I had to come back and hear your message a little bit clearly. You are on point and I thank you for that clarification. Your energy and message is a blessing. ❤ Thank ma'am
I like your style of reading and I understand the cards especially the court cards how they fall beneath the emperors in the Emperor but the truth is in reality that's not how it works In reality the empress and the emperor are beneath the king and the queen I've watched a lot of programs in regards For me that doesn't really make sense when you talk about it that queens and Kings report to an emperor and an empress Essentially as far as the Tarot is concerned The way the cards were laid out and given their significance wouldn't have anything to do with how real royalty lineage operates Instead I would look at the person in the Emperor as the culmination of all the kings and all the queens because that's how it is in the tarot Rather than looking at it as they report to either one of them they are essentially the culmination of all of those energies they're like magicians They have the powers of those elements and are able to wield them and if they're upright there upright individuals if they are ill dignified they are not they're using their power for personal gain and harming their subjects I hope that makes sense and then in reference to the devil the hope card and the reversed tour of cups I just feel like in this scenario the star card is the Leo and the devil energy is what opposes it because they couldn't be more opposite as far as the energy are concerned and the reverses not accepting the emotional dissatisfaction offered and even though some people interpret the four of cups to be a divine hand meaning coming from a divine place that your refusing you turn the cups upside down out but then you bring up the 5 cups after the four of cups what was lost though there are cups a.k.a. emotions not thoughts that are still available but they are behind you so does that mean you're looking at what was lost and what was gained from that experience the more positive feelings that you had you're looking at the disappointment of possibly being rejected abandoned and focusing on why that seems to be repetitive cycling your life That's a possibility So I made a phone call this Saturday before last to a floral shop I had been out of work for five months there's five I had left a job I loved but had problems with the people I worked with There was a clash and we can look at the star and the devil is also being an energetic clash Two types of people ones that could be greedy manipulative lying deceitful bad intentions and then there's the star it is pure is vulnerable is transparent because she is wearing no clothes she is pouring the emotions pure emotions nurturing emotions into the collective it's like that "about I am not a drop of water I am the entire ocean something to that effect So the guy said he'd be in touch and contacted me a few days later after I reach back out and asked me if I wanted to come in and work with them I was thrilled I worked I had a good time worked my butt off and noticed that there were a few things that weren't quite right but I was willing to give it a chance and see if we can all be on the same page somehow or at least an agreement to disagree After the first day I inquired about the pay it wasn't something on the forefront of his mind and it really wasn't on the forefront of mine but I do have responsibilities I have to meet. So he asked me if $10 an hour was OK and I said it would be better if it was more. He said well it's your choice. That's the devil. I said I would like to stay because I knew the value and what I would be able to learn and also having that experience how that could propel me forward in the future may find a job that was suited around people who may understood me an accepted me as opposed to being in a room that was congested disorganized messy even dirty and surrounded by people who hide behind the mask of religion presenting themselves to be good individuals who accept everyone into the fold as their sister and brother but secretly or amongst each other talk badly about certain individuals that don't quite fit into their mold or the fabric this man teaches at his church and this is a lifelong business for him that he was born into because his parents owned the floral shop where he worked and I guess when they were still live running the business he got into the commercial end of it so he knows both sides of it he seems very kind very laid-back and excepting of everyone he's a Virgo so there's your earth card in the devil I have a double libre in mine and it's my ascendant and moon I am a cancer by even though I was born as a Leo I'm only 8° in and I have a north note of Aries but I have Saturn in that north note and that is also representative of the devil and those blocking energies that keep you in cycles or patterns that are unhealthy un gratifying and really hard to move forward. I also have Kyron which is the wounded healer or in TAROT would be considered the nine of ones I am exhausted and I have given it my all and I keep coming up looking like something ran me over and drug me but I'm a star I stay true to myself like the queen of swords I know my truth I'm willing to speak I'm also willing to make judgments were most libras struggle they have issues around relationships of all dynamics and also making final decisions because there is that tendency to waiver back-and-forth wanting to make the best decision for all parties involved so now I'm facing a real dilemma because this man introduced me to vendors and regular customers as being the new person having said that I had started that day or the day before having completed two days at the shop and then he said will we see you on Monday I said with bells on Sunday night I got a text message saying they're not busy Monday and that he will text me WHEN he needs me That was not the arrangement and the reason why I say that is because when we were discussing the hourly rate he said not to worry I would get plenty of hours between the two shops there's one about 20 minutes away from the shop that I was working at So I have prepared message in my notes which I intend to copy and paste at the end of today I've not heard from him Because I'm not walking away without speaking my truth or pointing out the things that happened which I feel weird deceitful manipulative intentionally misleading me if something transpired that I'm unaware of or you don't feel that I'm a good fit for whatever reason I would appreciate honesty even though it might not be what I'd like to hear it would be better to have the truth and know why it's not the right fit for them so that I can resolve my own thinking and feeling knowing that there is something better out there for me which based on the pay and already the experiences that I've had with these individuals it's clear that it is but I don't believe anyone should get a free ride and use somebody because they're short one person knowing that they probably won't have room for them in the future but letting them believe that they are now part of some thing that they're not putting their financial to rest ultimately based on the information I've already shared that would be a good enough reason to not want to go back however I do not have any other opportunities and I don't have the luxury of working when someone needs me as if my finances were already in order So come November 1 if I'm not working regularly and earning money I will not be able to afford my apartment which I would struggle to afford if I were working every single day six days a week because he's not paying so he clearly doesn't know my worth I was sent out on delivery without him adjusting anything and one of the arrangements was not going to be app by the customer until they saw the arrangement therefore instead of ordering it they said well we want you to make it and then we will approve it based on weather they liked it. I made the arrangement it was approved and then they would order 4 more (there's the four of cups) this was for the VA so it was him under $125 order in total my situation is I was in an abusive relationship with a narcissist a.k.a. the devil Back in 2014 2016 he discarded me and left me in a bad way I ended up in a woman's battered shelter for two months and there after I was living in my car for total of eight years I've only been in this apartment for five months And it's been a struggle Because I know my worth and it's very hard to work with other people who refused to honor you financially emotionally mentally and spiritually In this case they claim to be very spiritual people but they are not walking down the path they claim So now I have to go out and look for another job because I've already put many of my things on marketplace which were not selling and we're on there for about three weeks so I assume that the universe had a better plan for me I felt like that might've been it Even though it would be a struggle I would at least working at home doing things like furniture refinishing along with doing that would be able to scrape by And I know that's not honoring myself but if that's what I had to do temporarily until I could say it to another floral shop this is what I can do here's the pictures to prove it and actually get paid about $17 per hour which is floral design pretty much according to the corporate world I would struggle until I unfortunately have to sell some of the things that I worked very hard for over the course of the last 15 years and put into storage paying a lot of money just to keep. Things can live without but shouldn't have to sacrifice and for the five months that I was unemployed searching for some thing I couldn't find anything and I thought isn't that peculiar I'm such a hard-working person but that isn't my value I'm reliable and I think I'm pretty creative and I preferred to work in a creative environment as opposed to one where I'm just doing something repetitively which is gratifying or even boring Four of cups
I would imagine it's based on the readers' tuition on how to read the court cards. We don't look at the card singular. We also look at the combination and the positions they fall in, which likely tells a story. Moreover, tarot has its own history, which was initially developed in traditional courts. An emperor ruled over multiple kingdoms where a king only rules over a specific kingdom or realm. Napoleon was an emperor but King of Italy.. Franz Emperor of Austria but King of Hungary. Kingd has always been below and Emperor.. that's why there's 4 in a deck and one Emperor 😉
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I had to come back and hear your message a little bit clearly. You are on point and I thank you for that clarification. Your energy and message is a blessing. ❤ Thank ma'am
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Thank you 🙏
It is very complicated! He’s coming to get the kids but also want to keep in contact with me. I told him not come in my house but he refuses 🙄
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I like your style of reading and I understand the cards especially the court cards how they fall beneath the emperors in the Emperor but the truth is in reality that's not how it works
In reality the empress and the emperor are beneath the king and the queen
I've watched a lot of programs in regards
For me that doesn't really make sense when you talk about it that queens and Kings report to an emperor and an empress
Essentially as far as the Tarot is concerned
The way the cards were laid out and given their significance wouldn't have anything to do with how real royalty lineage operates
Instead I would look at the person in the Emperor as the culmination of all the kings and all the queens because that's how it is in the tarot
Rather than looking at it as they report to either one of them they are essentially the culmination of all of those energies they're like magicians
They have the powers of those elements and are able to wield them and if they're upright there upright individuals if they are ill dignified they are not they're using their power for personal gain and harming their subjects
I hope that makes sense
and then in reference to the devil the hope card and the reversed tour of cups I just feel like in this scenario the star card is the Leo and the devil energy is what opposes it because they couldn't be more opposite as far as the energy are concerned and the reverses not accepting the emotional dissatisfaction offered and even though some people interpret the four of cups to be a divine hand meaning coming from a divine place that your refusing you turn the cups upside down out but then you bring up the 5 cups after the four of cups
what was lost though there are cups a.k.a. emotions not thoughts that are still available but they are behind you so does that mean you're looking at what was lost and what was gained from that experience the more positive feelings that you had you're looking at the disappointment of possibly being rejected abandoned and focusing on why that seems to be repetitive cycling your life
That's a possibility
So I made a phone call this Saturday before last to a floral shop I had been out of work for five months there's five
I had left a job I loved but had problems with the people I worked with
There was a clash and we can look at the star and the devil is also being an energetic clash
Two types of people ones that could be greedy manipulative lying deceitful bad intentions and then there's the star it is pure is vulnerable is transparent because she is wearing no clothes she is pouring the emotions pure emotions nurturing emotions into the collective it's like that "about I am not a drop of water I am the entire ocean something to that effect
So the guy said he'd be in touch and contacted me a few days later after I reach back out and asked me if I wanted to come in and work with them
I was thrilled I worked I had a good time worked my butt off and noticed that there were a few things that weren't quite right
but I was willing to give it a chance and see if we can all be on the same page somehow or at least an agreement to disagree
After the first day I inquired about the pay it wasn't something on the forefront of his mind and it really wasn't on the forefront of mine but I do have responsibilities I have to meet. So he asked me if $10 an hour was OK and I said it would be better if it was more. He said well it's your choice. That's the devil. I said I would like to stay because I knew the value and what I would be able to learn and also having that experience how that could propel me forward in the future may find a job that was suited around people who may understood me an accepted me as opposed to being in a room that was congested disorganized messy even dirty and surrounded by people who hide behind the mask of religion presenting themselves to be good individuals who accept everyone into the fold as their sister and brother but secretly or amongst each other talk badly about certain individuals that don't quite fit into their mold or the fabric
this man teaches at his church and this is a lifelong business for him that he was born into because his parents owned the floral shop where he worked and I guess when they were still live running the business he got into the commercial end of it so he knows both sides of it
he seems very kind very laid-back and excepting of everyone
he's a Virgo so there's your earth card in the devil I have a double libre in mine and it's my ascendant and moon I am a cancer by even though I was born as a Leo I'm only 8° in and I have a north note of Aries but I have Saturn in that north note and that is also representative of the devil and those blocking energies that keep you in cycles or patterns that are unhealthy un gratifying and really hard to move forward. I also have Kyron which is the wounded healer or in TAROT would be considered the nine of ones I am exhausted and I have given it my all and I keep coming up looking like something ran me over and drug me but I'm a star I stay true to myself like the queen of swords I know my truth I'm willing to speak I'm also willing to make judgments were most libras struggle they have issues around relationships of all dynamics and also making final decisions because there is that tendency to waiver back-and-forth wanting to make the best decision for all parties involved
so now I'm facing a real dilemma because this man introduced me to vendors and regular customers as being the new person having said that I had started that day or the day before having completed two days at the shop and then he said will we see you on Monday
I said with bells on
Sunday night I got a text message saying they're not busy Monday and that he will text me WHEN he needs me
That was not the arrangement and the reason why I say that is because when we were discussing the hourly rate he said not to worry I would get plenty of hours between the two shops there's one about 20 minutes away from the shop that I was working at
So I have prepared message in my notes which I intend to copy and paste at the end of today I've not heard from him
Because I'm not walking away without speaking my truth or pointing out the things that happened which I feel weird deceitful manipulative intentionally misleading me
if something transpired that I'm unaware of or you don't feel that I'm a good fit for whatever reason I would appreciate honesty even though it might not be what I'd like to hear it would be better to have the truth and know why it's not the right fit for them so that I can resolve my own thinking and feeling knowing that there is something better out there for me which based on the pay and already the experiences that I've had with these individuals it's clear that it is but I don't believe anyone should get a free ride and use somebody because they're short one person knowing that they probably won't have room for them in the future but letting them believe that they are now part of some thing that they're not
putting their financial to rest
ultimately based on the information I've already shared that would be a good enough reason to not want to go back however I do not have any other opportunities and I don't have the luxury of working when someone needs me as if my finances were already in order
So come November 1 if I'm not working regularly and earning money I will not be able to afford my apartment which I would struggle to afford if I were working every single day six days a week because he's not paying so he clearly doesn't know my worth
I was sent out on delivery without him adjusting anything and one of the arrangements was not going to be app by the customer until they saw the arrangement therefore instead of ordering it they said well we want you to make it and then we will approve it based on weather they liked it. I made the arrangement it was approved and then they would order 4 more (there's the four of cups) this was for the VA so it was him under $125 order in total
my situation is I was in an abusive relationship with a narcissist a.k.a. the devil
Back in 2014 2016 he discarded me and left me in a bad way I ended up in a woman's battered shelter for two months and there after I was living in my car for total of eight years
I've only been in this apartment for five months
And it's been a struggle
Because I know my worth and it's very hard to work with other people who refused to honor you financially emotionally mentally and spiritually
In this case they claim to be very spiritual people but they are not walking down the path they claim
So now I have to go out and look for another job because I've already put many of my things on marketplace which were not selling and we're on there for about three weeks so I assume that the universe had a better plan for me I felt like that might've been it
Even though it would be a struggle I would at least working at home doing things like furniture refinishing along with doing that would be able to scrape by
And I know that's not honoring myself but if that's what I had to do temporarily until I could say it to another floral shop this is what I can do here's the pictures to prove it and actually get paid about $17 per hour which is floral design pretty much according to the corporate world I would struggle until I unfortunately have to sell some of the things that I worked very hard for over the course of the last 15 years and put into storage paying a lot of money just to keep. Things can live without but shouldn't have to sacrifice
and for the five months that I was unemployed searching for some thing I couldn't find anything and I thought isn't that peculiar
I'm such a hard-working person but that isn't my value I'm reliable and I think I'm pretty creative and I preferred to work in a creative environment as opposed to one where I'm just doing something repetitively which is gratifying or even boring
Four of cups
I would imagine it's based on the readers' tuition on how to read the court cards. We don't look at the card singular. We also look at the combination and the positions they fall in, which likely tells a story. Moreover, tarot has its own history, which was initially developed in traditional courts. An emperor ruled over multiple kingdoms where a king only rules over a specific kingdom or realm. Napoleon was an emperor but King of Italy.. Franz Emperor of Austria but King of Hungary. Kingd has always been below and Emperor.. that's why there's 4 in a deck and one Emperor 😉