That's exactly why I'm wearing my MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS shirt right now because you're exactly right mental health gets looks over every single day.... I am a 5 year recovering addict my DOC was pain pills and I lost everything in addiction but now ALL GLORY TO GOD I got my family back, married an amazing man and we've got 4 grandbabies 🙏❤️
Hey I'm alone in life. Totally alone don't have any in my life that loves me at all. And I'm happy that way. I tried at one time to get those things back. But that failed long ago. And I had to move on alone. I'm really happy to hear that for u. Good job. I'm glad I don't feel bad for failing. Nor do I for want that back ever again. I don't miss a single person from my past and never want to think about them again. Every single last one of them. That's where I ended up. I love myself and that is it above all. Actually I'm number 1 and love no people. I love my cat. I have a kind of blind love for strangers or associates or humanity just for living in this hard as life were in. I'm happy that way at least. Better than missing all those people anyway. They were all a bad memory in my life a scar i hope I'll forget completely one day. I know that sounds rough but it's true every single friend or fam from the my past. I wish I could erase every memory of every one of them. No good memories period for me anymore. I wish all away. I absolutely don't want to be in another life with any of them. Don't miss them or want them. I don't want to die. But I also look forward to the way it was before I was born. I just want to go back to that. That would be heaven to me. Please pray to your Jesus or what not I get that. If u like. I hope u get your heaven too U made me happy for u tho. Keep them close.
I lost my place, 2 vehicles, $15,000 i had in my savings. All because i went into such a realistic meth psychosis. Ended up getting aressted with several felony charges. Now im on house aresst in a halfway house. Absolutely sucks starting over! Especially if it would of all been prevented. Snapping out of the psychosis. I thought it was the end of the world.
What a character! I personally have experienced meth psychosis several times and related to much of what Patrick had to say. I love that his story has a happy ending. Very inspirational. Thanks for putting this together guys. And, thank you for sharing your story Patrick.
This I've never in 40 years heard some one describe the psychosis on meth that I too experienced. Thank you so much. My illness tied my young at the time. I could even explain any of what I was going through Blessed to have come out of it. Many years have passed. You can't shoot that zhit
@@sia6929 a family member packed a bowl while I was high and that night the only thing that was around that time was crack so it was actually crack I believe and he mixed it with the weed while he packed it and I sadly took the first two hits not knowing he put it on the weed he told me it was hash
Damm bro u lived the life ,my god i lived the life and am now sober and the demonic stuff u talk about is all real bro i can relate to all this and damm bro i love what u are doing i love listening yo your testimony its amazing
@@boston2percent turn the 2% to 98 %. I’m in! I do the work too! It’s amazing actually it’s meant to be the addicts I meet. I connect with them so well and am able to offer something they need at that perfect time.
@boston2percent What's a narc? Patrick, I love your story and your energy. I wish God would show me how to talk to him. My folks were Irish Catholics and functioning alcoholics We grew up in the UK in a dysfunctional family, my siblings and I all have addiction issues but my mum was a devout Catholic and her faith got her through an awful life. She dragged us to chapel every week. She could talk to God like he was a friend but I feel a fake trying to talk to him. Sending you love ❤️
@ we love you. That’s just it. Talk to God as a friend. Tell Him how grateful you are and ask for all you need. Build a relationship with Him. He will speak back in ways only you can understand!
That's exactly why I'm wearing my MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS shirt right now because you're exactly right mental health gets looks over every single day.... I am a 5 year recovering addict my DOC was pain pills and I lost everything in addiction but now ALL GLORY TO GOD I got my family back, married an amazing man and we've got 4 grandbabies 🙏❤️
Thanks for sharing!
I am so proud of you! Thank you for watching my story!
Hey I'm alone in life. Totally alone don't have any in my life that loves me at all. And I'm happy that way. I tried at one time to get those things back. But that failed long ago. And I had to move on alone. I'm really happy to hear that for u. Good job. I'm glad I don't feel bad for failing. Nor do I for want that back ever again. I don't miss a single person from my past and never want to think about them again. Every single last one of them. That's where I ended up. I love myself and that is it above all. Actually I'm number 1 and love no people. I love my cat. I have a kind of blind love for strangers or associates or humanity just for living in this hard as life were in. I'm happy that way at least. Better than missing all those people anyway. They were all a bad memory in my life a scar i hope I'll forget completely one day. I know that sounds rough but it's true every single friend or fam from the my past. I wish I could erase every memory of every one of them. No good memories period for me anymore. I wish all away. I absolutely don't want to be in another life with any of them. Don't miss them or want them. I don't want to die. But I also look forward to the way it was before I was born. I just want to go back to that. That would be heaven to me. Please pray to your Jesus or what not I get that. If u like. I hope u get your heaven too
U made me happy for u tho. Keep them close.
@@andyparrish1933 !!!!!!
I lost my place, 2 vehicles, $15,000 i had in my savings. All because i went into such a realistic meth psychosis. Ended up getting aressted with several felony charges. Now im on house aresst in a halfway house. Absolutely sucks starting over! Especially if it would of all been prevented. Snapping out of the psychosis. I thought it was the end of the world.
🎉❤ i want his book asap. He is awesome.
Bravo. Love this guy and his story. Love his strong faith.
God bless him always.
Jesus is amazing 🙏❤️
Thanks for watching 🙏🙏🙏
@@hardknoxtalkspodcast Thank you for sharing! 🙏❤️
What a character! I personally have experienced meth psychosis several times and related to much of what Patrick had to say. I love that his story has a happy ending. Very inspirational. Thanks for putting this together guys. And, thank you for sharing your story Patrick.
Thanks for letting us know it landed for you!
Thank you for your amazing story. And again I love this channel. Just downloaded the book.
Right on, thanks for sticking around it means the world to us!
This I've never in 40 years heard some one describe the psychosis on meth that I too experienced. Thank you so much. My illness tied my young at the time. I could even explain any of what I was going through Blessed to have come out of it. Many years have passed. You can't shoot that zhit
I'm really glad you got something out of this, and you're very welcome!
Thank you for watching my story. You are not alone!
@@Godspeed-d7bhow do you get tricked into smoking meth?
@@sia6929 a family member packed a bowl while I was high and that night the only thing that was around that time was crack so it was actually crack I believe and he mixed it with the weed while he packed it and I sadly took the first two hits not knowing he put it on the weed he told me it was hash
I remember everything too! Bro this is so good I lived this life!
Damm bro u lived the life ,my god i lived the life and am now sober and the demonic stuff u talk about is all real bro i can relate to all this and damm bro i love what u are doing i love listening yo your testimony its amazing
Thanks for the comment, glad you got something out if this
Thank you so much for giving my testimony some time. It wasn’t easy being one of the first to expose meth and the devil. But somebody had to do it
This guy narced on my uncle from Baltimore, now hes doing 25 2
Wow I’m looking forward to this one!!
Love your work Donna and hubby
Hope you enjoy it!
Thanks for watching my story!
What an experience.
Every person I watch on your interviews gives me hope and aligns with something I’ve learned or need to know.
@@boston2percent turn the 2% to 98 %. I’m in! I do the work too!
It’s amazing actually it’s meant to be the addicts I meet. I connect with them so well and am able to offer something they need at that perfect time.
@@lilianabreceda3730yeeeeees!
That was a wild story I shouldn’t believe it but I do lol. Wowza!
Pics or it didn’t happen lol
Haha take what you need and leave the rest.
Hahaha right??
@@hardknoxtalkspodcast yes!
So good
Thanks for checking us out!
Dudes funny in a funny sort of way lolol
Our testimonies are similar
I'm glad you came across us then!
You are not alone!
Glad he's sober, but looks like his addictive personality found a home with religion
Oh my freaking GOD!!!
The book will be a motion picture someday. I wrote it as a 12 part series
Liliana . Were you on my fb in 2020
I’m a mother of an addict and my son has talked about that veil. I have been on my spiritual path so I understand him.
@@boston2percent no but I would like to connect with you. IDK how to thru here
@@boston2percent IDT so.
MAY GOD BLESS AND WATCH OVER YOU ALL. FORGET THE TRIBE FORSAKE THE METH ADULTERANTS
🙏🙏🙏
Seems like a narc.
Haha yeah totally.
@@hardknoxtalkspodcastthat’s it…..I’m telling!
@boston2percent What's a narc? Patrick, I love your story and your energy. I wish God would show me how to talk to him. My folks were Irish Catholics and functioning alcoholics We grew up in the UK in a dysfunctional family, my siblings and I all have addiction issues but my mum was a devout Catholic and her faith got her through an awful life. She dragged us to chapel every week. She could talk to God like he was a friend but I feel a fake trying to talk to him. Sending you love ❤️
Just looked up what a narc is lol ❤
@ we love you. That’s just it. Talk to God as a friend. Tell Him how grateful you are and ask for all you need. Build a relationship with Him. He will speak back in ways only you can understand!