This is somehow the musical equivalent to how I feel when I'm alone? I'm able to push it away when I'm around other people just so I can act normal. But when I'm alone this is exactly how I feel. It's like the musical equivalent to sitting in my room on my bed staring at my wall wishing my life was different but being too exhausted, too numb, too furious at myself to do anything about it. "Dreams fade quietly, but their absence is deafening."
If depression had a sound, this's its sound. I honestly can't listen to Summer Daze without having flashbacks of myself years ago, i fell really hard inot the depression hole, and lost all of what i could gain. Friends, career, love, and academic scores, the losses were enormous. now after becoming stronger and wiser, i still suffer from the traces and the chances i missed.. the road is much longer now, much harder and all i can do is to suck the pain up and keep going, because at last, i actually can move on.
How do you keep going? I'm currently going through this right now.. it feels like I'm sinking and i'll never find a way out. I never felt THIS bad before. I'm scared I'll never find my way..
@@dixienormous6969 there is no magical way to leave the depression and become free of its horrific pain. All i can say to you is based on my experience which i am 100% sure is completely different from yours. So what i did is irrelevant as we are experiencing depression differently. All i can say is live, please. Somedays you wouldn't be able of getting yourself up from the bed, that's fine.. other days you will feel the whole world weight is glued on your shoulder.. you can handle it.. just pass the days, day after day.. because depression is malicious, it came off as a very rational way of viewing the world, the thoughts appear in your mind as if they were real and logical conclusions. But in fact they are not thoughts, they are a disease that is consuming you and everything it creates inside of your head is an illusion disguised with a realistic perception. So here are some suggestions that might help a little. dont stay alone. if you can afford a therapy go for it. read some good self help books but don't be pressured to finish them. Start a hobby but first remove from you mind the need to master it. hang out with easy going and funny people, not necessarily friends, just people you would occasionally meet and never meet them again, like in tourism groups or volunteering campaigns.. etc. And finally give yourself time.. healing is a process not a to-do task you can accomplish during one day. I promise you, it will get better.
Me and my fiance listened to this song 2 years ago at a parking spot with sunset hitting our faces and it was such a beautiful sensation.... i remember how she looked at me after opening a box of tiny sandwiches which she has made for me and smiled and said "are you sure you're not hungry?" Time has passed..... now she's happily married to another man. I like to remember this time as one of the best in my life.
same for me man...2 years ago i met someone special lived with her and then lost it all...this song was always on my mind for few months keep your head up 👍🏻
we never knew how precious that was... and how cruel it is, never to be able to do it again... they did everything for us and we were a pain in the ass...
I remember telling 14 year old me to keep going because things would eventually get better. I turn 22 in a few months. It never did get better and it's not going to. I'm done.
@@koubrrr Dude that's really not good. Even if it's not something "you do" you should tell him you need one. Bottling up your feelings is gonna hurt you in the long run
@@tbhon ive had multiple breakdowns in front of him. ive tried to explain to him. we come from south asian conservative country. he doesnt get 'mental health'. no parent does. barely any adult sees a therapist, let alone a teenager
I bought a Remington 870 almost five years ago now in preparation to end my life to this song. Five years later, that Remington 870 is used for recreation target practice with my band of brothers, and this song is a reminder to me about how I prevail. Stay strong everyone, never give in. Be unwavering to the storm no matter how hard it gets. That curtain will close when it's time, until then focus on chasing the sunset behind it. I love you all
It'll inevitably hit you like a full-fledged freight train one day anyway so make sure that 870 of yours or any ammo is not anywhere near you when the time comes. Memento Mori.
Honestly what I tell people is this, Before suicide try drugs.....Hear me out, If you are depressed to the point of suicidal ideation what do you have to lose? You may catch an addiction but you will be happy again and at least not dead!!! I will tell you funnily enough that shooting Heroin saved my life, I wanted to die and was going to OD on Heroin and never had done it, Had a friend come and show me how to shoot it but I wanted to say goodbye to alot of people first so I just did a small shot......I immediately cried and stopped wanting to die. Life felt like it had purpose again and I did get caught in a whirlwind for awhile but I came out of it knowing drugs can make you want to live again. Although I would suggest LSD or Ketamine not what I did.....
@@koffinkat666 I've been wanting to try H for quite a while now.. I'm just scared I'll get addicted first try. I've tried other drugs like Mary Jane & disco dust etc. But never something as intense as H... I've been interested in it since around the age of 14 when I used to watch so many druggie movies at the time. But if someone were to offer me some, I probably wouldn't decline.. I don't know where to find any where I'm from though.. mostly I just do xanax now, I try not to do so much on a regular basis since the withdrawal from it is fatal but ummm yeah around where I'm from my plugs never sell H. I'd definitely have to search deeper but it's probably best if I don't. There must be another way out from this neverending dreadful despair I am feeling every single day. I don't like drugs.. I really don't. I almost OD'd on disco dust. I was so stupid. I regret that. I just don't want for drugs to be my crutch all the time for whenever something goes wrong or I'm feeling lonely and depressed. I don't want that as my crutch. I'm glad H saved you though, that's quite something to say haha that H actually saved your life, usually it's the opposite. I write too damn much lmao if you didn't read it all, I don't blame you but if you did, thanks.
@@dixienormous6969 No worries, Disco dust? Is that Cocaine or? The thing about H is it seems so much more scarier than it is as long as it is real H and not phentanyl. Of course you don't start shooting it you smoke or snort it and it is an instant warm blanket of happiness, Yah the problem is some of us may get better or some not as far as being depressed so.....Trust me I wouldn't try H unless you are literally at the end and are thinking about suicide THEN it will save you like it did me but it was hell to get off of. Funny thing is you can use H the rest of your life and not die from it ONLY by overdose.
@@koffinkat666 Yeah disco dust is cocaine haha it's my favorite name for it among all the other ways to call it. I used to do it quite a lot especially in high school just so I can be and feel more confident.. so sad looking back on it now. I don't like to tell anyone about it unless it's online here and nobody I know will find this comment which I really hope they don't lol but yeah that stuff didn't help at all in the long run. I bet it caused some brain damaged for sure, not only brain but other organs. I just wanted to love myself and I always choose the wrong ways to try and feel good and be okay. I still don't love myself at all but I'm trying to work on it.. currently seeing a therapist. And yeah H seems so intimidating.. the thought of injecting it seems so much more terrifying than snorting and smoking it. The movie Requiem for a dream kinda scarred me so maybe that's a good thing but I still feel like I'd try it if someone were to offer me it, just so I can feel this "warmest blanket feeling" and "feeling so unbelievably loved" feeling people say you feel when you're high on it and if that's true, if that's how it actually feels, well then, I'd for sure get addicted because that's exactly how I want to feel now and how I've always wanted to feel ever since I was a wee lass. How bad were the withdrawals from H? Were they as bad as they movies portrayed them? How long did it take you to finally overcome the addiction? I honestly don't think that an addiction that intense will ever leave you, I feel like in some way you'll always crave it, just not as much but it'll always be there in the back of your mind. At least that's how my addictions are.
Tha3rdworldghost the fact that I didn’t know what this phobia is until I googled it, only to realize I may have this condition really ducked with my head
I know it's selfish but i wish this song will stay a hidden gem and won't be overused. Heard first on SoundCloud drowning my sorrows with weed on the beach. It was a very "in-tune with self" moment for me. Still fighting the same struggles, still hurdling my tiny fucking ship over those troubled water of life. Like all, sometimes wishing i had given in and finished it all and then reminded by myself that i'm even too weak or coward to do that, and swayed by the beauty of those sad sounds... Reminded there are still dreams to live for. Rest here by me, fellow human being whom life beat down a little too harshly. I'm here with you.
I have control over my stupid little life yet I want to end it. It wouldn’t be national news, no one but my community would even care. It’s so insignificant and fragile.
Talk to friends, family, those you trust. Things are rough now but it will get better. There will always be someone to offer a shoulder for you to rest your head on.
Hey, I don't know what you've been going through- life is tough at this age for sure, but I heard your cover of Pachelbel's Canon in D, and it was seriously good. If all else fails, you have serious talent, and I hope you continue to put out more music. You're still young, there's sooooooo much time to turn the boat around- i'm stilllll working towards my goals right now and i'll be turning 25 this year
Lyrics Made sure I won't know. Know the lie you were told, that you know. All the time I was not sure, All you've seek it was love Summer daze on the seven of March, Then I'd think, you waited long Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello And if were lullaby let your life dive on And if were lost of life know way all we go Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime No, I know it will pass for shine like a gold Let I throw your love, Let you hide down here And nothing here to know, I throw my heart down here
@@ISawTheSun_ Gotcha, I gathered as much watching other lyric videos and many of them have conflicting words, We all hear what our inner voice thinks is right when we don't know the true lyrics which is beautiful in a way, That is why I like Early Grimes Records because she said she will never give out lyrics because she loves hearing what other's minds eye captures from the audio. TY Be well.
@Endi The only thing that I am tired of is romanticizing shit like mental illnesses and the aesthetics of "doomerism", which is just shallow cynicism. Also, most of these people stem from incel communities and just piss me off. I assume there are some people here who actually talk about their feelings, but most of the comments are just platitutes.
idk if anybody’s even reading this, but I’m tired. I want to give up. The closest person I’d call a friend doesn’t even seem like they give a shit about me anymore. It’s just me anxious and pretending that they do care when at the end of the day I’m irrelevant to them. I’m irrelevant to everybody, nobody seems to want to care or tries to, my days just seem so mind numbingly sad, some days I think, why am I even here? For that person that ‘cares? What’s wrong with me, I’ve gone past rock bottom, I fucking hate this, I hate my life. I’ve been depressed for a year and a half, and nothing’s gotten better, being on medication hasn’t done anything. I wish I was valued, I wish I was important, I wish I had meaning.
I feel you man. I'm so worthless and pathetic why do i even exist? Just to fail again and again at everything disappoint everyone including myself? What is the point of such a useless pathetic life.... I'm still alive just because i don't want to hurt those that are still close to me, i want to believe it will get better and that i will do something with my life....
You ok? I know it probably doesn’t seem like it but people _do_ care about you. What about your family? What about everyone you’ve ever met? Please consider seeing a therapist.
Hey. I value you. I don't know who you are but to put what you're really feeling deep down inside onto the public is a very brazen thing to do so I admire you for being so open. I really hope you're still here and haven't given up. Don't you feel like you deserve to give yourself a chance? Imagine all of the things you can do.. you don't even know what great things you're capable of. I know all of this might sound cliché but it's very true. I think you owe it to yourself to try and try again. It feels like I'm writing this to myself as I'm also going through the shittiest darkest time in my life right now. I've just about given up on myself.. so maybe I am a hypocrite typing this all out when I can't even do any of this but I at least want you to get better or try to. I think a beautiful person like yourself deserves to be happy so please, do not give up on yourself because I think your future self would be pretty happy that you kept going. Don't you think?
i’m spending the ‘best times of my life’ in doors because i don’t know anyone near me. my friends don’t talk to me much anymore and my online friends are 6 hours behind me so we can rarely ever hang out. life is nothing but pain now. it has been for years. now that i have all this time alone i finally realise that. if god exsists he has a cruel sense of humour. if he exsists i’d like to ask him why he made me. i used to be christian as a kid, i stoped going to church when i started getting bullied. i remember staying up late at night praying to god that i wouldn’t have to go to school the next day. once i prayed i wouldn’t wake up. time goes by and the more i think about life the less i want to take part in it. the more time passes the more i realise i am not going to be remembered in 50, 60 years. that scares me more than death. when the body dies the soul lives on in other people. when the soul finally dies, there is nothing.
❤ I couldn't relate much better.. Stay strong brother. I still live.. after some suicide attempts, but I've never made it. Life is as meaningless as the death so decide what is the best for you. Summer daze will keep in my heart until that one day when I am no longer here..
Honestly it doesn't matter to me who remembers me Or who doesn't. Nothingness doesn't scare me anynmore. . .. At this point I only wish for my pain to end. .
"There are two types of people. The ones who spend their lives trying to build their future. And the other ones who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past."
Made sure I won't know. Know the lie you'd told, that you know. All the time I was not sure, All that you've seek it was love Summer daze on the seven of March, Then I'd think, you waited too long Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello And if were lullaby let your life dive on And if were lost of life know way all we go Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime No, i know it will pass for shine like a gold Let i throw your love, Let you hide down here And nothing here to know, I throw my heart down here
Wonderful.. I'm still doing it.. since nearly 20 years.. This song took me through some tough times, I can't believe I am so old now... Sometimes I thought about suicide but then I thought about how meaningless life is and that it doesn't matter. So I just lived and lived.. going with Slowdive I wish you the best, man. Your comment made me really feel about life and how time passed
If you need marriage and popping kids out to be happy, it'll never work. You need to find your own meaning that isn't burdening children by creating them so you yourself will finally hope to be satisfied
I dont feel sad listening to this, so i have a hard time relating to people in the comments. this song is just beautiful for me, like a fading, distant memory
Made sure I won't know. Know the lie you were told, that you know. All the time I was not sure, All you've seek it was love Summer daze on the seven of March, Then I'd think, you waited long Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello And if were lullaby let your life dive on And if were lost of life know way all we go Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime No, I know it will pass for shine like a gold Let I throw your love, Let you hide down here And nothing here to know, I throw my heart down here
hayatimda hicbir seyin degismedigi her seyin ayni kaldigi sacma bir donemde boyle bir grubu, boyle bir sarkiyi buldugum icin asiri sansli hissediyorum kendimi.
I feel like I've never listened like Slowdive before. Like another kind of music. Another world. A world far from you. But it goes deep into you and touches you. I've never felt this way with any song before. Thanks for the coincidence that made this song exist in this world.
Bu mahnılara rəylər yazırdım ki,nə vaxtsa girib oxusun deyə.Ama orda səhv eləmişdim ki,o bu cür mahnılara ancaq mən olanda qulaq asırdı.Hətta heç indi özüm də qulaq asmıram.
Bana'da aynı şeyi hatıratıyor. Ben böyle sık şarkılar dinleyemiyorum. Ne zaman Bu tarz Şarkılar açsam (örn : cigarattes After Sex vs benz) Kalbim sıkışıyor Sanki birşey saplanıyor. Dinlemeyi çok istiyorum fakat Dinleyemiyorum .
He isn't even speaking english he just talkin in reverb
Underrated
sounds good tho..
ghowz calm yourself we’re all here to chill lol
@@hmmm413 relax dude..
@@hmmm413 there is always one angry person in the comments of a slowdive song
This is somehow the musical equivalent to how I feel when I'm alone? I'm able to push it away when I'm around other people just so I can act normal. But when I'm alone this is exactly how I feel.
It's like the musical equivalent to sitting in my room on my bed staring at my wall wishing my life was different but being too exhausted, too numb, too furious at myself to do anything about it.
"Dreams fade quietly, but their absence is deafening."
said goodbye to my grandma today
no one ever told me it would hurt this much...
Attention seeker
This is the song you'll play when you are alone at a swimming pool at night just watching the water ripple.
Geç.
Seni her zaman rehber şarkılarının altında görüyorum, selam olsun!
@@user-wh1wx1fs5h Selamlar efendim.
its the tired that sleep wont fix
JD L It's the kind of tired that nothing could ever fix...
I felt that
Well stated, my friend.
@@onur7194 death will
I like black women, they are so hot
I discovered this song at a very strange time in my life. It hits hard.
It is, indeed
Same, i still get tears in my eyes.
Me too
Mr. Robot vibes
Yes same, really strange...
If depression had a sound, this's its sound. I honestly can't listen to Summer Daze without having flashbacks of myself years ago, i fell really hard inot the depression hole, and lost all of what i could gain. Friends, career, love, and academic scores, the losses were enormous. now after becoming stronger and wiser, i still suffer from the traces and the chances i missed.. the road is much longer now, much harder and all i can do is to suck the pain up and keep going, because at last, i actually can move on.
You deserve a hug! Here's a virtual one ლ(ᴗᴥᴗლ) Everything will be fine, don't worry :)
You worded it perfectly my friend......
How do you keep going? I'm currently going through this right now.. it feels like I'm sinking and i'll never find a way out. I never felt THIS bad before. I'm scared I'll never find my way..
@@dixienormous6969 there is no magical way to leave the depression and become free of its horrific pain. All i can say to you is based on my experience which i am 100% sure is completely different from yours. So what i did is irrelevant as we are experiencing depression differently. All i can say is live, please. Somedays you wouldn't be able of getting yourself up from the bed, that's fine.. other days you will feel the whole world weight is glued on your shoulder.. you can handle it.. just pass the days, day after day.. because depression is malicious, it came off as a very rational way of viewing the world, the thoughts appear in your mind as if they were real and logical conclusions. But in fact they are not thoughts, they are a disease that is consuming you and everything it creates inside of your head is an illusion disguised with a realistic perception. So here are some suggestions that might help a little. dont stay alone. if you can afford a therapy go for it. read some good self help books but don't be pressured to finish them. Start a hobby but first remove from you mind the need to master it. hang out with easy going and funny people, not necessarily friends, just people you would occasionally meet and never meet them again, like in tourism groups or volunteering campaigns.. etc. And finally give yourself time.. healing is a process not a to-do task you can accomplish during one day. I promise you, it will get better.
stay strong love
I can’t imagine what goes through ones brain when writing phenomenal songs like these
Melancholia.. Nostalgia.. Some piece of everything, but I am also still wondering
drogas, Alison y cabaña en medio del bosque.
sadness
I think the average person, doesnt know. I think the person who knows, wouldnt want to.
@@koekiejam18 hell
If you found yourself here... I am sorry.
Thanks friend
*why apologize like you're the one behind it all?*
It's okay, i got used to it
I think this song "sadderdaze"
thankyou.
This is where the funny one in the group likes to hang out
I can confirm that.
Yeah
Dude that's true!!!
I know none of you yet I wish the best for you all.
I'm officially the 69 like of ur comment
Me and my fiance listened to this song 2 years ago at a parking spot with sunset hitting our faces and it was such a beautiful sensation.... i remember how she looked at me after opening a box of tiny sandwiches which she has made for me and smiled and said "are you sure you're not hungry?"
Time has passed..... now she's happily married to another man. I like to remember this time as one of the best in my life.
same for me man...2 years ago i met someone special lived with her and then lost it all...this song was always on my mind for few months keep your head up 👍🏻
Oh brother.
i felt it brother. you'll have better moments that you're going to describe as some of the best in your life, chin up.
oh man. it hits.
I felt that,brother..
I don’t want to die, I just wish I was never born
dont worry pal, i feel the same way
we didn't ask for this
Damn i feel this.... it doesn't help that i'm such a failure either....
xD
I want to die, I just don't want to do it myself
Imagine all the unreleased Slowdive songs we've not heard of yet... I feel as though these ones are only the tip of the iceberg.
This song makes me want be a child again next to my mum and dad having dinner as a family :(
same, i miss the heart-warming love of a stable family
we never knew how precious that was... and how cruel it is, never to be able to do it again... they did everything for us and we were a pain in the ass...
I love you all keep going ♥️🕊️
Ouch I felt that.
Lyrics:
***depression sounds***
Bruh I thought you were actually gonna write the lyrics 😂
You can’t hear what he’s saying, but you can still hear the grief in his voice.
All I hear is reverb
Anthony Johnstone, That’s shoegaze for ya’! 😂
Me
No se lo que dice, hablo español, pero ne siento tremendamente identificado
This music doesn't make me depressed. It comforts me. I don't know why.
Anyone else feel the same?
me too, pure existentialism....amazing song
@@gabrielv7048 yes
It gives me company in my pain, it provides understanding of how I feel
Right? It's that bittersweet comfort of nostalgia. Loss but also sense of content.
It makes me super suicidal
I remember telling 14 year old me to keep going because things would eventually get better. I turn 22 in a few months. It never did get better and it's not going to. I'm done.
I feel that so much.
I’m sorry man :( I don’t know what to say
I'm sorry too, it is hopeless for a lot of us
"It's like a birth, but it is in reverse. Never gets better, always gets worse."
Keep going
I am happy that there is no memory linked to this song, only something dreamy maybe.
@flor de loto haha yes, I am still alive
Great to hear that people, who used to hear this 5-6 years ago, are still here
@@Cnia9 I hope you have a great life now and stay strong.
so many missed opportunities
üzülüyorum.
my dad walked in on me listening to this in my room and asked me if i was okay. this song single-handedly made my dad aware of my wrecked mental state
Did he send you to the shrink?
@@buckplug2423 no haha lmao we dont do shrinks in here. u shut ur feelings up and move on
@@koubrrr Dude that's really not good. Even if it's not something "you do" you should tell him you need one. Bottling up your feelings is gonna hurt you in the long run
@@tbhon ive had multiple breakdowns in front of him. ive tried to explain to him. we come from south asian conservative country. he doesnt get 'mental health'. no parent does. barely any adult sees a therapist, let alone a teenager
relatable*
Slowdive's best songs are the depressing ones.
uwu
@@chune4383 real
Also real
Lo-fi quality is the integral part of this song. Like a memory from the youth faded by the sun of dozen summers.
I can't remember my past my memories are really fading away fast even im 16 i can barely remember my 14s
You described it perfectly. You made this song even more amazing for me.
@@ݪ̧̣ف It doesn't get easier -- me, a 26yr old with zero recollection of the past decade and what I did with it.
great comparison, indeed :)
This is far from that garbage genre, this feels like some fucking song made from the graveyard
I bought a Remington 870 almost five years ago now in preparation to end my life to this song. Five years later, that Remington 870 is used for recreation target practice with my band of brothers, and this song is a reminder to me about how I prevail. Stay strong everyone, never give in. Be unwavering to the storm no matter how hard it gets. That curtain will close when it's time, until then focus on chasing the sunset behind it. I love you all
It'll inevitably hit you like a full-fledged freight train one day anyway so make sure that 870 of yours or any ammo is not anywhere near you when the time comes. Memento Mori.
i love you
i don’t even know what i’m supposed to feel anymore.
me too kardeşim me too
Zaten o yuzden bu sarkilarda buluyoruz kendimizi
dayanın.
Me too abi, me too
:')
I'm just too sad to play, to study, to love, to enjoy. To live.
Feeling this so much lately. When will this feeling go away?
Honestly what I tell people is this, Before suicide try drugs.....Hear me out, If you are depressed to the point of suicidal ideation what do you have to lose? You may catch an addiction but you will be happy again and at least not dead!!! I will tell you funnily enough that shooting Heroin saved my life, I wanted to die and was going to OD on Heroin and never had done it, Had a friend come and show me how to shoot it but I wanted to say goodbye to alot of people first so I just did a small shot......I immediately cried and stopped wanting to die. Life felt like it had purpose again and I did get caught in a whirlwind for awhile but I came out of it knowing drugs can make you want to live again. Although I would suggest LSD or Ketamine not what I did.....
@@koffinkat666 I've been wanting to try H for quite a while now.. I'm just scared I'll get addicted first try. I've tried other drugs like Mary Jane & disco dust etc. But never something as intense as H... I've been interested in it since around the age of 14 when I used to watch so many druggie movies at the time. But if someone were to offer me some, I probably wouldn't decline.. I don't know where to find any where I'm from though.. mostly I just do xanax now, I try not to do so much on a regular basis since the withdrawal from it is fatal but ummm yeah around where I'm from my plugs never sell H. I'd definitely have to search deeper but it's probably best if I don't. There must be another way out from this neverending dreadful despair I am feeling every single day. I don't like drugs.. I really don't. I almost OD'd on disco dust. I was so stupid. I regret that. I just don't want for drugs to be my crutch all the time for whenever something goes wrong or I'm feeling lonely and depressed. I don't want that as my crutch. I'm glad H saved you though, that's quite something to say haha that H actually saved your life, usually it's the opposite. I write too damn much lmao if you didn't read it all, I don't blame you but if you did, thanks.
@@dixienormous6969 No worries, Disco dust? Is that Cocaine or? The thing about H is it seems so much more scarier than it is as long as it is real H and not phentanyl. Of course you don't start shooting it you smoke or snort it and it is an instant warm blanket of happiness, Yah the problem is some of us may get better or some not as far as being depressed so.....Trust me I wouldn't try H unless you are literally at the end and are thinking about suicide THEN it will save you like it did me but it was hell to get off of. Funny thing is you can use H the rest of your life and not die from it ONLY by overdose.
@@koffinkat666 Yeah disco dust is cocaine haha it's my favorite name for it among all the other ways to call it. I used to do it quite a lot especially in high school just so I can be and feel more confident.. so sad looking back on it now. I don't like to tell anyone about it unless it's online here and nobody I know will find this comment which I really hope they don't lol but yeah that stuff didn't help at all in the long run. I bet it caused some brain damaged for sure, not only brain but other organs. I just wanted to love myself and I always choose the wrong ways to try and feel good and be okay. I still don't love myself at all but I'm trying to work on it.. currently seeing a therapist. And yeah H seems so intimidating.. the thought of injecting it seems so much more terrifying than snorting and smoking it. The movie Requiem for a dream kinda scarred me so maybe that's a good thing but I still feel like I'd try it if someone were to offer me it, just so I can feel this "warmest blanket feeling" and "feeling so unbelievably loved" feeling people say you feel when you're high on it and if that's true, if that's how it actually feels, well then, I'd for sure get addicted because that's exactly how I want to feel now and how I've always wanted to feel ever since I was a wee lass. How bad were the withdrawals from H? Were they as bad as they movies portrayed them? How long did it take you to finally overcome the addiction? I honestly don't think that an addiction that intense will ever leave you, I feel like in some way you'll always crave it, just not as much but it'll always be there in the back of your mind. At least that's how my addictions are.
God, I’m so scared to be happy
Cherophobia
Tha3rdworldghost the fact that I didn’t know what this phobia is until I googled it, only to realize I may have this condition really ducked with my head
I want to cry, but I think my tears tired out
+luisaceitunofilm mine too
+luisaceitunofilm thats slowdive for you
Whats left aside from a shallow and empty shell of a human...
I tried crying a couple of days ago but just couldn't
Cringe
Why Spotify? Why? 😔
Any doomers?
Alaybozan the perfect song for /nightwalk
yes, I'm still here. unfortunately
here too
Oh Fack off
fam
is this is how suicide sound like
+Maciek Staniszewski
try it and see for yourself ;)
YourLifeMustRock your rly shouldn’t say that stuff
All I can tell it comes quite, as a shadow following you, until you find the strength inside.
@@ayeyobro3748 Why not, though?
Chey Modrell you have just been le epic prank
I know it's selfish but i wish this song will stay a hidden gem and won't be overused.
Heard first on SoundCloud drowning my sorrows with weed on the beach. It was a very "in-tune with self" moment for me. Still fighting the same struggles, still hurdling my tiny fucking ship over those troubled water of life.
Like all, sometimes wishing i had given in and finished it all and then reminded by myself that i'm even too weak or coward to do that, and swayed by the beauty of those sad sounds... Reminded there are still dreams to live for.
Rest here by me, fellow human being whom life beat down a little too harshly. I'm here with you.
I like your attitude man.
I have control over my stupid little life yet I want to end it. It wouldn’t be national news, no one but my community would even care. It’s so insignificant and fragile.
One day it will end...
I just want to sleep forever
GexxOn I know it will end sooner or later. But deep inside I hope that maybe it won’t be the end of my life
Few hundred milligrams of melatonin should give you a nice, long, sleep
Don't give up! Life is always beautiful, you got your chance to make something extraordinary, don't waste your time here on earth!:) )
Talk to friends, family, those you trust. Things are rough now but it will get better. There will always be someone to offer a shoulder for you to rest your head on.
Me: Having a wonderful day
TH-cam: *I'm about to ruin this man's whole career*
Spot on
I'd drown myself to this song
Welp. Okay then.
@@hankhill5622 yep
*bUt mOmMa WouLd bE sAd*
Your pet would be confused cause they can never find you.
if i already did this?
Discovered this gem one day before May 7th 2019. Turning 23 on May 14th. Wasted the last two years and a brilliant future because of depression
Hey, I don't know what you've been going through- life is tough at this age for sure, but I heard your cover of Pachelbel's Canon in D, and it was seriously good. If all else fails, you have serious talent, and I hope you continue to put out more music. You're still young, there's sooooooo much time to turn the boat around- i'm stilllll working towards my goals right now and i'll be turning 25 this year
Turning 25 this year wasted 7 years on vidya still no sign of hope
26 going 27 still holding on for hope
@Games 2340 th-cam.com/video/TzoB1HaSV8o/w-d-xo.html
@Games 2340 th-cam.com/video/uLOB6hj3M_Q/w-d-xo.html
Such a beautiful song. It reminds me of The Beatles if they've forgotten to take a few doses of Prozac.
I am such an idiot, I almost thought that was a song by the beatles
wouldn't they have had to have been prescribed Prozac to miss a dose?
Lyrics
Made sure I won't know.
Know the lie you were told, that you know.
All the time I was not sure,
All you've seek it was love
Summer daze on the seven of March,
Then I'd think, you waited long
Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello
And if were lullaby let your life dive on
And if were lost of life know way all we go
Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love
A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that
Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime
No, I know it will pass for shine like a gold
Let I throw your love,
Let you hide down here
And nothing here to know,
I throw my heart down here
These are the Lyrics you hear but are they the actual lyrics? Because I read along and a TON of parts the words did not match.
@@koffinkat666no, It's not the official lyrics. It's as close as we get to the real lyrics though
@@ISawTheSun_ Gotcha, I gathered as much watching other lyric videos and many of them have conflicting words, We all hear what our inner voice thinks is right when we don't know the true lyrics which is beautiful in a way, That is why I like Early Grimes Records because she said she will never give out lyrics because she loves hearing what other's minds eye captures from the audio.
TY Be well.
@@koffinkat666 True! Well written. Have a good day!
@@koffinkat666most of the lyrics for sure is what he's actually saying so what's the point in whining?
This is what sigarettes after sex wants to be
Bizim hayalleri siyah poşete koyun kimse görmesin şarkısı bu
Could someone give me some more songs similar to this one? This is haunting and breathtaking.
Checkout Sleep - Slowdive
Vapour Night-Night flower
Low -Lullaby
The Cure -The last day of Summer
The Cure -The same deep water ...
sleep party people - notes to you
sleep party people- i'm not human at all
Fog Lake - novocaine
I would say The Verve- the drugs don't work
I wonder how many of these comments here are from people who are no longer in this earth, souls tormented by their own minds...
I mean brother/ sister/ friend / girlfriend / boyfriend yes
The tape hiss and everything just makes this more beautiful and shoegazey
I love anything that haunts me...and never leaves, just like this song..
know the lie you were told, that you know.
Christian Death-Romeos Distress
God tier doomer song
Black pilled and based
The pinnacle of doomer music
I'm so tired - Fugazi
Sleep - Slowdive
Summer Daze - Slowdive
Basically anything by Elliott Smith.
@Endi The only thing that I am tired of is romanticizing shit like mental illnesses and the aesthetics of "doomerism", which is just shallow cynicism.
Also, most of these people stem from incel communities and just piss me off.
I assume there are some people here who actually talk about their feelings, but most of the comments are just platitutes.
@@willbaska Good recommendations.
If this is supposed to be the best time of my life I'd hate to see the worst
Bice bolje.
I am really loving this picture the more I look at it....
Oh, and the song is otherwordly....demo shoegaze is best shoegaze
This is what happens when rachel goswell breaks up with u
Real
Doomer anthem
gooner anthem, I'm on 3 hours of edging just crying to this atm
Real
More real
This is my song.
That's my religion.
That's my life.
I want you guys.
Really.
SO glad I clicked it. Holy shit
@@a.hellion4806 come back, relive it
idk if anybody’s even reading this, but I’m tired. I want to give up. The closest person I’d call a friend doesn’t even seem like they give a shit about me anymore. It’s just me anxious and pretending that they do care when at the end of the day I’m irrelevant to them. I’m irrelevant to everybody, nobody seems to want to care or tries to, my days just seem so mind numbingly sad, some days I think, why am I even here? For that person that ‘cares? What’s wrong with me, I’ve gone past rock bottom, I fucking hate this, I hate my life. I’ve been depressed for a year and a half, and nothing’s gotten better, being on medication hasn’t done anything. I wish I was valued, I wish I was important, I wish I had meaning.
I feel the same bro, maybe we could be friends
I feel you man. I'm so worthless and pathetic why do i even exist? Just to fail again and again at everything disappoint everyone including myself?
What is the point of such a useless pathetic life....
I'm still alive just because i don't want to hurt those that are still close to me, i want to believe it will get better and that i will do something with my life....
You always have people you can talk to
You ok? I know it probably doesn’t seem like it but people _do_ care about you. What about your family? What about everyone you’ve ever met? Please consider seeing a therapist.
Hey. I value you. I don't know who you are but to put what you're really feeling deep down inside onto the public is a very brazen thing to do so I admire you for being so open. I really hope you're still here and haven't given up. Don't you feel like you deserve to give yourself a chance? Imagine all of the things you can do.. you don't even know what great things you're capable of. I know all of this might sound cliché but it's very true. I think you owe it to yourself to try and try again. It feels like I'm writing this to myself as I'm also going through the shittiest darkest time in my life right now. I've just about given up on myself.. so maybe I am a hypocrite typing this all out when I can't even do any of this but I at least want you to get better or try to. I think a beautiful person like yourself deserves to be happy so please, do not give up on yourself because I think your future self would be pretty happy that you kept going. Don't you think?
just extremely silently beautiful. A slow dive to the deepest ocean ever discovered.
I see what you did.
i turn 19 today and this is the first song im listening to. is it normal to not feel
anything at all
Don’t worry I’m 38 now and been listening to slowdive since I was 19. Things will be just fine.
Seni bekliyor olacağım...
a shame this isnt on spotify. such a good song
you dont know how to download videos from youtube?
@@memberofchat2825 can you include that in a spotify playlist you're making for someone else? I don't think so
bu yorumu görmeyeceğinden eminim yinede yazmak istedim 23 gün sonra doğum günüm umarım eski dostunu hatırlarsın
sila gelsin nolur artik beraber dinleyelim ona sarilip yaslanip bunu dinlemek istiyorum beraber ya
03:51 AM
Insane, it is exactly 3:51 here.... Wish you well, this song is haunting
06:44 AM. Pulled an all-nighter
02:45 AM
5:00 AM
1:10 hope you’re all existing well
i’m spending the ‘best times of my life’ in doors because i don’t know anyone near me.
my friends don’t talk to me much anymore and my online friends are 6 hours behind me so we can rarely ever hang out.
life is nothing but pain now.
it has been for years.
now that i have all this time alone i finally realise that.
if god exsists he has a cruel sense of humour.
if he exsists i’d like to ask him why he made me.
i used to be christian as a kid, i stoped going to church when i started getting bullied.
i remember staying up late at night praying to god that i wouldn’t have to go to school the next day.
once i prayed i wouldn’t wake up.
time goes by and the more i think about life the less i want to take part in it.
the more time passes the more i realise i am not going to be remembered in 50, 60 years.
that scares me more than death.
when the body dies the soul lives on in other people.
when the soul finally dies, there is nothing.
❤
I couldn't relate much better..
Stay strong brother. I still live.. after some suicide attempts, but I've never made it. Life is as meaningless as the death so decide what is the best for you.
Summer daze will keep in my heart until that one day when I am no longer here..
Honestly it doesn't matter to me who remembers me Or who doesn't. Nothingness doesn't scare me anynmore. . .. At this point I only wish for my pain to end. .
"There are two types of people. The ones who spend their lives trying to build their future. And the other ones who spend their lives trying to rebuild the past."
Yeah im the first one but future can't be build when no one gives you hope
That game is full of great quotes
whoever you are in the comment section, I fucking love you, honestly.
i love you too, brother
Thanks, I know it's been a while since you wrote this. But in times like these I just need a hug. Or a comment like yours.
ay mate i'll think about you when i blast this banger while looking to the nightsky, i love you too
I'm back boys and girls, still love y'all. I wish y'all the best.
Made sure I won't know.
Know the lie you'd told, that you know.
All the time I was not sure,
All that you've seek it was love
Summer daze on the seven of March,
Then I'd think, you waited too long
Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello
And if were lullaby let your life dive on
And if were lost of life know way all we go
Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love
A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that
Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime
No, i know it will pass for shine like a gold
Let i throw your love,
Let you hide down here
And nothing here to know,
I throw my heart down here
he is translating the language of gods
Thanks, Halpert
Not the real lyrics. They are writted as if made by a translation from google lmao. Slowdive are english speakers
So no one gon talk about his name?
@@penguinan2456 say my name
I used to look at the sky tonight listening to this masterpiece at 2018. Good times...
Wonderful.. I'm still doing it.. since nearly 20 years.. This song took me through some tough times, I can't believe I am so old now...
Sometimes I thought about suicide but then I thought about how meaningless life is and that it doesn't matter. So I just lived and lived.. going with Slowdive
I wish you the best, man. Your comment made me really feel about life and how time passed
Will I ever find a woman who says she loves me? Will I ever have children? Will I ever have a family of my own?
The only way to know is to what and find out my dude
No
@Siya Meaningless bluepill advice
@Siya As Dio would say
It's useless
If you need marriage and popping kids out to be happy, it'll never work. You need to find your own meaning that isn't burdening children by creating them so you yourself will finally hope to be satisfied
I am still here fighting for you.🖤
I dont feel sad listening to this, so i have a hard time relating to people in the comments. this song is just beautiful for me, like a fading, distant memory
that's it!
same! It sounds like home. A walk outside, it's a cold day, 4pm sun, you can see ice in the grass. Some cars pass by, a slight breeze blows.
That’s what makes me so sad. I’ll never be able to go back.
I am in awe of your profile picture. In absolute awe.. 😭
I'm on acid rn, this is a different realm. The spirals are crazy. Everything is in peace.
❤
The song of depression.
Made sure I won't know.
Know the lie you were told, that you know.
All the time I was not sure,
All you've seek it was love
Summer daze on the seven of March,
Then I'd think, you waited long
Its sure love, weren't beautiful like when I said hello
And if were lullaby let your life dive on
And if were lost of life know way all we go
Its in more delight all they seek is fall in this love
A some of day that will get you gather an although glass of that
Summer daze under open light and I hoped it will dime
No, I know it will pass for shine like a gold
Let I throw your love,
Let you hide down here
And nothing here to know,
I throw my heart down here
once a doomer always a doomer
İyi dedin
@@ndng-ataturk3531 teşekkürler atam
I blame Oasis. they took Alan Mcgee's focus off slowdive.
The verve
I cannot fix what I’ve done. It’s hopeless.
i hope your doing fine.
looks like you fixed whatever it was. good for you brother
I have, in fact, fixed what I did.@@lexx06
hidden gem
"Now I know that you have truly forgiven me," Cain said, "because forgetting is forgiving. I, too, will try to forget."
Was it you that killed me, or did I kill you?" Abel answered. "I don't remember anymore; here we are, together, like before."
Here because I was having a 5 hour conversation with a guy I liked but my social awkwardness ruined it
some people can't get even minutes into conversations or avoid them completely and become shut-ins!!!
that being said I'm sorry to hear that, im being a brat tonight for lack of a better term.
just talk to strangers online its way easier because you can block them out (literally) if you mess it up
Here because I was having a 5 hour conversation with my self because my social awkwardness ruined any chance of social life
@@Journey_to_who_knows Practice makes perfect.
Undeniably the best shoegaze recording of 1939
hayatimda hicbir seyin degismedigi her seyin ayni kaldigi sacma bir donemde boyle bir grubu, boyle bir sarkiyi buldugum icin asiri sansli hissediyorum kendimi.
Quiero tatuar esta canción en mi alma
This is perfect to listen while its raining outside
It’s ranging outside and I'm listening to her now
and FOG😈
We're all gonna make it brahs, r-right?
Of course we will
Yeah, brah. We're all gonna make it
I don't think so, fren.
This is like a lullaby for adults. I like it.
I'm not depressed, I just like the song
Cool
seriously, since life is so hard, and the joy it carries will be so little, what's the point of living anyway ?
There is no point but you have people that love you so live for them. That's what i do it doesn't always work but it's all i got
@@HeyMomonia
I feel like a burden to everyone already without doing anything, It's kinda hard to convince me that there are people who love me.
@Omar I think I got tired of trying, I didn't try enough, but I just got tired and I just want to leave everything as it is.
as you live on the pain will increase
but you will feel it less
living is an art to be good at
@@HeyMomonia That is completely wrong, are we gonna really live for another people? just live for yoursef, you got nothing to loose
Can something be better at least for once please for fuck sake
sinto falta dos abraços
I feel like I've never listened like Slowdive before. Like another kind of music. Another world. A world far from you. But it goes deep into you and touches you. I've never felt this way with any song before. Thanks for the coincidence that made this song exist in this world.
i couldn’t of said it better myself. i want to connect with everyone who is able to feel this way, its truly special and rare
“Ben ölünce gökyüzüne bakın, orda olacağım...”
Seni hangi rüzgar attı buraya :(
merhaba :(
@@ibrahimd4985 nabet
@@youtubealgorithm7568 yeni yılın ilk şarkısı summer daze olduğu için mutluyum. sen nasılsın. iyi yıllar.
@@ibrahimd4985 low lullaby dene
Last time I saw you
The sun shined
Would you miss me?
You're never far, a window
...
7 years has gone ...
this song has such a special hauntingly melancholic sound to it
راح ازوع من القهر
انا هم
Com certeza a música mais miseravelmente triste que conheço e que marcou minha vida, e a morte, levando meu amado temporal...
um namorado?
I really fucking love this band
i have no idea what im doing with my life
Heqiqeten de yaz qarisiqligi...
Bu mahnılara rəylər yazırdım ki,nə vaxtsa girib oxusun deyə.Ama orda səhv eləmişdim ki,o bu cür mahnılara ancaq mən olanda qulaq asırdı.Hətta heç indi özüm də qulaq asmıram.
@Whited Out Azeri Turkish
Gerçekten ya . Size de gece 3.20 suları hafiften soğuk geçen karanlığın içinde parlayan ay ışıklı yaz gecesini hatırlatmıyor mu
Bana'da aynı şeyi hatıratıyor. Ben böyle sık şarkılar dinleyemiyorum. Ne zaman Bu tarz Şarkılar açsam (örn : cigarattes After Sex vs benz) Kalbim sıkışıyor Sanki birşey saplanıyor. Dinlemeyi çok istiyorum fakat Dinleyemiyorum .
@@qznfrmusabyov7433 Gör harda həmvətənlərimi taprame :)
Görəy hara qədər nəfəs alırıq
Those kind of songs touch your inner soul.
it sounds like despair and lonliness. watching something slip away from you.