I did some 'research' so I sound less stupid... So this song is about reflecting on what happened when he was in Miami in 2015. "I'm chasing witches in the street" is referring to him looking for drug lords' 'potions', "watching horses in the field" is Yung Lean recalling himself staying with his father at his rural house in Sweden after he got out of the hospital, "The dragons rest in agony" is referring to the amount of drugs he took in Miami, "when I'm afraid I lose my mind" is him referring to how he would stay up late in Miami and he was writing a book on his phone called "heaven" which he was recalling nightmares from his childhood and/or how he checked his snapchat after he got a nosebleed and his girlfriend just so happen to have one aswell and feelings started to pour over him and he started to tear apart the condo he was staying in, "Isolation caved it, I adore you, the sound of your skin" is referring to how Yung felt at that time in his life since he was suffering from manic episodes and felt utterly alone, he is expressing his need for human touch, "My furniture has come alive" is referring to him tearing apart his condo, "I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight" is referring to his isolation.
it’s amazing to know that yung lean made through Miami. I don’t know anyone that would be able to go through what yung lean did, feeling isolated and paranoid.
today I stood on a bridge and thought about jumping down, but I didn't cave... I'm at the lowest of lows, but still something kept me from jumping. I realised that I need help and I have to talk to people about how I feel. I think that's the first step to getting better or at least I hope so. Probably no one's going to read this but I just had to write it. If you're thinking about ending your life don't do it, it's the only thing you got. You might end your suffering but you won't be there to realise it. Keep on fighting
42 years old and This Artist and Especially this song Hits Home. 2023 and Beyond we will all feel pain in Very Diff ways, now I have Kids That Could Take the same steps I Took and that Hurts More then any pain I’ve ever felt. Godbless U all
I served in the u.s. military and was very lonely alot of times. The sad boys were my "friends" through their music. This song in particular and album was the shit for me. Fast forward to now... I'm in love with my best friend and living together, everyday is a new adventure together! Life is bliss and wonderful. She went away just for two days for work and I found myself look this song up. Reading these comments makes me want to share. Life is so mysterious and crazy how things turn out. Love you lean... your music helps alot of people in alot of trying times.
@@rollinthraxx cherish the time you still have in hs and do everything you possibly can. I graduated 2 and a half years ago and there’s a lot of regrets I have about hs but at the same time, the memories I do have from it will always be some of my favorite memories
lean is one of the only people keeping me alive, both of my parents are in a toxic and alcoholic state.. whenever shit gets heated i put my headphones in and vibe out to your music. puts me in an escaped reality.. we love you lean
Fucking hang in there Ashton. I came from that type of family too. im almost 40 now and i used to think everything was ok bc i got used to covering up feelings and avoiding what i needed to face, for decades, but just last week i had a wakeup call, it was a mushroom trip and it was the best day of my life but also one of the hardest. My advice is whenever you get your chance, speak your mind to your parents, even if it costs you everything. Tell them what i wanted to tell them my whole life, that you love them but what they are doing is toxic, it's putting you in a hole that is going to be very hard to get out of as an adult. Tell them you love them regardless of what they do but let them know who you are and what you feel. There are no magic words, only the hard talks which may lead to very hard situations, but they are unavoidable, please communicate, then communicate more, if things don't change you have put your best foot forward, but it is important for you to get this stuff out. i buried this shit my whole life and have squandered so much bc of my poor mental state, but it's never too late. Much love Ashton.
Damn dude. I’m sorry. That sucks. Music sometimes feels like the best escape and the best way to feel your shit at the same time. I hope things work out for you man.
i was thinking about few months how i feel about this song............. but now i see your comment , and it's exacly how it feels ....... i hope you do well ...
This album is sort of destroying me. I swear each song is hitting me on a strong level and I can't even explain why. Yung Lean, you've been truly missed
I had the worst breakup of my life with my girlfriend when I found this song, both of us planned a trip to Japan yet we broke up before the trip began so we went to different parts of the country. I remember walking the stormy streets of Tokyo listening to this song, completely alone. It was beautiful in a tragic way.
This song is official Covid anthem for me. Isolation, the demons and fears that come with it but also the peace and quiet of everything being on pause. Lots of my friends, myself included, go home to our parents and you really value being close to your loved ones, but it also feels lonely sometimes. Makes you realise how much you need the nearnesss of people you like
I feel so confused 24/7… just want some sort of clarity on whatever life is and how to enjoy it to the fullest extent. Life has just been an endless glum sensation at best and I can keep living this way dawg
I’m always alone I feel like I’m forcing myself in people’s lives I feel like if I don’t reach out to anybody no one will ever talk to me I’m always that one person who’s always at the back I always feel so anxious when I’m in a crowded place I feel like I’m a failure Why am I born? What’s my purpose in this lonely world?
being alone is ok , please dont dwell on the ideology of being alone and let it consume you , keep your mind occupied and your energy exposed only to those who can be trusted with it good things will come
*When he said* Take a pill and go to sleep I'm chasing witches in the street I'm the last page in your book Can't write a song, only do hooks Watching horses in the fields The dragon rests in agony When I'm afraid, I lose my mind It's fine, it happens all the time When I'm afraid, I lose my mind It's fine, it happens all the time Isolation caved in I adore you The sound of your skin So many lies that I've found Blood, Heaven, I stick to the ground So many times I realized What I seek for is right in front of my eyes I'm alone in a hole in the ground A theater of dogs is still around My furniture has come alive I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight Flying kites, raven outside my window Smiles with fright Isolation caved in I adore you The sound of your skin Isolation caved in I adore you The sound of your skin Isolation caved in I adore you The sound of your skin *I felt that*
I heard it on tiktok then decided to practice late at night for cross country, it was hard. It matched the vibe for that time and 2022 when i heard it. It gave me this atmospheric and melancholic vibe. It literally gives me nostalgic moments to the time and place i heard it. But for some reason i like the feeling it gives me. Its a calming feeling but its also mood darkning, depressing, spine chilling and it just got me in my feels listening to this. Melancholic, atmospheric and dark are the best words to describe it, music was just to relaxing and depressing. Goddamn this a banger for sure
I cannot imagine not knowing the sounds from this song. Incredibly moving. It’s hard to understand why it’s making me cry? It just makes me realize how similar we all are. We all want the same things for ourselves and for our families.
I always come back to this song regardless the circumstances this shit always makes me feel like its all gonna be good and I do hope it turns out that way..
why do we live like this? the world is so beautiful yet most of us won’t even see 5% of it. we torture ourselves with pointless jobs and worry. most people enjoy a couple hours a week if that and the rest of our time is spent wishing it would go quicker so we can get to where we want. everyone talks about how life is short but we waste so much of it wishing it would go quicker, when we should be enjoying every moment. we weren’t ment to live like this, not this way
"I'm alone in a hole in the ground, a theater of dogs are still around, my furniture has come alive, I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight..." hit me like a ton of bricks
Used to work a shitty job in summer 2022, hated every moment of that job and jus had a bad breakup, everything felt bad. Had manic episodes multiples times a week and couldn’t spend any time alone. Came across this song on my break while sitting and smoking during a summer sunset, gave me a weird sad but hopeful kind of feeling. Became a routine where i’d go to the bank during the night shifts in summer and smoke while having this on repeat and it got me through that hard part of my life and happy to be alive and living my best life.
I'm a music major currently looking at going into music production or sound design. The synth that comes in after his first verse/chorus is one of the best things I've ever heard and gave me chills the first time i heard it. My brother introduced me to Yung Lean and a synth like that is the absolute last thing i expected. It's perfection.
Nobody cares about those who struggle because they don't want to understand or care, but I care about you all. The strongest people are the ones who have to deal with darkness everyday, don't give up❤
For those people that feel like they wanna die just know you will fuck up the lives of the people that love you. Even depressed people know they’re people that love them. We’re all going through it but death isn’t the answer.
I identify a lot with this song I suffer from psychosis and I feel like I have same symptoms as Lean, when he says "When I'm afraid I loose my mind" I feel like he's talking about our psychotic crisis that usually happens when you are anxious. Also the demon shadows in the cover, I used to see these type of demons as shadows too during 3 or 4 years .. Listening to this song and contemplating the cover is way more accurate about describing psychosis than these videos trying to give a schizophrenia simulation which are total bullshit
yo im like 8 months late but i used stranger for my literature assignment as a piece of art to analyze and wanted to look back at what i wrote today. thank you not for this album but your whole discography u the best love u leandoer
The fact that this man went from rapping about mosquito tits to making music like this in less than 5 years it truly incredible. His progression as an artist is so inspirational.
yeah no bad feelings here. Just people; drunk, stoned, lost, alone, staring down the barrel of the end of the night, looking for some salvage at the dawn of a salt and vinegar morning. whiskey drunk, coffee buzzed, skunk melancholic. eating soup, drinking soup, listening to that last song, on your own, at the end of the night, smoking out the window. wishing it was you...
I met a guy on yung lean's fanpage and we started to talk u know, everyday, he was from another country. He lived so far from me. But after a while we were into a relationship, we used to sleep on the phone, do everything on the phone. After 11 months of being together on distance relationship he finally came. I picked him from aiport in another country too. When we came home, we were listening to Yung Lean together and we were listening to this song and we were so happy, we were together because Yung lean. We used to sing and listen his songs together. Now im listening alone. Sadboy here
i don’t have any homies. My girlfriend left me at the start of December and i hadn’t realised that i had dedicated myself to her so much, that id basically cut off all of my friends. I want them back :(
@@welshbolshevik thats what my best friend has always done when he was in a relationship but even when 2 years have passed everyone was welcoming to him and happy to get him back Reach out to them dude. Its what will get you back on your feet
The year was 2014. I was living in Orlando fl, renting a room in the hood at only 18 years old. Been on my own for a year and a half at that point. I had just discovered sad boys. I listened to lean, sherman and gud as i drove my jeep all over the state of florida for work remodeling homes. I would listen to them on these sometimes 2+ hour drives, at work and in my room. A couple months later i got my girl pregnant. Anothe couple months later i got us a house in tbe daytona beach area. Couldn't afford to drive back and forth everyday so i would sleep hours away from home in my jeep. I would smoke blunts and listen to sad boys and relax as much as possible. A few months after that, i got a job with brighthouse. I drove all around florida listening to sad boys some more but now i was home with my wife and daughter everyday. Did that for 3 years. Got let go when spectrun took over. Took up construction in orlando so i was back to driving there everyday so more sad boys all day then too. Did that for about 18 months, and my girl and i ended up having a son. Hes now almost a year old and im now a chef at high class seafood restraunt and i work for a healthy meal prep company. And i still listen to these guys to keep it all together. [updates in comments]
@@oxydyx1864 im now 24. Been on my own since 17. Seen lots of good and bad. You will do the same. You'll have moments where nothing could bring you down and moments where an existential crisis would seem good too. Dont lose faith tho. It gets bad before it gets better. Reach out to me if you ever need to vent
Damn, I remember the interview where Lean was talking about how Yung Lean was just a character but how he felt like he started to be him more and more, and then Jonatan was gone.
I feel like Jonatan has lowkey wanted to post music like on jl127 for quite a while but has never gotten round to it until now. I respect that he’s finally done it. Beautiful.
I was thinking of jonatan the day he released metallic intuition and was hoping there were more songs like that on the album and this is why lean made my life better
I was just listening to that and that's why I came here. Had to really hear for myself how far he's come and think of what he has yet to put out. Beautiful evolution of a heartfelt artist
Take a pill and go to sleep I'm chasing witches in the street I'm the last page in your book Can't write a song, only do hooks Watching horses in the fields The dragon rests in agony When I'm afraid I lose my mind It's fine, it happens all the time When I'm afraid I lose my mind It's fine, it happens all the time Isolation caved in I adore you, the sound of your skin So many lies that I found Blood, Heaven, I stick to the ground So many times I realized What I seek for is right in front of my eyes I'm alone in a hole in the ground A theater of dogs is still around My furniture has come alive I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight Flying kites reaping outside my window Smiles with fright Isolation caved in I adore you, the sound of your skin Isolation caved in I adore you, the sound of your skin Isolation caved in I adore you, the sound of your skin
@@lucazar2459 Some addictions are harder to quit than others, especially if you bought it in mass amounts in your early 20's and had multiple year's worth... Most of that time is a black hole in my memory. I was very depressed, but I wish I would have found another way to deal. Now I missed some very important moments. I was there, physically. I do not remember anything. Xanax is especially cruel, and especially relaxing and makes you think everything is fine, when it's not. Stay away, my friend. Using it is fine, abuse is the issue.
@@lucazar2459 "Take a pill and go to sleep" was my motto for a few years.. rather than deal with my problems. "When I'm afraid I lose my mind, its fine it happens all the time" I realize I am probably projecting my own problems onto this song, but it has really helped me. Avoid isolation. Be there for the people you love. They notice. ♥
I'm not depressed, i'm not in troubles, I don't take drugs, I just love this song, it's very important for me, the most important song in my life, you feel me? But I feel pity, because of you guys, I just believe that everything will be at least fine, I believe in you, keep strong! Greetings from Poland.
@Sem Burden so now you are okay? cause mate truth be told i cant get out of this shit. i feel stuck. and i feel like im gonna die without having overcome this shit life. i see no light at the end of the tunnel. plus i have an eating disorder. i overeat. and im also bulimic. i am 5'7 and used to weigh 114kgs. but over the past 6 months, i have cut down to 80kg, i started a calories deficit diet and started going to the gym. every breathing second i have to resist the temptation and sometimes i just cant hold it any longer and indulge in high calorie carbs sugary food. i really dont wanna live like this. on the other hand im failing classes. my grades are falling while im spending my time on youtube watching bs after bs when i should study. and now im talking about my life to you at 3am in the morning. i dont even know you. i know nobody can help me but myself. but i really dont see the light at the end of the tunnel. but i hope to be something someday. remember my name. Sarwar MONKEMAN Jahan. we will meet again. if i live.
I did some 'research' so I sound less stupid... So this song is about reflecting on what happened when he was in Miami in 2015. "I'm chasing witches in the street" is referring to him looking for drug lords' 'potions', "watching horses in the field" is Yung Lean recalling himself staying with his father at his rural house in Sweden after he got out of the hospital, "The dragons rest in agony" is referring to the amount of drugs he took in Miami, "when I'm afraid I lose my mind" is him referring to how he would stay up late in Miami and he was writing a book on his phone called "heaven" which he was recalling nightmares from his childhood and/or how he checked his snapchat after he got a nosebleed and his girlfriend just so happen to have one aswell and feelings started to pour over him and he started to tear apart the condo he was staying in, "Isolation caved it, I adore you, the sound of your skin" is referring to how Yung felt at that time in his life since he was suffering from manic episodes and felt utterly alone, he is expressing his need for human touch, "My furniture has come alive" is referring to him tearing apart his condo, "I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight" is referring to his isolation.
it’s amazing to know that yung lean made through Miami. I don’t know anyone that would be able to go through what yung lean did, feeling isolated and paranoid.
Mind blown
"my furniture has come alive" and "im dancing with a candlestick tonight" are also beauty and the beast references, with leandoer being the beast
I read that article too
Katie Pfeiffer I’m dying of depression & I been drinking all night... please some help me ...
today I stood on a bridge and thought about jumping down, but I didn't cave... I'm at the lowest of lows, but still something kept me from jumping. I realised that I need help and I have to talk to people about how I feel. I think that's the first step to getting better or at least I hope so. Probably no one's going to read this but I just had to write it. If you're thinking about ending your life don't do it, it's the only thing you got. You might end your suffering but you won't be there to realise it. Keep on fighting
hope ur doing good man
I hope you’re getting better. Make sure to speak to the people around you. If you want to, even speak to me about it, just a pair of ears to listen
I love you stay strong
I hope u good and healthy
This is the most beautiful song leandoer has ever done
yung ufo no that's gatorade
no thats hennessy and sailor moon
No it's this or red bottom sky
leanworld ?
Imo these are all tied for his best sad tracks: leanworld, hellrain, agony, never again, hotel in minsk
42 years old and This Artist and Especially this song Hits Home.
2023 and Beyond we will all feel pain in Very Diff ways, now I have Kids That Could Take the same steps I Took and that Hurts More then any pain I’ve ever felt. Godbless U all
I served in the u.s. military and was very lonely alot of times. The sad boys were my "friends" through their music. This song in particular and album was the shit for me. Fast forward to now... I'm in love with my best friend and living together, everyday is a new adventure together! Life is bliss and wonderful. She went away just for two days for work and I found myself look this song up. Reading these comments makes me want to share. Life is so mysterious and crazy how things turn out. Love you lean... your music helps alot of people in alot of trying times.
Love your story man still trying to find my purpose I’m feeling pretty alone rn in high school just coasting by ☺️ grateful for everything
@@rollinthraxx cherish the time you still have in hs and do everything you possibly can. I graduated 2 and a half years ago and there’s a lot of regrets I have about hs but at the same time, the memories I do have from it will always be some of my favorite memories
Thank you for your service sir.
@knockout you can still make good memories in bad times
@@knockout1905 not at all i hate high school
lean is one of the only people keeping me alive, both of my parents are in a toxic and alcoholic state.. whenever shit gets heated i put my headphones in and vibe out to your music. puts me in an escaped reality.. we love you lean
LOL!
Fucking hang in there Ashton. I came from that type of family too. im almost 40 now and i used to think everything was ok bc i got used to covering up feelings and avoiding what i needed to face, for decades, but just last week i had a wakeup call, it was a mushroom trip and it was the best day of my life but also one of the hardest. My advice is whenever you get your chance, speak your mind to your parents, even if it costs you everything. Tell them what i wanted to tell them my whole life, that you love them but what they are doing is toxic, it's putting you in a hole that is going to be very hard to get out of as an adult. Tell them you love them regardless of what they do but let them know who you are and what you feel. There are no magic words, only the hard talks which may lead to very hard situations, but they are unavoidable, please communicate, then communicate more, if things don't change you have put your best foot forward, but it is important for you to get this stuff out. i buried this shit my whole life and have squandered so much bc of my poor mental state, but it's never too late. Much love Ashton.
Hope you doing fine bro, sending love your way ❤
Same, my dad is in prison and my mom is an addict.
Damn dude. I’m sorry. That sucks. Music sometimes feels like the best escape and the best way to feel your shit at the same time. I hope things work out for you man.
I want this song on my funeral
Yes brah
This and also hotel in minsk
Same
Same
Yo lean thanks man foreal
I lost my grandmother 1 year ago, leukemia, this song just reminds me of her because she had a perfect and soft skin even at last years…
This sounds like heaven, but it hurts like hell.
i was thinking about few months how i feel about this song............. but now i see your comment , and it's exacly how it feels ....... i hope you do well ...
How are you doinf both guys
I See you everywhere man.
@@aluryne I’m always around :)
🎯🎯🎯
I have never cried to a song that bad in my entire life. thank you yung lean for this masterpiece, ur a genius.
You should check out Never Again by Johnathan leandoer , his alter ego.
Same
the story behind is even more heart-breaking
This album is sort of destroying me. I swear each song is hitting me on a strong level and I can't even explain why. Yung Lean, you've been truly missed
Same bro
amen
Draainn
I had the worst breakup of my life with my girlfriend when I found this song, both of us planned a trip to Japan yet we broke up before the trip began so we went to different parts of the country. I remember walking the stormy streets of Tokyo listening to this song, completely alone. It was beautiful in a tragic way.
This song is official Covid anthem for me. Isolation, the demons and fears that come with it but also the peace and quiet of everything being on pause. Lots of my friends, myself included, go home to our parents and you really value being close to your loved ones, but it also feels lonely sometimes. Makes you realise how much you need the nearnesss of people you like
I feel you bro
Can people please stop mentioning fucking covid everywhere
When the instrumentals start playing I get a flash of memories.
my dog die today... rest in peace bro... this song is for u :((((
Sorry man, stay strong:(
stay strong king, may your dog rest in peace
One of the greatest songs ever!
Been loving this album from the moment it released.
Rest In Peace Julian, I love you my forever friend. 💔
I feel so confused 24/7… just want some sort of clarity on whatever life is and how to enjoy it to the fullest extent. Life has just been an endless glum sensation at best and I can keep living this way dawg
Become free. Live in the forest if you have too. We have become too disconnected from our nature .
Yes, of course
Fuck this actually made me cry , wasnt expecting it
S CW same
Me too
I just found this song 4 years late, makes me think of so many things I’ve been sleeping on, I feel like I live under a rock and I can’t lift it up
For real. I found this song late last year and wished I had heard it a long time ago.
this 1 of the most beautiful songs ever made
I’m always alone
I feel like I’m forcing myself in people’s lives
I feel like if I don’t reach out to anybody no one will ever talk to me
I’m always that one person who’s always at the back
I always feel so anxious when I’m in a crowded place
I feel like I’m a failure
Why am I born? What’s my purpose in this lonely world?
being alone is ok , please dont dwell on the ideology of being alone and let it consume you , keep your mind occupied and your energy exposed only to those who can be trusted with it good things will come
My girlfriend's feeling the exact same wat... you'll be okay
Create the beautiful world in your mind through hard work and perseverance. All world builders experience this.
Your not the only one, keep your head up dude. Everything gets better
we love you
all of lean's songs hit me hard, some more than others, but this one hits me the hardest 🖤
*I'm the last page in your book...*
Deep
Can’t wright a song only do hooks
write
Ready2Die watching horses in the fields
the dragon rests in agony
In an infinite book, every page is the end and beginning.
who else listening to this in the middle of the night ? summer 2k19 vibes dawg
for real
*When he said*
Take a pill and go to sleep
I'm chasing witches in the street
I'm the last page in your book
Can't write a song, only do hooks
Watching horses in the fields
The dragon rests in agony
When I'm afraid, I lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time
When I'm afraid, I lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time
Isolation caved in
I adore you
The sound of your skin
So many lies that I've found
Blood, Heaven, I stick to the ground
So many times I realized
What I seek for is right in front of my eyes
I'm alone in a hole in the ground
A theater of dogs is still around
My furniture has come alive
I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight
Flying kites, raven outside my window
Smiles with fright
Isolation caved in
I adore you
The sound of your skin
Isolation caved in
I adore you
The sound of your skin
Isolation caved in
I adore you
The sound of your skin
*I felt that*
I heard it on tiktok then decided to practice late at night for cross country, it was hard. It matched the vibe for that time and 2022 when i heard it. It gave me this atmospheric and melancholic vibe. It literally gives me nostalgic moments to the time and place i heard it. But for some reason i like the feeling it gives me. Its a calming feeling but its also mood darkning, depressing, spine chilling and it just got me in my feels listening to this. Melancholic, atmospheric and dark are the best words to describe it, music was just to relaxing and depressing. Goddamn this a banger for sure
crying on new years eve over a boy to this song
:(
He's not worth it. Happy new years :)
@@TheOutlawJon i think you're right. happy new years ♡
"For you will not abandon my soul to Hades, or let your Holy One see corruption" peace and love to everyone here
i will always comeback to this song no matter what
I don't know why I cry each time I hear this song, it reminds me of my mom I can say. She passed away in 2006. Sad life!!!
I cannot imagine not knowing the sounds from this song. Incredibly moving. It’s hard to understand why it’s making me cry? It just makes me realize how similar we all are. We all want the same things for ourselves and for our families.
I always come back to this song regardless the circumstances this shit always makes me feel like its all gonna be good and I do hope it turns out that way..
will be good sun!!
why do we live like this? the world is so beautiful yet most of us won’t even see 5% of it. we torture ourselves with pointless jobs and worry. most people enjoy a couple hours a week if that and the rest of our time is spent wishing it would go quicker so we can get to where we want. everyone talks about how life is short but we waste so much of it wishing it would go quicker, when we should be enjoying every moment. we weren’t ment to live like this, not this way
This is so true
"Take a pill and go to sleep."
Lip Peep...
Rest In Peep.
5 days before he died this song was released. like he knew it
😢
14 year olds: d e e p
This song hurts me deep inside but I can't stop listening over and over again....
this is how it works :/
Man this song was so cold when he played this in Chicago ....lit
i always come back to this song, whether summer depression or winter depression this song helped me throughout the years
"I'm alone in a hole in the ground, a theater of dogs are still around, my furniture has come alive, I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight..." hit me like a ton of bricks
one day im gonna be strong enough to listen to this and not cry like a baby
havent been able to stop listening to this
Sounds a lot like Jonatan Leandoer 127
the singing aspect, yes. but most of jl127 is very gothic.
the two met at last
3rik only realest people will understand this reference
nono i dont want it to become popular shut the up
Child Wonder shut up
Used to work a shitty job in summer 2022, hated every moment of that job and jus had a bad breakup, everything felt bad. Had manic episodes multiples times a week and couldn’t spend any time alone. Came across this song on my break while sitting and smoking during a summer sunset, gave me a weird sad but hopeful kind of feeling. Became a routine where i’d go to the bank during the night shifts in summer and smoke while having this on repeat and it got me through that hard part of my life and happy to be alive and living my best life.
it's a tradition that we must randomly return here. no matter what
To think that most of the planet hasn't heard of yung lean 🤯...
I hope people understand what Yung Lean has gone through
I wanna hug yung lean
The emotions this song can envoke is absolutely absurd
"You style, very very good. eeeee, take you picture?"
I’m the speak english!
Take your foto?
man, this really reflects your feelings, good or bad.
Yung Lean made me cry
I'm a music major currently looking at going into music production or sound design. The synth that comes in after his first verse/chorus is one of the best things I've ever heard and gave me chills the first time i heard it. My brother introduced me to Yung Lean and a synth like that is the absolute last thing i expected. It's perfection.
I just discovered this song and wow. I have listen to alot of music but but something about this synthesizer plucks at your heart strings
this is my favourite
This song hella dangerous if your already feeling terrible
Listen to yellowman by him
Best track on the album ! So sad and beautiful 😢 #SBE
1:09 always hits different
when i turn 18 im getting this full song tattooed on me
Love this song
It's dangerous what a combination of sounds can do to a man.
Nobody cares about those who struggle because they don't want to understand or care, but I care about you all. The strongest people are the ones who have to deal with darkness everyday, don't give up❤
Thank you 🫶 its been so very hard but im on a better path now im just hoping that things will work out as they should
For those people that feel like they wanna die just know you will fuck up the lives of the people that love you.
Even depressed people know they’re people that love them.
We’re all going through it but death isn’t the answer.
When I'm afraid I lose my mind..
This lyrics hits too close to home makes my stomach hurt kinda, I love this song truly masterpiece
I identify a lot with this song
I suffer from psychosis and I feel like I have same symptoms as Lean, when he says "When I'm afraid I loose my mind" I feel like he's talking about our psychotic crisis that usually happens when you are anxious. Also the demon shadows in the cover, I used to see these type of demons as shadows too during 3 or 4 years .. Listening to this song and contemplating the cover is way more accurate about describing psychosis than these videos trying to give a schizophrenia simulation which are total bullshit
whenever I play this everything in my crib shakes like everything's coming back to life again : )
songs so much different after the documentary
God bless this man. This is some poetry whole album
u guys should listen to Agony (iphone cover) search it up on youtube it sounds great. Its some random lady with a great voice singing it
carti sample is hard tbh
facts
yo im like 8 months late but i used stranger for my literature assignment as a piece of art to analyze and wanted to look back at what i wrote today. thank you not for this album but your whole discography u the best love u leandoer
still here
Do you speak English?
the dragon rests in agony
Thanks random high guy on Omegle for reccomending this to me.
Lil tony killed this
He sounds so sad and genuine :(
The fact that this man went from rapping about mosquito tits to making music like this in less than 5 years it truly incredible. His progression as an artist is so inspirational.
Physcosis and schizophrenia does get those creative juices running
@@CennoSoldier nice misinformation he is not schizophrenic
@@juanky6821 wouldn't attribute too much by them they can't even spell psychosis
For sure
@@juanky6821 psychosis and bipolar. close enough
I will always come back to this masterpiece
Real and true
Yes
i love lean
same
Me too, so beautiful
I just wish I could be a better person.
We all do
I feel U
let’s go!!!
U can
Just do it... There is no motivation that could help... Do you want it or not?
I feel like everyone here is friends
I dont know You but I feel I like You
I agree. Friends for this here life with all of us present, friends of Leandoer, happy meaning, comfort feeling :)
🖤
yeah no bad feelings here. Just people; drunk, stoned, lost, alone, staring down the barrel of the end of the night, looking for some salvage at the dawn of a salt and vinegar morning. whiskey drunk, coffee buzzed, skunk melancholic. eating soup, drinking soup, listening to that last song, on your own, at the end of the night, smoking out the window. wishing it was you...
We all live in a LeanWorld.
I met a guy on yung lean's fanpage and we started to talk u know, everyday, he was from another country. He lived so far from me. But after a while we were into a relationship, we used to sleep on the phone, do everything on the phone. After 11 months of being together on distance relationship he finally came. I picked him from aiport in another country too. When we came home, we were listening to Yung Lean together and we were listening to this song and we were so happy, we were together because Yung lean. We used to sing and listen his songs together. Now im listening alone.
Sadboy here
i feel ur pain
@@barbarajordens thx gurl
damn, respect to you.
@@therover9703 its been already like 4-5 months and still thinkin of him sometime'
@@roxzzmoxzz2575 I wish the best for ya, i feel your pain in a sense. atleast we have this music to help :-)
The type of songs you listen to when your homies aren't around.
i don’t have any homies. My girlfriend left me at the start of December and i hadn’t realised that i had dedicated myself to her so much, that id basically cut off all of my friends. I want them back :(
@@welshbolshevik reach out to them homie, if theyre your friends theyll be ready for you
@@welshbolshevik thats what my best friend has always done when he was in a relationship but even when 2 years have passed everyone was welcoming to him and happy to get him back
Reach out to them dude. Its what will get you back on your feet
@@welshbolshevik we all did that mistake once reach out
Type of song you kiss the homies goodnight to
The year was 2014. I was living in Orlando fl, renting a room in the hood at only 18 years old. Been on my own for a year and a half at that point. I had just discovered sad boys. I listened to lean, sherman and gud as i drove my jeep all over the state of florida for work remodeling homes. I would listen to them on these sometimes 2+ hour drives, at work and in my room. A couple months later i got my girl pregnant. Anothe couple months later i got us a house in tbe daytona beach area. Couldn't afford to drive back and forth everyday so i would sleep hours away from home in my jeep. I would smoke blunts and listen to sad boys and relax as much as possible. A few months after that, i got a job with brighthouse. I drove all around florida listening to sad boys some more but now i was home with my wife and daughter everyday. Did that for 3 years. Got let go when spectrun took over. Took up construction in orlando so i was back to driving there everyday so more sad boys all day then too. Did that for about 18 months, and my girl and i ended up having a son. Hes now almost a year old and im now a chef at high class seafood restraunt and i work for a healthy meal prep company. And i still listen to these guys to keep it all together.
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wow, really powerful man, thanks for sharing! I"m 18 and i'm not yet to that stage in my life, but it really got me relating to you in some ways.
I live in daytona
@@oxydyx1864 im now 24. Been on my own since 17. Seen lots of good and bad. You will do the same. You'll have moments where nothing could bring you down and moments where an existential crisis would seem good too. Dont lose faith tho. It gets bad before it gets better. Reach out to me if you ever need to vent
@@user-ue2lx6py9j righteous. Small world
Inspiring man... coming from a person who used to be homeless in Kissimmee FL, that’s really heart warming man. God bless
This song is dangerous if you’re not in the right headspace
You good og?
@@axelthemexican I’m straight. I appreciate it.
@@auskied we’ll make it through the other side, bröther.
How dangerous we talking chief? 🥹
yuhp, we'll all make it through like you said in the replies below, but definitely this can magnify the pain sometimes.
Man..this song is just great. Lean, gud, and sherman will always be some of my favorite artists.
MayFlwr can’t forget gtb
Bladee
my nigga I watch all your vids I am so stoked to know you have good music taste
1:23 Hello, do you speak inglish???
I'm the speak English 😅
I am a fotografer
@@khuslenb3609 Take some fotos?? 😅
Yes, off course. 😂
this is my favourite barry dillon song
😂😂😂
Frfrfrfrfrfrfffrffrf
are you young lean?
@@mikhaelmaia9 No I'm 👄Barry Dillon.
💀
Yung lean and Jonatan finally met
Damn, I remember the interview where Lean was talking about how Yung Lean was just a character but how he felt like he started to be him more and more, and then Jonatan was gone.
I was just thinking about this then I eventually saw this comment
I feel like Jonatan has lowkey wanted to post music like on jl127 for quite a while but has never gotten round to it until now. I respect that he’s finally done it. Beautiful.
I was thinking of jonatan the day he released metallic intuition and was hoping there were more songs like that on the album and this is why lean made my life better
Honestly, chills.
I adore you
S2
o7
f9
@glint ruined it
ly
I hope you'll never end up like Peep... SO sad. Pls Lean and Sadboys be careful
I'm starting to get anxious and worried thinking about it :( I hope lean is careful I can't take another artist dying
I think that since Miami, Lean has calmed down, and don't take drugs as much as he used to. At least, I hope so
he's almost died already bladee saved him
Serial Experiments please someone help me...
Im Malefiicent Are you alright buddy?
Believe it or not, but the dude, who wrote ginseng strip 2002, made this. And his producers of course, this crew will earn legendary status one day.
ginseng strip 2002 is also a master piece
In his own way yes. But at some point, we all had to grow up.
His evolution is crazy
The Crew already has the legendary Status my dude
I was just listening to that and that's why I came here. Had to really hear for myself how far he's come and think of what he has yet to put out. Beautiful evolution of a heartfelt artist
Take a pill and go to sleep
I'm chasing witches in the street
I'm the last page in your book
Can't write a song, only do hooks
Watching horses in the fields
The dragon rests in agony
When I'm afraid I lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time
When I'm afraid I lose my mind
It's fine, it happens all the time
Isolation caved in
I adore you, the sound of your skin
So many lies that I found
Blood, Heaven, I stick to the ground
So many times I realized
What I seek for is right in front of my eyes
I'm alone in a hole in the ground
A theater of dogs is still around
My furniture has come alive
I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight
Flying kites reaping outside my window
Smiles with fright
Isolation caved in
I adore you, the sound of your skin
Isolation caved in
I adore you, the sound of your skin
Isolation caved in
I adore you, the sound of your skin
🥰
if you have cried to this song we automatically family
rn
The best people are here right now
nollatunnelmia stfu
You stole this from a jl127 comment
Stole the comment from JL127
the same comment over and over..
and you- huh what who said that
I'm the speak english 😂
There’s an eternal sadness that lives within this song.
efectivamente pana
Knowing that you can't go back to your old self, or your old life, but seeing constant reminders of it.
Stay away from xanax. It is not worth it.
@@ZeranZeran can you elaborate please? Im not taking much xanax but what happened to you?
@@lucazar2459 Some addictions are harder to quit than others, especially if you bought it in mass amounts in your early 20's and had multiple year's worth... Most of that time is a black hole in my memory. I was very depressed, but I wish I would have found another way to deal. Now I missed some very important moments. I was there, physically. I do not remember anything. Xanax is especially cruel, and especially relaxing and makes you think everything is fine, when it's not. Stay away, my friend. Using it is fine, abuse is the issue.
@@lucazar2459 "Take a pill and go to sleep" was my motto for a few years.. rather than deal with my problems. "When I'm afraid I lose my mind, its fine it happens all the time"
I realize I am probably projecting my own problems onto this song, but it has really helped me. Avoid isolation. Be there for the people you love. They notice. ♥
I'm not depressed, i'm not in troubles, I don't take drugs, I just love this song, it's very important for me, the most important song in my life, you feel me? But I feel pity, because of you guys, I just believe that everything will be at least fine, I believe in you, keep strong! Greetings from Poland.
your words get to me man😭
Much love
I agree, the same thing happens to me.
@ᴠʟᴏɴᴇ 神様 cool story bro, bed time
@ᴠʟᴏɴᴇ 神様 so edgy! so cool! have my kids, good sir!
That Icelandic Childrens Choir was a great feature
Any music of them online?
Iceland is a fucking GOAT at everything
mauzzy true
mauzzy nordics in general, damn!
They are beautiful :)
the line "when im afraid, i lose my mind. its fine, it happens all the time" hits hard when you are bipolar.
This song brings me comfort. I've had multiple psychotic episodes
@@yungmau9258 this song makes me feel like i am not alone
The person itself who sing this is bipolar
@@kiayamwak3778 yeah i know
@Sem Burden so now you are okay? cause mate truth be told i cant get out of this shit. i feel stuck. and i feel like im gonna die without having overcome this shit life. i see no light at the end of the tunnel. plus i have an eating disorder. i overeat. and im also bulimic. i am 5'7 and used to weigh 114kgs. but over the past 6 months, i have cut down to 80kg, i started a calories deficit diet and started going to the gym. every breathing second i have to resist the temptation and sometimes i just cant hold it any longer and indulge in high calorie carbs sugary food. i really dont wanna live like this. on the other hand im failing classes. my grades are falling while im spending my time on youtube watching bs after bs when i should study. and now im talking about my life to you at 3am in the morning. i dont even know you. i know nobody can help me but myself. but i really dont see the light at the end of the tunnel. but i hope to be something someday. remember my name. Sarwar MONKEMAN Jahan. we will meet again. if i live.