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  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    06 SOLITAIRE LYRICS:
    Ominous clouds ellipse
    Like vultures above my head
    These walls encasing me
    Are splintering, grey and dead
    It would seem that fate
    Has bounded me to tragedy
    A walking, talking demonstration
    Of human agony
    I feel no purpose here
    Now these popular thoughts
    Begin to flood back inside
    Accumulating their cancers
    On my broken pride
    My tears shine bright in the sun
    A saline badge of defeat
    To everybody who has
    Left me somatically beat
    I have never felt so unimportant
    Just where the fuck (where the fuck)
    Where exactly are the people
    Who pretended to love me
    Back when I had value
    I called my friends
    The phones just rang
    And rang and rang and rang
    I called my friends
    I called them all
    But no one fucking came
    Nobody fucking came
    Now these popular thoughts
    Begin to flood back inside
    Accumulating their cancers
    On my broken pride
    My tears shine bright in the sun
    A saline badge of defeat
    A vantage point to watch my mind
    Fall victim to your deceit
    I have decided to take back
    What you've stolen from me
    I have relented to claim
    My rightful destiny
    And with a thousand screaming
    Arrows of unwavering will at my back
    My life will once again belong to me
    With a knowledge of night
    I arm myself for day
    I called to karma
    But karma turned its back away
    Exasperated and spent
    I must remember to breathe
    And pray the lacerations
    Will vanquish my insanity
    Now these popular thoughts
    Begin to flood back inside
    I find I don't chase the goal
    When I'm afraid of the ride
    Now the popular ghosts
    Begin to haunt me again
    This is exactly why I'm terrified
    To make a friend
    Now I am a ghost
    Ghost of my mistakes
    Haunting every step
    I will ever take
    Specter of my mind
    Demon in my head
    Voices in my soul will only
    Stop when I am dead
    Bandit of my hope
    Reaper of my peace
    Secretary of my
    Subjugated sanity
    Now these popular thoughts
    Begin to flood back inside
    I find I don't chase the goal
    When I'm afraid of the ride
    Now the popular ghosts
    Begin to haunt me again
    This is exactly why I'm terrified
    To make a friend

  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    01 BOURGEOIS LYRICS:
    You and I shared a moment of bliss
    Followed swiftly by a bout of fright
    In the end, we were wayward warships
    Dirty-dancing in the dead of night
    Our time was all hit-or-miss
    Competitions of fight-or-flight
    We were both so damn self-righteous
    But only one of us was right
    I want to
    Make you feel the torment
    You have set upon my heart
    I want you
    Begging for the end
    Before we ever reach the start
    I want you buried alive
    I want to feel the inside of your festering mind
    I hate to say that I told you so
    But I'm a psychic when it comes to bullshit
    And all the forked tongues and snake oils in the world
    Couldn't convince me to take another bite of that bullet
    I'm throwing love out the window tonight
    And now I cast myself to rage
    My mind is acting on an impulse
    This monster has escaped his cage
    I don't give a fuck anymore
    You threw me to the wolves and I returned
    With bloodstains on my new fur boots
    When this is over
    I'll be deep inside my mind
    Painting every memory I have of you
    With substituted attributes
    Self-induced therapy
    As always better than
    Compelled medication
    Oh!
    How I mourn at the cramps in my feet
    As I dance upon the grave of your memory
    I'm salivating at this realm of new potential
    That has introduced itself to me
    Endless possibility
    Self-induced therapy
    As always better than
    Compelled medication
    And now I yearn to be sober of you
    I want to leave every ounce of you in my wake
    I am floating on a cloud of awe
    Because luck has struck
    And freed me from your bourgeois
    Don't ever let me catch
    Your crooked grin around again
    I am not your fucking friend
    My only lasting regret
    Is that I won't be there
    To witness your death
    Content to daydream to
    The music of your last breath

  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    03 ADRENALINE LYRICS:
    I have fallen, I have fallen
    For your constant appearance in all of my dreams
    I have fallen for your sensible silence
    And your effervescent personality
    This charm you radiate is violently addictive
    I depend on it; it's keeping me submissive
    I am putty, at the mold of your directives
    So send me off and let me burden your objectives
    You are my queen; you command my sword and shield
    You have my loyalty upon this battlefield
    Your voice is power, and I love it when you use it
    And how it tears apart my soul when you abuse it
    And how it eats away my sanity when you leave
    And all the dead men in your wake, for whom you don't grieve
    I am ensnared by all these tangled webs that you weave
    I beg of you, please cut me open and consume me
    I am too far in to ever notice
    All these tattered holes you left in my heart
    I am far too brainwashed to ever see
    How you've fabricated this from the start
    Whore!
    Succubus of the night
    You are the cull of silence before the gunfight
    Succubus of the night
    You are the darkness before the break of sunlight
    I am lost to the point of oblivion
    Your crooked grin has been engraved into the back of my mind
    I am lost to the point of obscurity
    This ultimatum of my own insecurity
    I'm barely living off the graces of your medicine
    You are the nightmare persisting my adrenaline
    You are a fantasy, the ghost of a maiden fair
    They call you hope, but your true name is despair

  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    02 PANDORA LYRICS:
    I see despair within the faces of man
    I see the fear begin to flourish again
    I know a world where information is free
    A paradise of logic that this world could never be
    I can give you hope, but I need your commitment
    I can lead you safely from the path to perdition
    Within my sentiment, your questions are answered
    I give you weapons to fight this cancer
    Death to logic
    I walk amongst you in corporeal form
    Serving as a martyr for the foolish and blind
    I have handed you Eden, and presented the apple
    As a hollow promise for more than just the rind
    I offer compassion
    In a place where everybody wants to tear you down
    I want to bring you to the top again
    I want to show you what it means to have a friend
    I hate to see you so pathetically weak
    I want to give you all this knowledge you seek
    I want to be the one you seek for advice
    I want you to dissect me and see what's inside
    Open me up and see me
    Within this perilous life, ensnared to secular chains
    You were so desperate for someone to captain the reins
    You traded wisdom for a life of convenience
    You sold the hour to a cult of Holy demons
    You have not been told the whole truth
    Because the truth would free your mind
    You have merely learned what we put over your eyes
    This thinly-veiled disguise
    This camouflage of demise
    Knowledge can save you

  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    04 CHAMBER YOUR CARBINES LYRICS:
    It seems to be my fate to dissipate again
    I'm always left to rot in this ruined domain
    I am contorted by this poisonous mindset
    It's only me and my casket-shaped silhouette
    I dragged myself through Hell and now I've come to find
    Heaven is a prison cell, a thorn in my mind
    I fail to find relief in clawing away at the skin
    A desperate ploy to exorcise this demon within
    I have cancer of the psyche and stigmata of the soul
    I am a never-healing tumor with an ever-bleeding hole
    And I will always be a self-appointed glutton for pain
    So draw a target on my forehead and fire away
    I shall be mortal no more, I decree
    This life has taken all I had in me
    I find no pleasure left, so lay me to sleep
    Let me finally experience peace
    I relent my mind, my eternal soul
    To the earth that has taken everything
    No longer shall I define my life
    With these assimilated scars on me
    I relent my mind, my eternal soul
    To the blackened sky, suffocating light
    No longer shall I search for sunbeams
    In a world that only offers me night
    I have cancer of the psyche and stigmata of the soul
    I am a never-healing tumor with an ever-bleeding hole
    And I will always be a self-appointed glutton for pain
    So chamber your carbines and fire away
    This life has turned to shit, and I have learned to see
    The glaring truth of life's dramatic sense of irony
    No fancy metaphors, no dreams of subtlety
    My life begins when I extinguish my reality
    Tonight I finally showed the world
    This life has nothing left for me
    So next time I come to your mind
    This is how you can remember me
    A blister, a blood-red blemish
    On the backdrop of infinity
    A shadow, a ghost on a rope
    Suspended in eternity

  • @charlesjones9860
    @charlesjones9860  2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    07 UTOPIA LYRICS:
    Mining through these empty words
    For the diamonds within the coal
    This venomous tongue
    It only serves
    To toxify my soul
    Have I not noticed?
    Have I not heard your despair?
    Have I not learned
    That respect is earned
    By actually being there?
    I curse life over lemons
    And choke upon the peel
    I'm wasting days
    Devoting rage
    To shit that isn't even real
    One day I hope to see
    The change in my appeal
    One day I hope
    I start to cope
    I must remember how to feel
    I build up walls because I have
    A fetish for demolition as an exhibition
    So damn easy to never give and always take
    So damn easy to build the walls I want to break
    When I was young, I was warped
    I dreamt of power and greed
    I burnt down every bridge
    So only I could proceed
    That villain in me is gone
    But all my ghosts won't move on
    So now I spend my days behind
    This mask called Made In Taiwan
    I wish that I could fly
    Away from all this shame
    But when I fall again
    I'll be the one to blame
    Because my only power
    Is being a fucking coward
    And now the hours of my life
    Have grown foreboding and sour
    I wish that I had a spell
    To make me disappear
    So I could slither away
    To any place but here
    I wear the shackles of fate
    Entwining me to my hate
    I will destroy everything
    Everything I create
    I build up walls because I have
    A fetish for demolition as an exhibition
    So damn easy to never give and always take
    So damn easy to build the walls I want to break
    I always build but I never learn
    I just pretend I don't want to see utopia burn
    So damn easy to hide the flaws from my own view
    So damn easy to wear the masks I hate on you
    I have given nothing
    And taken everything
    I don't deserve all your love and your hope
    The failures I left at the end of the rope
    All your unbiased compassion and grace
    I'm just a fucking disgrace in this place
    Leave me
    In the comfort of knowing
    That this cross is mine to bear
    Don't let it eat you away
    Go and I'll stay
    I swear it's not you that still ruins me
    I just can't find peace in me
    Just pieces of who I used to be