probably gonna give up on this entire project. had entire EPs and albums fall apart due to me not being able to keep a vision clear, creating music that's sent people down spirals of reliving their past traumas and having to entirely rewrite a song due to that. ive lost the vision with this project entirely and I don't know what I want it to be anymore. may return to it later, but 3 years of not knowing what the fuck im doing is just getting old. candidate for death was supposed to be 6 songs, but got turned into 3 cuz I hated the process of creating it, and I didn't even get to make the songs I wanted because again, I couldn't keep an idea of what I wanted to create. the candidate for death single it's self is a completely rewritten song due to how visceral the original was, and it perfectly described how someone lived a humans worst horrors almost sequence for sequence, and ive felt disgusted with this project since hoping to rid of that feeling it gave me to perpetuate this person's trauma the way I did. im ready to start fresh. im not sure what it'll be, or if any of you will ever find the next project, but if any of you do, I hope yall enjoy. until then, I won't be here any longer. peace 🤘🏼
probably gonna give up on this entire project. had entire EPs and albums fall apart due to me not being able to keep a vision clear, creating music that's sent people down spirals of reliving their past traumas and having to entirely rewrite a song due to that. ive lost the vision with this project entirely and I don't know what I want it to be anymore. may return to it later, but 3 years of not knowing what the fuck im doing is just getting old. candidate for death was supposed to be 6 songs, but got turned into 3 cuz I hated the process of creating it, and I didn't even get to make the songs I wanted because again, I couldn't keep an idea of what I wanted to create.
the candidate for death single it's self is a completely rewritten song due to how visceral the original was, and it perfectly described how someone lived a humans worst horrors almost sequence for sequence, and ive felt disgusted with this project since hoping to rid of that feeling it gave me to perpetuate this person's trauma the way I did.
im ready to start fresh. im not sure what it'll be, or if any of you will ever find the next project, but if any of you do, I hope yall enjoy. until then, I won't be here any longer.
peace 🤘🏼