown. So you stay. And you remain indifferent towards the person you’re with…in hopes that the spark might return. But it never does. You’re neither in love nor hating him/her. So you’re stuck on the carousel 🎠…going up, down, and around. It’s neither thrilling nor exciting. But, at least it’s “something”.
I hope you're doing well Rebekah. This is coming from someone from Iran. Music connets us. :-)
Han So Hee made me listen to this🥺♡
Perfect
I don't know how to express what this song makes me feel. It is as if I managed to transport myself to places where I have never been and feel empty for nor know anything, at the same time that it makes me see even the most simple thing as something wonderful that fills me with hope and life.
When they ask about my favorite i can't say SYML, because you're my little secret😌
My favourite piano piece of all time. Bringing my children to see you in Dublin April 2023. Epic...😍
lana brought me here. this is absolute perfection. just brilliant.
This wonderful piece could not have any other voice than that of Lana del Rey. Thanks for that. If paradise exists, it is precisely this.
This song is perfect when you want to go sit or lay down outside in the rain and look at the view...it's quite relaxing! I always do that during my free time when it's rainning
Came from han so hee's story and i loved this ♡
especially when the whole world is in such a state of chaos and uncertainty, your music is truly a blessing ❤️
Facts🙏
I would not have thought that a song without a single word could say more than a human can discribe with words in a lifetime , yet here we are ( it's so beautiful i am litterally crying)
Every time when I'm listening to music I think that the music is one of the best creations of people...
Forgetting everything and litening to piano when it rains is the best..so peaceful yet strange..
Listening to this song makes me dream like I am travelling all by myself , to heal, and trying to fall in love with myself again
BRO THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I'M CRYING---