Bones For Brains (original song)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 22 ก.ย. 2024
- yup, it's that clumsy little song I posted on here exactly 4 years ago. Even though it's kinda bad, I still don't hate it and I thought it deserved some better lyrics.
Hope you don't mind if I get personal for a second. I think when I wrote this I was probably at the lowest point of my eating disorder. Things have gotten much much better, but of course I still have bad days or weeks. I don't think the original lyrics properly conveyed all the things I felt and still feel, which is why I wanted to do this. I don't know. Despite having recovered physically, it's hard to imagine having a healthy relationship with food.
anyways... enjoy? (╯▽╰ )
the new lyrics:
chew it up and spit it out
digestion is the enemy
the puffy, red, and crying eyes
will be worthwhile when they subside
I know that this isn't safe
but if I cared I wouldn't chase
a fate that leave me cold and empty
I don't care what damage I cause
I'm torn in half by fact and thought
so take each half and see which one survives
take my stomach out
remove my brain
if it means you can see my bones
my nerves are gone now
can't feel the pain
all the pain that I long to show
hunger fills my head with pride
it tells me I can sleep tonight
the nagging pain lodged in my side
brainwashed to feel like this is right
I know it's not good for me
but I continue just to see
my reflection reflect my insides
if my bones poke through my skin
will you see the way I feel?
if my cheeks start to cave in
will more than cheekbones be revealed?
take my stomach out
remove my brain
if it means you can see my bones
my nerves are gone now
can't feel the pain
all the pain that I long to show
cotton candy, lollipops
tell myself I'd rather eat rocks
whoa idk why but for some reason a lot of new people are finding this! So if you wanna listen to more of my music here's my band website:
sournotesymphony.neocities.org
the music I make there is very different from this but maybe you'll like it! Also this song is just kind of a rehashing of an old song that I am not particularly proud of so trust me the newer stuff is better!
I don't know how to put this into words but the vibe of this song is exactly what I needed to hear
I don't think there's any wallpaper that ever made me as oddly nostalgic as this god damn black and white checker pattern on my recommended page. Glad you're back :)
that's really nice to hear :D (and it's actually my poor attempt at soundproofing that did not help at all lol!)
loved this, go on a world tour now
LOL thank you!
This song deserves way more recognition. It really is great! ♥
Thank you!
glad i decided to click on this randomly recommended video, well done!👌
ty ty!
this really makes me happy
Thank you making such a great song! The feels hit me in a good way.
you have a lovely voice! keep this going :DD
Time goes by so fast, glad you're doing better :d
It sure does haha. And thanks :]
Such a powerful song, I really adore the lyrics you wrote for your song and the message you conveyed.
Stay strong and keep steppin forward
Thank you
This is so good!
nice song
Pretty good 👌
Sounds good 👌 enjoyed this
thank u!
hell yeah
hey can you do a song request?
maybe, just depends on what it is ^_^
@@kellyplasma dhruv - double take
@@badcaptain-1558 yeah sorry never heard it so I'm not gona do a cover. I appreciate that you wanted to request a song though!
@@kellyplasma i mean you can atleast hear that song on TH-cam.
@@badcaptain-1558 Sorry, I should have been more clear from the start. I only do covers for fun, so I only really do covers of songs that I really like. So it would feel disingenuous to do a cover of a song I didn't even know before you suggested it. When I said "maybe", I more meant "I'd consider it if it was a song I already happened to like". Sorry if I came off as rude, I wasn't trying to.