Why is this so good at capturing a fake sensation of happiness? I don’t mean that in a sad “I’m lonely” sort of way, this video just “feels” warm, almost like fake nostalgia
This kind of thing has been my dream since I was a kid. Now, I'm getting older and older and I've never gotten to experience anything like it. I just have to watch everyone I have feelings for be happy with others. I wish I could just have a long hug.
Also, I wanna reply seriously. You may feel like you're running out of time, but you should realize that life sort of moves in stages. There will be something equally as enjoyable even when you're 30. But, if you don't want to wait and find out what that might be, I'd say put your foot out the door and look for your rose-tinted moments. They exist, to some degree, but they aren't gonna come knocking on your door. Some people live vicariously through media, which is absolutely fine, but if you feel like you're wasting time because things (like the moments happening in the video) aren't coming to fruition, then I advise everyone who feels this way to get up and get out there. Improve yourself, then shoot for the stars. I doubt it's easy, but then again, if it was then everyone would have it. I don't like sounding preachy, sorry if this came across as that. Over all, it's not over for you. Someone is looking to give you that hug, man. Go look for them. P.S Just don't go down any creepy dark alleys
@mark3t029 I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST
@@funnymancool8549 nobody is supposed to have a specific partner, but having a partner is a cornerstone of mental health and healthy human development.
@@magicmanticore3536 having any human connection is important. However having a partner is not a crucial element of one's own development. It is an important supplement but not a cornerstone. To establish who you are based on a romantic partner means that should you lose them (death/break up) you will have lost a critical foundation of yourself leading to your life crashing down. One must find the cornerstones to which they establish their lives upon on things that are resilient and life lasting.
You know, even such a lowlife like me had that one female friend who I enjoyed spending time with. But everything fell Apart when I confessed And she found herself a boyfriend, I still love being around her, but she brings these dark memories I wish to forget
@@oswarz5294 I don't know, It's hard to tell. I guess I'm alright because she And I go to seperate schools, though from What my friend told me she dropped out of school. Also she found another boyfriend that's 8 years older than her. I have no Idea what's going on in her head honestly. Thanks for asking
I think the reason this concept is such a brilliant way to tell a story cuz this is exactly remembering things look like, it's not like a moving video but a series of image changing one by one as your brain trying to remember a scene
POV: you're trying to live an aesthetic life like this to be the main character of your angsty story but really you look like a normal fool in your own head
I imagine this being a visual representation of depression. It shows us what this person wants more than anything but can’t have. The moment everything is silent and it cuts to black is what I associate to be their medications effects wearing off, only for them to live in denial and retake the medication, only this time, they don’t care she’s not real because it gave them genuine happiness for the time the medicines effects were prevalent
spent months without being able to cry, tears wouldn't fall then i sat here and listened to this, started crying i don't know what's the point of my life, i don't know who i am anymore, i don't know why i am here i've been suffering for years, things won't change, things aren't getting better, i'm stuck in place and alone i'm not strong enough to get up and change things when my body itself wants to die lying in bed i feel stupid, ignorant, useless and weak
i can relate to this on a celular level....life is really sucks for me for years right now, i dunno if it'll ever get better since i always sabotage myself and ruin everything all over again...im tired of starting new...i just wanna vanish
Discovered this beautiful masterpiece through an online penpal and now youtube won't stop recommending it to me. No regrets tho. Sometimes it feels ugly good to hurt.
Remember fellas, if you feel worthless n shit theres bound to be someone out there rooting for you whether it be your mother, father, other family, friends or a random fella in a youtube comment section someones always going to believe in you
@@efegokselkisioglu8218 I completely agree with you on being miserable all day, but recognising reality should come first. Comfortable ignorance can lead to more suffering. I don't have an issue with optimism, I would go as far as to consider myself an optimist, but sometimes you genuinely don't have anyone to back you up or help you. Deluding yourself into thinking you do can dig you further into misery. Hence why I think it's inappropriate to adopt this mentality, because if you remove your ability to recognise when you're alone, you may never go through the effort of fixing that. Most people are lucky enough to have support, but not everyone is. Misery is awful, but recognise it has a place, as does everything in moderation
@@_Stray Has this "cynical optimism" done you more good than any, so called "comfortable ignorance" has? If it has good on you brother. I'm glad you've risen above appreciating the love of those around you. Maybe you're the one in a billion people that relies solely on themselves to grow.
@@mechagoomba4577 I think you misread what I was saying. I'm not a cynic I'm a realist, accurate portrayals of reality is something I value more than being happy, but that doesn't mean being happy isn't one of my priorities. They're not mutually exclusive. My point is if you choose to value comfort over reality you may end up needing more comforts to compensate. Recognising what you may lack is the first step in getting whatever it is you lack. Pretending to be happy isn't as good as actually being happy. Humans are social creatures that need support to maintain stable mentality, if they don't have this but delude themselves into thinking they do then they will suffer. I'm saying if you're lonely you should go out and talk to people, I'm not telling people to deal with it, I'm telling them to fix it
This becomes much sadder when you realize the artist literally took invididual pictures and drew a girl to spend time with, this is all one big cope. Jeez. Edit: It seems that girl is actually real and has been traced over. It is apparently his girlfriend, which makes this a lot happier and even romantic instead of sad and desperately lonely.
@@BBWahoo Why do you find it sad when a lonely man tries to comfort himself? I know that the real situation was with his girlfriend, but I am asking in principle. What makes this 'sad' to view? As far as I am concerned, all this does is perpetuate further hate and ostracization, only worsening the problems.
I’ve had dreams like this. They feel amazing… until they end with everything getting dark around me, I was holding her hand, looking around now cant find her… search dark roads, alleys, rooms, spaces… then wake up feeling the emptiest Ive ever felt. I’m not gonna find her bros.
my dog died today and he may not be a lost kitten but this song will always remind me of him. i discovered it around his last moments of lucidity before his organs shut down. he has the most beautiful eyes of any living being
This makes me both feel better and worse at the same time. It's so nostalgic, in both a good and sad way, bringing out a sense of yearning for the past and a sense of dread for that which will never come back-- like the opportunities of my childhood or just interactions with people i'll never see again.
It's so easy to fall in love with any girl, all of them are beautiful, but when you feel her eyes looking yours, you feel trapped, you want to know her more, spend time with her and make her laugh. Is it love? No, you just found another kindred spirit, but she doesn't need you, she is well on her own, alone, always has been...
Going into the second half of my twenties, this is a symbol of all those things that I've never experienced and at this point likely won't ever... But probably very few did. This little kind of magic that's still possible but that essentially nobody will experience - a fantasy that everybody yearns for, but instead of one made impossible by laws of physics, by the odds being astronomically low. And yet it feels so mundane. Even if it's just a fantasy, even if we logically understand that real relationships are so much more difficult and complex, that "young love" or the exciting and interesting "teenager/young adult life" are basically not real (not the way they tends to be portrayed, anyway), it still feels like a regular, maybe even common, possibility. I think that's why it hurts so much. Nobody gets emotional about not winning the lottery. Worse still, with age I find it more and more difficult to meet new people, and I've lost almost all of my friends through simple drifting apart or particular episodes in my life. The current state of the world doesn't help either, online I rarely even find anyone living in the same country as me. The idea of experiencing even a fascimile gets further and further away This video has made me feel, bros. And I cannot do anything about it but try to bottle it all down as usual. And continue to persist on. This comment is just me screaming out into the void.
-Loneliness Understand the worst part is the thoughts sitting in your head, but understand the reasons behind reasons, how you are planting them for later, bearing fruits of apathy and cyncism and ego, and then pressure, and complexies in possbilibties and then the burden of probability and potential. potential replaces responsibility. responsibility is the flipside to freedom, which is the flipside of liberation, which is the flipside of autonomy, and thus the flipside of truth. Being honest, and atleast dont lie when you have awareness of the truth. The angel and devil on your shouders are incorrect iconic represenations, thus leading to bad and good, black and white, all or nothing, binary like thinking. Thus cynism hides the truth from compartmentizing infomation into cogitive distortions. Thus the way you think is the way you feel, but the way you feel is the way you think. So how is it you feel? LONELY, thus you think lonely, understand your emotions first before understanding infomation. Because we use our emotions as a baramoter for truth, like you feel stupid. But wait, stupid is not a feeling. Figure out how you feel, and if you cant thats alexithymia, thus you are foreverblind in your thinking. YOU can not have eanerness without proper aim, but to learn a proper aim, you need the right infomation, but the way you feel blinds you from truth, === “Good does not become better by being exaggerated, but worse, and a small evil becomes a big one through being disregarded and repressed. The Shadow is very much a part of human nature, and it is only at night that no shadows exist.” SO instead of the angel and the devil, think of them as the The Pen and then the Manager. You have been using a pen for the building of your life, you are both the writer and the actor in your life. And who is it that is writing your story, is it you? well yes, but which part of you, the ego ? an evolutionary self defense mechanism with no idea of logic, sure it reminds you of memories of couple of small things are truth, like semantic memory, but thats not reasoning nor logic, understand. The reasons behind reasons, who is writing your story is it the brain or the soul? Is it you or the programming in your brain. And if you dont know the answer, then ask what makes us more than an animal? What makes us human? What is abstraction? Life is a game, learn the rules, duel process the rules, live by the rules to make new rules, what rules am i talking about, the one your brain has made and the evolutionary ones. Innate rules and made rules, it takes effort, its not easy, as nothing is easy, but it can be simple. Though the most simple of question have the most complex of answer, and if you ask a why it can forever scale upwards or downwards. But when you have a why, you can bare any how. So if the answers are not coming, then ask better questions. You are the pen and the manger, the writer and the actor, but these are not titles to bare, but way of reasonings, ways of mindsets, different ways to answer which just magically appear in any given circumstance, prescriptive lens which allows for answers to come easier, or maybe representative heuristics. Which icons are you following? Though what is magic really? perhaps its just low resolution phenomenon, or perhaps its a story of human experience. Well if you understand its not binary, thats good, it means you reconize its both, the spirit and the matter, the thing and the meaning. One where the details can be subjective, but feeling always exist. Fanstasy is way of processing information, its just how are you compartmentalizing it, heuristics or cognitive bias. A dream you cant wake up from, because we are for ever away from grieving unto it. Listen tragic optism is following the light at the end of the tunnel, follow the light within. -The light at the end of the tunnel is a sham, follow the light within, for we become the brightest, when light within becomes brighter, and the whole world will awaken around you, man has made his own fire and took control of fate, we have came to a conclusion ever before reading the introduction -Understanding has two parts, the literal step and the metaphorical step, the understood by product of us under the condition of read experience, and the understood by product of us under the condition of spoken experience. (Understanding a laungage or idea, but unable to speak said laungage, or knowning something but not understanding it which is due to the lack of reasons behind reasons.) -We must find synchrony in both parts, into order to see the third part, that final part is action. -Then we must find harmony or individuation when we order all three parts together, then we truely see it.
re watching it for an hour only makes it more depressing it's as if we're reliving those moments over and over isolated in our room in the darkness, crying that it's all gone I haven't experienced such thing yet but I'm sure as hell not going to live long when the time comes saying goodbye to anything important is terrifying but a part of your own life? makes you want to consider ending it because you know you'll never have it again...
i feel kind of depressed watching this, the visuals paired with the song makes me feel like im "wasting" my life, like im missing out. though im still super young (not even in my 20s yet) the feeling just persists no matter how many times i watch it And this isn't about the girl, the part where it hits the most is when the song goes "i was looking for a hooker when i found you" And the photos started to show an empty street
I was fine living alone during the pandemic but when I went back to uni I met this girl. She was nice, didn't really pay much attention to me but I made an effort to talk to her more and more. Hanging out with her after class all nervous was a refreshing experience, my heart jumping every time a notification of her answering my texts came up felt really nice. I asked her if she wanted to hang out some time and she didn't say no but clearly wasn't interested so I let it go. I'm not heartbroken, I wasn't in love with her or anything, but it feels awful to be alone again with nothing to look forward to, it changed me in a way. I hope I can make it.
"Is wasn't in love with her"... I said that too but had to admit to myself, that i actually was in love with her.. i just didnt noticed it at the time and couldn't admit it to myself.
during the Las Vegas shooting Stephen Paddock supposedly expent 3000+ rounds of ammunition over the course of ten minutes from 27 AR-15's with bumpstocks despite the facts that it would have required him to drop a gun after each 30 round magazine was empty, even though videos from survivors show that it was a nonstop stream of ammunition with a firing rate much higher than a bumpstock is capable of producing from multiple locations that appear to be M249 LMG's. more interesting is the fact that after the FBI took over the investigation, his house somehow burned down with all of the evidence, and photos of the hotel room he shot from only show 50 spent shells. Years later we still have no motivation, and there was strangely no follow up on the biggest mass shooting in US history. Most confusing is that the day after his brother had numerous press interviews where he claimed it made no sense, he was arrested for possessing several hundred terabytes of child porn on a 20 year old computer running Windows 95, at least according to the photos taken by the FBI.
The only way to suppress the painful memories is to lie yourself so she doesn't exist in your mind anymore. I rarely thought about her anymore. It's been six years, and she's probably married to some guy by now. Life moves on.
Rewatching it for an hour only makes it more depressing It’s as if we’re reliving those moments over and over while being isolated in our dark room looking at these images crying Those times are forever gone I haven’t experienced such a thing but when I will I’ll sure as hell not live long when the time comes Saying goodbye to anything important and natural is terrifying but a part of your own life? Makes you consider ending it because you know you’ll never have it again...
I feel like I’ve already got a first step into this feeling I physically can’t smile no matter how hard I try, something natural that I can’t do anymore makes me feel like I lost a limb To anyone who’s going through these kinds of permanent losses I feel very sorry for you and hope you’ll be okay
Some people never experience this. Consider yourself lucky if you ever heard from a girl I like you or I love you. I confessed to my crush High school, I confessed to my crush at Uni. I confessed to my crush at Work. Ended up switching Job. Just one thing i ask for some girl to like me back. My life is halfway over. Some guys are made to die alone.
I experienced my first romance in year 9, year 10 i missed out and year 11 i got into a secret on and off with another girl, year 12 i missed out and year 13 was an on and off relationship....ive never had a full strong relationship ever and its coming to the end of my highschool life..
I still find myself unconciously saying her name when im sad, or just going to sleep. Been 3 years lads, it's obvious at this point that im gonna die alone.
I've never wanted a relationship and still don't but I found this song after losing contact with a lot of important people in my life so that's what I've associated it with. I have years worth of memories with someone and yet I still remember them far longer than ever knowing them, I've know someone my whole life just for me to only feel what life is like without them, I enjoyed talking with someone so much that their conversations still keep me locked in place till this day, I've been close to someone without words ever needing to be exchanged but words could've made that bond last longer, and there was someone who wasn't fun to be around but there complete absence was never desired from any of us. These were all close friends of mine but sudden channges occurred and I still feel left behind even after years of never hearing from them again but even if I had more time, an eternity could never be enough time to know them better
This reminds me of my youth. Of nights in NYC and Taipei where I did not get enough sleep. Of walking around all night talking to someone in Macau that I never saw again. To catching the last ferry of the night in Hong Kong. It makes me hope my own child enjoys her youth and finds adventures in it.
Three year of my life was full of joy because of her. I was the weird outcast of the whole class and when I met her at the stairs, things changed. It was raining and i didn't bring my umbrella.She handed hers to me and asked me to share it with her.And later that day things changed. I loved her and my life was beautiful as it was never been before.I got myself some friends.Later, I became the Yuuta(that one guy with many friends ,in japanese word) .We escaped from reality and sent ourselves out to our very little imaginations everyday. I was scared that if I confesses her, I might lose that little hope. When I had that courage to tell her, she was already onto someone. I lost. All my ambitions changed and my friendship with her ...even with the whole classmates stopped. I became a loner again and still that part was chasing me like a ghost. I did everything to forget her...but, this uncovers easily. So, don't hesitate my guys.....grab your luck and risk it. It'll be worth the try somehow. (Sorry about my identity. Forgive me)
still remember her, sitting across from me. sun on her shoulders, sitting with her best friend unaware that i was watching her. could see her rainbow underwear. wasnt being a creep or nothing i just thought they were cute. we skipped school together a few times, never made a move on her even when we skipped school to see a movie together. i just loved being around her. she never got into social media so after school just never saw or heard from her again. that was 15 years ago man. 15 years ago. jesus. why am i thinking of her still i have a family now. jesus.
Meeting someone on ur wavelength, having the time of ur life, bei g scared of rejection or just to insecure. 2 weeks later someone else had the courage u lacked.
I used to think that being an outcast with my 'dank' circle, doing nothing but gaming and surfing nonsense on internet was more than enough. Thinking that being 'normal' is shallow and being in relationship is just a waste of time. Now... I regret every single decision I made. I just want to be loved.
This is a song I can't actually focus on or I think thoughts and feel ways I've never felt and likely wouldn't feel without it. Odd experience, don't even know what the song is about, just hurts
This kind of reminds me of the instances in fantasy when there are machines or drugs that let you experience moments of your past (like in fallout 4 or code geass). It's like this is from the perspective of a man that's lost everything, and so lives out his life trying relive the happiest moment of his life over and over through the use of some machine or drug. I probably only think that because the slideshow loops by literally rewinding the slideshow.
no having this memory will only give you pains when you remember it cause i had once and its recently happend everytime i think of it only pains cause you know its not gonna happen again with the same person anymore
By 'making it' you mean somehow miraculously being able to do enjoy the same life as completely normal human beings do? Zyzz was great but he wasn't some loner trying to 'make it' he was normie from the start and that's completely fine because being normal is what we pursue.
This has an incomparable feeling to it in my mind you’re hanging out with friends and she leaves the room for whatever reason you get bored and decide to see what she’s up to she says to you “ I wanna go explore somewhere the night is young” you can’t help but get caught up in her energy and agree…once the night ends you have your last goodbye before you have to take your medicine
I've been single, didn't really care until I met this girl. She means so much to me and now many people suspect that she likes me back. WHEN I TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM.
pretty much this is a dream of falling in love, but you wake up too soon, its never long enough, so you feel empty, because you fell in love with someone that never existed, it was all in your dream. At least that's how I feel. ( to be fair someone has a video of this exact thing in that context, so at least I'm not the only one )
best artist is that it can use drawing to make a person fall in emotional but admire ,to me ,this video makes me feel like a happy but sad memory and doesn’t exist, tbh, I really wishful this kind of thing happen on me
so there's this girl.... who loves metric. so i was looking for a song to cover. youtube autoplay brought me here. and i've sat here for the entire hour, and i'll be back for more, because this one really grabbed me and i'll definitely be covering it. thanks for making this
I always come back to this song when im sad. I feel so lonely even though I have a family who loves me. It takes away any motivation I would otherwise have and makes it so hard to even get out of bed.
just turned 18 like a month ago. I see so many people in these comments talking about girls they liked or whatever. 18 never had a girlfriend, the one girl I did like brother zoned me, that was 3 years ago now. I'm hoping I can find someone at some point since I'm moving out of my house in just a few days going to live on my own. even though I'm doing that at 18, I still feel like I'm never doing good enough.
@@quykisanto4057 Yes. I've been to alot of the places in this video. Shimokitazawa is a cool place and definitely a place I recommend going to in Japan. Not far from the middle of Tokyo.
When you realize all the girl wanted the guy to hold her hand and enjoy the moment together based on the sleeping in the restaurant how she positions her hand to be hold, the way she grab his hands to go for a venture and the last sigh when the train arrived
life update 8/17/24: haven't been in school since covid. Just turned 20, no job, close to going to college. I need to get out and experience life again. It's been a great few years to heal from past events but at this point I'm rotting away at home. I miss high school, but college will be even better. I just need to push through and not sit in my comfort zone forever; I'll die there. This video is special to me. It reminds me of a slight crush I had in freshman year that never went anywhere, but could have because she was clearly interested in me. I was aware of it back then, but I was so messed up back then I decided to not say anything to her. But I'd think about her a lot, especially after covid shut school down and I couldn't see her anymore. It was a very bittersweet period of time for me.
@@ЛукаПивович im doing good. Just taking baby steps every day to move forward, especially with regard to my faith in Christ. Me and her have each other added on discord and we've periodically talked over the course of a couple years as friends (I never made a move), but I think she's moved on because the time before last that I messaged her, the conversation was really short, and then several months went by, then I messaged her again, and no response, so I think she's decided, probably for the better, that she leave that connection behind. It's been four years since we saw each other irl after all. I have no regrets, though. I really don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet, let *alone* how much more messed up I was when we first met. For some reason, I lost the ability to feel romantic feelings as a little kid, and I've been recovering that ability extremely slowly since a few years ago. So for now, I'm content being single, but eventually I'd like something like what's in this video.
@@pluspens2134 i would think it more of their doctor giving them a coping song, everyone has something you put something from you into, maybe this would be a good way to express what they want to, beit when you are sad, and you play this to get some nostalgia or some type of happy things, now, i don't think i'm qualified to give a diagnosis to someone i haven't met but, that's what i think.
this replicates the feeling of that one stranger you meshed relly well with, but them never saw again, but you feel like in another they could have been something to you.
Man, what's worse than dreaming is reality. Living this, beat by beat to climax and never finding out what could've been. I don't know who made this, but I pray he doesn't lie awake every night like I do, wondering what could've been. Sometimes the dream is better bros, hope fucks with you, makes you feel like there's light. Fuck hope.
i have been searching for this song and now that i've found it im conflicted because im happy that i have found it but at the same time i get reminded about the things ive missed out in life
As much as I protest myself for being in a relationship. I find myself conflicted almost everyday. Past events stop me from pursuing a relationship, but I also desire to be in one. This song, always pulls me in a tug of war between myself deciding wether I should be by myself, or try for a relationship.
Good luck out there! Whatever your decision is, it's very important to work on yourself. Sometimes the best way to grow is alongside a partner, but investing time in ourselves is good too! Good and intimate friendships fill that gap to some degree; heck, sometimes even romantic love flowers from those (that's how I met my gf), but always focus on yourself and try to help others from time to time. "Seek strength and the rest will follow" One of my favorite quotes, take care!
stop thinking about the past, it's already gone, and the future hasn't even come yet,understand that living alone is the worst thing you can have and a relationship will not make you feel better,you want to feel alive? you need to try and its not one time, or even a hundred times! You need to have faith,not in a girl that magicaly will like you or something will happen to your life,it will not,believe the only one that can change you, its you. Nothing will change if you don't Use 20 seconds, just 20 seconds of pure courage whether it's dumb or shameful, it only takes 20 seconds to change your life now, in the present thats why its called a gift from time.
@compreation that was deadass the most cringe inducing bit of emo shit I have ever seen. Who hurt you? Shame on you for being just another negative force in this already fucked up world.
why the weeb shit?
what?
chill bro ☠
Why not ?
gotta love the pin of shame
HELL YEAH BOSS
ah yes, the one hour pain experience.
Watching this at night makes you feel like you want to live and die at the same time.
Love you all, we gonna make it!
we must stay strong brothers! cheers! ~
@@jace1032 cheers!
cheers mate
Why is this so good at capturing a fake sensation of happiness? I don’t mean that in a sad “I’m lonely” sort of way, this video just “feels” warm, almost like fake nostalgia
Well that’s exactly what the blade runner 2049 memory clip with this over it is basically
The video doesn't show you what once was
It shows you what could have been
Just the feeling of "what could've been" not specifically for romantic love but with a potential friend you never saw again
This kind of thing has been my dream since I was a kid. Now, I'm getting older and older and I've never gotten to experience anything like it. I just have to watch everyone I have feelings for be happy with others. I wish I could just have a long hug.
waiting for that skyrim part 3 smh
When's skyrim part 3
Also, I wanna reply seriously. You may feel like you're running out of time, but you should realize that life sort of moves in stages. There will be something equally as enjoyable even when you're 30. But, if you don't want to wait and find out what that might be, I'd say put your foot out the door and look for your rose-tinted moments. They exist, to some degree, but they aren't gonna come knocking on your door. Some people live vicariously through media, which is absolutely fine, but if you feel like you're wasting time because things (like the moments happening in the video) aren't coming to fruition, then I advise everyone who feels this way to get up and get out there. Improve yourself, then shoot for the stars. I doubt it's easy, but then again, if it was then everyone would have it.
I don't like sounding preachy, sorry if this came across as that. Over all, it's not over for you. Someone is looking to give you that hug, man. Go look for them.
P.S Just don't go down any creepy dark alleys
Go work out, clean yuor room, yuo gonna make it brah
it's better to dream about it than to live with the regrets of that shit, believe me
Well well well, if it wasn't consequences of my own actions for being a loner since kindergarten.
Just turned 17 the only friend I have is a cousin that I haven’t seen in months never had a girl friend and no plans for the future
@@louiswain9139 "omg this is literally me!"
@@johnson9705 lol we literally have profile pictures from the same movie
@@louiswain9139 lol based, i didnt actually notice at first
@@johnson9705 it’s a good movie
GOD...... DAMNIIIIIT!!!
*_Kicks stool_*
this whole "triggered a memory i never had" might be your dream, you easily forget that dream but watching this makes you remember it
yooo thats a good theory
This is so me when i forget to take my schizo pills
Relateable
@mark3t029
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST I HATE THE ANTICHRIST
@mark3t029no I don't want to
It’s not just nostalgia for something we’ve never had, it’s nostalgia for something we know we were supposed to have had.
nobody is supposed to have a partner. Love is earned not owed.
@@funnymancool8549 nobody is supposed to have a specific partner, but having a partner is a cornerstone of mental health and healthy human development.
@@magicmanticore3536 having any human connection is important. However having a partner is not a crucial element of one's own development. It is an important supplement but not a cornerstone. To establish who you are based on a romantic partner means that should you lose them (death/break up) you will have lost a critical foundation of yourself leading to your life crashing down. One must find the cornerstones to which they establish their lives upon on things that are resilient and life lasting.
True, many is so afraid to proceed the relationship cause they afraid to ruin the relationship and make it awkward
So relatable
True and it hurts
Oxygen is one hell of a drug.
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makes me OD on it
This is what it's like to be Ryan Gosling
the pain of being literally me
why? can u tell me ehy cause i haven't watch blade runner yet
@@Gabrielll115 😔
Holy shit I've never seen a more fitting comment
But im ryan gosling
Remeber guys we are just on hardcore mode.
Im tired of it fuck this game
Bruh im deleting this game
i want to speak to the ceo of life
@@benjoe6079 God: What's up?
good.
It sucks when you know how hard you've tried, how far you've come, how different of a person you are, but nothing changes.
Im gonna end it all
Anemoia: Nostalgia for a time or a place one has never known.
thats how i feel watching these video
Finally found a word
You know, even such a lowlife like me had that one female friend who I enjoyed spending time with. But everything fell Apart when I confessed And she found herself a boyfriend, I still love being around her, but she brings these dark memories I wish to forget
i really really feel bad for you
"You'll never be mine, ah, but you've got my.. Eyes."
Many such cases
How are you now, bro ?
@@oswarz5294 I don't know, It's hard to tell. I guess I'm alright because she And I go to seperate schools, though from What my friend told me she dropped out of school. Also she found another boyfriend that's 8 years older than her. I have no Idea what's going on in her head honestly. Thanks for asking
I think the reason this concept is such a brilliant way to tell a story cuz this is exactly remembering things look like, it's not like a moving video but a series of image changing one by one as your brain trying to remember a scene
POV: you're trying to live an aesthetic life like this to be the main character of your angsty story but really you look like a normal fool in your own head
I'm just looking like a normal guy, nothing is attractive on me, I'm not ugly but neither handsome. I'm just me
I imagine this being a visual representation of depression. It shows us what this person wants more than anything but can’t have. The moment everything is silent and it cuts to black is what I associate to be their medications effects wearing off, only for them to live in denial and retake the medication, only this time, they don’t care she’s not real because it gave them genuine happiness for the time the medicines effects were prevalent
What kind of medication are you taking that makes you hallucinate anime girls?
I think theres a case to be made but this isnt it chief
Damn, this song just drains all my energy and makes me listen to it over and over again, it's comfortingly sad.
spent months without being able to cry, tears wouldn't fall
then i sat here and listened to this, started crying
i don't know what's the point of my life, i don't know who i am anymore, i don't know why i am here
i've been suffering for years, things won't change, things aren't getting better, i'm stuck in place and alone
i'm not strong enough to get up and change things when my body itself wants to die lying in bed
i feel stupid, ignorant, useless and weak
i can relate to this on a celular level....life is really sucks for me for years right now, i dunno if it'll ever get better since i always sabotage myself and ruin everything all over again...im tired of starting new...i just wanna vanish
its good to cry , and if you dont know who you are yourself , go find out.
@Leafy IsHere you don't get to complain if you didn't try everything you could do, you first have to realise your loser mindset and then do something
damm
Discovered this beautiful masterpiece through an online penpal and now youtube won't stop recommending it to me.
No regrets tho.
Sometimes it feels ugly good to hurt.
Remember fellas, if you feel worthless n shit theres bound to be someone out there rooting for you whether it be your mother, father, other family, friends or a random fella in a youtube comment section someones always going to believe in you
optimism isn't always wise, and often not appropriate
@@_Stray it's more than appropriate in this case. There's nothing practical about being miserable all day, is there?
@@efegokselkisioglu8218 I completely agree with you on being miserable all day, but recognising reality should come first. Comfortable ignorance can lead to more suffering. I don't have an issue with optimism, I would go as far as to consider myself an optimist, but sometimes you genuinely don't have anyone to back you up or help you. Deluding yourself into thinking you do can dig you further into misery.
Hence why I think it's inappropriate to adopt this mentality, because if you remove your ability to recognise when you're alone, you may never go through the effort of fixing that.
Most people are lucky enough to have support, but not everyone is. Misery is awful, but recognise it has a place, as does everything in moderation
@@_Stray Has this "cynical optimism" done you more good than any, so called "comfortable ignorance" has? If it has good on you brother. I'm glad you've risen above appreciating the love of those around you. Maybe you're the one in a billion people that relies solely on themselves to grow.
@@mechagoomba4577 I think you misread what I was saying. I'm not a cynic I'm a realist, accurate portrayals of reality is something I value more than being happy, but that doesn't mean being happy isn't one of my priorities. They're not mutually exclusive.
My point is if you choose to value comfort over reality you may end up needing more comforts to compensate. Recognising what you may lack is the first step in getting whatever it is you lack.
Pretending to be happy isn't as good as actually being happy. Humans are social creatures that need support to maintain stable mentality, if they don't have this but delude themselves into thinking they do then they will suffer.
I'm saying if you're lonely you should go out and talk to people, I'm not telling people to deal with it, I'm telling them to fix it
We are all going to make it, anons.
This becomes much sadder when you realize the artist literally took invididual pictures and drew a girl to spend time with, this is all one big cope. Jeez.
Edit: It seems that girl is actually real and has been traced over. It is apparently his girlfriend, which makes this a lot happier and even romantic instead of sad and desperately lonely.
@@coldvyvora
Aw, that makes it a bit more wholesome. Now I don't feel so sad, more happy about it
@@BBWahoo Why do you find it sad when a lonely man tries to comfort himself? I know that the real situation was with his girlfriend, but I am asking in principle. What makes this 'sad' to view? As far as I am concerned, all this does is perpetuate further hate and ostracization, only worsening the problems.
@@atomic_bomba
Because he is exposing his vulnerability to the world, causing pity, not ostracising
@@coldvyvora thank you for existing
@@Ritchael I'm kinda confused. Who's Harutya and how is she related to Syumagi?
this is quite creative, a fake date with a painted girlfriend
I’ve had dreams like this. They feel amazing… until they end with everything getting dark around me, I was holding her hand, looking around now cant find her… search dark roads, alleys, rooms, spaces… then wake up feeling the emptiest Ive ever felt.
I’m not gonna find her bros.
nah you got this bro I found her and all i did was fish.
@@nathanarbeloMaybe, maybe.
my dog died today and he may not be a lost kitten but this song will always remind me of him. i discovered it around his last moments of lucidity before his organs shut down. he has the most beautiful eyes of any living being
Sorry for your loss. I know that pain too well. :c
dude i love these vibes, it makes me want to become young again just to meet someone and walk with them throughout the city all night long
that feel of when you're hanging out late at night with a girl you like but its not really a date and she has no idea about your feelings
sad =((
average female experiance tbh
Sneed more
and you never got to tell her how you felt until and then it was too late
This makes me both feel better and worse at the same time. It's so nostalgic, in both a good and sad way, bringing out a sense of yearning for the past and a sense of dread for that which will never come back-- like the opportunities of my childhood or just interactions with people i'll never see again.
It's so easy to fall in love with any girl, all of them are beautiful, but when you feel her eyes looking yours, you feel trapped, you want to know her more, spend time with her and make her laugh. Is it love? No, you just found another kindred spirit, but she doesn't need you, she is well on her own, alone, always has been...
Going into the second half of my twenties, this is a symbol of all those things that I've never experienced and at this point likely won't ever... But probably very few did. This little kind of magic that's still possible but that essentially nobody will experience - a fantasy that everybody yearns for, but instead of one made impossible by laws of physics, by the odds being astronomically low. And yet it feels so mundane. Even if it's just a fantasy, even if we logically understand that real relationships are so much more difficult and complex, that "young love" or the exciting and interesting "teenager/young adult life" are basically not real (not the way they tends to be portrayed, anyway), it still feels like a regular, maybe even common, possibility. I think that's why it hurts so much. Nobody gets emotional about not winning the lottery. Worse still, with age I find it more and more difficult to meet new people, and I've lost almost all of my friends through simple drifting apart or particular episodes in my life. The current state of the world doesn't help either, online I rarely even find anyone living in the same country as me. The idea of experiencing even a fascimile gets further and further away
This video has made me feel, bros. And I cannot do anything about it but try to bottle it all down as usual. And continue to persist on. This comment is just me screaming out into the void.
God be with you my friend
Screaming out in the void ain’t bad sometimes man
I'm sorry my friend; I have not either, but I wish to. I wish us both luck.
Moodkindred.
-Loneliness
Understand the worst part is the thoughts sitting in your head, but understand the reasons behind reasons, how you are planting them for later, bearing fruits of apathy and cyncism and ego, and then pressure, and complexies in possbilibties and then the burden of probability and potential. potential replaces responsibility. responsibility is the flipside to freedom, which is the flipside of liberation, which is the flipside of autonomy, and thus the flipside of truth. Being honest, and atleast dont lie when you have awareness of the truth. The angel and devil on your shouders are incorrect iconic represenations, thus leading to bad and good, black and white, all or nothing, binary like thinking. Thus cynism hides the truth from compartmentizing infomation into cogitive distortions. Thus the way you think is the way you feel, but the way you feel is the way you think. So how is it you feel? LONELY, thus you think lonely, understand your emotions first before understanding infomation. Because we use our emotions as a baramoter for truth, like you feel stupid. But wait, stupid is not a feeling. Figure out how you feel, and if you cant thats alexithymia, thus you are foreverblind in your thinking. YOU can not have eanerness without proper aim, but to learn a proper aim, you need the right infomation, but the way you feel blinds you from truth, === “Good does not become better by being exaggerated, but worse, and a small evil becomes a big one through being disregarded and repressed. The Shadow is very much a part of human nature, and it is only at night that no shadows exist.”
SO instead of the angel and the devil, think of them as the The Pen and then the Manager. You have been using a pen for the building of your life, you are both the writer and the actor in your life. And who is it that is writing your story, is it you? well yes, but which part of you, the ego ? an evolutionary self defense mechanism with no idea of logic, sure it reminds you of memories of couple of small things are truth, like semantic memory, but thats not reasoning nor logic, understand. The reasons behind reasons, who is writing your story is it the brain or the soul? Is it you or the programming in your brain. And if you dont know the answer, then ask what makes us more than an animal? What makes us human? What is abstraction?
Life is a game, learn the rules, duel process the rules, live by the rules to make new rules, what rules am i talking about, the one your brain has made and the evolutionary ones. Innate rules and made rules, it takes effort, its not easy, as nothing is easy, but it can be simple. Though the most simple of question have the most complex of answer, and if you ask a why it can forever scale upwards or downwards. But when you have a why, you can bare any how. So if the answers are not coming, then ask better questions.
You are the pen and the manger, the writer and the actor, but these are not titles to bare, but way of reasonings, ways of mindsets, different ways to answer which just magically appear in any given circumstance, prescriptive lens which allows for answers to come easier, or maybe representative heuristics. Which icons are you following? Though what is magic really? perhaps its just low resolution phenomenon, or perhaps its a story of human experience. Well if you understand its not binary, thats good, it means you reconize its both, the spirit and the matter, the thing and the meaning. One where the details can be subjective, but feeling always exist. Fanstasy is way of processing information, its just how are you compartmentalizing it, heuristics or cognitive bias. A dream you cant wake up from, because we are for ever away from grieving unto it. Listen tragic optism is following the light at the end of the tunnel, follow the light within.
-The light at the end of the tunnel is a sham, follow the light within, for we become the brightest, when light within becomes brighter, and the whole world will awaken around you, man has made his own fire and took control of fate, we have came to a conclusion ever before reading the introduction
-Understanding has two parts, the literal step and the metaphorical step, the understood by product of us under the condition of read experience, and the understood by product of us under the condition of spoken experience.
(Understanding a laungage or idea, but unable to speak said laungage, or knowning something but not understanding it which is due to the lack of reasons behind reasons.)
-We must find synchrony in both parts, into order to see the third part, that final part is action.
-Then we must find harmony or individuation when we order all three parts together, then we truely see it.
back down the rabbit hole I go
You can’t stop now Anon, get back to grinding that sigma grindset
who is anon???
Cant go back, it's hurt so much but feel so good... Sigh~~~
@@quykisanto4057 WHAT
@@quykisanto4057 ayo?
@@quykisanto4057 ayo
listening to this makes me feel like I've lost something big in my life and I can't get it back
re watching it for an hour only makes it more depressing
it's as if we're reliving those moments over and over isolated in our room in the darkness, crying that it's all gone
I haven't experienced such thing yet but I'm sure as hell not going to live long when the time comes
saying goodbye to anything important is terrifying but a part of your own life?
makes you want to consider ending it because you know you'll never have it again...
i feel kind of depressed watching this, the visuals paired with the song makes me feel like im "wasting" my life, like im missing out. though im still super young (not even in my 20s yet) the feeling just persists no matter how many times i watch it
And this isn't about the girl, the part where it hits the most is when the song goes "i was looking for a hooker when i found you" And the photos started to show an empty street
@1 i will
I mean this is feels like a college thing to do from personal experience so you still got time!
1 hour of pain
I was fine living alone during the pandemic but when I went back to uni I met this girl.
She was nice, didn't really pay much attention to me but I made an effort to talk to her more and more.
Hanging out with her after class all nervous was a refreshing experience, my heart jumping every time a notification of her answering my texts came up felt really nice.
I asked her if she wanted to hang out some time and she didn't say no but clearly wasn't interested so I let it go.
I'm not heartbroken, I wasn't in love with her or anything, but it feels awful to be alone again with nothing to look forward to, it changed me in a way.
I hope I can make it.
Stay strong! you're not the only one that felt that way, if we are here with you it means you are not alone!
"Is wasn't in love with her"... I said that too but had to admit to myself, that i actually was in love with her.. i just didnt noticed it at the time and couldn't admit it to myself.
hopefully she can hook you up, if she's not then she's simp guarding
during the Las Vegas shooting Stephen Paddock supposedly expent 3000+ rounds of ammunition over the course of ten minutes from 27 AR-15's with bumpstocks despite the facts that it would have required him to drop a gun after each 30 round magazine was empty, even though videos from survivors show that it was a nonstop stream of ammunition with a firing rate much higher than a bumpstock is capable of producing from multiple locations that appear to be M249 LMG's. more interesting is the fact that after the FBI took over the investigation, his house somehow burned down with all of the evidence, and photos of the hotel room he shot from only show 50 spent shells. Years later we still have no motivation, and there was strangely no follow up on the biggest mass shooting in US history. Most confusing is that the day after his brother had numerous press interviews where he claimed it made no sense, he was arrested for possessing several hundred terabytes of child porn on a 20 year old computer running Windows 95, at least according to the photos taken by the FBI.
The only way to suppress the painful memories is to lie yourself so she doesn't exist in your mind anymore. I rarely thought about her anymore. It's been six years, and she's probably married to some guy by now. Life moves on.
it's okay to cry.
It's been almost 6 months by now. It still stings.
@@Vran4743 i feel you
I stopped taking my schizophrenia pills, I just want to see her in real life.
Only the dead know peace from this rustling.
Some of us remember better times, some missed opportunities, some have neither. However, in the end, we all suffer together bros.
Rewatching it for an hour only makes it more depressing
It’s as if we’re reliving those moments over and over while being isolated in our dark room looking at these images crying
Those times are forever gone
I haven’t experienced such a thing but when I will I’ll sure as hell not live long when the time comes
Saying goodbye to anything important and natural is terrifying but a part of your own life?
Makes you consider ending it because you know you’ll never have it again...
I feel like I’ve already got a first step into this feeling
I physically can’t smile no matter how hard I try, something natural that I can’t do anymore makes me feel like I lost a limb
To anyone who’s going through these kinds of permanent losses I feel very sorry for you and hope you’ll be okay
Ttt
lol
No matter how much time passes, I always find myself here. But this time I’m close to experiencing this.
good luck friend
ive never experienced this. i really wish i did. how did it go?
Some people never experience this.
Consider yourself lucky if you ever heard from a girl I like you or I love you.
I confessed to my crush High school, I confessed to my crush at Uni.
I confessed to my crush at Work. Ended up switching Job.
Just one thing i ask for some girl to like me back. My life is halfway over.
Some guys are made to die alone.
I experienced my first romance in year 9, year 10 i missed out and year 11 i got into a secret on and off with another girl, year 12 i missed out and year 13 was an on and off relationship....ive never had a full strong relationship ever and its coming to the end of my highschool life..
a bro you 39 years old wtf
Wow. I really shouldn't watch this video when I'm on the edge of a depressive episode. *However...*
drown your temporary sorrows with this eternal shit
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How are you now?
@@Heyyaka a little better. Thank you for asking
@@PlaskiJakDeska Good thing. Hope you get much better, mate
This kind of pain can be addictive.
Regret?
@@warhammer8867no
I still find myself unconciously saying her name when im sad, or just going to sleep. Been 3 years lads, it's obvious at this point that im gonna die alone.
Two years here, but things will get better, i know they will
Keep your chin up chief. Life is long, and it ain’t over yet.
@@michaelmooc thanks man, hopefully things take a turn for the better soon.
She came back lads after 2 yrs
Nasıl ayrıldınız bilmiyorum ama dönse daha iyi olmayacak bundan emin ol. Yaşamaya devam et reyiz.
I've never wanted a relationship and still don't but I found this song after losing contact with a lot of important people in my life so that's what I've associated it with. I have years worth of memories with someone and yet I still remember them far longer than ever knowing them, I've know someone my whole life just for me to only feel what life is like without them, I enjoyed talking with someone so much that their conversations still keep me locked in place till this day, I've been close to someone without words ever needing to be exchanged but words could've made that bond last longer, and there was someone who wasn't fun to be around but there complete absence was never desired from any of us. These were all close friends of mine but sudden channges occurred and I still feel left behind even after years of never hearing from them again but even if I had more time, an eternity could never be enough time to know them better
Hostage or not, its nice to be held sometimes...
if you are held against your will, blink twice
This reminds me of my youth. Of nights in NYC and Taipei where I did not get enough sleep. Of walking around all night talking to someone in Macau that I never saw again. To catching the last ferry of the night in Hong Kong. It makes me hope my own child enjoys her youth and finds adventures in it.
Three year of my life was full of joy because of her. I was the weird outcast of the whole class and when I met her at the stairs, things changed. It was raining and i didn't bring my umbrella.She handed hers to me and asked me to share it with her.And later that day things changed. I loved her and my life was beautiful as it was never been before.I got myself some friends.Later, I became the Yuuta(that one guy with many friends ,in japanese word) .We escaped from reality and sent ourselves out to our very little imaginations everyday. I was scared that if I confesses her, I might lose that little hope. When I had that courage to tell her, she was already onto someone. I lost. All my ambitions changed and my friendship with her ...even with the whole classmates stopped.
I became a loner again and still that part was chasing me like a ghost. I did everything to forget her...but, this uncovers easily.
So, don't hesitate my guys.....grab your luck and risk it. It'll be worth the try somehow.
(Sorry about my identity. Forgive me)
i think im gonna ask her man, we will see though
@@MIllerTheKillr All the best..my man.
Thats tuff
At least u try... I cant try anymore
@@MIllerTheKillr How did it went?
Thx, I was looking for a loop of this great song
you know you can right-click a youtube video and select "loop", right?
I'm using my phone and that option doesn't show
still remember her, sitting across from me. sun on her shoulders, sitting with her best friend unaware that i was watching her. could see her rainbow underwear. wasnt being a creep or nothing i just thought they were cute. we skipped school together a few times, never made a move on her even when we skipped school to see a movie together. i just loved being around her. she never got into social media so after school just never saw or heard from her again. that was 15 years ago man. 15 years ago. jesus. why am i thinking of her still i have a family now. jesus.
Damn. It's like remembering another life altogether
Look for her, bro.
Leave your children and wife and search for her bro
@@elsangdorj1406 LMAO
don't look for her bro, that she you love is just fragment of your memories. she's probably fat and have multiple babby daddy now
this song feels like meeting the one before letting them go forever
Meeting someone on ur wavelength, having the time of ur life, bei g scared of rejection or just to insecure.
2 weeks later someone else had the courage u lacked.
They step into your life then step out.
You can never catch them.
Such is love.
Absolutely
I used to think that being an outcast with my 'dank' circle, doing nothing but gaming and surfing nonsense on internet was more than enough. Thinking that being 'normal' is shallow and being in relationship is just a waste of time.
Now... I regret every single decision I made. I just want to be loved.
@@bobonox4233 i agree with this dude
@@bobonox4233 thxx man. It's never too late, king 👍
videogames are destroying young men
@@RealMcLovin You can still do other things to improve yourself while setting aside some time to play video games.
This is a song I can't actually focus on or I think thoughts and feel ways I've never felt and likely wouldn't feel without it. Odd experience, don't even know what the song is about, just hurts
This kind of reminds me of the instances in fantasy when there are machines or drugs that let you experience moments of your past (like in fallout 4 or code geass). It's like this is from the perspective of a man that's lost everything, and so lives out his life trying relive the happiest moment of his life over and over through the use of some machine or drug. I probably only think that because the slideshow loops by literally rewinding the slideshow.
Yoo code geass
I wish I had memories like that, even if it hurts to remember them.
Trust me, when happy memories also bring painful ones they aren't worth it
no
having this memory will only give you pains when you remember it
cause i had once and its recently happend
everytime i think of it
only pains cause you know its not gonna happen again with the same person anymore
@@Pyromaniax doesnt matter, i just want to feel like a human being...
NO, AINT WORTH IT TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHO GOT BACKSTABBED.
When the dude hesitates to take her hand... I felt that
fuarkkkkkk we're gonna make it brah, keep mirin
By 'making it' you mean somehow miraculously being able to do enjoy the same life as completely normal human beings do? Zyzz was great but he wasn't some loner trying to 'make it' he was normie from the start and that's completely fine because being normal is what we pursue.
@@Murloc017 i mean, lifting and shit makes those thoughts go away, even if its just for a while brah
@@dukenukem3dgaming yes mr federick, we are going to make it
@@toanpham5966 hey brah i see youre a skull girls connoisseur as well
This has an incomparable feeling to it in my mind you’re hanging out with friends and she leaves the room for whatever reason you get bored and decide to see what she’s up to she says to you “ I wanna go explore somewhere the night is young” you can’t help but get caught up in her energy and agree…once the night ends you have your last goodbye before you have to take your medicine
the ending tho
I've been single, didn't really care until I met this girl. She means so much to me and now many people suspect that she likes me back. WHEN I TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM.
You asked her out yet?
Happy for u
hope it works out friend
Youre brown lol!
pretty much this is a dream of falling in love, but you wake up too soon, its never long enough, so you feel empty, because you fell in love with someone that never existed, it was all in your dream. At least that's how I feel. ( to be fair someone has a video of this exact thing in that context, so at least I'm not the only one )
best artist is that it can use drawing to make a person fall in emotional but admire ,to me ,this video makes me feel like a happy but sad memory and doesn’t exist, tbh, I really wishful this kind of thing happen on me
so there's this girl.... who loves metric. so i was looking for a song to cover. youtube autoplay brought me here. and i've sat here for the entire hour, and i'll be back for more, because this one really grabbed me and i'll definitely be covering it. thanks for making this
Any updates?
How's the girl, spagig? did you succeed?
I didn't experience what was shown but I feel like I did, it's a REALLY strange feeling
Samee
I always come back to this song when im sad. I feel so lonely even though I have a family who loves me. It takes away any motivation I would otherwise have and makes it so hard to even get out of bed.
just turned 18 like a month ago. I see so many people in these comments talking about girls they liked or whatever. 18 never had a girlfriend, the one girl I did like brother zoned me, that was 3 years ago now. I'm hoping I can find someone at some point since I'm moving out of my house in just a few days going to live on my own. even though I'm doing that at 18, I still feel like I'm never doing good enough.
my comment is all over the place but I saw an opportunity to vent a little and I took it, this comment sections seems like a better place to do it
I believe in you bro
We're all gonna make it brah!
still got Friend
how is it after 2 years?
I want to be someone else. Not someone real, mind you. A character motivated by something pure, clean, and powerful.
This makes you miss someone you don't know
These photos were taken in Shimokitazawa in Tokyo. I recognize one of the random clothing vendors.
Did you know more places, like the shrine etc
@@quykisanto4057 Yes. I've been to alot of the places in this video. Shimokitazawa is a cool place and definitely a place I recommend going to in Japan. Not far from the middle of Tokyo.
When you realize all the girl wanted the guy to hold her hand and enjoy the moment together based on the sleeping in the restaurant how she positions her hand to be hold, the way she grab his hands to go for a venture and the last sigh when the train arrived
Friday night, 11 PM.
This hits me like a train right now
life update 8/17/24: haven't been in school since covid. Just turned 20, no job, close to going to college. I need to get out and experience life again. It's been a great few years to heal from past events but at this point I'm rotting away at home. I miss high school, but college will be even better. I just need to push through and not sit in my comfort zone forever; I'll die there. This video is special to me. It reminds me of a slight crush I had in freshman year that never went anywhere, but could have because she was clearly interested in me. I was aware of it back then, but I was so messed up back then I decided to not say anything to her. But I'd think about her a lot, especially after covid shut school down and I couldn't see her anymore. It was a very bittersweet period of time for me.
Hey man, how are u doing? I think you should try to find her, maybe she still remembers you
@@ЛукаПивович im doing good. Just taking baby steps every day to move forward, especially with regard to my faith in Christ. Me and her have each other added on discord and we've periodically talked over the course of a couple years as friends (I never made a move), but I think she's moved on because the time before last that I messaged her, the conversation was really short, and then several months went by, then I messaged her again, and no response, so I think she's decided, probably for the better, that she leave that connection behind. It's been four years since we saw each other irl after all. I have no regrets, though. I really don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet, let *alone* how much more messed up I was when we first met. For some reason, I lost the ability to feel romantic feelings as a little kid, and I've been recovering that ability extremely slowly since a few years ago. So for now, I'm content being single, but eventually I'd like something like what's in this video.
Trust me, You will do College and feel that the emptiness you had had no meaning
Why in youtube comments of all things? 😂😂
What the actual f*** my man that is the same situation I am in and same age too. I was scared reading your comment because of how accurate you were.
TH-cam please I've been listening to Lost Kitten on repeat this isn't healthy
goslingbros we'll make it... we gotta believe
What Is GoslingBro??
Were gonna make it brah
Lying in snowed stair and dying, ALONE ?
@@quykisanto4057 with rats preferably
The video didn't impact me as much as a lot of people related to it but the date made me F E E L.
Pain.
My doctor prescribed this to me. This is exactly what I need. Thank you for creating this.
Your doctor isn't doing his job well apparently
@@darkqwartzsytal834 his doctor is giving him depression
@@pluspens2134 i would think it more of their doctor giving them a coping song, everyone has something you put something from you into, maybe this would be a good way to express what they want to, beit when you are sad, and you play this to get some nostalgia or some type of happy things, now, i don't think i'm qualified to give a diagnosis to someone i haven't met but, that's what i think.
"The most painful thing is not the cries of your former lover, but the silence she left for you."
This song hits the feels for absolutely no reason. It’s a pretty up beat nice song, but it just evokes a weird loneliness or longing.
this replicates the feeling of that one stranger you meshed relly well with, but them never saw again, but you feel like in another they could have been something to you.
I didn't know I needed this, but I did
I listen to this every single day for months. Life is so rough, yet the will to live is all I have.
Thats... a strong attitude, I respect you for that
I hope that it can get better for you
All of these pictures and the art is so beautiful
The pictures were all taken in Shimokitazawa around the station.
This used to be us, but your already gone. Thanks for being a memory.
Man, what's worse than dreaming is reality. Living this, beat by beat to climax and never finding out what could've been.
I don't know who made this, but I pray he doesn't lie awake every night like I do, wondering what could've been.
Sometimes the dream is better bros, hope fucks with you, makes you feel like there's light. Fuck hope.
i have been searching for this song and now that i've found it im conflicted because im happy that i have found it but at the same time i get reminded about the things ive missed out in life
As much as I protest myself for being in a relationship. I find myself conflicted almost everyday. Past events stop me from pursuing a relationship, but I also desire to be in one. This song, always pulls me in a tug of war between myself deciding wether I should be by myself, or try for a relationship.
try, you got this
:D
Good luck out there! Whatever your decision is, it's very important to work on yourself. Sometimes the best way to grow is alongside a partner, but investing time in ourselves is good too!
Good and intimate friendships fill that gap to some degree; heck, sometimes even romantic love flowers from those (that's how I met my gf), but always focus on yourself and try to help others from time to time.
"Seek strength and the rest will follow"
One of my favorite quotes, take care!
Same bruh
stop thinking about the past, it's already gone, and the future hasn't even come yet,understand that living alone is the worst thing you can have and a relationship will not make you feel better,you want to feel alive? you need to try and its not one time, or even a hundred times! You need to have faith,not in a girl that magicaly will like you or something will happen to your life,it will not,believe the only one that can change you, its you. Nothing will change if you don't Use 20 seconds, just 20 seconds of pure courage whether it's dumb or shameful, it only takes 20 seconds to change your life now, in the present thats why its called a gift from time.
This perfectly depicts how my rare happy dreams go
remember anon you're here forever
Wrong
no, thx for the offer.
Don't worry, you're not the only one who understands how hurt it is.
It's my birthday and I am here to drop the "it is what it is" act for a day
eyy, sorry for being late bro, Happy Belated Birthday
Happy belated birthday man
happy b day, i wish you a good gf
Happy birthday bro my is 27/9
@@30.hoangphuc51 happy Birthday in advance to you
Mine was 2 days ago
Bruh why do I feel like I need to cry into a pillow after I watch this.
@compreation that was deadass the most cringe inducing bit of emo shit I have ever seen. Who hurt you? Shame on you for being just another negative force in this already fucked up world.
@compreation Steve jobs was 21 when he made apple. Gates was 20 when he made microsoft. Its too late, give up
this makes me feel even more lonely than just existing.