Stay Strong bro.. Try your best. Even if you fail, it doesn't matter because you gave your best. You will have no regrets. I hope your dreams come true❤️❤️
No your English is fine I wish dreams can be true but is just a reality that people think but in real life there’s nothing at all been day dreaming a lot of things and sometimes I do wish it can be true but sadly it well never well in 100 years
Tracklist for "shiloh dynasty vibes" 00:00 Ondi Vil - I Know You So Well ft. Diza 02:45 Monty Datta - trust u ft. Kehard 5:00 Imfinenow - Girl Can Get Sad ft. Kehard 7:48 Monty Datta - With Somebody Else ft. Dhan 10:20 Imfinenow & Roiael - Brown Eyes 12:10 omarr - Was I Not Good Enough? ft. Mia Smith 14:22 Skinny Atlas & Monty Datta - Don't Wanna Let Go ft. dhan 17:01 itssvd - Phone Call ft. dhan 18:33 Siapan & Iriasona - Stargazing
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- Yahli :)
Your skin is not paper Don't cut it... Your face is not a mask Don't hide it... Your weight is not a book Don't judge it... Your neck is not a hanger Don't hang it... Your life is not a movie... Don't end it You're amazing ❤
Hey. Hey, you. Yes, you. You're the one reading this, aren't you? Well, let me tell you something. You need to know. DON'T SCROLL, please.. I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet. But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this. Are you in a dark place? You aren't alone. We all were there, y'know. Feeling Suicidal? Please don't. I think you matter. Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter. You are the best stranger I've met. So, do something for me real quick. It's quick, I promise. Drink some water. WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! Look, see how they shine? See how they twinkle and glimmer? it's like you. Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine. If you want to take your life, think about something. Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth.. Someone out there, they think you're perfect. They love you, so much. Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left.. even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you. Someone out there, they love you. So keep fighting. You'll win, no matter how hard it is. "Fight the storm to see the rainbow". Remember that, okay? Good, I love you. Stay safe, handsome/beautiful :)
I wake up, a puddle of sweat I have nightmares, and I get back into bed It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat in the back of my head And I can’t get them to leave me alone Twelve-years old but still hates being alone when I'm home Because that's when the voices get the loudest Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest But these demons keep pressin’ me, I swear they're the foulest But I've grown comfortable with their presence, my conscious is calloused My dreams are their playground, my thoughts are their palace I tried to evict them, they returned with more Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the store I was 10 the first time I had a panic attack Like a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that And I didn't tell anyone because I was too scared about what they'd say And I knew deep down that there was nothing they could do to take it away It was my fight to fight and my battle to face I remember that house I grew up in and how those demons would rattle that place I'd lay awake at night just staring at the ceiling I’ve spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling That feeling of being lonely, that feeling of being lost That feeling of being sick when the lights turn off That feeling of being depressed, that feeling of being anxious That feeling of screaming to God begging Him to take this Only to get silence in return I’d lay in that bed crying, and I'd toss and I’d turn And I turn and I toss to this day The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said pray I tried both, and this anxiety still hasn't gone away So forgive me if I fantasize about being gone today I'm an actor who got really good at being on today But when I turn off, I go right back into the shadows I'm in the deep-end now, but I started in the shallows And I might just drown myself in these waves Suburbian hell, these homes are all graves Everyone’s coping with something but won't admit it, they're all too afraid And these kids are glued to watching me, what do I say? If I'm honest with them, maybe they won't think highly of me Everything they want me to be is what I'm dying to be But everything I really am is what I'm not trying to be I want them to know that they're not alone in their struggles I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles And I don't ever think I'll get out of this valley I'm in Terrified that all along God has tallied my sins And if He has, the number must be astronomic My life is a joke, and you keep reading, just pass the comic Because everything you think that I am is far from the truth I wish I could open up to you and just let loose But my vocal cords get tight when the Devil pulls on this noose And then I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside But he's not gonna keep me from pulling the throttle back this time He's not gonna keep me trapped like this I can't get out of bed, I was never made to act like this I'm packing up my bags, and he can't stop me from running fast like this I'm not gonna be a slave to these voices of anxiety I'm shoving the Devil back for every time that he lied to me And I'm taking a belt to these demons who whisper despair in my ear And I'm ignoring every naysayer who stands and stares when I'm near I'm moving forward out of this slump I took my bruises, I took my lumps I fell down, but I got right back up So give me a torch, and let's light that up I'm setting fire to the Devil, and I'm dousing these demons in gasoline Look at you now, now you're not laughing at me Now, who's the one who's being tortured and punked? Now, who's the one closing every door that I want? Now, who's the one watching the other burn the ground? Don't look away from me, you better turn back around I'm not done talking to you now I'm watching your moves I'm on your back, and I'm stalking you, too And when you try to ruin some other kid's life, I'll be stoppin' you, too You took thirty years of my life, and I can't get that back You told me to end my life, and I nearly got killed for that You took me down, but I bounced right back I was lost then, and I got found like that And everything you told me I wasn't someone new told me I was And everything you hated in me someone new told me He loves And when you tried to kill me with depression and anxiety He reached in and placed hope deep inside of me So I'm done listening to you and letting you control me I'm announcing it now that the Devil can't hold me I'm walking away from the old me And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you sold me You knew I'd find a way out sooner or later And I found my escape in the form of a savior have nightmares, and I get back into bed It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat in the back of my head And I can’t get them to leave me alone Thirty-years old but still hates being alone when I'm home Because that's when the voices get the loudest Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest But these demons keep pressin’ me, I swear they're the foulest But I've grown comfortable with their presence, my conscious is calloused My dreams are their playground, my thoughts are their palace I tried to evict them, they returned with more Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the store I was 10 the first time I had a panic attack Like a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that And I didn't tell anyone because I was too scared about what they'd say And I knew deep down that there was nothing they could do to take it away It was my fight to fight and my battle to face I remember that house I grew up in and how those demons would rattle that place I'd lay awake at night just staring at the ceiling I’ve spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling That feeling of being lonely, that feeling of being lost That feeling of being sick when the lights turn off That feeling of being depressed, that feeling of being anxious That feeling of screaming to God begging Him to take this Only to get silence in return I’d lay in that bed crying, and I'd toss and I’d turn And I turn and I toss to this day The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said pray I tried both, and this anxiety still hasn't gone away So forgive me if I fantasize about being gone today I'm an actor who got really good at being on today But when I turn off, I go right back into the shadows I'm in the deep-end now, but I started in the shallows And I might just drown myself in these waves Suburbian hell, these homes are all graves Everyone’s coping with something but won't admit it, they're all too afraid And these kids are glued to watching me, what do I say? If I'm honest with them, maybe they won't think highly of me Everything they want me to be is what I'm dying to be But everything I really am is what I'm not trying to be I want them to know that they're not alone in their struggles I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles And I don't ever think I'll get out of this valley I'm in Terrified that all along God has tallied my sins And if He has, the number must be astronomic My life is a joke, and you keep reading, just pass the comic Because everything you think that I am is far from the truth I wish I could open up to you and just let loose But my vocal cords get tight when the Devil pulls on this noose And then I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside But he's not gonna keep me from pulling the throttle back this time He's not gonna keep me trapped like this I can't get out of bed, I was never made to act like this I'm packing up my bags, and he can't stop me from running fast like this I'm not gonna be a slave to these voices of anxiety I'm shoving the Devil back for every time that he lied to me And I'm taking a belt to these demons who whisper despair in my ear And I'm ignoring every naysayer who stands and stares when I'm near I'm moving forward out of this slump I took my bruises, I took my lumps I fell down, but I got right back up So give me a torch, and let's light that up I'm setting fire to the Devil, and I'm dousing these demons in gasoline Look at you now, now you're not laughing at me Now, who's the one who's being tortured and punked? Now, who's the one closing every door that I want? Now, who's the one watching the other burn the ground? Don't look away from me, you better turn back around I'm not done talking to you now I'm watching your moves I'm on your back, and I'm stalking you, too And when you try to ruin some other kid's life, I'll be stoppin' you, too You took twelve years of my life, and I can't get that back You told me to end my life, and I nearly got killed for that You took me down, but I bounced right back I was lost then, and I got found like that And everything you told me I wasn't someone new told me I was And everything you hated in me someone new told me He loves And when you tried to kill me with depression and anxiety He reached in and placed hope deep inside of me So I'm done listening to you and letting you control me I'm announcing it now that the Devil can't hold me I'm walking away from the old me And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you sold me You knew I'd find a way out sooner or later And I found my escape in the form of a Savior
I gave you a loaded Gun, and you decided to pull the trigger. I gave you all my memories to take away, so hand over the liquor. You made a monster out of me, made me a sinner cut away small pieces of my soul, you were never a quitter. knew your way around my heart, a heavy hitter. Wrote listening to the first song, just idk
Agreed. Idk what I have but something is wrong with me, everyone calls me weird and disguisting and creepy, even though I dont mean to be. And when I say everyone, I mean teachers, parents, even people from school.. Sorry, you probs didnt need to hear that, I'm just venting.
This Couldnt Have Came At A Better Time For Me. I really Needed This After The Lost Of Someone I Held really Close. Not Their Death. But They Left. And Its All My Fault.
Losing someone really close is extremly hard, but it's not your fault. If this was meant to happend, that's it. Maybe you will see that person again, maybe not, but try to stop thinking that it's your fault. It is no ones fault. Hope it gets better for you.
I been stuck in pain surrounded by pretty faces and I been so hurt and down I wonder if you've ever felt this way...(I'm drowning--im dead) this isn't how you found me...you did it all to me ....
Life is getting to the point where i just feel like its a dream thats on repeat ik i need to sleep but whats the point when i feel like im already asleep i dont think i can do this anymore.
If you're ever feeling sad about not having a bf/gf or sad because u just got broke up with, always remember what Rick Sanchez said "but what people call "love" is just a chemical reaction that compels animals to breed. It hits hard, then it slowly fades, leaving you stranded in a failing marriage."
Exactly. I'm a girl (sorry please dont hate) but I kind of feel the same way.. never loved me and never did. Just let me fall into a deep dark void, that I created, and watch from above. That's how I feel sometimes
I love you more than myself but why do you only think of me as an insignificant friend, thank you for coming into my life and being the best in my life. although while I am happy to know you, I hope you return to the way you used to be without anyone else.🙂
Sweetie, it will get better in time, I promise. He doesn't deserve a queen like you. He lost an amazing person. This is a huge world, and your true soulmate is there, waiting to find you. Please don't cry over your ex. Is not worthing the effort to be sad for a silly man. I send you lots of hugs and may God bless you. Don't forget: You are a strong, beautiful and smart person that deserves all the happines. Sending you hugs and good thoughts from Austria. 💕
Awww baby don’t cry your to beautiful for that when i figured out he did i just said to myself whatever he wasn’t good for me and now he wants me back for being tough but no you should of thought of that now I’m happy do the same thing ❤️❤️❤️
It’s currently, 11:28, and im on a call with my boyfriend that ive been with for 8 months and, it’s just so speechless to go from, loving someone that pretended like he loved me and..that made u felt like.. Every sweet thing wasnt enough like you wernt enough as a person, and he left u so many times feeling like your whole heart rip into pieces you never thought anyone could fix again and you told yourself your so over love and.. He found you..and he slowly fixed u..and when i go back into...10 months ago..i just wish happiness to him..i hope he finds that girl that i couldnt be..i hope hes so much happier then he was with me because i promise him if i know hes happier without me he wont ever see me.. and it just so weird and such relief on how i use to be to the way i am now..🥺
Last Christmas me and my grandma’s last words to each other was I hate you and then she moved out and 1. Mouth later she past away. I was still stuck on I hate you so I did not care at the time that she die it was so bad I did not cry or go to her funeral but now I have been in so much pain I just wish I would have went. And my family still don’t know that i hurt so much 😔. But a blunt and a bottle a day helps some I still cry though on my 5th bottle Since this post
When i knew for sure that my dreams can't be true no matter what I did . That mean i can't live my life cause life without dreams isn't a life and it really make a deep cut in my heart , i've lost purpose in life So why I should still be alive Let's just die
I hate myselft cuz i do soo many mistakes and dont know how to stop them.... when i try it... it goes wrong everytime i try it again, i fall deeper and deeper in the misery everything is getting darker and darker, i dont see light, i dont see a hand i dont see god, anymore fml
What is your favorite type of weather?
Aurora kinda weather 💕🤍
Rain
Rainy chilly day type of weather
Waking up to rain 💜💜💜
Cloudy or Rainy 🛌
im not broken or lost, just wanna a dream come ture, but i know is never goning to happen (sorry for bad english, im from denmark:)
Why not? Sounds like not corresponded love from someone that you see as "platonic". If you want, you can. 😉
bro just like xxxtentacion said follow your dream buddy and never stop following your dreams unless you catch it
I Love you broo ❤
Stay Strong bro.. Try your best. Even if you fail, it doesn't matter because you gave your best. You will have no regrets. I hope your dreams come true❤️❤️
No your English is fine I wish dreams can be true but is just a reality that people think but in real life there’s nothing at all been day dreaming a lot of things and sometimes I do wish it can be true but sadly it well never well in 100 years
Tracklist for "shiloh dynasty vibes"
00:00 Ondi Vil - I Know You So Well ft. Diza
02:45 Monty Datta - trust u ft. Kehard
5:00 Imfinenow - Girl Can Get Sad ft. Kehard
7:48 Monty Datta - With Somebody Else ft. Dhan
10:20 Imfinenow & Roiael - Brown Eyes
12:10 omarr - Was I Not Good Enough? ft. Mia Smith
14:22 Skinny Atlas & Monty Datta - Don't Wanna Let Go ft. dhan
17:01 itssvd - Phone Call ft. dhan
18:33 Siapan & Iriasona - Stargazing
Exactly what I needed thank you so much
💯
when the imposter is sus
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- Yahli :)
Thank you 😊❤️
I-thank you i actually needed that❤️
This words made me emotional
❤️❤️
No cap last night I sat around the fire pulling cones with the boys listening to this, 10/10 best playlist for the chill vibes
Who is tired of living but doesn’t wanna die?
Litertally
Want to rant?
Yeh :(
Ängsticide, in my language
And yes.
This made me feel so calm and composed. Thank you!
For all broken hearts 💔
@Alfie Wickland yeah..
@Alfie Wickland ...
:(((((
Broken and lost
Just nice. listening to this tracks while its raining here. so chills...
That's exactly what I'm doing now
death is the time when people visit you only to attend your funeral and go to forget about you who has died :)
(This is life)
*This Hit So Hard and I don't know why..*
Your skin is not paper
Don't cut it...
Your face is not a mask
Don't hide it...
Your weight is not a book
Don't judge it...
Your neck is not a hanger
Don't hang it...
Your life is not a movie...
Don't end it
You're amazing ❤
I m listening to it at night in bed looking at the sky 😌😌ahhhhhh it feels soooo good😇😌😌
I love the rain
Hey.
Hey, you.
Yes, you.
You're the one reading this, aren't you?
Well, let me tell you something.
You need to know.
DON'T SCROLL, please..
I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet.
But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this.
Are you in a dark place?
You aren't alone.
We all were there, y'know.
Feeling Suicidal?
Please don't.
I think you matter.
Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter.
You are the best stranger I've met.
So, do something for me real quick.
It's quick, I promise.
Drink some water.
WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET!
Look, see how they shine?
See how they twinkle and glimmer?
it's like you.
Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine.
If you want to take your life, think about something.
Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth..
Someone out there, they think you're perfect.
They love you, so much.
Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left..
even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you.
Someone out there, they love you.
So keep fighting.
You'll win, no matter how hard it is.
"Fight the storm to see the rainbow". Remember that, okay?
Good, I love you.
Stay safe, handsome/beautiful :)
thank you so much,I really needed this today ;(
Thanks. I really needed that beautiful stranger
Thanks:")
Thanks i need this, i love you too
same to you beautiful stranger love you to
when it rains i say here we go im not the person only crying , nature is also crying.
Wow i love this one 💜💜
Aurora vives tú eres la mejor justo cuando más lo nesecitaba apareciste con este conjuntos de música maravillosa para el alma y el desamor 💔🙃
I like so much your music💕❤
Im so sad and happy cus i have this music🔥
A vibe
This will be relaxing especially when I've got anxiety
Hurting someone is like throwing a rock in a lake you’ll never know how deep it’ll go
R.I.P
i wish i could have said sorry better to those who i hurt really bad
but there is always an end
I wake up, a puddle of sweat I have nightmares, and I get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat in the back of my head
And I can’t get them to leave me alone
Twelve-years old but still hates being alone when I'm home
Because that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest
But these demons keep pressin’ me, I swear they're the foulest
But I've grown comfortable with their presence, my conscious is calloused
My dreams are their playground, my thoughts are their palace
I tried to evict them, they returned with more
Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the store
I was 10 the first time I had a panic attack
Like a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And I didn't tell anyone because I was too scared about what they'd say
And I knew deep down that there was nothing they could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my battle to face
I remember that house I grew up in and how those demons would rattle that place
I'd lay awake at night just staring at the ceiling
I’ve spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling
That feeling of being lonely, that feeling of being lost
That feeling of being sick when the lights turn off
That feeling of being depressed, that feeling of being anxious
That feeling of screaming to God begging Him to take this
Only to get silence in return
I’d lay in that bed crying, and I'd toss and I’d turn
And I turn and I toss to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said pray
I tried both, and this anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if I fantasize about being gone today
I'm an actor who got really good at being on today
But when I turn off, I go right back into the shadows
I'm in the deep-end now, but I started in the shallows
And I might just drown myself in these waves
Suburbian hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone’s coping with something but won't admit it, they're all too afraid
And these kids are glued to watching me, what do I say?
If I'm honest with them, maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything I really am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles
And I don't ever think I'll get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has tallied my sins
And if He has, the number must be astronomic
My life is a joke, and you keep reading, just pass the comic
Because everything you think that I am is far from the truth
I wish I could open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the Devil pulls on this noose
And then I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside
But he's not gonna keep me from pulling the throttle back this time
He's not gonna keep me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed, I was never made to act like this
I'm packing up my bags, and he can't stop me from running fast like this
I'm not gonna be a slave to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the Devil back for every time that he lied to me
And I'm taking a belt to these demons who whisper despair in my ear
And I'm ignoring every naysayer who stands and stares when I'm near
I'm moving forward out of this slump
I took my bruises, I took my lumps
I fell down, but I got right back up
So give me a torch, and let's light that up
I'm setting fire to the Devil, and I'm dousing these demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now, who's the one who's being tortured and punked?
Now, who's the one closing every door that I want?
Now, who's the one watching the other burn the ground?
Don't look away from me, you better turn back around
I'm not done talking to you now
I'm watching your moves
I'm on your back, and I'm stalking you, too
And when you try to ruin some other kid's life, I'll be stoppin' you, too
You took thirty years of my life, and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life, and I nearly got killed for that
You took me down, but I bounced right back
I was lost then, and I got found like that
And everything you told me I wasn't someone new told me I was
And everything you hated in me someone new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the Devil can't hold me
I'm walking away from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out sooner or later
And I found my escape in the form of a savior have nightmares, and I get back into bed
It's like these voices just keep playing on repeat in the back of my head
And I can’t get them to leave me alone
Thirty-years old but still hates being alone when I'm home
Because that's when the voices get the loudest
Opening up like this is a moment far from my proudest
But these demons keep pressin’ me, I swear they're the foulest
But I've grown comfortable with their presence, my conscious is calloused
My dreams are their playground, my thoughts are their palace
I tried to evict them, they returned with more
Anxiety isn't an item you can return at the store
I was 10 the first time I had a panic attack
Like a punch to the stomach, there's no planning for that
And I didn't tell anyone because I was too scared about what they'd say
And I knew deep down that there was nothing they could do to take it away
It was my fight to fight and my battle to face
I remember that house I grew up in and how those demons would rattle that place
I'd lay awake at night just staring at the ceiling
I’ve spent my whole life trying to run from that feeling
That feeling of being lonely, that feeling of being lost
That feeling of being sick when the lights turn off
That feeling of being depressed, that feeling of being anxious
That feeling of screaming to God begging Him to take this
Only to get silence in return
I’d lay in that bed crying, and I'd toss and I’d turn
And I turn and I toss to this day
The doctors gave me medication, the pastor said pray
I tried both, and this anxiety still hasn't gone away
So forgive me if I fantasize about being gone today
I'm an actor who got really good at being on today
But when I turn off, I go right back into the shadows
I'm in the deep-end now, but I started in the shallows
And I might just drown myself in these waves
Suburbian hell, these homes are all graves
Everyone’s coping with something but won't admit it, they're all too afraid
And these kids are glued to watching me, what do I say?
If I'm honest with them, maybe they won't think highly of me
Everything they want me to be is what I'm dying to be
But everything I really am is what I'm not trying to be
I want them to know that they're not alone in their struggles
I wake up in tears and fall back asleep in those puddles
And I don't ever think I'll get out of this valley I'm in
Terrified that all along God has tallied my sins
And if He has, the number must be astronomic
My life is a joke, and you keep reading, just pass the comic
Because everything you think that I am is far from the truth
I wish I could open up to you and just let loose
But my vocal cords get tight when the Devil pulls on this noose
And then I'm back to keeping everything bottled up inside
But he's not gonna keep me from pulling the throttle back this time
He's not gonna keep me trapped like this
I can't get out of bed, I was never made to act like this
I'm packing up my bags, and he can't stop me from running fast like this
I'm not gonna be a slave to these voices of anxiety
I'm shoving the Devil back for every time that he lied to me
And I'm taking a belt to these demons who whisper despair in my ear
And I'm ignoring every naysayer who stands and stares when I'm near
I'm moving forward out of this slump
I took my bruises, I took my lumps
I fell down, but I got right back up
So give me a torch, and let's light that up
I'm setting fire to the Devil, and I'm dousing these demons in gasoline
Look at you now, now you're not laughing at me
Now, who's the one who's being tortured and punked?
Now, who's the one closing every door that I want?
Now, who's the one watching the other burn the ground?
Don't look away from me, you better turn back around
I'm not done talking to you now
I'm watching your moves
I'm on your back, and I'm stalking you, too
And when you try to ruin some other kid's life, I'll be stoppin' you, too
You took twelve years of my life, and I can't get that back
You told me to end my life, and I nearly got killed for that
You took me down, but I bounced right back
I was lost then, and I got found like that
And everything you told me I wasn't someone new told me I was
And everything you hated in me someone new told me He loves
And when you tried to kill me with depression and anxiety
He reached in and placed hope deep inside of me
So I'm done listening to you and letting you control me
I'm announcing it now that the Devil can't hold me
I'm walking away from the old me
And I'm demanding a refund on every lie that you sold me
You knew I'd find a way out sooner or later
And I found my escape in the form of a Savior
Are thes the lyrics ? Our your freestyle
@@broskiedoes No it's not
Yo if u freestyle this SHEEEESHHHHH🔥🔥🔥🔥🌡🌡🌋
You are in my Yheart bro 🙂😉
@@thehappiestshadow2099 I don't freestyle
Khóc 1 mình nghẹn cả họng=)) ôi đệch cảm giác rất là tuyệt
Being ur mind and ur self without no one makes happy 😅😢😞
-sits on bed and puts headphones on and stares out the window at the spinning black and white world-
Cnrh😭
Its easy to keep anxiety and depression in but when u try to that happy face it's hard cause u can't keep the tears in 😅
Rain 🌧🌧🌧🌧⛈
I gave you a loaded Gun, and you decided to pull the trigger.
I gave you all my memories to take away, so hand over the liquor.
You made a monster out of me, made me a sinner
cut away small pieces of my soul, you were never a quitter.
knew your way around my heart, a heavy hitter.
Wrote listening to the first song, just idk
Спасибо вам, я словил вайб
i just want someone that eppreciate and accepts me as i am.
Agreed. Idk what I have but something is wrong with me, everyone calls me weird and disguisting and creepy, even though I dont mean to be. And when I say everyone, I mean teachers, parents, even people from school.. Sorry, you probs didnt need to hear that, I'm just venting.
This Couldnt Have Came At A Better Time For Me. I really Needed This After The Lost Of Someone I Held really Close. Not Their Death. But They Left. And Its All My Fault.
It'll get better
Losing someone really close is extremly hard, but it's not your fault. If this was meant to happend, that's it. Maybe you will see that person again, maybe not, but try to stop thinking that it's your fault. It is no ones fault. Hope it gets better for you.
This is really good when someone is in TH-cam premium
I can be broken 1 2 3 4 times but can't stop being happy cuz ik have my self and That's all I need.not sad just lost
After a love relationship that lasted for eight years, it ended and was shattered for trivial reasons💔🖤
The best
I been stuck in pain surrounded by pretty faces and I been so hurt and down I wonder if you've ever felt this way...(I'm drowning--im dead) this isn't how you found me...you did it all to me ....
Life is getting to the point where i just feel like its a dream thats on repeat ik i need to sleep but whats the point when i feel like im already asleep i dont think i can do this anymore.
[ b e a u t I f u l ]
Even if I show my warm smile doesn’t mean I’m okay
If you're ever feeling sad about not having a bf/gf or sad because u just got broke up with, always remember what Rick Sanchez said "but what people call "love" is just a chemical reaction that compels animals to breed. It hits hard, then it slowly fades, leaving you stranded in a failing marriage."
i just wanna be alone with that pursin in my imajination 😔😔
first Xxxtentation
I like this music
it hurts when you realize she never loved you.
Exactly. I'm a girl (sorry please dont hate) but I kind of feel the same way.. never loved me and never did. Just let me fall into a deep dark void, that I created, and watch from above. That's how I feel sometimes
@@twilightwolfpiano aww same It makes me want to curl up in all of my blankets like a burrito and cry in the dark
it hurts even more when you realize that you never even loved them
💜
Всё будет хорошо🖤🖤🖤🖤
Спасибо
When?
Самая трогательный ложь
Can someone just show up and take my heart every time i give it out it broke
😌 good
Btw I NEEDED to watch this vid (musical) bc I feel sad I haven’t seen my friend in years.
I love you more than myself but why do you only think of me as an insignificant friend, thank you for coming into my life and being the best in my life. although while I am happy to know you, I hope you return to the way you used to be without anyone else.🙂
Hi.idoi.😁❤💖🤟
😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
❤❤
❤😍😍❤❤😍😎
My boyfriend cheated on me💔😔
And now i'm lying here in my bed, crying and listening to this music 😭💔
Thanks you so much for this ❤
Sweetie, it will get better in time, I promise. He doesn't deserve a queen like you. He lost an amazing person. This is a huge world, and your true soulmate is there, waiting to find you. Please don't cry over your ex. Is not worthing the effort to be sad for a silly man. I send you lots of hugs and may God bless you. Don't forget: You are a strong, beautiful and smart person that deserves all the happines. Sending you hugs and good thoughts from Austria. 💕
@@teo1605 thanks 🥺❤
Awww baby don’t cry your to beautiful for that when i figured out he did i just said to myself whatever he wasn’t good for me and now he wants me back for being tough but no you should of thought of that now I’m happy do the same thing ❤️❤️❤️
It’s currently, 11:28, and im on a call with my boyfriend that ive been with for 8 months and, it’s just so speechless to go from, loving someone that pretended like he loved me and..that made u felt like.. Every sweet thing wasnt enough like you wernt enough as a person, and he left u so many times feeling like your whole heart rip into pieces you never thought anyone could fix again and you told yourself your so over love and.. He found you..and he slowly fixed u..and when i go back into...10 months ago..i just wish happiness to him..i hope he finds that girl that i couldnt be..i hope hes so much happier then he was with me because i promise him if i know hes happier without me he wont ever see me.. and it just so weird and such relief on how i use to be to the way i am now..🥺
LEGAL ❤
Legal é sad🖤
🖤
Last Christmas me and my grandma’s last words to each other was I hate you and then she moved out and 1. Mouth later she past away. I was still stuck on I hate you so I did not care at the time that she die it was so bad I did not cry or go to her funeral but now I have been in so much pain I just wish I would have went. And my family still don’t know that i hurt so much
😔. But a blunt and a bottle a day helps some I still cry though on my 5th bottle Since this post
*Rest in piece...⛓️*
wait did shiloh pass away?
💔👋🏾🕊
When i knew for sure that my dreams can't be true no matter what I did . That mean i can't live my life cause life without dreams isn't a life and it really make a deep cut in my heart , i've lost purpose in life
So why I should still be alive
Let's just die
alguien mas que este aqui por que perdio a alguien que lo hacia sentir especial o soy el unico...;(💔
yo estoy aqui para pensar en lo sucedido y entender :(
Creí que me quería banda 🥺☹️ 💔
:c
dark over rise the light
Nó đã hồi sinh lại 😉
I have a crush and known this person for 4 long years, and there he is longing for a girl he just met online
damn
you know what, pin them down and kiss them
Nadie nos entiende solo hay uno que nos puede asernos felises es a Dios 😞😞😞
Plz make something like this but 2 or 3 hours
Linda linda linda
BOAS VIBE
It’s 8:33 I’m in a chair outside...ready to end it all...it’s may 12th,2021 8:34 freezing in 51 degree weather bye everyone
Um.. I'm not really good at this
But I wanna know how are you doing now ? I hope your okey
u good?
I hate myselft cuz i do soo many mistakes and dont know how to stop them....
when i try it... it goes wrong
everytime i try it again, i fall deeper and deeper in the misery
everything is getting darker and darker, i dont see light, i dont see a hand
i dont see god, anymore
fml
Aye
who is depressd here
Me: 💔💔
The sad part is i ended up making a song to stargaze because someone said it was a beat
I think it has started to rain :*(
Request a halu song from Feby putri please
Heart broken for family
From:)
@@chrisalvarez5786 :'(
How about "relaxing" instead of "sad"? :)
00:00
Jocelyn Flores is a good version of this
I don't want to die yet I'm dying
Only my pillow know my story.
only my head knows my pillow
Hit’s hard on the day of you’re parents divorce😔
At least the day I was just 5🙃
Mine been for 6 years in 10
Anyone else kinda just want to stop existing for a minute?
Dude are you my mind!? 🤣😭🙏
I'm all alone, my life is fucking hopeless. I hate this so much. I'm tired of being sad.
I get it. I've been stuck with homophobes for over a year now, and I just got outed a couple months ago.
I love you
D ray DONT SAY THAT I FELT THE SAME please i love you❤️❤️😔🥺
East or west x is best
Rainy
Bro all these 9 year old kids be acting depressed rn
Can’t believe my girl friend just let someone flirt with her in front of me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
r u still together?
@@alijaafar1753 no I’m ghosting her
she aint the one bro
BROKEN AS HELL
Pls someone tell me what is the relationship between Aurora and this channel ?
UwU
Rain but the R is P
What genre would you call this type of music??
loner
@@quwaii3951 ah
@@lucashaymaker5927 I was kidding
@@quwaii3951 Lol i know :) good music still
Someone have alvin Berkeley's instrumental "ICE" plsssss