Nicki Minaj - Autobiography Reaction - This really got to me..

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  • @Branh2x
    @Branh2x ปีที่แล้ว +66

    This is why we (the barbz) go so hard for her! Everything she has she 100 PERCENT deserves it 😢

  • @victorious1929
    @victorious1929 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    This one gets me every time. So vulnerable and pure. Nicki 👸🏽🖊🔥💥

  • @uchihaavenger2068
    @uchihaavenger2068 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    the fact that she was able to make a song like this on her first EVER mixtape is crazy… she was truly destined to be a lyricist and songwriter

    • @91Definite
      @91Definite ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This was on “Sucka Free” her second mixtape! Her first was “Playtime is Over”!

  • @hectorlora1016
    @hectorlora1016 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I love how you’re not afraid of talking about your emotions. A lot of men think it’s wrong to but in fact that’s the opposite. I feel like that just shows that you’re human and a good person. Love this song btw always makes me cry but I’m happy she now has her son and that she’s happier.

  • @trevorsimoes7271
    @trevorsimoes7271 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Her mom didnt die in the fire but after that it was nickis biggest fear

    • @ZeesWorldView
      @ZeesWorldView  ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Oh wow good to know, that part hit me hard

    • @trevorsimoes7271
      @trevorsimoes7271 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ZeesWorldView yeah her mom is still alive and presumably well

    • @alulolandulele7445
      @alulolandulele7445 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ZeesWorldView yeeah she got out..but that line sorta means her dad use to beat her mom till it would almost feel like he’s killing her .and she would hide her face under the blankets like she said 💔💔💔

  • @mirb2093
    @mirb2093 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    Yeah this is from her second mixtape Sucka Free (2008). Her mom is still alive actually, thankfully. Her dad did pass recently as victim of a hit and run, though unfortunately. She developed a better relationship with him in her adult age. I think the documentaries My Time Now and My Time Again would be great for you to see the personal side of her. Great reaction as always!

    • @ZeesWorldView
      @ZeesWorldView  ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I think it’s time. I’m going to have some bigger chunks of time available coming up, so it will be perfect to hit those. Thanks for the positivity!

    • @ayerawne4992
      @ayerawne4992 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I love those 2 documentaries so much🥹💛watch them all the time

    • @aeribarbie
      @aeribarbie ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ZeesWorldView OMG YES PLEASE IVE BEEN BEGGING FOR THESE

    • @jaydenmaragh4110
      @jaydenmaragh4110 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ZeesWorldView my time now is her first doc

    • @miggiminaj2730
      @miggiminaj2730 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ZeesWorldView INTERVIEWS TOO!! Like the Genius, joe buden

  • @GasstationnSushi
    @GasstationnSushi ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I used to have nightmares as well by my dad hurting my mom. It's the childhood trauma he put us through. And I had dreams of hurting my dad. I definitely understand Nicki so much. We didn't know what was going on because we were so young... but you understand when your mom is feeling pain. I used to locked myself in my room to get away from my parents arguing. The "pillow/blanket over your head" line brings back so many memories.

  • @alexismcqueen9283
    @alexismcqueen9283 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is the song that lead my to believe I’d be a fan for life! 😢 I could related so much! To her parents having to leave her behind man! She’s too real 👸🏽 but this is how I knew Nicki was real. You can hear it in the music ❤️‍🔥

  • @devaughnlilly7887
    @devaughnlilly7887 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Nicki is a masterful talented writer. She will evoke emotion.... I fell in love with her pen and mind 14 years ago and were about the same age. Im enjoying watching you discover an artist that some people at times blow off as if she not THE BEST........

  • @TriniRedRuby
    @TriniRedRuby ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Much respect for tapping into the emotion that was put into this song a lot of people have reacted to this song and didn’t realize Nicki Minaj was baring her soul to us I appreciate you, for seeing that and appreciating it 🙏🏾🇹🇹🦄

  • @brownjaded
    @brownjaded ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The retiring line is a triple entendre… if you know Jay Z had an Album called Black Album round 2006 and he was supposed to be retired.. but he came back with Kingdom Come and then BluePrint 3

  • @dagoatt23
    @dagoatt23 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The crazy part of the ending of the verse she said if its good plan maybe we can meet again and fast forward to 2020 nicki gives birth to healthy baby boy that we know as papa bear 😩❤️.

  • @nessamunik2044
    @nessamunik2044 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song really pulls at my heartstrings, love your reactions♥️
    Letter to Lil Wayne and Dear old Nicki show her vulnerable side too...

    • @91Definite
      @91Definite ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dear Old Nicki really was a heartbreaker seriously. It’s like she had to bury her old self to be who she has to be to get to the top 🥺

  • @queenninja2141
    @queenninja2141 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I’m over here crying dropping many tears.. this reaction definitely touched me.. maybe it’s because I’ve been so stressed out.. never cried listening to this song before but the combination of your reaction, the lyrics and me going through a lot in life RN just made me emotional & cry 😢 but what doesn’t kills you makes you stronger.. BTW her mom survived the house fire, thank God! Her dad did pass away a couple years ago tho 😞
    Life is hard but With the Lord we can get through anything ❤

    • @ZeesWorldView
      @ZeesWorldView  ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope you're doing alright with whatever you got going on. I used music as therapy for sure in my life, but remember talking to someone is important as well. Don't be afraid to reach out if you're struggling! Wish you peace and happiness

    • @queenninja2141
      @queenninja2141 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ZeesWorldView thank you 🙏🏽

  • @marim-430
    @marim-430 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Just to give more info, her mom said she had a dream (or feeling?) that their dad was going to do something crazy like that so their mom sent them to someone else’s house that night. That’s a great power some people have.

  • @victorious1929
    @victorious1929 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Dang you made 😢me cry 😭 it’s ok I needed to clear my sinuses away 😊

    • @ZeesWorldView
      @ZeesWorldView  ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was definitely holding it back on that third verse 🥲

  • @ellieb-more5262
    @ellieb-more5262 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you. I love this song from Nicki. You hear all the pain in her voice.

  • @queend1312
    @queend1312 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you for really listening! Seeing you truly immerse in the content made me emotional outside of the song. I pray for much success to your channel because you actually take time to connect with the music and that’s what the music is for!

  • @chisangamaqhulu3492
    @chisangamaqhulu3492 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I bowl my eyes out to this song every time. I can’t help it. Great reaction.

  • @jordynwilliams8270
    @jordynwilliams8270 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Please do dear old nicki by her next

  • @Branh2x
    @Branh2x ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The barbz rlly appreciate you‼️🔥🖤

  • @Deejplatinum
    @Deejplatinum 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The lyrics are wrong: I believe in that third verse she says “and i don’t pay myself in the back for sending you back. Cuz god knows I was better than that.” When I first heard it, it sounded as if she was feeling guilt over the situation, hence “and I don’t pat myself on the back for sending you back GOD KNOWS I was better than that.”
    Later on she says “how tf would they know what I was ready to do?…” which can mean she thought about keeping it at a young age but was ultimately pressured to abort. 😢

  • @TailoredByCW
    @TailoredByCW ปีที่แล้ว +3

    And it was part of Gods plan for them to meet again as she said because her first born child and only child is a boy 🙏🏽

  • @TheKagedd
    @TheKagedd ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Dang. This one is 5 Star. She really opened up on this one and subsequently so does the listener (reactor). Thank you for taking time to actually dissect the artist’s msg as the song progresses. 🫡

  • @Shanaynay37
    @Shanaynay37 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Nicki Minaj, Jay Z, Kanye West, Rick Ross- Monster…. Just waiting on this reaction next please!!!

  • @Musicmusic55711
    @Musicmusic55711 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is another reason I lov Nicki sharing real facts to her fans so they don’t have go thru what she did young girls listening this will think saving life

  • @johnkevink6495
    @johnkevink6495 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    No no her mother didn't die
    But her father die 2years back
    It was hit and run case

  • @RagingButtafly23
    @RagingButtafly23 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Not me crying again!!! 😢 great reaction. 👍

  • @tkittyy6126
    @tkittyy6126 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is a masterpiece

  • @RedRubyDaSleeze930
    @RedRubyDaSleeze930 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Always said this was my personal favorite Nicki song. Not cuz it’s bar heavy (which I love the bar heavy ones) but because This was the first time I felt her soul.
    And no. Her mom isn’t dead. She was saying she has nightmares that it went the worst way imaginable.
    The first verse was about family. The second verse was about her childhood ex, Aaron, that got her pregnant. The third verse was about that pregnancy that she terminated at 16.

  • @AshDaddyy
    @AshDaddyy 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love how compassionate u are. Literally. So much respect. So many people automatically wrote her off when they knew she had an abortion. Ur amazing

  • @stephen9751
    @stephen9751 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YESSSSSSSSSSSS I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE 😁😁😁😁😁

  • @youngmuny
    @youngmuny ปีที่แล้ว +1

    just subscribed from this reaction. love how you really listen to the lyrics. you dope.

  • @samanthasoto2223
    @samanthasoto2223 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is why I love your reactions so much. You’re much more than just surface level content. Thank u.🙏

  • @naijabarbie781
    @naijabarbie781 ปีที่แล้ว

    you're so deep and thoughtful! this is now my best yt reaction channel🙌

  • @RobertoHernandez-qo7be
    @RobertoHernandez-qo7be ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your reactions are top tier bro. You can tell how much you appreciate and listen to each song. Amazing. One of the best reactors out there keep it up

    • @ZeesWorldView
      @ZeesWorldView  ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow thanks for this! I truly appreciate the kind words

  • @jordancassidy03
    @jordancassidy03 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can’t wait for you to get into the Queen album. There’s a few deep cuts on there too.

  • @Flaco374
    @Flaco374 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful song and reaction 🥺❤

  • @max10208
    @max10208 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please watch her documentary "My Time Now" and then i think it would be perfect to react to Pink Friday in order, or at least the first song "I'm The Best".
    It's crazy how that song and this documentary prophecized everything she ended up doing, especially all the doors she's opened.

  • @hansanakolonnage2378
    @hansanakolonnage2378 ปีที่แล้ว

    Shes been thru so uch but im so happy she has everything she dreamed of

  • @zechariah8608
    @zechariah8608 ปีที่แล้ว

    I originally song for this beat is fire as well. I think she chose the perfect beat for lyrics like this

  • @JoseLopez-xc8dp
    @JoseLopez-xc8dp ปีที่แล้ว

    This was in one of the versions of her first mixtape (2007). I think she might have taken it of the tape at some point because some downloads of the mixtape don’t include this song. Or maybe it was a loose track that slipped out.

  • @stargirl1613
    @stargirl1613 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Listen to Dear Old Nicki from her first album

  • @rawadalabboud1489
    @rawadalabboud1489 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love your Nicki reactions man keep it up!🙏🏼 Please react to “Letter to Lil Wayne” this one was before she got a deal with Young Money you’ll definitely love it

  • @onikagaming1319
    @onikagaming1319 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Tez.92
    @Tez.92 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ♥️

  • @ayerawne4992
    @ayerawne4992 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please react to Ganja Burn, along with the music video-Nicki

  • @89lomax
    @89lomax 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Her mother didn't die she almost died from the house being set on fire that traumatic event gave Nicki nightmares of her mother dying

  • @ntmz7407
    @ntmz7407 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Can you do Beyoncé Coachella reaction (like the whole thing) for her next reaction

  • @booth8984
    @booth8984 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Her mom didn’t die.

  • @imjean18
    @imjean18 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    BWay yungy - I wonder
    DDG - Tony Montana
    Lil uzi - The way life goes

  • @LifeWLee-ub5nj
    @LifeWLee-ub5nj ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ROCKSTAR FEAT FUTURE PLS !

  • @queertitan
    @queertitan ปีที่แล้ว

    6:13 her moms not dead

  • @johnkevink6495
    @johnkevink6495 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It was khya may be the man who pregnant her

    • @paulanndavid_25
      @paulanndavid_25 ปีที่แล้ว

      Her first love was Aaron her boyfriend who got murdered and Nicki was unfortunately forced to terminate her pregnancy.

    • @sakhilengwenya5632
      @sakhilengwenya5632 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@paulanndavid_25 OMG So Aaron died? Were they still together or he died years later 💔😭

    • @paulanndavid_25
      @paulanndavid_25 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sakhilengwenya5632 Wait I got mixed up with Aaron and her cousin being killed. It was her cousin that got murdered, not Aaron..my bad.

    • @paulanndavid_25
      @paulanndavid_25 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sakhilengwenya5632 I think Aaron maybe still alive tho

    • @sakhilengwenya5632
      @sakhilengwenya5632 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@paulanndavid_25 listening back to the song it sounds like she's speaking of him in past tense like he died and I heard the barbz say that too 🙁