I’ve been on this journey for 4 months and only just today is this hitting me over the head. Thru tears I am realizing how white my knuckles are. Just now am I realizing I am so afraid of being abandoned. It’s actually embarrassing. I must have had so many layers on top of this truth. 😢
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I’ve been on this journey for 4 months and only just today is this hitting me over the head. Thru tears I am realizing how white my knuckles are. Just now am I realizing I am so afraid of being abandoned. It’s actually embarrassing. I must have had so many layers on top of this truth. 😢