[M4A] BF Comes Home And Comforts You After Seeing You Attempt Self-Harm [Self-Harm Comfort] [Kisses]

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  • @raiyne7321
    @raiyne7321 2 ปีที่แล้ว +673

    I'm 68 minutes clean. When my parent found out he yelled and trashed my room. This is a lot more comforting than that lol

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +224

      oh no, im so so sorry that you had to go through that. i hope you're doing better now though. much love

    • @gabihduarte600
      @gabihduarte600 2 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      I'm sorry for you😞 my mom had also seen my wrist so i said it was my cat. Good Lord, she believed. But if she didn't believe me she was going to hit me like she always did. Don't worry girl you are strong

    • @lamarasawyer850
      @lamarasawyer850 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      How r u feeling right now, if u don't mind me asking?

    • @leopardfoot_
      @leopardfoot_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Wow my mom did the same lol👍

    • @elsx.x
      @elsx.x ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Same, i didnt even eant to go knto my house for a whole week sll because i didnt feel safe

  • @skylergainous5471
    @skylergainous5471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    I haven't been suicidal for the past 9 years. Watching these helps remind me of how far I've come

    • @jack20233
      @jack20233 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      We don't know each other and saying this seems silly but I'm super proud of u❤ and congratulations🎉

    • @rae_elise22
      @rae_elise22 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I’m so proud of you, I’ve been for 5 years and I am 3 months sh clean

    • @gayatrisingh9435
      @gayatrisingh9435 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      ​@@rae_elise22 I am proud of you 🎉

    • @scottiehill4749
      @scottiehill4749 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I’m so proud of u ❤

  • @tipsyart
    @tipsyart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    A lot of audios be like "wHaT ABoUt mE!?" and I'm like ...the fact your making this about you makes me wanna do it more outta spite. Lol so this is truly amazing. Not the whole "I'd be so sad if you do it" but understanding and caring and not making the listener feel bad. Your absolutely amazing and beautiful for that. Thank you

    • @witchiesthufflepuff8574
      @witchiesthufflepuff8574 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      No cause like same and I saw and listened to this really good one but ofcourse then the person started saying" what about me,how do you think this makes me feel?" And I wad just like,ok well Frick you

    • @tipsyart
      @tipsyart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@witchiesthufflepuff8574 omfg same i get so mad about it like i swEAR it makes me wanna do it while saying fuck you lmfao like deadass i dunno what they expect when you say that lol like do you think we just gonna get excited like OMG YOU CARE OKAY I DONT WANNA DIE ANYMORE IM CURED! lmfao depression and suicidal shit don't get fixed cause someone else feels bad for themselves if you do it🤣😭

  • @v.alentina
    @v.alentina 2 ปีที่แล้ว +351

    you handled it so perfectly :) a lot of people aren’t as considerate or understanding in these situations 🖤

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      aww, thank you so much for the kind words! i try my best

  • @Tairadanek
    @Tairadanek 2 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    The way he talking.. it’s so soft and relaxing ☺️

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      mhm! i really try my best :) im happy it relaxed you, Tair

  • @jelly4anime800
    @jelly4anime800 2 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    I have never self harmed myself but I have thought about it many times and this made me feel a thousand times better. Thank you for this masterpiece ❤️

    • @enchanted_now
      @enchanted_now 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Please don't self harm, you can get through this. Lots of love

    • @jelly4anime800
      @jelly4anime800 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@enchanted_now Awe thank you so much! I have been trying my best and I haven't been thinking about it as much so I hope that means I'm getting better. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @Strawllyla
      @Strawllyla ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Please don't do this mistake , ❤

  • @edenshovel777
    @edenshovel777 2 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    Thank you for making these!!! I don't have anyone I feel comfortable taking to when I get the urge to do stuff like this and it's hard to stop myself all on my own.

    • @februarycookiecoo
      @februarycookiecoo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same here 😔 you should listen to his ASMR about the self harm urge, it's very soothing and he know what he's doing.
      th-cam.com/video/dG_RXDoRioY/w-d-xo.html

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      no problem, Jack's Hovel!! im always happy to be that comfort person for you! and if you ever need a safe space to talk to anyone, my discord server is always open and we have a chat just for that. much love, and stay safe

    • @edenshovel777
      @edenshovel777 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@ItsJaysmr awwhhh thank you so much!!! 🥺🥺🥺
      I'll have to join your discord then!

    • @maryjane0198
      @maryjane0198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me too. But I will try to fight for people like you. I know it's super hard and sometimes is stronger than us. But let's try to fight together ❤️

  • @sen_nn
    @sen_nn ปีที่แล้ว +27

    i was in an extremely manipulative and toxic relationship around 5 months ago, i used to self harm a lot because of it but was too scared to ever tell them. Things like this help comfort and remind me that not everyone is like that, and i’m allowed to share my struggles

    • @MistyInTheCloudz
      @MistyInTheCloudz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      it’s been a year. i hope you’re doing better now and out of that relationship!

    • @sen_nn
      @sen_nn 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@MistyInTheCloudz i’m doing much better, thank you. I actually completely forgot about this comment so thanks for reminding me 😭 I’m out of the relationship and not in contact with that person at all,
      living my life pretty good atm

  • @rennysky1725
    @rennysky1725 2 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    I hugged my pillow and was listening to your voice. Felt almost like if somebody was really there for me. Thank you

    • @dannangames2716
      @dannangames2716 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      lol I did the exact Same thing

  • @julietachan3131
    @julietachan3131 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The way he talks I soooooooo comfortable. I remember when I did it an this audio was perfect. I cried a lot 😭😭😭😭✨❤️

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      aww, im happy you liked it! much love and i hope you're having a great day/night, Julieta! 💖

  • @umyes8504
    @umyes8504 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Over a year clean and I just relapsed. There was a really bad storm today which is one of my biggest fears, and I guess the stress and anxiety of that pushed me over the edge. Audios like this help a lot. Thank you.

  • @Heartzlilst4r
    @Heartzlilst4r ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This was so comforting to the point where I am crying… I’ve never been comforted like this before. Thank you :)

  • @mariossidechick6969
    @mariossidechick6969 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This audio was very comforting for me. It helped me when I almost relapsed after like 3 years of being clean. Thank you for this audio so much. 😊❤️

    • @koneshauf
      @koneshauf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      stay strong friend :)

  • @7iat
    @7iat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I was clean for about 7 months, but today was terrible. The past overwhelmed me. I just really need comfort, and this video helped before. Thank you.

  • @honeycomb271
    @honeycomb271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I'm 20 days clean. Yea, I did it in the 3rd day of 2023. Not a good start if the year tbh, but still trying to stay. Thank you for this audio. Hope you have a good day and always happy. I love you

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I really wish i wasnt so damn late to this :(
      but please dont put yourself down for that, love. it can be incredibly difficult to resist the urge. its never easy, not at all. but the most important thing is that you're still trying and pushing to go further. you're doing awesome, my sweetheart. keep going ❤️
      and ill never forget you, dont you worry

    • @honeycomb271
      @honeycomb271 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ItsJaysmr you really reply to me a lot today. Thank you so much for your time. Please take care of yourself too. I luv u 💗

  • @avatonnessen3562
    @avatonnessen3562 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I'm ten days clean, and my mom is mad after me being gone for a week, and I was really struggling. I listened to this and it helped a lot. Tysm ❤️

  • @unl0vedblues126
    @unl0vedblues126 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i’m so used to ppl walking in and yelling at me in this situation that this made me cry sm harder. you did a good job

  • @Astroomisorph
    @Astroomisorph 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    After relapsing a few minutes ago, nobody at home who would comfort me, this is the best i can have rn

  • @aspyn.r
    @aspyn.r 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i am so thankful i found this video when i did. i’ve been clean for about 27 days. tonight has been rough. i have school in 4 hours and ive been balling my eyes out all night. not getting too into it, but i finally got all my homework done and when i opened up my youtube for a distraction from my feelings, this was the first thing i saw and i clicked on it. this video was exactly what i needed right now.
    thank you for soothing me basically right away, this was everything that i needed right now. (i know you probably won’t read this i just needed to get it out somewhere)

  • @parvati6823
    @parvati6823 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I recently relapsed after being two months clean unlike last time my friendships were all in tough spots so I wasn’t able to talk about it. These audios probably saved me more than once thank you

  • @animalgirl5773
    @animalgirl5773 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    About a month clean. Aiming to stay clean forever. ❤️
    Stay safe and well everyone

    • @eli_._9271
      @eli_._9271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am so proud of you!!!

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      thats a lot of progress and im so so proud of you!! you got this, i know you can do it, sweetheart!

    • @Andra_rocks
      @Andra_rocks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm proud of you. Like wise man said excelsior❤

    • @kitty.cat3639
      @kitty.cat3639 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      so proud of you!! we believe in you!

  • @chertovlistonos
    @chertovlistonos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I'm like 2 years clean but I still need videos like this because it's too hard to cope with ummm stuff sometimes and I wanna tell that I'm wearing lots of bracelets to prevent self-harm and they are really useful at times

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      its great to hear that you have something to help you, and that you are doing well! i'm so so proud of you, love!

  • @ella_gacha0707
    @ella_gacha0707 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    im almost 5 days clean and this really helped me! Hopefully you guys (in the comments/the person/people reading this going through a rough time) will continue/start getting clean and i wish you guys well on your weekend!

    • @moldy_pigeon4859
      @moldy_pigeon4859 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      And hopefully now you’re 8 days clean. You are so strong! I hope things start to get better 💕💕

    • @ella_gacha0707
      @ella_gacha0707 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@moldy_pigeon4859 Yeah i am! its getting better slowly but surely!

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @Ella_gatcha0707 thats great to hear and I'm so proud of you!! you're so strong, and i know you can keep going!! much love!

    • @ella_gacha0707
      @ella_gacha0707 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ItsJaysmr Thank you, its really nice hearing these words since im so close to 2 weeks!

    • @orphan_account
      @orphan_account 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ella_gacha0707 I hope you’re doing well now!

  • @Angiee..
    @Angiee.. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    A comforting hug is all I needed :)
    thank you

  • @__GeekingOutOverASMR__
    @__GeekingOutOverASMR__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I gotta say, im a couple months clean and no one knew i even went through what i did, i had to do it all on my own and videos like this is what reminded me that its ok to feel vulnerable, just make sure to ask for help. Best of luck to those out there who are still struggling, you can reach your goal!

    • @imcookit8242
      @imcookit8242 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sooo sorry that you've been through this,I'm glad that you're fine! Lots of hugs and love for uuu❤️

    • @__GeekingOutOverASMR__
      @__GeekingOutOverASMR__ ปีที่แล้ว

      @@imcookit8242 thanks ❤️❤️

  • @PAN_FROG
    @PAN_FROG 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just want to say that I'm two days clean and it's stuff like this that helps me through it. When my mom found out she said that I was weak and called me a disappointment. So just hearing this made me feel like there was someone who cares so thank you a lot.

  • @jemma3486
    @jemma3486 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    u are my comfort person

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      aw im really happy that I can be that comfort person for you, Jemma!

  • @kokichioma5350
    @kokichioma5350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Always feel the most safe listening to your audios 😌

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      aww, im so glad that I can make you feel so safe, Kokichi. much love!

  • @romydeaquino4097
    @romydeaquino4097 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Omg thank you so much for this 🥺 this was something I really needed nowadays

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      no problem!! Im alwaysss happy to comfort you, Romy!

  • @RandomGuyFelix
    @RandomGuyFelix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm crying- I'm listening to the ones I can find so expect to see me in other comment sections. I really need them rn.

  • @night_time6724
    @night_time6724 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just broke my streak for 6 months, it made me feel terrible after I did and hated the feeling of how I lost to my thoughts. I feel a lot better after listening to this, so thank you and I hope you have a good day. Even if it’s so late

  • @rishabhbinjola7628
    @rishabhbinjola7628 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Sometimes we need such people in our life

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      of course, I believe everyone deserves to have someone in their life who can make them feel safe and loved!

  • @flairnightshade4510
    @flairnightshade4510 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    urges have been really bad lately adn I don't have anyone to talk to abt this, thank you so much, this helped a lot

  • @kiiiwi5
    @kiiiwi5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m year clean this month and I hope all people here can do it too you’re strong guys

  • @kikisdelivery15
    @kikisdelivery15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    this is really comforting, thank you! :))

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      no problem!! Im happy you found it so comforting, Saruki

  • @hdjskabe3728
    @hdjskabe3728 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i am 23 clean now and i need these videos because no one reacted this way. thank you so much.

  • @TotallynotAddie13
    @TotallynotAddie13 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im a week and a half clean.. it’s been tough. thank you for the audio

  • @noe6677
    @noe6677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    there was no one for me in that moment… thank you for the audio

  • @elliottrae9355
    @elliottrae9355 ปีที่แล้ว

    Rediscovering your channel after searching for some comfort ASMR, and your videos are helping so much on this sleepless night! I love how sincere you are. Also appreciate how you keep your voice level especially with this topic, because many self-harm ASMR videos I've listened to have the partner walking in on someone and isn't dealt with in a calm manner. Thanks for all you do!

  • @milff6969
    @milff6969 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i’m 102 days clean. i’ve been very down lately and almost broke my clean streak. i’m not sure why i haven’t gone through with anything. i’m slowly falling back into my bad habits. i feel like my life is falling apart and i can’t stop it. i know i’m young but atp if this is what the rest of my life will be like, i really don’t want it. sometimes i feel like i was fucked from the start:/

  • @Angie-dj1wc
    @Angie-dj1wc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this was so sweet, and also helpful, thank you

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no problem at all, Angie! i'm really glad to hear that you found it to be comforting! much love and stay safe

    • @Angie-dj1wc
      @Angie-dj1wc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ItsJaysmr also, your voice is really soothing, so you stay safe and sending love as well !

  • @iiouv
    @iiouv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I was clean for 4 months and it was kinda hard but I did it again this morning but this..this helps me a lot , thank you so much for this

    • @user-nn6on
      @user-nn6on 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should be proud of yourself , stay strong !!

    • @iiouv
      @iiouv 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-nn6on thanks 💗

  • @that_one_ginger_
    @that_one_ginger_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So far I haven't done anything in 3 days, but I've been close. Finding this has helped a lot

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Scarlot, words cant explain how glad I am to hear that I could help. im wishing you the absolute best, love. much love and please stay safe

    • @that_one_ginger_
      @that_one_ginger_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ItsJaysmr I can't put into words how much listening to your audios has helped me. Wishing you all well

  • @PatatoGamerCal69
    @PatatoGamerCal69 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was 2 months clean but unfortunately ive failed to continue the streak and i was so upset with myself but you made me feel so much better ❤ i love you so much, your so comforting 😭

  • @killerqueen6733
    @killerqueen6733 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    i love how soothing your voice is truly relaxing

  • @kendalsatterfield8251
    @kendalsatterfield8251 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank you so much I definitely needed this, I had an urge last night and I’ve never done it but I think about doing it sometimes

    • @februarycookiecoo
      @februarycookiecoo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      pls don't.. cause when u start u really can't stop and it does leave a mark.

    • @kendalsatterfield8251
      @kendalsatterfield8251 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@februarycookiecoo thank you I’m trying not too it’s mostly the bad mental head space but I’ve never gotten to the point where I find and want to use something to do it just really bad mindset bc of my abuse

    • @februarycookiecoo
      @februarycookiecoo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kendalsatterfield8251 Ouch 😢 hope you keep fighting 💪

    • @kendalsatterfield8251
      @kendalsatterfield8251 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@februarycookiecoo yea 😢 thank you I’m trying and I have people to go to when I get that point who help me out of it

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im glad that you do. stay strong, Kendal. I'm here for you too

  • @Rebecca-my9ny
    @Rebecca-my9ny 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Its so freaking hard when you can't go to your boyfriend to comfort so you resort to freaking TH-cam

  • @genelllandolt7681
    @genelllandolt7681 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know im late for this video but sir your voice its like an angel talking

  • @kyleigh_blades
    @kyleigh_blades ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been thinking about self harm and these videos help get rid of that thought

  • @zmbieIvrs
    @zmbieIvrs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    lmao my mom said if she caught me doin it or she saw it, i’d be in huge trouble because “people have it worse” i just wanted her to tell me everything would be ok :/ but if she did i would hear from my dad too and he’d be pissed, and yet he found out anyway. this audio rly helped a lot thank u

  • @Persephone.Underworld
    @Persephone.Underworld 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    12 days clean! Watched to try and prevent a relapse

  • @toni9099
    @toni9099 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    3 days clean
    Thank you❤❤❤

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no problem at all!! Im so proud of you for that progress! much love and stay safe, Toni

  • @Mister_noName22
    @Mister_noName22 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i am about ten minutes clean and this helped me so much thank you

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว

      hey, no problem at all. and keep pushing, you're doing great. im so proud of you for doing your best, Finn :)

  • @jazzyral1810
    @jazzyral1810 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you. Thanks for letting us know we arent alone. Thats all! ♡
    Edit: Im doing well im a week clean! 😁

  • @roannewright2422
    @roannewright2422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am a month clean and this videos help a lot I am really grateful for them ❤

    • @_bibaaa
      @_bibaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      yayy im so proud of youu

  • @anya..1963
    @anya..1963 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank yuh so much.... I was wanting to hurry myself now and was trying hard to stop myself. I was desperately searching fr something... and found this video. I feel acknowledged. Thanks to u.

  • @kaiju5892
    @kaiju5892 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much. I just burnt my arm because there is just so much going on I can barley explain it. I was looking for comfort while running my arm under cold water because it hurt so bad. And I stumbled across this video. Thank you so much

  • @karlycook25
    @karlycook25 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My ex husband handling my attempt like this would’ve saved our marriage! Ugh dreams I have are too good to be true but I’m so glad you exist and your heart is so understanding! Thank you 💖 from the bottom of my heart!

  • @Graveyarddigger
    @Graveyarddigger 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this. I’ve been struggling the past couple days

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      no problem at all, im happy to help as much as i can

  • @Nerdy4y
    @Nerdy4y ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im 22 days clean but I can’t hold it in anymore. That’s why I try to distract myself with this.

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว

      its great that you've come so far though! urges are never easy to overcome, but im here to tell you that your progress is awesome! please
      dont downplay it, okay? and its also wonderful that you are finding ways to distract yourself.
      i hope you're doing better now, love. take care and stay safe 💞✨

    • @Nerdy4y
      @Nerdy4y ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ItsJaysmr 27 days or some now..idk. Thank you for your reply. Distracting yourself is a very hard thing to do if you have an urge to do it. I hope I don’t go downhill again. Thank you for even making an audio like this.

  • @Iluvmys3lff
    @Iluvmys3lff 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m proud to say I’m 3 weeks clean

    • @_bibaaa
      @_bibaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yayy im so proud of youu!!

  • @kitty_cat1014
    @kitty_cat1014 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I needed to hear this also I wish I knew someone that is like that

  • @brennacourson2817
    @brennacourson2817 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1 month clean as of yesterday : )

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      thats awesome!! i'm so so proud of you! stay strong and stay safe, Brenna

  • @defnekatsuki8293
    @defnekatsuki8293 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank so much for making this I really loved it I struggle with sh and I have no one to comfort me or say anything to get me to stop I can’t even talk to my own parents bc they’re the reason I do it they won’t admit that they’re abusive and it’s so draining

  • @sincerelei_yours
    @sincerelei_yours 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    yo why do i keep getting the national suicide hotline ads like i swear i’m fine
    ok i’m not but don’t tell them that.

  • @axel6900
    @axel6900 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Perfect time seeing it, a few hours ago i Lost my 3-months-long „clean from sh time” and i’m kinda not fine rn 💀

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      hey, try not to be ashamed of that, Axel. 3 months is a long time, and im proud of you for being that strong to do so. relapses happen, so please dont put yourself down, love. I know you can go further, stay strong and much love, Axel

    • @axel6900
      @axel6900 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ItsJaysmr aww Thank you, Thats Really nice love

  • @annii1232
    @annii1232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Im one week clean today! I am so proud of myself!❤️ To anyone else who is struggling with this, I just want you to know that it will all be okay eventually!
    I want you to know that none of this is your fault and you should not be blaming yourself!🤍
    I have and still go through this, and the urge to do it is so hard to resist, but I know you try your best!
    I luv you!❤️

    • @eli_._9271
      @eli_._9271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so proud of you

  • @a.failure
    @a.failure ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm like 10 mins clean. I dont have anyone to talk to about this esp not my patents. They'll yell at me hit me, my mom will start crying yelling and I'd have to comfort her. It's really exhausting. Anyways, I'm really proud of you guys for being clean. Remember, progess is never a straight path hm? It's hard, yes, but ik. You're strong. You'll do it. I believe in you

  • @0Https..starzz0
    @0Https..starzz0 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm 1 hour clean, and I have school tmmrw so I'm not excited for the people locker rooms

    • @0Https..starzz0
      @0Https..starzz0 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      5 months later Ive relapsed again 🤷‍♀️ (no my streak wasn't 5 months I kept relapsing during these 5 months)

  • @Mar_Mar250
    @Mar_Mar250 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Bro thought it was fun and games at the beginning😭❤

  • @irenetsatsanidou7715
    @irenetsatsanidou7715 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I'm 35 minutes clean. I'm struggling with my parents constantly and they don't let me get psychological help. So I'm kind of on a dead end. This audio helped me relax a bit.

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      aw, im sorry to hear about your situation :( im at least glad the audio helped some 💚
      i hope you're okay, love

    • @HatsunaYamagi
      @HatsunaYamagi หลายเดือนก่อน

      Honey, please stay strong. I know it looks so dark right now but I believe that you are stronger than this. I promise, it will get better. Get help as soon as you possible can. Stay save.❤

  • @楽しみのための星
    @楽しみのための星 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    im 20 mins clean and i wish i didnt do it lol
    (THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AWESOME AUDIOOO!!!!)

  • @demi3054
    @demi3054 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Needed this thankyou sm

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      no problem, Demi!! i hope you're doing well too, love

  • @daniklore
    @daniklore 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i was clean for like 3 weeks and i relapsed last night. it was the longest time i stayed clean in last three years. thank u sm for this. ily

    • @Blue_moonwitch
      @Blue_moonwitch 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm really proud of you ..you doing amazing..don't put yourself down relaps happens and 3 weeks are amazing I'm so proud

    • @daniklore
      @daniklore 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Blue_moonwitch ily

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dani, im really happy to see ya again! but i also wanna say, im proud of you too. thats a long time, and i completely agree with
      ɱ૦૦Ո੮૯ค. don't put yourself down about it at all, it happens and i know you're strong and that you can keep on going even stronger. keep it up, Dani. stay safe, and much love

    • @daniklore
      @daniklore 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ItsJaysmr thank you so much for this, these things just keep going. it’s been sh*tty for me recently but i became a gym rat so i think it’s better. i might be depressed but at least i have 24 hours open gym. i love you so much thank you for being such a sweet human being, you deserve all the love. stay safe

    • @Blue_moonwitch
      @Blue_moonwitch 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ItsJaysmroh thank you

  • @directionar7511
    @directionar7511 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I used to slap myself and pinch myself in my childhood whenever I feel guilty I used to beat my own head but noe I understand they all are self harm Its like if I pain myself maybe I will feel comfort from guilty

  • @Fr_et_en
    @Fr_et_en หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wanted to watched this video to feel better but if just got worse as i remembered no one loves me, i feel unlovable. I don't know how to get better

  • @DeathWishesXOXO
    @DeathWishesXOXO 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Some people say use ice with red dye, or hair ties to cope but I don’t work like that I just have to keep my hands moving like with fidgets but the only one I have is a pop tube that’s lost and a bunch of pop its

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      hey, im really glad that you have something to help you! much love, and stay safe

    • @DeathWishesXOXO
      @DeathWishesXOXO 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ItsJaysmr I mean I like pop it’s but after time they get boring so I usually just draw

  • @wilburmybeloved7060
    @wilburmybeloved7060 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This so so comforting thank you 🫶🏻

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      no problem at all, Nikki!

  • @ak_human_7070
    @ak_human_7070 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am 2-hours clean , as i am really god at hiding no one will ever find out (even in half sleaves ) but i do this is really satisfying, as no one there for atleast i am myself not making me feel alone , call me attention seeker or what i am not ashamed at all

  • @toeirhnakisas
    @toeirhnakisas ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im 5 days clean is anyone proud of me?

    • @umyes8504
      @umyes8504 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm very proud of you!

    • @TEHEHEHEHEHEBEH
      @TEHEHEHEHEHEBEH ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m proud of you!!
      I think I’m about.. an hour clean? Something around that I guess!

  • @0.gareth_emersons_wife.042
    @0.gareth_emersons_wife.042 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    1 week clean

    • @slicersisi
      @slicersisi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We are all so proud of you !

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just like Jelly said, we are all proud of you!! You're doing awesome, hun

  • @robinwithnj
    @robinwithnj 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    kinda relapsed today.. but this really helped me just feeling better

  • @haleyboren6128
    @haleyboren6128 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm only clean 3 days now. This made me feel so cared for.

  • @GlitterCatz
    @GlitterCatz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Im 2 weeks clean 🤩

    • @oli709
      @oli709 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yay good job!!

    • @daniklore
      @daniklore 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      so proud of you

    • @druebradley7860
      @druebradley7860 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      oh yay!!!

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im so proud of you for that! you're doing awesome, Blake

  • @acespade2237
    @acespade2237 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As of today I am 251 days clean 🎉

  • @Rensgfasmr1996
    @Rensgfasmr1996 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m 9 days clean my parents didn’t catch me I had to go to the hospital

  • @Elizabeth_Hager
    @Elizabeth_Hager ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm I'm 7 months clean and I've been thinking of relapsing so this is very comforting

  • @nuipz
    @nuipz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Although I did not attempt and have been months clean I felt like doing sh at this exact moment and this helped me a lot, thank you so much!

  • @SuperAlly
    @SuperAlly 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I've attempted to do self-harm so many times but the only person that prevented me to stop was my cat, and since he's now gone, idk what to do now

    • @skyedonaldson5108
      @skyedonaldson5108 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      it’s going to be okay. i know cats are like our family 😭 before mine passed away she saved me multiple times. but they’re still with us. i’m sure your cat is rooting for you still :)

  • @NeptuneNeo
    @NeptuneNeo 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    every time i wanna say im 2 years clean i remember i relapsed a few months ago so im actually 6 months (ish) clean 😅

    • @sezzles149
      @sezzles149 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yay! So proud of you for getting to 6 months

  • @alyssasubsstar
    @alyssasubsstar ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Jokes on you i go to the bathroom😻

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      love :((
      please make use of the links below if needed, okay? ❤️

  • @ĶòťàŤàķàmì
    @ĶòťàŤàķàmì 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im just a couple months clean and ive been scared to talk to my bf, big bro, or my family. Since my mom died for years ago, my lifes been shit. Getting bullied 24/7 aint the best. My grandparents said if i cut myself again (said like 2 years ago) theyll take my door away. And i havent told them since. So this was needed.

  • @HolaGrowl
    @HolaGrowl ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m 6 weeks clean rn but I’m so close to changing that and I’m desperately trying to use these as a distraction from it

  • @AndreaBonilla-c8m
    @AndreaBonilla-c8m 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’m 2 years of 1/2 years clean and 2025 has not been a good year so far so I hope I don’t break that streak

  • @MaSkEdmobs
    @MaSkEdmobs ปีที่แล้ว +1

    83 days clean🙃

  • @k.1ana_
    @k.1ana_ ปีที่แล้ว

    5 months clean..🎉🎉🥳

    • @ItsJaysmr
      @ItsJaysmr  ปีที่แล้ว

      im proud of you, love

  • @Sam-ct3bu
    @Sam-ct3bu ปีที่แล้ว

    I really want to do it right now, ive been a couole months clean and its been hard. Recently, my social life has been the worst, i lost all my friends, im alone. Now that i realize, it is nice to have someone there for you, to have your back. Im sure no one cares abt my existence. I hate myself and blame myself every night for what happened, yet they still think that i still dont get it, what uve done what ive said. Maybe itll be better if i went.

  • @DynamiteKatsuki
    @DynamiteKatsuki ปีที่แล้ว

    It's been almost 3 weeks clean for me, 1.5 weeks out of the phyc-ward, and obe day of a singe missed pill. Mom calling my sh addiction stupid and pathetic, thank you tho, for being the person to help all us, me ans the other viewers through our journey

  • @sn0wbunny111
    @sn0wbunny111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ur voice omg im gonna fold

  • @ace_cord1919
    @ace_cord1919 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I wish my family was this way 😭