pandemic vlog healing time

only a few weeks left and I am officially half way through my 20s. many things happened, broke, mended, gone, and arrived. it’s the most beautiful question to ask: who I am or why I am here that had led me to journeys across the globe. five years of my 20s moving to new countries, started a life without any thought of the future in mind, let myself fall in love so easily and naive (as they told me) I hurt but I did not regret. learning is a process of many trials and failures. I hope not to fear that, pause when I need but still gotta move forward. it’s okay to rest, to do nothing, and not having a plan. eventually, you’ll figure out or in the most unbelievable way to say: the answer will come. it did. but not the final one. may be subjected to changes. who knows. i can only promise to live truthfully to myself, and being the same to you. to be brave but learn to be enough so my home is well taken care of. home is where your wholeness feels safe to be. your body or you soul family, anywhere you “are”. keep moving, 20s. make memories (both sad and happy time), and create your crafts. you will not regret it. 🤍📝