Drunkman could pass a sobriety test even though he shouldn't. Seriously my Demons have been right on my shoulder the last bit and it's been hard. Just had my pharmas upped because my psych was worried. I have a new psychotherapist and he is cracking my nut and it's hurting. You're going to see more of the marco vs the mirco as you go through the healing which includes relapsing. 505 days today, and I had 1 shot in a moment of dissociation in a place that is linked to a lot of trauma, the hardest part was not beating myself up for it. I've been experiencing the insecurities of not understanding how to communicate with new people in an interpersonal situation. I was so isolated in such abusive situations that now that I can go and socialize with people with "normal" linear lives I have trouble relating, or I do so the way I am now, by sharing my own experiences which to a lot of people comes off as rude, or even as if I am one upping. Which I am not meaning to, I'm just trying to empathize.
I wanted to, I thought I would be stepping on a gfs toes! I let my own fears of drama and conflict stop me from following an instinct. I'm so sorry. I fucking I am. I just. fuck. Also, why are you having to pay for the therapy?
Drunkman could pass a sobriety test even though he shouldn't. Seriously my Demons have been right on my shoulder the last bit and it's been hard. Just had my pharmas upped because my psych was worried. I have a new psychotherapist and he is cracking my nut and it's hurting. You're going to see more of the marco vs the mirco as you go through the healing which includes relapsing. 505 days today, and I had 1 shot in a moment of dissociation in a place that is linked to a lot of trauma, the hardest part was not beating myself up for it. I've been experiencing the insecurities of not understanding how to communicate with new people in an interpersonal situation. I was so isolated in such abusive situations that now that I can go and socialize with people with "normal" linear lives I have trouble relating, or I do so the way I am now, by sharing my own experiences which to a lot of people comes off as rude, or even as if I am one upping. Which I am not meaning to, I'm just trying to empathize.
I wanted to, I thought I would be stepping on a gfs toes! I let my own fears of drama and conflict stop me from following an instinct. I'm so sorry. I fucking I am. I just. fuck.
Also, why are you having to pay for the therapy?