i‘m crying i love it thank you for doing this “I‘ll cut my hair“ “His hair‘s a mess and he doesn‘t know who he is yet“ i‘m non binary transmac (he/him). some days ago i DID cut my hair after a fight with my mom about some school issues and problems i had (i‘m about to fail the year), and i was so happy with the result i cried. my mom hasn‘t noticed it yet (it was already short and she is almost always working) and i hope she never finds out about it and that everything gets better.
here are a list of things you should do today! •drink 6+ cups of water •get plenty of sleep (6+hours) •finish atleast 2 of those assignments that you have stalled from doing •go for a walk •chat with friends and family •have a shower •have a good cry- we all need one once in a while •clean something •reflect on something valuable •eat 2+ meals of nutritious food •enjoy your time left of earth, you won't be here for much longer and lastly: •remember your worth! i hope that you are doing ok in these times. feel free to rant to me in the reply's and i will respond! i'm here for you if you need anything. most of the time, i relate more than i should. here's some things i would like to rant about: •the fact i'm immune to almost all medication so if i get ill, i'm screwed. •i have 7+ things wrong with me, that seriously affect the way i live life. •i have been abused most of my life, physically and mentally. love you all!💛
This only got two replies it’s been about eleven months. I have nothing to rant about rn at the moment, yet, it’s been solved for about a week now. But stuff will come back, and it’ll suck. Thank you:)
@@pjm5838 sometimes you don’t NEED to cry. But if you really wanna, just..think of happy sad thoughts! Or (what I sometimes do to get in the feels) lay in bed, with this song/another comfort one and make up a sad senerio about yourself. Like if you stopped breathing and how would others react. Hope your doing well 🫶
I put this under my pillow and started just laying there in bed and I was thinking about life. Try that. I started crying going over about the last about 7 years of my life realizing how much I’ve missed out on
Idk if you need to hear this but you’re so valid sweetheart. I’m so proud of you! I know how hard it can be sometimes. I just wanted to say you’re amazing hun
It's 1:20 AM. I'm wide awake sitting at my computer, staring at the large bright screen. I check the time and sigh loudly, I search up: "this is home but it's played in another room" I get my exact wantings and sigh. I try to resis from singing but it fails, I end up singing the whole song and end up crying. I realize my transphobic and homophobic parents would understand this song and refuse to let me hear it anymore. *"I just wish life were LGBTQ+ friendly..."* -Anonymous.
Early! And absolutely amazing. please do my songs 😭😭🤞🤞❤️❤️ prom queen but beach bunny and stubborn love by the lumineers 😆😚 Edit: i personally got youtube premium so i can download these videos and listen to them whilst i go to sleep
@@Bread3271 Ooooooh.... I'll cut my hair. Ooooooh... To make you stare. Ooooooh... I'll hide my chest, and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here.
@@doctorelijah Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Turn off your porcelain face I can't really think right now in this place There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead 'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet My eyes went dark (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't know where (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) My pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this train-wreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Oh Time is (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Slowly (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
I love you Izzy- everyday I see you I get butterflies in my stomach, your literally my dream girl some1 I want to spend the rest of my life with. I remember every good time we have together because it remembers how much I love you. I want to give you the world and treat you how you deserve it, but you don't give me the chance because you think I am going to hurt you and say to me all the time that I am annoying. The worst part is that you would make fun of me everyday when I loved you everyday and wanted to die knowing that the most thing i want in this world I can't get. Your leaving me soon and I cant cope with it. I love you- ant z
I want to be a boy so bad..there lives seam so much better they can get all the girls they like and they can have fun...and we have to deal with periods cat calls rapes and all that shit I just want to be a boy and have a easier life 😭
I like this song I like to listen to this when I get yelled at and just put my headphones on I like that I have to hide this song My parents don’t like lgbt My parents want me to be perfect My parents want me to get all good grades A is not enough she wants A+ she wants me to go to collage early and get a job although I’m only 15 I’m not allowed to get a job only house work to pay my rent I’m thinking about moving out what should I do? My friends hate me my parents hate me am I useless? I’m not sure It seems like everyone hates me but that’s ok at least I have a roof over my head I guess I really need a job is there any employments right now? :( I need to pay bills for the house Aren’t parents soposto love there children? Oh yeah I’m not there child I’m just allowed to call them there professional names :T I’m not sure if I should leave this world my friends said I should jump and maybe I would get a ‘better’ life I’m not sure though what if it’s not true I want to try but I might not get another life yet I want a better life can you guys help me decide I’m join to make my decision in a week.
Hey, Everything is gonna be alright. The most important thing is to love yourself. Giving up won't do anything. Just have faith in yourself and believe that everything is gonna be good in the end.
For someone with depression this hits different
that makes no sence
@@camip7518 the only thing that didn’t make sense is that u said “sence” instead of “sense”
it really does.
Can ppl who have thier parents fighting all the time relate 2 this..?
yea :/
i‘m crying i love it thank you for doing this
“I‘ll cut my hair“ “His hair‘s a mess and he doesn‘t know who he is yet“
i‘m non binary transmac (he/him). some days ago i DID cut my hair after a fight with my mom about some school issues and problems i had (i‘m about to fail the year), and i was so happy with the result i cried. my mom hasn‘t noticed it yet (it was already short and she is almost always working) and i hope she never finds out about it and that everything gets better.
The part that got me was “I’ll cut my hair to make you stare”. Also, this is amazing!
what’s funny is i relate to that part
here are a list of things you should do today!
•drink 6+ cups of water
•get plenty of sleep (6+hours)
•finish atleast 2 of those assignments that you have stalled from doing
•go for a walk
•chat with friends and family
•have a shower
•have a good cry- we all need one once in a while
•clean something
•reflect on something valuable
•eat 2+ meals of nutritious food
•enjoy your time left of earth, you won't be here for much longer
and lastly:
•remember your worth!
i hope that you are doing ok in these times. feel free to rant to me in the reply's and i will respond! i'm here for you if you need anything. most of the time, i relate more than i should.
here's some things i would like to rant about:
•the fact i'm immune to almost all medication so if i get ill, i'm screwed.
•i have 7+ things wrong with me, that seriously affect the way i live life.
•i have been abused most of my life, physically and mentally.
love you all!💛
“Get plenty of sleep (6 hours)”
Me: I get 10 minutes of sleep at most usually I get none.that’s probably bad..
Thank you :)
This only got two replies it’s been about eleven months. I have nothing to rant about rn at the moment, yet, it’s been solved for about a week now.
But stuff will come back, and it’ll suck.
Thank you:)
Quick question! How can I get myself to cry?
@@pjm5838 sometimes you don’t NEED to cry. But if you really wanna, just..think of happy sad thoughts! Or (what I sometimes do to get in the feels) lay in bed, with this song/another comfort one and make up a sad senerio about yourself.
Like if you stopped breathing and how would others react. Hope your doing well 🫶
To anyone reading this, u are truly awesome and I hope u have a great day :)
You too!😢😡❤❤❤❤ * aggressively hopes that today and every day is great for you*
My parents r fighting in the common room and Im here listening 2 this.. thx for making the song sound even better
I always get goosebumps from what you do with these songs xD
“Every time he runs away from this wretched world we bring him back to hell. It’s time to let him run free.. you served well my freind.’”
At 1:20 the beat IS AMAZING DUDEEE :D it gave me goosebumps to make some of those
I tried uploading the 1hr ver but it got stuck and my data 🙂💔
One hour version or not, thanks for this
this is great! dont worry!
thats alright! i can just loop it :)
I LOVE this💕 it helps me cry out my emotions instead of keeping the in so thank you SOOOOOO much!
Awh I hope you’re doing okay! (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
This song hits different
This is exactly my story
Exactly
My parents aren’t gonna accept me anytime soon though
I'll accept you!
@@joel62361 me too c:
I needed this. Thank you
I wish I could give this video a million likes I love it 😊
It's sad how strangers can understand you more than your friends and family isn't it?...
I love this song! :))
I put this under my pillow and started just laying there in bed and I was thinking about life. Try that. I started crying going over about the last about 7 years of my life realizing how much I’ve missed out on
omg this is so good, i could listen it all day
okay so i may be exactly 4 months and 1 day late, but at least i go to hear this.
amazing video :D
nah bc my am i questioning my gender identity again
Early its very early in the morning for me☺
Good morning!
Good morning
This is great! Also early. 🌛🌛✨💫
i love this song sm
my little trans heart is crying right now this is my favorite song thank you so much
I'm a demi-girl and basically lesbian.
Idk if you need to hear this but you’re so valid sweetheart. I’m so proud of you! I know how hard it can be sometimes. I just wanted to say you’re amazing hun
You're valid and ILY okay? Happy pride! 🏳️🌈
I put it on loop
i need a friend like him💔
I love it. ❤️
Could you do “the other side” by Conan gray
Can we get a "Smoke Signals" by Cavetown ft Tessa Violet version too? 👉👈
*cries as non-binary* don't know who i am...
Btw this song make me feel safe when my parents arguing again
Hello fellow enby
SAME
everyones talking about how this hits different but my earbuds are messed up so this honestly sounds creepy but in a good way
Started REALLY feeling it at ny favorite part. 'Get a load of this monster..'
this song describes me so much its my comfort song 🥺🏳️🌈
1:20 just hits me for some reason...
This hits different at 3am especially with your parents fighting-
This but 1 hour so I could fall asleep before it was over would be fire
It's 1:20 AM. I'm wide awake sitting at my computer, staring at the large bright screen. I check the time and sigh loudly, I search up: "this is home but it's played in another room" I get my exact wantings and sigh. I try to resis from singing but it fails, I end up singing the whole song and end up crying. I realize my transphobic and homophobic parents would understand this song and refuse to let me hear it anymore. *"I just wish life were LGBTQ+ friendly..."* -Anonymous.
could you do one like this but with the song your sister was right by wilbur
please i need a 1 hr version to fall asleep too
Put it in a playlist then out it on loop
Early! And absolutely amazing. please do my songs 😭😭🤞🤞❤️❤️ prom queen but beach bunny and stubborn love by the lumineers 😆😚
Edit: i personally got youtube premium so i can download these videos and listen to them whilst i go to sleep
500th like ! 😄
I will be giving this video 99% of its views from just replaying this
Can you please do generation Why
Often I am upset.
That I can not fall in love, but I guess..
This avoids the stress of fallin' out of it.
Are you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now but I swear..
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here.
@@Bread3271 Ooooooh....
I'll cut my hair.
Ooooooh...
To make you stare.
Ooooooh...
I'll hide my chest, and I'll
figure out a way to get
us out of here.
@@doctorelijah Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Turn off your porcelain face
I can't really think right now in this place
There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane
Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
My eyes went dark
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't know where
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) My pupils are
But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Get a load of this monster
He doesn't know how to communicate
His mind is in a different place
Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
Get a load of this train-wreck
His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms
Oh
Time is
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Slowly
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Tracing his face
But strangely he feels at home in this place (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
When I was a kid I always listened how my parents are fighting. I was thinking it was normal..
I like the comments is nicer than my family
I wish this was a loop...it would be just, amazing.
@@sophxxe I am sorry but I don’t understand, and I am on iPad just in case I need to something different there 😏👌
Can you do 1 hour 🥺
this is what my neighbors hear every night im telling ya
I love you Izzy- everyday I see you I get butterflies in my stomach, your literally my dream girl some1 I want to spend the rest of my life with. I remember every good time we have together because it remembers how much I love you. I want to give you the world and treat you how you deserve it, but you don't give me the chance because you think I am going to hurt you and say to me all the time that I am annoying. The worst part is that you would make fun of me everyday when I loved you everyday and wanted to die knowing that the most thing i want in this world I can't get. Your leaving me soon and I cant cope with it. I love you- ant z
Could you add echo and black screen to this pls ? Tyyyy
Can you make one without the rain bc this is a hit
Could you do daddy issues
i just don’t feel real anymore.
I’m genderfluid and pan. My parents think both are not valid identities and that pan is the same as bi.
Woahhhh
💕
ey yo! i'm here! tell me what happening, maybe i could help. i know i can't get myself out from depression, but maybe i could help you?
Hai beautiful peeps! ♡
Can you make this in the 1 hr one?
Maybe some of you are not gonna understand but
Benjey.
2:53
1 hour🚗?
this actually calms my anxiety alot-
yes
at one point i forgot that it wasn't actually raining
This is my comfort song since I can't come out as non-binary or do anything to alleviate my dysphoria
im trans i exist im valid!
I want to be a boy so bad..there lives seam so much better they can get all the girls they like and they can have fun...and we have to deal with periods cat calls rapes and all that shit I just want to be a boy and have a easier life 😭
cries in closeted transguy -alana
I like this song
I like to listen to this when I get yelled at and just put my headphones on
I like that I have to hide this song
My parents don’t like lgbt
My parents want me to be perfect
My parents want me to get all good grades A is not enough she wants A+ she wants me to go to collage early and get a job although I’m only 15 I’m not allowed to get a job only house work to pay my rent I’m thinking about moving out what should I do?
My friends hate me my parents hate me am I useless?
I’m not sure
It seems like everyone hates me but that’s ok at least I have a roof over my head I guess
I really need a job is there any employments right now?
:( I need to pay bills for the house
Aren’t parents soposto love there children?
Oh yeah I’m not there child I’m just allowed to call them there professional names
:T
I’m not sure if I should leave this world my friends said I should jump and maybe I would get a ‘better’ life I’m not sure though what if it’s not true I want to try but I might not get another life yet I want a better life can you guys help me decide I’m join to make my decision in a week.
Hey, Everything is gonna be alright. The most important thing is to love yourself. Giving up won't do anything. Just have faith in yourself and believe that everything is gonna be good in the end.
Can you make a 1 hour version please?