Everybody Leaves - Original Song

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  • @tanihehe
    @tanihehe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1846

    This is THE ANTHEM for people with abandonment issues...like seriously...every line... *touches cheeks* welp...tears..

    • @aubs8208
      @aubs8208 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      literally me

    • @kidddrrkudi8917
      @kidddrrkudi8917 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If you feel this way you will never be able to live life because you can't control the future so why bother you have to learn to let things go.

    • @ggjude
      @ggjude 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Are those cuts on her thigh or is it a drawing?!?!

    • @ggjude
      @ggjude 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Tampantac oh lmao that's good

    • @moonmuffinfromspace1201
      @moonmuffinfromspace1201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel you abandonment sucks....

  • @soph4118
    @soph4118 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5462

    It went from “please don’t go” to “everybody leaves” I feel sad now, who hurt u

    • @thatoneguy9065
      @thatoneguy9065 6 ปีที่แล้ว +201

      We will start a team... And we will find who hurt her.... And we will kill...
      Or just put them in jail for life that works to

    • @lau2247
      @lau2247 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@thatoneguy9065 That's how vengeance works

    • @thatoneguy9065
      @thatoneguy9065 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@lau2247 YUP COME IN AND JOIN THE TEAM!

    • @ghassane2016
      @ghassane2016 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@thatoneguy9065 I'm joining the team.

    • @thatoneguy9065
      @thatoneguy9065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@ghassane2016 ALRIGHT WOOO!!!

  • @terracottateeth8246
    @terracottateeth8246 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1723

    Your brand should just be your bath tub

  • @BarbaraMartinez
    @BarbaraMartinez 4 ปีที่แล้ว +519

    I'm crying

    • @caglaracar5123
      @caglaracar5123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      don't cry

    • @freya1445
      @freya1445 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      yes do cry
      because its ok to cry
      its even healthy to let it all out by crying

    • @catalinacabanay4779
      @catalinacabanay4779 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      dont cry honey you are a wonderfull person

    • @artyom9762
      @artyom9762 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ı dont care

    • @Honeyy_cloudd
      @Honeyy_cloudd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@artyom9762 RUDE

  • @Schmitzophrene96
    @Schmitzophrene96 5 ปีที่แล้ว +869

    My Dad just died and now I have a big fear of loss. This song hits me hard. It describes perfect how I feel. Thank God I stumbled upon you!

    • @ihateyou1484
      @ihateyou1484 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i hope you feel better

    • @Jinxymaws
      @Jinxymaws 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      OMG-
      I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope things get better.

    • @chloeanne4563
      @chloeanne4563 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know how you feel sweetheart, it gets easier.. i promise

    • @josphinesmith7544
      @josphinesmith7544 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      All my love being sent your way, you’re such a sweet soul. God bless you ❤️

    • @her5136
      @her5136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are u now?

  • @nmevikee1341
    @nmevikee1341 5 ปีที่แล้ว +740

    "Because I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain"
    That hit me soo hard...

  • @peachyrn938
    @peachyrn938 6 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Is it selfish that I want you to be my little secret but at the same time I really want you to be recognized by a lot of people because you're just amazingly talented?

  • @anisia3575
    @anisia3575 6 ปีที่แล้ว +815

    Can we have you on Spotify, please?

  • @OneScoopMan
    @OneScoopMan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    “And it’s frustrating, I’m not the same” that is the line that hit me the most. Everyone always leaves and it takes a piece of me with them every time they leave :(

  • @hitherez_2925
    @hitherez_2925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    The fact that this is recorded in a bathtub and she’s using a ukulele is incredible. This song is great.

  • @Jayden-pq2fc
    @Jayden-pq2fc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    I'm crying... I can't keep my tears inside...
    It was exactly what i needed now...

  • @giselletorres6397
    @giselletorres6397 6 ปีที่แล้ว +275

    The people who disliked this are just jealous of your beautiful voice and song. Now that’s the tea sis.

    • @anxiousartist7521
      @anxiousartist7521 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Honestly bet half those people miss-clicked xDDD (aka how do you dislike something frikken beautiful??)

  • @samanthaalexis1438
    @samanthaalexis1438 6 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    The lyrics are so well thought out on this one, and wow, I'm so emotionally touched aghhh the emotions
    help

  • @snailshell1463
    @snailshell1463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I love how it shifts between depressing with a quiet and shaky voice and angry with a loud and almost-screaming harmony and then falls back to quiet and the emotions are just like waves

  • @emicore675
    @emicore675 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Years after I first heard this song and it still hits me just as hard

    • @gabrialsperka422
      @gabrialsperka422 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same. It brings back so much, and more after all thats happened in those years

  • @aileewills4910
    @aileewills4910 6 ปีที่แล้ว +248

    this song and every other song you make gets to me. I feel every word you sing. I hear every note you play. literally you’re voice is so perfect. you have ur own look you don’t look like everybody else. I want that confidence. I love your music. gets me through tough times and it’s so relatable. thankful for your beautiful soul and I’m sorry you’ve had heart breaks all the time like me. love you.

  • @lizpage8444
    @lizpage8444 6 ปีที่แล้ว +598

    Everybody leaves
    I’m floating between happy
    And I’m floating between sad
    It’s weird because I can’t decide what I really am
    I had a lover lost that
    Like most things I obtain
    Now I’m an insomniac
    With a messy damaged brain
    And it’s frustrating
    I’m not the same and
    It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
    Can’t anybody just say
    And make me feel less insane
    Because I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain
    I’m falling and crashing down
    I’m screaming but no sounds coming out
    But flowers still look pretty
    And the sun still makes me warm
    So I can’t be that empty
    Or is it the calm before the storm
    I hate the rain but if it was love
    I’d stand in it till I’m soaking wet
    I’d never want it to stop

    • @blurred_face7497
      @blurred_face7497 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank you I've been looking for this

    • @amiyahberryhill1532
      @amiyahberryhill1532 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I think it’s “can’t anybody stay”

    • @cameron4911
      @cameron4911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Blurred _Face
      the lyrics are almost always in the description

  • @dorothys677
    @dorothys677 6 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    another day, another masterpiece. I'm out of words ♡ you touch me in ways no one else can

  • @alyl.9430
    @alyl.9430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +196

    This is unbelievable. I can't remember the last time I've heard a voice with so much emotion. I absolutely love your voice! You have so much talent, and I will definitely be watching more videos.

  • @psihodelicnelicnosti
    @psihodelicnelicnosti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    She sounds and looks so emotional when she sings

  • @ANGEL_desriescoomingshow
    @ANGEL_desriescoomingshow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +638

    I relate to this song . I’m always scared my friends or family is too leave me. I’m scared too get close too people because I know
    Someday they will leave me.... I don’t know how I feel I don’t feel happy or sad , just worthless....

    • @jonnathanr.-perez8440
      @jonnathanr.-perez8440 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      :( hey you arent worthless you have a talent and if you might not even know it yet whatever you wanna do work hard perfect your craft and succeed I believe in you

    • @starbug7206
      @starbug7206 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel the same sometimes

    • @eden3567
      @eden3567 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You are worthy and random person your comment made an impact on my life thank you~ I love you stranger please take care of your self

    • @livhappy2623
      @livhappy2623 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I constantly feel the same way. Cry everyday because of it

    • @candacetapia9280
      @candacetapia9280 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’ve cried so much to sleep and during the day that I physically can’t cry anymore

  • @lucyl9816
    @lucyl9816 6 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    "Please Don't Go" and then "Everybody Leaves"

  • @soeinmensch854
    @soeinmensch854 5 ปีที่แล้ว +693

    she has such a beautyfull voice if shes not going to become popular im going to eat my shirt...😂😋

    • @factualfuck922
      @factualfuck922 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      seems like u get to keep your shirt

    • @reo_allison3475
      @reo_allison3475 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      beautiful* and yesh she does

    • @justbonnie501
      @justbonnie501 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@evie7671 they made it on purpose-

    • @burnttoast727
      @burnttoast727 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Proof or it didn't happen

    • @soeinmensch854
      @soeinmensch854 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@burnttoast727 she became popular so ill get to keep my shirt no proof for now😌

  • @Zondersuikers
    @Zondersuikers 5 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    "I’m falling I’m crashing down
    I’m screaming but no sounds coming out
    But flowers still look pretty
    And the sun still makes me warm
    So I can’t be that empty
    Or is it the calm before the storm"
    That hits me way harder than I would have thought...
    Experiencing depression for some years now, and sometimes it's just how I feel.
    I mean, I still can be happy, sometimes I feel the warm sun against my skin and I tell myself "See ? Everything's fine" but in the end.. It doesn't fill the emptiness and leaves me hopeless and my mind kindof snap, leaving me.. not even sad but just... Numb I guess. I'm dealing with it though, seeing a professional to help me, taking medicines, I hope one day it'll be alright :)
    Nice song anyway, simple yet so effective. The bathtub thing adds something and your voice is really pleasant to the ears :)

    • @lizzy939
      @lizzy939 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      depression is like feeling every emotion at once then feeling paralyzingly numb

    • @nikkielking403
      @nikkielking403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      "Sadness gives depth. Happiness gives height. Sadness gives roots. Happiness gives branches. Happiness is like a tree going into the sky, and sadness is like the roots going down into the womb of the earth. Both are needed, and the higher a tree goes, the deeper it goes, simultaneously. The bigger the tree, the bigger will be its roots. In fact, it is always in proportion. That’s its balance.” -Osho
      This is one of my favorite quotes because its true. I'm sorry you feel this way and I hope your doing better now

    • @Zondersuikers
      @Zondersuikers 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nikkielking403 That's a really nice quote, I'll keep it with me and will try to remember it when I'm feeling down ! Thank you for your kind words, I'm feeling better, not exactly good, but we're on the right path ! :)

    • @nikkielking403
      @nikkielking403 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Zondersuikers Im glad to hear that! Its a wierd and tough time right now but im glad to hear your better.

  • @SageMoore-g8j
    @SageMoore-g8j ปีที่แล้ว +1

    For the past 4 years I have listened to this thank you

  • @inexperiencedlad
    @inexperiencedlad 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    This song directly mirrors what l’m going though right now.
    But the song is so beautiful that it actually makes me feel better to listen to it.

  • @arielmarie8493
    @arielmarie8493 6 ปีที่แล้ว +397

    Girl when is your album coming out 💜

    • @RadioTedd
      @RadioTedd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Anony mous Wait her album is Gay?!?!!? Lol ok I’ll stop now 😂

    • @jeta6904
      @jeta6904 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@RadioTedd I'M DYING LMAO😂

    • @victorianou2763
      @victorianou2763 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@RadioTedd omg 😂😂😂

  • @Sydneycrr
    @Sydneycrr 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I’M EARLY AND THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

  • @vanita973
    @vanita973 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Revisiting 5 years later after hearing this for the first time in 2019. I remember struggling with my identity, and understanding why things were the way they were in my environment. Why is it that I had to endure so much? And why is it that while I could never be physically alone, it was the loneliness I've ever been. Now in college and finding new things to focus on, I don't have time to dwell and feel sorry for myself or past situations; it is inherently a positive thing, but I still wish I could have gotten the closure I deserved.

  • @ShrubBotExe
    @ShrubBotExe 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I clicked on this cuz I was curious but your voice is genuinely beautiful and your song writing is amazing. You should be so freaking proud of yourself and your talent

  • @leiacardona8670
    @leiacardona8670 6 ปีที่แล้ว +389

    Will this be on the album?? Beautiful song

    • @Amanda-ex6mb
      @Amanda-ex6mb 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      God I hope so. It's my favorite off all of hers including Hold Me

    • @AbbeyGlover
      @AbbeyGlover  5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      YES IT IS THE TITLE OF THE ALBUM

    • @gracealabi7936
      @gracealabi7936 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@AbbeyGlover when is the album coming out. Is hold me of please don't go also on there? Sos loads of qs I guess😅

  • @bigz3780
    @bigz3780 5 ปีที่แล้ว +846

    TH-cam : Abby “ Please don’t go “ , “ Everybody leaves”, and then next to that in my recommended, Finneas “ I lost a friend “
    Me: TH-cam are you trying to say something, are my friends going to leave me or they slowly slipping away ?

    • @yetispaghetti97
      @yetispaghetti97 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ooof

    • @augustblair3607
      @augustblair3607 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      never leave me,please dont go,everybody leaves,i lost a friend

    • @justvibingman5189
      @justvibingman5189 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      The video next to this song in my recommendation was " plants vs zombies speedrun"

    • @Sena.atlhn07
      @Sena.atlhn07 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      mine are..

    • @Zondersuikers
      @Zondersuikers 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      TH-cam is pretty fucked up. When I was in the middle of a break-up with my ex-boyfriend, youtube kept recommanding sad song about the loss of a loved one or treason or any other kind of stuff I could relate to and I was like "Huh ? Does TH-cam read my mind or what ?".
      I hope you'll never have to lose anyone though, hopefully TH-cam isn't a psychic for real ahah

  • @leemadsen7934
    @leemadsen7934 6 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    heyy, i never really leave youtube comments but here i go i guess. abbey, i love your music so much. there are so many emotions pouring out of your words, and they are so well-written. i’ve been subscribed to your account for a while and it’s been an amazing journey watching (or listening?) to your development, because each original song that you upload is better than the last. the improvement is so clear and it makes me so proud of you. please never stop making music. it’s a source of happiness - or, rather, relief - for many sad souls out in the world, and even though you probably already know this, you are helping so many people get through difficult situations in life because they find music that they can relate to. your music. and i hope we, your fans and friends are helping you too. i hope we help you find the light sometimes whenever you’re in a dark place. thank you again for spending your time creating these beautiful masterpieces. i’ll be listening to this on repeat for sure. bye bye :)

    • @Riley-jj1uz
      @Riley-jj1uz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      NeveCat well said

  • @oneilfello3744
    @oneilfello3744 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm in love with this song.... It has so much meaning from begging to end. It's food for the soul, it's like she's speaking to my heart... Depression and abandonment are real when you love and lost it's a spiraling effect that hits harder then you expect.

  •  4 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    I’m floating between happy
    And floating between sad
    It’s weird 'cause I can’t decide
    What I really am
    Had a lover lost that
    Like most things I obtain
    Now I’m an insomniac
    With a messy and damaged brain
    And it’s frustrating
    I’m not the same and
    It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
    Can’t anybody stay, anybody stay
    And make me feel less insane
    'cause I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain,
    I’m always the one in pain.
    I’m falling I’m crashing down
    I’m screaming but there's no sound
    But flowers still look pretty
    Sun still makes me warm
    So I can’t be that empty
    Or is it the calm before the storm
    is it the calm before the storm
    And it’s frustrating
    I’m not the same and
    It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
    Can’t anybody stay, anybody stay
    And make me feel less insane
    'cause I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain,
    I’m always the one in pain.
    Oh I hate the rain but if the rain was love
    I’d stand in it til I’m soaking wet
    I’d never want it to stop
    Oh I hate the rain but if the rain was love
    I’d stand in it til I’m soaking wet
    I’d never want it to stop
    And it’s frustrating
    I’m not the same and
    It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
    Can’t anybody stay, anybody stay
    And make me feel less insane
    'cause I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain,
    I’m always the one in pain.
    And it’s frustrating
    I’m not the same and
    It’s upsetting and it’s a shame
    Can’t anybody stay, anybody stay
    And make me feel less insane
    'cause I can’t help wondering why everybody leaves
    And I’m always the one in pain,
    I’m always the one in pain.

    • @MrPaininvain
      @MrPaininvain ปีที่แล้ว

      0:05

    • @MrPaininvain
      @MrPaininvain ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Can we get this pinned as a top comment?

  • @sammayall9060
    @sammayall9060 6 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    This song kinda saved me 😢

    • @shleekdishliquid4405
      @shleekdishliquid4405 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How?

    • @sierranicole4846
      @sierranicole4846 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@shleekdishliquid4405 sometimes knowing other people are getting through what you are, it's easier to get through it yourself. you know you're not alone.
      Sometimes music just does that.💙

  • @Living_Connectedness
    @Living_Connectedness 5 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    Boy am I glad I stumbled upon YOU!
    Listening to all your songs, dedicated my day to it 💛

    • @eileenloves4802
      @eileenloves4802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've been addicted for 4 days now! Cant get enough!!!!

  • @katief8839
    @katief8839 6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    who the hell disliked this beautiful masterpiece?? i love u abbey, you’re beautiful and SO TALENTED :))

  • @yuiigarashi5208
    @yuiigarashi5208 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You make me feel so many things that we haven't even created words for yet... Your voice is so hypnotic and I get lost in the sea of emotions with ever utter of the next note that exists your breath. The angst, mixed with pain, a small seasoning of anger, and a concoction of heartbreak reverberate through the that lovely, and amazing voice of yours. Thank you for making these gorgeous works of art, and I wish you the best in your journey of being.

  • @kmco5633
    @kmco5633 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    My dad used to beat me, my brother and my mom as kids. My parents separated and now I have two families, I came to my dad's family because he was feeling better about his addiction... 2 years ago his alcoholism came back but I stayed because I had met an amazing girl... During these 2 years all my brothers left home because of my dad's sickness. Now the girl left me and I'm here, alone in my house with a crazy, drunk and violent dad and I have nothing left but school and my piano... I'm so lost, I have no idea what to do and my mom doesn't really wan't me anymore.
    My friends also left me because of my emotional instability.
    Anyway, that song hits me so hard, it's just exactly what I feel right now.
    Thank you so much for the best cry I've ever had ♥

    • @jadeb.2165
      @jadeb.2165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hang in there! I'm in .a very similar situation with my mom and me my 9 year old son having to be around her and it's terrifying my son! I feel so helpless and a sorry excuse of a mom for making him go through this all I need is my own place. One thing we can't ever do though is give up we can't ever give up no matter what! Please don't. This world is only temporary anyway this life is so short compared to eternity we are one day headed to. God bless u hold ur head up!

    • @kmco5633
      @kmco5633 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jadeb.2165 That's sweet, thanks a lot ♥

    • @Tarbencs
      @Tarbencs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hope you feel way better now :)

    • @larzz18
      @larzz18 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ur situation sounds horrible and I am so sorry that ur going through that but I hope u r doing better and are safe❤️

    • @Lena-hw2or
      @Lena-hw2or 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i had a very similar situation but we were homeless because of my dads alcoholism,he died and it’s been 5 years since.I still can’t get over it,but it’s very slowly getting better.Good luck,i hope everything works out well for you❤️

  • @oas1496
    @oas1496 6 ปีที่แล้ว +530

    Is it crazy u posted this when all of my friends left and abandoned me?

    • @zoe__3043
      @zoe__3043 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      jasmin o I’m your new friend

    • @victorianou2763
      @victorianou2763 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same :(

    • @malenaa8488
      @malenaa8488 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      same. yesterday I was listening this song when my friends leaved me alone... :)

    • @jennydinan8892
      @jennydinan8892 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well thats depressing and i know how if feels its happened to me before people used to bully me and call me ugly and weird and retarded but i ignored it and then i met a whole bunch of new friends and i became more happy and didnt feel abandoned . Anyway im sure you will find new friends❤you beutiful no matter what anyone says and you will have friends have a nice day and stay safe😄🤣

    • @otaravalentine5832
      @otaravalentine5832 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me2

  • @hennesisalcedo607
    @hennesisalcedo607 6 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    The moment my post notifications notified me I clicked like there was no tomorrow

  • @baileymason725
    @baileymason725 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    You always make me want to cry, the emotion is so incredible. Keep up all the great work

  • @420taekook7
    @420taekook7 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I know I’m so late but I have such respect and admiration for you. you upload these vulnerable and exposing songs about how you feel and it’s so beautiful.

  • @juliespindola5369
    @juliespindola5369 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I cant describe how this song made me cry
    And thats truly amazing

  • @k93-u1h
    @k93-u1h 5 ปีที่แล้ว +368

    abandonment issues squad where you at?

  • @shalannii
    @shalannii 6 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    I love how she sings in a bathtub 😂❤
    Edit: back to this comment a year later aha think the song sounds better this year tbh

    • @camilambaez3512
      @camilambaez3512 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      It is where people "normally" commit suicide
      So...

    • @lexaw
      @lexaw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@camilambaez3512 wow, I've never thought like that.

    • @domingoarroyo8857
      @domingoarroyo8857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That’s probably where she is comfortable singing

    • @victoriafetters2899
      @victoriafetters2899 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Better acoustics

  • @alexbruce599
    @alexbruce599 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Your music literally relates to whatever is happening
    It weird
    But I love it
    And you

  • @hayleehowe6096
    @hayleehowe6096 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    After a toxic relationship I was in, this guy came into my life and helped me so much and we were together for four years and he just broke my heart. Now I'm back to thinking I'm not meant to be loved

  • @aiyanakg
    @aiyanakg 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    It feels the exact same with me but at the same time it’s so different. Idk who or how many people hurt you, but I’m so glad that you can have what you have right now and the love you get now, even if it’s not exactly what you need or want. 1.6 million people who support you.

  • @charlotte-jm5gs
    @charlotte-jm5gs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    This is so good and so relatable my boyfriend just broke up with me and my friends are drifting away😭😢

    • @agnieszkalatkowska8843
      @agnieszkalatkowska8843 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Here for you x

    • @euricasummer293
      @euricasummer293 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope you are happy now and find real friends that will always be there for you during bad and good times ❤

  • @Ravelt
    @Ravelt 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Abbey i've been addicted to your voice.

  • @sanjuktasharma00
    @sanjuktasharma00 6 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    Can I get a pin?
    Okay a heart?
    Because this is awesome. Gonna listen to this for next 5 months 24hours.

  • @alexise7060
    @alexise7060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Your songs are so heartbreaking, they’re a masterpiece for all the sad and broken people of the world, thank you so much 🖤

  • @ellinejoyceburgos
    @ellinejoyceburgos 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    everybody...
    think i'm depressed when i sing this aloud in class??? O____________o

    • @diederekhill8277
      @diederekhill8277 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me singing it aloud in my kitchen XD

  • @Sx--F
    @Sx--F 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    i relate to this so much. i've been having a bad day and this song made it a little less dark. beautiful work, abbey. as always

  • @alextracool
    @alextracool 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Girl. Thanks. Just thanks ❤️ you deserve all of the love in the world and yeah, abandonment sucks

  • @bellereeves5772
    @bellereeves5772 6 ปีที่แล้ว +445

    Who hurt you

    • @karenjason6034
      @karenjason6034 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Hey if that's you in your profile pic,you're beautiful. Have a nice day xx

    • @re-mo3jq
      @re-mo3jq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Society and everyone because all good things must go

    • @LEOLeo-kk8fu
      @LEOLeo-kk8fu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Sometimes ...the pain is just there...hides for a little while, but comes back every time you think is gone...😔

  • @awesome_ace7
    @awesome_ace7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is now my favorite song, Ty for making this ^_^

  • @pillz4heit
    @pillz4heit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    🖤🖤

  • @DutchMelon
    @DutchMelon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Girl I'm sobbing shit, it's so beautiful it's exactly how I feel

  • @brookeledford674
    @brookeledford674 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    You’re music makes me feel so many different emotions. I wish I had a better way to explain how your lyrics make people feel.

  • @louisvines563
    @louisvines563 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You will always be on of my favorite artists, I've listened to your music since I was in 4th grade, the first song of yours I heard was "i wish you liked girls" when I was first questioning my sexuality. You're music has helped me through so much

  • @lovelysongs7111
    @lovelysongs7111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so glad I found you again I used to listen to your songs everyday during my 7th grade I feel so nostalgic every time I hear this song.

  • @ria2759
    @ria2759 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This is so good.. Unlike most people this is a meaningful song, and many people can actually relate. You can even hear the pain in her voice..But you have such a beautiful voice!!

  • @anyafrancheska6821
    @anyafrancheska6821 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The most pure souled people get hurt the most in life and it's sad. :(

  • @odycrestynjoibaron2042
    @odycrestynjoibaron2042 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Beautiful 😍😍😍
    You make me cry again😢😭

  • @megafreakist
    @megafreakist 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Amazing song, i swear.
    But i can't stop crying when this song is on.
    "Can't anybody stay..?"
    Your songs are powerful, if nothing else, know that.

  • @Soradus
    @Soradus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Why does every song she plays makes me feel speechless. Her beautiful voice, the meaningful lyrics, its so expressive that every time I hear it it makes me want to cry, either from happiness that I can feel all those things, or sad and appreciative of what I currently have, and afraid to lose something or someone that means so much to me.

  • @Bear99737
    @Bear99737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    happy or sad... "I can't decide what I really am".... That hit deep... After I came out, I lost a dear friend who just dropped me because of my gender identity... never been hurt like that before. This song really touched me. "Can't anybody stay?" I tell you Abbey, no one has ever written songs like this before... you are a true legend

  • @wiltedxflower4981
    @wiltedxflower4981 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    damn Abbey back at it again with the good stuff

  • @MultiAz888
    @MultiAz888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Can’t even describe as it hits me deeply. Every lyrics she’s sings is what happening right now 🤙🏻 truly love this

  • @emotopic5
    @emotopic5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have been having trouble explaining my battle with BPD and depression to people to the point I just don't. I know people leaving and dying are a part of life but it still hurts like crazy and the fear that every one eventually leaves is terrifying and I don't know if I wanna yell or cry. I just want to say please stay . This song embodies everything I feel . it embodies my Fear and emotions to the core. Thank you.

  • @felixalvarez9166
    @felixalvarez9166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I got chills when listening to this. Her voice just hits me somewhere different, it's so full of emotion. It's sad, but it turned into something beautiful.

  • @hannahknighton987
    @hannahknighton987 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    my head is spinning from this... your lyrics are beautiful, honestly, they are. I'm remembering things, people, im crying, im paralyzed.... but im in love with your music. god, im actually breathless right now. wow. ilysm

  • @ade1064
    @ade1064 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I can relate so much with the lyrics, its beautiful 💕

  • @alexmaharrey7814
    @alexmaharrey7814 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    can this woman make a bad song? absolutely not. hauntingly beautiful❤️

  • @maiaisabel
    @maiaisabel 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    this song is exactly what i needed right now💕

  • @RubenGarcia-ed5yt
    @RubenGarcia-ed5yt 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    even after 6 years i still come back to this song and feel exactly what shes saying.

  • @justtired6504
    @justtired6504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was rewatching all my saved vids and I started crying, you are amazing at singing, I can’t sing myself.♥️

  • @lizzybennett6165
    @lizzybennett6165 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you for this song, I feel the same as the song and now I have a song I can sing and cry to ❤️❤️

  • @jiminiepabo8625
    @jiminiepabo8625 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You got me when you sang"I'm always the one in pain"I may not know you personally but you really are a huge impact in my life I'll always support you❤️

  • @jojoapplepie
    @jojoapplepie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This is crazy good, sad and beautiful.

  • @moxiejenkins2209
    @moxiejenkins2209 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your music helped me get through my younger brothers sudden death, and got me to pick up a ukele. Something I had wanted to learn for years. Your music has been therapy for me. Thank you

  • @JasperC22
    @JasperC22 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is my new favorite. You can feel the emotions put into this. The first time I heard it, I cried, I love this song so much. Every time I hear it I have to try so hard not to cry. It's a really beautiful song.

  • @tonywalker1954
    @tonywalker1954 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I just found your channel yesterday and I LOVE IT. I LISTENED TO PLEASE DON'T GO AND EVERYBODY LEAVES IS MY 2ND SONG. YOU ARE AMAZING
    New Subscriber you are welcome

  • @mayayayayayayaaaaa
    @mayayayayayayaaaaa 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this is incredible. you are so full of emotion and your lyrics mean something real. i aspire to write like this. you are truly amazing.

  • @loginsolimane76
    @loginsolimane76 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i can't find words to describe how angelic your voice is this really hits hard omg im crying

  • @dalila.marrufo4692
    @dalila.marrufo4692 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This song lives rent free in my head all the time every once in a while for the past two years

  • @versushadow3370
    @versushadow3370 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    you can feel the emotion in this song. not many songs feel like they sound anymore, I applaud you for making something that does

  • @laylani6402
    @laylani6402 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    And we have another who snatched my wig....
    Thats a good thing
    I LOVE YOU!! IM MAKING A WHOLE PLAYLIST WITH YOUR SONGS (honestly i need to have a cola with jesus)

  • @carorojas557
    @carorojas557 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    music is what feelings sound like. i just thought of this quote i read a while ago and it a 100 percent describes your art. xx

  • @SchizoPotato
    @SchizoPotato 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    such a beautiful voice ❤. instantly fell in love with it. and the words that r being sang in the songs i have heard hits really close. reminds me of several things from my past and my feelings and thoughts.
    really beautiful ❤

  • @digitalcock5905
    @digitalcock5905 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Holy shit I just came across this on my recommended and your voice is honestly like the best one I’ve ever heard I-

  • @nattalydelgado5482
    @nattalydelgado5482 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song is literally how I feel, thank you for writing it.

  • @lupevenegas962
    @lupevenegas962 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Its 11/21/20 and I still can't deal with my emotions but your music helps me so much. Even if its just singing with my son and a broken heart.... at least I feel something for her.. even if it hurts Ill love her forever

    • @ForTheLonely-q4v
      @ForTheLonely-q4v 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      its 6/17/22 for me and this song still gives me the chills and the same relief that someone understands

  • @ladaneeyang3529
    @ladaneeyang3529 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I can feel the pain as the words come out her voice so beautifully, I feel so inspired! Im in love with my best friend but I don't know what he thinks we both have feelings for each other but we don't know what we're gonna do about it.. I love him truly.. as a girl I don't think I'm ready for a relationship though cause I don't want to get hurt..

  • @zaracraddock1177
    @zaracraddock1177 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    your pain has led to a great creation it will help more people than you think

  • @Kaleebug
    @Kaleebug 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I honestly wish I was good at writing songs, but I have a good voice so I guess I could just do covers. But I love your voice so much and you are probably my favorite youtuber. ❤️