I think it's because we as people don't know eachother at all but strangers can't judge you just yet they don't know you so when you watch a sad video they know that you are currently sad and when you watch a happy one you are currently happy they can't tell you, you are ugly beacause they can't see you that's why I watch tik tok I can't trust that they don't know beacause I have never seen their face but I tell them about life and dont expect a response or for them to read it it's kinda nice having that break
1 Million people watched a video named “don’t kill yourself” now let that sink in. You were made for a reason, I don’t know you but I love you so so so so so much.
you clicked too, i’m here for reliving where i once was, i love you too, and i hope only luck happens for the rest of your life if that makes any sense💜
Tysm!! And how are you tho? Are you okay? Do you wanna talk? :(( I'm here for you okay ♥ don't give up u know you are going through a hard time rn.. But the good days will come, sometimes you just need to stick some hope and love in it and everything will come!!
This video shows how many people are searching for another reason to fight through another day, another hour, another minute. I'm not happy seeing how many people are in the same place as me but I'm happy I'm not completely alone while searching for a last reason
Just a bad day in a sea of a bad days that stretches as far back as my entire memory. Any joy must have been my imagination. Any kindness naught but sympathy and love only a lure to keep me here for the next torture....yay tomorrow is coming.
Is it weird that hearing more “positivity” and “reasons to live” makes you wanna die more (Danggg,I didn’t know I wasn’t lonely for once,yes I’m a negative monster that doesn’t know how to comfort ppl)
it's not, it's completely valid actually! for me, i'm the same way because i think of how all this positivity is directed towards me and alike people, and all these reasons to live are directed towards me and alike people. so then i think of how i'm not taking it in and it honestly makes me feel worse because people are taking time out of their day when they didn't need to and it feels to me like they wasted their time on me because i'm not taking it in. then thinking how they wouldn't have to waste their time if i was dead. but no matter how complicated it is, it's all completely valid and i understand. 💞
Read what I sead I don't know what your going through but I know damn well that you have more reason to live then me so please live your life to the fullest I am 13 but I have seen and hard more then anyone my age would ever know so just hang in there a little longer for me please I love you and I'm sure your family loves you to so from the words of 13 year old please live your life to the fullest
I'm 12 and this hits harder than anything. People say I'm too young to be depressed or suicidal and I'm just looking for attention. I haven't cut myself in 4 months before of this video. Thank you for saving my life!
I feel the same way, My close friends always told me that they're always there for me and whenever i'm not feeling good I could talk to them. When I opened up how I was feeling lately, all of them labeled me as attention seeker and told me that I'm just making up stories. It's really hard for me to open up to people because of my trust issues and when I finally did they all just left me. I try to stay positive everyday but it's really hard.
@@zen0synee it is really hard.. You're going through something that they don't understand. Its mentally. They just dont get how bad it can be. And trust me you're valid. Not just some attention seeker.. *hug*
I’m the same age as you. My mom found out about me cutting. And the first thing she said was “stop being ungrateful” then she forced me to show my scars to relatives when I really didn’t want to. And confiscated my tool. Life kinda sucks sometimes. But there’s someone I don’t want to see cry because of my death. And I want to live for them. Even if it’s just for a few months, a few weeks, maybe even a few hours. I will go when I finally reach the cliff, and I will be able to fly. But until then, I guess I’ll keep running.
Rather than seeking attention from others Instead give Your attention to Yourself Learn patience and mindfulness & be humble and kind in heart. Happiness is a feeling that is felt along the path and way. But purpose & redemption is why we are who we are and why we are here.
it’s 3:30am i’ve been sitting here for over an hour trying to keep the will power not to give in and walk to my kitchen to get a knife. before finding this i was shaking uncontrollably and stimming like crazy just trying to keep my butt on my bed. thank you so much for this video i’ve been laying here listening to this on loop and while it made me cry so much i found the will to make it to tomorrow so i can ask for help with this because i can’t do it alone anymore. THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE TONIGHT I MIGHT NOT GET ANY SLEEP BUT THAT JUST MEANS I WONT BE SLEEPING FOR THE REST OF TIME. thank you from the bottom of my heart. Anyone who’s going through the same thing just know your aren’t alone and there’s people out there who can help you it may feel like your unfixable, not worth it, or hopeless but im here if you need to help just writing this all out helped please reach out for help if you need it. just remember i know for a fact you can make it to tomorrow I LOVE YOU YOUR PERFECT AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT PLEASE
Its not that simple. Its not just a bad day. ITS BAD EVERYDAY. The suffering and the all the pain and the lack of hope and all you can think about is theres a way to end the pain.
And there will even be more, even a thousand of dozens of bad days, but this is not about getting out of the tempest, it's about staying calm even in the raging storm, maybe not super happy, but accepting things that are out of your control, and being thankfull for what you can do or change
Lily Hussey if you want my number tell me cause some times you need to talk to someone you don’t know I need to talk I want someone to talk to please let me talk to you
I know I'm a little late to this I guess, but I get you. I have fought so hard all my life to fix the broken mess that I am. Even just now when I mustered up all my courage to ask this girl out and she said yes, all the money I spent on her to try and make her happy. She in short says I'm not enough for her, that she cheated on me countless times, acts like it is a funny joke she played on me. I refuse to give into the darkness, but God do I want to.
Wow. I'm crying but this time not from the pain of the cuts on my arms. So many people in my life are telling me things like, "Put down the knife," or "You shouldn't do that." I have never heard anything like this that actually make me want to live to see the next day. Thank you for this, you might just have saved my life.
I'm just here because i dont want to hurt my family and my Friends. Please translate: Ich komme aus Deutschland und hatte Suizidgedanken. Der einzige Geund warum ich lebe ist, dass ich nicht wollte dass meine Familie leidet. Jetzt bin ich hier und werde es nich etwas länger sein. Und darüber bin ich froh. Ich habe ein paar sehr gute neue Freunde kennengelernt die ich liebe. Und ich glaube an meine Zukunft, dass ich jemanden finde der mich wirklich bedingungslos liebt. Und ich glaube an die Zukunft von jedem einzelnen von euch. Ich schafft das. Ich werdet leben. Ihr seid wundervoll.
hey, i’m so unbelievably proud of you. so is God. i know first hand how hard it is to keep surviving when that’s the last thing you want to do. romans 8:18.
I've been really stressed in life, and I haven't cried in 5 years. But this.. This brought an ocean to my eyes A great thank you to who wrote this.. You made me believe that I can fight my way out of this mess and eventually come to my prize Thank you
Some people want to die.. Most people just want their pain to end. Stages: says we r depressed : liar Cuts our self : attention seeker Kills ourself : everyone cares Nobody believes because we are young and know we are getting blamed for something we haven’t done We don’t try for the attention it’s a scream a praise for help...
I've been called a liar, an attention seeker, been told to cut vertical if I want it over so bad, and now I suck it up and deal. Bc I'm a coward. Bc I cant do what I dream of every night. Bc I cant live out my crazy fantasies of my death. Bc I cant let my mom down. Bc I cant hurt him that way and ik he'll do the same if he hears what I did. Bc I'm less worried about me than about how itll affect them.
Every word here hit my heart like knives stabbing through my chest. The tears have not shed in months burned like fire on my cheeks. The pounding in my chest quickened like drums playing another song I wouldn't have hear again if I died. My quick, short breaths like the mice from when I was a kid, playing in my room.. and the moment of truth that I realize that suicide is not how to fight..is when I know, that you...saved a life.
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The words “I love you” hit me so hard. I broke down crying because of it. I’ve been struggling with anxiety, autism and depression ever since I was born and whenever I tell my family “I love you” they say it back but it’s like it’s an automatic response. No one has ever seriously told me “I love you” and “I’m proud of you”. You saved my life. Thank you. ❤️
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I tried explaining my Depression to my family and they got angry... Telling me I shouldn't have Depression... Now I'm scared of telling people my feelings I'm Depressed... And I hide it... But this helped so much... Thank you
"I'm fine" "I'm not hungry" " I'm okay" "I have so many friends" " I'm so happy" We use those words to lie to the people we really need a hand.. someone to love someone to help you SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU TO!
Whenever I'm on the brink, my guy bsf knows. He can tell by my words and fixes it. If I say goodbye or that imma go die in a corner he says "lemme get heroin. We die together." And I cant let him do it too, not even differently (bc I would never do hardcore drugs) bc i cant think of him dead. I'm still here bc of him and my cowardice
@@athenajohnson5819 I may not know you but I love youu and BTW you still have to run in the rain with your soulmate, learn to skate, try new dishes, improve the word, see a 360 rainbow,and see new films
@@raghadmohammed930 fair point. I've always wanted a kiss in the rain, better cooking skills, to see a 360° rainbow, see the look on a guys face before he marries the woman he loves, force a guy to watch a romcom, and ofc find someone who loves me even tho I'm constantly cold and always forget to bring a jacket😂 thanks, and plz know I'm here if you ever need someone as well.
Someone will miss you. you will miss someone, so many things. ik how bad it sucks. ik how tried we get. but keep telling yourself "one more day" until you make it and you will make it. give yourself time
Sorry for you lost but you mom miss you and you still have a mom, a mom that is watching you from heaven and she knows that you sre amazing snd i know too❤
i know it sucks rn but i was a foster kid and i felt like no one loves me no one will miss me so whats the point. i might as well die.but i didnt and i was taken home and loved. tell yourself that people love you. ill miss you. tell yourself "one more morning"
Today was incredibly hard and five seconds before this auto played I was contemplating ending it, ai I'm burst into sobs when this started. Thanks mate, you get me better than everyone else
"this is a bad day" "not a bad life" what if the people you are living with are the cause of this all... then it is a bad life …right? Edit: I'm quite happy now thank you so much for all who have helped .. I found the source of my happiness !!🥺🥺
It would be, but only for that period of your life. There are people who can help you fight for a better life. I don't know you, but I want you to know that I care about you, and I don't know if this will mean anything to you, but I want you to know that God loves you. Even if you can't feel it right now, He's there and will never leave you.
hii so my name is victoria. you don't know me i don't know you. but what I know is that you are worth fighting for. please take a moment to read what i wanna say
@anotherdimension thank you i truly appreciate you💖 .... but i im broken... i have no one with me... even my family thinks im gonna disappoint them..! i had a little hope but now its gone all of it... and i know im just a waste covering up space ... but im afraid... what will happen if i suicide ...this thought keeps me stop from doing that...
Yes my mother will miss me Yes my friends will cry but get over me Yes my crush will never know I like them Yes I'll never see my future Yes I'll never get the dream I wanted Yes I'll never get that one chance I want but have you ever thought about the maybes!? There are maybes Like maybe I'll survive! What do I do then, pretend it never happened! Be the girl that tried to kill herself because her life wasn't enough! I'll be that girl, I'll be fine being that girl! And maybe, I'll chicken out but I'll have to live the rest of my life, knowing I was too scared to even try! I'll live the rest of my fucking life knowing, thinking, wishing! And if I end it, I won't have to do one! ONE of those things..... Maybe one day, just maybe..... I'll have enough courage..... To do it.... maybe
Why maybe, why not- "I won't". My dear you are worth, you deserve a better life than this life that is causing you pain and grief. Please never get the courage to kill yourself, never think those thoughts. I'm pretty sure i don't know you and you don't know me, but i will miss you if you go and i am so so proud of you for getting this far. We are people, we are humans and we deserve a life full of love and hope and real happiness.
@@Jasmin_Marie ty, I appreciate it so much, I will say the same to you, except I don't know if you are going through this, but if you are, remember that I, someone you probably don't know, said the same thing to you!! But, that was 3 months ago, when quarantine messed me up, but I'm heaps better now!! Mainly thanks to One Direction and their amazing songs, laughter, jokes, kindness, their everything, but also people like you, so tysm!!
Well i am glad you are very much better now. My word stills stands though, if you ever have a bad day,week month or year, i here because i literally have nothing better to do. xx
You should never kill urself sweetie...ik life can be hard but you gotta know that it can get better baby. Trust in God and know that he's able . Your skins not paper don't cut it your face isn't a mask don't hide it. Your body isn't a book don't judge it. YOUR LIFE ISN'T A FILM PLEASE PLEASE DON"T END IT!!!!!!!!! Idk you but I love you.
My bestfriend just sent me this, I have been texting her for the past 3 hours just laughing and joking around. Giving her no reason to think something was wrong while I was sitting here trying to think of reasons to not give up…. She doesn’t know it but so many times she has been my reason to go another day, the amount of times she has been in my head and sent me something to give me an ounce of hope and courage to push on another day… well today she sent me this and oddly enough I needed this, at that moment. I will never be able to thank her enough but I hope some day I will be able to repay the favour she has done for me countless times….
I feel so lost, and everytime I try and dig myself out of this hole I end up making it deeper and deeper. And last night is when it really hit me to the point I couldn't handle it anymore. So many things in my life have been getting worse and worse. Everyone uses me in romantic relationships and friendships, I think so many negative thoughts. And then last night I was told that my dad was in the ICU and they don't know if they can get him stable. The last thing I did with him was argue and im so scared that I will never be able to hug him and say "You are th biggest loser I know but I love you anyway." And last night i finally broke, i didn't know what to do but I had to do something bc I know if I didn't talk to someone I was going to do something stupid so I called my bestfriend and he talked to me and we watched a horror movie and just made sure we played it at the right time. But after it was over and I convinced him I was okay and it was 3 and he eventually believed me he went to bed. And then again i was left with my thoughts, it's a brutal thing being left with your thoughts at 4 in the morning. And I recently this Christmas break got into Doctor Who which I always wanted to watch and it was on tv BBC and I became obsessed with it. So I came to the realization that I can watch Doctor Who to distract myself. Out of all the fandoms I have I have to honestly say that Doctor Who was there for me the most. And I may be a beginner in the fandom but I felt when she said "So don't kill yourself until Doctor Who is finally cancelled!" Like I said I may be late in the fandom but this fandom gives me hope and I'm going to stick to that till the day I die or I just cant live anymore.
What really helped me was I kept going not for myself, but for the people who cared about me. When my dad died, I became a broken shell, shattered and split. The only thing that kept me going was the thought that other people would feel how I was feeling if I were to be gone. It was reassuring and made me feel guilty that I would make the people who care about me go through that. Just about a year ago, I lived not for others, but for myself
If you can't heal your self heal the people around you that you love friends or family or even someone you like at school or someone you only have short talks with help them so you can help your self
I needed this so thank you. The amount of people who tell me "don't give up I'll miss you" or "don't give up I need you" is annoying. I mean, yeah people need to know that they are wanted, but don't guilt trip someone into staying around, that they matter.
It’s a bad day. Everyday feels the same. People in my life say hurtful words, it never stops. I want to leave but I can’t. I’m not gonna survive if I leave
Hey hey im here! It will get better. I thought i was never gonna get out of the dark but here i am. Im here helping people who need it and if you have insta and you wanna talk dm me at @multiericx cause im right here. I know you dont know me but im a good listener and im here when you need me. Keep your head up and dont let your crown fall mk bubs?
Things can get better. Trust me. I know it can be hard, and it can be hard to understand, but you can be happy. Truly happy. I don't know your situation, so I can't give specific advice on fixing it, but I can tell you what I know. I know that even when you think you can't get out of the darkness your mind is living in, you can. It might be hard, and it might not happen quickly, but it can still happen. It is so worth it, even if you don't really believe me. The best advice I can give is simply try to be happy and look for what can make your life happy. It might sound obvious, and you might think "don't you think I've tried?" but it is harder than it seems sometimes, and more worthwhile than almost anything. Never give up. You a a vision and a unique beam of you. The world will be a sadder place if ever completely give up on life. You are loved, even if you can't see how.
This video saved my life from suicide in 2013. I really appreciate they took the time and effort to make this video, without it- i wouldn't be here now writing this.
Sayori if you are still here, I love you and you are amazing and strong and you have survived this far, and that is incredible. You are here because you are meant to be here. You have so much to live for and so much to do and see, and even if it’s something tiny, stay alive for tomorrow to do it
Things like this, make all the negative things I’m feeling vanish. Thank you, because this has temporarily gotten rid of my suicidal thoughts, and every time I think like that I will watch it again, and again. Thank you
"I love you." damn that hit me. I struggle with crippling social anxiety which crumbles my brain, and makes me think everyone hates me. I've never told a single person on planet earth my problems. You saved me when no one else could've
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
thank you you remind me of my best friend 😢and she once to me "love and care about yourself and everying is worth fighting for ok" and i didn't even had a chance to say good bye...
For anyone who’s see this and is going through a rough time, remember there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Things will get better. You have to go through the hard parts in life to get to the good parts. Keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other. You’ll be okay, everything works out in the end.
Honestly this is the best one so far. It’s as if someone finally tells us that they understand that we know. We know that they will cry. We know that they love us. I feel a little better.
Everyone will tell you not to but sometimes you want to because you cant help it the fact things hurt so much and you can't stop the feeling of wanting everything to end
I want to give you a virtual hug "You deserve it 😊" Think about those words "you deserve it" It has been a long time since you heard that i bet. Everyone treats each other like a number They think about there feeling more than they think about yours But the real question is have you ever thought about someone elses feeling how they felt I know this does not make eny since but.....i just want to say I love you You deserve more You deserve a better life But we did not get it .........yet 😄 I know your scared of the future I am to..... But what every is coming for us They made us strong God did not put us in this world to be weak he made us strong You are strong even if you dont feel it Even if you feel worthless to everyone You are strong that your still here that you are reading this comment do you know how many people commit suicide Too many.... But you are strong you need to be given more credit for what you do I love you 💗
The fact that this is by an account named Kirishima Eijiro made my life so much damn brighter. I feel like God is giving me a signal or something. Thank you my ray of sunshine.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 believe me I wanted to die too but because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤ Come to Jesus too. He will take all the pain away❤
I was frightened of becoming more suicidal everyday . I didn’t tell anyone.But when I needed my mum the most, someone I trust. My very own role model said I was just crazy, that very night I attempted to actually take my own life. I thank the school, my friends family and my self conscious for trying to keep me alive and support me.
It's ture tho my bff did it years ago now look at me that's why I won't do it i know how it feels that's why I won't do it I don't want my mom sister brother and friends to feel like that
Brothers and sisters, we'll keep fighting and go on. You alive now is a testament for everything you've been through and I'm so proud of us for this very reason. HURRAH ! With regards and love, Benjamin
A year ago this past March, I was contemplating Suicide. I had everything set up. I still remember word for word the note I was going to leave for my family. The note that said "I'm so sorry. I can't do it anymore... It's just so hard for me to continue to do the same thing everyday, I cant.... I feel stuck in a void I can't escape. I love all of you. It's not your fault there's nothing you could've done" I sat with that note and a hand full of pills for what felt like hours. I stumbled across a piece I had written in 8th grade that said "EveryTHING will be the same but everyONE will not. So don't. Because there is so much to look forward to even if you don't think so" and it saved my life. Thank you for this. Is reinforced me to keep living. To keep finding little ways to continue to get up in the morning even when I don't want to. Thank you ❤️💕
It's so beautiful To anyone who is going thru a hard time Just hold on just hold on It's hard I know But don't let go I beg you There is so much in life but right now it's difficult to see anything beyond but I pray you do You are meant for amazing things You raised amazingly strong
2021 and I still listen to this. I forgot I even had it in my saved playlist. The same playlist that has all my depressing music. The same playlist that makes me want to cry because I've held it in for so long. The same playlist that I was going to die to. This. This saved me. And after all these years of not listening to it it found it's way back to me
I’m only 12 this makes me cry because I feel something people don’t know I feel I’m too young to feel this way hearing this make me feel loved and wanted people think I’m ok because I hide it all behind a smile thank you for this this make me feel better every I listen to this every night I plead to god to help me everyday it’s getting better but I still cry and feel pain o asked got to send me a warning or a angel and he sent me you thank you so much
Same im only 12 and just a couple weeks ago i tried to take my life and i failed at that but trust me it's not worth it. Yes everyone will cry but that is only bc they love u
im 14, i was in your situation a few years ago, its not nearly perfect but its not absolustly terrible now, find your real friends, get hobbies, live life, good luck hon, life is hard but i believe in you, and if no one has told you today i love you and you are enough
I get that, I'm 13, and it feels like I should be ok, because what? People older then me have worse struggles, but no one actually knows me, or how I'm doing, and how I cry every night. It's ok to not be ok, no matter what age you are. I self harm and use to be suicidal, I have anxiety, I get panic attacks. And no one knows. When I tell my bestfriend stuff, she just blames herself. And when I gave my trust to one of my friends they broke it. Also two days ago wasn't great, one of my best friends ran away, they found him but during that time I could only think about how he had recently had suicidal thoughts. Sorry for talking, people usually don't wanna hear what I have to say.
"one more day" that got me there was a time when I was bullied for 2 years by the same person he hurt me mentally physically and I cried myself to sleep everyday he told me to kill myself and I wanted to, i really did. but then i thought of my friends and my family. this saved my life.you guys don't kill yourself, people love you, ik it doesn't feel like it rn but as she said " its a bad day not a bad life" talk to someone, i told my best friend in the world and she helped me and even tho im still hurt i can talk abt it. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. remember that.
I don't know you, and I don't know if this will mean much to you, but I want you to know that God loves you, He's always there for you even when you can't feel it, and He will never leave you. I hope you know that there are people who care about you. Because you're YOU. And you are important.
I am 50 (childless) now and its not getting any better. I know the beauty of the world. I ve seen brilliant sunrises and sunsets. Ive hiked mountains and swam in the ocean. I have laughed, loved and cried. Had therapy, good friends, and lovers...but... My sadness never goes away. Soon I will go.
Yuri: Thank you. I finally cried after a long time, so thank you. Your such a great person! Bless you and all people who are suffering through thinking this.
One hug can save a life. Next time someone is down, your sister, dad, mother, fried, girlfriend, or anyone you know; or don't know for that matter. Give them a hug. It means more than you could imagine. I might not have that, but If I can make one person over there happy, I'm satisfied.
i have dealing with depression since i was about 10 i have thought about killing myself for a very long time but knew i could never go trough with it i found this video it did not save me but gave me a brand new perspective
Some people are bullied every day. Some people have abusive parents some people may have lost all the people that they loved. Some people have some, or all of those qualities. These things if they happen alot or even acople times... it can make you numb. It'll break you. Some people don't have any of those qualities but still are numb, confused, or even broken. Some people were born broken. It's not our decision to make you not commit suicide. But it is our decision to love you. For the people that are suicidal just remember that we all love you if any of these things happen or even worse just remember that we all love you no matter how weird no common sense or funny looking and all of the ways you are beautiful people may have it worse than you or not as bad as you but remember YOU are BEAUTIFUL! We may not say it. Or some don't think that way but alot of us do.. we love you 💔💗💖💛
Chelsie Campbell thanks ig some people do care I lost everything especially the person I loved and that was my best friend he died the day after my birthday and I have no one now
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 believe me I wanted to die too but because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤😊
I am a survivor of suicide mire thsn once in my life. And although you are a stranger to me , your words have really helped me . Thank you so much for making ne think about my life more positively. Thank you fir sharing.
This saved my friends life after I showed him this the first time he watched it everyday and now he watches it when he feels down for the calming music. Love you for that
This is how I'm learning to heal: I had to get out of a few very toxic relationships (one romantic relationship). Once I was forced out of that with no where else to go, I had to reconstruct myself. I decided after enough good days that I wanted more of that. I was tired of always feeling like darkness, so I decided I would do everything it took to keep going. There were so many days I wanted to just give in and self harm again, but I reminded myself of a quote I heard "it's a bad day, not a bad life. There are dark days and sunny days. The dark days do not mean the sunny days are gone, just waiting around the corner." I reminded myself that today will pass and tomorrow will come. My life is not perfect, I still have emotional scarring, but I have reasons to keep going now. I have friends who like me for who I am, and I have dreams for the future. I know everyone's story is different, but I hope most of you will find a way out of this. Things will get better, just maybe not in the way you expect them to.
these are very great ways to heal! I wish you luck for your future self and healing, you are a very strong person and I know you will get through this. :)
I saw this in my recommended and I wanted to watch it, because I want to break free from this place we call depression. I don't want to be the reason my friends are worried. I want to be there for them when their sad. I want to follow my dream of making other's day to help people I'm writing this comment because I need to tell myself this too. I need to give myself reasons to live and I appreciate it if you've read it. Because I want to give the person who's reading this to never take their own life, I was close but then I realised my friends were worried... Don't kill yourself
My boyfriend almost killed himself last night and sent this to me and told me that if I ever wanted to kill myself, to listen to this. I was on a call with a person and I broke down crying in the call. I almost killed myself last night because Jay [my boyfriend] almost did too.
Two years ago I have had one time when I actually did but then when I was going to take my life I watched this video and it saved me so much. But I am so happy that I didn’t because then I wouldn’t have found my fiancé and have a baby on the way so thank you for this beautiful video that changed my life
This is something I really needed. I'm really feeling like my life is turning into hell. The stress, depression are all eating me up. All I think about is dying. I sometimes blame God for not helping me. I feel helpless alone in this world. I envy people of my age enjoying their lives inspite of the same tension as me. And I'm sitting and crying in one corner. I feel that I can't fight this anymore, I feel tired. Everything goes against me. I feel bad for not making my parents proud. I feel bad for being such a coward. I don't know but I feel numb, I feel silence. I feel nothing! My mood too just swings 🥺😞 Thank you maybe this video would help me 🙂
The fact that I heard this from a stranger, not my parents.
yes, it’s sad that we have a stranger tell us this instead of someone we care about
yeah
{Slytherin Gurl} instead of the people that are supposed to be here for us when we need them the most
yeah we need people that we care for to tell us that but im still down even tho sombody said this all
Parents are overrated
Its..amazing how strangers understand us more, more than our closed ones...
True af
Yeah it's true..
10000% true
Ikr
I think it's because we as people don't know eachother at all but strangers can't judge you just yet they don't know you so when you watch a sad video they know that you are currently sad and when you watch a happy one you are currently happy they can't tell you, you are ugly beacause they can't see you that's why I watch tik tok I can't trust that they don't know beacause I have never seen their face but I tell them about life and dont expect a response or for them to read it it's kinda nice having that break
1 Million people watched a video named “don’t kill yourself” now let that sink in. You were made for a reason, I don’t know you but I love you so so so so so much.
you clicked too, i’m here for reliving where i once was, i love you too, and i hope only luck happens for the rest of your life if that makes any sense💜
@@aliciadegaetano3It makes sense. I’m glad you’re getting better I’m here I’d you ever need me, and thank you.
Tysm!! And how are you tho? Are you okay? Do you wanna talk? :(( I'm here for you okay ♥ don't give up u know you are going through a hard time rn.. But the good days will come, sometimes you just need to stick some hope and love in it and everything will come!!
Same I do not know you but I love you it’s nice to hear it from one
This video shows how many people are searching for another reason to fight through another day, another hour, another minute. I'm not happy seeing how many people are in the same place as me but I'm happy I'm not completely alone while searching for a last reason
“it’s a bad day, not a bad life” i’ll remember that for the rest of my life
I think everyone who has watched this needs to remember that
❤️🩹
@hell wolf gaming why do you think that
Just a bad day in a sea of a bad days that stretches as far back as my entire memory. Any joy must have been my imagination. Any kindness naught but sympathy and love only a lure to keep me here for the next torture....yay tomorrow is coming.
Same
You saved my life.
Karas.Daxam omg... I'm glad
Karas.Daxam We care about you!
My too
Wish i could say the same
She won't be saving mine...
Is it weird that hearing more “positivity” and “reasons to live” makes you wanna die more
(Danggg,I didn’t know I wasn’t lonely for once,yes I’m a negative monster that doesn’t know how to comfort ppl)
No i dont thing so just try Your best to Enjoy Your live is hard i know
i feel the same way
Same
it's not, it's completely valid actually! for me, i'm the same way because i think of how all this positivity is directed towards me and alike people, and all these reasons to live are directed towards me and alike people. so then i think of how i'm not taking it in and it honestly makes me feel worse because people are taking time out of their day when they didn't need to and it feels to me like they wasted their time on me because i'm not taking it in. then thinking how they wouldn't have to waste their time if i was dead. but no matter how complicated it is, it's all completely valid and i understand. 💞
Read what I sead I don't know what your going through but I know damn well that you have more reason to live then me so please live your life to the fullest I am 13 but I have seen and hard more then anyone my age would ever know so just hang in there a little longer for me please I love you and I'm sure your family loves you to so from the words of 13 year old please live your life to the fullest
I'm 12 and this hits harder than anything. People say I'm too young to be depressed or suicidal and I'm just looking for attention. I haven't cut myself in 4 months before of this video. Thank you for saving my life!
I feel the same way, My close friends always told me that they're always there for me and whenever i'm not feeling good I could talk to them. When I opened up how I was feeling lately, all of them labeled me as attention seeker and told me that I'm just making up stories. It's really hard for me to open up to people because of my trust issues and when I finally did they all just left me. I try to stay positive everyday but it's really hard.
@@zen0synee it is really hard.. You're going through something that they don't understand. Its mentally. They just dont get how bad it can be. And trust me you're valid. Not just some attention seeker.. *hug*
I’m the same age as you. My mom found out about me cutting. And the first thing she said was “stop being ungrateful” then she forced me to show my scars to relatives when I really didn’t want to. And confiscated my tool. Life kinda sucks sometimes. But there’s someone I don’t want to see cry because of my death. And I want to live for them. Even if it’s just for a few months, a few weeks, maybe even a few hours. I will go when I finally reach the cliff, and I will be able to fly. But until then, I guess I’ll keep running.
First of , IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR BEING HERE!! YOU GOT THIS!! XX second I'm so sorry that happened to you! If you need to talk I'm here okay :))
Rather than seeking attention from others
Instead give Your attention to Yourself
Learn patience and mindfulness
& be humble and kind in heart.
Happiness is a feeling that is felt
along the path and way.
But purpose & redemption is why we
are who we are and why we are here.
it’s 3:30am i’ve been sitting here for over an hour trying to keep the will power not to give in and walk to my kitchen to get a knife. before finding this i was shaking uncontrollably and stimming like crazy just trying to keep my butt on my bed. thank you so much for this video i’ve been laying here listening to this on loop and while it made me cry so much i found the will to make it to tomorrow so i can ask for help with this because i can’t do it alone anymore. THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE TONIGHT I MIGHT NOT GET ANY SLEEP BUT THAT JUST MEANS I WONT BE SLEEPING FOR THE REST OF TIME. thank you from the bottom of my heart. Anyone who’s going through the same thing just know your aren’t alone and there’s people out there who can help you it may feel like your unfixable, not worth it, or hopeless but im here if you need to help just writing this all out helped please reach out for help if you need it. just remember i know for a fact you can make it to tomorrow I LOVE YOU YOUR PERFECT AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT PLEASE
Continue being strong, do not give up, always give yourself another chance and some more years get help with people you know and therapy
Fellow hunter pfp, I love you and I'm glad your so strong to still be around 💗
I'm not perfect I'm afraid of living I don't want to be here
Its not that simple. Its not just a bad day. ITS BAD EVERYDAY. The suffering and the all the pain and the lack of hope and all you can think about is theres a way to end the pain.
Lily Hussey i know how hard it is.. If you ever need to talk, my Instagram is @secretpage.lifeishard
And there will even be more, even a thousand of dozens of bad days, but this is not about getting out of the tempest, it's about staying calm even in the raging storm, maybe not super happy, but accepting things that are out of your control, and being thankfull for what you can do or change
Lily Hussey if you want my number tell me cause some times you need to talk to someone you don’t know I need to talk I want someone to talk to please let me talk to you
I know I'm a little late to this I guess, but I get you. I have fought so hard all my life to fix the broken mess that I am. Even just now when I mustered up all my courage to ask this girl out and she said yes, all the money I spent on her to try and make her happy. She in short says I'm not enough for her, that she cheated on me countless times, acts like it is a funny joke she played on me. I refuse to give into the darkness, but God do I want to.
theMDs look at my comment
Wow. I'm crying but this time not from the pain of the cuts on my arms. So many people in my life are telling me things like, "Put down the knife," or "You shouldn't do that." I have never heard anything like this that actually make me want to live to see the next day. Thank you for this, you might just have saved my life.
I’m gonna listen to this everyday, it’s really helping and I feel more cared about than my own friends or family make me feel❤️
”Don't kill yourself until Doctor Who is finally cancelled”
You won I'm smiling... Thank you
Don’t kill yourself until DuckTales 2017 is cancelled
Lucky that made me feel worse
I'm just here because i dont want to hurt my family and my Friends. Please translate: Ich komme aus Deutschland und hatte Suizidgedanken. Der einzige Geund warum ich lebe ist, dass ich nicht wollte dass meine Familie leidet. Jetzt bin ich hier und werde es nich etwas länger sein. Und darüber bin ich froh. Ich habe ein paar sehr gute neue Freunde kennengelernt die ich liebe. Und ich glaube an meine Zukunft, dass ich jemanden finde der mich wirklich bedingungslos liebt. Und ich glaube an die Zukunft von jedem einzelnen von euch. Ich schafft das. Ich werdet leben. Ihr seid wundervoll.
@@franzib4542 Das ist gut zu wissen! Mach weiter so und glaube and dich selbst!
@@YuniiiLee glaub du auch an dich. Ich wünsche dir viel Glück in deinem Leben
i finished my shampoo and conditioner at the same time...
*that was two years ago and i’m still here* ❤️
I'm so happy that you're still here. Just remember that I love you and you have a purpose!
hey, I hope you're doing alright ❤️
twenty-øne chemical discøs i’m proud of you stay alive |-/
hey, i’m so unbelievably proud of you. so is God. i know first hand how hard it is to keep surviving when that’s the last thing you want to do. romans 8:18.
yeah, God loves and adores you. All of us here are so proud of you. Just keep going!
I've been really stressed in life, and I haven't cried in 5 years.
But this..
This brought an ocean to my eyes
A great thank you to who wrote this.. You made me believe that I can fight my way out of this mess and eventually come to my prize
Thank you
The fact that a stranger cares more than some of my own family... I needed to here this.
Some people want to die..
Most people just want their pain to end.
Stages:
says we r depressed : liar
Cuts our self : attention seeker
Kills ourself : everyone cares
Nobody believes because we are young and know we are getting blamed for something we haven’t done
We don’t try for the attention it’s a scream a praise for help...
I've been called a liar, an attention seeker, been told to cut vertical if I want it over so bad, and now I suck it up and deal. Bc I'm a coward. Bc I cant do what I dream of every night. Bc I cant live out my crazy fantasies of my death. Bc I cant let my mom down. Bc I cant hurt him that way and ik he'll do the same if he hears what I did. Bc I'm less worried about me than about how itll affect them.
Please stay alive. We need you
completely true
i'm stealing this
This just describes me and others who are suffering but the pain wouldn’t stop..
The ones who disliked didn't want to share their favorite pasta recipe
😂 probs don't even know how to make pasta
150 people don’t know how to make pasta...I’m disappointed ;
{A_Huge_Foodie} YT I don’t either but I still liked :P
Lol u made me crack up and it’s like 3 A.M.
They are salty bc they too lactose intolerant for it
Every word here hit my heart like knives stabbing through my chest. The tears have not shed in months burned like fire on my cheeks. The pounding in my chest quickened like drums playing another song I wouldn't have hear again if I died. My quick, short breaths like the mice from when I was a kid, playing in my room.. and the moment of truth that I realize that suicide is not how to fight..is when I know, that you...saved a life.
The words “I love you” hit me so hard. I broke down crying because of it. I’ve been struggling with anxiety, autism and depression ever since I was born and whenever I tell my family “I love you” they say it back but it’s like it’s an automatic response. No one has ever seriously told me “I love you” and “I’m proud of you”. You saved my life. Thank you. ❤️
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I tried explaining my Depression to my family and they got angry...
Telling me I shouldn't have Depression...
Now I'm scared of telling people my feelings
I'm Depressed...
And I hide it...
But this helped so much... Thank you
FloofyChanWazHere ._. You're not alone okay? They might not understand but others will
Yeah, I've tried and tried but now I gave up on telling people my feelings
FloofyWazHere ._. If you need to talk text me cause I need to talk to someone
Hey i am Gina,
Do you wanna talk about it ?
That's why I dont say anything
The part that gets me every time is "think of all the sunrises you'll miss". Such a beautiful quote
Kali Sandoz agrees
Yeah same
that’s when i start to cry harder
Im home all day, in my room, with my windows covered with black curtains, eating poptarts, and stubbing my toe on my bed cuz I can't see dip. 😅
Doctor Dank same lol
“It would be selfish of me to permanently end the pain but leave my mom in a life of heartbreak and agony when I’m running away from it too”
Are you okay?
Someone once told me
"Suicide doesn't stop the pain, it just passes it to someone else"
This. Has. To. Be. My. Favorite. Video. On. TH-cam. I. Love. This. Video. So. Much.
Rose stilinski aw x
same
"I'm fine" "I'm not hungry" " I'm okay" "I have so many friends" " I'm so happy"
We use those words to lie to the people we really need a hand.. someone to love someone to help you SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU TO!
This is literally my life
This is my dark life
My darkness life
This is literally my messed up life
Sad thing is, I say all of them every single day.
You know I went back to this video so many times in the past 4 years and every time it helps
"It's a bad day, not a bad life" man that is the Gospel truth
“don’t do anything to yourself that you wouldn’t want me to do to myself" saved my life.
Whenever I'm on the brink, my guy bsf knows. He can tell by my words and fixes it. If I say goodbye or that imma go die in a corner he says "lemme get heroin. We die together." And I cant let him do it too, not even differently (bc I would never do hardcore drugs) bc i cant think of him dead. I'm still here bc of him and my cowardice
@@athenajohnson5819
I may not know you but I love youu and BTW you still have to run in the rain with your soulmate, learn to skate, try new dishes, improve the word, see a 360 rainbow,and see new films
@@raghadmohammed930 fair point. I've always wanted a kiss in the rain, better cooking skills, to see a 360° rainbow, see the look on a guys face before he marries the woman he loves, force a guy to watch a romcom, and ofc find someone who loves me even tho I'm constantly cold and always forget to bring a jacket😂 thanks, and plz know I'm here if you ever need someone as well.
Mine too
@@athenajohnson5819 my bff is the same🥺
"Your mother will miss you"
I dont have one anymore...
Someone will miss you.
you will miss someone, so many things.
ik how bad it sucks.
ik how tried we get.
but keep telling yourself "one more day" until you make it
and you will make it.
give yourself time
Sorry for you lost but you mom miss you and you still have a mom, a mom that is watching you from heaven and she knows that you sre amazing snd i know too❤
i know it sucks rn but i was a foster kid and i felt like no one loves me no one will miss me so whats the point. i might as well die.but i didnt and i was taken home and loved. tell yourself that people love you. ill miss you. tell yourself "one more morning"
@@elisabethaddiebates4439 oh really cause not only that I don't have a mother I'm stuck with my dad and he doesn't even love me he just want me dead
Well I’m sorry but people love u
Today was incredibly hard and five seconds before this auto played I was contemplating ending it, ai I'm burst into sobs when this started. Thanks mate, you get me better than everyone else
It’s not a temporary problem, it’s been ten years with no sign of stopping.
"this is a bad day"
"not a bad life"
what if the people you are living with are the cause of this all... then it is a bad life …right?
Edit: I'm quite happy now thank you so much for all who have helped .. I found the source of my happiness !!🥺🥺
It would be, but only for that period of your life. There are people who can help you fight for a better life. I don't know you, but I want you to know that I care about you, and I don't know if this will mean anything to you, but I want you to know that God loves you. Even if you can't feel it right now, He's there and will never leave you.
@@elizaecuador thank you soo much! 🥰
hii so my name is victoria. you don't know me i don't know you. but what I know is that you are worth fighting for. please take a moment to read what i wanna say
@anotherdimension thank you i truly appreciate you💖 .... but i im broken... i have no one with me... even my family thinks im gonna disappoint them..!
i had a little hope but now its gone all of it... and i know im just a waste covering up space ...
but im afraid... what will happen if i suicide ...this thought keeps me stop from doing that...
it is my aunt who adopted me told me she hates me
Yes my mother will miss me
Yes my friends will cry but get over me
Yes my crush will never know I like them
Yes I'll never see my future
Yes I'll never get the dream I wanted
Yes I'll never get that one chance I want
but have you ever thought about the maybes!? There are maybes
Like maybe I'll survive! What do I do then, pretend it never happened! Be the girl that tried to kill herself because her life wasn't enough! I'll be that girl, I'll be fine being that girl! And maybe, I'll chicken out but I'll have to live the rest of my life, knowing I was too scared to even try! I'll live the rest of my fucking life knowing, thinking, wishing! And if I end it, I won't have to do one! ONE of those things..... Maybe one day, just maybe..... I'll have enough courage..... To do it.... maybe
Why maybe, why not- "I won't". My dear you are worth, you deserve a better life than this life that is causing you pain and grief. Please never get the courage to kill yourself, never think those thoughts. I'm pretty sure i don't know you and you don't know me, but i will miss you if you go and i am so so proud of you for getting this far. We are people, we are humans and we deserve a life full of love and hope and real happiness.
@@Jasmin_Marie ty, I appreciate it so much, I will say the same to you, except I don't know if you are going through this, but if you are, remember that I, someone you probably don't know, said the same thing to you!! But, that was 3 months ago, when quarantine messed me up, but I'm heaps better now!! Mainly thanks to One Direction and their amazing songs, laughter, jokes, kindness, their everything, but also people like you, so tysm!!
Well i am glad you are very much better now. My word stills stands though, if you ever have a bad day,week month or year, i here because i literally have nothing better to do. xx
You should never kill urself sweetie...ik life can be hard but you gotta know that it can get better baby. Trust in God and know that he's able . Your skins not paper don't cut it your face isn't a mask don't hide it. Your body isn't a book don't judge it. YOUR LIFE ISN'T A FILM PLEASE PLEASE DON"T END IT!!!!!!!!! Idk you but I love you.
Thank you to whoever wrote this poem, you made me feel loved and I sincerely thank you for that.
My bestfriend just sent me this, I have been texting her for the past 3 hours just laughing and joking around. Giving her no reason to think something was wrong while I was sitting here trying to think of reasons to not give up…. She doesn’t know it but so many times she has been my reason to go another day, the amount of times she has been in my head and sent me something to give me an ounce of hope and courage to push on another day… well today she sent me this and oddly enough I needed this, at that moment. I will never be able to thank her enough but I hope some day I will be able to repay the favour she has done for me countless times….
I feel so lost, and everytime I try and dig myself out of this hole I end up making it deeper and deeper. And last night is when it really hit me to the point I couldn't handle it anymore. So many things in my life have been getting worse and worse. Everyone uses me in romantic relationships and friendships, I think so many negative thoughts. And then last night I was told that my dad was in the ICU and they don't know if they can get him stable. The last thing I did with him was argue and im so scared that I will never be able to hug him and say "You are th biggest loser I know but I love you anyway." And last night i finally broke, i didn't know what to do but I had to do something bc I know if I didn't talk to someone I was going to do something stupid so I called my bestfriend and he talked to me and we watched a horror movie and just made sure we played it at the right time. But after it was over and I convinced him I was okay and it was 3 and he eventually believed me he went to bed. And then again i was left with my thoughts, it's a brutal thing being left with your thoughts at 4 in the morning. And I recently this Christmas break got into Doctor Who which I always wanted to watch and it was on tv BBC and I became obsessed with it. So I came to the realization that I can watch Doctor Who to distract myself. Out of all the fandoms I have I have to honestly say that Doctor Who was there for me the most. And I may be a beginner in the fandom but I felt when she said "So don't kill yourself until Doctor Who is finally cancelled!" Like I said I may be late in the fandom but this fandom gives me hope and I'm going to stick to that till the day I die or I just cant live anymore.
What really helped me was I kept going not for myself, but for the people who cared about me. When my dad died, I became a broken shell, shattered and split. The only thing that kept me going was the thought that other people would feel how I was feeling if I were to be gone. It was reassuring and made me feel guilty that I would make the people who care about me go through that.
Just about a year ago, I lived not for others, but for myself
If you can't heal your self heal the people around you that you love friends or family or even someone you like at school or someone you only have short talks with help them so you can help your self
hi you beautiful soul reading this right now
I just want you to know that this morning I thought about killing myself. I stumbled upon this and it saved my life. Thank you
Bastian Duran thank you. Stay strong x
your important x
Bastian Duran this popped up after i had a whole plan to kill myself.
@@sammollenkamp661 God has a purpose for you. He hasn't given up on you and he never will. Keep on going and living the best life you can.
this makes me cry every time when i hear “stay alive because it’s pumpkin season”
I needed this so thank you. The amount of people who tell me "don't give up I'll miss you" or "don't give up I need you" is annoying. I mean, yeah people need to know that they are wanted, but don't guilt trip someone into staying around, that they matter.
It’s a bad day.
Everyday feels the same. People in my life say hurtful words, it never stops. I want to leave but I can’t. I’m not gonna survive if I leave
awww babes im so sorry this is happening to u. i want u to know that ily and if u need someone to talk to im a great listener.
Hey hey im here! It will get better. I thought i was never gonna get out of the dark but here i am. Im here helping people who need it and if you have insta and you wanna talk dm me at @multiericx cause im right here. I know you dont know me but im a good listener and im here when you need me. Keep your head up and dont let your crown fall mk bubs?
Hello God bless you
Things can get better. Trust me. I know it can be hard, and it can be hard to understand, but you can be happy. Truly happy. I don't know your situation, so I can't give specific advice on fixing it, but I can tell you what I know. I know that even when you think you can't get out of the darkness your mind is living in, you can. It might be hard, and it might not happen quickly, but it can still happen. It is so worth it, even if you don't really believe me. The best advice I can give is simply try to be happy and look for what can make your life happy. It might sound obvious, and you might think "don't you think I've tried?" but it is harder than it seems sometimes, and more worthwhile than almost anything. Never give up. You a a vision and a unique beam of you. The world will be a sadder place if ever completely give up on life. You are loved, even if you can't see how.
How many times do I have to watch this to be normal?
Starco's Vlogs101 what is normal anyway?
Animation Station don’t be normal be extraordinary be who you want to be be who you are your beautiful the way you
There is no normal,
I rly wish I knew
normal is when you can feel good about yourself... well it is for me.
Life is most important don't kill yourself just only believe in yourself life is so beautiful
This video saved my life from suicide in 2013. I really appreciate they took the time and effort to make this video, without it- i wouldn't be here now writing this.
My friends say that I'm not depressed, I'm just being too dramatic.
So from that day on, I never told someone about my problems ever again.
I am here for you
I am here too
If you need some to talk to you can reply to this comment :) I’m almost always available
I am here for you! :)
I watch this 3 times a day so I can hear someone say they love you... To show they actually care... I love you too
Armin Arlert you're not alone x
You are such a good person that cared sadly I think it might be to late sorry
I love you, I may not know you, but you are important and I'm proud of you 💜
Sayori if you are still here, I love you and you are amazing and strong and you have survived this far, and that is incredible. You are here because you are meant to be here. You have so much to live for and so much to do and see, and even if it’s something tiny, stay alive for tomorrow to do it
@@satou5633 If you're still there, know you have a whole commity here for you in this comment section. You have people who care.
Things like this, make all the negative things I’m feeling vanish. Thank you, because this has temporarily gotten rid of my suicidal thoughts, and every time I think like that I will watch it again, and again. Thank you
You know you’re broken when TH-cam recommends you this
You just saved someone life, I really can’t thank you enough..
"I love you."
damn that hit me. I struggle with crippling social anxiety which crumbles my brain, and makes me think everyone hates me. I've never told a single person on planet earth my problems. You saved me when no one else could've
I feel like everyone hates me to
@@aliciastaddon7595 glad I’m not the only one
I feel you. I also have social anxiety :(
Wish you all the best❤️
i have social anxiety too and i feel like everyone hates me.
I don’t think everyone hates me.
I *know* a bunch of people hate me.
I’m not kidding, they ligit told me.
"the greatest gift to give a man is to give him grace to live again. "
"Suicide isn’t taking away the pain it’s passing it on to someone else!"
Good, they can feel how I felt.
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
“Your mother will be sad” no she won’t she left us four years ago
Its ok..
My dad left 9 years ago, I feel your pain
mine left 4 years ago too, and my dad left 13 years ago.
Same here 🙃
Ok I’m late and I just want to thank you because of you i haven’t died still
And u shouldn't think of doing so
Hope all goes well❤️😊
Its crazy how strangers understand us more than our family
thank you you remind me of my best friend 😢and she once to me "love and care about yourself and everying is worth fighting for ok" and i didn't even had a chance to say good bye...
This literally gave me so much hope..
For anyone who’s see this and is going through a rough time, remember there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Things will get better. You have to go through the hard parts in life to get to the good parts. Keep your head up and put one foot in front of the other. You’ll be okay, everything works out in the end.
What? The worse thing for this planet is more people. Go green and save the planet Democrats 2021
I love this thought! ❤️
There may be a light at the end, but I‘m tired of walking down the tunnle.
@@bosgmain same it's a very long tunnel that seems to just keep going and going
Honestly this is the best one so far. It’s as if someone finally tells us that they understand that we know. We know that they will cry. We know that they love us. I feel a little better.
Everyone will tell you not to but sometimes you want to because you cant help it the fact things hurt so much and you can't stop the feeling of wanting everything to end
I want to give you a virtual hug
"You deserve it 😊"
Think about those words "you deserve it"
It has been a long time since you heard that i bet.
Everyone treats each other like a number
They think about there feeling more than they think about yours
But the real question is have you ever thought about someone elses feeling how they felt
I know this does not make eny since but.....i just want to say
I love you
You deserve more
You deserve a better life
But we did not get it
.........yet 😄
I know your scared of the future
I am to.....
But what every is coming for us
They made us strong
God did not put us in this world to be weak he made us strong
You are strong even if you dont feel it
Even if you feel worthless to everyone
You are strong that your still here that you are reading this comment do you know how many people commit suicide
Too many....
But you are strong you need to be given more credit for what you do
I love you 💗
Thank you I really want to give you a virtual hug 😊
Actually I have heard you deserve it recently from a boy saying I deserve to be bullied
@@ra1nnforest923 well fuck him no one deserves to be bullied
How do i copy and paste this-
The fact that this is by an account named Kirishima Eijiro made my life so much damn brighter. I feel like God is giving me a signal or something. Thank you my ray of sunshine.
This saved me tonight
Kalli Bell good xx
We're happy that you're here
On my worst days, when the temptation is the strongest, I come here and listen to this. This poem has saved my life many times
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 believe me I wanted to die too but because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤
Come to Jesus too. He will take all the pain away❤
I was frightened of becoming more suicidal everyday . I didn’t tell anyone.But when I needed my mum the most, someone I trust. My very own role model said I was just crazy, that very night I attempted to actually take my own life.
I thank the school, my friends family and my self conscious for trying to keep me alive and support me.
Suicide isn’t taking away the pain it’s passing it on to someone else *inspired Comment*
Not when nobody cares about you
Olivia x I care about you 🥺
Atleast someone gets to feel the pain we had living.
This is not important but i just said this lol
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It's ture tho my bff did it years ago now look at me that's why I won't do it i know how it feels that's why I won't do it I don't want my mom sister brother and friends to feel like that
"Think of all the tears you'll never shed"
I've cried enough, I'm fine with not being able to cry again 💔
Brothers and sisters, we'll keep fighting and go on. You alive now is a testament for everything you've been through and I'm so proud of us for this very reason. HURRAH !
With regards and love,
Benjamin
This was one of the things that kept me going years ago when I was heavily depressed, I listened to this every day and I just want to say thank you
I wish my Girlfriend seen this before she killed her self.😢😰
Anthony Cruz I'm sorry for you loss
Sorry for your loss 💔
How she kill herself then i can do the same
Danity Anderson That's not funny its not a game
Oh.. I'm so sorry
A year ago this past March, I was contemplating Suicide. I had everything set up. I still remember word for word the note I was going to leave for my family. The note that said "I'm so sorry. I can't do it anymore... It's just so hard for me to continue to do the same thing everyday, I cant.... I feel stuck in a void I can't escape. I love all of you. It's not your fault there's nothing you could've done" I sat with that note and a hand full of pills for what felt like hours. I stumbled across a piece I had written in 8th grade that said "EveryTHING will be the same but everyONE will not. So don't. Because there is so much to look forward to even if you don't think so" and it saved my life. Thank you for this. Is reinforced me to keep living. To keep finding little ways to continue to get up in the morning even when I don't want to. Thank you ❤️💕
I'm so proud of you for carrying on
The fact that I heard this from a stranger, not my mom,not my bestfriend,not teachers,not crush....
It's so beautiful
To anyone who is going thru a hard time
Just hold on just hold on
It's hard I know
But don't let go
I beg you
There is so much in life but right now it's difficult to see anything beyond but I pray you do
You are meant for amazing things
You raised amazingly strong
this made me cry but happy at the same time. thank you
AngelWithaShotgun ღ ❤️❤️
2021 and I still listen to this. I forgot I even had it in my saved playlist. The same playlist that has all my depressing music. The same playlist that makes me want to cry because I've held it in for so long. The same playlist that I was going to die to. This. This saved me. And after all these years of not listening to it it found it's way back to me
I love how a stranger told me this and not the person I love
I can relate to this in a sort of way since I’m doing my best to help a friend overcome his depression.
QueenHG that's great
U are a great person.✌️😁
I’m only 12 this makes me cry because I feel something people don’t know I feel I’m too young to feel this way hearing this make me feel loved and wanted people think I’m ok because I hide it all behind a smile thank you for this this make me feel better every I listen to this every night I plead to god to help me everyday it’s getting better but I still cry and feel pain o asked got to send me a warning or a angel and he sent me you thank you so much
Same I’m 12 and no one knows I’m depressed and suicidal I’ve been e feeling this since I was 9 and no one even noticed but it will get better
Same im only 12 and just a couple weeks ago i tried to take my life and i failed at that but trust me it's not worth it. Yes everyone will cry but that is only bc they love u
Im 11 and i feel this way amd guess where problems started family "jokes", sometimes life is cruel and we cant stop that
im 14, i was in your situation a few years ago, its not nearly perfect but its not absolustly terrible now, find your real friends, get hobbies, live life, good luck hon, life is hard but i believe in you, and if no one has told you today i love you and you are enough
I get that, I'm 13, and it feels like I should be ok, because what? People older then me have worse struggles, but no one actually knows me, or how I'm doing, and how I cry every night. It's ok to not be ok, no matter what age you are. I self harm and use to be suicidal, I have anxiety, I get panic attacks. And no one knows. When I tell my bestfriend stuff, she just blames herself. And when I gave my trust to one of my friends they broke it. Also two days ago wasn't great, one of my best friends ran away, they found him but during that time I could only think about how he had recently had suicidal thoughts.
Sorry for talking, people usually don't wanna hear what I have to say.
being a young mom and being so alone and sad but having to stay for your baby is another kind of hurting
wow, i realized that strangers understand and love you more than your family and 'real' friends!
"one more day" that got me there was a time when I was bullied for 2 years by the same person he hurt me mentally physically and I cried myself to sleep everyday he told me to kill myself and I wanted to, i really did. but then i thought of my friends and my family. this saved my life.you guys don't kill yourself, people love you, ik it doesn't feel like it rn but as she said " its a bad day not a bad life" talk to someone, i told my best friend in the world and she helped me and even tho im still hurt i can talk abt it. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. remember that.
I was bullied so I kinda relate to you but............ something my moms boyfriend did to me is not that easy to forget ☹😊😔
You are not alone
Thanks
Elisabeth Bates I don’t have anyone I trust enough to tell my issues to :( so I have been bottling them up for years :(
This just makes me more depressed
I don't know you, and I don't know if this will mean much to you, but I want you to know that God loves you, He's always there for you even when you can't feel it, and He will never leave you. I hope you know that there are people who care about you. Because you're YOU. And you are important.
" You're inportant! "
This makes me cry ...
I am 50 (childless) now and its not getting any better. I know the beauty of the world. I ve seen brilliant sunrises and sunsets. Ive hiked mountains and swam in the ocean. I have laughed, loved and cried. Had therapy, good friends, and lovers...but...
My sadness never goes away. Soon I will go.
The internet is one place I feel happy at times. Without this, I would be miserable.
"yes your mother's will miss you" my mom's gone living her life to the best without me probably
Same here
Yuri: Thank you. I finally cried after a long time, so thank you. Your such a great person! Bless you and all people who are suffering through thinking this.
One hug can save a life. Next time someone is down, your sister, dad, mother, fried, girlfriend, or anyone you know; or don't know for that matter. Give them a hug. It means more than you could imagine. I might not have that, but If I can make one person over there happy, I'm satisfied.
i have dealing with depression since i was about 10 i have thought about killing myself for a very long time but knew i could never go trough with it i found this video it did not save me but gave me a brand new perspective
Keep fighting! You'll get there
Some people are bullied every day. Some people have abusive parents some people may have lost all the people that they loved. Some people have some, or all of those qualities. These things if they happen alot or even acople times... it can make you numb. It'll break you. Some people don't have any of those qualities but still are numb, confused, or even broken. Some people were born broken. It's not our decision to make you not commit suicide. But it is our decision to love you. For the people that are suicidal just remember that we all love you if any of these things happen or even worse just remember that we all love you no matter how weird no common sense or funny looking and all of the ways you are beautiful people may have it worse than you or not as bad as you but remember YOU are BEAUTIFUL! We may not say it. Or some don't think that way but alot of us do.. we love you 💔💗💖💛
Chelsie Campbell preacg
Chelsie Campbell thanks ig some people do care I lost everything especially the person I loved and that was my best friend he died the day after my birthday and I have no one now
Chelsie Campbell well said💖 I’ve lost almost everyone who I loved.. I felt so alone so here I am.. thank you🙂❤️
emoji rule: well I hope your doing alright. That's very sad and I'm sorry that happend💖
Chelsie Campbell it ok I will live for now
I remember finding this in 2018, my 17 year old self read needed this. I'm still here and not going anywhere ❤
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 believe me I wanted to die too but because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤😊
I am a survivor of suicide mire thsn once in my life. And although you are a stranger to me , your words have really helped me . Thank you so much for making ne think about my life more positively. Thank you fir sharing.
This saved my friends life after I showed him this the first time he watched it everyday and now he watches it when he feels down for the calming music. Love you for that
This is how I'm learning to heal:
I had to get out of a few very toxic relationships (one romantic relationship). Once I was forced out of that with no where else to go, I had to reconstruct myself. I decided after enough good days that I wanted more of that. I was tired of always feeling like darkness, so I decided I would do everything it took to keep going. There were so many days I wanted to just give in and self harm again, but I reminded myself of a quote I heard "it's a bad day, not a bad life. There are dark days and sunny days. The dark days do not mean the sunny days are gone, just waiting around the corner."
I reminded myself that today will pass and tomorrow will come.
My life is not perfect, I still have emotional scarring, but I have reasons to keep going now. I have friends who like me for who I am, and I have dreams for the future.
I know everyone's story is different, but I hope most of you will find a way out of this. Things will get better, just maybe not in the way you expect them to.
these are very great ways to heal! I wish you luck for your future self and healing, you are a very strong person and I know you will get through this. :)
Thank you so much, i needed that, the fact stranger mores more about you than your family
I saw this in my recommended and I wanted to watch it, because I want to break free from this place we call depression. I don't want to be the reason my friends are worried. I want to be there for them when their sad. I want to follow my dream of making other's day to help people I'm writing this comment because I need to tell myself this too. I need to give myself reasons to live and I appreciate it if you've read it. Because I want to give the person who's reading this to never take their own life, I was close but then I realised my friends were worried...
Don't kill yourself
My boyfriend almost killed himself last night and sent this to me and told me that if I ever wanted to kill myself, to listen to this.
I was on a call with a person and I broke down crying in the call. I almost killed myself last night because Jay [my boyfriend] almost did too.
Cosmic Galaxy i hope you both didn't x
Omg. Omfg Holy shit. I'm so sorry
Are you okay my love?💖💖😫
Two years ago I have had one time when I actually did but then when I was going to take my life I watched this video and it saved me so much. But I am so happy that I didn’t because then I wouldn’t have found my fiancé and have a baby on the way so thank you for this beautiful video that changed my life
I'm so happy for you!!!!!!
This is something I really needed. I'm really feeling like my life is turning into hell. The stress, depression are all eating me up. All I think about is dying. I sometimes blame God for not helping me. I feel helpless alone in this world. I envy people of my age enjoying their lives inspite of the same tension as me. And I'm sitting and crying in one corner. I feel that I can't fight this anymore, I feel tired. Everything goes against me. I feel bad for not making my parents proud. I feel bad for being such a coward. I don't know but I feel numb, I feel silence. I feel nothing! My mood too just swings 🥺😞
Thank you maybe this video would help me 🙂
Thank you for posting this i was in a really dark place when i listened to it so thank you for showing me the words i needed to hear thank you
So amazing
Every time I feel like ending it, I listen to this audio, because it gives me hope that there will be better days...