I think more about my husband when I hear this. I was his first love. I was his first and only girlfriend. I was his first kiss. 4 years of dating later we got married almost 6 months ago. It has been an amazing adventure we have been on. For basically half of our time dating we were long distance. It was either we were separated by half a day's journey or we were separated by the Pacific Ocean. But we drove to each other's house once a month and I waited until he came back home from Australia. We met in college and we were set up by good friends of ours. They somehow knew there was something between us. Those friends were able to stand with us as we got married as my Maid of Honour and his Best Man. And 4 months later, we stood with them as they got married. Every relationship has times of joy, times of tears and miscommunication. But he's my best friend. I am honoured to have Robin as my husband. And when we're ready, I'm very excited to have kids with him.
My first love was a boy I met at school. We never talked, just exchanged stares and occasional smiles. I soon developed a huge crush. Then, after a few months, I confessed. It was hard for me, since my parents are divorced. Turns out, he also loved me, but we couldn't be together. He had cancer and would be gone soon, so he didn't want to break my heart when he died. I smiled and pretended I was fine. The next month, he died. What breaks my heart is that I didn't even get to say goodbye to him
I've never felt love before. But the characters I've created had. What they felt, I felt. What they see in their world, I see. What they love in the person they admired, I understood. From child-like innocent love to full-fledged love. This is very heartwarming. When I'm st my darkest, I'll remember that there's music like this that will comfort me. Thank you for making this lovely piece!
He isn't my first love. But I hope that through my lifetime he will be my first unconditional love. If only you knew, when I look up the starry sky, my heart is longing for you...
I've lost the girl I loved with all of my heart not once, but twice. I met her in third grade and she was my best friend, she always knew what I was thinking and she could put words on things I couldn't. She introduced me to Zelda, guitar, and photography and I introduced her to LOTR, Harry Potter, and anime. She was so, so, so scared to come out to me, but when she did, I laughed because I had known for a while that she liked me and I was so deeply in love with her. This was seventh grade. We dated up through September of our freshman year in high school. By this time, I had been in therapy for four years for anxiety, depression, self harm, and an eating disorder. And damn she was my light. She had anxiety too but she was always, always supporting me. Neither of us had good home lives but it didn't matter, we had each other. I would be up crying and text her, and a few minutes later she'd be outside my window, arms out, ready to comfort me. She was unbelievable. I would make the earth stop spinning for her. The best part about us was our hugs, even though she was shorter than I was, my arms would go below hers, wrapping around her waist, and she would press her lips into my collarbone. We seriously would hug for multiple minutes and it never felt awkward or tiresome. But in September, we were at a festival our hometown has each fall, and were cuddling (fairly innocently too - I was wearing her sweater because I had gotten cold and her arms were wrapped around me - nothing suggestive, really) but her mother, who had already had suspicions for a while, confronted her and found out everything. We weren't allowed to speak to one another, I was grounded, our numbers were blocked, and my home life grew worse. I'm sure the same happened for her. From there, everything started going downhill. I had been hospitalized a few times previously, but after I lost her I landed myself in the hospital for nearly an entire month. I had to repeat classes because I had missed to much to make up the work. I was meddling with substances and just miserable, so fucking miserable. I found myself in multiple abusive relationships and I felt so worthless. It got to the point where I had no friends whatsoever, and was either teased or ignored completely at school. I had to be put on a shortened schedule because I couldn't handle a full schoolday and I was having anxiety attacks and panic attacks all the time. I constantly found our years' worth of handwritten letters to one another, photos of us together, or her scent on my clothing. I would occasionally see her and she seemed to be really happy, so I tried to be happy too. I could be okay if she was happy, that was all I wanted. But then I got her back. A week before my birthday last year, a mutual friend of ours gave me a note that she had written. In it she said that she missed me, but she knew I probably was too hurt to want to be with her again, and that she was proud of me for still being alive and fighting despite what I'd been through and that she would be there for me if she needed it. I cried, so fucking hard. I had thought (until that point) that she hated me after everything. But no, there she was, lovely as the day I last got to hug her. We continued to send notes through that mutual friend of ours until she asked me to meet her at the school that is almost exactly in the middle between where we live. Oh my god I kept backing out, I was so scared. I thought she'd hate me, I had changed so much. Finally I agreed to go, a few days before my birthday. When I got down to the school she was waiting for me, it was the first time I had seen her up close in years and I started crying again. She hugged me,oh my god I hadn't hugged someone in years, and her hugs were exactly how I remembered them. We started walking around, I had no idea what to say and I'm already a shy person to begin with, so I just let her ask me questions and tried to answer them as well as I could. Although when she asked what she had missed out on in the past few years, I had no response because I had spent the time in bed being miserable. I hadn't really lived a life since I lost her. ** AS I SAID BEFORE, I was already in therapy before losing her, so it's not a situation of "oh I'm depressed cause I lost someone", it was just amplified from losing her and no longer having that support. Anyways, after about 15 minutes, I finally sneaked a peek at her (I hadn't been able to meet her eye since we started walking) and she was blushing intensely, it was so adorable. She caught my eye and blushed harder and then asked if it would be weird if she held my hand. So we held hands and when she had to leave I ran home and collapsed on my bed, happier than I had been in what felt like a lifetime. From that point on we were together again, I would stay for her lunch period and hang out with her, drive down to the little coffee place where she studied after school, and even spent time at her house when her parents were at work. She still smelled the same. She had changed, now less into anime and more into Dr. Who and tea and the like, but she was still my Panda. She had the most gorgeous soul, oh man. Her writing was beautiful, and she thought all these "out-there" thoughts. She saw the world from a completely different perspective - she saw life from the view of the moon and the trees and the wind. April 15th was the end. A month and a half together, the happiest month and a half of my life, but it wasn't long enough. I was studying with her after school when her mom surprised her with a visit and (obviously) saw me. I wish she could've lied to her mom and said she had just run into me and we were just sitting together to casually chat, but she told everything. I was in enormous trouble again, as was she. Her parents wanted to send her to military school, they made her change colleges because we (not on purpose) were going to go to the same school in the fall, and came down on her so, so hard. All I can think about is how she must hate me now, because of how strongly she was punished. But oh my god I love her, I lover her so much. Therapy started going well with her support again, and I finally wanted to live. Since then I have fully recovered from self harm, and I'm almost graduated from therapy! She has left the biggest impact on my life, she's the reason I'm here and the reason I began to try to live. Now my birthday is coming up, March 11, and I don't know what to do because all that will be on my mind is how at this time last year I was given light again. It hurts so badly. I love her, and I'm going to wait. She said she'd wait until she turned 18 so her parents could stop us from being together because of our genders, but a few months later I found out she had started seeing someone. It devastated me, but it doesn't change how much I love her, and always will. Please, if you have something precious in your life, hold onto it. You never know when you could lose it, and it's heart-wrenching when you do.
i have some grammar/spelling issues in this, sorry. This is just the first time I've talked about this and I guess I was kinda tripping all over myself.
Zelda Kitten I never let other people see this. But, since you have moved me with your story. I think you deserve to read mine. Long before computer, we have different forms of communications. Like sending written letters from one place to another; through a hawk or waving flags to a distant ship. There are many other forms of communication, yet don't you think it's weird that you can talk to people who are miles away, through a luminous-screen being generated by a computer? It's weird and amazing at the same time, that our technology had improved alot. You know what is weirder, that relationships could be established through the same technology as well and the weirdest thing is I met Rachelle in a weirdest place ever; the Internet. The Internet where everyone is treated as a guy and where people are free to express their selves as long as it abides the law. No wonder everyone in the chatroom where I met her was expressing their affection for her through cheesy pick-up lines that they all simply Googled. Well, as part of that small norm I folded into peer pressure and told her my cheesiest pick-up line that I Googled too. "You be the tree, and I’ll wrap you like a Koala." As I waited for her reply, not a minute longer she expressed her happiness through a digital laugh it kind of looks like this ":))". She told that she was from Australia and it got me thinking why was that funny. It took me a while and gave up so yeah, more Googling and found out it was a native animal in Australia and can only be found there. The conversation went on and on. Too bad, we never gave out personal information since, Facebook never existed back then it was still scary to know that someone knows your name and might use it for something else. Luckily enough, she gave me her first name "Rachelle Anne" and she was still 14. Upon hearing her age, I wasn't surprise that she was older than me by 3 months; because she is too sophisticated and calm.I continued to go to that website, although those perverted males stopped hitting on her. Why? Because she was never online for more than 2 weeks and to my surprise I saw this on my inbox. "Hey, What's up?" My heart felt like a rabid dog hungry for the affection of his long-awaited master. It may sound overboard and exaggerated; simply told, I was happy to have a conversation again with her. We exchanged greetings. We talked about her pets, how she loved music, how she loved to draw on different materials, how happy she was to talk to me again and our fondness to each other grew as our conversation goes longer. Before we said our goodbyes and we agreed to talk before going to school every morning. Although, we know it's already past midnight and we have classes tomorrow we still talked until we are exhausted. Today is our first day to have breakfast together. She wakes up around five in order to eat and prepare breakfast. Here in our country(Philippines); It's three o'clock in the morning. Yeah, three you heard it right. As I was preparing my breakfast; she asked me to take a picture of my breakfast and send it to her e-mail as soon as I was done. Yup, No Instagram nor other social media websites. It was a tremendous amount of work. But, still it wasn't enough. We both agreed using webcams to see each other, luckily for me I have one.So we ate together in front of a webcam and even though my internet connection is slow, the frames are dropping, the quality of the image is low. I can still what is the shape of her face, how beautiful her hazelnut-colored eyes, her long black wavy hair and how her eyes are sleepy, as if she was awake all night. "So, yeah! Can you see me clearly?" I asked with knowledge that without any doubts that my camera is dropping frames and not showing me clearly.She answered while a spoonful of pancakes which about to enter her mouth. "It's somehow blurred and filled with noise. By the way, is that pancakes as well?" After asking her question she continues to eat, and answered while I was hungrily devouring on my meal. "BLGLKG BLBKKBK" Unintentionally, forgot that she was watching me eat and she never heard the inaudible sounds that were coming from my mouth and it was also the first time I saw her smile. After, chewing all of it and I stopped, then looked at her; without any hesitation asked her with a straight face. "I just want to ask, How someone like me; meet a lovely princess like you?" We both ended up smiling at each other and continued to finish our meal. As she was almost late for her carpool to school. She stood-up and waved at me, and she came back laughing as she forgot to turn-off the camera. She logged out and it felt like it was the best breakfast in my whole life.While I free my desk from the marks, stains and crumbs; My eyes are still set on the screen thinking she'll come back anytime. But, she didn't. Judging from how she was tidied up she was already set for school and I think I might do as well. It was the longest shower I took, my mind was filled with all the memories of her and how it reminded me that I will never again skip breakfast. I reached for my towel, slowly patted my drenched body and in order to feel pristine I reached for my toothbrush; quickly ran to the mirror and brushed my teeth while humming to the most cheerful song I could think of. I glanced at our clock and it was still early for me to go to school. I took a nap, then woke up only to realize that I was late for school. Although, nothing significant happened on the time I was on school except the fact that I was late. Since; all I can think of was Rachelle. I am staring blankly at my notebook and caught myself scribbling her name more than one page, but I filled 3 pages of her name written in different strokes and sizes. One page was filled with a big Rachelle which is made up of smaller writings of her name. As soon as I heard the bell for our dismissal, I hastened to go back home to check if she is online. In spite of the fact, that all of her classes is over. She isn't still online. It might sound pathetic, but I felt worried, unease and experienced fear that I did something wrong and even asked myself. "Did I accidentally told her something bad?" Subsequently, after all my worries and fears; she is now online. Indicated by a number in the website and by hovering your mouse into it you'll see who are those friends online. She asked things about me such as how was school, how were my day and more of that unnecessary greetings and what I never forgot that day was this: "I miss you!" She told me. What she did to caught me in a feeling of surprise; and then I answered: "I missed you earlier, but now everything has changed." Although, there were no webcams this time. All I saw was text from someone who is in another computer which is possibly in the same position I'm currently in. This text was the reason I was smiling. It was those kind of smiles "where-you-feel-temporarily-living-in-a-paradise" kind of smile. End of Short Story It's a story I wrote for someone who I met online; I promised her to write a story about me and her since, I was always writing poems and she wanted it for her birthday. It's a short-story just to give a little context about my relationship with her although it got into alot deeper after years of chatting with her. Like how I was saving money to migrate to Australia and how I talked to my parents going to college there and then one day. Suddenly, she told me that she never loved me and that she is dating someone already and after that I stopped writing the story and going to that website. Months passed after that news I came back, and her bestfriend IRL(Hazel). Who happens to be in that online community, told me she and that guy broke up. I actually wrote dozens of poems about how my feelings. This was one of them: I heard that you're doing good. But, Before I move on and let go of our memories. I want you to know that I can't pretend that I'm okay. After, those words you told me. I tried to pinch my self and to see if its true. But, Since the day you came in to my life and after all those memories. I can't forget those sleepless nights. I can't forget those poem I told you. I can't forget the jokes that we laughed about. I can't forget the stories we shared. I can't forget you. You know that I'll fly a thousand miles just to be by your side. I tried to make you happy. I tried my best to make this love happen. I tried to be your knight in shining armor. I tried to be your everything. But, You didn't gave me a chance. You threw my love away. It tore my heart in to two. You picked some guy who just left you. I was happy that time. I wanted you to felt the same way I did. I wanted you to be unhappy. I wanted you to be alone. I wanted you to suffer pain. That was my mind was saying. But, My heart keeps telling me something. That every time you get hurt, I wanted to protect you. That every time you feel unhappy, I wanted to make you laugh. That every time you're alone, I wanted to be on your side. That every time you're suffering, I wanted to take those and make me suffer instead. I wish I could have told you this two months ago. and just this December 2014(8 years has passed);. I tried to reconnect with Rachelle on Facebook. But I never got her full name even after years of chatting with her. But, I got to reconnect with her best-friend(Hazel) in Australia through Facebook. Although, I never knew her full name I tried using her username and luckily it's the same with her Facebook . She told me the truth, that she was never seeing someone. It was all a make-believe so, I will stop chatting her and the reason that told me that they broke up to give me a chance to reconnect with Rachelle. But, I never did; instead I rejected her and which makes me feel bad inside and I asked her why is that? Is she testing my love for her? and then she told me this "Rachelle was diagnosed with cancer that year and passed away October 14, 2014" and she survived for 8 years which is very good in terms of statistics and told me my poems helped her. She has printed copies of my poems I made. She also told me that her favorite poem was "Alone beneath the stars" which is about being alone but, never being lonely is like our relationship. I fucking bawled my heart out. *also, while writing this as well*
Dayum. This broke my heart. This is making me so sad. Well Happy Belated Birthday! Here's a like as your present :D Hope you'll always be happy and cheerful! :3
Haha, my first love was this boy I've known since second grade. I liked him all the way up until last year when I graduated middle school and we went to different high schools. But now, there's this boy who's so cute and he's so quiet and shy, but he has the brightest smile I've ever seen. I'm going to muster up all the courage I can and introduce myself properly tomorrow and hopefully become friends with him. 2017: ooh we've been dating for 2 years now!!
I remember hearing this song when I was 15...now I’m 23! I’ve been in a relationship for 5 years and every time I hear this song, it reminds me of the first couple of months of our relationship. We stared our relationships as 2 teens almost out of high school with very little worries in the world. Now, we are 2 adults with 2 cats that have graduated college and still trying to figure out what we want to do with our lives. He is my first love, I cherish all the moments we have shared together and the happiness he brings me, and looking forward to what the future brings for us!
i think we have similar story! so there's this guy who is my first boyfriend. he knows me since 7th grade (2011). i also know him too since we've met for times across the road way back home from school; funny thing is we never talk until we met on graduation day (2014). we talked for 2mnths and he confessed his feelings to me when we enter the same high school. since we're both introverts we only talks thru phone and enjoy our presence without really talking in school. only holding hands and sit when we meet, it really made me happy back then, my heart melts as he got sweats on his hand. i still remember how he's smells like medicines (he has asthma and anxiety) and i always like it. everything seems nice yet silly back then 2 years passed, on final year in high school (2016) he told me that he got bored with me and wants break up so i agree with him because i dont want to bother his mind too much. i cried for 7 months silently and we basically never talk again, but again, we entered the same college but different school (he's on stem and i joined law school). long story short, a friend told me that he still loved me but i was never sure about that since he's the one who wants break up. kinda funny because i still feel the same way until this day. but sometimes life can be sucks i think and i need to move forward from past... in the end, we're both adult (2021) and have our own new significant others. but, i secretly wants to know about him more, but i cant, and i love my boyfriend now even i still think about him so all i can do is wish him happiness yet beautiful life even it means without me. and i guess thats the end🙂
I thought the first guy I dated was my first love. Once we dated he was abusive to me and eventually raped me then left me.. I realized I didn't really love him though. Then a year later I met my wonderful boyfriend. I fell in love with him because even though I'd embarrass myself in front of every one he'd was there to pick me up with a smile ♥ he is always caring for me and making sure I'm okay. And when I cry he kisses my tears away and tells me I'm beautiful ♥ he never misses a chance to compliment me. He always smiles and holds me and kisses my nose or forehead ♥ he supports me and respects my decisions, he listens and understands ♥ After listening to this song I realize that he's my first love ^-^ ♥ there is someone out there for every one ♥♥
Jasmine Garcia So happy for you. After experiencing a nightmare from your ex, Im so glad that you found a real love that helps you to move forward. Good luck to both of you.
Wow good for all of you, My first love ended like... Recently... I am actually a shy type of person, not a single care in the world. Then this guy suddenly approached me all of a sudden, proclaiming he likes me. Now i watched a lot of shoujo anime to know where this is going. So I ignored him, but he's so stubborn so he always bothers me. I thought this guy would make my life more interesting so i just went along with it. Months passed and i came to like him, i came to love him. I loved his smile, his laughs, his... Everything... I was actually the happiest person when i knew that we both have mutual feelings for each other. I knew he was willing to wait for me, because he promised. One day, He suddenly became popular because he's good at dancing. In short, he changed, he suddenly ignored me, he just reads my messages not bothering to reply. He just left, not physically but... His heart just left... And now i have no choice but to move on and just... Forget everything.
Do not worry! I'm sure that someday you'll find someone better and will be happy. just look for the spirit of God ^^ Look, I'm the universal church and I assure you that if you go there today (or another day you want) you will receive the guidance you need!
As long as she's happy, I'll be happy, too. I have been living by these words for so long. Just seeing her smile and laugh just makes my day, but I know I'm not the one for her. There is someone who I know can make her happier than I can. I can say these words easily but it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me, but I'm fine getting hurt as long as she's happy. Just watching her smile makes me smile. But then deep down inside my heart aches and my soul cries. Even though all I want is her to be happy. I guess deep down I still want to be with her even though I'm not right for her. How could I be so selfish.
+AqwChaosScyther -T^T why aren't there more boys like you on this earth!?!?- you are really special! I'm sure you will find the love of your live. you're not selfish at all, but the opposite, you are really kind, I'm sure every girl would like to have someone like you by their side (I'm one of them). I have the same with a boy, he will never notice me, and he has someone else. I'm happy when he smiles to her, but I also know that feeling of wanting him/her to be smiling because of you. love hurts if you don't receive it from the one you love, but I'm 100% sure you will find the best woman on earth and live happy! :) greetings from the Netherlands!
+AqwChaosScyther I feel this, but towards a guy. He is dating the girl who used to threaten me with sharp objects, used to kick, punch, basically abuse me. I used to be with this guy, until it felt only right to do once we'd had all our school work out of the way. He was in love with me, I was in love with him, I'd never wanted to be with anyone as much as I did him. He'd eventually finished everything he needed to, he was just waiting on me. He promised he would be there for me once I had finished, so we could be together once more. I completed what I had needed to, eventually, and went to go and find him, to tell him. It was at that moment, my heart tore. I saw him walking along side the girl, before slipping his hand into hers. They were in love. Never have I ever wanted to end my life more than that. I sit here, wanting to cry because the memory is so vibrant, I remember it so well. Nothing has ever left me so emotionally damaged in my life. I've faced heartbreak before, but never as bad as this.. It's been 4 months and I'm still suffering in silence. He will never know what she did to me. He has told me that he is sorry and feels stupid for leaving me this way. The damage has already been done. No use in apologizing now.
+KristaLenz ... Its hard to find the right words to say to this. If this is what he did to you, and while doing it was aware how much pain it would cause you. Then I'm sorry to say he is a jerk and you deserve better.
I was midway through Grade 7. I had quite a few friends, and things were going great for me. Then, my friend introduced me to something and someone. He turned my world upside down. He's bubbly. He's almost always smiling. He's kind of a crybaby, but so am I. He's weak, but I love him anyway. I loved him at first sight. He's the one for me. Since that moment, we've been together. Lots of other girls love him, but it's just me and him. His name is Feliciano Vargas. Or as most people know him, N. Italy.
Played this everyday for my son when he was in my womb now 4 years later playing for my second little boy due in April 2021 🥰🤗 he’s moving like crazy when i play this..
ACE 6210 TH-cam recommendations lately have been working pretty well. And i was listening to some of the singer’s (Utadu) other songs and it just popped up lol
My first love was around 2010, I think, I was only 8. I first met him in a hotel laundromat, and I instantly fell in love. I found out he was from England, so we would talk over the phone a lot and he would visit. My first kiss with him almost made me jump out of my socks, but the next day he still called me his best friend...I was heartbroken...But, I forgive him now. I mean, we were so young at the time..hah...I really miss him. I can`t wait to go to Europe sometime next year to visit him!
So cute! Mine was with a guy i meet at school when i was...12? He was sweet and kind and i fell in love with him. At the time i didnt know i was Fraysexual (basicly means you loose romantic instrest with them the more you get to know them) I slowly just didnt want to talk to him anymore and then we got in a fight. He wasent acting like he normaly did...it ended with him telling me to die. It caused a huge negative impact on my life and i slowly lost touch with my friends and family. Im just regaining it now and its slow but im working on it ^-^
my first love was when i was just four years old, a little girl in my kindergarten class in 2002, she was called Megan and the reason i liked her was because she had red hair like me, so any chance i got i would always kiss her cheek, whenever it would be sitting in the story rug to the playground pen i would seek a kiss on her little cheek, she would always just stand there as i would run of blushing to then hide behind a tree or a bookcase or giant teddy >W< i was a super shy kid too so i would never talk but sadly she never saw interest in me and after kindergarten to first grade i finally talked and said " i gota crushe on you" she just ran
It's really sweet that everyone is sharing all these beautiful love stories, wholeheartedly wish them all the best.. Meanwhile, I'm just over here happy I found this song after all these years for the dumbest reason. Used to be playing those Roblox FNAF rps when I was younger and would hear this a lot, so peaceful and nostalgic.
I must say you're not alone on that so-called dumb reason too, I remember hearing this song in a multitude of FNAF rps, especially for the Springbonnie morph.
My first love was the best thing on earth...He was so nice. He comforted me with his cheeky and sugary frosting..his hugs were so soft because of his soft but crispy crust..if I just didn't eat him..if I just didn't let him go..we could have been together forever..if I just didn't do such a thing..*sigh* He was the best chocolate frosted donut in the world... R.I.P Chocolate sprinkle donut. I will always love you. Love, Peanut Buttercup
My first love was so perfect. He was always great to me and help me, when i'm gone depressed and sad. I could jokes with him and laugh every time with my love, but...but..but i eat him, because he was so fucking yummy! R.I.P Chocolate, I MISS YOU :'( ♡
This song reminds me of my crush. I'm basically the weirdo at my school, and I'm bullied for it. But one person wasn't mean to mean. I won't say his name, but he was so sweet. I haven't had the courage to tell him I love him, because I don't know if our friendship is just a dare or something. I don't know if I should, but I'm scared he won't accept my feelings. But hearing this song gave me courage. It reminded me of my first crush. When I hear this song, it reminds me love can hurt, or you are blind to what love really is. Maybe even that you should step up and tell him/her your feelings now, or stay corrupted and warped while watching him/her move on from you.
I rememb that they bullied me,I was so stupid to not even realize(they seemed some kind of clown to me),then one day they really pissed me off,then I &**!&@* them,all bullying stopped. *MY FUNNY DAYS* ⊙_●
My first love was this boy named Conner... I liked him because he was so nice to me... He would hug me when I was alone and sad, and I felt so giddy around him. I told him that I liked him one day, but... he sorta turned me down... After that I avoided him. I regret it so much because I moved away two years later and I wish I could have just shut up and never told him anything... Then I'd still be his friend and maybe I would never have moved... I've had minor crushes ever since, but he's always been my favorite person in the whole world.
man i know right sigh in grade 3 err i moved alot to school to school ALOT because of people being mean to mean and other things there was a guy like that but a teacher drove me away from him T.T after that my mom took me to another school and i never saw him again we both loved each others -sigh- i regret moving from that school but i need to be happy and cheerful and that might come true...yet i dont feel like this is going together but i feel like it is! also need to make friends
Zero Blossom Take it slowly.. little steps at a time. Don't go running straight in if it's too hard, remember everyy little push counts. o3o... I hope things get better
Well I've had a few loves in my life, but none of them come closes to this angel that I met online, she was kind, funny, and the most amazing person I had ever met. I really liked her and after a bit me and her where in love, I confessed my love to her and things seemed to be going well. Then disaster hit, she need a break from the online community, and said her farwells to me, and a few other close friends. I told myself that things would be alright, and she would come back, a few days later I started to feel major depression, come down on me. I was worried about her and wanted to talk to her so badly, but I couldn't cause the only way we could communicate was through the one site, that I met her on. she came back online early, and I was overjoyed to see her, and we continued, but I had a sense that there was a disconnection between me and her, and I started to worry. I continued to talk to her, and then things started to feel like they where going back to normal. Only on the night of December 20 2014 at 10:30 she told me something that no lover wants to hear. "I lost my love for you and anyone I trusted on here over the weeks I was gone. " I was heart broken, and I wish it was all just a nightmare, we are bff's but I don't want that, I want to be with her. She asked me to move on but I can't I respect her wishes, and want to do as she asks, but my heart will not let her go, it can't, not after all the time we put into it. And no it isn't anyone else, she just had major depression, and lost her trust in anyone around her, as she has had a hard life, I want to pull her out out of the pit of despair, and bring her close to my heart where she will always be. I know there is a chance for us yet as we are bff, I know that if I keep working at it I can be with her, I just hope things will go well, if my present for her on Christmas, can pull her back and the things that I told her to do, can help, then there is the only chance I've got, and I pray to God to help me with this, cause I can't imagine life without her, its just to much for me. I'm not wanting fate to be the judge here I want God, to make us whole I just hope it will all work. Wish me Luck and a prayer would help too.
Frances Gayle I believe I am on the road to getting us back together, as I told her, why she was so special to me. I'm taking it slowly, and carefully, as it is something that is very delicate for us, and I want to be with her so dearly. I pray that things will continue to go smoothly, and that things will get better.
Frances Gayle I hope so too, but all I can do is be there for her, and continue to talk to her. I do very much love her, and my feelings for her run so deep, its almost impossible for me to not think about her.
Aliyana Theia We come across people in our lives all the time, there are people that cross our paths and we don't think of them as any sort of significant, then there are people that come forward to us and we can then choose to accept them as the person they are. This is the first step in building a bond, as you accept them, you then build trust with them, this is the most important part of a relationship, the trust between two people needs to be strong, for a friendship, for a love relationship you need a trust bond that will never break. I learned that not all people can be trusted at a young age, and was reminded of this not to long ago. Trust is hard to build, but very easy to destroy, people need to understand that their actions will have a repercussion, on those around them. I lost my trust for her, in only one afternoon, I will not say what she did, as it is wrong of me to say, but I can officially say that I have no wish of speaking to her again.
oh, i should elaborate :D "caring" can be interpreted in so many ways, and thus theres a lot of different kinds of "love" the guy i "love" is more in a highly respecting & platonic way.... i found out a long time ago that i dont care about his feelings or his problems lol
I wrote a poem on the spot listening to this song... Listen to my little story, listen to my sad, drawn out tale. I saw her pretty bright eyes, and divine smile. Oh, beautiful angel, sing to me of heaven's light. Oh sweetest demon, Sing to me of the moon's dark light. She sang to sew my heart back shut, it healed my sore soul. Her needle tore it once again, oh first love, what have you done? First love, Sing to me of how I used to feel, when you smiled at the fool I am.Pure angel, sweetest devil, I love the way you broke me apart. You painted my body's puzzle pieces, and you fit them all together. In return, like strings of a puppet, I danced at your leisure. Perfect angel, cunning devil, you held my heart for your advantage, destroyed me completely, But a tiny fragment of me will always love you.
I commented a while back about my recent heartbreak of my first love, it hurt so much, and I cried a lot, but I found that all of that was not helping me move on at all. So I did move one. But the thing with first loves, you never forget them, because i'm over it, but I still feel a small ache when I think about him. But now I found someone very special to me, someone kinder than any person i've ever met, and I don't know why or how, but he insists that I am special and sweet...I'm glad I found someone I love again, love really is great. It hurt's when love ends but you're stronger in the end and then you meet more wonderful people...
My first love. He was a dream. I had always thought he was cute. But he had been dating someone else so I kept my distance to be polite. They seemed happily in love and I needn't ruin it. After that summer I walked into 5th period art only to find him sitting at the very end corner of the last table. I at by him. And we started to talk. And we exchanged numbers and texted and skyped. And I devolped a ginormous crush. I decided I would tell him. So I did. He didn't completely believe me. He wasn't the most attractive to most. He had long dark brown waves. Dark almost black eyes and the most adorable lopsided smile. And fsed scars paimted his arms that he coveres with a jacket. But I found him so attractive and so interesting. One day I walked into art. He was looking out he window pointing at something and laughing with his friend and I froze. I froze and quietly said under my breath."Oh my god. I'm in love with him". Everything went smoothly. For awhile. We dated. And he was as sweet as can be. He lent me his jacket whenever I was chilly. Not afraid of revealing his arms. And he gave me big hugs. He smelled wonderful. Like candy and sweets. He would hold my hand as I played against him and pick me up. He learned my past. How I used to be in a dark hole of depression. I was strung with scars on my arms and legs and stomach. How I used to gr drunk and high to forget my depression. How I tried to kill myself 4 times. He accepted me. And I accepted him. And then it stared to fade. He would stop texting me. No more "I love you'd" no hugs. No walking me anywhere. No dates. And then. We broke up. And I was heartbroken. It took so much to not relapse. But I was strong. Then it happened. My best friend announces to me. She's dating him. I tell her that I'm ok with it and I'm happy she's happy. And I kept it a secret how I wasnt ok or happy. How I was so close to giving up. Then they broke up. She was fine. So was he. She apologized to me. She told me who she was actually in love with. Our other best friend Natasha. How he helped her realize that without knowing it. And so I started to be ok. And then he talked to me again. And I came crashing back. I still love him. But all I'll ever be now is entertainment. I amuse him. And I'll love him. As he finds someone else he love and forgets about me. Through all of it I'll love him. Because more than anything. I want him to be happy even if that means I'm no longer in his life.
Angel Sanchez I think that you are a very kind person! :) I just want to tell you that I'm sure that you will find someone who loves you and who will make you happy. You deserve it dear, and it will happen
Angel Sanchez So sad! :( You're making me want to cry right now oh dear... That's heartbreaking, darling! I hope you will find somebody who you love, and will love you in return
Angel Sanchez Everyone comes into your life for a reason He may not be the one you're with in the end but he may be the one who has opened the doors to many other opportunities in the future Stay strong and cherish the memories you have
My first love was very strange. It was on another boy. Awkward, huh? I loved him so much and finally confessed. He, well, was not into other boys. There started to be a lot of drama and I ended up like a lot of other 14 year olds, depressed. He ended up becoming popular and very arrogant. I'm happy to not be with him. He can find someone to make him happy, and I will find a boy who will make me happy. That is if I do find one.
I've had the biggest crush on this senior in my school. He's a bit taller than me, a cross country runner, a big nerd, and loves books. I've been crushing on him for almost four years, and only now do I realise that I love him... And sometimes I love it. We work together alone at a farm equipment place, and even though we work in relative silence, sometimes we'll talk, and our conversations are treasures to me. But sometimes, I hate loving him. He's inconsiderate of others' feelings, rude, a little selfish, arrogant, and disregards anything I'm interested in that he isn't. Sometimes, I just want to punch him in the face, but other times I want to grab him and snuggle my face into his toned chest. But, for now, I'm just waiting on the sidelines, watching him grow up and leave high school, taking my love with him (since I told him my feelings).
+School Desk Ink. It's amazing how your feelings are still so strong after sooo long. It's really admirable and I'm glad you were able to come to terms with your realization of love towards him and even confessed. I can truly see your love for him because despite seeing the negative parts about him, you still love him and perhaps you may become the main character in a his living book. I wish you all the best in your unconditional love. :)
so there's this guy who is my first boyfriend. he knows me since 7th grade (2011). i also know him too since we've met for times across the road way back home from school; funny thing is we never talk until we met on graduation day (2014). we talked for 2mnths and he confessed his feelings to me when we enter the same high school. since we're both introverts we only talks thru phone and enjoy our presence without really talking in school. only holding hands and sit when we meet, it really made me happy back then, my heart melts as he got sweats on his hand. i still remember how he's smells like medicines (he has asthma and anxiety) and i always like it since his scents remind me of a hospital i used to visit back in early days. everything seems nice yet silly back then 2 years passed, on final year in high school (2016) he told me that he got bored with me and wants break up so i agree with him because i dont want to bother his mind too much. i cried for 7 months silently and we basically never talk again, but again, we entered the same college but different school (he's on stem and i joined law school). long story short, a friend told me that he still loved me but i was never sure about that since he's the one who wants break up. kinda funny because i still feel the same way until this day. but sometimes life can be sucks i think and i need to move forward from past... in the end, we're both adult (2021) and have our own new significant others. but, i secretly wants to know about him more, but i cant, and i love my boyfriend now even i still think about him so all i can do is wish him happiness yet beautiful life even it means without me. and i guess thats the end of story🙂 to S out there, congratulations for your math degree and thanks for everything back then! no matter what happens i always wish the same thing for you. sincerely, M
I want a music box like that to put it on my nightstand and listen to it all night long every day while drifting off to sleep with tears flowing down the cheeks~ ⊂(◕ᴥ◕)つ*:･ﾟ✧ Since there are so many sad Love Stories here, let's write together a Happy, Romantic story! :D There once was a Boy...
NinjaSlayerOfShadows But he never truly felt like he belonged, almost as if he were an outcast. Everyone he met liked him because of his looks, not for him. Everyone except-
Jesus' Girl - his co-worker that was nicknamed Zie. Zie saw the boy's true feelings and she was always there to comfort him when he felt the most alone. Even if it was 3AM and she had to be at work early the next day, Zie was always there for the boy. Deep down, she loved him very much, but he has never noticed her feelings for him...
Though Zie loved him very much, his oblivious mind only angered her. Many times she wanted to confess, but the, thought of losing a life long friend scared her into not doing so. One day Zie decided that she would-
Tell him her feelings, even if it meant losing someone she loved, instead of keeping her emotions hidden away in a box deep inside her. So she went to his house...
Never take love for granted, I miss my dog. She was a beautiful American Eskimo husky dog named Bailey. She passed away January 28, 2009... She was my baby!
I pray for them to get back together, and my dog to come back to visit me! Just thought I would share, plus missing all of the cats I have had too, plus Michael JACKSON.
I'd rather a be a loner and 'like' fictional characters, they can't break your heart but real boys/girls can. Hope everyone in the comment section finds a person they share affections with
Love is a real monster to me. I first loved somebody for about a week back in 2012, and I don't love anybody anymore. I intend to make it stay that way and it's perfectly okay with me. I don't expect anybody to love me back anyway.
you should never give up in loving again. There are people that will come in your life and leave you broken but there will be someone that will come and fix you again. But if you're happy that way, then be it. As long as you choose the path you think you'll have no greater regret.
Well you see, it did develop over time. I knew her for a good two years, and nothing ever went wrong, then out of nowhere she gets mad at me for something that's not my fault. I don't know, I guess a lot of girls in high school aren't that mature. One of my best friends turned into my worst enemies.
Nickolas Lac Fight for your love. There isn't a lot of things that will be important to you and that make you feel good. You have the power to change everything, so go out there and fight for what you care about.
I love my husband that's all i can say. ♥️ My life and my love, for richer or poorer i will forever be grateful having him. After 8 yrs we finally have my little me, she's 2 months old, i'm so blessed having them. No matter what, i will be a good wife and a mom.💖 P.S My Daughter is asleep while i play this song as well singing it ❣️
Can you feel it? Can you feel all those emotions? i hope you can, 'cause i can't ... all those feeling i have for you just disappeared with you when, that night... that rainy night... when you steal my feelings and destroy my heart... if you read this, i just want to know... Are you happy now?.... 'cause i don't
This song made me imagine 2 stuffed rabbits forever in love, and one day the male rabbit was sold at an auction. The female didn't know what to do but cry. there were more rabbits, but they weren't the same as him. One fateful day the female rabbit was also sold at the auction, as she sat there waiting to be sold she noticed someone in the crowd. The male rabbit was being held by a young girl at the age of 6. The female was overjoyed, and prayed that the family bought her as well. The bids kept rising and rising until. The final auction was from the child's father, and she was sold. Reunited the rabbits were once again happy. The end...
I’ve always been scared to love anyone. Being that open and vulnerable to anybody, I saw it as a weakness. But now that I have him in my life, he just turned and changed it around completely. Love is the most wonderful thing ever, it may have its stupid and downside moments but in the end and through it all is something magical. I don’t mind being open and confiding in him, if anything is mere presence only makes me stronger. I’m grateful to have him in my life. With his adorable smile, the dorky and unique way he moves only to him, the way his brown eyes turn hazel and golden in the sun... Thank you, My love. For saving my life.
My First Love was basically Love at First Sight I transferred school, and I'm in 1st grade, class A, when The whole first grade line up, I was seeing this weird guy at the back of class B's line, swaying his body like an idiot (he's in front of me, literally, bc I was in the 3rd row) and then our eyes met and I was just completely taken, and we stared at each other for a few sec. Then I was just overwhelmed bc he is so handsome ehe (popular guy). But our eyes met for the next day, and the day after that. On grade 2, we got into the same class, and I sit next to him. We talked a whole lot. And we like to goof around together. But well, relationship don't last, and people change. I still like him but it's been like a thousand years so I probs should stop liking him...
i had liked him for a while. after a concert, my friends and i (including him) went for ice cream, we started playing truth or dare, my friend(who also liked him) gave me several truths, i assume to fill everyone else in and finally said "is your crush in this room?" i said yes, later in the game it came back to me, i said dare. "i dare you to confess to your crush." I almost chickened out, the last time i asked someone out they said no, and in front of all these people? the next, he hadn't said anything about last night, turns out another girl asked him out, he said yes because he didn't want to hurt her feelings. i was heartbroken, but then i had to perform! he then told me about why he said yes to the other girl. and that he actually liked me after the performance we went to six flags, we spent the whole day together. I spent the weekend miserable, i liked him and he liked me, of course this happens to me. On monday i walk in, he's flailing his arms. "i broke up with (her name)" i felt my heart beating in my stomach. "so... wanna go out with me?" he's shy, but he's affectionate. he hugs me every time he sees me.
For the longest time I've been too afraid to tell my best friend that I loved him, and then I heard this song and...well, I finally told him a couple days ago. Now my life is a fairy tale, and he's my prince charming ^_^
I was going to share my story on my normal account, but I just thought I'd make a new one so nobody who knows me will find this.. even though nobody knows this story like I do. I fell in love younger than most people. It was with my best friend in the whole world. We met when we were three in preschool and became instant best friends (although she keeps wanting to "change" that age to four now for some reason). The two of us did everything together until third grade. At that time, she left the private school we went to and enrolled in a public school in her city (we live in cities that are right next to each other), which devastated me. I couldn't handle being there without her and some of my other friends, so in November (about three months in) my mom decided to take me out and put me in a public school in my city. Back then I was so sensitive and hated public school.. especially since I had no friends and she wasn't there. I eventually met people.. but nobody was like her. Every weekend, at least, we spent the night at each other's houses. And then, in fourth grade, my sensitivity was completely gone and I had fallen in love with anime and manga because of her. We were both obsessed. And that summer, before fifth grade, I got my first crush. My closest friend at public school was the first person I told (which was awkward) and she comforted me about it, told me it would be fine. Soon after, the following weekend, my new crush and I had gone to an amusement park by the beach and were sleeping in a hotel. My dad was in a separate room from us (not hotel room. The hotel room had multiple rooms) and we were talking and talking and then.. well.. I got the hiccups and was trying to solve my problem when she told me she could help. She kissed me. I was so happy that she had a crush on me too (I haven't been happy like that ever since), but she didn't seem that way. She was so worried and panicked and there was nothing I could do. From then on... we continued to have that tiny relationship. But.. little by little.. I started to have doubts. She seemed to be saying she loved me less and less and became neglecting me when I went over to her house. I became depressed and no one but me knew it, not even her. By December I was suicidal, because every time I went to her house she'd be in her room and I'd be watching her play video games without even caring I was there for hours on end. These feelings weren't strong, but I didn't feel that I was good enough for her. Eventually, she stopped letting me in her room altogether (I haven't seen it in at least eight months) and would get upset if I touched any of her belongings. She had gained a lot more friends and seemed more eager to talk about them than actually talk to me. This was in sixth grade. Then came the boy crushes. I was still clinging on to hope of her loving me like I did, which part of me knew it was no use. Whether it was some boy from school or swimming or an anime, she was starting to get more into boys. We went to summer camp together and, honestly, the only person she cared about was a boy there. She made a friendship bracelet for him, but not for the friend she'd known for years (Me). And to add to my worries, that friend from fifth grade, who was the first I told that I liked another girl, had fallen for me. She made me feel like worthless trash because I didn't love her, and the one I love made me feel like I'm good-for-nothing and useless. She said she'll protect me with her life and I can't even give her a glance. I'm so sorry, if you're reading this. I asked my love, once, what I'm good for. And she told me I was only useful for being her friend. That's all. And that's also what keeps me going. I can't express how depressed I feel... or all the reasons for it... because I know if she watches this and reads the comments, she'll know it's me. Since the beginning of fifth grade, she hasn't told me she loves me or even said I love you too. It hurts. And I know, in my heart, she doesn't love me. I've tried so hard not to die so I can stay here with her, and she doesn't know anything of my pain. It may seem to you like this isn't even a reason to be depressed/suicidal, but trust me when I say I'm leaving out a ton of parts to this. So, I'll end it here, I guess.
Hey..if you are still alive, do not stop fighting. Suicide isn’t the option. We all have you even after all these years, even if we don’t know you. But..if you aren’t here anymore, bless your wings. You’re free now. I pray for you.
I listen to this, praying for love because I never find the love for now. I don't even understand it though. But well, I'm happy like that, ill just wait THE day. I'll wait for it -3-...
[COMMENT - PART TWO] The second girl was in 11th grade, starting from what I can estimate to be about September 2016. I got her number because she often asked for help or clarification on math (Precalculus) homework. It slowly got to be more casual (the math discussions didn't go away, though, and i didn't mind). It was usually talk on ways to be productive (she's a Capricorn & i'm a Virgo, so what would you expect?), but it was also on more sentimental things. Looking back, i wouldn't say that we ever got particularly close. We had two classes together, and most of our discussions were about homework/school. We didn't hang out outside of school hours (i never did with anyone, if you exclude extracurriculars), and the mornings before class were also pretty limited. Despite all that, I always felt these really awkward & intense emotions about her or when i was around her. It was definitely passion, but i couldn't tell what kind. I was always offering to do things for her, and I at one point actually tried discreetly making a mental note of her schedule so i could best help her if/whenever needed. For her birthday i made her a card with some inspirational quotes and an uplifting poem i wrote. I made it a sky theme since she always took pictures of the sky. It was all out of coloured construction paper & glue, & the whole process took about 8 consecutive hours. I'm not trying to brag, this is just to provide an example of something I tried doing for her. I didn't see it as a particularly special task -if i had the time i would love to make everyone i care about a personalised, themed, handmade card- but it was definitely a priority to make sure i at least did that one thing. I had thought about it for months, ever since she told me her birthday during one conversation. After a while, i ended up being able to pull myself together enough to tell her that i cared about her and admired her for a lot of reasons and felt inspired by her and that she could rely on me. I had planned to tell her in person, but she didn't come to school that week (it was a half week), and apparently I guess i didnt think another time would be opportune (i didnt want to tell her with a lot of people nearby to avoid embarrassing her, plus i was nervous as shit), so at the end of the week i sent it to her as a text message (you can tell that i'm REALLY good at these things, right?). It wasn't exactly worded as a "will you go out with me?" type of thing nor did i intend it to be. But when she replied, it was easy to tell that she got the wrong message out of it and it became a rejection to a proposal. She talked on how she was flattered and she appreciated it, but that she wasn't ready to date. I could also tell that she didn't want to hurt my feelings. But it didn't bother me too much. Sincerely. A lot of anxiety was released after I sent the message (which was filled with a lot of things i had kept bottled up for months), so when i came to the conclusion that she (to a certain degree) accepted the way i felt, i was able to release my worry of her not taking it the right way, even if it didn't go quite so perfect. i wasn't looking for a relationship. i was just a very sympathetic friend. i saw her as a really interesting person whom i wanted to get to know better, but until then, i couldn't accurately say that i had feelings toward her. As school got busy in the second half of the year (right after the message & card), we didn't talk casually quite as much, and the feelings i had began to subside. Plus i had other things that were haunting my mind. So that one ended before it even started. I suppose this could be considered a crush. The third girl. My "true" love. Oh fuck, writing this isn't gonna be very fun at all. This one was also online. It all started with good ol' Google Plus. She happened to be one of the people I was following, but i didn't really know her. Actually, i found her posts amid all the trash that was on my feed as i would have a good 10-minute "break" from my homework. I didn't really ever go on very often before then. This was about April 2017, toward the end of the year and after my feelings toward the second girl subsided. It wasn't anything special, really. Not at first. She drew art sketches & doodles and occasionally posted them to Google Plus (G+). I happened to find one, found it kinda amusing (it was a funny one), and commented on it. I did this for a couple of them. As the end of the school year approached, I had refined my subscription list so that i had less meaningless trash on my feed, so i ended up seeing more of her posts. And then, on the second to last day of school, June 02 2017 (or 1st), I was in one of my classes as the 5 total students that were there were watching a movie with the substitute, and i decided to scroll through Google Plus. I ended up stumbling upon one of her posts. It wasn't so amusing. No artwork. Just words. It was a simple rant, something she needed to get out, but as i was reading through it, i could help but personally relate to a lot of it and feel the pain she felt. Even the things i hadn't personally experienced, i felt, and it was painful. I ended up spending the entire rest of the day composing a comment to respond -yes, she wasn't asking for a response, but i wanted to give one anyway- and got really personal and meaningful and sincere with it. I wanted to let her know that people are there, and that she's okay, and that she'll be okay. I wanted to let her know that *I* at least would be there for her, and i would be sure of it. I wasn't trying to act any particular way, i was just conveying pure emotions and trying to be as sincere and honest as i could. It ended up having a large effect on her. She said that she was surprised that someone could be so similar to her, that someone so unknown & stranger would care about her so much, and that it made her cry tears. Happy tears. It is safe to say that I talked to her & interacted with her a lot more after that. I always commented on her posts, and so did she, and we eventually started having one-on-one conversations on Hangouts and Discord. At one point I thought it was worth mentioning that I really enjoyed her content and seeing her post and listening to her thoughts and opinions on different things and that i thought she was really funny and cool, and she said that she thought the same about me. Then there was one point when, after i realised the full extent of just how much i cared about her and what exactly i felt toward her, i decided to convey my collective thoughts about her in different posts that were addressed to an anonymous person. I was well aware of the fact that she could see and read them, and even that she might piece together who exactly i was referring to. But it didn't really matter. I just didn't feel ready to directly tell her. Yet. I also sent her a couple more specific and detailed messages expressing all my thoughts and feelings toward her via anonymous Sarahah messages. Then later, after reluctantly creating a profile myself, i received a message expressing feelings toward me. Of course, it was anonymous, but i had a pretty good feeling of who it was. And i was right. We talked a lot more after that. We even started voice chatting on Discord. I remember the very first time, i was very quiet and shy and nervous at first (as i tend to be around new people and strangers, but this time especially so), but it ended up being really nice. Like, *really* really nice. Honestly, it was probably some of the best hours i've spent on anything with anyone. It was really fun. Serene. Sweet. Authentic. Assuring. Real. I can't describe any of the memories spent online with her without doing any of them a terrible disservice. To say the least, we definitely voice chatted (VC'd) more, and all of them were really nice. It's always so lovely to hear her voice, and sometimes she would sing half-mindedly in the background while doing something else and it was always the cutest fucking thing ever, ohmygod. I swear, if i didn't get all my music illegally and had physical copies of all of them, i would literally burn all of it to hear her talk or sing. And i'm one of those people who listens to music a LOT. I always enjoyed the little phrases she'd say (like "hECK"), and the tone and inflection of her voice when she'd say them, and after a while i found myself saying the same things at different times when i'm by myself. I tended to compliment her a lot and say things about her a lot and she always kinda got embarrassed and flustered and fumbled with her words/texts and that was cute, too.
To be honest, I don't even know what love is. Sometimes I think I'm in love, but it doesn't feel special. I've tried to be with people, but... I just don't know, I'm just really confused. I feel like I'm really in love for a day, but the next day, the feeling's gone. I wonder if my expectations of love are too high and due to that I feel like I will never fall in love and I might be a little over dramatic and I'm fully aware of that, but I'm really scared that I will never really fall in love...
I feel the same, like what is love exactly, I'm not so sure. listening to this always make me wonder, but maybe in time we will find out. we can only look ahead
My first love was on my seventh grade teacher…uhh. He was the first person to notice me and acknowledge my potential he believed in me something all my teachers never did.
TheTaina1423 . Yes i was like that XD But it a shame cause in the end he enter up transferring schools CAUSE THE PRINCIPLE IS A HUGE BITCH AND SHE HATES HIM! DX But I know where he transferred too :3
***** nope, 17 years apart plus he married and has started a family now plus he left the school but i will visit him. It no point now but I do plan on telling him my feelings
I think about all the pain ive gone through, and it gets worse every passing day. I cry myself too sleep too this song, when the pain becomes so strong too the point that i dont feel like i dont feel sadness anymore. I put this on and i cry everytime. This is a Reminder of the good times and the bad. The reminder of the dream i once had. The reminder of the years of abuse my parents put me through. A reminder of all the mistakes i made. A reminder of the only person who treated me right. In the end i wasnt able too keep a single promise. But no matter what i have this music box too remember the love you gave me. And ill always keep moving forward. Im thankful for this beautiful tune. Its been my way of letting go of the real world. If this music box wasnt here my life would be empty.
Well...this doesn't really have anything to do with love, but I'm sure there are people out there who can relate. All my life I've lived looking at other people's successes, thinking "someday that'll be me". I always kept dreaming of the day that people would look at me and think the same thing. I always wanted to do great things. But then I met the man who became my best friend. He was amazingly talented, and I had nothing but admiration for him. I kept competing with him in my head, trying to better myself so that someday I could be on his level. But that never happened. Every time I improved, even just a little, he improved alot. He just kept speeding past me, and I was lagging behind. It eventually caused me to suffer from anxiety attacks, and led me into depression and self-loathing. Now, whenever I look at my best friend, beneath my love for him is a bitter envy that I wish more than anything would go away. Every day I just keep suffering, wishing I could be him. Wishing I could be amazingly talented. I just wish I could be special too. But I'm not. I'll always be a nobody, following in the achievements of others, making none of my own.
Heyheyhey, hold on a minute. Don't you dare belittle yourself. So you can't make achievements of your own, okay, I can understand that part. But just because you can't be amazingly talented or special doesn't mean that you're a nobody. So this'll sound kind of like a speech, I really don't care. So sue me! (not literally! XD) Everyone has a path in life. Maybe you haven't found yours yet. (shrugs) Who knows? However, that's NO reason to get depressed! Just experiment with things until you find something that makes you stand out among other people. Just don't get all upset. Please? Pretty please??? :)
Just let go and don't think about what other people might think of you. I can relate to you, since my attitude is almost the same as yours. Personally, I really don't care whay other people think of me, and that's a fact. Just be yourself and try not to let other people change who you are. :) I may not be as old or wise as some people, but I've had to overcome some hurdles in life, sometimes the normal ones, and sometimes the not so normal ones. I might not be in college yet, but I can understand what some, if not most people go through when they think they aren't special and can't do anything to change their lives. I've been there, but I've managed to surpass it and not let it get to me. So in all, yeah. Just be yourself, is what I guess I meant to say all along. XD :D -Daisy
The best can't always succeed because we're imperfect. You have something inside you even though there may not look like there is to you. You are loved though by much including God. He doesn't care how much talent you have or what you look like He loves you for you and will always. He's just waiting for you to repent and except Him so He can show you a life with hope. He even sent His son to die for us and our sins including you. His son was human too. He was unwanted by others but He was willing to die for them too. I honestly know how you feel even though your pain maybe completely different from mine and so does God more than me. It wasn't easy for Him watching His son being tormented to the cross. Trust me it's worth having Him and knowing you'll be eternally with Him than to succeed in suicide and find yourself in eternal darkness with no hope when can repent and be with Him. Be strong you are loved and more valuable than what you think. ;)
This takes me back to my teenage years, when I was sixteen and in love with my best friend. He used to sit behind me in the classroom, and I would tease him drawing on his desk so he'd get mad and tie my shoes to my chair. I'd give him drawings I used to do and he would always prompt me not to get distracted in class, we'd always find a way to share our favorite cookies together, call each other on our way back home from school and make video calls almost every day and eat instant ramen while talking. We were both so young, innocent and naive when we first discovered our feelings for each other and started dating. We were each other's first love, first relationship, first kiss and first experience on many things concerning love. We were so clumsy on many things but we were that person the other could always count on. We thought we'd be together forever, we even had plans for living together and starting a family of our own. But well, things don't always go the way we plan, right? We broke up. Even when we no longer have feelings for each other or the time to do all those things we used to love and share we remain best friends and remember those days dearly. No matter what, he will always be special to me and the guy who first made me feel what real love was like ❤️
Que hermoso es encontrar un lugar en TH-cam donde todos podamos expresar nuestros sentimientos libremente y, no hay comentario no que no sea tierno ;_; Cada historia de cada persona ♥ No me canso de escuchar esto ♥
***** Si!! Tienes toda la razón ;-; cada una se expresa de una manera tan tierna, y en verdad llegan uwu Además que la canción es muy, muy bonita ^^ Y también ayuda a que eso sentimientos despierten otra vez, y que venga algo de nostalgia en cada uno * ^ * Por eso cada historia está llena de sentimientos ^^
When I heard this music, it was years ago, when I started playing Royale High (Roblox). It’s the part where we visit a nursery as some players can adopt their own babies and take care of them there in a certain period. I don’t play the game as much anymore, sadly, but this song makes me feel nostalgic and calm, it reminds me of the game as well as sweet things as my s/o and the things that makes me happy. I will definitely start listening to this now whenever I need to calm down.
Usually lullabies like these are supposed to be calming, but to me it's extremely stressful and anxiety inducing because it reminds me of my childhood and how I miss it. But I still watch it BECAUSE I miss my childhood.
... flashback of my first love... she still is and will always be... but i can't confess nor advance on her... our relationship are just too good for me to break it or step higher. this cover both make me sad and happy...
RealEros1 okay after one week of wondering over that my answer would be if she is happy with that person, I would support her love even though it pains me and saddens me, I’ll put up a façade just for her. Anything for her, I think I would kill for her… thx for putting up that question... now i am prepared for the worst thing to happen :')
InsigniaPun I'm glad you would be happy for her and whoever she loved. With regards to you, though, prepare yourself also to perhaps ask her out one day. It wouldn't hurt you :)
InsigniaPun hey bro. if you haven't done it yet. here is some advice. i was in your situation and i went for it. And now we are the happiest couple on earth. we started as best friends then well, he were are now. There is nothing wrong with asking, you'll never know otherwise.If you do, be yourself and nothing but yourself, the person she has come to know. I say to you, go for it, but if you don't that decision is respectable. I know it can be the scariest thing in the world, i was there once, i knew that fear. But the fear was within myself and that was the only thing that stopped me. Don't let yourself stop you. Yet if you really feel like you don't want to ruin anything then let that be your choice and let no one else tell you other wise. Live with no regrets.
I remember coming across this song in middle school! im ABOUT TO START MY SECOND YEAR OF COLLEGE I met my bf online when i was in highschool 16-17 and we started off as friends and just grew closer, calling each other randomly, having random discussions, sharing common interests, played games together etc. visited a couple of times and we’ve just been through so much! but managed to survive, I moved to be with him for a year in 2022 at a college in his state which was making everyone I knew think im insane for doing so! it was, I wont lie! after the year ended i realized it was too expensive and just wasn’t where I saw myself graduating from so I had to move back home (4000+ miles away 😓), I don’t regret going to be with him though, it was so nice to see him everyday face to face and believe it made us closer somehow. Being back and doing long distance again, is hard, cried everyday (im talking randomly bursting up into tears throughout the day leading up to having to separate from him) but I know, we’ll be together again soon. I do comeback to this song and just think back on the memories me and him have shared and just reminisce on the old me and how i wished to finally meet my first love . I love my bf, he’s understanding about my mental health, sweet, doesn’t lie to me, has a terrible sense of humor but cant help but laugh hes just overall the best person I could ask for to come into my life and I hope he’s the person I marry :) (also I showed him this song too lol)
Alas, this reminds me of my little daughter. Rest her soul. For that, I love this, but it brings so much pain. But a pain that brings warm memories nonetheless.
Well it seems about every month a person confesses their first love story in this comment section, so here’s this months’, mine. I met her online in just a online chat site, and we started to build some kind of connection with each other. Time goes by, and we start falling in love with each other and sending each other hand written letters, stuffed animals, ex... We would talk to each other everyday and would sometimes spend the whole night video chatting. We were truly happy, but were opposite sides of the country. I decided after being together for a year, that I should go and take a plane trip to her. But it was a dark time in my life, and we started falling apart and I had let her go. I still hate myself for letting her go and I still love her deep down. She was my whole world and I left it forever...
I know everyone here is telling their love stories, but I have a different story. It all started back in early *2018.* There was a game now known as "Royale High." At the time, there were only a few maps. Earth, Royale High (Now known as the *classic campus* ), *Fantasia Getaway Resort* , and of course: *Enchantix High.* *Enchantix* was a school for the *fairies* that have mastered the 12 elements: *Water, Music, Fire, Nature, Technology, Light, Love, Creative, Popstar, Animal, Ice, and Dark.* I always chose Love, and the Darks and Lights always had the seemingly best *roleplays.* There were also a few classes: *Charmix, Home Economics, Potionology, Flight Class, Magical Art, Mermaid Grotto Swim Class,* and *Baking Class.* In *Charmix, you did yoga to prepare for your classes. Or perhaps you did an obstacle course involving books on your head.* In *Home Economics, you got to adopt 1 out of 8 pixies, or baby fairies.* 4 were strong boys, the other 4 were beautiful girls. *We always had so much fun naming them, then getting concerned whenever we'd forget about them.* In *Potionology, you made potions using your powers.* *We were always left guessing what the effects of the "coming soon" potions would be.* In *Flight Class, you would fly through an obstacle course with diamonds as your reward for passing through the rainbow colored hoops and volcano.* *We* all *remember either telling the mobile players what it was like to spread our wings and fly, or being a mobile player and not being able to fly due to the double-jump feature not existing yet.* In *Art,* it was solely *up to us what to make.* You could *make a flower, a cat, anything your heart desired.* I *remember when we'd get mad at someone for painting all over our finished masterpiece.* In *swimming class,* we'd all put on our *mermaid or merman tails* and jump into *a hole in front of the pool.* We would go *hunting for diamonds, tridents, fun secrets, or pretending to fight the big animals and jellyfish.* In *Baking, we would all try to 1-up each other with our cakes.* We all *remember the excitement we felt* when *we got the "Baked a Cake" badge.* *Remember when the eggs on the first floor would glitch and become unusable?* Me too. Enchantix and Fantasia were based off the *Winx Club!* Whenever someone wanted to go to Earth, Fantasia, or back to Enchantix, they'd pull out a scepter and yell *"Solaria!"* and they'd be gone within the snap of a finger. And then, after a few updates, they'd yell "Teleportix!" To fly, you had to use either *"Fly!" or "Fly! (Classic)" from the hotbar.* *Classic Fly just made you float up for eternity.* To change your appearance, you had to use the *wardrobes and vanities,* or use the beta "Dress Up!" function, which didn't always work out. There were 2 unused classes in Enchantix. *Musa's Music Class and Flora's Biology Class.* I *remember when everyone would try to force their character into the rooms.* The wings were a core part of gameplay, too. Everyone had *Soft Sands, Fire Rubies, and Glittering Sun wings.* Everyone loved the music. From the energetic music about *Believix* to the calm music box of Home Economics, it was stuck in your head for days. Now why am I putting the story of a simple Roblox game here? Well... *This is the music used during Home Economics.* *Remember, player?* *Remember when you would be playing the game for hours at a time?* Listening to the music? You know, *"We're the Winx! Girl power's gonna save the daaayyyy!!!"* It was fun playing with you. It was fun watching you roleplay as a dark fairy and kidnap light fairies, or vise versa. We were young then, weren't we? We were innocent. We didn't know what lie ahead of us later in life. Some of us stayed, like me. Some of us left to explore, I respect that. We didn't know we were making memories. We just knew we were having fun. Enchantix was where we could let our young brains let all of our dreams become a reality, even if it was only for a short amount of time. It's too bad Enchantix got deleted. But, there is still one last thing we can do, old friend. *Will you still play with us? Even though our world is gone?* *Will you try the new school? Simply give it a chance?* *Will you remember all the fun times we had and contiune to make more?* *Will you still play dress up with your friends that you never knew?* *Will you remember the time you spent with us, player?* Will you? *Do you remember the time you spent with us, player?* We miss you. We really do. *It's all gone* now. Thank you, Royale High development team, for making the game what it is now. Thank you, all the players that I played with back in 2018, for giving me some of the best memories I could have. Thank you, Winx Club, for being the inspiration of my favorite game. Thank you, everyone who's ever played this game, for being an awesome community. Thank you, @aurafrost3631 for making Enchantix High. Or, should I call you "CallMehBob"? For those still searching for Twilightisfun2, my new name is TwilightEXEYT. I hope to see you all again, someday. Sayonara.
This reminds me of this girl that I like... We met over Skype a while back, we started to talk more and more and realised that we've got feelings for eachother... We ended up in a distance relationship for two months, 'til she got sick and didn't call me over a weekend, I called a good friend of ours and asked her if she's heard anything from her, I got slightly worried. She said that she haven't seen her in a while either, later on the same day, she called me up, and I heard her cry, I was so worried about her... she said that she wanted to break up, I started to slightly cry as well, it felt like I got emptied.. she said that the reason she left me was because she thought that I "didn't love her anymore"... I made her a drawing of us both and I even bought one of those heart necklaces that you can put together which will make it into the shape of a heart once you put the two pieces together, and I was about to send them to her in a envelope the day after.. Later on we started to get closer to eachother again, closer and closer, just a couple of weeks ago I asked her out again, all she said was that she was scared of that she didn't "want the same thing/mistake to happen again" and I was like "huh?", I asked our friend what she meant about that "don't want the same thing/mistake to happen again", she didn't know either. Our friend asked the same to some other of our skype friends, they had no clue as well. Our close friend even asked us if we were dating again, I always said "well, yeah I do like her very much..", but her respond always started with her turning completely silent for a moment, and then she said that she could tell her later, but there was no later, apparently... Yet, today we're still sticking up close to eachother, like if we were secret lovers, she always hugs her teddy every night, imagining that she was hugging me, she said. And I hug my pillow every night imagining that I was hugging her, I said. But yet she's holding herself back from showing her feelings for me, and I don't quite understand why :/, not sure if she's too shy or if it is another reason... I just...don't know what to do... :/
Uhh. Well, she's kind of busy with school all the time nowadays, which gives her less time to talk to me, but I always make sure to get my stuff done so I can talk to her :P. Luckily she promised me that we'll talk sometime next week.. for once
Wow, reading this while listening to the song was so touching. :'( Yeah, I know how you feel. Me and my friend were also like "secret lovers" over the summer but lately, ever since school's started, she's been so busy and there's never really any time for us to hang like we did over the summer. And she's given up on high school relationships just because her last 2 ruined them for her and ended real quick so I've been trying to get as close with her as possible while respecting her decision of no relationships for now since she really didn't enjoy her last ones. I mean, now it seems she's slowly drifting away to maybe avoid that but I don't know what I should do to bring her back closer. :/ But aside from that, don't worry man. Seems like you two are really happy with each other. :) She probably is just stressed or can't really reveal her true feelings just yet. As long as you two keep being close and acting the way it seems like you guys are, which is so cute :), I'm sure you two will be happy together someday. And I'm curious about why she said you didn't love her anymore but I'm sure maybe some more attention or something that will really grab her attention will be all the persuasion, like an in-person confession or something, is all she'll need to help her bring out her true feelings for you. I wish you the best luck my man. Don't stop believing! >o
iXt3rMiN8 If she seems to be focused on other things like school and stuff, try helping her with school or anything really. I hope that being by her side through most of everything seems to be a good enough opportunity for you :] Hopefully she'll think of you as the same way you think of her.
iXt3rMiN8 Hehe, well, yeah, I do try to help her as best as I can, but sadly she just starts to talk less and less with me, she doesn't really reply that often to my messages nowadays, and she barely calls me either, just because she's too busy with school and stuff :/. She says that she's been missing talking to me and stuff as well, and saying that she's been planning to call me, but somehow those "plans" were cancelled... I wish she had some spare time sometime again. I really wish I had friends like you guys, I barely know you guys and you're standing up for me, showing best wishes and more support than what my "friends" here in real life has ever done to me the last 5 years since my best friend moved away. Oh and by the way, I am still not giving up on her :). I'd rather take a shot for a caring heart instead of taking a shot for a statue.
I remember my first love around when I was almost 15 (I am 16 and almost 17 right now, crazy right my FIRST love only 1 year ago?) okay so what happened is that I switched to a new school because I got bullied a lot and my grades were dropping low, I was even considering suicide a few times but I didn't give up that easily. I switched schools and my parents promised me ''You'll be okay in this school, and try to find a girl if you can! She'll be the spirit that will make you strive for good grades and a healthy life!'' I just nodded and didn't expect much out of it. The first day of school I sat down and everyone looked at me because I was new and nobody dared to talk to me for some reason, I don't know why but this one girl called Emilia sat beside me and smiled upon my face and just said a simple thing that made my heart drop and fall for her. ''Hi.'' It's been close to 2 years now and I still haven't talked that much to her, all I know is that she's my dream girl, all I could ever ask for really.. Gorgeous eyes, a beautiful smile, and such a nice posture in general. I just wish I could find the courage to ask her out or at least let her know how I feel because I end that school and graduate in around 9 days. I have no idea what I would do without her, she's the only reason to why I wake up in the morning and complete my tasks in school, if I lose contact with her I.. just can't let that happen. Well I guess I have no chance with her really, I haven't introduced myself properly because I am really shy and I don't even dare to talk to her. Dammit, this music and thinking about it. I am actually crying as I am writing this, huh silly right? I just.. want someone to comfort me, hold me tight when it's dark, tell me I am a good person and that I can ''do it'' when I need a boost, and finally. Kiss me.
My first love is/was a complected mess but we still made it work, even when the relationship ended we remained very close, so close people thought we where together or said we should be together as we look like a cute couple, it’s been like this for 4 years We still said how much we still loved each other mostly her as I’m not really an emotional person but only she could cheer me up when I needed or when I’m ill she’d be the first I want to talk to, to feel better even if it was just a little She was my fist love, she was the fist person I cared about emotionally outside my family She even maintained this relationship with me till the last moment....when she was asked out by another guy, I don’t blame her...as we wasn’t in a relationship together we was just close, sooner or later someone was gonna ask her out ....I just wish she let me know she was getting to a point where she was considering moving on All said and done I’m happy for her I hope she has good relationship and has lots good memories to cherish ....as she had with me for those 4 years... as painful as it is to let her go
Damn, now I can't help but think of my crush whenever I hear this. I feel like I've fallen in love for the first time, even though I've had a couple of boyfriend's before.. Plus my crush is really cute.. Damn it, what's with me and cute freshman girls!? >.
anything is possible u will find them someday I met my first true love when I was in kindergarten still searching for her to this day so don't lose hope your true love will come
Express my thoughts? Okie doki~ Well I always thought that first love didn't always mean romantic love. First love could mean anything like the bond between a chick and a mother dove, or maybe the feeling of wanderlust in your day dreams. It could even be your first dress from its stitches to its seams, and the dandelion necklace you made under the dulcet scent of your mother's snickerdoodle cookies shaped like little elephants. Those first memories happen when you're so young, you know? As you get older they all seem so far away, especially when your mood is low. And then it continues to fall as you listen to the melancholy ambiance of the rain. What does it feel like to feel your parents' love again? To not feel pain? To not feel the sting of your mother telling you it's your fault you suffer anxiety? To not feel fear from your father threatening you if you continue your self injury? What does it feel like to feel safe at home? What does it feel like to not feel alone? I've forgotten. I've forgotten it all.
i must say, your words have touched my heart. that or i'm really hungry, could go for some cookies. anyway it's a wonderful poem you got there! full of feelings and honesty(probably). keep strong my friend, for i have faith you can move to greater heights!
When my first bunny passed away, she lived to lay next to me listening to this song when I did my homework in middle school. I’m now 21 and it’s been 10 years since her passing and I love her so much and she was such a great bunny and I miss her ❤️ RIP Banny
Wish I could send it to him...We met two, almost three years ago, and just recently I confessed to him. Now we Skype regularly and I'm hoping one summer he'll come over. He's my first true love. There have been others before, but noone like him. I want to meet him in real life to tell him how much he means to me...To think I almost never met him on a random website when I was bored, but decided to give it a chance. We'd exchange letters, it was really sweet. I've no idea since when I started to feel more towards him, but I do know that these feelings are as real as can be. Love you, Les, let's make a beautiful relationship bloom :3
@@私自身が嫌い awh, thanks for the warm wishes, I hope so too; I'm planning to paint a smol picture for him as a gift :D i'm also sending him a valentine's card via Skype so there's that. Let's hope he has time/money/chance to come over either this or next summer!💖😊💖
This is the most positive comment section I've ever seen. It's amazing. ;__;
It's the only one I've seen...
Thank...you.
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Megan Cole True
+Megan Cole i know right hahaha ♥peacee
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SomeRandomGuyOnTheWeb TRUE SAME
I think more about my husband when I hear this. I was his first love. I was his first and only girlfriend. I was his first kiss. 4 years of dating later we got married almost 6 months ago. It has been an amazing adventure we have been on. For basically half of our time dating we were long distance. It was either we were separated by half a day's journey or we were separated by the Pacific Ocean. But we drove to each other's house once a month and I waited until he came back home from Australia. We met in college and we were set up by good friends of ours. They somehow knew there was something between us. Those friends were able to stand with us as we got married as my Maid of Honour and his Best Man. And 4 months later, we stood with them as they got married. Every relationship has times of joy, times of tears and miscommunication. But he's my best friend. I am honoured to have Robin as my husband. And when we're ready, I'm very excited to have kids with him.
+allissajoanne4 As someone who lost his first love, I'm very jealous of you :P
I wish you two a happy future!
very nice story life :D
+Ruumate u so sad
+Mckenna May Aren't we all?
+allissajoanne4 That was beautiful
Isn't it lovely how everyone are confessing their love story???
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My first love was a boy I met at school.
We never talked, just exchanged stares and occasional smiles.
I soon developed a huge crush.
Then, after a few months, I confessed. It was hard for me, since my parents are divorced.
Turns out, he also loved me, but we couldn't be together.
He had cancer and would be gone soon, so he didn't want to break my heart when he died.
I smiled and pretended I was fine.
The next month, he died.
What breaks my heart is that I didn't even get to say goodbye to him
+Julia Cuter Fuck cancer it destroys everyones life...
Noooo! :(((((
+ForgottenScar M you are still stronger than me, I got depressed right after the 1st time, so scared to love anyone ever again since :(
Philophobia, ye ye ye
***** That's what hurts the most
I've never felt love before. But the characters I've created had. What they felt, I felt. What they see in their world, I see. What they love in the person they admired, I understood. From child-like innocent love to full-fledged love.
This is very heartwarming. When I'm st my darkest, I'll remember that there's music like this that will comfort me. Thank you for making this lovely piece!
+Rae B I need to find something stronger than this to get cheered up..
"I wonder if you haven't felt love, MC. Just please don't uninstall..."
Wow, that is just so wonderful.. I think so too
So if your charecters do it and one has a orgasm you feel it
He isn't my first love.
But I hope that through my lifetime he will be my first unconditional love.
If only you knew, when I look up the starry sky,
my heart is longing for you...
This has to be one of the nicest comment sections I've ever been in. 😄😄😄
Hahahaha true
agreed ^~^
#Facts
__Kawaii__Monster__ same
Ikr!
Everyone's telling their love stories and crushes while I'm here Imagining it lol
+Jojo Alsabiry Same...
same(∩_∩)
yes
+Jojo Alsabiry me too XD
Same XD
I have never fallen in love with anyone,but this is still a beautiful music.
Yay
Your right
I'm with thus dude
Hope you do one day 😊xx
Trueee only have fallen for fiction characters
I've lost the girl I loved with all of my heart not once, but twice. I met her in third grade and she was my best friend, she always knew what I was thinking and she could put words on things I couldn't. She introduced me to Zelda, guitar, and photography and I introduced her to LOTR, Harry Potter, and anime. She was so, so, so scared to come out to me, but when she did, I laughed because I had known for a while that she liked me and I was so deeply in love with her. This was seventh grade. We dated up through September of our freshman year in high school. By this time, I had been in therapy for four years for anxiety, depression, self harm, and an eating disorder. And damn she was my light. She had anxiety too but she was always, always supporting me. Neither of us had good home lives but it didn't matter, we had each other. I would be up crying and text her, and a few minutes later she'd be outside my window, arms out, ready to comfort me. She was unbelievable. I would make the earth stop spinning for her. The best part about us was our hugs, even though she was shorter than I was, my arms would go below hers, wrapping around her waist, and she would press her lips into my collarbone. We seriously would hug for multiple minutes and it never felt awkward or tiresome. But in September, we were at a festival our hometown has each fall, and were cuddling (fairly innocently too - I was wearing her sweater because I had gotten cold and her arms were wrapped around me - nothing suggestive, really) but her mother, who had already had suspicions for a while, confronted her and found out everything. We weren't allowed to speak to one another, I was grounded, our numbers were blocked, and my home life grew worse. I'm sure the same happened for her.
From there, everything started going downhill. I had been hospitalized a few times previously, but after I lost her I landed myself in the hospital for nearly an entire month. I had to repeat classes because I had missed to much to make up the work. I was meddling with substances and just miserable, so fucking miserable. I found myself in multiple abusive relationships and I felt so worthless. It got to the point where I had no friends whatsoever, and was either teased or ignored completely at school. I had to be put on a shortened schedule because I couldn't handle a full schoolday and I was having anxiety attacks and panic attacks all the time. I constantly found our years' worth of handwritten letters to one another, photos of us together, or her scent on my clothing. I would occasionally see her and she seemed to be really happy, so I tried to be happy too. I could be okay if she was happy, that was all I wanted.
But then I got her back. A week before my birthday last year, a mutual friend of ours gave me a note that she had written. In it she said that she missed me, but she knew I probably was too hurt to want to be with her again, and that she was proud of me for still being alive and fighting despite what I'd been through and that she would be there for me if she needed it. I cried, so fucking hard. I had thought (until that point) that she hated me after everything. But no, there she was, lovely as the day I last got to hug her. We continued to send notes through that mutual friend of ours until she asked me to meet her at the school that is almost exactly in the middle between where we live. Oh my god I kept backing out, I was so scared. I thought she'd hate me, I had changed so much. Finally I agreed to go, a few days before my birthday. When I got down to the school she was waiting for me, it was the first time I had seen her up close in years and I started crying again. She hugged me,oh my god I hadn't hugged someone in years, and her hugs were exactly how I remembered them. We started walking around, I had no idea what to say and I'm already a shy person to begin with, so I just let her ask me questions and tried to answer them as well as I could. Although when she asked what she had missed out on in the past few years, I had no response because I had spent the time in bed being miserable. I hadn't really lived a life since I lost her. ** AS I SAID BEFORE, I was already in therapy before losing her, so it's not a situation of "oh I'm depressed cause I lost someone", it was just amplified from losing her and no longer having that support. Anyways, after about 15 minutes, I finally sneaked a peek at her (I hadn't been able to meet her eye since we started walking) and she was blushing intensely, it was so adorable. She caught my eye and blushed harder and then asked if it would be weird if she held my hand. So we held hands and when she had to leave I ran home and collapsed on my bed, happier than I had been in what felt like a lifetime.
From that point on we were together again, I would stay for her lunch period and hang out with her, drive down to the little coffee place where she studied after school, and even spent time at her house when her parents were at work. She still smelled the same. She had changed, now less into anime and more into Dr. Who and tea and the like, but she was still my Panda. She had the most gorgeous soul, oh man. Her writing was beautiful, and she thought all these "out-there" thoughts. She saw the world from a completely different perspective - she saw life from the view of the moon and the trees and the wind.
April 15th was the end. A month and a half together, the happiest month and a half of my life, but it wasn't long enough. I was studying with her after school when her mom surprised her with a visit and (obviously) saw me. I wish she could've lied to her mom and said she had just run into me and we were just sitting together to casually chat, but she told everything. I was in enormous trouble again, as was she. Her parents wanted to send her to military school, they made her change colleges because we (not on purpose) were going to go to the same school in the fall, and came down on her so, so hard. All I can think about is how she must hate me now, because of how strongly she was punished. But oh my god I love her, I lover her so much.
Therapy started going well with her support again, and I finally wanted to live. Since then I have fully recovered from self harm, and I'm almost graduated from therapy! She has left the biggest impact on my life, she's the reason I'm here and the reason I began to try to live. Now my birthday is coming up, March 11, and I don't know what to do because all that will be on my mind is how at this time last year I was given light again. It hurts so badly. I love her, and I'm going to wait. She said she'd wait until she turned 18 so her parents could stop us from being together because of our genders, but a few months later I found out she had started seeing someone. It devastated me, but it doesn't change how much I love her, and always will.
Please, if you have something precious in your life, hold onto it. You never know when you could lose it, and it's heart-wrenching when you do.
i have some grammar/spelling issues in this, sorry. This is just the first time I've talked about this and I guess I was kinda tripping all over myself.
This just broke my heart, damn. *wipes mantears*
Zelda Kitten
I never let other people see this. But, since you have moved me with your story. I think you deserve to read mine.
Long before computer, we have different forms of communications. Like sending written letters from one place to another; through a hawk or waving flags to a distant ship. There are many other forms of communication, yet don't you think it's weird that you can talk to people who are miles away, through a luminous-screen being generated by a computer? It's weird and amazing at the same time, that our technology had improved alot. You know what is weirder, that relationships could be established through the same technology as well and the weirdest thing is I met Rachelle in a weirdest place ever; the Internet. The Internet where everyone is treated as a guy and where people are free to express their selves as long as it abides the law. No wonder everyone in the chatroom where I met her was expressing their affection for her through cheesy pick-up lines that they all simply Googled. Well, as part of that small norm I folded into peer pressure and told her my cheesiest pick-up line that I Googled too.
"You be the tree, and I’ll wrap you like a Koala."
As I waited for her reply, not a minute longer she expressed her happiness through a digital laugh it kind of looks like this ":))". She told that she was from Australia and it got me thinking why was that funny. It took me a while and gave up so yeah, more Googling and found out it was a native animal in Australia and can only be found there. The conversation went on and on. Too bad, we never gave out personal information since, Facebook never existed back then it was still scary to know that someone knows your name and might use it for something else. Luckily enough, she gave me her first name "Rachelle Anne" and she was still 14. Upon hearing her age, I wasn't surprise that she was older than me by 3 months; because she is too sophisticated and calm.I continued to go to that website, although those perverted males stopped hitting on her. Why? Because she was never online for more than 2 weeks and to my surprise I saw this on my inbox.
"Hey, What's up?"
My heart felt like a rabid dog hungry for the affection of his long-awaited master. It may sound overboard and exaggerated; simply told, I was happy to have a conversation again with her. We exchanged greetings. We talked about her pets, how she loved music, how she loved to draw on different materials, how happy she was to talk to me again and our fondness to each other grew as our conversation goes longer. Before we said our goodbyes and we agreed to talk before going to school every morning. Although, we know it's already past midnight and we have classes tomorrow we still talked until we are exhausted.
Today is our first day to have breakfast together. She wakes up around five in order to eat and prepare breakfast. Here in our country(Philippines); It's three o'clock in the morning. Yeah, three you heard it right. As I was preparing my breakfast; she asked me to take a picture of my breakfast and send it to her e-mail as soon as I was done. Yup, No Instagram nor other social media websites. It was a tremendous amount of work. But, still it wasn't enough. We both agreed using webcams to see each other, luckily for me I have one.So we ate together in front of a webcam and even though my internet connection is slow, the frames are dropping, the quality of the image is low. I can still what is the shape of her face, how beautiful her hazelnut-colored eyes, her long black wavy hair and how her eyes are sleepy, as if she was awake all night.
"So, yeah! Can you see me clearly?"
I asked with knowledge that without any doubts that my camera is dropping frames and not showing me clearly.She answered while a spoonful of pancakes which about to enter her mouth.
"It's somehow blurred and filled with noise. By the way, is that pancakes as well?"
After asking her question she continues to eat, and answered while I was hungrily devouring on my meal.
"BLGLKG BLBKKBK"
Unintentionally, forgot that she was watching me eat and she never heard the inaudible sounds that were coming from my mouth and it was also the first time I saw her smile. After, chewing all of it and I stopped, then looked at her; without any hesitation asked her with a straight face.
"I just want to ask, How someone like me; meet a lovely princess like you?"
We both ended up smiling at each other and continued to finish our meal. As she was almost late for her carpool to school. She stood-up and waved at me, and she came back laughing as she forgot to turn-off the camera. She logged out and it felt like it was the best breakfast in my whole life.While I free my desk from the marks, stains and crumbs; My eyes are still set on the screen thinking she'll come back anytime. But, she didn't. Judging from how she was tidied up she was already set for school and I think I might do as well. It was the longest shower I took, my mind was filled with all the memories of her and how it reminded me that I will never again skip breakfast. I reached for my towel, slowly patted my drenched body and in order to feel pristine I reached for my toothbrush; quickly ran to the mirror and brushed my teeth while humming to the most cheerful song I could think of. I glanced at our clock and it was still early for me to go to school. I took a nap, then woke up only to realize that I was late for school. Although, nothing significant happened on the time I was on school except the fact that I was late. Since; all I can think of was Rachelle. I am staring blankly at my notebook and caught myself scribbling her name more than one page, but I filled 3 pages of her name written in different strokes and sizes. One page was filled with a big Rachelle which is made up of smaller writings of her name. As soon as I heard the bell for our dismissal, I hastened to go back home to check if she is online. In spite of the fact, that all of her classes is over. She isn't still online. It might sound pathetic, but I felt worried, unease and experienced fear that I did something wrong and even asked myself.
"Did I accidentally told her something bad?"
Subsequently, after all my worries and fears; she is now online. Indicated by a number in the website and by hovering your mouse into it you'll see who are those friends online. She asked things about me such as how was school, how were my day and more of that unnecessary greetings and what I never forgot that day was this:
"I miss you!"
She told me. What she did to caught me in a feeling of surprise; and then I answered:
"I missed you earlier, but now everything has changed."
Although, there were no webcams this time. All I saw was text from someone who is in another computer which is possibly in the same position I'm currently in. This text was the reason I was smiling. It was those kind of smiles "where-you-feel-temporarily-living-in-a-paradise" kind of smile.
End of Short Story
It's a story I wrote for someone who I met online; I promised her to write a story about me and her since, I was always writing poems and she wanted it for her birthday. It's a short-story just to give a little context about my relationship with her although it got into alot deeper after years of chatting with her. Like how I was saving money to migrate to Australia and how I talked to my parents going to college there and then one day. Suddenly, she told me that she never loved me and that she is dating someone already and after that I stopped writing the story and going to that website.
Months passed after that news I came back, and her bestfriend IRL(Hazel). Who happens to be in that online community, told me she and that guy broke up.
I actually wrote dozens of poems about how my feelings. This was one of them:
I heard that you're doing good.
But, Before I move on and let go of our memories.
I want you to know that I can't pretend that I'm okay.
After, those words you told me.
I tried to pinch my self and to see if its true.
But, Since the day you came in to my life and after all those memories.
I can't forget those sleepless nights.
I can't forget those poem I told you.
I can't forget the jokes that we laughed about.
I can't forget the stories we shared.
I can't forget you.
You know that I'll fly a thousand miles just to be by your side.
I tried to make you happy.
I tried my best to make this love happen.
I tried to be your knight in shining armor.
I tried to be your everything.
But, You didn't gave me a chance.
You threw my love away.
It tore my heart in to two.
You picked some guy who just left you.
I was happy that time.
I wanted you to felt the same way I did.
I wanted you to be unhappy.
I wanted you to be alone.
I wanted you to suffer pain.
That was my mind was saying.
But, My heart keeps telling me something.
That every time you get hurt, I wanted to protect you.
That every time you feel unhappy, I wanted to make you laugh.
That every time you're alone, I wanted to be on your side.
That every time you're suffering, I wanted to take those and make me suffer instead.
I wish I could have told you this two months ago.
and just this December 2014(8 years has passed);. I tried to reconnect with Rachelle on Facebook. But I never got her full name even after years of chatting with her. But, I got to reconnect with her best-friend(Hazel) in Australia through Facebook. Although, I never knew her full name I tried using her username and luckily it's the same with her Facebook .
She told me the truth, that she was never seeing someone. It was all a make-believe so, I will stop chatting her and the reason that told me that they broke up to give me a chance to reconnect with Rachelle. But, I never did; instead I rejected her and which makes me feel bad inside and I asked her why is that? Is she testing my love for her?
and then she told me this "Rachelle was diagnosed with cancer that year and passed away October 14, 2014" and she survived for 8 years which is very good in terms of statistics and told me my poems helped her. She has printed copies of my poems I made. She also told me that her favorite poem was "Alone beneath the stars" which is about being alone but, never being lonely is like our relationship.
I fucking bawled my heart out.
*also, while writing this as well*
Dayum. This broke my heart. This is making me so sad. Well Happy Belated Birthday! Here's a like as your present :D Hope you'll always be happy and cheerful! :3
Candy cricket Thank you, friend ｡◕‿◕｡
I'm sorry I saddened you, aaahh! And you too, I hope you have a lovely rest of your week~! ❤
Haha, my first love was this boy I've known since second grade. I liked him all the way up until last year when I graduated middle school and we went to different high schools.
But now, there's this boy who's so cute and he's so quiet and shy, but he has the brightest smile I've ever seen. I'm going to muster up all the courage I can and introduce myself properly tomorrow and hopefully become friends with him.
2017: ooh we've been dating for 2 years now!!
Thats so cute Congratz
HAPPY ENDING
oh man that's so cute!!
OH THIS IS SO CUTE 😍 IM HAPPY FOR YOU!
Are you still with him
I remember hearing this song when I was 15...now I’m 23!
I’ve been in a relationship for 5 years and every time I hear this song, it reminds me of the first couple of months of our relationship. We stared our relationships as 2 teens almost out of high school with very little worries in the world. Now, we are 2 adults with 2 cats that have graduated college and still trying to figure out what we want to do with our lives. He is my first love, I cherish all the moments we have shared together and the happiness he brings me, and looking forward to what the future brings for us!
i think we have similar story!
so there's this guy who is my first boyfriend. he knows me since 7th grade (2011). i also know him too since we've met for times across the road way back home from school; funny thing is we never talk until we met on graduation day (2014). we talked for 2mnths and he confessed his feelings to me when we enter the same high school. since we're both introverts we only talks thru phone and enjoy our presence without really talking in school. only holding hands and sit when we meet, it really made me happy back then, my heart melts as he got sweats on his hand. i still remember how he's smells like medicines (he has asthma and anxiety) and i always like it. everything seems nice yet silly back then
2 years passed, on final year in high school (2016) he told me that he got bored with me and wants break up so i agree with him because i dont want to bother his mind too much. i cried for 7 months silently and we basically never talk again, but again, we entered the same college but different school (he's on stem and i joined law school). long story short, a friend told me that he still loved me but i was never sure about that since he's the one who wants break up. kinda funny because i still feel the same way until this day. but sometimes life can be sucks i think and i need to move forward from past...
in the end, we're both adult (2021) and have our own new significant others. but, i secretly wants to know about him more, but i cant, and i love my boyfriend now even i still think about him so all i can do is wish him happiness yet beautiful life even it means without me. and i guess thats the end🙂
@@1999-c9o that's one hell of a story
I hope you are fine :))
I thought the first guy I dated was my first love. Once we dated he was abusive to me and eventually raped me then left me.. I realized I didn't really love him though. Then a year later I met my wonderful boyfriend. I fell in love with him because even though I'd embarrass myself in front of every one he'd was there to pick me up with a smile ♥ he is always caring for me and making sure I'm okay. And when I cry he kisses my tears away and tells me I'm beautiful ♥ he never misses a chance to compliment me. He always smiles and holds me and kisses my nose or forehead ♥ he supports me and respects my decisions, he listens and understands ♥ After listening to this song I realize that he's my first love ^-^ ♥ there is someone out there for every one ♥♥
so sweet ;-; i wish we can all have ideal boyfriends
Lynna Le si cierto :"3
# Vanilla Cookies ;u;
hahahah ! how cute of you to post that i was actually reading your comment while the music was playing :) it adds some emotion into it haha !
Jasmine Garcia So happy for you. After experiencing a nightmare from your ex, Im so glad that you found a real love that helps you to move forward. Good luck to both of you.
I FINALLY FOUND THE SONG 😭😭
Me too 😅
I'm in love with pizza.
But I'm on a diet, so I got depressed because I miss my beloved pizza.
Your comment made my day!（＾∇＾）
kkkkkk arigatou Nyanko-chan ^////////^
Pizza:soon my love
Reminds me of Thomas Sanders
Wow good for all of you,
My first love ended like... Recently...
I am actually a shy type of person, not a single care in the world. Then this guy suddenly approached me all of a sudden, proclaiming he likes me. Now i watched a lot of shoujo anime to know where this is going. So I ignored him, but he's so stubborn so he always bothers me. I thought this guy would make my life more interesting so i just went along with it. Months passed and i came to like him, i came to love him. I loved his smile, his laughs, his... Everything... I was actually the happiest person when i knew that we both have mutual feelings for each other. I knew he was willing to wait for me, because he promised.
One day, He suddenly became popular because he's good at dancing. In short, he changed, he suddenly ignored me, he just reads my messages not bothering to reply. He just left, not physically but... His heart just left...
And now i have no choice but to move on and just... Forget everything.
Do not worry! I'm sure that someday you'll find someone better and will be happy. just look for the spirit of God ^^
Look, I'm the universal church and I assure you that if you go there today (or another day you want) you will receive the guidance you need!
dont this just suck?
As long as she's happy, I'll be happy, too. I have been living by these words for so long. Just seeing her smile and laugh just makes my day, but I know I'm not the one for her. There is someone who I know can make her happier than I can. I can say these words easily but it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me, but I'm fine getting hurt as long as she's happy. Just watching her smile makes me smile. But then deep down inside my heart aches and my soul cries. Even though all I want is her to be happy. I guess deep down I still want to be with her even though I'm not right for her. How could I be so selfish.
+AqwChaosScyther that was so cuteee
+AqwChaosScyther
-T^T why aren't there more boys like you on this earth!?!?- you are really special! I'm sure you will find the love of your live. you're not selfish at all, but the opposite, you are really kind, I'm sure every girl would like to have someone like you by their side (I'm one of them).
I have the same with a boy, he will never notice me, and he has someone else. I'm happy when he smiles to her, but I also know that feeling of wanting him/her to be smiling because of you.
love hurts if you don't receive it from the one you love, but I'm 100% sure you will find the best woman on earth and live happy! :) greetings from the Netherlands!
+AqwChaosScyther aww you seem like an amazing guy
+AqwChaosScyther I feel this, but towards a guy. He is dating the girl who used to threaten me with sharp objects, used to kick, punch, basically abuse me. I used to be with this guy, until it felt only right to do once we'd had all our school work out of the way. He was in love with me, I was in love with him, I'd never wanted to be with anyone as much as I did him. He'd eventually finished everything he needed to, he was just waiting on me. He promised he would be there for me once I had finished, so we could be together once more. I completed what I had needed to, eventually, and went to go and find him, to tell him. It was at that moment, my heart tore. I saw him walking along side the girl, before slipping his hand into hers. They were in love. Never have I ever wanted to end my life more than that. I sit here, wanting to cry because the memory is so vibrant, I remember it so well. Nothing has ever left me so emotionally damaged in my life. I've faced heartbreak before, but never as bad as this.. It's been 4 months and I'm still suffering in silence. He will never know what she did to me. He has told me that he is sorry and feels stupid for leaving me this way. The damage has already been done. No use in apologizing now.
+KristaLenz ... Its hard to find the right words to say to this. If this is what he did to you, and while doing it was aware how much pain it would cause you. Then I'm sorry to say he is a jerk and you deserve better.
My first love was Alois and I still love him... But he died in episode 8... Now... Im all alone.
And here I was going to watch Black Butler.. Please use a spoiler warning next time.
+Jane Wolfberg You can still watch it. It's one of my favorite animes and Alois isn't in season one anyway.
me too
episode 8 what the hell are u talking abo........OMG are u a fangirl
he was my first husbando too... I like him better than Ciel. But now he dead
I was midway through Grade 7. I had quite a few friends, and things were going great for me.
Then, my friend introduced me to something and someone.
He turned my world upside down.
He's bubbly. He's almost always smiling. He's kind of a crybaby, but so am I. He's weak, but I love him anyway.
I loved him at first sight. He's the one for me.
Since that moment, we've been together. Lots of other girls love him, but it's just me and him.
His name is Feliciano Vargas.
Or as most people know him,
N. Italy.
+Mochi Hetalliiaaa
Lmao xD
+Mochi - I love this so much ^_^
+Mochi HETALIAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'M WhEEziNg
Played this everyday for my son when he was in my womb now 4 years later playing for my second little boy due in April 2021 🥰🤗 he’s moving like crazy when i play this..
this song comforts me so much.... it's like i step into my own fluffy world of innocence and nostalgia.
Found this in middle school, and clicked on it out of interest, and now it's so nostalgic
ACE 6210 yo same omg found it like 7 years ago during my MS years, and now I’m in college 😭
@@ShootingMapleStarz Oh my gawsh, no way!! What are the odds!? I think it was on the side as a recommendation, or something, but how did you find it?
ACE 6210 TH-cam recommendations lately have been working pretty well. And i was listening to some of the singer’s (Utadu) other songs and it just popped up lol
I've been in love before..Not telling my story but never again dude..Never again. I'll stick to crushing on celebrities and fictional characters.
I agree with u :-)
+Irma-C ☆ I agree also
+Irma-C ☆ I agree! :)
I'm with you on that :)
+Irma-C ☆ Psshhhh. You'll forget how it felt and try again sometime again within the next year or two.
My love story is.....
"I love him, I wish he's real."
The End.
🥲
Can’t agree you with more although this comment also have been here 5 years ago but that’s still sad and hurts 🥺
Same.
Me too 😢
I came here for the music not for the Feels ; n ;
I wasn't prepared for this. . .
its like getting it in the butt,
you weren't prepared for the feels
but its not the same feels you are thinking of
My first love was around 2010, I think, I was only 8. I first met him in a hotel laundromat, and I instantly fell in love. I found out he was from England, so we would talk over the phone a lot and he would visit. My first kiss with him almost made me jump out of my socks, but the next day he still called me his best friend...I was heartbroken...But, I forgive him now. I mean, we were so young at the time..hah...I really miss him. I can`t wait to go to Europe sometime next year to visit him!
good luck! ^u^
awe what a cute story reading this at wrok n//w//n making my heart melt c:
So cute! Mine was with a guy i meet at school when i was...12? He was sweet and kind and i fell in love with him. At the time i didnt know i was Fraysexual (basicly means you loose romantic instrest with them the more you get to know them) I slowly just didnt want to talk to him anymore and then we got in a fight. He wasent acting like he normaly did...it ended with him telling me to die. It caused a huge negative impact on my life and i slowly lost touch with my friends and family. Im just regaining it now and its slow but im working on it ^-^
tell him I said F**k......jk jeez tell him I said hi😉
my first love was when i was just four years old, a little girl in my kindergarten class in 2002, she was called Megan and the reason i liked her was because she had red hair like me, so any chance i got i would always kiss her cheek, whenever it would be sitting in the story rug to the playground pen i would seek a kiss on her little cheek, she would always just stand there as i would run of blushing to then hide behind a tree or a bookcase or giant teddy >W< i was a super shy kid too so i would never talk but sadly she never saw interest in me and after kindergarten to first grade i finally talked and said " i gota crushe on you" she just ran
It's really sweet that everyone is sharing all these beautiful love stories, wholeheartedly wish them all the best..
Meanwhile, I'm just over here happy I found this song after all these years for the dumbest reason. Used to be playing those Roblox FNAF rps when I was younger and would hear this a lot, so peaceful and nostalgic.
BRO THATS WHY IM HERE TOO LOL YOUR NOT ALONE
SAMEEE but this song does give me nice feelings in general too lol
I must say you're not alone on that so-called dumb reason too, I remember hearing this song in a multitude of FNAF rps, especially for the Springbonnie morph.
My first love was the best thing on earth...He was so nice. He comforted me with his cheeky and sugary frosting..his hugs were so soft because of his soft but crispy crust..if I just didn't eat him..if I just didn't let him go..we could have been together forever..if I just didn't do such a thing..*sigh* He was the best chocolate frosted donut in the world...
R.I.P Chocolate sprinkle donut. I will always love you.
Love,
Peanut Buttercup
lol
AT LAST! IM FINALLY FAMOUS FOR TELLING A STORY! NOW MAKE ME A 10 HOUR VERSION OF THIS SLAVE! \(^•~•^)/
+LPS Cupcake Awww so cute. o3o
Thank youuuu *blushes*
+LPS Cupcake Oh my it cute story everrrrrr(*≧▽≦)
My first lo-
I don't have feelings for anyone except Sehun, but this song gave me feelings, lol.
+Freya Miko Totally feel yah girl (even if I personally prefer D.O)
Ele Bocchan hahah!!!
+Freya Miko Omg xD I guess I will take Chanyeol or maybe Baekkie then :P
Autumn Berry go ahead! ahaha
Haha omg lol ^-^ I'll take either Baekkie or Kai xD :D
Used to listen to this constantly when I was younger, and today it randomly popped back into my head.
Love it, even still
Same❤️ it just came to me after like 10 years
My first love was so perfect. He was always great to me and help me, when i'm gone depressed and sad. I could jokes with him and laugh every time with my love, but...but..but i eat him, because he was so fucking yummy!
R.I.P Chocolate, I MISS YOU :'( ♡
+sτɨℓℓ ʀღsє bro..you made my day *not crying anymore*
Bruh. . .
😂😂
Give my 5 second back !
ROFL
This song reminds me of my crush. I'm basically the weirdo at my school, and I'm bullied for it. But one person wasn't mean to mean. I won't say his name, but he was so sweet. I haven't had the courage to tell him I love him, because I don't know if our friendship is just a dare or something. I don't know if I should, but I'm scared he won't accept my feelings. But hearing this song gave me courage. It reminded me of my first crush. When I hear this song, it reminds me love can hurt, or you are blind to what love really is. Maybe even that you should step up and tell him/her your feelings now, or stay corrupted and warped while watching him/her move on from you.
Let me know how it goes! ^U^
I rememb that they bullied me,I was so stupid to not even realize(they seemed some kind of clown to me),then one day they really pissed me off,then I &**!&@* them,all bullying stopped.
*MY FUNNY DAYS*
⊙_●
all these comments tell about them falling in love or first kiss.I got my first kiss from my fat dog DX
same tbh
hahaha LOL so funny
L.
Rosy Altamirano me to
Rosy Altamirano cutr
My first love was this boy named Conner... I liked him because he was so nice to me... He would hug me when I was alone and sad, and I felt so giddy around him. I told him that I liked him one day, but... he sorta turned me down... After that I avoided him. I regret it so much because I moved away two years later and I wish I could have just shut up and never told him anything... Then I'd still be his friend and maybe I would never have moved... I've had minor crushes ever since, but he's always been my favorite person in the whole world.
sorry to hear that.
christine fair the bunny dp made your awww more cute :c
man i know right sigh in grade 3 err i moved alot to school to school ALOT because of people being mean to mean and other things there was a guy like that but a teacher drove me away from him T.T after that my mom took me to another school and i never saw him again we both loved each others -sigh- i regret moving from that school but i need to be happy and cheerful and that might come true...yet i dont feel like this is going together but i feel like it is!
also need to make friends
Zero Blossom Take it slowly.. little steps at a time. Don't go running straight in if it's too hard, remember everyy little push counts. o3o... I hope things get better
Ernest Tam thanks i needed that ^^
All these comments are going to make me cry. ;n;
//refuses to tell my story
SpiraISkies
wah
SpiraISkies yesh the comments are so peaceful :3
SpiraISkies true indeed,
SpiraISkies hugs for you and all around
初恋、、、
今はもう遠い昔。
思い出す頻度も想いの強さも薄れていくようだけれど、、、
当時は想うだけでワクワクしていて、その子が存在することが嬉しくて、その子と一緒に生きる未来を想像することで毎日が輝いていた、そんな幼すぎる、自分の欲望中心の少年時代のひとときがあったなあー。。。
ヒッキーのこの歌を聴くとなんか人を好きになるって、特別で、神秘的なんだなって感じる。
生きることの面白さ、奥深さ、強さ、この世界の広さを感じるんです。
この曲出た時は世は世紀末で、周りの世界もなんかどこかしんみりしてたような気がする。
ありがとうヒッキー😭
ありがとう世界中のヒッキーファン🌍🎵
OMG i came here for the music..... i wasn't prepared for this..... all these comments are so beautiful I'm crying right now ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Well I've had a few loves in my life, but none of them come closes to this angel that I met online, she was kind, funny, and the most amazing person I had ever met. I really liked her and after a bit me and her where in love, I confessed my love to her and things seemed to be going well. Then disaster hit, she need a break from the online community, and said her farwells to me, and a few other close friends. I told myself that things would be alright, and she would come back, a few days later I started to feel major depression, come down on me. I was worried about her and wanted to talk to her so badly, but I couldn't cause the only way we could communicate was through the one site, that I met her on. she came back online early, and I was overjoyed to see her, and we continued, but I had a sense that there was a disconnection between me and her, and I started to worry. I continued to talk to her, and then things started to feel like they where going back to normal. Only on the night of December 20 2014 at 10:30 she told me something that no lover wants to hear. "I lost my love for you and anyone I trusted on here over the weeks I was gone. " I was heart broken, and I wish it was all just a nightmare, we are bff's but I don't want that, I want to be with her. She asked me to move on but I can't I respect her wishes, and want to do as she asks, but my heart will not let her go, it can't, not after all the time we put into it. And no it isn't anyone else, she just had major depression, and lost her trust in anyone around her, as she has had a hard life, I want to pull her out out of the pit of despair, and bring her close to my heart where she will always be. I know there is a chance for us yet as we are bff, I know that if I keep working at it I can be with her, I just hope things will go well, if my present for her on Christmas, can pull her back and the things that I told her to do, can help, then there is the only chance I've got, and I pray to God to help me with this, cause I can't imagine life without her, its just to much for me. I'm not wanting fate to be the judge here I want God, to make us whole I just hope it will all work. Wish me Luck and a prayer would help too.
so did you get her back?
your feelings for her sounds deep from reading through your story :)
Frances Gayle I believe I am on the road to getting us back together, as I told her, why she was so special to me. I'm taking it slowly, and carefully, as it is something that is very delicate for us, and I want to be with her so dearly. I pray that things will continue to go smoothly, and that things will get better.
4redtail that's a really nice process, you really treasure her so dearly, hope you guys can make it ^^
Frances Gayle I hope so too, but all I can do is be there for her, and continue to talk to her. I do very much love her, and my feelings for her run so deep, its almost impossible for me to not think about her.
Aliyana Theia We come across people in our lives all the time, there are people that cross our paths and we don't think of them as any sort of significant, then there are people that come forward to us and we can then choose to accept them as the person they are. This is the first step in building a bond, as you accept them, you then build trust with them, this is the most important part of a relationship, the trust between two people needs to be strong, for a friendship, for a love relationship you need a trust bond that will never break. I learned that not all people can be trusted at a young age, and was reminded of this not to long ago. Trust is hard to build, but very easy to destroy, people need to understand that their actions will have a repercussion, on those around them. I lost my trust for her, in only one afternoon, I will not say what she did, as it is wrong of me to say, but I can officially say that I have no wish of speaking to her again.
Everyone seems to have been in love or is currently in love, but I'm just sitting here wondering what love even is lol
+May S
hi, love is caring about someone
oh, i should elaborate :D
"caring" can be interpreted in so many ways, and thus theres a lot of different kinds of "love"
the guy i "love" is more in a highly respecting & platonic way.... i found out a long time ago that i dont care about his feelings or his problems lol
+May S baby don't hurt me. no more!
I wrote a poem on the spot listening to this song...
Listen to my little story, listen to my sad, drawn out tale. I saw her pretty bright eyes, and divine smile.
Oh, beautiful angel, sing to me of heaven's light. Oh sweetest demon, Sing to me of the moon's dark light.
She sang to sew my heart back shut, it healed my sore soul. Her needle tore it once again, oh first love, what have you done?
First love, Sing to me of how I used to feel, when you smiled at the fool I am.Pure angel, sweetest devil, I love the way you broke me apart.
You painted my body's puzzle pieces, and you fit them all together. In return, like strings of a puppet, I danced at your leisure.
Perfect angel, cunning devil, you held my heart for your advantage, destroyed me completely,
But a tiny fragment of me will always love you.
I love your poem. Very inspired. ^w^
I commented a while back about my recent heartbreak of my first love, it hurt so much, and I cried a lot, but I found that all of that was not helping me move on at all. So I did move one. But the thing with first loves, you never forget them, because i'm over it, but I still feel a small ache when I think about him. But now I found someone very special to me, someone kinder than any person i've ever met, and I don't know why or how, but he insists that I am special and sweet...I'm glad I found someone I love again, love really is great. It hurt's when love ends but you're stronger in the end and then you meet more wonderful people...
that's good that u found a special person, you're lucky cause i still haven't found my special person. :)
Thuc Darkness N. look in the mirror and u will find the first special person in your life
amir ramirez thanks! *smiles* that was so sweet man :)
This doesn't apply to me at all...
But it's perfect for my OTPs
+Average Nerd I know, right?
+Momoko “Tokyo” -Chan me too!
I feel you
I thought I was safe here!!! THE PHANDOM IS EVERYWHEREEE (And yes) 😂😂
pHaN
comment section is so polite i cant even ruin it becuase its so hard too with the song
he didnt fully say the word tho
TheAceBase I don't care
+XxFlutterbyxX I am going to invent a new food creation called a faggo and you will have to get over it. It's not a word YET
MrRand0mGamer Then why should I care?
XxFlutterbyxX because you are getting butthurt for a possibly implied word.
My first love. He was a dream. I had always thought he was cute. But he had been dating someone else so I kept my distance to be polite. They seemed happily in love and I needn't ruin it. After that summer I walked into 5th period art only to find him sitting at the very end corner of the last table. I at by him. And we started to talk. And we exchanged numbers and texted and skyped. And I devolped a ginormous crush. I decided I would tell him. So I did. He didn't completely believe me. He wasn't the most attractive to most. He had long dark brown waves. Dark almost black eyes and the most adorable lopsided smile. And fsed scars paimted his arms that he coveres with a jacket. But I found him so attractive and so interesting. One day I walked into art. He was looking out he window pointing at something and laughing with his friend and I froze. I froze and quietly said under my breath."Oh my god. I'm in love with him". Everything went smoothly. For awhile. We dated. And he was as sweet as can be. He lent me his jacket whenever I was chilly. Not afraid of revealing his arms. And he gave me big hugs. He smelled wonderful. Like candy and sweets. He would hold my hand as I played against him and pick me up. He learned my past. How I used to be in a dark hole of depression. I was strung with scars on my arms and legs and stomach. How I used to gr drunk and high to forget my depression. How I tried to kill myself 4 times. He accepted me. And I accepted him. And then it stared to fade. He would stop texting me. No more "I love you'd" no hugs. No walking me anywhere. No dates. And then. We broke up. And I was heartbroken. It took so much to not relapse. But I was strong. Then it happened. My best friend announces to me. She's dating him. I tell her that I'm ok with it and I'm happy she's happy. And I kept it a secret how I wasnt ok or happy. How I was so close to giving up. Then they broke up. She was fine. So was he. She apologized to me. She told me who she was actually in love with. Our other best friend Natasha. How he helped her realize that without knowing it. And so I started to be ok. And then he talked to me again. And I came crashing back. I still love him. But all I'll ever be now is entertainment. I amuse him. And I'll love him. As he finds someone else he love and forgets about me. Through all of it I'll love him. Because more than anything. I want him to be happy even if that means I'm no longer in his life.
Angel Sanchez I think that you are a very kind person! :) I just want to tell you that I'm sure that you will find someone who loves you and who will make you happy. You deserve it dear, and it will happen
Johanna Awesome Thank you. I know that all I can do is hope. Comments like yours make my hope grow so I thank you ,truly.
Angel Sanchez best wishes for you
Angel Sanchez So sad! :( You're making me want to cry right now oh dear... That's heartbreaking, darling! I hope you will find somebody who you love, and will love you in return
Angel Sanchez Everyone comes into your life for a reason
He may not be the one you're with in the end
but he may be the one who has opened the doors to many other opportunities in the future
Stay strong and cherish the memories you have
this comment section is so cute nd i love it
My first love was very strange. It was on another boy. Awkward, huh? I loved him so much and finally confessed. He, well, was not into other boys. There started to be a lot of drama and I ended up like a lot of other 14 year olds, depressed. He ended up becoming popular and very arrogant. I'm happy to not be with him. He can find someone to make him happy, and I will find a boy who will make me happy. That is if I do find one.
You look so pretty oAo....
I'm pretty boy? *^* you're pretty o.o
DaveyMocha mhm you look pretty ^^ and arigatou~
DaveyMocha I'm sure you will find a boy that will truly makes you happy and feel loved :) Wish you luck ^^
Thank you so much ♡
I've had the biggest crush on this senior in my school. He's a bit taller than me, a cross country runner, a big nerd, and loves books. I've been crushing on him for almost four years, and only now do I realise that I love him...
And sometimes I love it. We work together alone at a farm equipment place, and even though we work in relative silence, sometimes we'll talk, and our conversations are treasures to me.
But sometimes, I hate loving him. He's inconsiderate of others' feelings, rude, a little selfish, arrogant, and disregards anything I'm interested in that he isn't. Sometimes, I just want to punch him in the face, but other times I want to grab him and snuggle my face into his toned chest.
But, for now, I'm just waiting on the sidelines, watching him grow up and leave high school, taking my love with him (since I told him my feelings).
+School Desk Ink. It's amazing how your feelings are still so strong after sooo long. It's really admirable and I'm glad you were able to come to terms with your realization of love towards him and even confessed. I can truly see your love for him because despite seeing the negative parts about him, you still love him and perhaps you may become the main character in a his living book. I wish you all the best in your unconditional love. :)
Aww, thanks...
Don't ever be down! keep going! and I hope, your love will last! to him and to you!
Something similar happened to me. It's a Love Hate relationship, and he doesn't know about it.
...Senpai
so there's this guy who is my first boyfriend. he knows me since 7th grade (2011). i also know him too since we've met for times across the road way back home from school; funny thing is we never talk until we met on graduation day (2014). we talked for 2mnths and he confessed his feelings to me when we enter the same high school. since we're both introverts we only talks thru phone and enjoy our presence without really talking in school. only holding hands and sit when we meet, it really made me happy back then, my heart melts as he got sweats on his hand. i still remember how he's smells like medicines (he has asthma and anxiety) and i always like it since his scents remind me of a hospital i used to visit back in early days. everything seems nice yet silly back then
2 years passed, on final year in high school (2016) he told me that he got bored with me and wants break up so i agree with him because i dont want to bother his mind too much. i cried for 7 months silently and we basically never talk again, but again, we entered the same college but different school (he's on stem and i joined law school). long story short, a friend told me that he still loved me but i was never sure about that since he's the one who wants break up. kinda funny because i still feel the same way until this day. but sometimes life can be sucks i think and i need to move forward from past... in the end, we're both adult (2021) and have our own new significant others. but, i secretly wants to know about him more, but i cant, and i love my boyfriend now even i still think about him so all i can do is wish him happiness yet beautiful life even it means without me. and i guess thats the end of story🙂
to S out there, congratulations for your math degree and thanks for everything back then! no matter what happens i always wish the same thing for you.
sincerely, M
jeez
@@pucebiscuit7616 lol this video gives me sentimental feeling but i'm fine😄
I want a music box like that to put it on my nightstand and listen to it all night long every day while drifting off to sleep with tears flowing down the cheeks~ ⊂(◕ᴥ◕)つ*:･ﾟ✧
Since there are so many sad Love Stories here, let's write together a Happy, Romantic story! :D
There once was a Boy...
To the outside world, he seemed so happy and full of life. He had many friends and people admired him. However, deep down he felt very alone...
NinjaSlayerOfShadows
But he never truly felt like he belonged, almost as if he were an outcast. Everyone he met liked him because of his looks, not for him. Everyone except-
Jesus' Girl
- his co-worker that was nicknamed Zie. Zie saw the boy's true feelings and she was always there to comfort him when he felt the most alone. Even if it was 3AM and she had to be at work early the next day, Zie was always there for the boy. Deep down, she loved him very much, but he has never noticed her feelings for him...
Though Zie loved him very much, his oblivious mind only angered her. Many times she wanted to confess, but the, thought of losing a life long friend scared her into not doing so. One day Zie decided that she would-
Tell him her feelings, even if it meant losing someone she loved, instead of keeping her emotions hidden away in a box deep inside her. So she went to his house...
Never take love for granted, I miss my dog. She was a beautiful American Eskimo husky dog named Bailey. She passed away January 28, 2009... She was my baby!
I pray for them to get back together, and my dog to come back to visit me! Just thought I would share, plus missing all of the cats I have had too, plus Michael JACKSON.
It's ironic that I'm listening to this song, despite the fact that I graduated from high school & still haven't had a first love.
Do not feel bad about this, caro mio. If you choose prematurely, it often goes bad. Better to wait for the right love.
Thomas Liu relateable
Thomas Liu I share the pain
r.i.p. enchantix high
2017 - 2023
I'd rather a be a loner and 'like' fictional characters, they can't break your heart but real boys/girls can. Hope everyone in the comment section finds a person they share affections with
+The Seeker Of Love Agreed!
High Five!
Agree
Yepp
LONER BFFS >:3
You wanna know who my first true love is?
Food.
Lmao
Goldy86_ The Wobone ayyy
Food was the MAIN COURSE of my everyday.
I'm legit crying😭 it's too beautiful of a love story
OMG I LOVE HIM TOO!!!
Love is a real monster to me. I first loved somebody for about a week back in 2012, and I don't love anybody anymore. I intend to make it stay that way and it's perfectly okay with me. I don't expect anybody to love me back anyway.
you should never give up in loving again. There are people that will come in your life and leave you broken but there will be someone that will come and fix you again. But if you're happy that way, then be it. As long as you choose the path you think you'll have no greater regret.
A week or even a month/s isn't a very long time in the grand scheme of things.
Well you see, it did develop over time. I knew her for a good two years, and nothing ever went wrong, then out of nowhere she gets mad at me for something that's not my fault. I don't know, I guess a lot of girls in high school aren't that mature. One of my best friends turned into my worst enemies.
Nickolas Lac Fight for your love. There isn't a lot of things that will be important to you and that make you feel good. You have the power to change everything, so go out there and fight for what you care about.
It's just a matter of finding the right person. I'm only going to put my effort towards somebody that I know cares about me.
everyone’s talking about their first love and stuff, but when i hear this song, i think of enchantix high’s home ec class😭😭😭 so nostalgic
REALLL I MISS IT SM THATS WHY I LOVE OLD ROYALE HIGH LOBBIES
I love my husband that's all i can say. ♥️
My life and my love, for richer or poorer i will forever be grateful having him. After 8 yrs we finally have my little me, she's 2 months old, i'm so blessed having them.
No matter what, i will be a good wife and a mom.💖
P.S
My Daughter is asleep while i play this song as well singing it ❣️
Can you feel it?
Can you feel all those emotions?
i hope you can, 'cause i can't ...
all those feeling i have for you just disappeared with you
when, that night... that rainy night...
when you steal my feelings and destroy my heart...
if you read this, i just want to know...
Are you happy now?.... 'cause i don't
congrats, you made me cry
Me too
This song made me imagine 2 stuffed rabbits forever in love, and one day the male rabbit was sold at an auction. The female didn't know what to do but cry. there were more rabbits, but they weren't the same as him. One fateful day the female rabbit was also sold at the auction, as she sat there waiting to be sold she noticed someone in the crowd. The male rabbit was being held by a young girl at the age of 6. The female was overjoyed, and prayed that the family bought her as well. The bids kept rising and rising until. The final auction was from the child's father, and she was sold. Reunited the rabbits were once again happy. The end...
I’ve always been scared to love anyone. Being that open and vulnerable to anybody, I saw it as a weakness. But now that I have him in my life, he just turned and changed it around completely. Love is the most wonderful thing ever, it may have its stupid and downside moments but in the end and through it all is something magical. I don’t mind being open and confiding in him, if anything is mere presence only makes me stronger. I’m grateful to have him in my life. With his adorable smile, the dorky and unique way he moves only to him, the way his brown eyes turn hazel and golden in the sun... Thank you, My love. For saving my life.
My First Love was basically Love at First Sight
I transferred school, and I'm in 1st grade, class A, when The whole first grade line up, I was seeing this weird guy at the back of class B's line, swaying his body like an idiot (he's in front of me, literally, bc I was in the 3rd row) and then our eyes met and I was just completely taken, and we stared at each other for a few sec. Then I was just overwhelmed bc he is so handsome ehe (popular guy). But our eyes met for the next day, and the day after that. On grade 2, we got into the same class, and I sit next to him. We talked a whole lot. And we like to goof around together. But well, relationship don't last, and people change. I still like him but it's been like a thousand years so I probs should stop liking him...
This song is caging me softly
I see you've played nicolas cage simulator
+Pauline Maubog loooool
This song was such a comfort for me as a child. I never knew what it meant but it made me so happy
Who made this music box song? I've been listening for 4 years without stopping
i had liked him for a while. after a concert, my friends and i (including him) went for ice cream, we started playing truth or dare, my friend(who also liked him) gave me several truths, i assume to fill everyone else in and finally said "is your crush in this room?" i said yes, later in the game it came back to me, i said dare. "i dare you to confess to your crush." I almost chickened out, the last time i asked someone out they said no, and in front of all these people?
the next, he hadn't said anything about last night, turns out another girl asked him out, he said yes because he didn't want to hurt her feelings. i was heartbroken, but then i had to perform! he then told me about why he said yes to the other girl. and that he actually liked me
after the performance we went to six flags, we spent the whole day together. I spent the weekend miserable, i liked him and he liked me, of course this happens to me. On monday i walk in, he's flailing his arms. "i broke up with (her name)" i felt my heart beating in my stomach. "so... wanna go out with me?"
he's shy, but he's affectionate. he hugs me every time he sees me.
So cute, my crush likes my best friend though...
r/thathappened
I used to listen to this when I would draw at like 12 years old, I’m back here cause it’s the perfect song to put my newborn to bed. Time flies 🥲
For the longest time I've been too afraid to tell my best friend that I loved him, and then I heard this song and...well, I finally told him a couple days ago. Now my life is a fairy tale, and he's my prince charming ^_^
I was going to share my story on my normal account, but I just thought I'd make a new one so nobody who knows me will find this.. even though nobody knows this story like I do.
I fell in love younger than most people. It was with my best friend in the whole world. We met when we were three in preschool and became instant best friends (although she keeps wanting to "change" that age to four now for some reason). The two of us did everything together until third grade. At that time, she left the private school we went to and enrolled in a public school in her city (we live in cities that are right next to each other), which devastated me. I couldn't handle being there without her and some of my other friends, so in November (about three months in) my mom decided to take me out and put me in a public school in my city.
Back then I was so sensitive and hated public school.. especially since I had no friends and she wasn't there. I eventually met people.. but nobody was like her. Every weekend, at least, we spent the night at each other's houses. And then, in fourth grade, my sensitivity was completely gone and I had fallen in love with anime and manga because of her. We were both obsessed. And that summer, before fifth grade, I got my first crush. My closest friend at public school was the first person I told (which was awkward) and she comforted me about it, told me it would be fine. Soon after, the following weekend, my new crush and I had gone to an amusement park by the beach and were sleeping in a hotel. My dad was in a separate room from us (not hotel room. The hotel room had multiple rooms) and we were talking and talking and then.. well.. I got the hiccups and was trying to solve my problem when she told me she could help. She kissed me.
I was so happy that she had a crush on me too (I haven't been happy like that ever since), but she didn't seem that way. She was so worried and panicked and there was nothing I could do.
From then on... we continued to have that tiny relationship. But.. little by little.. I started to have doubts. She seemed to be saying she loved me less and less and became neglecting me when I went over to her house. I became depressed and no one but me knew it, not even her. By December I was suicidal, because every time I went to her house she'd be in her room and I'd be watching her play video games without even caring I was there for hours on end. These feelings weren't strong, but I didn't feel that I was good enough for her.
Eventually, she stopped letting me in her room altogether (I haven't seen it in at least eight months) and would get upset if I touched any of her belongings. She had gained a lot more friends and seemed more eager to talk about them than actually talk to me. This was in sixth grade.
Then came the boy crushes. I was still clinging on to hope of her loving me like I did, which part of me knew it was no use. Whether it was some boy from school or swimming or an anime, she was starting to get more into boys. We went to summer camp together and, honestly, the only person she cared about was a boy there. She made a friendship bracelet for him, but not for the friend she'd known for years (Me).
And to add to my worries, that friend from fifth grade, who was the first I told that I liked another girl, had fallen for me. She made me feel like worthless trash because I didn't love her, and the one I love made me feel like I'm good-for-nothing and useless. She said she'll protect me with her life and I can't even give her a glance. I'm so sorry, if you're reading this.
I asked my love, once, what I'm good for. And she told me I was only useful for being her friend. That's all. And that's also what keeps me going. I can't express how depressed I feel... or all the reasons for it... because I know if she watches this and reads the comments, she'll know it's me. Since the beginning of fifth grade, she hasn't told me she loves me or even said I love you too. It hurts. And I know, in my heart, she doesn't love me. I've tried so hard not to die so I can stay here with her, and she doesn't know anything of my pain. It may seem to you like this isn't even a reason to be depressed/suicidal, but trust me when I say I'm leaving out a ton of parts to this.
So, I'll end it here, I guess.
nocturnal beam I hope you are doing better now !!
Hey..if you are still alive, do not stop fighting. Suicide isn’t the option. We all have you even after all these years, even if we don’t know you. But..if you aren’t here anymore, bless your wings. You’re free now. I pray for you.
coming back to it after 9 years is so magical.. love truly is a wonderful thing :)
All these comments make me feel so fluffy and hopeful...gosh, how cute! ^^
I listen to this, praying for love because I never find the love for now. I don't even understand it though. But well, I'm happy like that, ill just wait THE day. I'll wait for it -3-...
Your not the only one, lol ill wait with you :)
me 2. im 4ever alonr.
good do wait cause I gotta tell yeah u pick prematurely u get screwed over I know from personal experience😉
all will find love. Trust me =,}
yay Thanks xD
[COMMENT - PART TWO]
The second girl was in 11th grade, starting from what I can estimate to be about September 2016. I got her number because she often asked for help or clarification on math (Precalculus) homework. It slowly got to be more casual (the math discussions didn't go away, though, and i didn't mind). It was usually talk on ways to be productive (she's a Capricorn & i'm a Virgo, so what would you expect?), but it was also on more sentimental things. Looking back, i wouldn't say that we ever got particularly close. We had two classes together, and most of our discussions were about homework/school. We didn't hang out outside of school hours (i never did with anyone, if you exclude extracurriculars), and the mornings before class were also pretty limited. Despite all that, I always felt these really awkward & intense emotions about her or when i was around her. It was definitely passion, but i couldn't tell what kind. I was always offering to do things for her, and I at one point actually tried discreetly making a mental note of her schedule so i could best help her if/whenever needed. For her birthday i made her a card with some inspirational quotes and an uplifting poem i wrote. I made it a sky theme since she always took pictures of the sky. It was all out of coloured construction paper & glue, & the whole process took about 8 consecutive hours. I'm not trying to brag, this is just to provide an example of something I tried doing for her. I didn't see it as a particularly special task -if i had the time i would love to make everyone i care about a personalised, themed, handmade card- but it was definitely a priority to make sure i at least did that one thing. I had thought about it for months, ever since she told me her birthday during one conversation. After a while, i ended up being able to pull myself together enough to tell her that i cared about her and admired her for a lot of reasons and felt inspired by her and that she could rely on me. I had planned to tell her in person, but she didn't come to school that week (it was a half week), and apparently I guess i didnt think another time would be opportune (i didnt want to tell her with a lot of people nearby to avoid embarrassing her, plus i was nervous as shit), so at the end of the week i sent it to her as a text message (you can tell that i'm REALLY good at these things, right?). It wasn't exactly worded as a "will you go out with me?" type of thing nor did i intend it to be. But when she replied, it was easy to tell that she got the wrong message out of it and it became a rejection to a proposal. She talked on how she was flattered and she appreciated it, but that she wasn't ready to date. I could also tell that she didn't want to hurt my feelings. But it didn't bother me too much. Sincerely. A lot of anxiety was released after I sent the message (which was filled with a lot of things i had kept bottled up for months), so when i came to the conclusion that she (to a certain degree) accepted the way i felt, i was able to release my worry of her not taking it the right way, even if it didn't go quite so perfect. i wasn't looking for a relationship. i was just a very sympathetic friend. i saw her as a really interesting person whom i wanted to get to know better, but until then, i couldn't accurately say that i had feelings toward her. As school got busy in the second half of the year (right after the message & card), we didn't talk casually quite as much, and the feelings i had began to subside. Plus i had other things that were haunting my mind. So that one ended before it even started. I suppose this could be considered a crush.
The third girl. My "true" love. Oh fuck, writing this isn't gonna be very fun at all.
This one was also online. It all started with good ol' Google Plus. She happened to be one of the people I was following, but i didn't really know her. Actually, i found her posts amid all the trash that was on my feed as i would have a good 10-minute "break" from my homework. I didn't really ever go on very often before then. This was about April 2017, toward the end of the year and after my feelings toward the second girl subsided. It wasn't anything special, really. Not at first. She drew art sketches & doodles and occasionally posted them to Google Plus (G+). I happened to find one, found it kinda amusing (it was a funny one), and commented on it. I did this for a couple of them. As the end of the school year approached, I had refined my subscription list so that i had less meaningless trash on my feed, so i ended up seeing more of her posts. And then, on the second to last day of school, June 02 2017 (or 1st), I was in one of my classes as the 5 total students that were there were watching a movie with the substitute, and i decided to scroll through Google Plus. I ended up stumbling upon one of her posts. It wasn't so amusing. No artwork. Just words. It was a simple rant, something she needed to get out, but as i was reading through it, i could help but personally relate to a lot of it and feel the pain she felt. Even the things i hadn't personally experienced, i felt, and it was painful. I ended up spending the entire rest of the day composing a comment to respond -yes, she wasn't asking for a response, but i wanted to give one anyway- and got really personal and meaningful and sincere with it. I wanted to let her know that people are there, and that she's okay, and that she'll be okay. I wanted to let her know that *I* at least would be there for her, and i would be sure of it. I wasn't trying to act any particular way, i was just conveying pure emotions and trying to be as sincere and honest as i could. It ended up having a large effect on her. She said that she was surprised that someone could be so similar to her, that someone so unknown & stranger would care about her so much, and that it made her cry tears. Happy tears. It is safe to say that I talked to her & interacted with her a lot more after that. I always commented on her posts, and so did she, and we eventually started having one-on-one conversations on Hangouts and Discord. At one point I thought it was worth mentioning that I really enjoyed her content and seeing her post and listening to her thoughts and opinions on different things and that i thought she was really funny and cool, and she said that she thought the same about me. Then there was one point when, after i realised the full extent of just how much i cared about her and what exactly i felt toward her, i decided to convey my collective thoughts about her in different posts that were addressed to an anonymous person. I was well aware of the fact that she could see and read them, and even that she might piece together who exactly i was referring to. But it didn't really matter. I just didn't feel ready to directly tell her. Yet. I also sent her a couple more specific and detailed messages expressing all my thoughts and feelings toward her via anonymous Sarahah messages. Then later, after reluctantly creating a profile myself, i received a message expressing feelings toward me. Of course, it was anonymous, but i had a pretty good feeling of who it was. And i was right. We talked a lot more after that. We even started voice chatting on Discord. I remember the very first time, i was very quiet and shy and nervous at first (as i tend to be around new people and strangers, but this time especially so), but it ended up being really nice. Like, *really* really nice. Honestly, it was probably some of the best hours i've spent on anything with anyone. It was really fun. Serene. Sweet. Authentic. Assuring. Real. I can't describe any of the memories spent online with her without doing any of them a terrible disservice. To say the least, we definitely voice chatted (VC'd) more, and all of them were really nice. It's always so lovely to hear her voice, and sometimes she would sing half-mindedly in the background while doing something else and it was always the cutest fucking thing ever, ohmygod. I swear, if i didn't get all my music illegally and had physical copies of all of them, i would literally burn all of it to hear her talk or sing. And i'm one of those people who listens to music a LOT. I always enjoyed the little phrases she'd say (like "hECK"), and the tone and inflection of her voice when she'd say them, and after a while i found myself saying the same things at different times when i'm by myself. I tended to compliment her a lot and say things about her a lot and she always kinda got embarrassed and flustered and fumbled with her words/texts and that was cute, too.
To be honest, I don't even know what love is. Sometimes I think I'm in love, but it doesn't feel special. I've tried to be with people, but... I just don't know, I'm just really confused. I feel like I'm really in love for a day, but the next day, the feeling's gone. I wonder if my expectations of love are too high and due to that I feel like I will never fall in love and I might be a little over dramatic and I'm fully aware of that, but I'm really scared that I will never really fall in love...
I feel the same, like what is love exactly, I'm not so sure. listening to this always make me wonder, but maybe in time we will find out. we can only look ahead
My first love was on my seventh grade teacher…uhh. He was the first person to notice me and acknowledge my potential he believed in me something all my teachers never did.
*NOTICE ME SENPAI*
im sorry,i had to do it
TheTaina1423 . Yes i was like that XD But it a shame cause in the end he enter up transferring schools CAUSE THE PRINCIPLE IS A HUGE BITCH AND SHE HATES HIM! DX But I know where he transferred too :3
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nope, 17 years apart plus he married and has started a family now plus he left the school but i will visit him. It no point now but I do plan on telling him my feelings
AWW this sounds like such a pristine first love.
that's a lot of courage... to go and really tell him how you used to feel!
hehe good luck xD
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Thanks! >.
I think about all the pain ive gone through, and it gets worse every passing day. I cry myself too sleep too this song, when the pain becomes so strong too the point that i dont feel like i dont feel sadness anymore. I put this on and i cry everytime. This is a Reminder of the good times and the bad. The reminder of the dream i once had. The reminder of the years of abuse my parents put me through. A reminder of all the mistakes i made. A reminder of the only person who treated me right. In the end i wasnt able too keep a single promise. But no matter what i have this music box too remember the love you gave me. And ill always keep moving forward. Im thankful for this beautiful tune. Its been my way of letting go of the real world. If this music box wasnt here my life would be empty.
Well...this doesn't really have anything to do with love, but I'm sure there are people out there who can relate.
All my life I've lived looking at other people's successes, thinking "someday that'll be me". I always kept dreaming of the day that people would look at me and think the same thing. I always wanted to do great things.
But then I met the man who became my best friend. He was amazingly talented, and I had nothing but admiration for him. I kept competing with him in my head, trying to better myself so that someday I could be on his level.
But that never happened. Every time I improved, even just a little, he improved alot. He just kept speeding past me, and I was lagging behind. It eventually caused me to suffer from anxiety attacks, and led me into depression and self-loathing. Now, whenever I look at my best friend, beneath my love for him is a bitter envy that I wish more than anything would go away. Every day I just keep suffering, wishing I could be him. Wishing I could be amazingly talented.
I just wish I could be special too. But I'm not. I'll always be a nobody, following in the achievements of others, making none of my own.
Heyheyhey, hold on a minute. Don't you dare belittle yourself. So you can't make achievements of your own, okay, I can understand that part. But just because you can't be amazingly talented or special doesn't mean that you're a nobody. So this'll sound kind of like a speech, I really don't care. So sue me! (not literally! XD) Everyone has a path in life. Maybe you haven't found yours yet. (shrugs) Who knows? However, that's NO reason to get depressed! Just experiment with things until you find something that makes you stand out among other people. Just don't get all upset. Please? Pretty please??? :)
Just let go and don't think about what other people might think of you. I can relate to you, since my attitude is almost the same as yours. Personally, I really don't care whay other people think of me, and that's a fact. Just be yourself and try not to let other people change who you are. :)
I may not be as old or wise as some people, but I've had to overcome some hurdles in life, sometimes the normal ones, and sometimes the not so normal ones. I might not be in college yet, but I can understand what some, if not most people go through when they think they aren't special and can't do anything to change their lives. I've been there, but I've managed to surpass it and not let it get to me.
So in all, yeah. Just be yourself, is what I guess I meant to say all along. XD :D
-Daisy
Christine Bianca Lucernas You're welcome! :)
The best can't always succeed because we're imperfect. You have something inside you even though there may not look like there is to you. You are loved though by much including God. He doesn't care how much talent you have or what you look like He loves you for you and will always. He's just waiting for you to repent and except Him so He can show you a life with hope. He even sent His son to die for us and our sins including you. His son was human too. He was unwanted by others but He was willing to die for them too. I honestly know how you feel even though your pain maybe completely different from mine and so does God more than me. It wasn't easy for Him watching His son being tormented to the cross. Trust me it's worth having Him and knowing you'll be eternally with Him than to succeed in suicide and find yourself in eternal darkness with no hope when can repent and be with Him. Be strong you are loved and more valuable than what you think. ;)
I'm good at making snowmen
First love is not the first person we fell in love. First love is the special emotion with someone.
This takes me back to my teenage years, when I was sixteen and in love with my best friend. He used to sit behind me in the classroom, and I would tease him drawing on his desk so he'd get mad and tie my shoes to my chair. I'd give him drawings I used to do and he would always prompt me not to get distracted in class, we'd always find a way to share our favorite cookies together, call each other on our way back home from school and make video calls almost every day and eat instant ramen while talking. We were both so young, innocent and naive when we first discovered our feelings for each other and started dating. We were each other's first love, first relationship, first kiss and first experience on many things concerning love. We were so clumsy on many things but we were that person the other could always count on. We thought we'd be together forever, we even had plans for living together and starting a family of our own.
But well, things don't always go the way we plan, right? We broke up. Even when we no longer have feelings for each other or the time to do all those things we used to love and share we remain best friends and remember those days dearly. No matter what, he will always be special to me and the guy who first made me feel what real love was like ❤️
Que hermoso es encontrar un lugar en TH-cam donde todos podamos expresar nuestros sentimientos libremente y, no hay comentario no que no sea tierno ;_; Cada historia de cada persona ♥ No me canso de escuchar esto ♥
***** Si!! Tienes toda la razón ;-; cada una se expresa de una manera tan tierna, y en verdad llegan uwu Además que la canción es muy, muy bonita ^^ Y también ayuda a que eso sentimientos despierten otra vez, y que venga algo de nostalgia en cada uno * ^ * Por eso cada historia está llena de sentimientos ^^
***** yo la escucho casi todos los dias xd Se, yo igual, ser tan asi a veces es un problema porque sientes tanto que duele todo T-T
Si :D Es super sentir más, tener más sentimientos y poder conocerse mejor :3
Lucy Luna es lo principal en la vida aunque no nos conoscamos de frente nos une los sueños los sentimientos el amor
pues yo lo único que veo en este lugar son puros comentarios en un idioma que no entiendo muy bien :/
When I heard this music, it was years ago, when I started playing Royale High (Roblox). It’s the part where we visit a nursery as some players can adopt their own babies and take care of them there in a certain period. I don’t play the game as much anymore, sadly, but this song makes me feel nostalgic and calm, it reminds me of the game as well as sweet things as my s/o and the things that makes me happy. I will definitely start listening to this now whenever I need to calm down.
Usually lullabies like these are supposed to be calming, but to me it's extremely stressful and anxiety inducing because it reminds me of my childhood and how I miss it. But I still watch it BECAUSE I miss my childhood.
... flashback of my first love... she still is and will always be... but i can't confess nor advance on her... our relationship are just too good for me to break it or step higher. this cover both make me sad and happy...
Would you rather see her with someone else? Answer the question honestly to yourself.
RealEros1 okay after one week of wondering over that my answer would be if she is happy with that person, I would support her love even though it pains me and saddens me, I’ll put up a façade just for her. Anything for her, I think I would kill for her… thx for putting up that question... now i am prepared for the worst thing to happen :')
InsigniaPun I'm glad you would be happy for her and whoever she loved. With regards to you, though, prepare yourself also to perhaps ask her out one day. It wouldn't hurt you :)
RealEros1 i'll try...
InsigniaPun hey bro. if you haven't done it yet. here is some advice. i was in your situation and i went for it. And now we are the happiest couple on earth. we started as best friends then well, he were are now. There is nothing wrong with asking, you'll never know otherwise.If you do, be yourself and nothing but yourself, the person she has come to know. I say to you, go for it, but if you don't that decision is respectable. I know it can be the scariest thing in the world, i was there once, i knew that fear. But the fear was within myself and that was the only thing that stopped me. Don't let yourself stop you. Yet if you really feel like you don't want to ruin anything then let that be your choice and let no one else tell you other wise. Live with no regrets.
I used to love the original song of this as a child 😢😭
I remember coming across this song in middle school! im ABOUT TO START MY SECOND YEAR OF COLLEGE
I met my bf online when i was in highschool 16-17 and we started off as friends and just grew closer, calling each other randomly, having random discussions, sharing common interests, played games together etc. visited a couple of times and we’ve just been through so much! but managed to survive, I moved to be with him for a year in 2022 at a college in his state which was making everyone I knew think im insane for doing so! it was, I wont lie! after the year ended i realized it was too expensive and just wasn’t where I saw myself graduating from so I had to move back home (4000+ miles away 😓), I don’t regret going to be with him though, it was so nice to see him everyday face to face and believe it made us closer somehow. Being back and doing long distance again, is hard, cried everyday (im talking randomly bursting up into tears throughout the day leading up to having to separate from him) but I know, we’ll be together again soon.
I do comeback to this song and just think back on the memories me and him have shared and just reminisce on the old me and how i wished to finally meet my first love . I love my bf, he’s understanding about my mental health, sweet, doesn’t lie to me, has a terrible sense of humor but cant help but laugh hes just overall the best person I could ask for to come into my life and I hope he’s the person I marry :) (also I showed him this song too lol)
Alas, this reminds me of my little daughter. Rest her soul. For that, I love this, but it brings so much pain. But a pain that brings warm memories nonetheless.
Well it seems about every month a person confesses their first love story in this comment section, so here’s this months’, mine.
I met her online in just a online chat site, and we started to build some kind of connection with each other. Time goes by, and we start falling in love with each other and sending each other hand written letters, stuffed animals, ex...
We would talk to each other everyday and would sometimes spend the whole night video chatting. We were truly happy, but were opposite sides of the country. I decided after being together for a year, that I should go and take a plane trip to her. But it was a dark time in my life, and we started falling apart and I had let her go. I still hate myself for letting her go and I still love her deep down.
She was my whole world and I left it forever...
I know everyone here is telling their love stories, but I have a different story.
It all started back in early *2018.*
There was a game now known as "Royale High."
At the time, there were only a few maps.
Earth, Royale High (Now known as the *classic campus* ), *Fantasia Getaway Resort* , and of course: *Enchantix High.*
*Enchantix* was a school for the *fairies* that have mastered the 12 elements:
*Water, Music, Fire, Nature, Technology, Light, Love, Creative, Popstar, Animal, Ice, and Dark.*
I always chose Love, and the Darks and Lights always had the seemingly best *roleplays.*
There were also a few classes:
*Charmix, Home Economics, Potionology, Flight Class, Magical Art, Mermaid Grotto Swim Class,* and *Baking Class.*
In *Charmix, you did yoga to prepare for your classes. Or perhaps you did an obstacle course involving books on your head.*
In *Home Economics, you got to adopt 1 out of 8 pixies, or baby fairies.* 4 were strong boys, the other 4 were beautiful girls. *We always had so much fun naming them, then getting concerned whenever we'd forget about them.*
In *Potionology, you made potions using your powers.* *We were always left guessing what the effects of the "coming soon" potions would be.*
In *Flight Class, you would fly through an obstacle course with diamonds as your reward for passing through the rainbow colored hoops and volcano.* *We* all *remember either telling the mobile players what it was like to spread our wings and fly, or being a mobile player and not being able to fly due to the double-jump feature not existing yet.*
In *Art,* it was solely *up to us what to make.* You could *make a flower, a cat, anything your heart desired.* I *remember when we'd get mad at someone for painting all over our finished masterpiece.*
In *swimming class,* we'd all put on our *mermaid or merman tails* and jump into *a hole in front of the pool.* We would go *hunting for diamonds, tridents, fun secrets, or pretending to fight the big animals and jellyfish.*
In *Baking, we would all try to 1-up each other with our cakes.* We all *remember the excitement we felt* when *we got the "Baked a Cake" badge.* *Remember when the eggs on the first floor would glitch and become unusable?* Me too.
Enchantix and Fantasia were based off the *Winx Club!* Whenever someone wanted to go to Earth, Fantasia, or back to Enchantix, they'd pull out a scepter and yell *"Solaria!"* and they'd be gone within the snap of a finger. And then, after a few updates, they'd yell "Teleportix!"
To fly, you had to use either *"Fly!" or "Fly! (Classic)" from the hotbar.* *Classic Fly just made you float up for eternity.*
To change your appearance, you had to use the *wardrobes and vanities,* or use the beta "Dress Up!" function, which didn't always work out.
There were 2 unused classes in Enchantix. *Musa's Music Class and Flora's Biology Class.* I *remember when everyone would try to force their character into the rooms.*
The wings were a core part of gameplay, too. Everyone had *Soft Sands, Fire Rubies, and Glittering Sun wings.*
Everyone loved the music. From the energetic music about *Believix* to the calm music box of Home Economics, it was stuck in your head for days.
Now why am I putting the story of a simple Roblox game here?
Well...
*This is the music used during Home Economics.*
*Remember, player?*
*Remember when you would be playing the game for hours at a time?* Listening to the music?
You know, *"We're the Winx! Girl power's gonna save the daaayyyy!!!"*
It was fun playing with you. It was fun watching you roleplay as a dark fairy and kidnap light fairies, or vise versa.
We were young then, weren't we?
We were innocent. We didn't know what lie ahead of us later in life.
Some of us stayed, like me. Some of us left to explore, I respect that.
We didn't know we were making memories. We just knew we were having fun.
Enchantix was where we could let our young brains let all of our dreams become a reality, even if it was only for a short amount of time.
It's too bad Enchantix got deleted. But, there is still one last thing we can do, old friend.
*Will you still play with us? Even though our world is gone?*
*Will you try the new school? Simply give it a chance?*
*Will you remember all the fun times we had and contiune to make more?*
*Will you still play dress up with your friends that you never knew?*
*Will you remember the time you spent with us, player?*
Will you?
*Do you remember the time you spent with us, player?*
We miss you. We really do.
*It's all gone* now.
Thank you, Royale High development team, for making the game what it is now.
Thank you, all the players that I played with back in 2018, for giving me some of the best memories I could have.
Thank you, Winx Club, for being the inspiration of my favorite game.
Thank you, everyone who's ever played this game, for being an awesome community.
Thank you, @aurafrost3631 for making Enchantix High.
Or, should I call you "CallMehBob"?
For those still searching for Twilightisfun2, my new name is TwilightEXEYT.
I hope to see you all again, someday.
Sayonara.
This novel of a comment needs more attention, literally enough to make a grown man shed a tear :,)
this made me cry so fucking much i played that game as a little kid and this brang me so much nostalgia.
No one cares about Royale high this song has been around longer than it
This reminds me of this girl that I like...
We met over Skype a while back, we started to talk more and more and realised that we've got feelings for eachother... We ended up in a distance relationship for two months, 'til she got sick and didn't call me over a weekend, I called a good friend of ours and asked her if she's heard anything from her, I got slightly worried. She said that she haven't seen her in a while either, later on the same day, she called me up, and I heard her cry, I was so worried about her... she said that she wanted to break up, I started to slightly cry as well, it felt like I got emptied.. she said that the reason she left me was because she thought that I "didn't love her anymore"...
I made her a drawing of us both and I even bought one of those heart necklaces that you can put together which will make it into the shape of a heart once you put the two pieces together, and I was about to send them to her in a envelope the day after..
Later on we started to get closer to eachother again, closer and closer, just a couple of weeks ago I asked her out again, all she said was that she was scared of that she didn't "want the same thing/mistake to happen again" and I was like "huh?", I asked our friend what she meant about that "don't want the same thing/mistake to happen again", she didn't know either.
Our friend asked the same to some other of our skype friends, they had no clue as well.
Our close friend even asked us if we were dating again, I always said "well, yeah I do like her very much..", but her respond always started with her turning completely silent for a moment, and then she said that she could tell her later, but there was no later, apparently...
Yet, today we're still sticking up close to eachother, like if we were secret lovers, she always hugs her teddy every night, imagining that she was hugging me, she said. And I hug my pillow every night imagining that I was hugging her, I said.
But yet she's holding herself back from showing her feelings for me, and I don't quite understand why :/, not sure if she's too shy or if it is another reason...
I just...don't know what to do... :/
Uhh. Well, she's kind of busy with school all the time nowadays, which gives her less time to talk to me, but I always make sure to get my stuff done so I can talk to her :P. Luckily she promised me that we'll talk sometime next week.. for once
Yeah, I'm not the one who gives up that easily ^^
Wow, reading this while listening to the song was so touching. :'( Yeah, I know how you feel. Me and my friend were also like "secret lovers" over the summer but lately, ever since school's started, she's been so busy and there's never really any time for us to hang like we did over the summer. And she's given up on high school relationships just because her last 2 ruined them for her and ended real quick so I've been trying to get as close with her as possible while respecting her decision of no relationships for now since she really didn't enjoy her last ones. I mean, now it seems she's slowly drifting away to maybe avoid that but I don't know what I should do to bring her back closer. :/
But aside from that, don't worry man. Seems like you two are really happy with each other. :) She probably is just stressed or can't really reveal her true feelings just yet. As long as you two keep being close and acting the way it seems like you guys are, which is so cute :), I'm sure you two will be happy together someday. And I'm curious about why she said you didn't love her anymore but I'm sure maybe some more attention or something that will really grab her attention will be all the persuasion, like an in-person confession or something, is all she'll need to help her bring out her true feelings for you.
I wish you the best luck my man. Don't stop believing! >o
iXt3rMiN8 If she seems to be focused on other things like school and stuff, try helping her with school or anything really. I hope that being by her side through most of everything seems to be a good enough opportunity for you :] Hopefully she'll think of you as the same way you think of her.
iXt3rMiN8 Hehe, well, yeah, I do try to help her as best as I can, but sadly she just starts to talk less and less with me, she doesn't really reply that often to my messages nowadays, and she barely calls me either, just because she's too busy with school and stuff :/. She says that she's been missing talking to me and stuff as well, and saying that she's been planning to call me, but somehow those "plans" were cancelled... I wish she had some spare time sometime again.
I really wish I had friends like you guys, I barely know you guys and you're standing up for me, showing best wishes and more support than what my "friends" here in real life has ever done to me the last 5 years since my best friend moved away.
Oh and by the way, I am still not giving up on her :). I'd rather take a shot for a caring heart instead of taking a shot for a statue.
DO YOU KNOW WHO ELSE HAS A FIRST LOVE?
MAAH MUUUM!!!
*removes shirt and spins it while on top of a golf cart*
WOOOOOOOOO
HELLYEEEAAAAAA
HELLLLLLL YEAHHHHH WHOOOOOWHOOOO!!
How Sweet It Is!
I remember my first love around when I was almost 15 (I am 16 and almost 17 right now, crazy right my FIRST love only 1 year ago?) okay so what happened is that I switched to a new school because I got bullied a lot and my grades were dropping low, I was even considering suicide a few times but I didn't give up that easily. I switched schools and my parents promised me ''You'll be okay in this school, and try to find a girl if you can! She'll be the spirit that will make you strive for good grades and a healthy life!'' I just nodded and didn't expect much out of it. The first day of school I sat down and everyone looked at me because I was new and nobody dared to talk to me for some reason, I don't know why but this one girl called Emilia sat beside me and smiled upon my face and just said a simple thing that made my heart drop and fall for her.
''Hi.''
It's been close to 2 years now and I still haven't talked that much to her, all I know is that she's my dream girl, all I could ever ask for really.. Gorgeous eyes, a beautiful smile, and such a nice posture in general. I just wish I could find the courage to ask her out or at least let her know how I feel because I end that school and graduate in around 9 days.
I have no idea what I would do without her, she's the only reason to why I wake up in the morning and complete my tasks in school, if I lose contact with her I.. just can't let that happen.
Well I guess I have no chance with her really, I haven't introduced myself properly because I am really shy and I don't even dare to talk to her.
Dammit, this music and thinking about it. I am actually crying as I am writing this, huh silly right?
I just.. want someone to comfort me, hold me tight when it's dark, tell me I am a good person and that I can ''do it'' when I need a boost, and finally.
Kiss me.
This is super cute, and yet, soooooooo soothing, I feel like a baby again! 👶🏻 I wish this was a 1 hour version though..
My first love is/was a complected mess but we still made it work, even when the relationship ended we remained very close, so close people thought we where together or said we should be together as we look like a cute couple, it’s been like this for 4 years
We still said how much we still loved each other mostly her as I’m not really an emotional person but only she could cheer me up when I needed or when I’m ill she’d be the first I want to talk to, to feel better even if it was just a little
She was my fist love, she was the fist person I cared about emotionally outside my family
She even maintained this relationship with me till the last moment....when she was asked out by another guy, I don’t blame her...as we wasn’t in a relationship together we was just close, sooner or later someone was gonna ask her out ....I just wish she let me know she was getting to a point where she was considering moving on
All said and done I’m happy for her I hope she has good relationship and has lots good memories to cherish ....as she had with me for those 4 years... as painful as it is to let her go
Damn, now I can't help but think of my crush whenever I hear this. I feel like I've fallen in love for the first time, even though I've had a couple of boyfriend's before.. Plus my crush is really cute.. Damn it, what's with me and cute freshman girls!? >.
awwwww so kawaii ^w^
***** It's not a dude. I don't date guys.
Dusk Wolf You just said you've had a couple of boyfriends before
Nancy Wang omg xD
i feel like this too when i hear this. i think about one of my closest friends, and how amazing she is.
I always cry as this song ends.
"I honestly think I'll never find my 'True Love'.... even though I have someone in mind.." +Underswap Pap
anything is possible u will find them someday I met my first true love when I was in kindergarten still searching for her to this day so don't lose hope your true love will come
Express my thoughts? Okie doki~
Well I always thought that first love didn't always mean romantic love.
First love could mean anything like the bond between a chick and a mother dove,
or maybe the feeling of wanderlust in your day dreams.
It could even be your first dress from its stitches to its seams,
and the dandelion necklace you made under the dulcet scent
of your mother's snickerdoodle cookies shaped like little elephants.
Those first memories happen when you're so young, you know?
As you get older they all seem so far away, especially when your mood is low.
And then it continues to fall as you listen to the melancholy ambiance of the rain.
What does it feel like to feel your parents' love again? To not feel pain?
To not feel the sting of your mother telling you it's your fault you suffer anxiety?
To not feel fear from your father threatening you if you continue your self injury?
What does it feel like to feel safe at home?
What does it feel like to not feel alone?
I've forgotten.
I've forgotten it all.
i must say, your words have touched my heart. that or i'm really hungry, could go for some cookies.
anyway it's a wonderful poem you got there! full of feelings and honesty(probably). keep strong my friend, for i have faith you can move to greater heights!
Kosu K. Aww thanks so much.
yay positive stuff!
3 years late but I wish I could hug you so tightly. I hope you're okay and safe now! My heart goes out to you! ❤️
When my first bunny passed away, she lived to lay next to me listening to this song when I did my homework in middle school. I’m now 21 and it’s been 10 years since her passing and I love her so much and she was such a great bunny and I miss her ❤️ RIP Banny
This comment section is so pure
I love you. I hope you love yourself. That's the most important
Can I ship you two now?
itsk i ship everyone so go crazy :3
I ship Ground X Stone. But I like drama so sometimes I get out Stone from Ground, and then I put them together again :3
Wish I could send it to him...We met two, almost three years ago, and just recently I confessed to him. Now we Skype regularly and I'm hoping one summer he'll come over. He's my first true love. There have been others before, but noone like him. I want to meet him in real life to tell him how much he means to me...To think I almost never met him on a random website when I was bored, but decided to give it a chance. We'd exchange letters, it was really sweet. I've no idea since when I started to feel more towards him, but I do know that these feelings are as real as can be. Love you, Les, let's make a beautiful relationship bloom :3
Awwww I wish everything gose well to you, and I wish you meet him soon💖🥺😊
@@私自身が嫌い awh, thanks for the warm wishes, I hope so too; I'm planning to paint a smol picture for him as a gift :D i'm also sending him a valentine's card via Skype so there's that. Let's hope he has time/money/chance to come over either this or next summer!💖😊💖
Eda Edovald Hope you can finally meet him ^^