this at night with headphones in is everything. just thinking about life and listening to this song makes life so much better at this point. i just wanna leave everything and go where no one can find me. I wanna be all alone listening to this exact song.
lyrics for the singers: I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it's so cold and I don't know where I brought you daffodils in a pretty string But they won't flower like they did last spring And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright I'm just so tired to share my nights I wanna cry and I wanna love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up Oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight But my hand's been broken, one too many times So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude Words they always win, but I know I'll lose And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up Oh oh I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up oh oh, oh
I miss my old classmates so much , I loved to another country, I miss my best friend , I miss my love too, I’m in tears I’m remembering them now . Ik they dgaf about me that’s what hurts
I’m sorry to hear that. I don’t mean this in a bad way but maybe you shouldn’t wait for their love back or expect anything from them if they don’t care about you anymore the same way you care about them. But it’s always okay to miss someone or something that felt like home.👍Hope you feel better and are able to reconnect with them.-K.K.
While listening to this i imagined myself laying down in a forest with the rain falling down i was filled of scars it hurted so much that i couldnt even get up on my knees i couldnt even cry all my tears have been used up another me was standing in there she was blaming me she said that im not good enough that im a bad person she didnt even ask me if im okay she was against me against herself with others without bothering to hear a single word about what i ve been through she was screaming at me asking me why i cant be like all of those ppl she wants me to be more she thought that i ruin everything everytime she was hurting me like everyone else but much more bc she knows the real me she knows how much i liked living ..then i imagined another self of me who came running she was crying bc of how i looked all my scars hurted her she felt them and accepted them she pulled me up and huged me so bad that i felt her warmth i felt like she saw the kid whos stuck inside me i started crying crying and crying so loud as if the pain was getting out of my mouth she made me feel like she cared and was there for me i felt loved and appreciated just for who i am " if somebody hurts you i wanna fight " .
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care But it's so cold and I don't know where I brought you daffodils in a pretty string But they won't flower like they did last spring And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright I'm just so tired to share my nights I wanna cry and I wanna love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up Oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight But my hand's been broken, one too many times So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude Words they always win, but I know I'll lose And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up Oh oh I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours But I sang 'em all to another heart And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love But all my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up On another love, another love All my tears have been used up oh oh, oh Traducir al español
This sounds like my ex way to much.... he was so toxic manipulative and only wanted me for my body. Unfortunately I still loved him. We broke up though and I can’t stop thinking about him. It sucks tbh I hate breakups so much.
This is definitely my favorite slowed version of this song 😍 For some reason it sounds much more powerful, not only because of the rain but also the quality of the audio. Please never delete it ❤️
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend
If you look in the distance you see a beautiful Morning/day/night......and the best part is that you’ve never seen it before and you never will again so why spend your time feeling sorry for yourself and instead smile because you are the next best thing you don’t have to change because YOUR BREATHING and that in itself is PROGRESS!
This is the most sad song ever 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭
Slowed music with rain is so underrated🥺
Its calming
i love your profile picture
Overrated *
@@enaya921 stfu gacha life kid
@@enaya921 go away then. why are you here....
this song gives me delena vibes💓🥺
I hate delena :)
@@dorkarocsa8090 ok
same🥺
@@dorkarocsa8090 damn get well soon🤧
AHHH YES
“Why are you crying?.” “This song...it’s beautiful”
“promise me this is forever”
“i promise.” ❤️
delena :] i love then
promise😊
Nothing is forever
Yesss
This is the biggest lie I’ve ever had
to the playlist it goes....
stop stalking me😩🙏
@@user-kr7wh8fv5s no🖤
@@kaylafrmdaraw 😭😭
this at night with headphones in is everything. just thinking about life and listening to this song makes life so much better at this point. i just wanna leave everything and go where no one can find me. I wanna be all alone listening to this exact song.
true
never related to anything more in my life
Me too
lyrics for the singers:
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
But it's so cold and I don't know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won't flower like they did last spring
And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
Oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight
But my hand's been broken, one too many times
So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words they always win, but I know I'll lose
And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
Oh oh
I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up oh oh, oh
Ty
Thank you 💜
“promise me this is forever”
I promise
I promise.
"You fancy me.... But you really really love Michelle" -Cassie Ainsworth
"I didn't eat for 3 days so that I could be lovely"-Cassie Ainsworth
@@ashyrats9835 that’s wow that’s sad and relatable
Well I hope you're eating well right now...
@@redribbon9399 THANK YOU BUT IT'S A SAYING BY CASSIE FROM THE SHOW SKINS SORRY IF YOU GOT THE WRONG IDEA :/
@@ashyrats9835 me dumb bish :c
"Promise never leave me"
"Promise"
"One day she/him leave.."
Keep u thread up king
he did
This song explains my love life..
Broooo its beautiful
Promise me this is forever 🥺❤️ , I promise :)
0 dislikes, as it should
No 7 like why
@@notfendi909 ayo i commented this like three months ago
@@lucki9814 LMAO now it’s 10 0.0
@@MishaalSheikh yeah
@@juuzou4620 k
Way to underrated, you deserve more hype 😢♥️
1:48 ❤️❤️
omg thanks 🥺🥺🥺
I miss my old classmates so much , I loved to another country, I miss my best friend , I miss my love too, I’m in tears I’m remembering them now . Ik they dgaf about me that’s what hurts
I’m sorry to hear that. I don’t mean this in a bad way but maybe you shouldn’t wait for their love back or expect anything from them if they don’t care about you anymore the same way you care about them. But it’s always okay to miss someone or something that felt like home.👍Hope you feel better and are able to reconnect with them.-K.K.
The sound of the rain is wonderful and I really love this song 🚶🖤
3:35
The best monent
While listening to this i imagined myself laying down in a forest with the rain falling down i was filled of scars it hurted so much that i couldnt even get up on my knees i couldnt even cry all my tears have been used up another me was standing in there she was blaming me she said that im not good enough that im a bad person she didnt even ask me if im okay she was against me against herself with others without bothering to hear a single word about what i ve been through she was screaming at me asking me why i cant be like all of those ppl she wants me to be more she thought that i ruin everything everytime she was hurting me like everyone else but much more bc she knows the real me she knows how much i liked living ..then i imagined another self of me who came running she was crying bc of how i looked all my scars hurted her she felt them and accepted them she pulled me up and huged me so bad that i felt her warmth i felt like she saw the kid whos stuck inside me i started crying crying and crying so loud as if the pain was getting out of my mouth she made me feel like she cared and was there for me i felt loved and appreciated just for who i am " if somebody hurts you i wanna fight " .
Bro just wrote a whole ESSAY TO THIS SONG
It gives me the feeling that im lonley, even though i have people around me
Delena 😭💔
I can’t listen to this without picturing how Damon is looking at elena in this scene 🥺
same 🥺
Slowed+Reverb+Rain =Masterpiece
This song is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard
"Promise me this is forever"
"I promise" 😭
i’ve been listening to this since november 2020, reminds me of shifting :,)
the fact that’s someone comes back and rewatches it my heart-💗💗
i want the sky to play this music while raining
Some how my childhood crush got a boyfriend and here I am listening to this. But I’m happy for her I guess.
this song doesn’t make you cry, it makes you cry and the person you remember when you listen to it 🙁😞😖😫
this screams DELENA
this is perfect !!
thank you!!!
Thank you so much for this 😭
TVD VIBES OMG😭💖💞💝✋💓
A true masterpiece
PROMISE ME THIS IS FOREVER
I PROMISE
It hurts when you feel the feeling that you have with him is gone and your scared you never feel this again with someone else ...
This song always makes me cry because of how beautiful it is 🦋
Harika bi slowed olmuş bayıldımm😙👌
this is perfect.
Ty now i can cry and sleep 🤍
സന്തോഷവും സങ്കടവും ഒരുമിച്ചു വരുന്നു ഇത് കേൾക്കുമ്പോ 😢❤
thanks man
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
But it's so cold and I don't know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won't flower like they did last spring
And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
Oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight
But my hand's been broken, one too many times
So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words they always win, but I know I'll lose
And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
Oh oh
I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up oh oh, oh
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When you loves him but he don't you just go find someone else cuz you're so tired of his actions
This sounds like my ex way to much.... he was so toxic manipulative and only wanted me for my body.
Unfortunately I still loved him. We broke up though and I can’t stop thinking about him. It sucks tbh I hate breakups so much.
This is definitely my favorite slowed version of this song 😍 For some reason it sounds much more powerful, not only because of the rain but also the quality of the audio. Please never delete it ❤️
I am literally listening to this at the beach sleeping w my headphones, bestie….this is so good because it makes it better when wearing headphones.😍🙏
You helped me remember a song thank you.
eu tô chorando sério;(( isso tá mtt pft
this song is everything
This song gives me chills
Thanks for posting this 🥺💗💖☺️
No estoy mal ni bien solo quiero estar solo por un rato y que esta rola me acompañe a visualizar mis sueños y motivarme a seguir adelante
You know what, I named my dad playlist "happy" because that's the cover for me, I'm always expected to be happy and nobody will ever understand
ale vibe i ciary
Gracias por hacerme feliz🤍!
Mükemmel olmuş 👍💖👏
MY ONLY FAVE DELENA SCENE
e eu achando que não existia perfeição. . .
I’m getting Lee edits from twd flashbacks 😭💔
What a gift
Ooo so great drowning is my own tears
This song makes me feel empty. Very nice
I didn’t cry cause this song reminds me the home of my children’s and my grandpa’s ☹️ I miss so much😔
crying rn
Love this song bc reminds me of someone.
,,To the boy who sought freedom goodbye”
You know it's bad when you're hearing this on 3:00 AM. :')
Thanks
I never had love , and not trying to find , but this song makes me feel different.
promise me this is forever
i promise
❤
delena💔
У меня это вызывает слёзы 😭😭😭
Kocham to.
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u
please don't go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you.
If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend
I feel better 😩❤️
the dislikes are from people who cried so much so they couldn't see the like button from their tears
that's not true ,more🙃
dead but still breath at same time, dont want go to hell but undeserved to have heaven too, always helpin people but cant help myself🥲
It is so good
Im actually listening to this in the rain💀
Im crying
اهخ الاغنيه تجيب الضيم
اخخخخ SOX
💔💔 SOXX اخخ
Kind of reminds me of something...tvd fans would know 💔
Me : stay with me
Crush : Always
🥺
I can't with this pain please )):
1:50 this part always makes me cry
I was turning on the rain sound and playing this song
When i listen do that in my head is "In the same house, the same room, 50 years apart, Clay and George Davinson had loved each other..."
If you look in the distance you see a beautiful
Morning/day/night......and the best part is that you’ve never seen it before and you never will again so why spend your time feeling sorry for yourself and instead smile because you are the next best thing you don’t have to change because YOUR BREATHING and that in itself is PROGRESS!
This is the most sad song ever 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭
Relax🥺🥺❤️🔮
i miss the old me, i would only play sad music when some one died now i play music seeing which one should be played at my funeral...
thats tough boy wanna talk about it?
Im Crying😢
🙂💔fav
My parents where fighting as I listens to this
May vibes 😍😰❤
seni asla bırakmam
SÖZ GERÇEKTEN SÖZ.
Üzülsem de. Kırılsam da. Param parça olsamda. ASLA💜
PROMISE ME THIS IS FOREVER.
Now i have all sad edits with anime couples i've seen in my head
Amo
İt hurts that world will never change Why we we are in a cruel world ):
❤️❤️
Im so tired but sleep won’t help
Can i help you?
@@chantallieber2323 no not really