Banana fish Eiji saves ash 😭😭(song name down below!! Same with ep!!!)

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ธ.ค. 2018
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    Anime:banana fish
    Ep:22 English sub
    Song name: Red-Survive said the prophet
    Hope u enjoy
    P.s. my spring day 1 hour got deleted I was done with it but it's gone from my phone so I gotta start all over plz forgive me 😔😔
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  • @ThelilStars1412
    @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +3270

    P.s I cried 😭

    • @user-vs8gu1gu8k
      @user-vs8gu1gu8k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Me too

    • @ss-gc1ri
      @ss-gc1ri 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Ur not the only one.. I fucking mourned when it end

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Reemas Alshammri B.B yes yes I love bts ❤️

    • @martinselena9073
      @martinselena9073 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hello, what is the soundtrack?

    • @rashmigurung2095
      @rashmigurung2095 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      P.s I’m traumatized😭

  • @rachelfc_art
    @rachelfc_art 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10110

    THEY. WERE. SUPPOSED. TO. GO. TO. JAPAN. HAPPLY. TOGETHER.

    • @puturere
      @puturere 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Bioshock infinite reference

    • @Alhdwfajdgak
      @Alhdwfajdgak 5 ปีที่แล้ว +235

      not even gonna lie I sobbed for ten minutes straight

    • @idiotsama8255
      @idiotsama8255 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      What if... I told you that they did.... Hahahah jk... Unless?? th-cam.com/video/O4K7zu1YRxo/w-d-xo.html

    • @tonpokatsu0013
      @tonpokatsu0013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      I know right...f*ck...i thought the anime will have a different ending but NOOOOOOO~ I had to go and cry the second time... (first time was the manga...)

    • @zystvchanel7918
      @zystvchanel7918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yea

  • @mothids
    @mothids 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4470

    the fact that Ash looked so happy practicing japanese with him..

    • @jenniezhang3526
      @jenniezhang3526 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      technically wasn’t he already speaking japanese or are we pretending they’re speaking english? i’m confused

    • @fattie8407
      @fattie8407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      jennie zhang ok so he knows English and eiji was teaching him Japanese

    • @jenniezhang3526
      @jenniezhang3526 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Ariamna Vs okay so since eiji was in new york he’s technically been speaking english to ash even tho we hear japanese?

    • @fattie8407
      @fattie8407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      jennie zhang yeah

    • @maleahw09
      @maleahw09 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ikr😔

  • @AhmedMohamed-jd9xw
    @AhmedMohamed-jd9xw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5932

    He said watch out with all his heart and he really protected him

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      Omg i know!!!!! Thats when i cried Dx

    • @kenkaneki5395
      @kenkaneki5395 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      But Ash still got shot

    • @nurseii9018
      @nurseii9018 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      金木研 Ken Kaneki yes but he wasn’t badly injured Eiji saved his life

    • @kenkaneki5395
      @kenkaneki5395 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nurseii9018 :'>

    • @hartthv542
      @hartthv542 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      金木研 Ken Kaneki I think Eiji getting shot hurt him more

  • @floppyfingers
    @floppyfingers 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3081

    0:02 you can literally see Ash in love when he looks at Eiji. The only time he looses his guard is when it comes to Eiji. THEN IT GETS STRIPPED AWAY FROM HIM IN AN INSTANT. ALWAYS. WHY. my hearttt :(

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  4 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Kamryn yes Fr 😭

    • @_cherrychi_
      @_cherrychi_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      IKR

    • @LizAya22
      @LizAya22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +105

      Let’s all remember what happened BEFORE this scene. Ash was raped and Eiji had just comforted him. Ash sees Eiji as his light. The one person who will do anything for him and expect nothing in return. That is Eiji. Ash just lost all of that in this split second and it was HIS fault ( he blames himself since they were after him) that he got hurt.

    • @arenun211
      @arenun211 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      My heart 🥺🥺

    • @selenadeleonguerrero7995
      @selenadeleonguerrero7995 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You can always come back from ash lynx guard

  • @tonpokatsu0013
    @tonpokatsu0013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3270

    His scream for eiji is more emotional then skippers...

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +245

      Rirei Hiyake Hell, it was more emotional than for SHORTER and that is saying something.

    • @jaysgames24
      @jaysgames24 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      This hurt

    • @nurseii9018
      @nurseii9018 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Grass Af ik it hurt more then Shorters but both of them hurt me deeply

    • @Lolo-bp3zv
      @Lolo-bp3zv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omyesss

    • @noe1521
      @noe1521 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Now..now..
      Let's not cOmPaRe

  • @veannecana7645
    @veannecana7645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1871

    Ash: *gets stabbed and then decides to take a "nap" from it*
    Gunshot: am I a joke to you?

    • @daniellefletcher1013
      @daniellefletcher1013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      I been saying this shit it just doesn’t make senseeee

    • @LizAya22
      @LizAya22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      I think his mindset was that if he was it’s Eiji they would never be “safe” idk why cuz he legit going away around the country but for me, I felt he just didn’t want to go through it anymore. Maybe just knowing Eiji was safe maybe NO NO NO THERE WAS NO F ING REASON TO SPLIT THESE TWO APART HOLY HELL THE HOSPITAL SCANE FREAKING BROKE ME BUT WTH why couldn’t they just go love each their again?

    • @skullterrr
      @skullterrr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      imo i dont think ash is dead, i mean hes dead in the manga but in the anime..

    • @sofiadiaz9954
      @sofiadiaz9954 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@daniellefletcher1013 he gets stabbed but he decides to go back to the library and bleed out(which took like 6 hours) . I read somewhere that it didn’t hit any vital organs so HE WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE IF HE GET HELP😤 but

    • @daniellefletcher1013
      @daniellefletcher1013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@sofiadiaz9954 sis STOP REMINDING MEEEEE I can’t take the PAINNNNN, and u want annoys me that most? That STUPID LIBRARIAN, “ must have been a nice dream” STUPID BITCHHHHH 👍

  • @myth2077
    @myth2077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1702

    The way he literally didn’t care that he just got shot and just was like “you’re safe” LITERALLY MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME THEY CARE SO MUCH ABOUT EACHOTHERRRR

    • @pt2ql2gd3e
      @pt2ql2gd3e 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😭😭😭

  • @ACinemafanatic
    @ACinemafanatic 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2385

    Damn the Manga writer for making me emotionally unstable for weeks due to this show and the ending I couldn’t stop crying ash and Eiji deserved to be in Japan married and living happily ever after

    • @cephi
      @cephi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      they really did deserve that

    • @ACinemafanatic
      @ACinemafanatic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      jelle my babies 😢 why did she do that to them

    • @2ndestradakurtdaniel559
      @2ndestradakurtdaniel559 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      So he died?

    • @lucasyansie
      @lucasyansie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      kurt villasis In the manga he was confirmed dead but in the anime I think he’s still alive. In the second opening theres a scene of him walking at night with his hand on his stomach (his stab wound) wearing the same clothes as he was when he was “sleeping” in the library during the day so I guess that was the anime producers way of saying he’s still alive but also keeping the end similar to the manga

    • @ggzhizhi
      @ggzhizhi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      There are some TH-camrs and sites that say that he's alive.

  • @fairyqueen4423
    @fairyqueen4423 4 ปีที่แล้ว +689

    If they had ash cradling Eiji’s face during this scene I’d have got up and thrown myself out my window in despair.

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Fairy Queen I’m with you on that ✊🏼🤚🏼

    • @grace.stewartt4224
      @grace.stewartt4224 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      MEemefkemcosmc

    • @anahigonzalez2814
      @anahigonzalez2814 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      In fact, in the manga he did, Ash was pulling Eiji's hear away from his forehead while holding his body and put his hand on his forehead

  • @etherealabby2593
    @etherealabby2593 4 ปีที่แล้ว +454

    The absolute rage in Ash’s eyes breaks my heart. The pain you can literally see building inside of him. I’ve never cried so hard at an Anime before.

  • @amayaartsss3493
    @amayaartsss3493 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1211

    How many bullets can a gun hold? 😂
    And yes, I cried too :'(

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      Pistols can hold 9 bullets but if he had a different gun then its maybe around 15 to 18 bullets (just guessing here tbh lol)

    • @aurelcute7603
      @aurelcute7603 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      An ordinary hand gun can only hold 6 bullet but revolver can hold 9-15 bullet depend on the type

    • @gracielathompson3832
      @gracielathompson3832 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Armyy

    • @inakyturner8554
      @inakyturner8554 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I counted 30 shots from ash haha, perhaps he had an extended magazine 😂

    • @TheKkf1015
      @TheKkf1015 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      looks like ash has a glock. they typically hold 10-19 rounds depending on the model. some can hold up to 30 depending again on the model.

  • @f.ampler2543
    @f.ampler2543 5 ปีที่แล้ว +511

    Every time Ash screams "Eiji" , my hearts breaks into more pieces.
    It's so full of hurt!!😭😭😭😭😭

  • @bismoowo6714
    @bismoowo6714 4 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    AND IT WAS AFTER ASH SAID “Sayonara” WHAT SJSJSK

    • @i_draw_things7727
      @i_draw_things7727 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ITS WAS SO PERFECT BUT IN THE WORST WAY PLEASEEEEEEE

    • @whyyousad7176
      @whyyousad7176 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That is why japanese rarely use "sayonara" to say goodbye because it's means goodbye forever T^T.

  • @vr9312
    @vr9312 5 ปีที่แล้ว +865

    A year ago I took a glance at it and I was like “Banana Fish what kind of anime is that?” And then I watch it and cry my eyes out 😐

    • @lachimolala04
      @lachimolala04 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Me too...same😭
      I still cry watching this back again

    • @vr9312
      @vr9312 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Emm love SAmE (T^T)

    • @shrimp4278
      @shrimp4278 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It sounded like a comedy but it's definitely not

    • @boofyjn
      @boofyjn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i have like ptsd from this anime 😔

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      vera the bear SAME

  • @sushilover4110
    @sushilover4110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    Eiji meant it when he said he would do anything for ash too.

  • @thescreamingweebpotato6730
    @thescreamingweebpotato6730 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2174

    Man..Eiji and Ash really acted like brothers. BUT CLOOSSEERRR..

    • @LittlePlayerCookie
      @LittlePlayerCookie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +200

      Brothers...brothers...bro...

    • @libertyireland89
      @libertyireland89 5 ปีที่แล้ว +377

      Alabama bros

    • @rachelfc_art
      @rachelfc_art 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      The ScreamingWeebPotato dammit stop making me laugh 😂

    • @b3rrypuffo
      @b3rrypuffo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      They are more like that

    • @meku6350
      @meku6350 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Sure..

  • @cleanbananas7119
    @cleanbananas7119 5 ปีที่แล้ว +789

    There’s no way there just friends. I think eiji got IN when there was that rare window with none of ash’s friends died, but they’re relationship evolved when shorter and the kid died...
    They’d both give they’re life for the other and couples like that gives everyone hope. You can just see how much ash would give for eiji and vice versa

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      there dating XD

    • @ru_diaries
      @ru_diaries 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ThelilStars1412 I love Your username. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      JIMIN IS MINE I love urs too💜

    • @valeriafelix
      @valeriafelix 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@ThelilStars1412 really? I never got that from the anime, yes they were close. But the time they kissed was because Ash needed something from Eiji.

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@valeriafelix yeah i kinda read the manga to that is if i was reading the right one xD i read alot of mangas i think it said they where dating idk but in tge anime tge way they were acting u would think they where dating tbh

  • @rominamata9376
    @rominamata9376 3 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Ash is mainly recognized by having a really high sensibilty and he usually knows right away when someone is behind him. But he was just so happy to be with Eiji that he didn't notice for the first time ever :(

  • @lovelybrown9489
    @lovelybrown9489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    Man, you can tell Ash sees Eiji as his light. Just look at how, when he gets shot from Ash's point of view, everything goes gray and colorless. Eiji is the source of light Ash has been searching for his entire life. He lost his brother and his best friend to the same thing. Eiji is the only hope Ash cherishes.

    • @killemwifkindness
      @killemwifkindness 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Truly, if you rewatch this series, you'll notice subtle colour/lighting changes around this 2 characters, especially when it's during significant moments. But sometimes it happens in tiny moments too, it's honestly heartbreaking and amazing how much the producers put their thoughts in conveying the relationship between this two 😢

    • @miyuukuri2004
      @miyuukuri2004 ปีที่แล้ว

      The library scene where Eiji wanted to console a grumpy Ash is one ^^

  • @offyourhead
    @offyourhead 4 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    Second saddest scene.
    We all know the first.

    • @ethanpooper6678
      @ethanpooper6678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jojo anime spoiler
      Is iggys death first but somehow couped up with ceasers and narancias

    • @LizAya22
      @LizAya22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      SHORTER

    • @haerintbh942
      @haerintbh942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@LizAya22 nah the ending was the saddest scene -

    • @LizAya22
      @LizAya22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@haerintbh942 actually that hospital scene do be up there

  • @limmiedee7405
    @limmiedee7405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +393

    This was by far the saddest episode, just the emotion in this scene... also, it was when I first started to guess what the ending of the anime would be like... and I'm in tears rn holy fuck 😭

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sameeeee

    • @ameliajankowska5634
      @ameliajankowska5634 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Then you haven't seen the last episode 😂😫

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      limmie dee I have to say the final was the saddest for me, but this one was definitely the one with most raw emotion.

  • @elind.378
    @elind.378 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    "Sayonara"
    Imagine Eiji died and this was his last word

  • @momopeach114
    @momopeach114 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    The fact that this is the last time they make physical contact hurts. Like the fact that Eiji legit is one of the few people in Ash’s life who legit touched him without sexually assaulting or hurting him is sooo sad to me too.

  • @russianboi545
    @russianboi545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    The way Ash screams Eiji just breaks my heart. The voice actors are so painfully amazing.. you can hear the emotion, hear the sadness and despair in his pain-filled cries, its so sad but so good.

  • @aijou1606
    @aijou1606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    The way he shot Lao without h e s i t a t i n g .

  • @victoriatran2262
    @victoriatran2262 5 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    Damnnnnn Ash was PISSED

    • @Just_niaxx
      @Just_niaxx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bitch I would have my bat!!!

  • @rashmigurung2095
    @rashmigurung2095 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    Ashes scream for Eiji was more emotional than his scream for Shorter😔

  • @unathitshabalala4379
    @unathitshabalala4379 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I like that Ash shooting Shao Tai so many times is a call back to episode 11 when The Fly is selling guns to Ash and offers him a semi-automatic pistol which he refuses because " he won't be able to stop" shooting if he uses one.

    • @killemwifkindness
      @killemwifkindness 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Finally someone said it T.T He knew he'll become a monster if he's gone out of his mind. Back then, it was his uptight sanity and awareness that holds him back. Now, it was Eiji only.

  • @binibiniya
    @binibiniya 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    "Sa-yo-na-ra" the timing tho😭

  • @alanafrazer
    @alanafrazer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    "Sa-yo-na-ra"
    The way he says it is soooo cute. EIJIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @alex_thedoggoo2941
    @alex_thedoggoo2941 5 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
    Meh ship

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same

    • @kayla-mariedudley729
      @kayla-mariedudley729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Samee

    • @genesismartinez2096
      @genesismartinez2096 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      The ship sunk

    • @xiao4467
      @xiao4467 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mystical_tailz6330 i mean. He didnt die

    • @xiao4467
      @xiao4467 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mystical_tailz6330 no, in the anime series in the manga he did but in the Anime series he didnt. Lots of easy theories you can see and prove you he didnt die. Im on the strong side of the fandom that agree hes alive

  • @aaztha415
    @aaztha415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    ALL WE WANTED IS ASH AND EJI GO BACK TO JAPAN. 😭 DAMN U AUTHOR

  • @Ikigai104
    @Ikigai104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    0:22 You can hear the pain in his voice when he screams Eiji. You can tell he truly loves and cares for Eiji and is genuinely terrified at the idea of Eiji dying or getting hurt

  • @meirose2320
    @meirose2320 5 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    0:30 damn Ash got burners!!!!

  • @johnbanana4421
    @johnbanana4421 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I cried at this scene because look how happy ash is. His only happiness is Eiji but everyone keeps taking Eiji away from him😭

  • @Hakan-yl6ki
    @Hakan-yl6ki 5 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    Why i started this anime ?? I finished yesterday and i am cried ... i hate sad ends

    • @dearbananafish4624
      @dearbananafish4624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Feeeeel u so bad !!! I hate and love the ending from Banana fish at the same time ..

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      just for fun If you want something similar to Banana Fish with a good ending watch No. 6!

  • @Sato_senpai
    @Sato_senpai 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    “Ash. Your ok. Good :)”
    Aaaaa had my crying :(

  • @lizthedramaholic9480
    @lizthedramaholic9480 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    What makes this scene even worse is the music... “the stain of red that colors the pavement, painted with blood of somebody you love. Is this the sacrifice for the broken? Losing the purest of what’s in you heart.”
    I swear to God, Banana Fish’s soundtrack is one of my favorites of all time and Red makes me emotional every time...

  • @justyouraverageweeb9141
    @justyouraverageweeb9141 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    THE VOICE ACTORS DID SO GREAT ToT

  • @Freyabielefeld
    @Freyabielefeld 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I get the chills when I listen to Ash crying Eiji's name that last time in the scene

  • @user-uo7ud3ps5w
    @user-uo7ud3ps5w 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    最後のさよならの文字はきつすぎ

  • @akimations
    @akimations 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Here’s a random thing I thought was cool
    When Eiji teaches Ash how to say goodbye, he says it like “sa-yo-u-na-ra” with a U, and Ash repeats it back as “sa-yo-na-ra” without the U. Saying it with the U is formal in Japan, so it makes sense that that’s what Eiji would teach Ash because it’s used the most in real life situations, but Ash says it back to Eiji in the non-formal way, without the U, the way you’d say it to a friend. I just thought that was sweet

  • @arcticgem2800
    @arcticgem2800 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    His last scream of "Eiji" sounds so painful, I can't bear it, this scene was heart-breaking!!

  • @saesomewoo
    @saesomewoo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    hey, eiji.
    i just realised this right now that...
    that i never really had the chance to say what I felt for you.
    we had such a short time, didn't we? there were still a lot for us to learn about each other, a lot to talk about, a lot of stories to tell, but the short time i was with you, it already felt like a lifetime of it's own. i used to believe that my past was permanently engraved in my mind and soul, haunting my memories, terrorising me even in my sleep, but whenever i was with you, i felt like i had lived a different life. like i'm not the person i believed myself to be.
    you said that i was not the leopard that died in the mountain, that i still had a choice. i thought i had reached my point of no return. that was what you wanted to protect me from, right? that was why you kept telling me that i would not end up like that leopard, that i had changed my destiny. it was because you ignited that change. it was because you came into my life to warm me amidst the snow.
    you were my light, eiji. you had become the fire inside of me.
    i didn't want to let you go. i didn't want you to be in the hell that i was forced to live in. i saw how bright your future is ahead of you, ever since i saw you jump over that wall. you were like the blue birds, high up in the sky, chirping, and i felt like even if i tried to reach you, i could never. i did never let myself, because i didn't want to put your light out with my darkness.
    i didn't want to hurt you, eiji. but i guess, that was exactly what i had been doing from the start. i kept hurting you, i kept putting your life in danger... i kept making you cry...
    even after i was gone.
    you were the only good thing that had ever happened to my life. i didn't want to be the worst in yours.
    i didn't want to say i was sorry, because i was selfish. i wanted to stay with you. i wanted to be with you. i wanted to hold your hand, and kiss you and be happy with you. But I couldn't. I never had the chance to, and it hurt. it hurts so much, eiji because i-
    because i love you. i love you, eiji. i love you. i would have boarded the plane with you if only i had the chance. i would have held your hand as you take me to the sky with you, as we both bid our farewell to the past I had always failed to get away from.
    we would have said, "sayonara, america... sayonara, new york," because we would have been greeting a new life we would have spent with each other in izumo, your little hometown you always told me about.
    i love you, eiji. i love you so much and i had never felt anything like this before. thank you. thank you for everything-for staying with me, for believing in me, and for saving me over and over and over again.
    thank you for coming into my life. i wish this wasn't goodbye.
    we'll still find each other, right? someday. when everything's finally alright and we don't have to go through all of these things anymore. maybe, we can meet with all of our friends, too. maybe, all of us will finally happy under different circumstances. maybe, i hope.
    i love you. my soul is always with you, too.
    forever.
    i'll be waiting for you at dawn, eiji.
    - Aslan Callenreese.
    [i think this would have been how ash replied to eiji's letter. i had a breakdown because of ash aaaargh and then after i wrote this, i felt somewhat better. i personally think that his death is painful because we didn't get any closure. this was the closest to closure i could get. i wrote ash's letter to eiji.]

  • @leyyy4329
    @leyyy4329 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    さ、よ、う、な、ら
    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @maiyeolpark2679
    @maiyeolpark2679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I remember watching this when I had to wait each week for an episode to come out. Omg it was torture not knowing what was going to happen to eiji until that next week.
    This is my top 3 sad moments.

  • @lemonsideddice
    @lemonsideddice 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Aw he hates him so much for ever shooting eiji that he tries shooting the dude 500 million more times, how cute

  • @idontshiplarryanymoreiship2716
    @idontshiplarryanymoreiship2716 5 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    tell me he'll survive. tell me!!!

    • @MarytheStrawberry
      @MarytheStrawberry 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Yes he will survive thank god

    • @mozyy1014
      @mozyy1014 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Gray Jasons i just recently finished this on christmas day and i’m still mourning th is is depressing i need to get over myself but i can’t cause i’m fucked up now

    • @evelynyezzi6419
      @evelynyezzi6419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wait does he

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Haneef Tarar You gotta write spoiler before the spoiler, my dude

    • @grassaf4354
      @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      mozyy I finished it around Christmas too and I had a full on breakdown, my sister was genuinely worried hahah

  • @xsecrated
    @xsecrated 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Ash' defenses were all off whenever its abt Eiji...which says a lot. This proves it as well as the ending where all he had in his mind was running to go see Eiji. Also, that scene where only Eiji's touch he never rejected. Damn okay lets go cry.-

  • @kellenross1694
    @kellenross1694 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I AM TELLING YOU GUYS
    THEY ARE MORE THAN FRIENDS

  • @ines1084
    @ines1084 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    My heart is broken and I am praying to God that they make so!e kind of sequel where Ash and Eiji are both safe and happy 💔😥😟😖😖

  • @bananafish9118
    @bananafish9118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the way ash yells eiji’s name just shatters me

  • @user-ik2sv9tn7j
    @user-ik2sv9tn7j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    アッシュも(箇所が違うけど)同じように撃たれてるのに……( ; ; )
    撃たれた時の声すこ

  • @nicoledomingo9848
    @nicoledomingo9848 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I LITERALLY CRIED MY EYES OUT😭I HATE IT HERE ! WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY TOGETHER 😭

  • @KawaiiSquadMC
    @KawaiiSquadMC 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can just imagine what would happen if Eiji actually died. All hell would break lose. Ash would kill everyone in sight.

  • @half-idiotuwu4123
    @half-idiotuwu4123 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Sayonara means : good bye
    just..just why but eiji didn’t die
    Sayonara *Bang* eiji ...EIJI!!!
    😭😭😭

  • @Vampire_Lover_28
    @Vampire_Lover_28 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i watched this scene and it made me cry on and off for four hours, i couldn’t breathe and all i could think about was this

  • @samanthahardy11
    @samanthahardy11 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This scene always gets me because of the look on Ash's face when Eiji gets shot. Ash was scared and upset because he didn't want to lose anyone else, not even the one he truly loved.

  • @tonpokatsu0013
    @tonpokatsu0013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    AND THEN ASH DIEEEEEES
    Yep...i came to spoil everyone's mood once again...
    ...as i myself can't gey over it...
    ...now everyone will suffer together with me...
    *says the person who cried twice reading the manga and watching the anime*

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rirei Hiyake *pats cha on the back* there there

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rirei Hiyake I already watched all of it

    • @stellakim4987
      @stellakim4987 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I refuse to believe he’s dead

    • @maytortillas3805
      @maytortillas3805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A part of me honestly wishes Eiji died later on just so I wouldnt have to also cry about how Eiji will react when he hears about Ash's death.....please dont tell me I'm alone in this 😭😭😢

    • @davvy_504
      @davvy_504 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ikkrrr. This anime/manga fucked with me so bad

  • @M0oo0ss
    @M0oo0ss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    WHY DO YOU BRING BACK THE FEELS.

  • @holly-lo6kp
    @holly-lo6kp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    history books will say they were just friends

  • @ameliaflynnhayes
    @ameliaflynnhayes 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Ash never reacted this violent when anyone got shot expect for when eiji

  • @abbeyp5621
    @abbeyp5621 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been searching for the song for so long thank you!
    This is so sad i might die

  • @ra_arity
    @ra_arity 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i keep coming here,, it always hurt like first time

  • @thesimpthatsimpsforeverysi6419
    @thesimpthatsimpsforeverysi6419 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Are we going to ingore the fact that "Sayōnara" is on point? I know that bullet was meant for Ash but the fact he said "Sayōnara" (goodbye) to Eiji was kinda warning the bullet was gonna hit Eiji and not Ash-
    I don't know If I make sence but just wanted to point that out-

  • @funguswater_
    @funguswater_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This anime actually killed me idk why I'm watching this rn

  • @arcticgem2800
    @arcticgem2800 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I remember I got so angry after that episode almost screaming around the house that it's bullshit to suggest Eiji's even dead, and that I'de drop the whole anime if it was true!!

  • @nocommonsense8183
    @nocommonsense8183 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm not crying okay? It's just sweat coming out of my eyes...

  • @internationalk-popsensatio6685
    @internationalk-popsensatio6685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "Sa-yo-na-ra" this part...this part just makes my heart hurt

  • @lynwwxlwj4522
    @lynwwxlwj4522 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thinking about this right before Eiji got shot Ash said Sayonara. Its kind of foreshadowing how hes going to be saying goodbye to Eiji. Those were also supposed to be his last words in the final episode but Eiji wakes up. This anime is so well written-

  • @yoursweetestgirl
    @yoursweetestgirl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    THIS NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME CRY.

  • @paulinaangelicaputri2088
    @paulinaangelicaputri2088 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Imagine this doesn't happen.. They're supposed to be happy together:(

  • @M0oo0ss
    @M0oo0ss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That scream at the end... It broke my heart 😭😭

  • @CHILLVIBES-du8fq
    @CHILLVIBES-du8fq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WHY DO I KEEP REWATCHING ALL THESE SAD SCENES IM A MESS RIGHT NOW

  • @Jen-ni1vc
    @Jen-ni1vc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Eiji is the person that can weaken ash and is his weak spot. He let his guard down when he was reading the letter and got stabbed. :c

  • @iovanskaberenicedelgadillo1701
    @iovanskaberenicedelgadillo1701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I kinda wish they had died together, bc imagine how heartbroken eiji must have felt after ash’s death

    • @frogwitch1015
      @frogwitch1015 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I think eiji would go crazy

    • @frogwitch1015
      @frogwitch1015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sourtofusoup omg no I'm gonna cry

    • @LittlePlayerCookie
      @LittlePlayerCookie 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sourtofusoup I remember when he thought someone was ash..poor eiji..

    • @Yee-lt7by
      @Yee-lt7by 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sourtofusoup actually I once heard that the author said that eliji eventually got married and has kids but that doesn’t mean he forgotten about Ash but that doesn’t mean he not be happy
      But I have no idea if it’s true

    • @Yee-lt7by
      @Yee-lt7by 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sourtofusoup opps I should of said that idk if it’s true I only heard about it but I have no idea if it’s true
      There I fix it

  • @shan_lwx8070
    @shan_lwx8070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    He said it b4 he wouldn't forgive anyone who hurts Eiji so like-

  • @yumeroki
    @yumeroki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’ve cried at anime’s when people die but banana fish.... I don’t know why but this one just hits so DIFFERENT. I can’t

  • @grassaf4354
    @grassaf4354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have no idea how much I cried over this anime. This and THE FINAL like I had a breakdown.

  • @MiMiAniChi
    @MiMiAniChi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    *(screams very loudly with pain on the top of the mountain)*
    Edit: legend says that if you listen to Ash’s voice desperately calling for Eiji in the end, it’ll hurt your heart

  • @sofiarodriguez4128
    @sofiarodriguez4128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    THIS HURTS ME SOOO MUCH, WATCH IT 1 MILLION TIMES, IM DEAD I SHIPPPPPPP

  • @GiornoLovesDeathGrips
    @GiornoLovesDeathGrips 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    They didn't get to finish their lesson, this was the last real conversation they had.

  • @pureromance9618
    @pureromance9618 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for uploading these precious moments of Bananafish 💔

  • @kjsilverquill917
    @kjsilverquill917 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Ashes scream at the end had me in hysterical tears! I can barely see the screen to type They need to go to Japan! In my head they do go, anyone else agree.

  • @maiiaoakah7247
    @maiiaoakah7247 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    God the song makes it so much more emotional

  • @katmoon8241
    @katmoon8241 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Me:just being introduced to this- Also me: -stays up all night trying to find epi one but only finding scenes-

  • @Ashleybecerril23
    @Ashleybecerril23 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    HE WAS SO HAPPY WHEN HE WAS LEARNING JAPANESE WITH EIJI... *sobs in the background*

  • @madiblossom8708
    @madiblossom8708 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I am CRYING rn!!!

  • @dearbananafish4624
    @dearbananafish4624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I think ash and eiji have a really special relationship! I don‘t think they are like brothers I think that’s more than a brother love! But we will never know it to 100% so ... I still hope in the heaven they will find there peace and can still live with their souls together.
    . And yes i still crying ! I miss this anime this Charakter but I cann‘t watch it again it’s tooo painful for me ..

    • @talks614
      @talks614 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It was confirmed by the author that Ash developed a crush on Eiji and in the sequel manga Sing said that Ash and Eji were "like soulmates and loved each other like lovers would." Also Eiji never got over Ash and never dated anyone after he died. Now they were never together in any official capacity but it was implied that after the story was over they were going to get together. Banana Fish feels more like a story about broken love than this action packed, crime drama type anime that we were promoted, and I love it and hate it at the same time, this was not right!

  • @imlivinginyourbasement6157
    @imlivinginyourbasement6157 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Idk why I'm torturing myself with this

  • @inggarnovita8072
    @inggarnovita8072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    After all of his shit moment, why? I only hope for his new life will not be haunted by anyone. I just want him to be able to find his first happiness. haa ,, for the first time I watched this anime I felt very sorry about his past life but after a few episodes I adore how strong his personality is, how good leader he is. The cruel fate, the dark world, why did they choose him to suffer?
    aaaa just ignore my poor grammar

    • @ThelilStars1412
      @ThelilStars1412  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here i was thinking in my head about his past life and felt sorry for him but ash is a strong person who will protect his members of his gang and eiji there like family to him plus i ship ash and eiji 💜❤

  • @Hi-dj3ms
    @Hi-dj3ms 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The way he said bye in Japanese before he got shot just 🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @LA-pj7vu
    @LA-pj7vu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have no idea how I ended up here, hell dont even know what this is but tbh I cried for a good 5mins

  • @skyesthelimit2751
    @skyesthelimit2751 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ashe doesn't even help himself. He just go straight to Eiji. Damn, that's love.

  • @Raven-re6iw
    @Raven-re6iw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    bro when i watched this I cried so much it was so sad.

  • @Mina_Yap
    @Mina_Yap 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m gonna watch this before starting the anime so I can destroy myself right off the bat and more so as I learn to love Eiji but my heart ultimately knows what’s about to go down

  • @faizaaaa4401
    @faizaaaa4401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The overkill💀-

  • @heaven8mysoul
    @heaven8mysoul 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i cried like a baby watching this scene

  • @MiMiAniChi
    @MiMiAniChi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It’s been so long......and it still hurts