My fiancé’s grandpa went to a nirvana concert in ‘93 when his grandpa was about 29. He got to meet kurt even got a record signed by him. (We can’t find it though, his grandpa died the same year as Kurt and we are still going through his stuff to try to find it)
Bro I so agree with you. I really wish I had the chance of a lifetime to go and see them in concert, it really hits me hard to think that I’ll never hear them in person.. 🤘❤️long live Nirvana
Yeah, that was my thought, exactly. My grandma, daughter of a traditional country-healer, always told me, nervous stomach&gut issues one has to solve by oneself, testing traditional stomach-remedies one after the other for a month, excluding all other foods, until you find the right one for your specific problem. My grandmum found apple-vinegar before meals, though her mother alays insisted on dandelion-salad, my father dropped all cowsmilk and because he had also liver issues switched to golden millet and lentils instead of corns, my mum hates millet and swears on curd. I did well by simply not eating in the evening and drinking cheese poplar before bed. My doctor gave me gut-bacterias and some pills, I think was L-Lysine, and that helped, too. But not eating in the afternoon and skipping alcohols did the trick.
It's not just gastrointestinal doctors. I have been to several doctors that are significantly less informed that I am on the subject im experiencing. My mother and step father and aunts have all have perfectly similar negative experiences. Don't get me started with pain doctors and hormone replacement centers.... you have 2 kinds of doctors.... ones that will give you such a ridiculously small dose that it isn't even close to effective, or the 2nd type of doctor will give you a huuuuuuuge dose and is basically just catering to abusers. You have one doctor fighting tooth and nail to make sure NO ONE gets the medicine they need because 3% of people are abusing it, and then you have the doctor that is getting rich off people abusing drugs and has no concern about your personal health and if you're not informed on your own they can end up doing very harmful things to you.
@@travelreview5962 I totally agree. It’s definitely not just gastrointestinal doctors. And yeah they are almost always less informed than me on whatever chronic illness I’m going in for. I’ve honestly learned more on Reddit subs and other people who are dealing with the same issues than any doctor could tell me. I even cancelled my insurance because how disgusted I was with the medical industry.
Very subtle thing to notice about Kurt in this video is how he’s blowing his cigarette smoke up and not directly into the interviewers face who probably doesn’t smoke but didn’t care if Kurt did. Subconsciously showed you the consideration/respect he had for others despite what media wanted to portray him and his music as
He always came off as sweet and kind in interviews. He was a gentle soul. Perhaps that is part of the reason he couldn't take this world/life. He knew it was too dark and cold.
One of the most intriguing people in rock ever. He sounds a lot smarter than what the media made of him. I always think about him when I drive through Aberdeen.
I hope she didn't kill him. He probably would've done that on his own accord. Once a person is suicidal, it's very difficult to get them off that path. Because you can't be there forever for them.
My confession: every time I get too high or too drunk or too crossed, I watch this video. When I’m panicking I watch this video. It’s the longest, straight up just Kurt cobain talking interview I can find. He’s just so calming
Same. It's just like having a friend talk you down. He's so laid-back and soothing but you still get the feeling that he cares about what he's talking about
His voice and his singing voice are both one of a kind and unmatched.. sorry for repeating what u said lol, i just concur.. his voice has like this slight raspyness but so gentle and soothing and calming and relaxed
This is a class interviewer. He lets Kurt speak his mind without interrupting him and he doesn’t push him for answers the way that other interviewers do.
This was for a special called _Nirvana: Past, Present, and Future_ (a sadly ironic title since it was from late 1993). The format included a lot of talking head shots, so it was the format that it was used for that determined the method.
Loder's style was then prevalent. Sound biting wasn't *as* vogue. '90s communication was more drawn out, not in the number of syllables used in each word (Gen Y), but, rather, the number of words in a paragraph (like here...). Loder was preceded by Dick Cavett, Tom Snyder, and Donahue. Jerry Rivers came later and helped usher in an increasingly sensationalist media arena. Rivers was tame compared to the interviewers that popped up, and even he didn't sound bite much. That was for Orpah Winfrey (although her sound biting was always pleasant!) Jerry Springer and Maury Povich (their sound biting was not). Although not initially, Montell Williams also brought in mansplaining to underage females. Every episode was him playing big daddy. He helped bring in what you accurately comment on.
I feel like kurt also knew how good he was. Kurt didn't blow his cigrette smoke in his face and let him ask the questions. This was like a best friend conversation.
@Logic it is indeed, unfortunately most interviewers aren't just there for a nice convo, they're there to get information that will drive interest, that normally involves pressing to get the 'scoop' Even if the interviewee gets annoyed, that's enough normally lol They're vultures man
Imagine making 100 million dollars in just 2 years without being an egomaniac CEO, a corrupt politician, a dictator, a shameless celebrity, or a youtuber with no real talent. Kurt did it and he still talked like this: like a human being. Amazing.
He only earned $1M in two years and 300k went to lawyers and 300k in taxes. When he d*** he hardly had any money left and a mortgage of $1,2M from the house in Seattle he had just bought. It's a shame the people you are describing were the ones who got the $100M. He deserved more
@@lorna3867Incorrect. Kurt’s net worth at the time of his death was almost 50 million dollars. Now his estate is worth upwards of 450 million. He had talked to lawyers to exclude Courtney from his will because he was going to divorce her since he found out she was cheating on him. He went on an extensive heroin bender leading to rehab then another bender then suicide and never signed it.
@@cactaceous Iegal documents debunk the gossip you just wrote. Kurt's bank account was made public during the '94 court hearings because he died without a wiII. The news articles documenting the Iegal process are still online. And please explain why Kurt threatened to divorce on March 1 after a fight (the same day he told his entertainment lawyer, not his family lawyer btw), and two days later he bought diamonds and roses for Courtney. It seems you've been reading one of those sites that hide the truth from fans in order to make them believe in the cons. If you verified what you've been told you'd realize most of the drama has been fabricated throughout the years. Cheers
I just noticed that the interviewer isn't interrupting or talking over him like every damn host today; Jimmy 'Fake Laugh' Fallon, Jimmy Kimmel, Conan, Corden.... it just caught me off guard that the interviewer is actually listening to Kurt
I think that people really respected him and to interviewed him was an honor, so they gave the time to listen what he had to say. If he was alive now, he would probably hate the shit out of those disrespectful interviewers.
The relationship between the gut and mind is very real - there is an absolute link between stomach ailments and depression. Sadly, if Kurt had not relied on self-medicating and had sought treatment for his depression, he might still be here. Or, maybe not. May he rest peacefully…he is very much, missed.
The medication he talks about was experimental and his doctor was unable to keep prescribing it, likely resulting in the pain coming back full force. It’s painful to see as someone with chronic pain, gut or otherwise. It’s hard to keep going when you’ve felt relief and have had it taken away.
Dude this sucks to hear about him talking about how he felt suicidal and how he woke up crying and in pain, forcing himself to eat... and then realizing his fate. I freaking love Kurt man. He was such a smart person and Nirvana was amazing
@@blueriver4484 I'm going to trust his own opinion of his own intelligence over your opinion of his intelligence. I'm pretty sure he states that he thinks he's dumb lol. Plus the wise man always feels that he's not that smart because he realizes the vastness of information to withhold and how one can only grab so little in a lifetime and in that realization he realizes he's dumb. With that realization he is wise. F*** with me
What an absolute gem of a person: so creative, so honest, such integrity in his work and respecting the creations of others. I love how he smiled when they talked about Frances. I wish he never left us.
I love the fact the interviewer actually sits and listens to him without interrupting, genuinely taking interest and acknowledging, having a real conversation with him, not just fireshot questions and speaking over.
At 13:30, when he's speaking of putting Francis in the Sliver video, he finishes answering the question but he smiles and you can see his mind wonder off, thinking about his daughter. He is lost in the thoughts of his baby girl, which I think looks eerily like him now that she is grown.
It always meant money. Nostalgia even brightens the worst shite. Having nostalgia for MTV is like having nostalgia for Blockbuster video, Myspace, and the early days of Hot Topic.
I'll never forget Kurt's mom at the Rock n Roll Hall of Fame when she said "He'd be so proud. He'd say he wasn't. But he would be". Man. Wish he was still here.
@@picklerick2865 it always starts with the parents and how they handle it with their kids after a divorce. Handle it wrong and you get a resentful rebellious bitter teenager like Kurt was.
@Reezay Yeees ( ´ ▽ ` ) And maybe just sharing stories or making random sounds he likes and enjoying himself. Something about him brings me joy as it is so I feel all that would be even more soothing xD
As someone who has had huge stomach problems and pain since childhood I can so relate to this. Been a Nirvana fan forever. I was in school when I heard about Kurt. He was and will for ever be loved 🖤
@@m.al-h9108 There's so many Kurt Cobain idolisers who think he was the perfect human being, most of them end up being 14 year olds and unable to comprehend that most humans have deep flaws, in this case it worked well for him and he exploited it to the maximum, while being perfectly aware of what he was doing, he wasn't innocent, he was cunning.
@@m.al-h9108 I do always think about this, the only reason he has such a legacy is because he took his own life, there's lots of other musicians as talented as him who don't get nearly enough credit. He's a heroin addict who happened to make good music, there's lots of those around.
Although it sucks he's dead he is immortalized. He will always be 27, he will always be relevant and always in his peak. "It's better to burn out than fade away"
I grew up seeing clips of this interview as a teenager here and there. I’m 32 now, Kurt still seems older than I am. I can’t imagine handling life as he did it experienced now much less a few years ago. Even Hendrix, Morrison etc they all seem..just ageless but older no matter how much time moves. I suppose that is part of the mythos of them. 14 year old me would have loved to find a full 30 minute Cobain interview inside his head, 32 year old me just wonders how that life must have felt
I love his interviews. He’s really just talking like a person on your living room couch. Most interviews I watch in the modern era feel contrived, like a performance.
Were you around when he was alive? Dude the last months of his life was so hard on us. Because he tried to kill himself in Rome then months later he did it. It was terrible
he feels that way but at the same time he's the only celebrity i've come across who genuinely feels like a real person. there doesn't have to be any reminders, and there are probably a lot of factors that play into that from the way he dressed to his personality. but it really is something i love about him, he didn't change after he got famous
+Molly O'Curnain I am not trying to argue with a fellow fan and we should both feel stupid for trying to decode kurt's songs because we both know they really didn't mean anything just sentences thrown together at the last minute. But where did you ever see or hear that he drank that for stomach pain? In his own journals he said his friends have tried it for abortion and that it didn't work. I have been a fan a long time but I have never heard he drank that himself. Thank you
+Molly O'Curnain Yeah I found that weird because unless Kurt had a female anatomy and was pregnant, there really is no reason to drink it. I thought I was going to learn something new today but it's ok. peace.
Props to this interviewer for being so patient and not rushing anything. I wish kurt could’ve seen why he was loved not only for his music, but for himself. He’s such an intriguing and talented person and I hope he’s at peace now ❤️
J3TTXZ - You sir hit the nail on the head. Fame is crazy! Once you are famous everyone will love you for no reason. I like Nirvana and all that but to say, "they don't make them like him" is bullshit. And as you said, no one would care if he wasn't famous. You and I know this. I have a band with bad ass songs but no one gives a shit cause we are not famous. I recall reading a story that Nirvana played at a club in my hometown where 15-20 people showed up and 6 months later after nevermind came out they were playing the cow place in SFO after the big labels pushed the hell outta of this band (i.e. massive media exposure, in showbiz they call this blowing up a band through marketing and advertising). That's the power of fame. 6 months before this they were literally pretty much like a band like mine today. Fame is funny!
Drugs will only make it worse. My nephew died in Aug. He was a huge Cobain fan (Kurt would hate that statement). Now his family is living a cruel existence.
Now that I’m a bit older I really can realize how young he actually was when he passed. The dude had so much wisdom and accomplished so much in such a short time.
The magic of youtube, I watched this interview 10 years ago or more when I was a teenager and I remember it specifically because I too have IBS and shared his sentiments.
This is what I miss about the 90s, the way that people generally talked about things, it was a good intellectual conversation. People weren't afraid to say exactly what they thought. Not looking for politically correct angles.
I always felt the same way for such a long time. But I realized we still have the music, the albums, the art, the DVDs , the bootlegs, etc. Nirvana's legacy will forever live on. They still are very much relevant in this world. I always felt like Kurt was so ahead of his time with his style, his art, his writings, music, and his intelligence. RIP Kurt Donald Cobain. Gone, but not forgotten. He lives in the hearts of the fans, friends, and family.
This is the first time I’ve seen this interview in years and I am struck by how calming this is. It’s oddly comforting and soothing to listen to. And it makes me cry a little bit too, looking back to that time. As the years pass, I talk to other people my age about how me and my friends skipped school and listened to music the day the news broke about his death. We were in the middle of Texas. And without the internet connecting us at the time, I find more people who did the same thing, grieved in the same ways. It’s kinda cool.
Man I feel Kurt’s pain, I’ve been dealing with intense stomach pains for years and it’s been so frustrating trying all these medications N it not working. Nothing sucks more knowing you’re not being cared for the way you should and you’re left with these stabbing pains in your stomach
i am so sorry that you’re hurting this much, i genuinely hope you’ll find something that helps you and eases your pain & i wish you all the best, sending love
Aria.Diablo Kurt disliked Smells Like Teen Spirit, he said that there are so many better songs on Nevermind and he didn’t get why Teen Spirit got so big. So I think that’s what he meant by it
@@mikewazowski1003 , It could go either way. He may or may not have been murderd. But if he'd commited suicide then Cortney definitely had something to do with it.
Oh gosh. The first time I heard 'SLTS,' I didn't even know the band. I listened to it on the radio, and it sounded so great! Kurt was so open about his illness that he talked about suicide. His eyes.... I can relate, as I've also experienced excruciating stomach pain. He wants to live and be with his daughter. It's heartbreaking 💔 We wish you were, kurt😢
Hearing this is giving me chills, its literally like I'm listening to my late brother talk, who also had severe stomach issues since childhood and was constantly on drugs to ease the pain. (Had stomach surgery, spent alot of time in hospitals etc.) And once the prescribed drugs weren't enough for him, he turned to hard opiates and then heroin and eventually passed away. My bro was a HUGE fan of Kurt Cobain and loved/ related to his music. I'm not religious but, I hope they are both, resting in an eternal state of nirvana 🤘
This is a very well done interview, casual two guys have a conversation about music, so sad he ended his life and not pursue his incredible talent further. But grateful he shared some of it with the world 🖤💜
Mr. Mr. Well he was an infp personality type likely. I am too and I'm also restless even when tired. I'm not that calm though, I think the drugs might be calming him down so much
@@usualdosage7287 I dont know him unfortunately, but one side effect of depression is low, or no energy. You just feel tired all the time, I have this.
@@cam-gv2gf still he acts as he would in just a more exaggerated manner. So here it's obvious how he just doesn't have energy anymore but is still in a constant mind race.
There's something about Kurt that saddens me a lot. I mean when I see him, when I hear him talk, there's something in his voice, in his eyes, he looks like he's kind of lost, like he's just trying to get through life somehow, but it's too hard for him, I feel like he didn't belong here. Even when he smiles, he looks kinda lost and sad, it just breaks my heart. I hope he's better now, wherever you are Kurt, may you be in peace. ♥
+haritz eraso Right! Coming off H can make you lose your mind and make your stomach hurt. He's scratching his nose, he has raspy H voice he looks lost because he's fighting a nod.
I could not imagine how he would be if he was still here today, I grew up with his music and fell in love I was so devastated when that happened! Love ya Kurt you are the man!!!!!!!!
I was recommended this video after studying dialects, Kurt had such a classic WA accent with the kinda gentle take on words and the vocal "creak" or as I prefer, "rust" and I'm selfishly pleased I share the same creaky accent. I just know he's resting good with no pain, creating art and music with no pressure. He deserves it.
This is heartbreaking because I went through similar and it took YEARS to get to the root of my suffering.. it turned out it was caused by the H-pylori bacteria which can lead to stomach ulcers and if left untreated can also lead to stomach cancer. It took almost 2 years for my stomach to heal from all of the damage that went left misdiagnosed, undiagnosed and mistreated.
It’s funny watching Kurt now, being 17 years older than Kurt was when he died, and remembering being 7 years younger than Kurt when he was alive....... it’s like looking at your mum and dads wedding photo as you grow up. For so long as a kid your dad looks old in it, and one day you look and you see how young your dad really was and how much older you are.
That's exactly what I was just thinking. I was only 12 when he died. I saw this & understood a good bit, but thought he was old & miserable. Now I watch this & see he was just a baby😔
I think everything happens for a reason. I can't picture him living in today's society and quite frankly I don't think he'd want to either. A unique guy for sure.
Mariah K. I totally agree with you.He kinda knew the worst is coming and it would not be better for him in the future. These people have a high sense of whats coming.
Yes, he wouldn’t be happy with the world today! He probably knew what was coming ahead. Music has changed so much and now the world is more out of control! He’s be so sad. He would have so much trouble with society. In a twisted way, he was better off. ❤️
Oh god no, he would hate today's world waaaaaaaaaaay more than he hated the world in 1994...especially the social media and people recording everything
Gavin mf yeah he said when he was a teenager that he was gonna become a big rock star and kill himself and join the 27 club, that's why i believe that he could have been murdered, if you say it and talk about it all the time people won't question it when it happens, and Courtney knew that, i'm just so conflicted when it comes to his death, i kinda believe both theory's, both are possible and believable to me
Love Kurt and Nivana always. I was supposed to go to his concert in Belfast with my friends at the time but it was cancelled in 1994... He will always be missed and adored. God bless.
There’s a very unique calmness to him. The way he carries himself is strange. I’m not sure if it’s because he’s high but it’s so hypnotizing. I wish I was like that
Yes.. opium gives u that vibration. Alot of former users have that strange calming ethereal grace about themselves. Something delicate about the presence and yet so much colorful and beautiful air around him like a halo we all have. Jim Carroll had the same sort of presence. Instead of distorting music he saw you and the rest through distorted perceptions and painted the air with some magic and real danger of the streets echoing as poems. And like music he brings about a change in the air. That seems to swallow/posses the human. Attaining visions he once could never have imagined.
Hes on heroin its totally evident you have never been aflicted with brains and pain its totally opiate induced i did interviews on news etc. The same everyone said you were calm and really articulate and it was fkn. Good its a drag to hear everyone talk being an ex j. About a feeling i know very well dream about and miss.eventuallt ff it will make u pay the piper somehow someway theirs a saying another brilliant junkie its so on the head everyone thinks they can beat it noone does its do and die or do or die eventually its down to the reality i cant win i cant feel this way its a reality we all come to and survive it unless i have endless supply and law nor man can stop it by any means which is pretty impossible its the wall we hit .its a door opener and closer when ya need it most .the brain is tricky its also tricky were human.bless the junky man he just wants relief sad curse .
@@dharmabum2838 lmfao (even if it's 9 months) But that sounds like stories you heard from others (and you're an expert now on opiates) but never used it yourself
Yeah, but who cares? MTV doesn't matter anymore. If I wanna watch a music video I'll watch it TH-cam. More than likely though, I'll find new artists on streaming sites. MTV is now irrelevant to the younger generation. MTV taught us to judge an artist's appearence before hearing their sound and what they had to say about the world. Of course Nirvana was one of the few acceptions. Kurt hated feeling controlled by MTV as he often stated in interviews.
My 1st Ever Boyfriend had a cousin name Corey .He was the long lost child of his uncle .He was grundge, he could play guitar, his hair was real long , AND HE WAS SO SO SWEET . He always reminded me of Kurt Cobain ,Super smart , intelligent, baby face boyish look. I was like 16 im 47 now ..I didnt know what happened to him ..he was a drifter....WELL SEVERAL YEARS LATER I asked HEY WHAT HAPPENED TO COREY .I felt so sad when i learned he too had passed like Kurt but suspisious circumstance but ruled SUi--de ..When i see a video from Nirvana video or interview ..i think of them both 🙏
He was gorgeous and I can't believe the trash he was with. ( He even wanted to divorce Courtney love ) I always though she had something to do with his death. She never loved him
HIs life changed overnight. Went from sleeping on people's couches and being homeless to being one of the biggest rockstars in the world, got married, had a kid, developed a drug problem, and carried a ton of responsibilities. No responsibilities at all and nothing to lose.....to the world on his shoulders. All within 2.5 years.
As someone who also struggles with stomach issues, seeing someone as legendary as him have the same struggles as i do makes me feel glad, he's such an icon, I love how honest he is.
This man was honestly a good man. I don't think it matters what music he made. This man is a calm person and he is just a good guy. His death anniversary just passed. We love and miss you Kurt
Heroin.... And you will be calm and on top of the fucking world, until you come crashing down, repeat. Addicts are misunderstood, the drugs are a solution, not the problem. They become a problem, but the illness still waits for you.
@zephyra lol, I know you are trolling, but in all seriousness, for those who don't understand addiction. It's a lack of spirituality. You are broken, and habitual drug use is a symptom of this, while it becomes a massive problem in itself, if you can find a purpose in life, something bigger than you, and you can heal, the drugs will not appeal to you snymore. Most think that drug addicts are just scared of the withdrawals. Hell no, post acute withdrawal is much worse, it's as if there's an infinite void that you can never fill, even the drugs themselves end up being not enough and that's when things really start to go south. I don't believe in a God, or rather, the God of the people, and when you go into recovery, God is pushed so hard, and if it does not resonate with you, you will relapse.... Continue trolling, as you will...
@@SyNKevN I can relate, I self harm and I do it because of how it helps me with dealing with that void. Self medication is common amongst the depressed
@@danganronpaxoxo7201 Actually your half lucky, since Justin Bieber is a Piscean too. the worst Pisces out of all!. i'm Leo, like Madonna, Whitney Houston, J-Lo and JAMES HETFIELD!
Just like fibromyalgia…I love this man. I wish he was still here. So many of us who are so chronically sick would adore him. Still adore him. He was so sick…my heart. I’m paralyzed from a brain injury and it is hell with a slew of complications and pain. Nothing but pain. Hearing him I started crying. I finally felt understood
The K-dog you called him pathetic for voicing the way he feels , this isn't trolling at all. Its just disrespectful and ignorant . If you got a kick from that you're the one who should be called "pethetic". Your life is that boring that you attempt at trolling and can't get that right either.
People who got to go to a nirvana concert are the goddamn lucky ones
and they are like 40 years old now
My fiancé’s grandpa went to a nirvana concert in ‘93 when his grandpa was about 29. He got to meet kurt even got a record signed by him. (We can’t find it though, his grandpa died the same year as Kurt and we are still going through his stuff to try to find it)
@@Taelyr hope u find it
Bro I so agree with you. I really wish I had the chance of a lifetime to go and see them in concert, it really hits me hard to think that I’ll never hear them in person.. 🤘❤️long live Nirvana
Saw them in 91 supported by Captain America and Shonen knife,everyone sat on floor,lots of weed being smoked ,ticket cost £7.50- good gig 😁
Kurt could talk about types of trees and I'd listen to him for hours.
same here
Simran Sinha me too
Same!
Sit and listen the montage of heck: the home recordings full and you’ll have something to think about
trees? do u have the link i wana check
What’s wild is. This was over 30 years ago and what he says about gastrointestinal doctors is still spot on to this day.
Yeah, that was my thought, exactly. My grandma, daughter of a traditional country-healer, always told me, nervous stomach&gut issues one has to solve by oneself, testing traditional stomach-remedies one after the other for a month, excluding all other foods, until you find the right one for your specific problem.
My grandmum found apple-vinegar before meals, though her mother alays insisted on dandelion-salad, my father dropped all cowsmilk and because he had also liver issues switched to golden millet and lentils instead of corns, my mum hates millet and swears on curd. I did well by simply not eating in the evening and drinking cheese poplar before bed. My doctor gave me gut-bacterias and some pills, I think was L-Lysine, and that helped, too. But not eating in the afternoon and skipping alcohols did the trick.
Yep, went to the doctor for years for similar issues. They never helped it.
@@BeansEnjoyer911 Same here. I gave up on doctors.
It's not just gastrointestinal doctors. I have been to several doctors that are significantly less informed that I am on the subject im experiencing. My mother and step father and aunts have all have perfectly similar negative experiences. Don't get me started with pain doctors and hormone replacement centers.... you have 2 kinds of doctors.... ones that will give you such a ridiculously small dose that it isn't even close to effective, or the 2nd type of doctor will give you a huuuuuuuge dose and is basically just catering to abusers. You have one doctor fighting tooth and nail to make sure NO ONE gets the medicine they need because 3% of people are abusing it, and then you have the doctor that is getting rich off people abusing drugs and has no concern about your personal health and if you're not informed on your own they can end up doing very harmful things to you.
@@travelreview5962 I totally agree.
It’s definitely not just gastrointestinal doctors. And yeah they are almost always less informed than me on whatever chronic illness I’m going in for. I’ve honestly learned more on Reddit subs and other people who are dealing with the same issues than any doctor could tell me. I even cancelled my insurance because how disgusted I was with the medical industry.
"i'd rather not answer that"
"okay that's cool"
i love how the interwiever is so kind and respectful
Great lines
13:33
I wouldn't give an interview to a disrespectful interviewer.
Interviewer: "Hows your stomach?"
Cobain: "Ahh, It's gone"
Ahh, me screaming at the bottom of my heart and stomach just completely wrecked it and it’s gone.
joker reference. I got you. Very nice.
I lied
@@kurtcobain7879 I got scared for a sec when I was the comment lol
Kurt Cobain how’s your head?
Kurt: I'd rather not answer that
Interviewer: okay that's cool
10/10. Fantastic interviewer
What did the interviewer ask? I couldn’t hear
@@Sunburn77 I think whether Nirvana were going to stick with the same guy for Heart Shaped Box as for Silver video
@@jschizoid There was a big to do about the HDB video. Kevin Kerslake claims the concept idea was his and was suing Kurt before he died :(
does anyone have a time stamp?
@@stellasn45186 13:33
Very subtle thing to notice about Kurt in this video is how he’s blowing his cigarette smoke up and not directly into the interviewers face who probably doesn’t smoke but didn’t care if Kurt did. Subconsciously showed you the consideration/respect he had for others despite what media wanted to portray him and his music as
Your so right I love watching this just now it taught me a lot about his character and how respectful the interviewer was. ❤✌️
He always came off as sweet and kind in interviews. He was a gentle soul. Perhaps that is part of the reason he couldn't take this world/life. He knew it was too dark and cold.
@@danielleschiazza6172he said he loved people too much that’s why he committed suicide
❤ thankyou for noticing that.
Very kind of him x one of my pet hates is people who vape and pollute the air at bus stops, open spaces x aaarrgh x so lovely of him x
One of the most intriguing people in rock ever. He sounds a lot smarter than what the media made of him. I always think about him when I drive through Aberdeen.
I think everyone knew he was an intelligent person. But when the label ‘junky’ hits you, there is hardly any understanding left.
Not gonna like cause it's at 69 but yes
Once he got labeled a drug addict or a junky that’s all he was saw as in media for the most part
They usually are. Imagine someone close to him introducing him to this dr*g and continually watch this decline..
''Welcome to Aberdeen Come as you are.''
I wish Kurt knew, he was gonna be loved by every generation ever.
he did know that. he felt pressured by that
@@weaponizedestrogen exactly, that's not necessarily good
I don't think he would've wanted to know that
And understood by none
This dude gave zero shits
Hearing someone who died by suicide talk about being suicidal in my opinion has got to be one of the saddest most haunting things ever.
courtney killed him no doubt
It sucks when people with thoughts of suicide get murdered because it's so easy to just think they took their own life...
@@herelieskittythomas3726 you're stupid too
@@lottofever3061 she didn’t pull the trigger.
I hope she didn't kill him. He probably would've done that on his own accord. Once a person is suicidal, it's very difficult to get them off that path. Because you can't be there forever for them.
My confession: every time I get too high or too drunk or too crossed, I watch this video. When I’m panicking I watch this video. It’s the longest, straight up just Kurt cobain talking interview I can find. He’s just so calming
@TheGhostWithin !! Glad I’m not alone
This is a very calming chill video
Same. It's just like having a friend talk you down. He's so laid-back and soothing but you still get the feeling that he cares about what he's talking about
Yes this is my go-to video whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed. There's a bittersweet but loving vibe that emanates through his voice into my soul
same
his voice is is calming and interesting, both singing, and just talking. hearing him talk is kind of funny, idk why, but his voice is just everything
His voice and his singing voice are both one of a kind and unmatched.. sorry for repeating what u said lol, i just concur.. his voice has like this slight raspyness but so gentle and soothing and calming and relaxed
@@JiZz2Xtremeit’s got a high pitch after tone too that I like
I think he’s high af here
I want his voice
It’s cause he’s loaded. Raspy voice and heavy eyes.
This is a class interviewer. He lets Kurt speak his mind without interrupting him and he doesn’t push him for answers the way that other interviewers do.
I wished Michael Jackson could've had this kind of interviewer.
Loner Phoenix yep
This was for a special called _Nirvana: Past, Present, and Future_ (a sadly ironic title since it was from late 1993). The format included a lot of talking head shots, so it was the format that it was used for that determined the method.
Loder's style was then prevalent. Sound biting wasn't *as* vogue. '90s communication was more drawn out, not in the number of syllables used in each word (Gen Y), but, rather, the number of words in a paragraph (like here...).
Loder was preceded by Dick Cavett, Tom Snyder, and Donahue. Jerry Rivers came later and helped usher in an increasingly sensationalist media arena. Rivers was tame compared to the interviewers that popped up, and even he didn't sound bite much. That was for Orpah Winfrey (although her sound biting was always pleasant!) Jerry Springer and Maury Povich (their sound biting was not). Although not initially, Montell Williams also brought in mansplaining to underage females. Every episode was him playing big daddy. He helped bring in what you accurately comment on.
I feel like kurt also knew how good he was. Kurt didn't blow his cigrette smoke in his face and let him ask the questions. This was like a best friend conversation.
I like how the interviewer is respectful enough to not push on the topics Kurt wanted to avoid
Wish we had that now days
@@firelordzuko9972 we literally do
@Logic it is indeed, unfortunately most interviewers aren't just there for a nice convo, they're there to get information that will drive interest, that normally involves pressing to get the 'scoop'
Even if the interviewee gets annoyed, that's enough normally lol
They're vultures man
Logic ahh true that maybe it’s just a play
Ur probably right as well I can’t see him answering anything pushy and annoying
No, the interviewer mentioned Smells Like Teen Spirit.
Imagine making 100 million dollars in just 2 years without being an egomaniac CEO, a corrupt politician, a dictator, a shameless celebrity, or a youtuber with no real talent. Kurt did it and he still talked like this: like a human being. Amazing.
He only earned $1M in two years and 300k went to lawyers and 300k in taxes. When he d*** he hardly had any money left and a mortgage of $1,2M from the house in Seattle he had just bought. It's a shame the people you are describing were the ones who got the $100M. He deserved more
@@lorna3867Incorrect. Kurt’s net worth at the time of his death was almost 50 million dollars. Now his estate is worth upwards of 450 million. He had talked to lawyers to exclude Courtney from his will because he was going to divorce her since he found out she was cheating on him. He went on an extensive heroin bender leading to rehab then another bender then suicide and never signed it.
@@cactaceous Iegal documents debunk the gossip you just wrote. Kurt's bank account was made public during the '94 court hearings because he died without a wiII. The news articles documenting the Iegal process are still online. And please explain why Kurt threatened to divorce on March 1 after a fight (the same day he told his entertainment lawyer, not his family lawyer btw), and two days later he bought diamonds and roses for Courtney. It seems you've been reading one of those sites that hide the truth from fans in order to make them believe in the cons. If you verified what you've been told you'd realize most of the drama has been fabricated throughout the years. Cheers
@@lorna3867no he made alot
He didn't make 100 million
If only Kurt knew how uniquely talented and brilliant he really was. Anyone out there thinking of taking their lives, know you are loved and special.
I just noticed that the interviewer isn't interrupting or talking over him like every damn host today; Jimmy 'Fake Laugh' Fallon, Jimmy Kimmel, Conan, Corden.... it just caught me off guard that the interviewer is actually listening to Kurt
I think that people really respected him and to interviewed him was an honor, so they gave the time to listen what he had to say. If he was alive now, he would probably hate the shit out of those disrespectful interviewers.
Jordan Justin so true!
Jordan Justin Those are talk shows which are completely different. This is an interview
True af! In this interview tho, they cut out the interviewers voice for a documentary.
Cuz he is fuckin listening to a legend
The interviewer and Kurt both seemed very respectful. I love it when interviews are like conversations and not interrogations.
@Svensk Gamer håller med
@@sondersonics7534 Tack, varför är det på svenska?
God me too
@Goedde Thanks for sharing bud
Exactly!!
"I just wanna sell albums to people who really like us" he was a treasure
The relationship between the gut and mind is very real - there is an absolute link between stomach ailments and depression. Sadly, if Kurt had not relied on self-medicating and had sought treatment for his depression, he might still be here.
Or, maybe not. May he rest peacefully…he is very much, missed.
if courtney didn't murder him he'd still be here
oh also wanting do divorce her and write her out of his will
If drugs were leagle and people were not stigmitized this wouldnt happen
He did seek counseling and help many times but just ran out after a couple of days.
The medication he talks about was experimental and his doctor was unable to keep prescribing it, likely resulting in the pain coming back full force. It’s painful to see as someone with chronic pain, gut or otherwise. It’s hard to keep going when you’ve felt relief and have had it taken away.
man, his voice is so soothing. I'm literally here laying in bed just listening to his voice, damn
If you were on heroin, im sure your voice would sound soothing too. He's on that cloud. Kind of sad to watch, I miss him.
I could listen to him forever, and then after that, I'd listen to him again....
Yess!
It's ASMR. Google it ;)
Moby Dick lmao
Dude this sucks to hear about him talking about how he felt suicidal and how he woke up crying and in pain, forcing himself to eat... and then realizing his fate. I freaking love Kurt man. He was such a smart person and Nirvana was amazing
Wise, not smart
He didn't kill himself tho, you can hear that it has been a year without stomach pain and that he find the medicine for it.
@@barreldreamz7852 he was both.
@@blueriver4484 I'm going to trust his own opinion of his own intelligence over your opinion of his intelligence. I'm pretty sure he states that he thinks he's dumb lol. Plus the wise man always feels that he's not that smart because he realizes the vastness of information to withhold and how one can only grab so little in a lifetime and in that realization he realizes he's dumb. With that realization he is wise. F*** with me
@@barreldreamz7852 wise does not correlate to intelligence. The wise man knows he cant be smart. The smart man knows he cant be wise.
What an absolute gem of a person: so creative, so honest, such integrity in his work and respecting the creations of others. I love how he smiled when they talked about Frances. I wish he never left us.
I wish we still had this man in now, in 2023. We really need him...
he's dead, get over it
@@nickcarroll5034 I appreciate your concern, it means a lot to me. Thank you friend.
@@stevedudeman agree 100%. we do really need him.
If he alive 2023 we can hear about his magical music's
@@nickcarroll5034 bitter man😌
Kurt's voice puts me in a calm, sleepy mood.
Aliena Marsh a lullaby to my ear 😊
Listen to Layne Staley's voice - even more gentle sounding!
Heroin voice.
Seriously though! It really does! ❤️
Lucy Mana omg.. Kurt and Layne both. But you just named my favorite of the two right there, I can relate to Layne soooo so much❤️
I love the fact the interviewer actually sits and listens to him without interrupting, genuinely taking interest and acknowledging, having a real conversation with him, not just fireshot questions and speaking over.
Jacqueline parker your very beautiful
Rob Allen, No lie....
@@BoardGuy for real bro it's crazy lol
True. Today Interviewers talk like they have adhd
@@roballen2662
dude ur fucking creepy
He just seems so happy when he talks about his daughter, gosh he was amazing, i miss him so much.
At 13:30, when he's speaking of putting Francis in the Sliver video, he finishes answering the question but he smiles and you can see his mind wonder off, thinking about his daughter. He is lost in the thoughts of his baby girl, which I think looks eerily like him now that she is grown.
he seems so sweet:( I wanna hug him so bad
Me too 💔💔💔
me too haha
Like a chill uncle.
are you a man?
@@yevgeniyzharinov7473 yes? why (well i'm a child but if you're just asking about my gender then yes, i'm a dude)
when the M on MTV meant Music.
in some other interview dave grohl said it stood for Mafia :)
now it just means Mediocrity
All these comments are just brilliant, i had to like them all
It always meant money. Nostalgia even brightens the worst shite. Having nostalgia for MTV is like having nostalgia for Blockbuster video, Myspace, and the early days of Hot Topic.
Now its moron
He genuinely seems like a guy I would've chilled out with. I feel so bad for him, I wish I could've met him. He seems so chill. RIP Kurt Cobain
This is definitly my favourite interview of Kurt, every now and then I come back and watch it :)
I noticed he never blew the smoke down or at the interviewer he always blew it above the interviewers head
he always does this, I've noticed it too. I was the same when I was a smoker.
He’s afraid of giving him a bad experience.
Pedro Rivera he kept in mind that heat rises.
Ok press up your cigs 🐄
Boa anyone who smokes ciggys does that what’s so special bout him doing it😂😂
I'll never forget Kurt's mom at the Rock n Roll Hall of Fame when she said "He'd be so proud. He'd say he wasn't. But he would be". Man. Wish he was still here.
His mother screwed him up as well Kicking him out of home and then acts like the nicest lady.
@@bellabear653 well as u can imagine he also wasnt the best kid but yea still not the best thing to do
@@samliersch7103 Abuse is abuse. However bad behaving the kid is.
When they got inducted that was one of the best shows on HBO I've ever seen!! That whole induction class was money!!
@@picklerick2865 it always starts with the parents and how they handle it with their kids after a divorce. Handle it wrong and you get a resentful rebellious bitter teenager like Kurt was.
That iconic 90s outfit. Fck, I miss those days. Still dress like this 😊
I miss him so much..he sounded so kind😭
I think he was yes.
Respect 🙏 You may like our songs
Kurt “ASMR” Cobain
Air Espenilla 😂😂😂
@10:49
@Reezay I just imagined this and I am very amused but ngl, I'd totally be down for it
@Reezay Yeees ( ´ ▽ ` )
And maybe just sharing stories or making random sounds he likes and enjoying himself. Something about him brings me joy as it is so I feel all that would be even more soothing xD
A Son Might Remember
So effortlessly handsome.
Oh yes very
yes...British and American rockers babay
Yes Harold
Claudia Almeida he was absolutely beautiful wasn’t he? 😔
Wtf is ugly if he isn't lmao
As someone who has had huge stomach problems and pain since childhood I can so relate to this. Been a Nirvana fan forever. I was in school when I heard about Kurt. He was and will for ever be loved 🖤
Hope you get better 🫶
He was so talented, deep and innocent. No such artists anymore, especially in rock industry. We will remember you, always
he was not innocent lol
@@m.al-h9108 There's so many Kurt Cobain idolisers who think he was the perfect human being, most of them end up being 14 year olds and unable to comprehend that most humans have deep flaws, in this case it worked well for him and he exploited it to the maximum, while being perfectly aware of what he was doing, he wasn't innocent, he was cunning.
@@m.al-h9108 I do always think about this, the only reason he has such a legacy is because he took his own life, there's lots of other musicians as talented as him who don't get nearly enough credit. He's a heroin addict who happened to make good music, there's lots of those around.
@@Kurtis11266 all i have to say is wow☹️
How was he innocent🤣
Although it sucks he's dead he is immortalized. He will always be 27, he will always be relevant and always in his peak. "It's better to burn out than fade away"
Ethan Bradberry deep
Forever young
Ethan Bradberry that was the last thing on his suicide note
1967 to infinity. His ex-home is nearby for me
Didn't Frances Bean say almost the exact same thing?
Man it pisses me of that ill never be able to see this awesome band live.
Yes! It makes me so sad that a band that i love so much was gone before I was alive.
munkychimp I FEEL YOU MAN, THE PAIN IS ROUGH
Hopefully Cobain by hologram
you've got courtney love to thank for that
Otis Mack I was hoping the same thing they did a hologram for tupac and eazy e so why not Kurt
I grew up seeing clips of this interview as a teenager here and there. I’m 32 now, Kurt still seems older than I am. I can’t imagine handling life as he did it experienced now much less a few years ago. Even Hendrix, Morrison etc they all seem..just ageless but older no matter how much time moves. I suppose that is part of the mythos of them. 14 year old me would have loved to find a full 30 minute Cobain interview inside his head, 32 year old me just wonders how that life must have felt
I love his interviews. He’s really just talking like a person on your living room couch. Most interviews I watch in the modern era feel contrived, like a performance.
Its crazy how i feel like Kurt is just a dream, I just can’t believe that he was on earth
Were you around when he was alive?
Dude the last months of his life was so hard on us. Because he tried to kill himself in Rome then months later he did it. It was terrible
he feels that way but at the same time he's the only celebrity i've come across who genuinely feels like a real person. there doesn't have to be any reminders, and there are probably a lot of factors that play into that from the way he dressed to his personality. but it really is something i love about him, he didn't change after he got famous
@@Sophie_Pea exactly He just love to be himself Never gave a damn bout people's perception bout him
This comment hits too hard.
frfr
He is so passionate about everything he talks about. I mean, he could write a fucking song about his stomach problems
That is so true. My favorite Nirvana song is about a little pet turtle(sappy).
+jack welp I feel you. It is more of a no for that song. Pennyroyal tea is more about abortion if anything.
+Molly O'Curnain I am not trying to argue with a fellow fan and we should both feel stupid for trying to decode kurt's songs because we both know they really didn't mean anything just sentences thrown together at the last minute. But where did you ever see or hear that he drank that for stomach pain? In his own journals he said his friends have tried it for abortion and that it didn't work. I have been a fan a long time but I have never heard he drank that himself. Thank you
+Molly O'Curnain And according to him the song was about a very depressed person.
+Molly O'Curnain Yeah I found that weird because unless Kurt had a female anatomy and was pregnant, there really is no reason to drink it. I thought I was going to learn something new today but it's ok. peace.
Every answer he gives is effortlessly thoughtful, very impressive guy.
True, but only to chosen interviewers
@@shannonmcdonald7584 makes him even smarter
Props to this interviewer for being so patient and not rushing anything. I wish kurt could’ve seen why he was loved not only for his music, but for himself. He’s such an intriguing and talented person and I hope he’s at peace now ❤️
what a beautiful man.
They literally do not make them like this anymore
Yes, a humble gentle soul.
Yes they do, my outer personality is just like his...and on top of that if Kurt never got famous you wouldn't give two shits about him
J3TTXZ - You sir hit the nail on the head. Fame is crazy! Once you are famous everyone will love you for no reason. I like Nirvana and all that but to say, "they don't make them like him" is bullshit. And as you said, no one would care if he wasn't famous. You and I know this. I have a band with bad ass songs but no one gives a shit cause we are not famous. I recall reading a story that Nirvana played at a club in my hometown where 15-20 people showed up and 6 months later after nevermind came out they were playing the cow place in SFO after the big labels pushed the hell outta of this band (i.e. massive media exposure, in showbiz they call this blowing up a band through marketing and advertising). That's the power of fame. 6 months before this they were literally pretty much like a band like mine today. Fame is funny!
That's what I say all the time!
I'm just laying in my bed , listening to Kurt's amazing voice and thinking about how cruel this world really is ...
same
Kash Eshaghi Thats exactly what I'm doing right now, after all of these years society hasn't changed a bit .
tbh even when he isn't singing his voice sounds so theraputic.
***** Damn, someone's salty. Rude as fuck,
Drugs will only make it worse. My nephew died in Aug. He was a huge Cobain fan (Kurt would hate that statement). Now his family is living a cruel existence.
this is my 1st time watching this interview of kurt..
2.25.2024
just realized, kurt was a genius, like litterally insanely smart. too smart that his thoughts got in his own way. but kurt is very deep
today Kurt would be 52. we all love you and miss you Cobain. R.I.P
travis owens 53 today as of 2020 :(
@@kateelise6181 why is that so hard for me to believe? Time moves so fast and I'm only 17
Now that I’m a bit older I really can realize how young he actually was when he passed. The dude had so much wisdom and accomplished so much in such a short time.
The magic of youtube, I watched this interview 10 years ago or more when I was a teenager and I remember it specifically because I too have IBS and shared his sentiments.
This peice, this interview, and it's recording is an absolute treasure. A treasure of the music industry, and to philosophy.
This is what I miss about the 90s, the way that people generally talked about things, it was a good intellectual conversation. People weren't afraid to say exactly what they thought. Not looking for politically correct angles.
Alex B And most of them were doing drugs.
Shuric no different from today.
*****
Word.
***** That their Mind was driven somewhere else
Shuric people do drugs as much if not more than the 90s now a days man.
It’s a shame I was born after his death. It really makes me mad that I’ll never be able to actually watch them live
Having been born in 1973 I feel the same way about Jim Morrison and The Doors.
He might a been killed after attending a yacht party that turned orgy and he wasn't down and saw the industry for what it was
@In CogNito I think they're upset that they died, but also that they couldn't see them
@@aBraveNewNormal perfect answer
I always felt the same way for such a long time. But I realized we still have the music, the albums, the art, the DVDs , the bootlegs, etc. Nirvana's legacy will forever live on. They still are very much relevant in this world. I always felt like Kurt was so ahead of his time with his style, his art, his writings, music, and his intelligence. RIP Kurt Donald Cobain. Gone, but not forgotten. He lives in the hearts of the fans, friends, and family.
This is the first time I’ve seen this interview in years and I am struck by how calming this is. It’s oddly comforting and soothing to listen to. And it makes me cry a little bit too, looking back to that time. As the years pass, I talk to other people my age about how me and my friends skipped school and listened to music the day the news broke about his death. We were in the middle of Texas. And without the internet connecting us at the time, I find more people who did the same thing, grieved in the same ways. It’s kinda cool.
Man I feel Kurt’s pain, I’ve been dealing with intense stomach pains for years and it’s been so frustrating trying all these medications N it not working.
Nothing sucks more knowing you’re not being cared for the way you should and you’re left with these stabbing pains in your stomach
i am so sorry that you’re hurting this much, i genuinely hope you’ll find something that helps you and eases your pain & i wish you all the best, sending love
Hope ya get better 🫶
Interveiwer: "Smells like teen spirit"
Kurt: " *Cough* "
Timestamp?
@@liamriddell1245 3:30
So?
Aria.Diablo Kurt disliked Smells Like Teen Spirit, he said that there are so many better songs on Nevermind and he didn’t get why Teen Spirit got so big. So I think that’s what he meant by it
@@ackepace I think he meant since it was so big he was tired of having to talk about it and was trying to say can we just skip that one
That shit he said about "if I'm gonna kill myself I might as well be a junkie," he wasn't kidding. That's really sad.
He said this and iterations of this many times. He was destined to kill himself.
HE WAS MURDERED AND YOU ALL KNOW IT
That's a way of thinking that a lot of suicidal people share , i know i do at least
@@Z50nemesis i hope you feel better
@@mikewazowski1003 , It could go either way. He may or may not have been murderd. But if he'd commited suicide then Cortney definitely had something to do with it.
confidence and style are more important for communication than anyone realizes and he’s such a good example of someone who has both
Oh gosh. The first time I heard 'SLTS,' I didn't even know the band. I listened to it on the radio, and it sounded so great! Kurt was so open about his illness that he talked about suicide. His eyes.... I can relate, as I've also experienced excruciating stomach pain. He wants to live and be with his daughter. It's heartbreaking 💔 We wish you were, kurt😢
Kurt's voice is like the best medicine for the soul
His voice is very calming.
So is heroin.
talk to someone who just did some heroin there voice will sound like his
@The Green Pill Mindset wtf
@@lsvej1 so true
He was so raw and real and honest. The only one of his kind
yes, but i think his unity and personality also have something to do with it, he was an infp pieces😁
I wish i was real
Lil peep :)
His stomach problems might have been him just covering up her heroine addiction and at this point he was trying to get 75% of the nirvana revenue
@@judson8441 yes
Hearing this is giving me chills, its literally like I'm listening to my late brother talk, who also had severe stomach issues since childhood and was constantly on drugs to ease the pain. (Had stomach surgery, spent alot of time in hospitals etc.) And once the prescribed drugs weren't enough for him, he turned to hard opiates and then heroin and eventually passed away. My bro was a HUGE fan of Kurt Cobain and loved/ related to his music. I'm not religious but, I hope they are both, resting in an eternal state of nirvana 🤘
This is a very well done interview, casual two guys have a conversation about music, so sad he ended his life and not pursue his incredible talent further. But grateful he shared some of it with the world 🖤💜
You can see how restless his mind is...constantly smoking, playing with twine, fidgeting. Yet seems so calm on the outside.
Mr. Mr. Well he was an infp personality type likely. I am too and I'm also restless even when tired. I'm not that calm though, I think the drugs might be calming him down so much
Yeah I wonder why he's so calm...
@@usualdosage7287 I dont know him unfortunately, but one side effect of depression is low, or no energy. You just feel tired all the time, I have this.
@@x_drippy372 he's high...
@@cam-gv2gf still he acts as he would in just a more exaggerated manner. So here it's obvious how he just doesn't have energy anymore but is still in a constant mind race.
There's something about Kurt that saddens me a lot. I mean when I see him, when I hear him talk, there's something in his voice, in his eyes, he looks like he's kind of lost, like he's just trying to get through life somehow, but it's too hard for him, I feel like he didn't belong here. Even when he smiles, he looks kinda lost and sad, it just breaks my heart. I hope he's better now, wherever you are Kurt, may you be in peace. ♥
Chris Nelvin Yeah it obviously has to do with it, but I think there's something else too, I feel like he would have been kinda lost no matter what.
I thought the same thing. He acts weird but people think this is his personality.
he was on heroin
+haritz eraso Right! Coming off H can make you lose your mind and make your stomach hurt. He's scratching his nose, he has raspy H voice he looks lost because he's fighting a nod.
+Dez B finally someone knos there shit.
“I couldn’t be happier right now”. Hearing kurt saying that makes me really happy knowing that he’s happy at the time😊
I could not imagine how he would be if he was still here today, I grew up with his music and fell in love I was so devastated when that happened! Love ya Kurt you are the man!!!!!!!!
Why was his voice so calming?
I love him.
Bc he was always high as a kite
Because he was depressed
Heroin
you can see he has pinpoint pupils
Lotta downers
Creamy Icecat axl roses talking voice in nice too.
When he talked about wanting to commit suicide I got chills
I was horrified and sad at the same time.
Yes it was sad, he was in so much pain phisically & mentally maybe he did feel like that at times. 🍪pocket.
I feel verry sorry for him if that was the reason for his suicide
@@nancygreenberg9532 wtf, Courtney Love killed him
Diana Moore - This is what I think too but I guess we’ll never know the truth will we!!
It is really so sad he’s one of my favorites.
I was recommended this video after studying dialects, Kurt had such a classic WA accent with the kinda gentle take on words and the vocal "creak" or as I prefer, "rust" and I'm selfishly pleased I share the same creaky accent. I just know he's resting good with no pain, creating art and music with no pressure. He deserves it.
This is heartbreaking because I went through similar and it took YEARS to get to the root of my suffering.. it turned out it was caused by the H-pylori bacteria which can lead to stomach ulcers and if left untreated can also lead to stomach cancer.
It took almost 2 years for my stomach to heal from all of the damage that went left misdiagnosed, undiagnosed and mistreated.
It’s funny watching Kurt now, being 17 years older than Kurt was when he died, and remembering being 7 years younger than Kurt when he was alive....... it’s like looking at your mum and dads wedding photo as you grow up. For so long as a kid your dad looks old in it, and one day you look and you see how young your dad really was and how much older you are.
That's deep dude
I like how your name is kurt
Yeah right
That's exactly what I was just thinking. I was only 12 when he died. I saw this & understood a good bit, but thought he was old & miserable. Now I watch this & see he was just a baby😔
😭❤️
I think everything happens for a reason. I can't picture him living in today's society and quite frankly I don't think he'd want to either. A unique guy for sure.
Mariah K. I totally agree with you.He kinda knew the worst is coming and it would not be better for him in the future. These people have a high sense of whats coming.
Yes, he wouldn’t be happy with the world today! He probably knew what was coming ahead. Music has changed so much and now the world is more out of control! He’s be so sad. He would have so much trouble with society. In a twisted way, he was better off. ❤️
Oh god no, he would hate today's world waaaaaaaaaaay more than he hated the world in 1994...especially the social media and people recording everything
kurt was destined to die, i feel like it completed his legacy.
Gavin mf yeah he said when he was a teenager that he was gonna become a big rock star and kill himself and join the 27 club, that's why i believe that he could have been murdered, if you say it and talk about it all the time people won't question it when it happens, and Courtney knew that, i'm just so conflicted when it comes to his death, i kinda believe both theory's, both are possible and believable to me
Love Kurt and Nivana always. I was supposed to go to his concert in Belfast with my friends at the time but it was cancelled in 1994... He will always be missed and adored. God bless.
There’s a very unique calmness to him. The way he carries himself is strange. I’m not sure if it’s because he’s high but it’s so hypnotizing. I wish I was like that
He’s stoned
Yes.. opium gives u that vibration. Alot of former users have that strange calming ethereal grace about themselves.
Something delicate about the presence and yet so much colorful and beautiful air around him like a halo we all have.
Jim Carroll had the same sort of presence. Instead of distorting music he saw you and the rest through distorted perceptions and painted the air with some magic and real danger of the streets echoing as poems. And like music he brings about a change in the air. That seems to swallow/posses the human. Attaining visions he once could never have imagined.
Hes on heroin its totally evident you have never been aflicted with brains and pain its totally opiate induced i did interviews on news etc. The same everyone said you were calm and really articulate and it was fkn. Good its a drag to hear everyone talk being an ex j. About a feeling i know very well dream about and miss.eventuallt ff it will make u pay the piper somehow someway theirs a saying another brilliant junkie its so on the head everyone thinks they can beat it noone does its do and die or do or die eventually its down to the reality i cant win i cant feel this way its a reality we all come to and survive it unless i have endless supply and law nor man can stop it by any means which is pretty impossible its the wall we hit .its a door opener and closer when ya need it most .the brain is tricky its also tricky were human.bless the junky man he just wants relief sad curse .
@@dharmabum2838 lmfao (even if it's 9 months)
But that sounds like stories you heard from others (and you're an expert now on opiates) but never used it yourself
@@TaxationIsTheft439hes a negative creep and hes stoned
remember when MTV was good?
probably not the illuminati it was good? as far as I'm concerned it was never good
it played music which used to be good
i member
Yeah, but who cares? MTV doesn't matter anymore. If I wanna watch a music video I'll watch it TH-cam. More than likely though, I'll find new artists on streaming sites. MTV is now irrelevant to the younger generation. MTV taught us to judge an artist's appearence before hearing their sound and what they had to say about the world. Of course Nirvana was one of the few acceptions.
Kurt hated feeling controlled by MTV as he often stated in interviews.
probably not the illuminati lmao
He seems so depressed....until he talked about his baby girl Frances, then his eyes lit up with pride and joy!
He wanted to take himself and her away from the fake rockstar Hollywood shit...
And bless her heart..she is wrapped up in it. He would be broken.
Not depressed, it's called heroin. Because of personal experience, I know that he's just content, not depressed
@@MegKampen dude what's your fuckin problem and who tf are you even talking to???
@@MegKampen wheres ur sources.
Lori Worthey too bad she framed his death as a suicide
My 1st Ever Boyfriend had a cousin name Corey .He was the long lost child of his uncle .He was grundge, he could play guitar, his hair was real long , AND HE WAS SO SO SWEET . He always reminded me of Kurt Cobain ,Super smart , intelligent, baby face boyish look. I was like 16 im 47 now ..I didnt know what happened to him ..he was a drifter....WELL SEVERAL YEARS LATER I asked HEY WHAT HAPPENED TO COREY .I felt so sad when i learned he too had passed like Kurt but suspisious circumstance but ruled SUi--de ..When i see a video from Nirvana video or interview ..i think of them both 🙏
i came here to sleep, his voice is just so calm and soothing
Kurt: I’m so ugly
Commenters: He’s very attractive
Kurt: That’s okay cuz so are you
Edit: Thanks for 2.3k Likes, I never expected that
I’m- 😭
We broke our mirrors. 😭
I don't think he exactly considered himself ugly...
He was gorgeous and I can't believe the trash he was with. ( He even wanted to divorce Courtney love ) I always though she had something to do with his death. She never loved him
@@amandareynolds9644 wait i’ve heard things about courtney what was she like what did she do to him ?
HIs life changed overnight. Went from sleeping on people's couches and being homeless to being one of the biggest rockstars in the world, got married, had a kid, developed a drug problem, and carried a ton of responsibilities. No responsibilities at all and nothing to lose.....to the world on his shoulders. All within 2.5 years.
his voice is so nice. rest in peace.
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As someone who also struggles with stomach issues, seeing someone as legendary as him have the same struggles as i do makes me feel glad, he's such an icon, I love how honest he is.
This man was honestly a good man. I don't think it matters what music he made. This man is a calm person and he is just a good guy. His death anniversary just passed. We love and miss you Kurt
Heroin.... And you will be calm and on top of the fucking world, until you come crashing down, repeat.
Addicts are misunderstood, the drugs are a solution, not the problem. They become a problem, but the illness still waits for you.
@zephyra sorry you didn't understand. Do heroin. Then come back and read it. I guess?
@zephyra lol, I know you are trolling, but in all seriousness, for those who don't understand addiction. It's a lack of spirituality. You are broken, and habitual drug use is a symptom of this, while it becomes a massive problem in itself, if you can find a purpose in life, something bigger than you, and you can heal, the drugs will not appeal to you snymore.
Most think that drug addicts are just scared of the withdrawals. Hell no, post acute withdrawal is much worse, it's as if there's an infinite void that you can never fill, even the drugs themselves end up being not enough and that's when things really start to go south.
I don't believe in a God, or rather, the God of the people, and when you go into recovery, God is pushed so hard, and if it does not resonate with you, you will relapse....
Continue trolling, as you will...
@@SyNKevN I can relate, I self harm and I do it because of how it helps me with dealing with that void. Self medication is common amongst the depressed
@Andrei Georgescu Fantastic feedback. Thanks.
Dude was as laid back as it gets, until it's time to rock.
Truly a personification of chillax. No wonder why he's a Piscean legend.
@@MrGoodman174 Piscean? Are you talking about his zodiac sign? I am a Piscean to
@@danganronpaxoxo7201 Lucky af
@@MrGoodman174 Ik dude, what's yours?
@@danganronpaxoxo7201 Actually your half lucky, since Justin Bieber is a Piscean too. the worst Pisces out of all!. i'm Leo, like Madonna, Whitney Houston, J-Lo and JAMES HETFIELD!
Just like fibromyalgia…I love this man. I wish he was still here. So many of us who are so chronically sick would adore him. Still adore him. He was so sick…my heart. I’m paralyzed from a brain injury and it is hell with a slew of complications and pain. Nothing but pain. Hearing him I started crying. I finally felt understood
"i think we all wanna do our next record with him" suddenly im crying
I could honestly just sit here all day and listen to Kurt talk about random shit.
Amazing voice
Penney Donohue Well he was a singer lol
***** It was xD
Same
yeah me too.
we all need Kurt Cobain..music will never be the same!
Charlie Luciano nobody "needs" anyone you weak pathetic fuck
Yum yum
I think the hypersensitive Nirvana fan has officially been trolled.
Ur an idiot
The K-dog you called him pathetic for voicing the way he feels , this isn't trolling at all. Its just disrespectful and ignorant . If you got a kick from that you're the one who should be called "pethetic". Your life is that boring that you attempt at trolling and can't get that right either.
he seemed a kind and gentle soul. And he is 100% spot on about Doctors and medicine. All it is, is trial and error.
Rest In Peace to this amazing dude, he was a genuine guy.
I feel like Kurt would be a dad that you could confide in...thats really important for a kid i feel.
too bad he died before his daughter could talk :(
Yeah he's the dad you could do a line of coke with
Kevin Prima he already was clean when he got murdered
@@aylincetin2508 CLEAN????? He was on a multi day binge after just escaping from rehab!!
Hybrid Pisces no he was clean before his death
"I was in pain for so long" makes me so sad
this man is simply fascinating, i could watch him talk for hours
he had such a special voice and soul.
Agreed