It has to be paranormal, true dreams, precognition, strange signs, heart palpitations, strange vibrations (chakra ?)...wacko syncroncities....yeah and a hell of a never ending crying!!!
8 years now for us…no union yet. Were still thinking obsessively of each other. Synchronicities galore. Am emotionally exhausted. My life would be so much more peaceful without this.
Truly let him go! Give yourself 5seconds when you think about him then that’s it move on, after practise of this you stop thinking about them so much. Be at peace and accepting of wherever they are at. You have to be 100% at peace that they are just where they need to be and so are you, let it all go!!
This is eerily accurate. He came back after 2 months about 2 days after my obsessive thinking subsided. Again, I thought about him the moment my eyes opened every day for 2 entire months until I didn’t and he contacted me just as soon as that and I keep telling people that there is something strange happening and I can’t forget about him. I don’t want to. I also feel his bodily pains when he’s not here. He got in a motorcycle crash and is sleeping on his friend’s couch and his right knee hurts. My right leg was hurting badly today and it’s so tight and now it’s just knee pain (he hurt his knee)
The obsessive thinking is totally insane... in no contact with him since november last year and i still have this thinking and its just insane, i even cried recently thinking about him i cant help it... i thought it was like over for a while there and i was feeling better a bit but then now it got worse again this thinking and its draining... Has never happend to me before. Breakup yes but not cried etc for 6-7 months...damn this is something extra i must say... I miss him...oh well...
All I can say is “Keep going and don‘t give up”.☺️ I used to think that this phase in my life will never end but after 3 years I literally stopped thinking about my twin flame. It happend last year during February when I found Kurt’s channel. After watching the Vidoes I understood why I was crying and thinking obsessively about him. Well it was my spiritual awakening 😊 The thing is I’ve never met my twin flame in real life. We met online on an app. He is from Florida and I’m from Germany. Like Kurt always say we had the bubble phase for almost a month. It was such an experience 😂 I really loved it but hated it at the same time cause obviously after he stopped texting everything has changed for me. The first 2 years oh my god I didn't know what was wrong with me. I was crying every single day in my room checking up my phone with hope that he will text me again but didn't happen. Yep, I was waiting for a text message 💬 for 2 years. Anyways I could tell so much about my journey but it doesn't matter anymore most of the things I have already forgotten. It feels like God erased all my memories. I’m spiritually awakened now and life feels so good like everything has changed for the better (better than I could imagine). Btw my “other half” showed up last year during may again. He came back online on the app and checked up my profile but he didn't text me. I saw that he came back after 3 years but we didn't talked and then he was gone again. I don't care anymore but yeah it's been a year now. Idk if we will ever talk again or meet in real life but I’m just trying to focus on my life/ on my goals😁
It was the worst part for me too! Horrible. So heart wrenching. Then when you get passed it you deal with the "pop ups" as I call them. You are doing something completely unrelated and their name just pop up in your head and your like "why" ugggh not this again. It drove me crazy We went two years not really connecting but we both grew alot. So just do you. Grow and be better he will feel it and reach out. Best of luck on your journey.
@@dineen1575 yes exactly! Yes i'm trying to do me but its also a struggle, strong forces i must say... struggeling every day, still waiting for him to reach out but in the same time like distance myself from it, hard to explain but I think you know... hopefully he will reach out again, maybe when I least expect it.... and oh yeah I see a lot of Angels numbers too, a lot... I wish you good luck as well🫶
Well, my story is that we broke up in april 2022, so it's been two years, and thinking about him didn't stop as I thought it would 😶 At the beginning of this year I started to feel so bad and I was crying so hard seemingly out of nowhere. I just turned to manifestation and spirituality as a form of help to be back with him cuz I felt there's just no other option for me to let go of it. But the most interesting part it situation when I wasnt even thinking about him at the time, I was minding my own business, and I had those thoughts in my head that were like not mine, and his name, face and completly random memorie of us appeared in my head. Just like that, for no reason, as I was just sweaping floors and not thinking about him at all here he was with those memories and his name in my head, like someone just put that to my mind. It was WILD.
I have been going through this for 14 months now! It's so painful. He's the runner and I'm the chaser. I get so exhausted from the pain and confusion. We have this amazing spiritual connection. We have only been together sexually 3 times in a year! But he is always going to be in my life . There's this weird knowing. I just know we are forever connected.
crazy shit happens like going to a festival where 5000 people are attending and you park 10 feet away from his car and he comes to the bar right next to you 5 mins after you enter .
Similar thing happened to me i was thinking "what am i suposed to do in my life when will i meet someone" and i looked up and she was literally there after 4 years of not seeing her i hate it 💀
The paradox is that a sustainable coexistence with your twinflame is only possible when there is no longer any desire left for your twinflame. kind of like it's a normal person you know. it's a paradox. Otherwise the push/pull thing is on. For the mind this is absolutely not understandable. There is no way for the mind to get there. To identify your desire for she/him as your „I“ will make the difference.
Why is it that the person that’s on your mind and that you can’t stop thinking about, always tends to avoid you, disappear and hide from you completely??
Once you let it go and stop thinking about them and making them the goal, they come back. Your obsessive thinking will naturally calm, especially if you meditate. Good luck 🍀
35:21 OMG! I'm so glad I found you & now have a wealth of information to explain my experiences!! Thank you so much & by the way I love your sense of humor & your directionous. Awesome!!❤
On #4 (Feeling Them). It is not your mind playing tricks on you, it is you discovering/remembering and falling in love with your own soul. There is no them, no other...only I AM. I believe running and chasing (#2) is caused when the ego fights to live and separate itself from oneness while the twin half of soul is pursuing. Ego must dissolve into no mind and the soul reconstitute itself in union. Focus and obsession with the other is deceptive, a misperception...the other may flee and be polarized because of failure to see yourself. Take the eyes off other and see yourself, recognize the other as a reflection of yourself, and the maddening tension of obsessive intrinsic yearning will fall away. The stronger the pull, the harder the push. The greater the 'innerstanding', the more self magnetizes to draw understanding toward itself. I am completely new to this entire idea...just revealed to me this morning in meditative writing and the discovery of twin flames but hours old. Could this be a microcosm of how Source creates us all in order to know itself?
I met this kind of person. 5 years,on and off... blocking, unblocking, checking social media etc. I feel like I met him for a reason to help him to get out of the gambling addiction and get his life back... but since then,he pulled away. Just decided that our chapter is over. Seen him once in a year time,but I still think of him every day.
My TF is running now, since February. The connection was so incredible in the prior months. I find it helps to believe that we are truly and really linked together forever, so if we will be together on the other side someday and maybe make it work in another life. So I tell myself it needs to work out in the way it must, for us to grow. It helps lessen the pain and obsessive thoughts. I pray for her every day and wish her the best. Have to say that hearing Lewis Capaldi songs tests my emotions and composure every time though.
Hi! Your intention is really nice but trust me, even praying for your twin pushes them away. The act of you praying for her implies (energetically) that you're separate. There's also not really any growth needed (besides your expansion of consciousness) before you guys can be "together" in the 3D since you two are already one being. Just learn how to align with your soul (the state where you're already one), make the journey about yourself, and go from there. With time and consistency things get really great :)
I did the test last night, not just to test if he's my TF, but also cuz i was fed up of the perpetual heartache of NC. So i said to myself, "ok that's it, I'm done, I'm moving on! Not gonna talk to him again" And guess what??? He contacted me tonight after ages lol. I was totally mindblown!😅 tysm😢
What a fantastic video! Thank you so much for explaining these things in detail - I absolutely agree with everything you said about twin flames, structure of time, higher self, physics, reincarnation, energy, etc. And, you've got a great humour Sir - it's a real joy to watch your lecture. 😄 Gladly, the Algorithm showed your video and I'll work through your playlists now. 🙏
I met mine 8 years ago. The obsessive thinking was the worst for me to deal with. His grief woke me out of a sound sleep and knocked me down for days when he lost his dad. I had no idea what was happening it was intense. I just wrote my "last" Dear John letter on April 19th. Didn't even send it and on April 20th he's inviting me over for steak and lobster dinner. This ride is crazy. I look at the twin flame journey as more of an individual experience. What you do with the triggered emotions is completely up to you. I have healed on another level. If i never see him in this life again it doesn't change a thing. It all started with a casual side hug and i just knew. It was weird and unexplainable. I had a HUGE guard up and in one side hig it just was gone, disappeared. He wasn't even really my type . I thought i was crazy for a little while saying all the things out loud but over time you just see too much. Haven't spoken for months, then texting eachother at the same exact time. Thinking "that TV is too loud to fall asleep" and two seconds later hes asking me if the TV is too loud for me to sleep. Its really is endless. We were both avoidant when we met. I have healed and feel more free than ever before. The key is to appreciate the growth and not feel the NEED to connect.
Thank you for this story. There's a message there for those who have eyes to see. I couldn't agree with you more when you said it's all about growth and not having to connect as if your life depends on it lol.
@@VoraCrowDarkWitch378 Will you say more about this? I am currently navigating the most beautiful, deep and intense connection of my life. It's a LOT sometimes.
@@VoraCrowDarkWitch378 Will you say more about this? I am currently navigating the most beautiful, deep and intense connection of my life. It's a LOT sometimes.
@@putster47 Thank you for your contribution here! Can you say more about the not having to connect all of the time? And more about it's all about growth vs the need to connect? I am in the middle of this type of relationship. It's intense, deep, divine and asks a lot of me.
I love the hestarics and laughing because I know you have experienced such and you know exactly how it feels. Just disappeared and I can't stop the thinking no matter what and I'm diving into a new job. And on a new path of killing all negativity and I have wanted to just honestly let go and do me. And as soon as I leave work I'm just thinking about her. I have been more busy than I have ever and wanting to not think and it's a battle but I know I am definitely going to win. ❤😂 Just love these videos. You resonate well and are definitely worthy of THE COACH of all coaches. 💯
Curt, I want to thank you for sharing this information. My twin flame/other self journey has been a totally mind blowing experience for me. Spirit guided me to what I needed to do on my own, but you provided the extra guidance and answers I was asking for. Keep doing what you're doing!! ❤
When I feel my twin flame, I am completely focused on something (unrelated to my twin) and all of a sudden I feel sad or intense anxiety for an hour or two then it just disappears, its happened so many times its kinda annoying now, lol. One thing I have experienced that I have not heard anyone mention: When my twin and I have an intense fight, I'm extremely angry with them and telling myself, I don't need this _______, I'm done! EVERY TIME, I wake up the next day ALL of these feelings of anger are completely gone. I remember everything, it just feels like something removed all of these feelings of anger. I have had this happen 5 times now. Strange......
Well if they are real, as in twin flames, then this is what it is. 😱 Based on your description. We also manifest each other all the time. I have never manifested anyone by thinking of them before. It happens to him too
Same here. I’m in a toxic marriage and mine is helping me get out. He actually made me bold enough to decide. He is married because I rejected him without understanding why despite me missing him then. Now we both have two kids of same ages. We keep birthing in same year but my kids always come first. We were both born on a Saturday. Got married in same month and last Week (Me 28 and him 30) one year apart. Without any of us having knowledge because we were in no contact. He suddenly reached out via Facebook when I was having a stressful pregnancy due to the toxic marriage. God sent him to bring me strength and my blood pressure normalized. I probably won’t have made it through.
@@Vivi921 I have a similar story: I couldn’t recognize him 12 years ago or so. I got married, after I got married he got married. He got two kids, I got two kids, and our kids have the same gender (firsts are boy and the seconds are girl), they share the same birth years etc… I kept thinking about him ten plus years during the marriage, I got divorced then I see. We have even 11-11 in our birthdays… Even our names have similar meanings. We look alike like siblings. I found the answers and reached the peace. I will be here for him until the end, and love him unconditionally forever.
@@Flamefire_89 so touching. He hasn’t left my mind since I set eyes on him 8 years ago. He couldn’t tell me of his intentions and had to talk to our female leader to enquire discreetly if I was dating someone else. I was dating my husband then already 5 years. I said yes but it’s a distance relationship cos he relocated abroad. Hubby gave too much stress while dating and on a certain day when I was hurting and that guy suddenly hugged me after seeing me for the first time in four months. Unknown to him I was thinking of him too the whole time. I never knew of his intentions but I knew within something was pulling me to him. His hug was something that struck my soul and I melted. That day for the first time in my whole life I go intimate with someone I wasn’t dating. That sex was not ordinary because I knew within me that something that felt like a rift was opened. It was once but the best thing that happened to me. But I felt sorry because I had to tell my hubby and he didn’t end the relationship so the guy was disappointed because he felt that would make me leave my relationship then. He waited for two years and calling me to know if we broke up no I was free again. He wanted me but didn’t force me. We talked about what happened then recently and he said when he saw me he knew I was meant for him but he couldn’t tell why we didn’t end up together. He hasn’t stopped thinking about me for one day till now. We both would live apart with heavy hearts forever but longing for a reunion when I visit my home country again.
You are excellent teacher!!! I am reading books about spirituality almost for 15 years...and now everything falls into place. Everything in my life was on delay because I was always drown to this subject, who I am? I wasn't fully prepared when this happened...this series of new and strange things but in the same time I am feeling inner peace and faith like never before in my life....mind is just crazy construct..in the same day I know this is real and my mind is telling me that I am crazy and to stay out of all that...its like constant never ending game....After this experiences with DM, most of my fears are gone and I finally start to live from within...journey is not easy at all....and we need time to rearrange our lives external and start to live from our hearts...so be patient and gentle ...❤ thank you for you effort..you are real thing!💫
I’ve done this “I’m done with him” mentality/detachment thing….and it’s true…he has contacted me anywhere within an hour or the next day like nothing happened.
I've so far crossed paths with this person twice. I'd never heard of any of this before, all I knew is that in both just making eye contact, and then being introduced to this person, were some of the strangest experiences I've ever had, in a good way. I actually found your videos after that, and at that point realized what was actually going on. What's interesting is that I've already started this path to the awakening before any of this happened, but I've noticed some things have started happening faster. I had a deep sensation that this would be a wild year, and the year my life actually started going the direction it was meant to.
Master Kurt ❤️🙏 Your are like a Guardian, a Protector of vulnerable people like us No words for the efforts you are making for us🥲 Thank you so much for being the dark knight for all of us we feel safe in your shadow😇 i believe in myself but i need some help from you Sir Today i do not have enough money but i will earn in few months so that i could get your Gold package 😇 Thank you once again ❤️
I know the feel. The energy is so overwhelming. We both avoid each other for now. But who knows somewhere in the future or in the next life we will meet each other again
I don't want this twin flame it's heartbreaking and confusing and I'm tired of the aggravation and stress about it and always thinking about how to change it and fix it while on the other hand he's in another mental state and doesn't help
this is the first time this happen to me afther one year iam thinking of him and when i see him that eye contact that we have is not normal its like i see his soul and what he thinking and its just a strange eye contact i ask GOD take him off my mind please
I felt like he’s the one that could see my soul and everything I was feeling at the moment of eye activation but i didn’t see him that way I was feeling all my thoughts and energy buzzing through my body
The obsessive thinking got me really stuck I can’t even function properly although we weren’t close to each other but we both felt the connection, I remember the day I removed him suddenly I got sickkk in my solar plexus (Constipation,colon problems,severe back pain) and headaches and doctors couldn’t diagnose it. Still don’t know if it’s related to him coz I knew that we might share the same chakras ..I hope someone correct for me if it’s true or not
It was visions of us in the future, I’d see glimpses in my dreams and awake with hearing her name whispered to me “Chantel”… like it was being spoken from my heart or God. I gave her space and time, but still came off needy and desperate. We were so hot for each other at the beginning of the year, like nothing I’d ever experienced, but I was afraid and when I came back she flipped the fear on me and pushed me away. This has been the hardest breaking down of any relationship and we weren’t even technically a relationship. It’s wild but it has broke me and opened me up. I learned to heal, wish I could share it with her again someday
Oh my gosh on point . All this sh has happen to me . I am not un contact with him and he kept running. Finally inhad surrendered and just working on the nest version of my self . I wnlent through so much with him
I was so depressed since we got in to no contact (again). I really fight with no thinking but I feel so crazy. Like dying inside. Today he wrote a text that it is hot working with chainsaw in the forest. Now I'm singing and are so high inside. I didn't feel so surprised when he contacted me. Like I knew he will contact me. To be continued, but I hate being apart.
@@allenboyden77 yes,absolutely, it is complicated, my head exploding, i feel like right now the only one thing helping me a part from this videos, is taking the advise from this videos , to inmerse myself in the awareness the present moment, in the teachings of eckhar tolle, the power of now, and samadhi, as he says. I still doubt this twin flame journey, i got so confused on the internet. and right now, only focusing on surviving this hole mess of my life, and trying to do something about it, one thing for sure, is i need to focus on myself first, to love myself better, everything i can change comes from my inside my core beliefs, and yes i do feel like my ego is starting to melt for moments, but it's hard, i'll fail on tuning beyond ego mind, but i'll keep on working, i want to better my life. and i am starting to surrender to the fact that i can't control nothing on the outside, but yes from the inside. and if he is or not my twin flame , sincerely i do still in doubt, and lately i do feel he's not, that's how i do feel right now, but it is coming to a point were, i starting to don't care, i want at least to try to chose myself first and better myself and be a bit closer to the life i do want to have, everyday, from my loneliness, but this time i want to turn my loneliness a happy one, with what i've got from start. just for myself, that's what i want to try to win in my life, to start with.💕
I know I found mine . Everything in the beginning was amazing . He then started to distance himself . I kept chasing him explaining my feeling over and over . I’ve been crying like someone is holding me hostage the pain is so real . I have never felt anything in my life like this . When I pull away he looks for me when we talk again then again he pulls away . I think about him so hard that I feel like I’m in a 3D room and he is actually there with me . I have had orgasms in my dreams about him . When I think of him I notice he logs into my social media story at the same time I was just thinking about him . We both are in relationships that we are not happy at all in but we have kids with them so it’s hard to leave . I’m so in love with this man it’s scares me . I just blocked him on social media because he makes plans to hang out and backs away on me and I got tired . Last time I saw him at work he looked sad and just kept looking at me smiling from afar my heart was melting I wanted to cry
You should never chase a man. It just pushes them away. Let the man do the chasing. A man chases what he wants. If he’s not chasing you, he does not want you.
Hey Kurt... I'm a Born Again Believer and have been experiencing unfathomable triggers and Supernatural visits as well as everything you suggest as my having a Twin Flame. Im Reaching out for answers and have experienced a very close relationship with God for many years. Not religious but very Spiritual. I really enjoy your podcasts but need to correct one thing about the # of love types There's actually 3 types of love... Agape....God's unconditional Error.... Errotic - Human/ Romantic Phileo....Friendship We as Humans can and do experience ALL 3 types at one time :) I'm convinced something very Shpernatural outside of my familiar or common experiences and I'm becoming a new and higher developed woman through it all. I also have friends admitting similar experiences! It's cray cray. Keep up the great work but you may one day see me with a podcast with a little 😢 twist to it! I would love to chat with you for more deliberation. I'm 64 btw!
4 times since march he’s ran, I’ve detached and he’s come running back in, 3 weeks ago was the last time when I said I’m done had enough, he then ghosts me as he always does, puts pics up of him and and another woman my gut feeling feels it’s a friend , on WhatsApp as that’s the only social media he’s on two days no reaction from me he then blocks me, as he wanted a reaction feel like I’m going through the whole rollercoaster ride again, but this time I’m aware of it I’ve had to block him as well and focus on me and finally finishing off this dark night of the soul, of course it hurts but at this moment in time I’m done, I truly do believe he is my twin flame, I have all the signs including kundalini and numbness which I went through back in March, but this is at this time and if we are meant to be and I managed to sort myself where I don’t care then so be it if he comes back he does it’ll be my choice
I experienced all of it, and I don't even know this person in person, but I felt deeply in my soul that his the one. I constantly think about him and ask for my guide for signs of he's the one because I couldn't stop thinking about him even if I wanted to. Then I get a msg from him after not having any contact with him for days. It's like we connected in a spiritual level, then he goes away again. So this time I'm the one who blocked him even though I still can't stop thinking about him, had to focus on my spiritual awakening so can't have him in my life suckling all my energy from me. But I'm sure that if his the one we will meet again some way some how. So thank you for this video ✨️🙌🔮
I saw her lay her head down on the dinner table with her face facing away from me. When I saw this I felt this chill along my spine as I was walking toward the laundry room. When I got back she was gone. I asked her mom if she saw her she told me she was in her room the whole time.
Thank you for this video, it clarified some stuff. The obsession was insane!!! Runner/chaser every week he checks in, been doing this since January… I felt like I knew him but I had never met him before, he lives on the other part of the world and has only been to my country once on the other side… the “knowing” is crazy, I’ve seen him in his home and flashes of his childhood. All of this has happened, now I’ve never told him that I think it’s a twin flame journey, should I? I feel like he would think I’m crazy 🤔🤔🤔
I'm not even sure why I'm watching all this. You are basically describing the life I'm living completely so I'm basically watching the narration of my life haha
Hi Kurt! I really enjoy your content as I find the way you explain things just so, so fascinating. Just curious after going through your content probably for over 2 years now… have you come across or probably experience this polarity ever change? I.e the person who was the one obsessively thinking now suddenly shifts to being present (Person A) and the other one now starts obsessively thinking (Person B) and they reach out to Person A and now Person B starts acting like how Person A was initially?
How do I stop being angry at him for leading me on and then friendzoning me. My life is hell and I can’t function. I just want to move on. But I can’t.
Just put in your mind if he’s really your “TF” he might be so overwhelmed by the connection or afraid of failure in future with you but for sure he still loves you no matter what, and you too as well still need some healing/soul growth until y’all both are ready In my case I actually ran away suddenly and unfriended him “idk why that was weird to me too” I felt betrayed at some point coz he was playing mind games on me and denying his feelings although his actions told the opposite.. I know he may be insecure but that guy got me sick
@@nadine1017 Thanks for your response and you're right I need healing big time! That's exactly the same as me...the hot and cold even though part of being female is knowing when a guy is into you. Then out of the blue a few months ago without any reason he starts repeatedly texting about how he only wanted friendship and nothing more (but a month before that he was asking me if I was interested in a relationship) What the hell? He has since told me that he's seeing someone. I don't even know if it's true. I hope she enjoys all the mixed messages too.
I been spiritually awakened . I have been getting pulled when he in my area . Separation for 8yrs and within 8yrs he has driven around my home. Also spiritually suppose to help see the bad situation he in. Spiritually past uncle has helped me see what toxic ppl are doing around him. I met my twin flame 🔥 12yrs old . I had spiritual awakening 18yrs old that he would be the father of children. We have daughter. Now I’m 43 I walked away he came back several times. Haven’t spoke to him in 5yrs also been overwhelmed thinking about him. Definitely got very upset this last time. When detached he would come flying back. Focusing on my health my happiness not him. This time has been hard. Seeing photos of him makes me cry. I’m upset I threw everything in the trash but I need to be free. I just saw his face internet breaking I was doing good not think of him. When I block him he would make fake accounts follow. Never exactly come to me but drive around my home. So don’t know if exactly I’m detached this time. So it’s messing with me because I wasn’t this spiritually awaken. So I was much better at detaching. I wish this on no one. Hardest journey I experienced. Detach sooner then later. A lot lessons to be learned. Healing ❤️🩹 yourself is most important part.
I would stop focusing on his intention altogether and start viewing it as a science experiment instead. If he is your twin flame, that's sort of how this works anyway. It's all just energy. Nothing personal. Your thoughts and emotions (regarding him) travel to him and push him away, causing him to grasp for any random excuse to not be near you. Your soul already knows you're one, but the mind thinks he's separate from you, which is what causes the emotional pain/obsessive thinking. Once you practice meditation and detaching from mind you get to reclaim ownership over your mind for your soul (your true self), the pain/obsessive thinking stops. Thats when your twin will naturally find excuses to be near you, bc they are you. It has nothing to do with "he said/she said," it's all just energy I promise lol
What if we both run and chase each other one minute I’m leaving and he’s chasing next minute I’m back he’s running and I’m chasing it’s non stop. The moment I am leaving him or cutting ties and energy he poof is back reaching out. And I’m crying and emotional all over again then he disappears and I’m crying and upset. It affects me even when I dream of him I’m bothered. We meet and talk to each other.
I think I am crazy. I try not to talk about it because others think I am crazy, but I know this is not the “toxic” or “limerent” or karmic people often experience but can see how it’s similar but my intuition was telling otherwise but I didn’t have a reason I just knew it and as I watched some vids from here, lots of things are resonating. The obsessive thinking was a lot and the ego death was so so painful to endure. It’s been a year and a half since I met him. Just ended things in June, focusing on myself this time for real. I tried to end three times before and each time i internally said I’m done and really felt it and boom 24hrs later he contacts me. I understand what you mean by the feeling them, like in bed or on the couch, I feel him beside me and it comes from an internal place rather than physical sensation. Even when physically apart I don’t ever feel apart from him. The doubt is constant but inside my soul i still have that knowing. It’s a constant back and forth. This time I accept and surrender. My tuition has been telling me for months physical separation is part of the journey and I know what I have to do.
when my day one of class I got my coffee and the closer I went to the school my heart started to beat fast and the closer I got the faster it beat and I got to class and I knew when he came close to me and I got scared and I pushed him away and every time he got close it always happens my heart beating fast
I let him go - I moved on, I’m the chaser and I left him for the first time two years ago - I was still holding on so I did some self healing and thought I really let him go and then a month later - bam! There he is talking to me and now I’m right back where I was and I’m so annoyed 😒 I don’t want to be here again, also I keep seeing his name everywhere in very unique ways - was watching a show and the main character was his first name and the place they lived was part of their last name. 😑 we’ve been yo-yoing back and forth since we met at 15 and I’m tired, I don’t want to do it anymore. But I can’t turn it off I love him. Ugh
I saw her in my dreams crying on her bed with her bedroom door shut I felt hopeless and emotional. When she cries i feel tears coming down my cheeks When she is upset my right side of my heart hurts for few seconds
I thought it happened to me only ..he used to come back everytime after 3 months or months but from last a year he didn't put any effort as we had a nasty fight ...we were not in a relationship but there's something.. It feels like he's not letting me go ..whenever I try to move on I get to see him or his name or his relatives.. I always like he's not even my type then why I feel so strong connection with him... But now I feel he's in to some other girl..I don't know it's my overthinking or a truth as he said he's not with girl..he said "didn't I find anyone else that I'll be with that girl" he meant the girl is so ordinary for him but I feel they stalk each other on whatsapp ...don't know it's just a coincidence or reality that if he comes after 10 minutes of her then she comes on the same time...like after 5 10 16 17..same damn time. Could someone help ..Am I manifesting this shit by thinking over it obsessively negative?
I've saved his number as "Narcissist" 😂 Yes! He kept coming back after every fight. But since a year he didn't put any effort to come back as we had a nasty fight but checked my Instagram story sometimes.. We're not even in a relationship. I feel so confused with his behavior. I'm like if you dont value me ..I'll kick you out from my life. But this connection feels so strong that i feel helpless sometimes & lately its been so heavy..my energy is draining.
I appreciate what you are trying to do, and I understand who your targeted audience is however I would love a video aimed at those of us who have made it past all the chaotic experiences and are physically/emotionally distanced from their twin and living their best life but curious about how to control the return of the twin if desired. You stated we are in control but how? I looked at the paid class, but I only need help understanding the last part of controlling the experience. What do you recommend for us OG's? Thanks for all you are doing to help!
🙏🙏🙏Thank you very much omg ....... He is in my head since the eyes contact but what the thing is ...we haven't talk or even knowing each other yet or may be knowing me by a friend.... We've tried to communicate only by the music & songs. 😢
I know when he depressed I know when he block me he pop up in my dreams when I try to forget about him his zodiac sign pop everywhere people who look like him tell me things or do things he would do it's so weirddddd cause ima g 🤣🤣🤣 I do not think about nobody this long
Thank you for this video. I really really needed to here that I’m not crazy. I do want to make sure my twin is my twin. Yes I’ve felt him once before meeting him. As if he was laying on top of me too. I didn’t know that was until a Couple of days after meeting him I felt that same thing again and my intuition said it’s him and that I didn’t know what a twin was but it all makes sense now. Yes i do doubt it and that’s why I subscribe because I do want to learn more and make sure he is my twin and I figured it out because for years I have been running into coincidences that are related to him. OMG! Yes all symptoms Or signs so far. I’m looking forward to the next video. lol and just yesterday I said f*
When we break up its so horrific. I want to leave them alone forever but the thinking, not sleeping, not eating....and then he comes back and its great while they are in front of me but when he leaves I get all these insecure thoughts and even with him going home it feels like a separation
Sometimes I feel like detaching from her. I tell my Higher Power not to bring her back, like I am over her. A week or so I end up seeing her. We are both mobile (cars). We live three blocks away from each other.
I am in dating site and this man keeps sending me his voice messages and some of his videos. He challenged me all kinds of questions. Now I start to develop this shyness and missing him. But I’m not sure if he is my twin flame.
I've had this exact same experience and I can't believe that I have really found my twin flame because this is not coincidence I came from 2 hour long video about all the sign to this one to test if he's really my twin flame. So for me it happened with a movie. My twin flame ghosted me 1 month. He read the message and didn't answer so I was OK I'm not gonna double text you so I just left it also like this and there was 1 month no contact. After 1 month I was really fed up with it. Very dissapointed. And one day I watched this super romantic sad movie. Where she had a connection with this guy and he later left to study abroad but it was played in the early 90 so there was no social media so they had contact trough mail and just one day he never answered her she thought OK he ghosted me he moved on and life just past by and later 20 years she discovers that he died 20 years ago so he never ghosted her or dissappeared like she thought he did so she was mad for no reason. And in that moment a wave of sadness came to me because I had no contact with him for 1 month and then I thought imagine if something happened to him and I was so so sad I was totally done with him I cried so hard like why why I know you are obviously not gone but you still ghost me. And no joke I thought OK if he would come back I would want him to apologize in an audio wich he before never had send an audio. And guess what he literally texted me less than 24 hours telling me in an audio that hes sorry he was busy with work etc. For this is confirmation I actually have more crazy stuff that also confirm he's my twin flame 😂❤ but it took me long to realise tho it's been 6 month ago since that happened
I experienced all these. I now surrender everything to God for the perfect time for us.❤️🙏
Right on, let be and let God sort it .
It's feeling with your heart... feeling at home... feel like you've known them forever... it's God given...
It has to be paranormal, true dreams, precognition, strange signs, heart palpitations, strange vibrations (chakra ?)...wacko syncroncities....yeah and a hell of a never ending crying!!!
yeah had a lot of these symptoms on April 2nd and 3rd. probably some small mini kundalini awakening caused by separation
And you ask yourself what disease is this? 😁
The hell of a never ending crying is spot on
8 years now for us…no union yet. Were still thinking obsessively of each other. Synchronicities galore. Am emotionally exhausted. My life would be so much more peaceful without this.
Surrender
Truly let him go! Give yourself 5seconds when you think about him then that’s it move on, after practise of this you stop thinking about them so much. Be at peace and accepting of wherever they are at. You have to be 100% at peace that they are just where they need to be and so are you, let it all go!!
My heart is on fire 🔥 everyday
I don't think that there's a worse hell than twinflame separation
This is eerily accurate. He came back after 2 months about 2 days after my obsessive thinking subsided. Again, I thought about him the moment my eyes opened every day for 2 entire months until I didn’t and he contacted me just as soon as that and I keep telling people that there is something strange happening and I can’t forget about him. I don’t want to. I also feel his bodily pains when he’s not here. He got in a motorcycle crash and is sleeping on his friend’s couch and his right knee hurts. My right leg was hurting badly today and it’s so tight and now it’s just knee pain (he hurt his knee)
The obsessive thinking is totally insane... in no contact with him since november last year and i still have this thinking and its just insane, i even cried recently thinking about him i cant help it... i thought it was like over for a while there and i was feeling better a bit but then now it got worse again this thinking and its draining... Has never happend to me before. Breakup yes but not cried etc for 6-7 months...damn this is something extra i must say... I miss him...oh well...
All I can say is “Keep going and don‘t give up”.☺️
I used to think that this phase in my life will never end but after 3 years I literally stopped thinking about my twin flame. It happend last year during February when I found Kurt’s channel. After watching the Vidoes I understood why I was crying and thinking obsessively about him. Well it was my spiritual awakening 😊
The thing is I’ve never met my twin flame in real life. We met online on an app. He is from Florida and I’m from Germany. Like Kurt always say we had the bubble phase for almost a month. It was such an experience 😂 I really loved it but hated it at the same time cause obviously after he stopped texting everything has changed for me. The first 2 years oh my god I didn't know what was wrong with me. I was crying every single day in my room checking up my phone with hope that he will text me again but didn't happen. Yep, I was waiting for a text message 💬 for 2 years. Anyways I could tell so much about my journey but it doesn't matter anymore most of the things I have already forgotten. It feels like God erased all my memories.
I’m spiritually awakened now and life feels so good like everything has changed for the better (better than I could imagine).
Btw my “other half” showed up last year during may again. He came back online on the app and checked up my profile but he didn't text me. I saw that he came back after 3 years but we didn't talked and then he was gone again. I don't care anymore but yeah it's been a year now. Idk if we will ever talk again or meet in real life but I’m just trying to focus on my life/ on my goals😁
It was the worst part for me too! Horrible. So heart wrenching. Then when you get passed it you deal with the "pop ups" as I call them. You are doing something completely unrelated and their name just pop up in your head and your like "why" ugggh not this again. It drove me crazy
We went two years not really connecting but we both grew alot. So just do you. Grow and be better he will feel it and reach out. Best of luck on your journey.
@@dineen1575 yes exactly! Yes i'm trying to do me but its also a struggle, strong forces i must say... struggeling every day, still waiting for him to reach out but in the same time like distance myself from it, hard to explain but I think you know... hopefully he will reach out again, maybe when I least expect it.... and oh yeah I see a lot of Angels numbers too, a lot... I wish you good luck as well🫶
@@eradgz0924 thank you! That's quite a story i wish you good luck with everything and hopefully you get to see him for real one day, love and light🫶
Well, my story is that we broke up in april 2022, so it's been two years, and thinking about him didn't stop as I thought it would 😶 At the beginning of this year I started to feel so bad and I was crying so hard seemingly out of nowhere. I just turned to manifestation and spirituality as a form of help to be back with him cuz I felt there's just no other option for me to let go of it. But the most interesting part it situation when I wasnt even thinking about him at the time, I was minding my own business, and I had those thoughts in my head that were like not mine, and his name, face and completly random memorie of us appeared in my head. Just like that, for no reason, as I was just sweaping floors and not thinking about him at all here he was with those memories and his name in my head, like someone just put that to my mind. It was WILD.
my first time i thought I was going crazy I almost checked myself in
I have been going through this for 14 months now! It's so painful. He's the runner and I'm the chaser. I get so exhausted from the pain and confusion. We have this amazing spiritual connection. We have only been together sexually 3 times in a year! But he is always going to be in my life . There's this weird knowing. I just know we are forever connected.
I have been experiencing that for 24 years😊😢
I know my DM Twin Flame is going to be connected forever. Because we always have been already. Its wiiiiild
Omg. I could have written this, except been 15 months for me. I will never stop unconditionally loving him.
crazy shit happens like going to a festival where 5000 people are attending and you park 10 feet away from his car and he comes to the bar right next to you 5 mins after you enter .
Similar thing happened to me i was thinking "what am i suposed to do in my life when will i meet someone" and i looked up and she was literally there after 4 years of not seeing her i hate it 💀
The paradox is that a sustainable coexistence with your twinflame is only possible when there is no longer any desire left for your twinflame. kind of like it's a normal person you know.
it's a paradox. Otherwise the push/pull thing is on.
For the mind this is absolutely not understandable. There is no way for the mind to get there. To identify your desire for she/him as your „I“ will make the difference.
Only when the addiction is transcended and I’m willing to accept the “boredom” of serenity will they return.
Why is it that the person that’s on your mind and that you can’t stop thinking about, always tends to avoid you, disappear and hide from you completely??
Isten to the play list and find out why......
@@Fixthis10537 which playlist??
@@danymitehazardHis previous videos, which are super enlightening.
Once you let it go and stop thinking about them and making them the goal, they come back. Your obsessive thinking will naturally calm, especially if you meditate. Good luck 🍀
@@cliffordjohnson943 that is just weird! How is it that my thoughts are driving this person away?? That doesn’t make any sense
35:21 OMG! I'm so glad I found you & now have a wealth of information to explain my experiences!! Thank you so much & by the way I love your sense of humor & your directionous. Awesome!!❤
On #4 (Feeling Them). It is not your mind playing tricks on you, it is you discovering/remembering and falling in love with your own soul. There is no them, no other...only I AM. I believe running and chasing (#2) is caused when the ego fights to live and separate itself from oneness while the twin half of soul is pursuing. Ego must dissolve into no mind and the soul reconstitute itself in union. Focus and obsession with the other is deceptive, a misperception...the other may flee and be polarized because of failure to see yourself. Take the eyes off other and see yourself, recognize the other as a reflection of yourself, and the maddening tension of obsessive intrinsic yearning will fall away. The stronger the pull, the harder the push. The greater the 'innerstanding', the more self magnetizes to draw understanding toward itself. I am completely new to this entire idea...just revealed to me this morning in meditative writing and the discovery of twin flames but hours old. Could this be a microcosm of how Source creates us all in order to know itself?
I met this kind of person. 5 years,on and off... blocking, unblocking, checking social media etc. I feel like I met him for a reason to help him to get out of the gambling addiction and get his life back... but since then,he pulled away. Just decided that our chapter is over. Seen him once in a year time,but I still think of him every day.
I think feeling my twin is an echo of their thoughts/feelings. If it's real in the consciousness then it's real here. Echoes of love I call it.❤
My TF is running now, since February. The connection was so incredible in the prior months. I find it helps to believe that we are truly and really linked together forever, so if we will be together on the other side someday and maybe make it work in another life. So I tell myself it needs to work out in the way it must, for us to grow. It helps lessen the pain and obsessive thoughts. I pray for her every day and wish her the best. Have to say that hearing Lewis Capaldi songs tests my emotions and composure every time though.
Hi! Your intention is really nice but trust me, even praying for your twin pushes them away. The act of you praying for her implies (energetically) that you're separate. There's also not really any growth needed (besides your expansion of consciousness) before you guys can be "together" in the 3D since you two are already one being. Just learn how to align with your soul (the state where you're already one), make the journey about yourself, and go from there. With time and consistency things get really great :)
@@ticeticebabyyy9217Thank you for the thought and coaching.
I did the test last night, not just to test if he's my TF, but also cuz i was fed up of the perpetual heartache of NC. So i said to myself, "ok that's it, I'm done, I'm moving on! Not gonna talk to him again" And guess what??? He contacted me tonight after ages lol. I was totally mindblown!😅 tysm😢
What a fantastic video! Thank you so much for explaining these things in detail - I absolutely agree with everything you said about twin flames, structure of time, higher self, physics, reincarnation, energy, etc.
And, you've got a great humour Sir - it's a real joy to watch your lecture. 😄
Gladly, the Algorithm showed your video and I'll work through your playlists now. 🙏
I met mine 8 years ago. The obsessive thinking was the worst for me to deal with. His grief woke me out of a sound sleep and knocked me down for days when he lost his dad. I had no idea what was happening it was intense. I just wrote my "last" Dear John letter on April 19th. Didn't even send it and on April 20th he's inviting me over for steak and lobster dinner. This ride is crazy. I look at the twin flame journey as more of an individual experience. What you do with the triggered emotions is completely up to you. I have healed on another level. If i never see him in this life again it doesn't change a thing. It all started with a casual side hug and i just knew. It was weird and unexplainable. I had a HUGE guard up and in one side hig it just was gone, disappeared. He wasn't even really my type . I thought i was crazy for a little while saying all the things out loud but over time you just see too much. Haven't spoken for months, then texting eachother at the same exact time. Thinking "that TV is too loud to fall asleep" and two seconds later hes asking me if the TV is too loud for me to sleep. Its really is endless. We were both avoidant when we met. I have healed and feel more free than ever before. The key is to appreciate the growth and not feel the NEED to connect.
Thank you for this story. There's a message there for those who have eyes to see. I couldn't agree with you more when you said it's all about growth and not having to connect as if your life depends on it lol.
@@putster47 Right, because it will put you into misery!
I treat him like everyone else now! Everyone at a distance!
And, I'm SO much happier for it!
@@VoraCrowDarkWitch378 Will you say more about this? I am currently navigating the most beautiful, deep and intense connection of my life. It's a LOT sometimes.
@@VoraCrowDarkWitch378 Will you say more about this? I am currently navigating the most beautiful, deep and intense connection of my life. It's a LOT sometimes.
@@putster47 Thank you for your contribution here! Can you say more about the not having to connect all of the time? And more about it's all about growth vs the need to connect? I am in the middle of this type of relationship. It's intense, deep, divine and asks a lot of me.
I love the hestarics and laughing because I know you have experienced such and you know exactly how it feels. Just disappeared and I can't stop the thinking no matter what and I'm diving into a new job. And on a new path of killing all negativity and I have wanted to just honestly let go and do me. And as soon as I leave work I'm just thinking about her. I have been more busy than I have ever and wanting to not think and it's a battle but I know I am definitely going to win. ❤😂 Just love these videos. You resonate well and are definitely worthy of THE COACH of all coaches. 💯
Curt, I want to thank you for sharing this information. My twin flame/other self journey has been a totally mind blowing experience for me. Spirit guided me to what I needed to do on my own, but you provided the extra guidance and answers I was asking for. Keep doing what you're doing!! ❤
Hi Kurt, I only want to tell you that I'm so grateful that you exist! You're a light!
When I feel my twin flame, I am completely focused on something (unrelated to my twin) and all of a sudden I feel sad or intense anxiety for an hour or two then it just disappears, its happened so many times its kinda annoying now, lol. One thing I have experienced that I have not heard anyone mention: When my twin and I have an intense fight, I'm extremely angry with them and telling myself, I don't need this _______, I'm done! EVERY TIME,
I wake up the next day ALL of these feelings of anger are completely gone. I remember everything, it just feels like something removed all of these feelings of anger. I have had this happen 5 times now. Strange......
Same!! So many times....only to be walked all over!! & after on/off 4.5 years....discarded! 😢
I wish u well 🙏❤️
The free videos are super listening helps with understanding and with the obsession!
Well if they are real, as in twin flames, then this is what it is. 😱 Based on your description. We also manifest each other all the time. I have never manifested anyone by thinking of them before. It happens to him too
Yep He is my twinflame😢😢he got me out of my karmic marriage. Unfortunately he is married, so😊
Same here. I’m in a toxic marriage and mine is helping me get out. He actually made me bold enough to decide. He is married because I rejected him without understanding why despite me missing him then. Now we both have two kids of same ages. We keep birthing in same year but my kids always come first. We were both born on a Saturday. Got married in same month and last Week (Me 28 and him 30) one year apart. Without any of us having knowledge because we were in no contact. He suddenly reached out via Facebook when I was having a stressful pregnancy due to the toxic marriage. God sent him to bring me strength and my blood pressure normalized. I probably won’t have made it through.
@@Vivi921 I have a similar story: I couldn’t recognize him 12 years ago or so. I got married, after I got married he got married. He got two kids, I got two kids, and our kids have the same gender (firsts are boy and the seconds are girl), they share the same birth years etc… I kept thinking about him ten plus years during the marriage, I got divorced then I see. We have even 11-11 in our birthdays… Even our names have similar meanings. We look alike like siblings.
I found the answers and reached the peace. I will be here for him until the end, and love him unconditionally forever.
@@Flamefire_89 so touching. He hasn’t left my mind since I set eyes on him 8 years ago. He couldn’t tell me of his intentions and had to talk to our female leader to enquire discreetly if I was dating someone else. I was dating my husband then already 5 years. I said yes but it’s a distance relationship cos he relocated abroad. Hubby gave too much stress while dating and on a certain day when I was hurting and that guy suddenly hugged me after seeing me for the first time in four months. Unknown to him I was thinking of him too the whole time. I never knew of his intentions but I knew within something was pulling me to him. His hug was something that struck my soul and I melted. That day for the first time in my whole life I go intimate with someone I wasn’t dating. That sex was not ordinary because I knew within me that something that felt like a rift was opened. It was once but the best thing that happened to me. But I felt sorry because I had to tell my hubby and he didn’t end the relationship so the guy was disappointed because he felt that would make me leave my relationship then. He waited for two years and calling me to know if we broke up no I was free again. He wanted me but didn’t force me. We talked about what happened then recently and he said when he saw me he knew I was meant for him but he couldn’t tell why we didn’t end up together. He hasn’t stopped thinking about me for one day till now. We both would live apart with heavy hearts forever but longing for a reunion when I visit my home country again.
You are excellent teacher!!! I am reading books about spirituality almost for 15 years...and now everything falls into place. Everything in my life was on delay because I was always drown to this subject, who I am? I wasn't fully prepared when this happened...this series of new and strange things but in the same time I am feeling inner peace and faith like never before in my life....mind is just crazy construct..in the same day I know this is real and my mind is telling me that I am crazy and to stay out of all that...its like constant never ending game....After this experiences with DM, most of my fears are gone and I finally start to live from within...journey is not easy at all....and we need time to rearrange our lives external and start to live from our hearts...so be patient and gentle ...❤ thank you for you effort..you are real thing!💫
"im fkn all the way done" haha this made me laugh
My solar plexus is burning since then and my mind can‘t stop thinking about it…
I’ve done this “I’m done with him” mentality/detachment thing….and it’s true…he has contacted me anywhere within an hour or the next day like nothing happened.
Hey Curt, Thanks so much for all your work. Can’t wait for the kundalini talk!
Thank you Kurt 🙏 i really appriciate you being so relatable and so generous. I needed this video 🙏
I knew we were soul mates but I had never knew anything about twin flames. But when I started researching it I have met my Twin Flame.
I've so far crossed paths with this person twice. I'd never heard of any of this before, all I knew is that in both just making eye contact, and then being introduced to this person, were some of the strangest experiences I've ever had, in a good way. I actually found your videos after that, and at that point realized what was actually going on. What's interesting is that I've already started this path to the awakening before any of this happened, but I've noticed some things have started happening faster. I had a deep sensation that this would be a wild year, and the year my life actually started going the direction it was meant to.
Newest videos always better and better info packt... Thanks 🌿 i Will follow the program.. once
I even burst out tears out of nowhere.
Master Kurt ❤️🙏
Your are like a Guardian, a Protector of vulnerable people like us
No words for the efforts you are making for us🥲
Thank you so much for being the dark knight for all of us
we feel safe in your shadow😇
i believe in myself but i need some help from you Sir
Today i do not have enough money
but i will earn in few months so that i could get your Gold package 😇
Thank you once again ❤️
I am seriously done with him this time. but since he is my co worker i am unable to
fully avoid him.
I know the feel. The energy is so overwhelming. We both avoid each other for now. But who knows somewhere in the future or in the next life we will meet each other again
I don't want this twin flame it's heartbreaking and confusing and I'm tired of the aggravation and stress about it and always thinking about how to change it and fix it while on the other hand he's in another mental state and doesn't help
I actually feel him, many timeI just reach where he are, even though I try to run.
OMG you are amazing , thank you for the reassurance.
this is the first time this happen to me afther one year iam thinking of him and when i see him that eye contact that we have is not normal its like i see his soul and what he thinking and its just a strange eye contact i ask GOD take him off my mind please
I felt like he’s the one that could see my soul and everything I was feeling at the moment of eye activation but i didn’t see him that way I was feeling all my thoughts and energy buzzing through my body
The obsessive thinking got me really stuck I can’t even function properly although we weren’t close to each other but we both felt the connection,
I remember the day I removed him suddenly I got sickkk in my solar plexus (Constipation,colon problems,severe back pain) and headaches and doctors couldn’t diagnose it. Still don’t know if it’s related to him coz I knew that we might share the same chakras ..I hope someone correct for me if it’s true or not
It was visions of us in the future, I’d see glimpses in my dreams and awake with hearing her name whispered to me “Chantel”… like it was being spoken from my heart or God. I gave her space and time, but still came off needy and desperate. We were so hot for each other at the beginning of the year, like nothing I’d ever experienced, but I was afraid and when I came back she flipped the fear on me and pushed me away. This has been the hardest breaking down of any relationship and we weren’t even technically a relationship. It’s wild but it has broke me and opened me up. I learned to heal, wish I could share it with her again someday
Oh my gosh on point . All this sh has happen to me . I am not un contact with him and he kept running. Finally inhad surrendered and just working on the nest version of my self . I wnlent through so much with him
Thanks, Curt!
I was so depressed since we got in to no contact (again). I really fight with no thinking but I feel so crazy. Like dying inside. Today he wrote a text that it is hot working with chainsaw in the forest. Now I'm singing and are so high inside. I didn't feel so surprised when he contacted me. Like I knew he will contact me. To be continued, but I hate being apart.
He is hilarious, and he makes it so easy to understand something that's so foreign
I am exausted, focusing on myself, watever Will be Will be
I keep saying this, but I keep coming back to these videos
@@allenboyden77 yes,absolutely, it is complicated, my head exploding, i feel like right now the only one thing helping me a part from this videos, is taking the advise from this videos , to inmerse myself in the awareness the present moment, in the teachings of eckhar tolle, the power of now, and samadhi, as he says. I still doubt this twin flame journey, i got so confused on the internet. and right now, only focusing on surviving this hole mess of my life, and trying to do something about it, one thing for sure, is i need to focus on myself first, to love myself better, everything i can change comes from my inside my core beliefs, and yes i do feel like my ego is starting to melt for moments, but it's hard, i'll fail on tuning beyond ego mind, but i'll keep on working, i want to better my life. and i am starting to surrender to the fact that i can't control nothing on the outside, but yes from the inside. and if he is or not my twin flame , sincerely i do still in doubt, and lately i do feel he's not, that's how i do feel right now, but it is coming to a point were, i starting to don't care, i want at least to try to chose myself first and better myself and be a bit closer to the life i do want to have, everyday, from my loneliness, but this time i want to turn my loneliness a happy one, with what i've got from start. just for myself, that's what i want to try to win in my life, to start with.💕
What about months of crying? I think of him and I'm crying without fail.
So I turned on this video and just skipped to 08:52 and what you're saying at this part is exactly what I was doing just before turning this video on
I know I found mine . Everything in the beginning was amazing . He then started to distance himself . I kept chasing him explaining my feeling over and over . I’ve been crying like someone is holding me hostage the pain is so real . I have never felt anything in my life like this . When I pull away he looks for me when we talk again then again he pulls away . I think about him so hard that I feel like I’m in a 3D room and he is actually there with me . I have had orgasms in my dreams about him . When I think of him I notice he logs into my social media story at the same time I was just thinking about him . We both are in relationships that we are not happy at all in but we have kids with them so it’s hard to leave . I’m so in love with this man it’s scares me . I just blocked him on social media because he makes plans to hang out and backs away on me and I got tired . Last time I saw him at work he looked sad and just kept looking at me smiling from afar my heart was melting I wanted to cry
You should never chase a man. It just pushes them away. Let the man do the chasing. A man chases what he wants. If he’s not chasing you, he does not want you.
Hey Kurt...
I'm a Born Again Believer and have been experiencing unfathomable triggers and Supernatural visits as well as everything you suggest as my having a Twin Flame.
Im Reaching out for answers and have experienced a very close relationship with God for many years. Not religious but very Spiritual. I really enjoy your podcasts but need to correct one thing about the # of love types
There's actually 3 types of love...
Agape....God's unconditional
Error.... Errotic - Human/ Romantic
Phileo....Friendship
We as Humans can and do experience ALL 3 types at one time :)
I'm convinced something very Shpernatural outside of my familiar or common experiences and I'm becoming a new and higher developed woman through it all. I also have friends admitting similar experiences!
It's cray cray. Keep up the great work but you may one day see me with a podcast with a little 😢 twist to it! I would love to chat with you for more deliberation. I'm 64 btw!
im going througgh that excessive thinking right now i cant stop and i dont want him no more
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4 times since march he’s ran, I’ve detached and he’s come running back in, 3 weeks ago was the last time when I said I’m done had enough, he then ghosts me as he always does, puts pics up of him and and another woman my gut feeling feels it’s a friend , on WhatsApp as that’s the only social media he’s on two days no reaction from me he then blocks me, as he wanted a reaction feel like I’m going through the whole rollercoaster ride again, but this time I’m aware of it I’ve had to block him as well and focus on me and finally finishing off this dark night of the soul, of course it hurts but at this moment in time I’m done, I truly do believe he is my twin flame, I have all the signs including kundalini and numbness which I went through back in March, but this is at this time and if we are meant to be and I managed to sort myself where I don’t care then so be it if he comes back he does it’ll be my choice
the spirit felt so deep when i first meet him
I experienced all of it, and I don't even know this person in person, but I felt deeply in my soul that his the one. I constantly think about him and ask for my guide for signs of he's the one because I couldn't stop thinking about him even if I wanted to. Then I get a msg from him after not having any contact with him for days. It's like we connected in a spiritual level, then he goes away again. So this time I'm the one who blocked him even though I still can't stop thinking about him, had to focus on my spiritual awakening so can't have him in my life suckling all my energy from me. But I'm sure that if his the one we will meet again some way some how. So thank you for this video ✨️🙌🔮
thats what it was and i thought i was crazy and i know where it scared me and now i know why i pushed him away i thank you for that
I saw her lay her head down on the dinner table with her face facing away from me. When I saw this I felt this chill along my spine as I was walking toward the laundry room. When I got back she was gone. I asked her mom if she saw her she told me she was in her room the whole time.
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Happy New Week ❤
Thanks for sharing this with us ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for this video, it clarified some stuff.
The obsession was insane!!! Runner/chaser every week he checks in, been doing this since January…
I felt like I knew him but I had never met him before, he lives on the other part of the world and has only been to my country once on the other side… the “knowing” is crazy, I’ve seen him in his home and flashes of his childhood.
All of this has happened, now I’ve never told him that I think it’s a twin flame journey, should I? I feel like he would think I’m crazy 🤔🤔🤔
Much love Kurt, much much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Oh man... Obsesive thinking dosen't stop...I know, feel... Doubt...
it feels right and i was walking and i saw his spirit like he was walking beside me and i said holly shit did that just happend
99.99 % matches tq finally i found her
We also have the same lines and patterns in hand.
Last part got me
I'm not even sure why I'm watching all this. You are basically describing the life I'm living completely so I'm basically watching the narration of my life haha
Hi Kurt! I really enjoy your content as I find the way you explain things just so, so fascinating.
Just curious after going through your content probably for over 2 years now… have you come across or probably experience this polarity ever change? I.e the person who was the one obsessively thinking now suddenly shifts to being present (Person A) and the other one now starts obsessively thinking (Person B) and they reach out to Person A and now Person B starts acting like how Person A was initially?
How do I stop being angry at him for leading me on and then friendzoning me. My life is hell and I can’t function. I just want to move on. But I can’t.
Just put in your mind if he’s really your “TF” he might be so overwhelmed by the connection or afraid of failure in future with you but for sure he still loves you no matter what, and you too as well still need some healing/soul growth until y’all both are ready
In my case I actually ran away suddenly and unfriended him “idk why that was weird to me too” I felt betrayed at some point coz he was playing mind games on me and denying his feelings although his actions told the opposite.. I know he may be insecure but that guy got me sick
@@nadine1017 Thanks for your response and you're right I need healing big time! That's exactly the same as me...the hot and cold even though part of being female is knowing when a guy is into you. Then out of the blue a few months ago without any reason he starts repeatedly texting about how he only wanted friendship and nothing more (but a month before that he was asking me if I was interested in a relationship) What the hell? He has since told me that he's seeing someone. I don't even know if it's true. I hope she enjoys all the mixed messages too.
I been spiritually awakened . I have been getting pulled when he in my area . Separation for 8yrs and within 8yrs he has driven around my home. Also spiritually suppose to help see the bad situation he in. Spiritually past uncle has helped me see what toxic ppl are doing around him. I met my twin flame 🔥 12yrs old . I had spiritual awakening 18yrs old that he would be the father of children. We have daughter. Now I’m 43 I walked away he came back several times. Haven’t spoke to him in 5yrs also been overwhelmed thinking about him. Definitely got very upset this last time. When detached he would come flying back. Focusing on my health my happiness not him. This time has been hard. Seeing photos of him makes me cry. I’m upset I threw everything in the trash but I need to be free. I just saw his face internet breaking I was doing good not think of him. When I block him he would make fake accounts follow. Never exactly come to me but drive around my home. So don’t know if exactly I’m detached this time. So it’s messing with me because I wasn’t this spiritually awaken. So I was much better at detaching. I wish this on no one. Hardest journey I experienced. Detach sooner then later. A lot lessons to be learned. Healing ❤️🩹 yourself is most important part.
I would stop focusing on his intention altogether and start viewing it as a science experiment instead. If he is your twin flame, that's sort of how this works anyway. It's all just energy. Nothing personal. Your thoughts and emotions (regarding him) travel to him and push him away, causing him to grasp for any random excuse to not be near you. Your soul already knows you're one, but the mind thinks he's separate from you, which is what causes the emotional pain/obsessive thinking. Once you practice meditation and detaching from mind you get to reclaim ownership over your mind for your soul (your true self), the pain/obsessive thinking stops. Thats when your twin will naturally find excuses to be near you, bc they are you. It has nothing to do with "he said/she said," it's all just energy I promise lol
Practice forgiveness. In all areas of your life, especially forgiveness for yourself.
What if we both run and chase each other one minute I’m leaving and he’s chasing next minute I’m back he’s running and I’m chasing it’s non stop. The moment I am leaving him or cutting ties and energy he poof is back reaching out. And I’m crying and emotional all over again then he disappears and I’m crying and upset. It affects me even when I dream of him I’m bothered. We meet and talk to each other.
I think I am crazy. I try not to talk about it because others think I am crazy, but I know this is not the “toxic” or “limerent” or karmic people often experience but can see how it’s similar but my intuition was telling otherwise but I didn’t have a reason I just knew it and as I watched some vids from here, lots of things are resonating. The obsessive thinking was a lot and the ego death was so so painful to endure. It’s been a year and a half since I met him. Just ended things in June, focusing on myself this time for real. I tried to end three times before and each time i internally said I’m done and really felt it and boom 24hrs later he contacts me. I understand what you mean by the feeling them, like in bed or on the couch, I feel him beside me and it comes from an internal place rather than physical sensation. Even when physically apart I don’t ever feel apart from him. The doubt is constant but inside my soul i still have that knowing. It’s a constant back and forth.
This time I accept and surrender. My tuition has been telling me for months physical separation is part of the journey and I know what I have to do.
when my day one of class I got my coffee and the closer I went to the school my heart started to beat fast and the closer I got the faster it beat and I got to class and I knew when he came close to me and I got scared and I pushed him away and every time he got close it always happens my heart beating fast
Omg, I feel that I see. My twin flame ❤❤❤❤❤
I don’t think intercourse would be true connection because the soul is all about love not lust
Does this dynamic make people stay in solitude from society like just my own space from socialising with other people as well?
I let him go - I moved on, I’m the chaser and I left him for the first time two years ago - I was still holding on so I did some self healing and thought I really let him go and then a month later - bam! There he is talking to me and now I’m right back where I was and I’m so annoyed 😒 I don’t want to be here again, also I keep seeing his name everywhere in very unique ways - was watching a show and the main character was his first name and the place they lived was part of their last name. 😑 we’ve been yo-yoing back and forth since we met at 15 and I’m tired, I don’t want to do it anymore. But I can’t turn it off I love him. Ugh
I saw her in my dreams crying on her bed with her bedroom door shut I felt hopeless and emotional.
When she cries i feel tears coming down my cheeks
When she is upset my right side of my heart hurts for few seconds
Oh and by the way he is on my mind day and night bit I am.woeking on myself regardless of him being in my thoughts
You are on the right track, remember to meditate at least 15 min each day 😃
I thought it happened to me only ..he used to come back everytime after 3 months or months but from last a year he didn't put any effort as we had a nasty fight ...we were not in a relationship but there's something..
It feels like he's not letting me go ..whenever I try to move on I get to see him or his name or his relatives..
I always like he's not even my type then why I feel so strong connection with him...
But now I feel he's in to some other girl..I don't know it's my overthinking or a truth as he said he's not with girl..he said "didn't I find anyone else that I'll be with that girl" he meant the girl is so ordinary for him but I feel they stalk each other on whatsapp ...don't know it's just a coincidence or reality that if he comes after 10 minutes of her then she comes on the same time...like after 5 10 16 17..same damn time.
Could someone help ..Am I manifesting this shit by thinking over it obsessively negative?
44:44 uploaded 4 hrs ago.
44444?
And i read this comment when it said “44 min ago”
I see this number every day.........44,444,4444,144,1444...
@@M.A.M.966 yup same, i saw 144, 1144, 1444 everyday everywhere i go. And 144 is his birthday number: April 14.
@@linh7034 and what do you think about this? Is because of your TF?
And 4 comments. I'm the 5th
He is feeding my delulu
I've saved his number as "Narcissist" 😂
Yes! He kept coming back after every fight.
But since a year he didn't put any effort to come back as we had a nasty fight but checked my Instagram story sometimes.. We're not even in a relationship.
I feel so confused with his behavior.
I'm like if you dont value me ..I'll kick you out from my life.
But this connection feels so strong that i feel helpless sometimes & lately its been so heavy..my energy is draining.
We've been split up a year and I still have him on my mind everyday my gut tells me he's coming back we do talk but I can't move on why ?
I appreciate what you are trying to do, and I understand who your targeted audience is however I would love a video aimed at those of us who have made it past all the chaotic experiences and are physically/emotionally distanced from their twin and living their best life but curious about how to control the return of the twin if desired. You stated we are in control but how? I looked at the paid class, but I only need help understanding the last part of controlling the experience. What do you recommend for us OG's? Thanks for all you are doing to help!
🙏🙏🙏Thank you very much omg ....... He is in my head since the eyes contact but what the thing is ...we haven't talk or even knowing each other yet or may be knowing me by a friend.... We've tried to communicate only by the music & songs. 😢
My break up five years ago and I still think of her all the time, plus we do the chase and run thing.
I know when he depressed I know when he block me he pop up in my dreams when I try to forget about him his zodiac sign pop everywhere people who look like him tell me things or do things he would do it's so weirddddd cause ima g 🤣🤣🤣 I do not think about nobody this long
Thank you for this video. I really really needed to here that I’m not crazy. I do want to make sure my twin is my twin. Yes I’ve felt him once before meeting him. As if he was laying on top of me too. I didn’t know that was until a Couple of days after meeting him I felt that same thing again and my intuition said it’s him and that I didn’t know what a twin was but it all makes sense now. Yes i do doubt it and that’s why I subscribe because I do want to learn more and make sure he is my twin and I figured it out because for years I have been running into coincidences that are related to him. OMG! Yes all symptoms Or signs so far. I’m looking forward to the next video. lol and just yesterday I said f*
By the way I’am experiencing kundalini awakening in my meditations.
When we break up its so horrific. I want to leave them alone forever but the thinking, not sleeping, not eating....and then he comes back and its great while they are in front of me but when he leaves I get all these insecure thoughts and even with him going home it feels like a separation
I got 5/5. Which is just bonkers. And you would feel the same if you were in my shoes.
I see her like one time I saw her across the street running towards me. As she ran across the street she faded away.
oh my god you are so true lol and that is what i have been feeling oh geeze
thanks for saying im not crazy relief
Sometimes I feel like detaching from her. I tell my Higher Power not to bring her back, like I am over her. A week or so I end up seeing her. We are both mobile (cars). We live three blocks away from each other.
This helped me so much
All the things I recognize, the only thing is we were not physical intimate, only spiritual, mental and emotional.
I am in dating site and this man keeps sending me his voice messages and some of his videos. He challenged me all kinds of questions. Now I start to develop this shyness and missing him. But I’m not sure if he is my twin flame.
You’re great I’m honestly laughing 😂
Ughh this. It's definitely not narcissistic.. it's not toxic but so confusing and emotional
I've had this exact same experience and I can't believe that I have really found my twin flame because this is not coincidence I came from 2 hour long video about all the sign to this one to test if he's really my twin flame.
So for me it happened with a movie. My twin flame ghosted me 1 month. He read the message and didn't answer so I was OK I'm not gonna double text you so I just left it also like this and there was 1 month no contact. After 1 month I was really fed up with it. Very dissapointed.
And one day I watched this super romantic sad movie. Where she had a connection with this guy and he later left to study abroad but it was played in the early 90 so there was no social media so they had contact trough mail and just one day he never answered her she thought OK he ghosted me he moved on and life just past by and later 20 years she discovers that he died 20 years ago so he never ghosted her or dissappeared like she thought he did so she was mad for no reason. And in that moment a wave of sadness came to me because I had no contact with him for 1 month and then I thought imagine if something happened to him and I was so so sad I was totally done with him I cried so hard like why why I know you are obviously not gone but you still ghost me.
And no joke I thought OK if he would come back I would want him to apologize in an audio wich he before never had send an audio. And guess what he literally texted me less than 24 hours telling me in an audio that hes sorry he was busy with work etc.
For this is confirmation
I actually have more crazy stuff that also confirm he's my twin flame 😂❤ but it took me long to realise tho it's been 6 month ago since that happened