Forreal I totally understand feeling insecure about your artwork and music at times but I wish to God I had written this, so haunting like watching a movie and realizing at the end it was all an illusion of the main character... just amazing
Verse 1] I fell in love again September tends to be so cruel He says my name and then Blah-blah, so embarrassing But then he came and leaned in And asks have I seen how it rains in the plains [Verse 2] Says he could take me there He’s handsome as the day is long All the while, inching his way in Like summer stumbling to a fall We sink into the carpet Already wet with November’s rain, rain [Verse 3] I only bleed for him Mascara running like a champion He says my name and then I come so hard I’d marry him But then nirvana leaned in And I lost myself again to the rain [Verse 4] He asks not "if" but "when" Blah-blah, something meaningful I don’t weave the thread Just run my hands along it But if I did, then hell I’d spar with death to skip your name [Verse 5] I can see the end In the beginning of everything So I just play pretend Like I don’t watch you leaving But you were never there Doctors blame the lead poisoning
@@elunias while its not one of the 100% confirmed songs (Dust Bowl, Homecoming, Waco Texas) she did the same with the White Silas demos of "A House In Nebraska" & "Strangers" before releasing em so i feel like if she removed it there is a 90% chance we getting it on the B-Sides
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“But you were never there, doctors blame the lead poisoning” 😭😭😭 my heart
“i can see the end in the beginning of everything,
so i just play pretend like i don’t watch you leaving.”
literally gutted that she took ithis down from SoundCloud so i’m here to get this soft & sad song 💖💖💖
Forreal I totally understand feeling insecure about your artwork and music at times but I wish to God I had written this, so haunting like watching a movie and realizing at the end it was all an illusion of the main character... just amazing
it’s back now!
She put it back just like 3 days ago
@@endymion222omg blesss,,good news🩷
Did she ?
Verse 1]
I fell in love again
September tends to be so cruel
He says my name and then
Blah-blah, so embarrassing
But then he came and leaned in
And asks have I seen how it rains in the plains
[Verse 2]
Says he could take me there
He’s handsome as the day is long
All the while, inching his way in
Like summer stumbling to a fall
We sink into the carpet
Already wet with November’s rain, rain
[Verse 3]
I only bleed for him
Mascara running like a champion
He says my name and then
I come so hard I’d marry him
But then nirvana leaned in
And I lost myself again to the rain
[Verse 4]
He asks not "if" but "when"
Blah-blah, something meaningful
I don’t weave the thread
Just run my hands along it
But if I did, then hell
I’d spar with death to skip your name
[Verse 5]
I can see the end
In the beginning of everything
So I just play pretend
Like I don’t watch you leaving
But you were never there
Doctors blame the lead poisoning
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i’ve never heard a song that incorporates a storm in the production. it’s very fitting
marvelous persona by nicole dollanganger
The Who - Love, Reign O’er Me
tears of rain - greta van fleet (the last few seconds, at least)
Storm by Björk though I suppose how much it counts as a "song" is up to you 😭
There's also The Doors - Riders on the storm
Words are not enough to describe how beautiful her songs are
This is one of her best demos. It has such a beautifully soothing and haunting vibe to it. Thank you Hayden 🩶
yall. i feel the ep might come this month or at least before autumn ends!!!!
sameeee and it's confirmed that she's going to release 'waco, texas' soon, so maybe they'll both be on the ep!
it's on SoundCloud, again!
It's got that slow torpid feeling in it like Waco, Texas
I just cannot stop sobbing thank you so much for this
Gosh this song is devastating😭 I love it.
Thank you Natalie 💜
💜💜
in love with this
damn ethel, leave some yearning for the rest of us
september tends to be so cruel…
Its back on SoundCloud
fucking painful i love it so much
Haydains always amazing love them 😅❤
Beautiful ❄️
It’s kinda giving Willoughby ?
considered to be on the upcoming ep 🤷🏼♀️
@@loownaynot anymore, she scrapped the original EP and redid it
@@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme omg how do u know? :(
@@davidposso6963 She confirmed on recent livestreams, she felt unsatisfied and redid it all
I want to know if he’s actually real or if he’s a product of hallucinations due to lead positioning
Bro at the far left in the front row kneeling look like Emiminem's grandaddy lol
September tends to be so cruel...
Who are the team members/police officers in this picture?
Why is this not on spotify 😭
reminds me of the gate by caroline polachek
RIGHTTT
DID SHE TAKE IT OFF SOUNDCLOUD😭😭😭😭
YES💔💔💔💔
It's cause it's gettin released soon on the preacher's daughter b sides
@@artpopsfreakshow6907 how do you know this? god i hope it's true
@@elunias while its not one of the 100% confirmed songs (Dust Bowl, Homecoming, Waco Texas) she did the same with the White Silas demos of "A House In Nebraska" & "Strangers" before releasing em so i feel like if she removed it there is a 90% chance we getting it on the B-Sides
@@artpopsfreakshow6907 she brought it back alongside Bambi after the mass delete
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what is the image context?
Lead makes you sink low but in alchemy it can turn to gold...
Exactly my question
@@maricarmensandovalcapa6057 yeah that’s a great intepretation but what’s the backstory behind this image? 😭
probably just a random vintage looking picture lol
Maybe it hints of the era the song takes place in, could show an example of how her dream guy might have looked if he were real.
Please someone make a slowed down version of this
Which one in the picture is Ethel guys?
none of them, this is just a random picture she thought was fitting
Anyone has the lyrics?
I wonder how many guys in that picture are Gay, ,
😭😭😭 girl
WHAT THE FUCK
ruined my life
Stop it. Get some help.
what are you talking about?
I just keep coming back to this 🤍 thank you Hayden for this gift
Also thank u for uploading this you're doing the lord's work