My husband ,being a child of abuse from his fathers beatings everyday from the time he was 5 until his late teens when he was finally big enough to fight back. My husband deals with the hate he has inside every day. I have seen his anger and have seen his pain . Some call him a monster because he fights back with out remorse . I see a hurt little boy screaming for some one to help him when everyone else turn their back and walked away and did nothing to stop what his father was doing to him.
A few corrections: 01:52 Relent or resist Seems the monster always wins 02:42 My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul 02:52 I made an art of digging shallow holes I'll drop the darkness in and watch it grow 03:02 My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
I'd say " *I've* made an art of digging shallow holes" also, "My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul" is clearer on the second version than the first; I can easily see how "My heart's north is a decoy soul" is heard for the first line. And when I first heard that line, I interpreted it as a broken compass -- being aligned in the wrong moral path, which fits the theme. I can see how he might be singing your version in both lines, though; do you have any official lyrics to point to?
I love this song. It's my new favorite Starset song. I think this song would probably what I would point to if someone asked me to describe my struggles with mental illness. It just really articulates that internal fight better than I could hope to. It's more than a little cathartic. I can't wait for the rest of the album
Emily Rodriguez tbh it sounds like hes trying to actually talk about how someone taught him or made him into someone hes not so this is him asking for them to leave or fix him.
People say I love music differently than most people.. I appreciate the lyrics.. the sound.. the way it's played out. And I definitely appreciate the feelings they felt while recording this. This music makes me cry. Good job guys ♡
Joey Baker I don't usually tell people my favorite kind of music because I know even if they like it too they will pretend the don't and they make fun of me like how they make fun of me for almost anything I do and what I look like.
This song resonates with me. As a child I was vulnerable and surrendered to my father who hurt me. I grew up to be a very messed up kid and did some terrible things. I had a warped mentality and view on the world and saw myself as just an animal among people. I later met a woman who gave me therapy to help me live like a person again. I'm still cold on the inside and I still feel very hateful. This song explains a lot of how it felt and how I still feel.
Lmao so you're pathetic and petty, not really smart. Cant say I'm any better but im defto smart due to my brain blocking my emotions causing me not to feel any real emotions anymore towards any trauma i had (The reason I used the word smart is because smart is defined as high mental ability)
I'm so much in love with Starset and especially this mesmerizing song and Ricochet. Those two are formidable to expose all the sadness, bitterness and sorrow in your heart, the truly unhappy love.
This balance between softer electronic sounds, chime, piano, etc, and harder sounds from the drums and a little bit of metal scream. And constantly shifting between soft and hard. Letting it build and subside, tropes from both rock and electronic, its just so fucking interesting and it doesn't stop for the entire song.
Arknights brought me here. This song resonates with me greatly. My whole life I was frustrated with my lack of strength, even if I reported it to my teachers, they usually will say some blanket words and leave me to deal with it.
Under the knife I surrendered The innocence yours to consume You cut it away And you filled me up with hate Into the silence you sent me Into the fire- consumed You thought I'd forget But it's always in my head You're the pulse in my veins You're the war that I wage. Can you change me? Can you change me? You're the love that I hate You're the drug that I take Will you cage me? Will you cage me? You're the pulse in my veins You're the war that I wage. Can you change me? Can you change me? From the monster you made me This is the world you've created The product of what I've become My soul and my youth It's all for you to use If I could take back the moment I let you get under my skin Relent or resist? Seems the monster always wins My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul I’ll lift you up and then I’ll let you go I've made an art of digging shallow holes I drop the darkness in and watch it grow My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul Who knew the emptiness could be so cold? I've lost the pieces that could make me whole I am the darkness I'm the monster
this song perfectly encapsulates the way i feel about my trauma, and in some ways the trauma itself. ill never be the same after spending one and a half school years in a special ed program full of abusive teachers. ill never be innocent again, for i know the pure, primal fury that comes when fear isnt an option anymore. the kind of overwhelming rage that makes you forget everything and fight, no matter how futile you know it is. i still have vivid memories of pounding against the door of the solitary confinement room and screaming while a teacher stands outside, ignoring me or acting in some infuriating way i cant quite remember due to the nature of trauma. they did things just to be cruel. stealing away every clock in the building and telling other students not to interact with me just so i wouldnt know how long until i got out of that hell. deadnaming and misgendering me because i """""""hadnt earned""""""" being called by my real name and pronouns. i used to fake my period going through my pants or purposely induce it just to get out of there. and i know i wasnt the only one suffering this. two other kids in my class regularly had freakouts just like my own. one of them punched a hole in the drywall. even two years from then, when i go to an all special ed school where the teachers arent abhorrent people who abuse disabled children, i still have rage freakouts sometimes. it was happening less often last time i went to physical school, but it still happened. the fury from what the teachers at that hellish excuse for a school did to me still lingers, and i dont think it will ever leave. i still have vivid memories of sitting under one of the folding tables in the commons, clutching my legs to my chest as hard as i could so they wouldnt have a place to grab me. so they couldnt immobilize me and throw me in solitary. that didnt stop them. i know i must have done something to incite this, but i dont remember what. nothing i could have done would make me deserving of that hell. and yet, i would be a completely different person if i never went through it. its the pulse in my veins, its the war that i wage. the words i have for the people who did this only exist in the language of violence. but theyll never face the consequences of their actions. theyll never face the angry, broken people they made. and that infuriates me more than anything.
There is no such thing as misgendering. You can't pick and choose your gender. There is only male and female. You are just a snowflake. Real trauma is having something awful happen to you. You just got put in a disabled class for being autistic and couldn't handle it. I bet you had meltdowns often and the teachers didn't know how to cope with you so treated you like an animal. Let's face it most autistic people are animals anyway because they lack self awareness that separates humans from animals in the first place.
Your generalisation of autistic people is misleading and offensive. I and most others will agree with the whole 2 genders/unselectable gender mantra (which has been argued to the point of idiocy on behalf of those who refute it). However most autistic people who reside lower on the spectrum (e.g aspergic individuals) are very much capable of handling complex social situations and do not require any additional learning support typically beyond primary school (and actually are often more capable in some aspects - usually in numeric-based subjects - when compared to neurotypical individuals). This is however assuming they are raised correctly and with a proper adaptable mindset, which I assume is most likely not the case for the person who started the comment thread.
At the start of your comment I could relate somewhat then I continued reading and began thinking "I thought *my* trauma was bad!" Then I read more and my shock at what I was reading began to further grow but mix in with rage, all while empathy slipped in and I began to cry trying to imagine the hell you went through. I thought my trauma caused by years of relentless bullying, ignorant adults and a couple of nasty teachers was bad but you had it way worse I'm so sorry you had to go through that. You deserved so much better.
i heard this playing at target in the electronic area and i was like "OMG I KNOW THIS SONG!" *checks the whole side of my music list in my head* "Starset i love them!" my cousin was just like "omg you and your music"😂😂
4ëvërmärkš .-. It's literally 12:57 and I have this blasting while everyone is asleep my sister came in and was like you and your music then walked away...... I'm laughing so hard!!XP
Rock N Roll, Alternative Rock, Metal, New Age Rock... always will be my number one genre. I was born with this moulded by it. Now cant live without it.
"You're the pulse in my veins, You're the war that I wage. Can you change me, can you change me. You're the love that I hate, you're the drug that I take. Can you cage me, can you cage me." Best part
I just wanted to share my story something really bad happened to me I was with someone for what felt like a long time and she changed and moved on and left me behind and without starset particularly this song I don't think I would be here I couldn't breathe or stop crying but listening to this made me so calm
OUCHIExDAxEL1TE *hugs you* I hope you'll feel better if someone moves on its just they don't really think your what meets their standards and I think your the best just because of you liking Starset
sorta, but BMTH's fanbase is basically turned into emo teen girls. not sure what starset's is. i personally think starset is on the rise, and BMTH is on the fall. i preferred can you feel my heart and go to hell for heavens sake much more than their new stuff, although avalanche is decent.
To be fair, Bring Me the Horizon's fan base was predominately always emo teen girls, and the majority of the remaining was just emo "scene" teen boys that pretended they were listening to something hard.
As a person who was hurt in love many many years ago, this song speaks to my internal beliefs really well. I guess there are always songs that resonate with everyone on a deeper level.
I'm writing a book too,and almost all of the songs that starset made,really fits the back story of two of my characters.They fit so well that it's actually kinda scary
Sarkonic well I don't see it as it fits the character, I see as it fits their ark, for instance ive had 3 main character's for a long time now, but I find many songs fit them for certain times, if the song fits the character in its entirety, than that in my opinion may mean that character is bland, :\ no really though, character's that are well written often have more than one arch.
kelly wilson whitehead Both of them are good but for different reasons. Skillet's monster focuses more on actually being the monster and caveating its being to all around it but starset's monster focuses more on the monster's creation and the man beneath it, aimed towards the circumstances of its being. Both are amazing in their own ways so its quite hard for me to choose. :3
Both are good, but I like Starset's Monster better. And by "the monster's creation" it really means how this one person he loved crushed his world and consequently made him a monster.
A vast majority of anti-hero characters, too. Loki, Harley Quinn, Jason Todd, Lex Luthor, Wade Wilson, Slade Wilson (yes, I do mean Deathstroke), etc., etc. And all this is just barely scratching the surface. There can never be light, without the darkness. And there is always a "grey area" in between the two, a .... "middle ground" if you will.
3 th song I am listening of this band... Thats it, I am officially a fan now... this man full of masterpieces like INSANE.... No songs spoke to me as hard as those
me encanta la cancion y la banda. en especial la banda, la primera cancion que escuche de la banda fue MY DEMONS y la ultima pero mi favorita ANTIGRAVITY gracias por el video :)
"My heart's an orifice, a decoy soul I lift you up and then I let you go I've made an art of digging shallow holes I'll drop the tiniest seed and watch it grow" ^correct lyrics. good video, just that part was off
This represents me living with Autism, escapism, self beatup thoughts, ear issues and the complainers on internet. But i am admit walking, therapy, music and loving parents are the things that represent help that have around me.
COLLISION don't worry, sometimes I have problem understanding what they are saying that's why I go to lyric videos just like your video that I'm watching :). I still like it and I don't complain because you putted all your time in this video and I respect it and other people who do complain should as well, so thank you again I hope you make more. :)
+Nitro Steelix Oh, so kind of you! Thank you. I cannot stand disrespectful people, yes. I rather don't even mind them, haha. Thank you for being understanding. (: And I will try to make more if I find something I like. :P
If you ever need to talk to someone I am here.I don't know what are you going through but if we endure it will get better.It always does.That's just life,sometimes we love it sometimes we hate it
@@ennieannie6027 Hey, just came across this. Thank you so much for the kind words, I’m happy to inform you that I am doing so much better than I was when I commented it. Recovery is always an uphill battle, and I still stumble occasionally, I still have some pushing to do, but I can honestly say that I am happy. That my mental health is stable and that I can overcome the rougher patches in my life, whatever they may be. It does get better, it really, truly does.
I think they mean when they're freaking out or get severely pissed off to the brink of not being able to control it they listen to this song and it helps calm them.
just "found" this band, holy hell they´re amazing.. this and "Let it die" is by far my favorites, Especially "Let it die" since,, well it just is.. great vid
Whenever I listen to this song, I always imagine a person talking to themselves about how they or somebody within them turned themselves into this "monster" they see themselves as now, but can never find a conclusion to who did it. But, eventually put it aside and just try to resolve their other problems with each other
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul I lift you up and then I let you go I've made an art of digging shallow holes I'll drop the darkness in and watch it grow
I became a sad, paranoid and bitter wreck. Always crushed under the needs and desires of others, moulding me into some thing that existed to cradle and fit the expectations of others.
This song hits so close to home for me. As a kid, I wanted to be a hero when I grew up. I even joined the military. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve helped so many people out. I’ve saved peoples lives and career’s. But just because you’re a hero in others peoples eyes doesn’t mean you’re a hero in your own eyes. I’ve messed up so much in my personal life. The girl I’ve loved my entire life dumped me because I couldn’t be there for her 24/7. I didn’t get high enough GPA or SAT to get accepted into a scholarship program that I needed because I was too busy with tutoring others in classes I was exceptionally good at. My car broke down bad and I don’t get payed enough to actually sustain myself let alone fix my car. I’ve been ignoring my problems for so long that my own soul was slowly being hollowed out. You can dream about being a hero, but don’t become one unless you are willing to sacrifice
Linkin Park is a band which was super relatable. Bring me the horizon was all about the pain we go through, three days grace is all the hatred that you feel Starset? I’m not super sure but it makes me feel awestruck the way John Green’s metaphors do.
I love those bands it relates to me and what i want to tell EVERYONE WHO HURT ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!!!! And i love songs about revenge (im not weird everyone around me is weird)
Monster, The most dangerous demon to be against with. Because it exist in our heads. Not the one you have to fight using knife or sword, but with your mind itself. It can give you despair, fill you up with misery, and tear you apart until you broke into pieces.
I love this band. The first song I heard by them was My Demons
Alex Lambert it was my first to
Same.
Same ^^
Same
Same song I heard first to then I got hooked on to all of their songs🙂
hard to find people with the same taste in music
Billy VanderVeer Hard is to find Starset fans!
Billy VanderVeer tell me about I love this band
Billy VanderVeer me 2 buddy
ikr
Billy VanderVeer I agree big
Monster: "Who knew the emptiness could be so cold?"
Dark on me: "But I found in you, what was lost in me, in a world so cold and empty."
Mmm interesting tell me more
So?
@@EdgyMile I just found the similarities between the two songs, nothing more lol. I don't even like starset anymore, I forgot about this lol
Umm... well that’s awkwardly cool
Given the line: “I lost the parts of me that make me whole” this makes sense
Favorite Starset song so far for me.
Jedidiah Wingard same
SAME BRO
This is my second favorite, Let it die still has a place in my heart. We'll have to see when the new album comes out
Jedidiah Wingard SAAAAAME
my favorite is it has begun ^^
“Why should I apologize for being a monster, when people don’t apologize for turning me into one?”
-(Someone from Tokyo Goul whose name I forgot)
Lol
-ken kaneki
Oh shit I remembered I need to get back into the manga. I last left off with Hide's big reveal
@@deta3927 it’s probably best you don’t. Got noticeably worse the longer it went on.
@@TH-camMadeMePickHandle i still enjoyed it a lot tho
“Who knew that emptiness could be so cold.” That line hits hard.
This song seems like it's written About toxic relationships
@@lewishamilton.f1.44 link ?
@@lewishamilton.f1.44 fine
Exactly!
I read it when he sang it
My husband ,being a child of abuse from his fathers beatings everyday from the time he was 5 until his late teens when he was finally big enough to fight back. My husband deals with the hate he has inside every day. I have seen his anger and have seen his pain . Some call him a monster because he fights back with out remorse . I see a hurt little boy screaming for some one to help him when everyone else turn their back and walked away and did nothing to stop what his father was doing to him.
cathy smiegal I'm sorry for what happend to your husband but at least he has you now. :)
I'm so sorry :( but yes, he has someone that understands now :3
cathy smiegal of course he fights like a monster he has no idea who will try to abuse him afain
He is no longer a child if he gives people reason then it is his own doing
jeremy spivey well if he only fighting back because he has to defend himself that is justified. I think that’s what she’s saying about her husband
I love this song, I can't stop listening to it
Jamareya Henderson same
Same cause it fits so much
Saaaaaame
Ok
Unless u use spotify
A few corrections:
01:52 Relent or resist
Seems the monster always wins
02:42 My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
02:52 I made an art of digging shallow holes
I'll drop the darkness in and watch it grow
03:02 My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
I used to think it was "I'll drop the tiniest seed and watch it grow" as an expression for spending eternity....
@@dev22ize it still sounds like "tiniest seed" to me
I want to be a guy with a lot of love inside of me, my cold and bad thoughts makes me bad.
I'd say " *I've* made an art of digging shallow holes"
also, "My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul" is clearer on the second version than the first; I can easily see how "My heart's north is a decoy soul" is heard for the first line. And when I first heard that line, I interpreted it as a broken compass -- being aligned in the wrong moral path, which fits the theme. I can see how he might be singing your version in both lines, though; do you have any official lyrics to point to?
artiface makes no sense in those lines, what?
I love this song. It's my new favorite Starset song. I think this song would probably what I would point to if someone asked me to describe my struggles with mental illness. It just really articulates that internal fight better than I could hope to. It's more than a little cathartic. I can't wait for the rest of the album
Emily Rodriguez tbh it sounds like hes trying to actually talk about how someone taught him or made him into someone hes not so this is him asking for them to leave or fix him.
Haku 301 exactly what I thought
Haku 30
I can understand that. That was cool.
Pendulum - Self vs Self.
People say I love music differently than most people.. I appreciate the lyrics.. the sound.. the way it's played out. And I definitely appreciate the feelings they felt while recording this. This music makes me cry.
Good job guys ♡
Joey Baker I feel the same when listening to music lol
Joey Baker I don't usually tell people my favorite kind of music because I know even if they like it too they will pretend the don't and they make fun of me like how they make fun of me for almost anything I do and what I look like.
same
Joey Baker even my family can't understand what I listen to. But I'd rather die than give up what I listen to ;-;
+lunarsentinel but if you die.... you won't be able to listen to your music either... ;-;
2:43
Should’ve been
“My heart’s an artifice, a decoy soul”
2:53
“I’ve made an art of digging shallow holes, i drop the darkness in and watch it grow”
Althaf Budianto watch it glow, but everything else is right
@@x_Chib_o no, it's 'watch it grow'
I drop the tiniest seed and watch it grow
To be fair, it really does sound like “My heart’s north is a decoy soul”
Also 1:54 is Relent or Resist lol
shouldn't all Starset fans be called stargazers?
Yeah
Ya I guess so...
No. That sounds goofy.
We already have a name, we are messengers
Fire Rose
Yeah that sounds cool
If I made a sci-fi movie/TV show, I would get them to do the soundtrack
Nominal Velocity how about the venon movie carnivore is made for that movie
Alex Rivera that would be awesome if they made a soundtrack for that movie and that song would be on it
Nominal Velocity the song’s lyrics it self could be a scenario of a movie
Nominal Velocity j
i think telepathic from starset could also be a good soundtrack
This song resonates with me. As a child I was vulnerable and surrendered to my father who hurt me. I grew up to be a very messed up kid and did some terrible things. I had a warped mentality and view on the world and saw myself as just an animal among people. I later met a woman who gave me therapy to help me live like a person again. I'm still cold on the inside and I still feel very hateful. This song explains a lot of how it felt and how I still feel.
i'm praying for you. i used to be the same way.
Dang im glad you got better. Hope you live a long and happy life
Lmao so you're pathetic and petty, not really smart.
Cant say I'm any better but im defto smart due to my brain blocking my emotions causing me not to feel any real emotions anymore towards any trauma i had
(The reason I used the word smart is because smart is defined as high mental ability)
yes he describe my relationship with math
*meth
Meth XD what is Meth XD do you mean Methodology ? XD i mean mathematics
Mr.Nothing yes methodology, of course. There isn't any other kind of meth is there?
:D don't know :D i am not a native speaker XD
I honestly can't tell if your being sarcastic or not haha
Well, this song is used in a PV of new mobile game called Arknights
Good pv they made
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@@Etomori147 and wtf is that language please translate cuz that lannguage fucking scares me bud
Rofl Doffel sr about that xD this guy comment and me come from the same country so i speak my country language =]]]
I accidentally searched Monster instead of My Demons, _best mistake I've ever made_
"there is no such things as mistakes" -- someone probably
dude i remember fkn ranting about starset when i was in seventh grade. now im a senior and they blew up HAHA ugh people didnt listen to me earlier
@Donovan Gomez Nah, on the right it says one month ago.
@Donovan Gomez That's part of the username
it says 48years ago 😂😂😂
I'm so much in love with Starset and especially this mesmerizing song and Ricochet. Those two are formidable to expose all the sadness, bitterness and sorrow in your heart, the truly unhappy love.
This balance between softer electronic sounds, chime, piano, etc, and harder sounds from the drums and a little bit of metal scream. And constantly shifting between soft and hard. Letting it build and subside, tropes from both rock and electronic, its just so fucking interesting and it doesn't stop for the entire song.
Arknights brought me here. This song resonates with me greatly. My whole life I was frustrated with my lack of strength, even if I reported it to my teachers, they usually will say some blanket words and leave me to deal with it.
i really like this kind of music
Naruto the ninja I love your profile photo Naruto is my hero
What even is this type of music? Rock?
NARUTO-KUN
@@artonio5887 electronic rock is what I think it is
six_pathsTV
Same, puts you in some sort of badass mood
Under the knife I surrendered
The innocence yours to consume
You cut it away
And you filled me up with hate
Into the silence you sent me
Into the fire- consumed
You thought I'd forget
But it's always in my head
You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage.
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
You're the love that I hate
You're the drug that I take
Will you cage me?
Will you cage me?
You're the pulse in my veins
You're the war that I wage.
Can you change me?
Can you change me?
From the monster you made me
This is the world you've created
The product of what I've become
My soul and my youth
It's all for you to use
If I could take back the moment
I let you get under my skin
Relent or resist?
Seems the monster always wins
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
I’ll lift you up and then I’ll let you go
I've made an art of digging shallow holes
I drop the darkness in and watch it grow
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
Who knew the emptiness could be so cold?
I've lost the pieces that could make me whole
I am the darkness
I'm the monster
DUDE WHAT THE??
Dude
Perfect 20/20
I mean.. the lyrics were on the video but ok
@@Phoenix_Down444 they were wrong
this song perfectly encapsulates the way i feel about my trauma, and in some ways the trauma itself.
ill never be the same after spending one and a half school years in a special ed program full of abusive teachers. ill never be innocent again, for i know the pure, primal fury that comes when fear isnt an option anymore. the kind of overwhelming rage that makes you forget everything and fight, no matter how futile you know it is.
i still have vivid memories of pounding against the door of the solitary confinement room and screaming while a teacher stands outside, ignoring me or acting in some infuriating way i cant quite remember due to the nature of trauma.
they did things just to be cruel. stealing away every clock in the building and telling other students not to interact with me just so i wouldnt know how long until i got out of that hell. deadnaming and misgendering me because i """""""hadnt earned""""""" being called by my real name and pronouns.
i used to fake my period going through my pants or purposely induce it just to get out of there.
and i know i wasnt the only one suffering this. two other kids in my class regularly had freakouts just like my own. one of them punched a hole in the drywall.
even two years from then, when i go to an all special ed school where the teachers arent abhorrent people who abuse disabled children, i still have rage freakouts sometimes. it was happening less often last time i went to physical school, but it still happened. the fury from what the teachers at that hellish excuse for a school did to me still lingers, and i dont think it will ever leave.
i still have vivid memories of sitting under one of the folding tables in the commons, clutching my legs to my chest as hard as i could so they wouldnt have a place to grab me. so they couldnt immobilize me and throw me in solitary. that didnt stop them.
i know i must have done something to incite this, but i dont remember what. nothing i could have done would make me deserving of that hell. and yet, i would be a completely different person if i never went through it. its the pulse in my veins, its the war that i wage.
the words i have for the people who did this only exist in the language of violence.
but theyll never face the consequences of their actions. theyll never face the angry, broken people they made.
and that infuriates me more than anything.
There is no such thing as misgendering. You can't pick and choose your gender. There is only male and female. You are just a snowflake. Real trauma is having something awful happen to you. You just got put in a disabled class for being autistic and couldn't handle it. I bet you had meltdowns often and the teachers didn't know how to cope with you so treated you like an animal. Let's face it most autistic people are animals anyway because they lack self awareness that separates humans from animals in the first place.
Your generalisation of autistic people is misleading and offensive. I and most others will agree with the whole 2 genders/unselectable gender mantra (which has been argued to the point of idiocy on behalf of those who refute it). However most autistic people who reside lower on the spectrum (e.g aspergic individuals) are very much capable of handling complex social situations and do not require any additional learning support typically beyond primary school (and actually are often more capable in some aspects - usually in numeric-based subjects - when compared to neurotypical individuals). This is however assuming they are raised correctly and with a proper adaptable mindset, which I assume is most likely not the case for the person who started the comment thread.
@@bluebowser3121 wow, I never met an asshole this annoying.
It's pretty amazing how much you can make me lose faith in people like you.
At the start of your comment I could relate somewhat then I continued reading and began thinking "I thought *my* trauma was bad!" Then I read more and my shock at what I was reading began to further grow but mix in with rage, all while empathy slipped in and I began to cry trying to imagine the hell you went through. I thought my trauma caused by years of relentless bullying, ignorant adults and a couple of nasty teachers was bad but you had it way worse I'm so sorry you had to go through that. You deserved so much better.
@@bluebowser3121 WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! TRANSPHOBIC AND ABLEST!!! GO BACK TO THE 19TH CENTURY!
This, My Demons, and It Has Begun are my favorite Starset songs :)
Destiny Kirchhoff same
Destiny Kirchhoff same
Destiny Kirchhoff same!!
Almost :) This, My Demons and Let it Die
Awesome profile picture!
i heard this playing at target in the electronic area and i was like
"OMG I KNOW THIS SONG!"
*checks the whole side of my music list in my head*
"Starset i love them!"
my cousin was just like "omg you and your music"😂😂
4ëvërmärkš .-. It's literally 12:57 and I have this blasting while everyone is asleep my sister came in and was like you and your music then walked away...... I'm laughing so hard!!XP
I had no idea any Target people knows Starset at all, ;p haha it's a miracle XD
What's target?😅
Is this a joke or a real question if it is a question targets a store
4ëvërmärkš .-. Hi.
I cant listen to this without bawling my eyes out. I remember for 3 whole weeks my friend was excited about the release of this song before he died.
That escalated quickly
Sorry for your loss
How I love this band! It looks like they sing their songs just for me. They helped me in difficult moments. Thanx Starset!💖
Rock N Roll, Alternative Rock, Metal, New Age Rock... always will be my number one genre. I was born with this moulded by it. Now cant live without it.
Ditto
This song is absolutely amazing, I’ve only ever heard a few songs from this band but they’re starting to grow on me lol
Fucking love this song!!
MalySports ikr me too
Same here!
MalySports yes!! Mine too!!!
Ikr!
"You're the pulse in my veins, You're the war that I wage. Can you change me, can you change me. You're the love that I hate, you're the drug that I take. Can you cage me, can you cage me." Best part
"Your the pulse in my veins, your the war that i wage" best verse in the song. idk y it just is
If I had a kid playing this at max volume but turned it down cause it was too loud I'd be like
"YOU PUT THAT SH** BACK ON"
Heheh same 😂
SpaghettiNerd 2020 come over here, we have speakers!
I would scream that exact line, but in my head, not out loud. Then I'd shame myself for not saying anything.
Heck yeah Mo fo!
lol, same
Who made the mistake by disliking this...? (●.●) I'm watching you....
Haha ikr?
seems the monster always wins :*
Coraline ♡_☆
There is 41 dislikes...and 41 likes on the comment. Oh.
May have been determined and turned there computer upside down just to like the video
This was one of the songs I listened to when I was in my EMO phase. Still love it.
I was lying in bed and all of the sudden it was stuck in my head. So I googled it and it took me to this. Wow this is amazing
OML LISTENING TO THIS IN THE MORNING REALLY GETS U ENERGISED
HEYYYY EVERYBODY!! LOOK AT THIS COMMENT AND GIVE IT LIKES! HELP IT RISE TO THE TOP!
I just wanted to share my story something really bad happened to me I was with someone for what felt like a long time and she changed and moved on and left me behind and without starset particularly this song I don't think I would be here I couldn't breathe or stop crying but listening to this made me so calm
OUCHIExDAxEL1TE *hugs you* I hope you'll feel better if someone moves on its just they don't really think your what meets their standards and I think your the best just because of you liking Starset
Gald u moved on and wait till karma hits that bitchy cheater hope u have a wonderful life
Played this song for my ex. Made her realize exactly what she did to me. Badass song regardless!!! My favorite by Starset!! Awesome job on the video!
this has a three days grace vibe to me
sorta, but BMTH's fanbase is basically turned into emo teen girls. not sure what starset's is. i personally think starset is on the rise, and BMTH is on the fall. i preferred can you feel my heart and go to hell for heavens sake much more than their new stuff, although avalanche is decent.
To be fair, Bring Me the Horizon's fan base was predominately always emo teen girls, and the majority of the remaining was just emo "scene" teen boys that pretended they were listening to something hard.
same
Reminds me of Someone Who Cares.
Just Wolfy who I thought it was when I first listened lmao
This song is a gem. All of starset songs just hits me hard. Never felt so empowered by such emotions of listening the lyrics ❤️❤️❤️
As a person who was hurt in love many many years ago, this song speaks to my internal beliefs really well.
I guess there are always songs that resonate with everyone on a deeper level.
This is the most AWESOME song that I've ever heard!
Ashley Stevens and for me it's associated with very powerful memories. yes it is indeed awesome.
This song fits so many characters I'm writing about.
same
Mousey Melon same here
FireAngel Dragon Same.
FireAngel Dragon Username and site?
FireAngel Dragon i was waiting to find someone to comment that
my first song of this band I heard is "point of no return" but now I love them more. they wake me up when I'm sad or lonely.
I'm writing a book and Starset describes the plot to a perfect T. I listen to it to get inspiration and wow does it work xD
I'm writing a book too,and almost all of the songs that starset made,really fits the back story of two of my characters.They fit so well that it's actually kinda scary
ikr O.o like it was made for them
Sarkonic well I don't see it as it fits the character, I see as it fits their ark, for instance ive had 3 main character's for a long time now, but I find many songs fit them for certain times, if the song fits the character in its entirety, than that in my opinion may mean that character is bland, :\ no really though, character's that are well written often have more than one arch.
Maybe I should too!
Sarkonic good luck
Starset Monster vs Skillet Monster which one is better? For me it's Starset
kelly wilson whitehead i agree
kelly wilson whitehead Both of them are good but for different reasons. Skillet's monster focuses more on actually being the monster and caveating its being to all around it but starset's monster focuses more on the monster's creation and the man beneath it, aimed towards the circumstances of its being. Both are amazing in their own ways so its quite hard for me to choose. :3
Both
Both are good, but I like Starset's Monster better. And by "the monster's creation" it really means how this one person he loved crushed his world and consequently made him a monster.
green day's monster is better
Star set is te best band that i ever seen.The first song I heard by them was It has begun...I love it so much.
I love this band so much :'3.I can't wait for the new album.I just found this video and realized about the new album coming soon.Can't wait!
Same here!
X3
Starset is my favorite band
Who the f*** dislikes Monster?
xD it fit so many villains.
Harley Quinn ?
Loki
Not just villains, my friend.
A vast majority of anti-hero characters, too. Loki, Harley Quinn, Jason Todd, Lex Luthor, Wade Wilson, Slade Wilson (yes, I do mean Deathstroke), etc., etc. And all this is just barely scratching the surface. There can never be light, without the darkness. And there is always a "grey area" in between the two, a .... "middle ground" if you will.
No one dislikes this song, the lyrics just weren't typed up right oops
Vine por Heist, alguien más?
Hi
Seep👌🏼
This is the first song i heard from Starset, and i instantly fell in love with this band. They are just amazing, like wow!
Discovering Starset was the best thing that ever happened to me.❤
Same!!!!
*What are you listening to?* Monster. *Oh skillet is pretty good.* ~Turns and walks away yelling~ Wrong people Brother!
it's pretty good though.
i read that last line in hulk hogan's voice
They're both good bands
why did this remind me of josh from drake & josh?
Yeah, I also mistake these two bands
Never feel regret that I loved starset !❤
Same
And we never will (dont judge, im not from england)
If anyone does they need brain surgery 😅
Im so glad that i have cool mom who likes Starset
This is her ringtone xD
LUCKY
No wayyyyyyyyy 😨
Your mom is awesome!
Woah, that's really cool
Ur mom's very cultured
The people who disliked this had their phones upside-down
Dani Grantham agreed 😂
Dani Grantham its probably cause whoever made it didnt take the time to research the lyrics. Completely butchered them lol
At this point I think its a youtube bug, that or some people aren't sane
An entire set of lyrics are incorrect here.
I know but I fixed it don't worry
I don't know why but everytime I listen to this song I get pumped 😁😎
3 th song I am listening of this band... Thats it, I am officially a fan now... this man full of masterpieces like INSANE....
No songs spoke to me as hard as those
this song is so freaking awesome. i hear it like 500 times a day
I hear it 501 times a day =))) (Sorry for the 4 months delay)
Only 347 times a day for me, but then again that is 24/7
me encanta la cancion y la banda.
en especial la banda, la primera cancion que escuche de la banda fue MY DEMONS y la ultima pero mi favorita ANTIGRAVITY gracias por el video :)
Im here because of Arknights
Is it a good game?
@@coffee7644 Yes
It deserves anime
Me to Let’s goooooo friend meeee BMBlade level 52
I've basically got addicted to starset because of arknights lol
"My heart's an orifice, a decoy soul
I lift you up and then I let you go
I've made an art of digging shallow holes
I'll drop the tiniest seed and watch it grow"
^correct lyrics. good video, just that part was off
I mean it's "My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul" but yes
And I drop the darkness in and watch it grow
I don't think anyone can come to a proper agreement on the lyrics at this part 😂
Thought I was the only one who noticed
Socks the Eevee There’s literally a Genius video of the lead singer going over the correct lyrics. 😑
This song describes my relationship with my family lol
Takwa Dh Same, sometimes all family means to me is a six letters word.
Takwa Dh
This song describes my life ,friends ,and family
For my name said's it all
Same here buddy.
Takwa Dh same but a song called "Nobody likes me"from "deuce" suites me more!
Error!Sans Cat
That's the one who ran away from the undead
This represents me living with Autism, escapism, self beatup thoughts, ear issues and the complainers on internet. But i am admit walking, therapy, music and loving parents are the things that represent help that have around me.
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Kayla Fenmore thanks m8. Us mobile users needed that
I need more. Help.
Kayla Fenmore i need more
_laughs in right click_
Dustin Bates!!! 💯
Thank you for putting these lyrics.
No problem, really. :') Apparently they are wrong so I'll just put the right lyrics in the description.
COLLISION don't worry, sometimes I have problem understanding what they are saying that's why I go to lyric videos just like your video that I'm watching :). I still like it and I don't complain because you putted all your time in this video and I respect it and other people who do complain should as well, so thank you again I hope you make more. :)
+Nitro Steelix Oh, so kind of you! Thank you. I cannot stand disrespectful people, yes. I rather don't even mind them, haha. Thank you for being understanding. (: And I will try to make more if I find something I like. :P
This song almost perfectly describes my relationship with self-harm and it’s kind of scary
If you ever need to talk to someone I am here.I don't know what are you going through but if we endure it will get better.It always does.That's just life,sometimes we love it sometimes we hate it
How are you doing? 💪💖
I don't suppose it's the self-harm that made you a monster tho?
@@theeggbreadguy3799 bro 🤦🏻♀️
@@ennieannie6027 Hey, just came across this. Thank you so much for the kind words, I’m happy to inform you that I am doing so much better than I was when I commented it. Recovery is always an uphill battle, and I still stumble occasionally, I still have some pushing to do, but I can honestly say that I am happy. That my mental health is stable and that I can overcome the rougher patches in my life, whatever they may be. It does get better, it really, truly does.
This song helps me when I turn into my worst enemy or into my inner monster
Annette Green everyone has a different opinion song and different meaning of it
I think they mean when they're freaking out or get severely pissed off to the brink of not being able to control it they listen to this song and it helps calm them.
@@jazzydrawz3792 maybe?
Still doesn't make me cringe any less...
BUT HEY it's not as bad as tiktok levels of cringe.
@@vanessaliles1061 Eh yeah
this song helped me make friends with all of my personalities (I have DID ((Dissociative Identity Disorder))
just "found" this band, holy hell they´re amazing.. this and "Let it die" is by far my favorites, Especially "Let it die" since,, well it just is.. great vid
Awesome tune by Starset
Whenever I listen to this song, I always imagine a person talking to themselves about how they or somebody within them turned themselves into this "monster" they see themselves as now, but can never find a conclusion to who did it. But, eventually put it aside and just try to resolve their other problems with each other
Rip Chester we miss you
Rip, but this is starset, not Linkin Park. No disrespect to Chester, I'm just sayin.
This is Starset...?
"WHO KNEW THE EMPTINESS COULD BE SO COOOOLD?!"
I LOST PARTS OF ME THAT MAKE ME WHOLLLEE
I AM THE DAAARKNESS I'M A MOOONSTEEEER
Essa banda é incrível! ❤️
This song is amazing! Nice lyrics video!
Thank you. :)
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul
I lift you up and then I let you go
I've made an art of digging shallow holes
I'll drop the darkness in and watch it grow
it's "relent or resist" not "never resist" __but yea awesome vid🐒
There's a shitload of misheard lyrics here.
I love the video and love the song 👍🏼💜
Lyrics hits hard 🔥🖤
This is the song that fits my life it's a beautiful ballad I can say I'm a monster. Love the song
Man so glad the lyrics are here, love starset. Thanks for the sweet vid!
I Love This Song❤❤❤
Me too and I like your profile picture.
@@MidnightAngel2.o yeah joker from suicide squad
Nice video ;)
Thank you! :')
+Coraline thank you that you add lyrics and it s beautiful
Starset may be my absolute favorite band.
sounds like my school life. How it dominates me and turned me into something I feel I was never meant to be.
I became a sad, paranoid and bitter wreck.
Always crushed under the needs and desires of others, moulding me into some thing that existed to cradle and fit the expectations of others.
Same I ones got so mad I smashed some one in the face
this song is........so amazing!!!!!
This song hits so close to home for me. As a kid, I wanted to be a hero when I grew up. I even joined the military. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve helped so many people out. I’ve saved peoples lives and career’s. But just because you’re a hero in others peoples eyes doesn’t mean you’re a hero in your own eyes. I’ve messed up so much in my personal life. The girl I’ve loved my entire life dumped me because I couldn’t be there for her 24/7. I didn’t get high enough GPA or SAT to get accepted into a scholarship program that I needed because I was too busy with tutoring others in classes I was exceptionally good at. My car broke down bad and I don’t get payed enough to actually sustain myself let alone fix my car. I’ve been ignoring my problems for so long that my own soul was slowly being hollowed out. You can dream about being a hero, but don’t become one unless you are willing to sacrifice
I just tripped over this song, somehow landing here from an anime outro. The like button feels insufficient for how happy I am to have miss clicked.
Man I love Starset
I’m here thanks to Arknights....
Wth is Arknights?
Monsters don't win. Yes, we are artificial human beings. We have souls, and we have heart. Don't let this break us. This realm won't break us.... ha.
the first song I heard was my demons. then this
SAME. Guess U and I both have the same tastes. I came here because a Bakugan Video had this song.
I'm addicted
PinkStar Gaming sameeeee
You could say
Its the drug that you take.
Ill get out.
"I lost the parts of me that make me whole"
Haha
relate.
Linkin Park is a band which was super relatable. Bring me the horizon was all about the pain we go through, three days grace is all the hatred that you feel
Starset? I’m not super sure but it makes me feel awestruck the way John Green’s metaphors do.
I love those bands it relates to me and what i want to tell EVERYONE WHO HURT ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!!!! And i love songs about revenge (im not weird everyone around me is weird)
Starset has very deep meanings about the connections we feel with other people.
Read their book and you’ll understand 🙏🏼
I think Starset's lyrics to their songs has hints of reality in them... For example today's society.
I always thought the lyrics were “I’ve made an art of digging shallow holes. I drop the darkness in and watch it grow.”
That's cuz that is the lyrics
Monster, The most dangerous demon to be against with.
Because it exist in our heads. Not the one you have to fight using knife or sword, but with your mind itself.
It can give you despair, fill you up with misery, and tear you apart until you broke into pieces.
This basically describes my OCD
Great song & video. Waiting for January 20th when Vessels becomes released.
King Of Mystery Can't wait!!!!
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The same day Trump officially becomes President. I could wait a century or two.
wahhhhh wahhhhhh
No kiddin'