Hey you yes you the guy who's looking at the comments or getting a notification I just wanna tell you everything will be alright so keep your head up stick your chest out straighten your back and walk forward with pride in yourself and everything you believe in and everything you've achieved so stop doubting yourself and use that negative energy those bad experiences to keep going for your own sake so everything will be alright
This appeared on my recommended. I know this is a goddamn long comment, but screw it. This is what I badly needed. It shed me some tears, especially the part about my younger and future self looking at my present self--me. I did lots of things: Working out, studying hard, reading a lot and writing a lot of poetry, among many other things. Also, confession to this girl I liked, which I did with utmost confidence regardless of outcome (she said to me, begging, that I should not remove my confession message and just leave it at its place, and she hoped for me that I really wait for her because she was surprised and she's not in her right state of mind, which I absolutely respected), which was something I never did before. I suffered on a lot of things: loss of a loved one I only realized how much I deeply cared when she died, constant overthinking, uncertainty, stress, the sudden appearances of all the miserable events that happened within my family in the past, and even the creeping depression from the loss of my loved one, even if it's months ago. I even tried offing myself at some point in high school. Two times. Bullying. Low self-esteem, living the life on how pathetic and immature I was, as well as those family problems. I was about to do a third in college but I said to myself, screw this. I'm not going to do this anymore. I'm done with it. I have made lots of bad and stupid decisions in the past. I questioned a lot of things, I gave up on a lot of things, and I criticized myself harshly on a lot of things. But I keep living, keep fighting, keep surviving. I'm not going to die just yet. I will continue to improve and become the best version of myself because my greatest enemy and comrade that I only have is myself. Find myself, forgive myself, love myself, and everything else will follow. I know that these problems of mine are very little compared to other people, but nonetheless, what is resilience, if it does not endure and persevere us the most? What is love if we are not tested the most? I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna keep on living, fighting and surviving for me and the ones I hold dearest to my heart. Thank you. I seriously need this. It's gonna be painful, it's gonna be challenging, but I have to move myself and I can move the world. I'm nearing my graduation in college. I still have a lot of life to live. I'll make it.
the "youre just in the fight" sent chills down my spine.. I thought about this yesterday and the HARDEST part is the middle. you have excitement when you start something but once that goes away, do you still keep going? Then once youre in the middle, you realize the end is realllyyyy close so you end up giving it your all just like you did in the beginning and b4 you know it, you made it. youre at the end. And when you look back and reflect, you think "yeah that wasnt that bad", yeah thats life. and since we constantly live in the present, it ALWAYS feels like we're in the "middle" unable to see the end. Like ur in the middle of a tunnel unable to see where you entered and unable to see the finish line. Nonetheless, we keep moving forward.
Hey you yes you the guy who's looking at the comments or getting a notification I just wanna tell you everything will be alright so keep your head up stick your chest out straighten your back and walk forward with pride in yourself and everything you believe in and everything you've achieved so stop doubting yourself and use that negative energy those bad experiences to keep going for your own sake so everything will be alright
This appeared on my recommended. I know this is a goddamn long comment, but screw it. This is what I badly needed. It shed me some tears, especially the part about my younger and future self looking at my present self--me. I did lots of things: Working out, studying hard, reading a lot and writing a lot of poetry, among many other things. Also, confession to this girl I liked, which I did with utmost confidence regardless of outcome (she said to me, begging, that I should not remove my confession message and just leave it at its place, and she hoped for me that I really wait for her because she was surprised and she's not in her right state of mind, which I absolutely respected), which was something I never did before. I suffered on a lot of things: loss of a loved one I only realized how much I deeply cared when she died, constant overthinking, uncertainty, stress, the sudden appearances of all the miserable events that happened within my family in the past, and even the creeping depression from the loss of my loved one, even if it's months ago. I even tried offing myself at some point in high school. Two times. Bullying. Low self-esteem, living the life on how pathetic and immature I was, as well as those family problems. I was about to do a third in college but I said to myself, screw this. I'm not going to do this anymore. I'm done with it.
I have made lots of bad and stupid decisions in the past. I questioned a lot of things, I gave up on a lot of things, and I criticized myself harshly on a lot of things. But I keep living, keep fighting, keep surviving. I'm not going to die just yet. I will continue to improve and become the best version of myself because my greatest enemy and comrade that I only have is myself. Find myself, forgive myself, love myself, and everything else will follow. I know that these problems of mine are very little compared to other people, but nonetheless, what is resilience, if it does not endure and persevere us the most? What is love if we are not tested the most? I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna keep on living, fighting and surviving for me and the ones I hold dearest to my heart. Thank you. I seriously need this. It's gonna be painful, it's gonna be challenging, but I have to move myself and I can move the world. I'm nearing my graduation in college. I still have a lot of life to live. I'll make it.
what is love if not tested the most hits DIFFERENT bro, thank you so much
thank you
the "youre just in the fight" sent chills down my spine.. I thought about this yesterday and the HARDEST part is the middle. you have excitement when you start something but once that goes away, do you still keep going? Then once youre in the middle, you realize the end is realllyyyy close so you end up giving it your all just like you did in the beginning and b4 you know it, you made it. youre at the end. And when you look back and reflect, you think "yeah that wasnt that bad", yeah thats life. and since we constantly live in the present, it ALWAYS feels like we're in the "middle" unable to see the end. Like ur in the middle of a tunnel unable to see where you entered and unable to see the finish line. Nonetheless, we keep moving forward.
I needed to see this this morning. Right when I was questioning myself too.
You gonna make it son
Thanks and btw i am not your son❤😊
Really needed this
This started playing just as I was about to wrack the bar. But I pushed, I reached further past when I wanted to stop. Thank you.
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first song?
found it : Ace savage- Scheming