I own this album on vinyl, and.. Its a surreal experience, listening to it like that. It hits different. This album also comes with a book, it's one of the most disturbing reads I've ever had. Looking into the mind of Dan Barrett, when he was really at a point in his life where.. He saw no other way out, it's a terrible feeling and the album conveys that perfectly. Then I discovered this video and fell in love even more. I never watched Donny Darko, so hearing that scene for the first time broke me. The search for God is absurd. I'm not as depressed as I am when I discovered this but. I'd say it is.
I gotta tell you. I'm currently at a really really really really low point. And this version hits so much better and sweeter than my daily baseline depression
I know the feel mate, last few months I've spiraled down again myself. The best and only thing to do is to keep picking yourself up and push yourself, even if its just one thing out of the many things you need to get done. Slow down and take a step back and try to coexist with the negative thoughts rather than letting them eat you up, its impossible to block out your bad thoughts and feelings but like the great Alan Watts said, listen to the (bad)voice and if it doesn't say anything useful then acknowledge that and dismiss it as your brain making silly thoughts and that you have nothing to worry about because in reality... you dont! the brain is a strange thing, things that arent even real outside of your head can still impact you but the only way to help that is to learn more about your inner self i.e the thoughts in ya head. Talk to yourself as if you're talking to someone you really care about and keep doing it because its a way to tame your mind. idk if thats made any sense or if its relevant but honestly you got this! I can link you some useful vids on how to control your head a bit more too if ya interested. :)
Have things changed at all for you? If I make my body move despite how I feel, if I force myself to participate in my life and am as genuine as I can be while not revealing the deep despair inside, it helps more than falling into the abyss.
@@dk7680 thanks for the love, friend. Right now I'm okay. I'm doing much better. I'm not healed by any means but new and better struggles. At the moment life is okay. But I don't want to look the specter of contentment in the face lest it's taken from me. I hope you're doing well too.
I don't feel like I have anyone anymore. Whenever I try to talk to my friends all I get is super dry responses. My family doesn't seem to care that I feel like shit all the time and can't do anything I love. I have ADD, the things I like to do are I possible for me to do, and I can't possibly get to sleep for the life of me. No one seems to care what I've gone through, what I've seen, what I've thought. I constantly get harassed by the people who are close to me about my insecurities just so they can get a quick laugh. I have plans for my whole life laid out, but I can't seem to get the motivation to even get out of bed and brush my teeth. Any girl I've ever been close to just used me to make themselves feel better and then ruined me. I've lost all of my friends 3 times now because a woman ruined my life. Anyone I trust always betrays me. I don't like life anymore. I sat down on a park bench, watching the rushing River. I couldn't even get peace of mind then. I really can't stand it anymore and I just wanna cut my wrists open and forget about life.
I'm here, and maybe I understand I only have a handful of friends and I usually isolate myself but in that loneliness one can meditate and be more reflective than the person who is in the gears of day to day, consider it to be advantageous within what may seem like a bad season
On some occasion I thought about giving up, but I understood that I would not give my life for what I hurt and now I just go on because I will not give everything to those who just seek to fuck, but that's the way life is a thing of coping
I own this album on vinyl, and.. Its a surreal experience, listening to it like that. It hits different. This album also comes with a book, it's one of the most disturbing reads I've ever had. Looking into the mind of Dan Barrett, when he was really at a point in his life where.. He saw no other way out, it's a terrible feeling and the album conveys that perfectly. Then I discovered this video and fell in love even more. I never watched Donny Darko, so hearing that scene for the first time broke me.
The search for God is absurd.
I'm not as depressed as I am when I discovered this but. I'd say it is.
I like making these videos now and then just too add my own personal gloom into things, it's kinda therapeutic if that makes sense
I was foolish enough to believe 2022 would be any different.
Fuck 2022
Welcome to 2023
@@opalgoblin my brother in Christ there is always a chance to get better. You just have to take it.
I was foolish enough to believe 2024 would be any different
@@chancetheboy8487 the year has only started, I hope the rest of it will be what you hoped for.
This has been the mood I been lookin for.
You're not alone my man, we all suffer together
man donnie darko and giles corey, big sads
I gotta tell you. I'm currently at a really really really really low point. And this version hits so much better and sweeter than my daily baseline depression
I know the feel mate, last few months I've spiraled down again myself. The best and only thing to do is to keep picking yourself up and push yourself, even if its just one thing out of the many things you need to get done. Slow down and take a step back and try to coexist with the negative thoughts rather than letting them eat you up, its impossible to block out your bad thoughts and feelings but like the great Alan Watts said, listen to the (bad)voice and if it doesn't say anything useful then acknowledge that and dismiss it as your brain making silly thoughts and that you have nothing to worry about because in reality... you dont! the brain is a strange thing, things that arent even real outside of your head can still impact you but the only way to help that is to learn more about your inner self i.e the thoughts in ya head. Talk to yourself as if you're talking to someone you really care about and keep doing it because its a way to tame your mind.
idk if thats made any sense or if its relevant but honestly you got this! I can link you some useful vids on how to control your head a bit more too if ya interested.
:)
Have things changed at all for you? If I make my body move despite how I feel, if I force myself to participate in my life and am as genuine as I can be while not revealing the deep despair inside, it helps more than falling into the abyss.
@@dk7680 thanks for the love, friend. Right now I'm okay. I'm doing much better. I'm not healed by any means but new and better struggles. At the moment life is okay. But I don't want to look the specter of contentment in the face lest it's taken from me. I hope you're doing well too.
Alright, gang, let's show the world how hard we can cry
This is a great mix of a darkly powerful song
It's not night, it's the morning. Not that it makes a difference.
This is great! Many thanks to the uploader!
Nice remix, and I love the artwork!
Do you think you could review my own remix? m.th-cam.com/video/Npfw5kSkhTc/w-d-xo.html
please make this a podcast on Spotify:-0 I would stream the shit out of this!
If you or anyone else knows how to I'd love to :)
@@asdrattyler1906 I’ll ask around!! I really would love to hear this on Spotify:-D this is so beautiful
I enjoyed very much this version. thanks!
The donnie darko quote brings so much to this video. I had a better comment but I accidentally removed it :) Perfect shit bro.
same
g-o-l-d
if you need help talk to me, please.
I don't feel like I have anyone anymore. Whenever I try to talk to my friends all I get is super dry responses. My family doesn't seem to care that I feel like shit all the time and can't do anything I love. I have ADD, the things I like to do are I possible for me to do, and I can't possibly get to sleep for the life of me. No one seems to care what I've gone through, what I've seen, what I've thought. I constantly get harassed by the people who are close to me about my insecurities just so they can get a quick laugh. I have plans for my whole life laid out, but I can't seem to get the motivation to even get out of bed and brush my teeth. Any girl I've ever been close to just used me to make themselves feel better and then ruined me. I've lost all of my friends 3 times now because a woman ruined my life. Anyone I trust always betrays me. I don't like life anymore. I sat down on a park bench, watching the rushing River. I couldn't even get peace of mind then. I really can't stand it anymore and I just wanna cut my wrists open and forget about life.
Sorry for the paragraph. No one else will listen.
I'm here, and maybe I understand I only have a handful of friends and I usually isolate myself but in that loneliness one can meditate and be more reflective than the person who is in the gears of day to day, consider it to be advantageous within what may seem like a bad season
On some occasion I thought about giving up, but I understood that I would not give my life for what I hurt and now I just go on because I will not give everything to those who just seek to fuck, but that's the way life is a thing of coping
Sorry for my bad English
juzepe
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