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I read this comment right after hearing the stories in the video, it's so innocent compared to all the horrific stuff I just heard... Keep up the great videos😂👍
I have overdosed when taking 500mg in my school bathroom, I walked to class and started getting that mental slowdown 15 minutes into the trip. Then I started feeling extremely sick, after that I threw up on my floor and my teacher was yelling at me and asking me how many pills I took. In reality I was having a horrible hallucination and everyone in my class was watching me die, after that most things became a blur. I was told I keep talking incoherently but sometimes I said things that made sense. Later i remember this, all my friends In the school office screaming at me. I felt horrified. Then i blacked out again and next I knew I was in my moms car. This entire event happened when I was 13, I believe i only survived because of my tolerance and me throwing up and my mom taking me to the hospital.
I had a total nightmarish time on 2,200mg /Dph.... but you know what.., I actually miss the experience. You're mind is another dimension. I was watching myself in a horror myself but I wasn't attached to it By the end of my 2,200mg trip, I befriended my enemies I remember so vividly having a beer with my new shadow man friend with his wife and two kids. Totally realistic! totally realistic!. At the end of my trip, I gave them my hallucinationary money to board a bus for the family to return home upcountry. Within an hour so after drinking a beer, realty started to kick in. For me personally, looking back, it was a wild experience; I still miss my hallucinationary friends.😊 You taught me lesson, I faced a tough interview for a well-paid freelance job The Dph high won me that job 2 days later; I felt I was in a parallel universe. I gained huge confidence from one 2,200mg trip
@@helmuthitzig1654 Dog don’t do it. I took 25 Benadryl each with a friend one time. We both thought we had spiders all over us and were freaking out all night, you’re not able to walk, and you’ll be talking to imaginary people, seeing shadow people, my friend tried to punch a hole in my wall because he thought it was the only way out of my house. And When i woke up, he was in the hospital getting his stomach pumped. Stick to acid and shrooms. Those are the real spirit chemicals
@@helmuthitzig1654 I did it once I took 12 pills but in the uk the brand name is nytol and there 50mg so it’s the equivalent of taking 24 Benadryl and it was the scariest experience ever
i abused that drug as a teenager. the most i took at once was 32 25mg tabs. i still can't believe i did it. it was a friend's idea but i didn't even question it. i was always "up for a good time." i thought i was the cool kid. i really wasn't. most of my friends are now dead or in jail. a couple of us lucky ones are in recovery. we need to stop trying to scare our kids away from drugs. what i tell my son is, yes, drugs *can* kill you with one use. but they probably won't. you're more likely to enjoy them so much you can't stop. and that's way worse.
I took 24 each with my friend one time. He had to end up getting his stomach pumped cause he thought he was throwing up spiders and blood but it was just bile, but still scary. Hearing how that girl died from 14 of them and I almost did double that? I thank the lord every day I never got too far into it
'You're more likely to enjoy them so much you can't stop' is a haunting sentence, and you're absolutely correct. I've never abused diphenhydramine, but I've abused other drugs. People should never take their sanity for granted, consciousness is a lot more fragile than people seem to believe
I recall "dabbling" with it a few times. I think I only ever took like 300 MG at most(and iirc the label on the bottles usually say not to exceed like.... 100 in a day, I recall only taking like 2 1/2 labelled maximums for a day) I recall my vision getting fuzzy, and it was a "silky fuzz" that was reminiscent enough of spider webs that I immediately regret it without actually hallucinating any further(SEVERE arachnaphobe) When I fell asleep the only thing going through my mind was "oh shit... I might not hallucinate.... but what if I DREAM of the exact horrible trip the drug could give me? Ain't no "rules" stopping me from dreaming the worst trip ever..... and isn't that pretty much JUST AS BAD?!??!" As I fell asleep I kept seeing the tiny shapes that you typically do when drifting into sleep, but everytime my vision would focus on them, it would always morph into a spider, and I would kick myself awake panicking immediately. I ruined benadryl for myself with the few low doses (maybe 4-5 experiences in total)I "tested it out" with. It might only be placebo, but everytime I've taken even the lightest dose possible, the only thing on mymind when I go to sleep is "I'm gonna see spiders.... I'm gonna see spiders.... I'm gonna see spiders" and I guarantee either 1. A night of no sleep and panicking in fear of seeing them in a nightmare identical to a trip Or 2. I fall asleep and dream of spiders the whole night. Fuck benadryl as a whole for me. There's no positive use for it to me, and I barely even "abused" it(in comparison to these stories)
Thats a quote I will be using on my kids if I have some. Honestly thats whats kept me away from drugs. Not it killing me or something, although that is a scary thought. But that Ill become so addicted to the euphoria of being high and my entire existance will be set on getting my next high. Ive never done drugs and I refuse to even use perscription pain pills unless I absolutely need too. Addiction to caffeine already sucks and its not even half as bad as most drugs out there
Don’t abuse Benadryl guys. I took only 8 as a teenager thinking it would be fun, but it was one of the worst feelings I ever had. Intense nausea, dry heaving, cold sweats, a weird uncomfortable force leading to shaking and extreme nervousness and general discomfort in my whole body. Never again
I don't get how the guy replying to you or you have suck intense experiences, when I took 600mg, (24 pills) I saw spiders, light looked weird and I hallucinated my mom next to me when she wasn't, that was it. Also I'm 14 and 110 pounds idk how you guys had so much happen
As someone who has abused DPH for 2 years now, I will say that the trip is never worth it. Due to addiction I haven't yet gotten clean but the permanent psychosis has created so many issues for me and has gotten me hospitalized multiple times. If none of these stories push you away from this drug, I hope my portion of a story does.
We keep saying the trip isn’t worth it but that’s just part of our fucked up version of fun. Literally don’t mess with the stuff. No matter how many hospitalizations we endure we keep coming back. I know logic and drug curious teens don’t mix at all but this stuff literally makes you addicted to killing yourself. Try at your own risk
@@stilldimitrican i asked what it done to your brain lile wym it messed up your brian ? bc i’ve abused a lot of dxm over 2000+ pills of it and i’m wondering if we have a similar experience
Steve Pineapple was a celebrity created by someone on a trip I think. Someone was talking to the guy on the trip and the guy said “bro thinks he’s Steve Pineapple” and everyone around him was confused.
These were wild asf. Thank you so much for posting this type of content. The people who post these things write it in such a way that it almost feels like I'm experiencing it by listening. DON'T DO DRUGS KIDS.
@@justinwescott8125 mdma is addictive and bad, do not do it, those drugs should not be univserally used since bad reactions are common and can fuck you up
Had to pause this midway through just to say such amazing effort in the reading/voice acting. ive never seen a youtube video with such passion filled narration
man, this brings me back a couple years. seeing now that people think it's cool or a challenge to do diphenhydramine is so dumb. those trips have stayed with me forever, and it's one of the things i wish i really never did. it would got so bad that i would be tripping for what felt like a week, but it was only three days. i convinced myself i was dead during that and long story short i will never be the same and it was the most traumatic part of my life. it gave me liver spots all over my body and i feel like it did something permanent to my brain. love your channel btw, glad you took this topic seriously.
Whoa! That must be a really awful feeling, that ur brain isn't the same as it was which means u aren't the same as u were. Our brains are really incredible in that they have elasticity, & can be healed of a lot of things. Have you ever looked into Neuroplasticity? Lots of info on it, lots of videos right here on youtube even. Might be worth a shot if you have enuff discipline/desire to make healing ur mind a small part of ur daily routine. Either way, I wish you well.
@@manda-panda Brains are incredible is an understatement. I always think about the people that hit their head and wake up able to speak a language they’ve never learned
I took too much of this stuff one night trying to sleep, but it instead maxe me totally wired. I watched at hundreds of fully 3d beings walked in and out of my room through walls and closed doors all night. I've done alot of acid, shrooms, mesculine and really most drugs people know of but this looked so real and was way beyond anything I'd ever seen. It felt horrible though. Don't ever do this on purpose.
I'm pretty sure everyone already knows about it. There's tons of trips reports and videos out there. They seem to me we mention how terrible it feels, not from any kind of fear from what's being seen but as in how the drug makes you feel. That's why I usually leave comments on any video talking about diphenhydramine. Like I said the information is there and it's been there. The toothpaste is out in regards to the hallucinogenic effects but it doesn't look like the other aspects are, all anyone talks about is what they see and not what they feel.
I had a friend in college who did something similar to the guy in the first story when he decided to not tell his friend about what he had taken. My friend did the same, we had no idea what was going on when things started to go bad. Long story short, over the span of several hours he went from speaking in tongues, progressed to losing the ability to form sentences, then eventually was only able to babble and make sounds, until becoming almost completely non-responsive, like he couldn’t even recognize us as being in the same room as him. Another friend and I eventually managed to force him into the car and speed to the ER. He actually ended up being okay, but the ER doctor told him that if he hadn’t come in he would have died that night. So, in my humble opinion, referring to this as a trip is just dangerously stupid. It makes it sound as if it is something similar to experiences like taking acid or mushrooms, which both rarely cause long term harm. Oh a trip, sound fun? No. You are not stimulating your brain to act in a different way, as most drugs facilitate. The euphoric and psychedelic experiences you seek in taking high dose Benadryl are just symptoms of an overdose. Your brain is sporadically failing and shutting down as your liver and kidneys fight to keep you from going completely offline. Taking Benadryl in these kinds of doses is not initiating a trip, but committing suicide by poisoning, and all for the promise of a high that could NEVER be a high, because you are simultaneously experiencing the feelings of dying along with any euphoria. I would even recommend the recreational use of fentanyl before this kind of use of Benadryl. At least with fentanyl you’ll experience complete euphoria, you’re far less likely to die from it if you just have a little common sense in regards to dosage and route of administration, and if you do OD you have a much greater chance of being resuscitated quickly and fully intact. Plus, even if you are unfortunate enough to OD on fentanyl, you go quickly, numb, and at a distance from the pain of this fate. So seriously, the fact I am able to make fentanyl sound safe compared to this. It should definitely raise some red flags.
My first experience seeing the dangers of a DPH trip was seeing an old friend from middle school tripping on it. He emptied cartons of milk and a bag of trash all over his kitchen counter, mumbling to himself "farming some xp, farming some gold". He played a lot of world of warcraft at the time, I can only imagine what he thought he was doing.
when i was young and unknowledgeable, i used to want to do all drugs before i die to see what its like. After watching these vids, I dont think i will ever try it. I thought i was gonna go out high with HARD drugs, but nah, dont wanna go that way. I will always keep my red ribbon promise. As corny that is, I love knowing that I'm mentally healthy :> and will never take it for granted anymore.
I was the same. I took 25 Benadryl pills and that’s what changed it for me. I’ll stick to the natural stuff like shroomies and bud. I used to be doing coke, xans, it’s not worth it. Now the worst I’ll touch is alcohol. It’s human nature to be curious but you have to be smart. Especially with fentanyl nowadays, I would never take a pill or powder from someone on the street ever
As someone who personally abused said substance to a degree i have never seen elsewhere there is a degree of hopelessness in this. There are ways out. It's not completely hopeless. This "permanence" isn't truly permanent, at least in my experience. As someone who took 30-60 25 mg tabs daily i think i know what i am talking about. My largest doses were 100+ tabs, which is over 2.5 grams, left me in the hospital. The journey back took a lot of work and seeking ways to help myself heal. I found that nootropics indeed alleviated and in time helped cure me of the induced psychosis. It took years but it is not hopeless to come back from. One thing that i learned was that the antipsychotics did not help and if anything made it harder to live and heal. They don't aim to cure but to treat symptoms. Anyway my problem with all this is the idea that there is no coming back, which isn't true. There is a path back, and although it can be incredibly tough, your mind CAN be yours again. You're not alone, and there is a way back, so don't give up.
btw what nootropics did u take? im lost on how to help myself physically. i can be sober and am kinda (idk im having a couple of drinks rn) but im pretty unstable sober and anticholinergics ruin whatever benefit i get from dxm haha. main problem is cognitive decline and minor psychosis
*describes what sounds like torture that sounds like it lasted forever* "I haven't ruled using this again though." There's only one way to describe this. *bruh*
I’ve tripped on DPH twice and am definitely never touching it again. The first time I took it I took 25 25mg tablets and within 1.5-2 hours I started getting the restlessness described in the video where you can’t sit still. Then the hallucinations started. I tripped on shrooms about a month before this so when everything started to become wavey I was comfortable. However small green and red neon spiders began to appear and would crawl on the carpet and then float into the air and disappear. Since the spiders were so unrealistic in color I thought it was pretty cool. Eventually I went back to my room to go lay down in my bed. That’s when my roommate walked in with a blonde girl. Now this made me curious as he doesn’t have a gf and he’s very academic based and not the type to go party or hookup with girls. But they got in bed together and I could hear them mumbling to each other but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. The girl asked me a few questions I forgot but I answered with a simple yes or no to all of them. At one point she motioned with her hand for me to get out my bed and walk to her so she could whisper something to me but when I reached the bed side she seemed to instantaneously flip back to my roommate as if she was never facing me in the first place. Then I started to hear voices of my friends at the foot of my bed. She turns to me again instantly flipping to me and tells me to get them out. I tell them to get out cause it’s late and I hear a few of them leave but I can still hear a couple that stayed so she asked me again to get them out. I yelled “get the fuck out it’s 4am” Now I don’t know if I actually yelled this out or not but the voices left the room. She then turned to me said thank you and then turned back to my roommate. I fall asleep and when I wake up my roommate and the girl are gone but the jacket the girl was wearing was on his chair. This made me realize that she wasn’t a hallucination but that I was just hallucinating her speaking during the night. When I look at my desk I realize all my vapes and weed dispos are gone. I try looking everywhere and I just can’t find them and that’s when it hits me that she must’ve seen me acting crazy and taken them away thinking they were the cause. So I call up my roommate and I said hey do you know where my vapes are and he said no. I then asked if he thought the girl he had over last night may have taken them to which he responded what girl? That’s when it hit me that this girl who I was having conversations with and interactions with was actually a hallucination. I did eventually find them tucked away in my bag but it was a real shock how realistic the hallucinations are on bennies. My second trip on DPH was only a few days ago where I took 25 tablets again and my friend took 20. Again it took a little less than 2 hours for the restlessness to start up and then the waves started to happen. Although I thought I was prepared for what was to come I was very much not. I expected to see the same small neon spiders I saw in my first trip but what I got was much scarier. Massive brown Brazilian wandering spiders that were about the size of dinner plates were entangled with each other while they dropped from the ceiling using their spider silk. Once they hit the floor they sprinted to me and started crawling all over me. I could feel each of their slightly barbed feet digging into my skin while I desperately try to swat them off. Then I look around and see all the walls and the ceiling are covered in these spiders. And on the bottom of the stairs that led down to the basement where we were was the hat man. A dark shadow figure with a wide hat on the top of his head. And he just watched while I was being swarmed by these spiders. And just as quick as the spiders came they vanished. I looked around and realized one of my friends that was on the couch left to go up stairs and sleep while my other friend who was on DPH was passed out next to me. I felt pretty tired from the drowsiness caused by DPH so I went to go move and grab a pillow to put my head on when he shot his eyes open and stared at me with an annoyed look. I froze and without a word he closed his eyes and went back to sleep. I then tried to be as careful as possible to not wake him but even though I did not make a sound just me moving was enough for him to shoot his eyes open again and this time there was not only a look of annoyance on his face but also a look of anger as if he was pissed I kept waking him up. While his eyes were open I grabbed the pillow, put it against the armrest of the couch and rested my head on the pillow. This whole time my friend was looking at me with the same look and it was starting to freak me out but when I laid down he closed his eyes again. I woke up a little later into the night and my friend was still on the couch, sleeping, but the pillow I grabbed was back in it’s original place which I thought was very weird. When I sat up to go grab it my friends eyes shot open again but this time he had a look of hatefulness in his eyes and he jumped on me as to attack me. I could feel him pushing me down into the couch and out of fear for my own life I punched him in the face. Except my fist never connected. It went straight through and he exploded into a million little particles. After that it was hard to sleep. Thankfully the hallucinations wore off after this but I was still scared shitless. I managed to catch some sleep and in the morning I found out that he went upstairs before my friend who was trip sitting went upstairs. After this trip I decided I will never touch DPH ever again. The fact that you can never tell what’s real and what’s not real is a terrifying thing and as OP said in the video I definitely do not recommend tripping off of DPH. It is dangerous and the trip is definitely not worth the risks.
I couldn’t have said it any better. As someone who did it, because I was on probation and just wanted to get high, it was a top 5 worst experience I’ve ever had and I still think about it to this day. Shits not joke and my friend ended up in the hospital getting his stomach pumped. The fact that every single person reports spiders and shadow people, if I read that before, I wouldn’t have ever done it Edit: I also took the same exact dose as you. 25 pills each
Why is seeing spiders a common thing with this stuff. Ive done 2000 ug of LSD once and everything was vivid and intense but i didnt hallucinate anything that wasnt real. Never when i did any psychs (LSD and shrooms many times) have i seen stuff that wasn't there. I almost want to experience that, but i refuse to ever touch anything like DPH or datura
@@happymonkeyfish I think this drug makes your deepest fears come into reality like deep in your psyche and spiders is one of the most commonly feared creatures in the whole world and people take this drug disturbing things can happen.
Why do people take so much, holy shit. 25 pills is like a suicide attempt dose. You can get high off just 4 benadryl, and can hallucinate off 7-10. I'm not saying you should, it's still really dangerous and unhealthy, but holy fuck, so many people in this comment section are saying they took 20-30 pills, and that's just insanely reckless (or y'all are full of shit, for instance it kicks in WAY faster than 2 hours like this dude's claiming, especially at this kind of dose)
i can't believe i used to do this when i was only 15/16? genuinely didn't know what i was getting myself into. I read about it online and since it's so easy to get your hands on i tried it. i don't really remember the first time i did it, the only things i remember from the first time is that i only took the pills, waited abt an hour until it kicked in. during the night i went in and out of conciousness. i specifically remember seeing bugs flying around my room and then i woke up in the morning still feeling high, brain fried and shaky. i took it a lot more times after that and i look back each time was terrifying but i still did it anyways? im not sure why, i think i was actually losing my mind a bit. i stopped and i never wanna do it again. my brain sorta stopped working as well as it did before too. even after i stopped doing it, there was a period of time, i think more than six months, i felt like i wasn't even real, i was in constant disassociation and derealization, i was antisocial, couldn't connect with myself, others or reality at all. i lost a lot of weight and became extremely forgetful and just straight up stupid. ive recovered a lot, sometimes i still feel disconnected and unaware of things, sometimes i cant comprehend things people say to me and what i read and ive had a lot of memory loss. but im doing better lol.
Yeah when i was younger i used to pop benadryl whenever i ran out of weed, it was always in the house, my brother always had intense allergies, nearly deadly so it was was very easy to get, and a lot of it. So whenever i had no more carts or whatever i was smoking id pop like 30 of these, i got the same reaction you did; bugs were crawling on my tv, but they were fireflies, lighting up in a smiley face, i also saw a figure in the corner just standing there, i couldn’t figure who it was, but i thought it was my brother so i called out, thats when it disappeared and i shot up out of my bed. The night to day switch was instant, and i snapped out of it the moment my feet hit the floor. My mom was standing at my door, telling me it was time for school.
Yea me and my friends did something similar, we’d take turns trip sitting each other. I remember one time I fell asleep while my friend was tripping and he went outside and was trying to start my parents cars lmfao.
25 pills, 500 mg, half a gram, for a 5'1 87 lb teenager was honestly unmemorable. i took that much just in case of an expected unfortunate event. i did not want to be conscious enough for it. at the end of it, i went to a restaurant with my family. it was all blurry, i don't remember getting out of the car or sitting down. all i remember is looking over to my left to the painted chairs (those mexican ones with the people) and they were moving. i was staring for half of the stay. it was the paintings partying, drinking and talking. i heard clumbered chatter, glasses clanging, and laughter. over that, the sound of tv static. the other half, i'm pretty sure i was staring into nothing, thinking of nothing, and i didn't even realize the waiter was talking to me. every time he came over he would disappear. every sip of water i took would make my mouth drier, and taking those two sips was painful. i remember doing nothing and thinking nothing, not even feeling fear. it was never scary and im honestly shocked hearing about the first story having full blown hallucinations for hours, until sunrise off of like 400mg, when that "trip" had only lasted me 3 hours.
staring into nothing adn thinkign of ntohign is so real becaue every time i take it really feels like that where im hgneuinley not thinking abotu anything
@@chrollo__5715Nope? They’re fake storys look at the past videos he has made they all sound over exaggerated or straight out fake Like come on he did a video on how people had a bad trip from “nut meg”
My life is ruined. Do not even try this. Not even once. I've done everything on the shelf and this drug did the most damage to me. If you are using this drug, addicted or not, or even considering trying it, feel free to talk to me or ask me anything. May God bless you all.
Is it possible to get just a high enough dose to trip but not get damaged by it? Kinda curious but everything I hear from people that took this shit is how it ruined their life
@@MrCmon113 Asteral projection, dreams, other psychedelics potentially. I've never had more vivid hallucinations than when I was deep in DPH. Best of luck to you
@@dreemz.3204not really but even if you could why would you want to take a drug that would not make you feel good at all and would wrap you in some type of psychological horror in a compromised mental state that would make it so much worse...
The giant spider hallucinations are quite common in these trip reports. One thing about giant bugs is that there was a geological time period about 300 million years ago known as the carboniferous period where giant insects were the main lifeforms on land. Millipedes longer than cars, dragonflies the size of eagles, spiders and beetles the size of dogs. This is what Earth was like in the carboniferous period.
I know this is 10 months in, but I wanna share my diphenhydramine stories. I had severe insomnia, where melatonin didn't work and I couldn't sleep even after 36 hours. So, I went to diphenhydramine as a sleep aid. I took 200mg to test it, and saw flashes of light at the corners of my vision and swear some colors swirled a little bit, but I fell asleep effortlessly. I built a tolerance fast, though, so I had to take more. I took 350mg one night, as I was outside at a fire I was having. As I went to put a log on, I lost all balance and almost fell in. I quickly realized that DPH was causing it, and I headed inside after putting out the fire. I layed down, and opened youtube which I did until I could fall asleep, and started watching videos. I quickly realized sometimes I would get confused what I just clicked on, or couldnt remember what I was thinking of literal seconds prior. Any thought that took more than 10 seconds to wonder about just disappeared, like dementia. The next night I scaled it back a little to 300mg. I had my AC on as it was hot, and opened youtube again. This time, I had no problems with confusion, but hallucinations began. I saw the flashes of light again, no big deal. But, then I heard a, "Hey!" from the corner of my room and there was nothing there. I heard my dad on the phone in the kitchen and decided to tell him goodnight before falling asleep. It was like 11:00 PM, but he has had phone calls this late before. I walked out to the kitchen and there was nobody. No conversation, no phone call. I went back inside creeped out after those and laid back down. I heard 2 more times a "Hey!" from the corner of my room, with nothing there. The last one, though, wasn't the same voice. It was my voice for the previous whispers, so it wasn't as bad as it could be. But then, I heard, "Look." in a much deeper, commanding voice. This sent CHILLS down my spine and I didnt have the courage to look this time. safe to say, I do not take DPH anymore.
Okay, as someone who is somewhat experienced with psychedelics, the second story genuinely pissed me off, and I hope that the family was just inexperienced with bad trips. If you suspect that someone is tripping on something, the last thing you should do is act suspicious or aggressive. I hope that it was just his imagination and that they didn't actually pester him so much. One bad trip can make everything go downhill Like drinking, and smoking, recreational use is something to use responsibly. That being said, stick to psychedelics, not delirients. If you're the type with an addictive personality, avoid hard drugs all together for your safety.
this video perfectly describes my 20 bennadryl trip, its what i think having schizophrenia is because you have full conversations with people and then realize you weren't truly talking to them but for me it was normal in my head, it was more like a "aw man" feeling instead of a wtf feeling
Makes me so happy I'm unable to take Benadryl. They put some in an IV for nausea when I was pregnant and very sick and it gave me restless leg syndrome all over my body, my heart was racing and the walls looked like static TV. That was a hospital controlled dose...I could not imagine taking 10 pills. My dad was the one who took me and he said I looked possessed.
I've been addicted to a number of drugs in my life. 8 or 9 years ago, DPH was one. I can't remember exactly how much I would take, but it got up to something like 20 to 30 25mg pills at a time. It lasted for maybe a year or so, or maybe 9/10 months. I remember one night while tripping saying; "I'm balancing on the edge of the universe" and that's always stuck with me for some reason. I feel so incredibly lucky that nothing serious ever happened to me. The thought of a permanent trip that never stops is..absolutely horrifying to me.
I knew someone that said they took a whole bottle at once. A few things he saw from his experience: he looked up on the ceiling and saw himself sitting upside down on the ceiling, he said he saw tons of spiders and scorpions, for a while he thought he was the centipede from the old school video game and he would just drift around bumping into the walls and freaking out, he tried to go up a flight of steps but they looked completely flat and it wasn't possible to climb them to the main floor so he slept in the basement, he also saw another friend crying hysterically in a chair, over a breakup abd went to comfort the friend by putting a hand on their shoulder but his arm went through their body and the body instantly disappeared and he was stuck down there in the dark. Yikes!
Well this explains why my dog is off the rails most the time as he has severe allergies so the vets have me giving him a huge dose of Benadryl three times a day. He’s a pitty- lab mix so as I always had German Shepards, and knew people with labs, I figured that his “craziness “ was just a Pitt bull thing. I wonder if it’s possible that as he’s a dog, it can have the same effect on him as humans and he’s actually high not just insanely silly. Now I’m going to have to ask my vet about it, as maybe it’s not a high enough dose to harm him, but is enough to make him a bit goofy, as he does become more normal acting about the last hour or so before he’s due for another dose.
The dreams I have when I take Benedryl are so vivid and creepy AF. And because I have a habit of just waking up randomly, I experience multiple. These dreams alone are what keeps me from going too far as to trip like this. This shit scares me.
Yeah I always have the weirdest dreams on Benadryl. I can’t remember them anymore but one of them freaked me out so much I still remember it. I was inside what appeared to be a massive movie theater and there were some areas in the floor where you could sink down into. Kind of like a deep bean bag like pit. You’d sink down into it a bit. Well I went over to one of these pits and this one dude was just sitting all alone by the pit completely emotionless then I laid in the pit gave up and all of a sudden he jumped on top of me and forced me deep into the pit and covered my face with a blanket to suffocate me. The worst part is I didn’t wake up until I basically stopped breathing in the dream. I was so relieved to wake up and find out that it wasn’t real. Freaked me out so much.
Agreed. I have chronic nightmares to the point where I’m just numb to them. But on Benadryl, they turn extremely dark and murky. It’s like I’m in a world of sludge. 10/10 don’t recommend
@lulzenjoyer one I had was where I was in and around a mansion in the woods. There were hands and other body parts strewn about the swamp, reaching up for me. The only path to the mansion was rickety wooden planks above the swamp. Inside the house, the dimensions changed constantly. Just an overall feeling of paranoia and being watched. A good analogy to how I felt would be Vaermina’s dream realm in Skyrim lore. I have extremely dark and messed up dreams pretty consistently. I’ve learned to just deal with them. But Benadryl exacerbated them to a pretty disturbing degree. 10/10 would not recommend
I also strongly discourage recreational use of Zolpidem (Ambien). It can be fun by itself, but it causes so much disinhibition that you forget you took it and compulsively redose. I just wanted to take one, one evening, and 14 hours of blackout later, 9 pills were gone. It took me 2 years to recover from some minor damage this experience caused me. I discourage its use but if you really must, please get rid of the pills you don't want to take (throw them away or give them to someone to keep them while you're high). Once again though, I really discourage its use...
this shit is scarier then any horror movie I've ever seen. I haven't even finished the first story and it's baffling that this shit is left within reach of children. Thank you pharmaceutical industry
DPH is best experienced BELOW 400 mg, this weakens the body load and makes the trip more tolerable. I've come to find that at doses above 400 mg, the body load and negative effects are so amplified that any little euphoria I get from it is diminished and the trip is pretty much ruined. Light doses are definitely best for this substance.
Personally had the opposite experience (tho obv the higher the dose the more risky it is) but past 400mg or so I feel the heavy body feeling vanish and feel like I’m going through a scripted dream
I remember taking five or so at once in college a couple times in a desperate bid to just _get some damn sleep_ when I couldn't fill my Ambien prescription, but it didn't work. I didn't even get any of the hallucinations people always talk about. I just laid in bed, unable to move while still being wide awake and _very_ frustrated, and then after I finally _did_ fall asleep (several hours later) I woke up with a hangover.
I heard this guy say his sister took this stuff in an unknown amount and he said that she now has permanent psychosis and she hallucinates centipedes and a rotten smelling corpse following her around if she doesn’t take her anti psychotics. I heard this from a guy on Reddit so I have no idea if it’s true. But permanent psychosis I absolutely believe.
I’ve done DPH 4 times. It’s a truly awful experience, it felt like glass was in my throat, I was constantly hallucinating people in my room, and I had awful dreams about people I love dying, don’t try it if you’re considering it, please.
I feel bad for the second guy Imagine being surrounded by your family and not even knowing what's going on Not even being able to trust those close to you, it's terrifying
The way these dudes talk about it makes it sound like they're trying to get a high score, which completely undermines the whole "don't do drugs" message.
The deliriant point is very important. So many people think that diphenhydramine is just a psychedelic, but it can and will fuck you up. Medication labels are there for a reason. Read the label and do not exceed the maximum dose
Dph never did much for me other than making music nice to listen to and making the walls move. Even when I took 800 mg, I never entered a delirium or had vivid hallucinations, shadows just moved around a bit and that was it. The only time it worked slightly was when I took it with dxm in a low-mid dose and I honestly can't remember anything about it lmao. I've decided to stop since it causes such bad organ damage.
same the most i ever saw was my blanket making faces and little ant looking things running around my bed. i couldn’t really tell cause everything was blurry/dizzy
Ever since the first acid trip video you did I've always made it a tradition to watch the trip report videos a few hours or so before bed. this one is going to be just as re-watched as all of the other trip report videos. Please do a DMT trip report video next 😁
I had really bad allergies at one point so I ended up building a tolerance to Benadryl only affecting me after taking 5 which at the time I didn’t realize would make me feel like I was flying so I went to school on many Benadryl.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
I once took 10 Benadryl and 10 daytime cough and cold meds before bed. I spent the next 6 hours rolling around in my bed with super intense arm and leg pain when I wasn’t moving. I tried watching TH-cam but Before long I had 2 phones. I started trying to figure out which of my phones is the real one but I was so tired I wouldn’t be able to keep my eyes open. Every time I closed my eyes I was rushing to deliver grub hub orders. I thought I was driving and kept on getting scared because I thought I would crash it. When I would open my eyes I would get anxious that I’m not completing the order and that they will cancel it. I started sobering up and finally figured out which phone was real and checked my grub hub to see how much I made. Only to discover I hadn’t been payed and I got angry. I did come down and realize what happened but this was a total mind fuck. I never before experienced what truly not knowing what’s real was like and I would have preferred to not know. I still doubt reality sometimes that I might be in a hospital bed somewhere tripping out. No matter how much I try to believe otherwise it gnaws at the recesses of my mind. I figure if I can believe I’m real again even if I may not be I’ll be alright either way.
as someone who has taken multiple grams, abused it for months.please dont do this to yourself, you dont know when you'll just drop dead. its not worthit
I took around 12-15 25 mg tablets and i barely remember anything. My ex had attempted suicide march 2019 which made me fall into a deep depression and self hatred. Her parents were abusive and she ended up blocking me for about a week and at that time I started thinking about taking as many tablets i could but hesitated out of fear of what could go wrong. All i remember is sobbing and sitting in bed slowly taking the tablets. I experienced cotton mouth, severe headache, then felt this paralysis come over me. Thankfully i ended up passing out for about 15 hrs and the headache slowly wore off after about 2 days
crazy bc benadryl from IV had me feeling fucking crazy i used to eat hella benny pills to get high but the IV gave me the craziest body high ever didn’t really hallucinate but the body high was super fucking intense i did not like it
the craziest trips are always the eiriel ones like those that Sedric Lightbury did they're always so haunting and horrifying highly recommend reading them tbh
I've tripped on benadryl twice(i was stupid but i was 14 and wanted attention)] And let me tell you it doesn't cause psychosis... you do return to normal. Now, I didn't take THAT much but the trip was extremely intense and one of the worst times of my life. It feels like hell.
@@blackwater7183 no it really doesn’t have permanent effects if you take less than 1 gram. However you can seriously become borderline schizophrenic if you abuse it regularly.
@@blackwater7183dph probably causes psychosis more than things like weed or shrooms. But at the same time, the chance of becoming permanently psychotic is super low.
you can do psychedelics and I can totally get how that type of transcendent experience might let you figure more about yourself. but giving your self that permanently is kinda crazy
Been abusing dph for about a year it almost controls me never do crazy doses but couple days ago did about 700 mg giant crickets coming from underneath my pillow ran from out my bed saw my friend miniature in a fetal position on my couch tried to take a video looking at it later was literally nothing i went downstairs and tried to sleep in my brothers room weird daddy long legs stayed crawling towards me i hopped up and went to the living room and tried to sleep on the couch but some odd bug came crawling from behind curtains this whole time i was having audio hallucinations of my mom walking and coming to the door over and over i paced for about 2 hours and went to my moms room and woke her up and asked to sleep in her bed and described the bugs and she looked at me really weird but said yes and then fell asleep
I wish you well brother but you are going down the spiral. Stop this abuse and take a moment to think about your life. An year isn't alot to miss the highs after going clean. If you still want to continue then be responsible with your use.
first time i did acid got white on whites n thought they were fake, took 2000ug n most of what i remember is hallucinating my mom finding me and freaking out :(
No disrespect to these people because I’ve had bad mushroom trips and this sounds a whole lot worse BUT who in the hell takes a drug like this IN SCHOOL!?!? Even at home with your parents home is sketchy, like why!?! Smh my head
I only took 8 benadryl pills once at a boy scout campout. It wasn't too bad like these trips but since I only took 8 I wonder what 17 will feel like. I felt really drousy and my body felt super heavy and light at the same time, which was very uncomfortable to me. The visuals I saw were very small, I was seeing waves and patterns which were cool, but my body was super uncomfortable and my memory was not good. I remember at one point it felt like there were worms and maggots crawling in my skin. Every time I would close my eyes I would lose sense of my body and reality which was very scary for me, and my friends told me I looked super high and intoxicated.
i have done a lot of benny before this changed my mind completely i thought nothing of it at the time i just like seeing those horrifying "hallucinations" i always have when i was 6 years old i ate datura pods on accident not knowing what they were and had my terrible time with that but there is something comforting to me to see the horrible things u see. This video explained a lot of personal problems i have with my self. Thank you i will now not be relying on benadryl as a backup
I really haven't been doing good mentally recently. I decided I needed to trip off something and get my mind off things, I had always wanted to see if benadryl lived up to the memes. I looked up what a dose would be, and downed 30 for a first trip, as I slowly got more deliorus my vision began to have the same effects as a lowdose shroom trip, I was feeling good and conscious, I had full movement and awareness of the time. Listened to some music, suddenly as if some bad movie transition my vision faded from the wall to the big glass door, the sky was baked orange, very very orange, and had a spiderwebbing effect over it. I really needed to pee so I went to the bathroom, I had to thoughtfully take every step and each felt as if it took 10 minutes, finally I use the bathroom and leave. I could only slightly read my phone, having to move it really close for about 10 seconds to read before it got blurry then move it to arm lenght for 10 seconds before it got blurry, it was 10:30, I sit for another 30 seconds and check the time again, 12. I decide to go to bed and sleep this off as I keep seeing things that were there but weren't, some were humaniod or alive but none moved at all, but they were real to me, when I did shrooms and acid my hallucinations were just that, hallucinations, all of these were real. I lay down on my bed, but I can't close my eyes, I try to call for my roomates, I try to scream, I open my mouth but nothing comes out, I decide to sleep, I lay there unable to shut my eyes, I keep hearing whispering and radio chattering as well as my families voices but I couldn't understand it, finally I start dreaming, I'm asleep, but my eyes are open, I can hear everything, I can see everything, I'm awake but I'm locked in and my vision is over layed with dreams. Finally after what felt like around 10 minutes of this I hear a massive bang, loudest noise I have ever heard, I shoot up, I could barely move before and I flew awake, I had motion now, I check my watch expecting it to be 12am, it's 4am, I finally fall asleep for real this time, I lived atleast 2 months of my life, completely normal, completely real to me, I woke up and felt groggy and an ego change. It's been one week, I regret it and wouldn't do it again yet I still have cravings. Some weird things I noticed. 1. My vision was deep orange and deep fried, while having the spider patern from stranger things over layed in a weird cursed rainbow, phone screens and screens in geral were bright rainbow covered, and got blurry when looking at them, had to shift from super close and far away. 2. I could turn 360 degrees to my right no issues, I turned so much as 90 degrees to my left and I teleported back around. 3. Everything was real, I can tell what's a trip and real, except on benadryl, it was all real. 4. Towards the end of my big dream I realized I had tripped on benadryl before years ago when I was super sick, and during thst trip I experienced this trip when I was asleep, and during this trip I experienced that trip when I was asleep. 5. Massive time skips/errors, I could swear I slept for 12ish hours, according to my watch I slept for 2 total. 6. The cravings, I've done all number of drugs and I've never felt the need to do them again, never had cravings or addictions even to opiods and nicotine, this drug is scary. Do not do benadryl in high doses, it near guarantees early on set dementia, if you go erieal there is a over 90% chance you will go back in again and die with in two weeks, the heart issues and other issues caused by this are insane, the mental and ego pains are not worth the shitty trip.
As someone who has had plenty of experience abusing DPH heavily (most ive done in one sitting was 1300mg) the last story blew my mind. Why would anyone do it in the morning on their way to school?? Doing it in the first place is bad enough, but those are the absolute worst conditions for being on DPH. Its like he was asking for his life to be ruined.
Yep, clear spiders. I tripped a couple times in high school and that was exactly what i saw covering my walls. Horrible shit. Awful restless legs, seeing things out of the corners of your eyes, hearing people talk to you that aren't there. Luckily my mother had come in to check on me before they went to sleep and found me hiding under my blankets talking about the spiders. That was almost 20 years ago now and I still can remember how that last trip went on benadryl.
when i was a bit younger i accidentally took too much benadryl. not alot, but enough to make me thing jake paul was at my door ready to prank me. it was purely euphoric, but i actually decided to look into this and… jesus.
Great to see you keeping up with this channel! Is this where you're going to upload morbid reality as it's fitting for this channel, or would you just leave it on the first one?
I once was dumb and tripped on DPH, i took around 20 tablets, i honestly cant exactly remember, and i swear i saw spiders on the walls and shadowy figures at the edges of my hallway, a bit later i decided to try and walk to the figures and i heard my baby sister crying in my room
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Didn’t really trip out but I took 4 at 8 and i constantly saw things in the corner of my eye
I read this comment right after hearing the stories in the video, it's so innocent compared to all the horrific stuff I just heard... Keep up the great videos😂👍
I have overdosed when taking 500mg in my school bathroom, I walked to class and started getting that mental slowdown 15 minutes into the trip. Then I started feeling extremely sick, after that I threw up on my floor and my teacher was yelling at me and asking me how many pills I took. In reality I was having a horrible hallucination and everyone in my class was watching me die, after that most things became a blur. I was told I keep talking incoherently but sometimes I said things that made sense. Later i remember this, all my friends In the school office screaming at me. I felt horrified. Then i blacked out again and next I knew I was in my moms car. This entire event happened when I was 13, I believe i only survived because of my tolerance and me throwing up and my mom taking me to the hospital.
I had a total nightmarish time on 2,200mg /Dph.... but you know what.., I actually miss the experience. You're mind is another dimension. I was watching myself in a horror myself but I wasn't attached to it By the end of my 2,200mg trip, I befriended my enemies I remember so vividly having a beer with my new shadow man friend with his wife and two kids. Totally realistic! totally realistic!. At the end of my trip, I gave them my hallucinationary money to board a bus for the family to return home upcountry. Within an hour so after drinking a beer, realty started to kick in. For me personally, looking back, it was a wild experience; I still miss my hallucinationary friends.😊 You taught me lesson, I faced a tough interview for a well-paid freelance job The Dph high won me that job 2 days later; I felt I was in a parallel universe. I gained huge confidence from one 2,200mg trip
Its crazy how stories from internet strangers are more effective than actual anti drug ads. Some companies need to take notes
I think it's because anti drug ads don't get into the nitty gritty of it, they just say "this thing bad! bad things can happen! don't take drugs"
There is a part of me that wants to try this stuff, because its so fucking surreal.
@@helmuthitzig1654 Dog don’t do it. I took 25 Benadryl each with a friend one time. We both thought we had spiders all over us and were freaking out all night, you’re not able to walk, and you’ll be talking to imaginary people, seeing shadow people, my friend tried to punch a hole in my wall because he thought it was the only way out of my house. And When i woke up, he was in the hospital getting his stomach pumped. Stick to acid and shrooms. Those are the real spirit chemicals
@@helmuthitzig1654 The long term affects from abusing it ain’t worth it trust
@@helmuthitzig1654 I did it once I took 12 pills but in the uk the brand name is nytol and there 50mg so it’s the equivalent of taking 24 Benadryl and it was the scariest experience ever
i abused that drug as a teenager. the most i took at once was 32 25mg tabs. i still can't believe i did it. it was a friend's idea but i didn't even question it. i was always "up for a good time." i thought i was the cool kid. i really wasn't. most of my friends are now dead or in jail. a couple of us lucky ones are in recovery. we need to stop trying to scare our kids away from drugs. what i tell my son is, yes, drugs *can* kill you with one use. but they probably won't. you're more likely to enjoy them so much you can't stop. and that's way worse.
I took 24 each with my friend one time. He had to end up getting his stomach pumped cause he thought he was throwing up spiders and blood but it was just bile, but still scary. Hearing how that girl died from 14 of them and I almost did double that? I thank the lord every day I never got too far into it
'You're more likely to enjoy them so much you can't stop' is a haunting sentence, and you're absolutely correct. I've never abused diphenhydramine, but I've abused other drugs. People should never take their sanity for granted, consciousness is a lot more fragile than people seem to believe
I recall "dabbling" with it a few times.
I think I only ever took like 300 MG at most(and iirc the label on the bottles usually say not to exceed like.... 100 in a day, I recall only taking like 2 1/2 labelled maximums for a day)
I recall my vision getting fuzzy, and it was a "silky fuzz" that was reminiscent enough of spider webs that I immediately regret it without actually hallucinating any further(SEVERE arachnaphobe)
When I fell asleep the only thing going through my mind was "oh shit... I might not hallucinate.... but what if I DREAM of the exact horrible trip the drug could give me? Ain't no "rules" stopping me from dreaming the worst trip ever..... and isn't that pretty much JUST AS BAD?!??!"
As I fell asleep I kept seeing the tiny shapes that you typically do when drifting into sleep, but everytime my vision would focus on them, it would always morph into a spider, and I would kick myself awake panicking immediately.
I ruined benadryl for myself with the few low doses (maybe 4-5 experiences in total)I "tested it out" with.
It might only be placebo, but everytime I've taken even the lightest dose possible, the only thing on mymind when I go to sleep is "I'm gonna see spiders.... I'm gonna see spiders.... I'm gonna see spiders" and I guarantee either
1. A night of no sleep and panicking in fear of seeing them in a nightmare identical to a trip
Or
2. I fall asleep and dream of spiders the whole night.
Fuck benadryl as a whole for me. There's no positive use for it to me, and I barely even "abused" it(in comparison to these stories)
@@nobodyofimportance3922 Yo homes, that's one of the most real quotes I've ever heard.
Thats a quote I will be using on my kids if I have some. Honestly thats whats kept me away from drugs. Not it killing me or something, although that is a scary thought. But that Ill become so addicted to the euphoria of being high and my entire existance will be set on getting my next high. Ive never done drugs and I refuse to even use perscription pain pills unless I absolutely need too. Addiction to caffeine already sucks and its not even half as bad as most drugs out there
The idea of permanent psychosis haunts me. Like, you are pretty much never the same ever again.
It does happen. Explore carefully.
Not pretty much. It’s permanent. You’re not the same.
You won't. Once the drug is out of your body you can't have its effects anymore.
i agree with you on that it’s horrifying to imagine that it never ends
Well you won't be scared if you are not self aware anymore from brain damage. 🤣
it's wild how the impulse when you are freaking out on drugs is to go in public
something about the pure confusion makes you want to run outside almost like ripping off a sweater when its way too hot if that makes sense.
@Tofuu that's what I think too
It’s a cry for help
Entering a complete altered mental state JUST WORKS for some people
Fight or flight. Body puts itself in the optimal position to get help.
*Tells one of the most nightmarish story’s ever*
“Despite this I have not ruled out using it again”
What wrong with people….
When the devil (or whatever you want to call it) gets its grips on you, it tends to not want to leave and will fight full force to stay - addiction
Basically, they weren't born with even an ounce of common-sense, serves them right.
not everyone can just go through life feeling fine and drugs are the only thing that allow them to feel normal or okay
Some people just wanna feel something
least insane druggie
Don’t abuse Benadryl guys. I took only 8 as a teenager thinking it would be fun, but it was one of the worst feelings I ever had. Intense nausea, dry heaving, cold sweats, a weird uncomfortable force leading to shaking and extreme nervousness and general discomfort in my whole body. Never again
I agree. I took 24 and when I woke up I had no idea what happened and my friend was in the hospital getting his stomach pumped. Stick to the naturals
I don't get how the guy replying to you or you have suck intense experiences, when I took 600mg, (24 pills) I saw spiders, light looked weird and I hallucinated my mom next to me when she wasn't, that was it. Also I'm 14 and 110 pounds idk how you guys had so much happen
*Such intense experiences
@@stainedspeaker883 cap
@@big_pbprobably not cap, there's tons and tons of stories i've heard like his where not much happens even at 600 mg
As someone who has abused DPH for 2 years now, I will say that the trip is never worth it. Due to addiction I haven't yet gotten clean but the permanent psychosis has created so many issues for me and has gotten me hospitalized multiple times. If none of these stories push you away from this drug, I hope my portion of a story does.
I hope you can get clean bro, I abused DXM for a while and that shit messed my brain up. You can do it
Thank you sir. You've got this!
We keep saying the trip isn’t worth it but that’s just part of our fucked up version of fun. Literally don’t mess with the stuff. No matter how many hospitalizations we endure we keep coming back. I know logic and drug curious teens don’t mix at all but this stuff literally makes you addicted to killing yourself. Try at your own risk
Your portion doesn't make any sense. Why do you take it if you don't enjoy it?
@@stilldimitrican i asked what it done to your brain lile wym it messed up your brian ? bc i’ve abused a lot of dxm over 2000+ pills of it and i’m wondering if we have a similar experience
Steve Pineapple was a celebrity created by someone on a trip I think. Someone was talking to the guy on the trip and the guy said “bro thinks he’s Steve Pineapple” and everyone around him was confused.
lol
lmao
it was just on normal weed
You can't just drop this at the same time as the mario movie
DON’T TOUCH THAT MUSHROOM
I'm gonna touch the mushroom
Lmao
@Zimbabduck cult leader uwu to get look forward
Mario movie sucks. The only redeemable factor is a few noticeable VA roles
These were wild asf. Thank you so much for posting this type of content. The people who post these things write it in such a way that it almost feels like I'm experiencing it by listening.
DON'T DO DRUGS KIDS.
Ailurus does do a very good job adding emotion and intensity with his voice
Don't do deliriums, kids*
deliriums are a whole different animal bro, ts ruins your brain
Don't do drugs except weed, acid, mushrooms, DMT, Ayahuasca, and some pure MDMA at a music festival is ok too^^
@@justinwescott8125 mdma is addictive and bad, do not do it, those drugs should not be univserally used since bad reactions are common and can fuck you up
The second guys mom realized he was off something and decided it was a good idea to get right up in his face and act aggressiv
Some people have no brain in their skull 😂
I was confused by that part. Did she actually get up in his face or did he *feel* like she was in his face?
if that were me I would have just called poison control or sum 😭
My moms the same way
Had to pause this midway through just to say such amazing effort in the reading/voice acting. ive never seen a youtube video with such passion filled narration
man, this brings me back a couple years. seeing now that people think it's cool or a challenge to do diphenhydramine is so dumb. those trips have stayed with me forever, and it's one of the things i wish i really never did. it would got so bad that i would be tripping for what felt like a week, but it was only three days. i convinced myself i was dead during that and long story short i will never be the same and it was the most traumatic part of my life. it gave me liver spots all over my body and i feel like it did something permanent to my brain. love your channel btw, glad you took this topic seriously.
Whoa! That must be a really awful feeling, that ur brain isn't the same as it was which means u aren't the same as u were. Our brains are really incredible in that they have elasticity, & can be healed of a lot of things. Have you ever looked into Neuroplasticity? Lots of info on it, lots of videos right here on youtube even. Might be worth a shot if you have enuff discipline/desire to make healing ur mind a small part of ur daily routine. Either way, I wish you well.
@@manda-panda Brains are incredible is an understatement. I always think about the people that hit their head and wake up able to speak a language they’ve never learned
Why people think it’s fun to abuse pharmaceuticals is beyond me! I’ll stick to weed
This channel has turned into an anti-drug PSA channel. I don't mind that actually! Keep up the good work, red panda man!
Everyone’s gangster until they try to handle a delerient
I took too much of this stuff one night trying to sleep, but it instead maxe me totally wired. I watched at hundreds of fully 3d beings walked in and out of my room through walls and closed doors all night. I've done alot of acid, shrooms, mesculine and really most drugs people know of but this looked so real and was way beyond anything I'd ever seen. It felt horrible though. Don't ever do this on purpose.
😂😂
@@BlueBull21 some people find others experiencing horror off of drugs funny somehow. I see it a lot.
Maybe you shouldn't disclose how it's producing the most fascinating effects if you don't want people to do it.
I'm pretty sure everyone already knows about it. There's tons of trips reports and videos out there. They seem to me we mention how terrible it feels, not from any kind of fear from what's being seen but as in how the drug makes you feel. That's why I usually leave comments on any video talking about diphenhydramine. Like I said the information is there and it's been there. The toothpaste is out in regards to the hallucinogenic effects but it doesn't look like the other aspects are, all anyone talks about is what they see and not what they feel.
Do you still have pshycosis
I had a friend in college who did something similar to the guy in the first story when he decided to not tell his friend about what he had taken. My friend did the same, we had no idea what was going on when things started to go bad. Long story short, over the span of several hours he went from speaking in tongues, progressed to losing the ability to form sentences, then eventually was only able to babble and make sounds, until becoming almost completely non-responsive, like he couldn’t even recognize us as being in the same room as him. Another friend and I eventually managed to force him into the car and speed to the ER. He actually ended up being okay, but the ER doctor told him that if he hadn’t come in he would have died that night. So, in my humble opinion, referring to this as a trip is just dangerously stupid. It makes it sound as if it is something similar to experiences like taking acid or mushrooms, which both rarely cause long term harm. Oh a trip, sound fun? No. You are not stimulating your brain to act in a different way, as most drugs facilitate. The euphoric and psychedelic experiences you seek in taking high dose Benadryl are just symptoms of an overdose. Your brain is sporadically failing and shutting down as your liver and kidneys fight to keep you from going completely offline. Taking Benadryl in these kinds of doses is not initiating a trip, but committing suicide by poisoning, and all for the promise of a high that could NEVER be a high, because you are simultaneously experiencing the feelings of dying along with any euphoria. I would even recommend the recreational use of fentanyl before this kind of use of Benadryl. At least with fentanyl you’ll experience complete euphoria, you’re far less likely to die from it if you just have a little common sense in regards to dosage and route of administration, and if you do OD you have a much greater chance of being resuscitated quickly and fully intact. Plus, even if you are unfortunate enough to OD on fentanyl, you go quickly, numb, and at a distance from the pain of this fate. So seriously, the fact I am able to make fentanyl sound safe compared to this. It should definitely raise some red flags.
My first experience seeing the dangers of a DPH trip was seeing an old friend from middle school tripping on it. He emptied cartons of milk and a bag of trash all over his kitchen counter, mumbling to himself "farming some xp, farming some gold". He played a lot of world of warcraft at the time, I can only imagine what he thought he was doing.
when i was young and unknowledgeable, i used to want to do all drugs before i die to see what its like. After watching these vids, I dont think i will ever try it. I thought i was gonna go out high with HARD drugs, but nah, dont wanna go that way. I will always keep my red ribbon promise. As corny that is, I love knowing that I'm mentally healthy :> and will never take it for granted anymore.
I was the same. I took 25 Benadryl pills and that’s what changed it for me. I’ll stick to the natural stuff like shroomies and bud. I used to be doing coke, xans, it’s not worth it. Now the worst I’ll touch is alcohol. It’s human nature to be curious but you have to be smart. Especially with fentanyl nowadays, I would never take a pill or powder from someone on the street ever
New horror films need to take these stories as inspiration. The first one was twisted and terrifying. They are all terrifying though.
I don't think they want young people to know about the dark side of drugs. They kinda stimulate it.
As someone who personally abused said substance to a degree i have never seen elsewhere there is a degree of hopelessness in this. There are ways out. It's not completely hopeless. This "permanence" isn't truly permanent, at least in my experience.
As someone who took 30-60 25 mg tabs daily i think i know what i am talking about. My largest doses were 100+ tabs, which is over 2.5 grams, left me in the hospital. The journey back took a lot of work and seeking ways to help myself heal. I found that nootropics indeed alleviated and in time helped cure me of the induced psychosis. It took years but it is not hopeless to come back from.
One thing that i learned was that the antipsychotics did not help and if anything made it harder to live and heal. They don't aim to cure but to treat symptoms.
Anyway my problem with all this is the idea that there is no coming back, which isn't true. There is a path back, and although it can be incredibly tough, your mind CAN be yours again.
You're not alone, and there is a way back, so don't give up.
alot of antipsychotics use the same mechanism as dph, anticholinergic
btw what nootropics did u take? im lost on how to help myself physically. i can be sober and am kinda (idk im having a couple of drinks rn) but im pretty unstable sober and anticholinergics ruin whatever benefit i get from dxm haha. main problem is cognitive decline and minor psychosis
*describes what sounds like torture that sounds like it lasted forever*
"I haven't ruled using this again though."
There's only one way to describe this.
*bruh*
thats what a addiction is
I’ve tripped on DPH twice and am definitely never touching it again. The first time I took it I took 25 25mg tablets and within 1.5-2 hours I started getting the restlessness described in the video where you can’t sit still. Then the hallucinations started. I tripped on shrooms about a month before this so when everything started to become wavey I was comfortable. However small green and red neon spiders began to appear and would crawl on the carpet and then float into the air and disappear. Since the spiders were so unrealistic in color I thought it was pretty cool. Eventually I went back to my room to go lay down in my bed. That’s when my roommate walked in with a blonde girl. Now this made me curious as he doesn’t have a gf and he’s very academic based and not the type to go party or hookup with girls. But they got in bed together and I could hear them mumbling to each other but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. The girl asked me a few questions I forgot but I answered with a simple yes or no to all of them. At one point she motioned with her hand for me to get out my bed and walk to her so she could whisper something to me but when I reached the bed side she seemed to instantaneously flip back to my roommate as if she was never facing me in the first place. Then I started to hear voices of my friends at the foot of my bed. She turns to me again instantly flipping to me and tells me to get them out. I tell them to get out cause it’s late and I hear a few of them leave but I can still hear a couple that stayed so she asked me again to get them out. I yelled “get the fuck out it’s 4am” Now I don’t know if I actually yelled this out or not but the voices left the room. She then turned to me said thank you and then turned back to my roommate. I fall asleep and when I wake up my roommate and the girl are gone but the jacket the girl was wearing was on his chair. This made me realize that she wasn’t a hallucination but that I was just hallucinating her speaking during the night. When I look at my desk I realize all my vapes and weed dispos are gone. I try looking everywhere and I just can’t find them and that’s when it hits me that she must’ve seen me acting crazy and taken them away thinking they were the cause. So I call up my roommate and I said hey do you know where my vapes are and he said no. I then asked if he thought the girl he had over last night may have taken them to which he responded what girl? That’s when it hit me that this girl who I was having conversations with and interactions with was actually a hallucination. I did eventually find them tucked away in my bag but it was a real shock how realistic the hallucinations are on bennies.
My second trip on DPH was only a few days ago where I took 25 tablets again and my friend took 20. Again it took a little less than 2 hours for the restlessness to start up and then the waves started to happen. Although I thought I was prepared for what was to come I was very much not. I expected to see the same small neon spiders I saw in my first trip but what I got was much scarier. Massive brown Brazilian wandering spiders that were about the size of dinner plates were entangled with each other while they dropped from the ceiling using their spider silk. Once they hit the floor they sprinted to me and started crawling all over me. I could feel each of their slightly barbed feet digging into my skin while I desperately try to swat them off. Then I look around and see all the walls and the ceiling are covered in these spiders. And on the bottom of the stairs that led down to the basement where we were was the hat man. A dark shadow figure with a wide hat on the top of his head. And he just watched while I was being swarmed by these spiders. And just as quick as the spiders came they vanished. I looked around and realized one of my friends that was on the couch left to go up stairs and sleep while my other friend who was on DPH was passed out next to me. I felt pretty tired from the drowsiness caused by DPH so I went to go move and grab a pillow to put my head on when he shot his eyes open and stared at me with an annoyed look. I froze and without a word he closed his eyes and went back to sleep. I then tried to be as careful as possible to not wake him but even though I did not make a sound just me moving was enough for him to shoot his eyes open again and this time there was not only a look of annoyance on his face but also a look of anger as if he was pissed I kept waking him up. While his eyes were open I grabbed the pillow, put it against the armrest of the couch and rested my head on the pillow. This whole time my friend was looking at me with the same look and it was starting to freak me out but when I laid down he closed his eyes again. I woke up a little later into the night and my friend was still on the couch, sleeping, but the pillow I grabbed was back in it’s original place which I thought was very weird. When I sat up to go grab it my friends eyes shot open again but this time he had a look of hatefulness in his eyes and he jumped on me as to attack me. I could feel him pushing me down into the couch and out of fear for my own life I punched him in the face. Except my fist never connected. It went straight through and he exploded into a million little particles. After that it was hard to sleep. Thankfully the hallucinations wore off after this but I was still scared shitless. I managed to catch some sleep and in the morning I found out that he went upstairs before my friend who was trip sitting went upstairs. After this trip I decided I will never touch DPH ever again. The fact that you can never tell what’s real and what’s not real is a terrifying thing and as OP said in the video I definitely do not recommend tripping off of DPH. It is dangerous and the trip is definitely not worth the risks.
I couldn’t have said it any better. As someone who did it, because I was on probation and just wanted to get high, it was a top 5 worst experience I’ve ever had and I still think about it to this day. Shits not joke and my friend ended up in the hospital getting his stomach pumped. The fact that every single person reports spiders and shadow people, if I read that before, I wouldn’t have ever done it
Edit: I also took the same exact dose as you. 25 pills each
wtfffff
Why is seeing spiders a common thing with this stuff. Ive done 2000 ug of LSD once and everything was vivid and intense but i didnt hallucinate anything that wasnt real. Never when i did any psychs (LSD and shrooms many times) have i seen stuff that wasn't there. I almost want to experience that, but i refuse to ever touch anything like DPH or datura
@@happymonkeyfish I think this drug makes your deepest fears come into reality like deep in your psyche and spiders is one of the most commonly feared creatures in the whole world and people take this drug disturbing things can happen.
Why do people take so much, holy shit. 25 pills is like a suicide attempt dose. You can get high off just 4 benadryl, and can hallucinate off 7-10. I'm not saying you should, it's still really dangerous and unhealthy, but holy fuck, so many people in this comment section are saying they took 20-30 pills, and that's just insanely reckless (or y'all are full of shit, for instance it kicks in WAY faster than 2 hours like this dude's claiming, especially at this kind of dose)
"although this was a terrible, nightmarish experience, i haven't ruled out using it again" -dph in a nutshell
When I thought Licking a Public Toilet Seat Challenge during the early days of Covid was stupid, along comes the Benadryl Challenge to prove me wrong.
People have always been willing to do anything to get high
i can't believe i used to do this when i was only 15/16? genuinely didn't know what i was getting myself into. I read about it online and since it's so easy to get your hands on i tried it. i don't really remember the first time i did it, the only things i remember from the first time is that i only took the pills, waited abt an hour until it kicked in. during the night i went in and out of conciousness. i specifically remember seeing bugs flying around my room and then i woke up in the morning still feeling high, brain fried and shaky. i took it a lot more times after that and i look back each time was terrifying but i still did it anyways? im not sure why, i think i was actually losing my mind a bit. i stopped and i never wanna do it again. my brain sorta stopped working as well as it did before too. even after i stopped doing it, there was a period of time, i think more than six months, i felt like i wasn't even real, i was in constant disassociation and derealization, i was antisocial, couldn't connect with myself, others or reality at all. i lost a lot of weight and became extremely forgetful and just straight up stupid. ive recovered a lot, sometimes i still feel disconnected and unaware of things, sometimes i cant comprehend things people say to me and what i read and ive had a lot of memory loss. but im doing better lol.
Yeah when i was younger i used to pop benadryl whenever i ran out of weed, it was always in the house, my brother always had intense allergies, nearly deadly so it was was very easy to get, and a lot of it. So whenever i had no more carts or whatever i was smoking id pop like 30 of these, i got the same reaction you did; bugs were crawling on my tv, but they were fireflies, lighting up in a smiley face, i also saw a figure in the corner just standing there, i couldn’t figure who it was, but i thought it was my brother so i called out, thats when it disappeared and i shot up out of my bed. The night to day switch was instant, and i snapped out of it the moment my feet hit the floor. My mom was standing at my door, telling me it was time for school.
Yea me and my friends did something similar, we’d take turns trip sitting each other. I remember one time I fell asleep while my friend was tripping and he went outside and was trying to start my parents cars lmfao.
25 pills, 500 mg, half a gram, for a 5'1 87 lb teenager was honestly unmemorable. i took that much just in case of an expected unfortunate event. i did not want to be conscious enough for it. at the end of it, i went to a restaurant with my family. it was all blurry, i don't remember getting out of the car or sitting down. all i remember is looking over to my left to the painted chairs (those mexican ones with the people) and they were moving. i was staring for half of the stay. it was the paintings partying, drinking and talking. i heard clumbered chatter, glasses clanging, and laughter. over that, the sound of tv static. the other half, i'm pretty sure i was staring into nothing, thinking of nothing, and i didn't even realize the waiter was talking to me. every time he came over he would disappear. every sip of water i took would make my mouth drier, and taking those two sips was painful. i remember doing nothing and thinking nothing, not even feeling fear. it was never scary and im honestly shocked hearing about the first story having full blown hallucinations for hours, until sunrise off of like 400mg, when that "trip" had only lasted me 3 hours.
staring into nothing adn thinkign of ntohign is so real becaue every time i take it really feels like that where im hgneuinley not thinking abotu anything
did the event that you feared end up happening or not?
You went to a restraunt????
@ yes vro 💔💔💔 we were celebrating the fact that said thing did not happen, but I was hardly even conscious to understand that I was there lmao
The way I’m obsessed with these trip reports!! You’re a good story teller!! Keep going!!❤
Its not real storys man
@@rrtttfthxg2143 they’re not real?
@@chrollo__5715Nope? They’re fake storys look at the past videos he has made they all sound over exaggerated or straight out fake
Like come on he did a video on how people had a bad trip from “nut meg”
@@BlueBull21 Yeah maybe i have zero clue idk anymore i don’t trust
My life is ruined. Do not even try this. Not even once. I've done everything on the shelf and this drug did the most damage to me. If you are using this drug, addicted or not, or even considering trying it, feel free to talk to me or ask me anything. May God bless you all.
Is it possible to get just a high enough dose to trip but not get damaged by it? Kinda curious but everything I hear from people that took this shit is how it ruined their life
@@dreemz.3204 No, it'll always give you brain damage if you manage to trip, and you will see things you won't want to see since it is a deliriant.
How do you contact the ancestors without something like diphenhydramine?
@@MrCmon113 Asteral projection, dreams, other psychedelics potentially. I've never had more vivid hallucinations than when I was deep in DPH. Best of luck to you
@@dreemz.3204not really but even if you could why would you want to take a drug that would not make you feel good at all and would wrap you in some type of psychological horror in a compromised mental state that would make it so much worse...
The giant spider hallucinations are quite common in these trip reports. One thing about giant bugs is that there was a geological time period about 300 million years ago known as the carboniferous period where giant insects were the main lifeforms on land. Millipedes longer than cars, dragonflies the size of eagles, spiders and beetles the size of dogs. This is what Earth was like in the carboniferous period.
god dammit bro i took like 25 pills and js saw ants and hallucinating talking to my dad and mom how do i see these goddamn spiders i love spiders
I know this is 10 months in, but I wanna share my diphenhydramine stories. I had severe insomnia, where melatonin didn't work and I couldn't sleep even after 36 hours. So, I went to diphenhydramine as a sleep aid. I took 200mg to test it, and saw flashes of light at the corners of my vision and swear some colors swirled a little bit, but I fell asleep effortlessly. I built a tolerance fast, though, so I had to take more. I took 350mg one night, as I was outside at a fire I was having. As I went to put a log on, I lost all balance and almost fell in. I quickly realized that DPH was causing it, and I headed inside after putting out the fire. I layed down, and opened youtube which I did until I could fall asleep, and started watching videos. I quickly realized sometimes I would get confused what I just clicked on, or couldnt remember what I was thinking of literal seconds prior. Any thought that took more than 10 seconds to wonder about just disappeared, like dementia. The next night I scaled it back a little to 300mg. I had my AC on as it was hot, and opened youtube again. This time, I had no problems with confusion, but hallucinations began. I saw the flashes of light again, no big deal. But, then I heard a, "Hey!" from the corner of my room and there was nothing there. I heard my dad on the phone in the kitchen and decided to tell him goodnight before falling asleep. It was like 11:00 PM, but he has had phone calls this late before. I walked out to the kitchen and there was nobody. No conversation, no phone call. I went back inside creeped out after those and laid back down. I heard 2 more times a "Hey!" from the corner of my room, with nothing there. The last one, though, wasn't the same voice. It was my voice for the previous whispers, so it wasn't as bad as it could be. But then, I heard, "Look." in a much deeper, commanding voice. This sent CHILLS down my spine and I didnt have the courage to look this time. safe to say, I do not take DPH anymore.
The permanent psychosis thing is exceedingly rare
Okay, as someone who is somewhat experienced with psychedelics, the second story genuinely pissed me off, and I hope that the family was just inexperienced with bad trips.
If you suspect that someone is tripping on something, the last thing you should do is act suspicious or aggressive. I hope that it was just his imagination and that they didn't actually pester him so much. One bad trip can make everything go downhill
Like drinking, and smoking, recreational use is something to use responsibly.
That being said, stick to psychedelics, not delirients. If you're the type with an addictive personality, avoid hard drugs all together for your safety.
I watch these to fight my intrusive thoughts. It helps
this video perfectly describes my 20 bennadryl trip, its what i think having schizophrenia is because you have full conversations with people and then realize you weren't truly talking to them but for me it was normal in my head, it was more like a "aw man" feeling instead of a wtf feeling
Benadryl/dph is known as the nightmare drug
....I don't understand why anyone would ever want that
Makes me so happy I'm unable to take Benadryl. They put some in an IV for nausea when I was pregnant and very sick and it gave me restless leg syndrome all over my body, my heart was racing and the walls looked like static TV. That was a hospital controlled dose...I could not imagine taking 10 pills. My dad was the one who took me and he said I looked possessed.
I find it absolutely wild that kids can get drugs like these easily in the US.
its on shelfs anyone can buy
@@extravv4699 in Europe most drugs that are available in the us are not allowed here, at least that's what I heard.
Im always so excited to watch these videos. Glad you're making this content, Thanks!
I've been addicted to a number of drugs in my life. 8 or 9 years ago, DPH was one. I can't remember exactly how much I would take, but it got up to something like 20 to 30 25mg pills at a time. It lasted for maybe a year or so, or maybe 9/10 months. I remember one night while tripping saying; "I'm balancing on the edge of the universe" and that's always stuck with me for some reason. I feel so incredibly lucky that nothing serious ever happened to me. The thought of a permanent trip that never stops is..absolutely horrifying to me.
I knew someone that said they took a whole bottle at once. A few things he saw from his experience: he looked up on the ceiling and saw himself sitting upside down on the ceiling, he said he saw tons of spiders and scorpions, for a while he thought he was the centipede from the old school video game and he would just drift around bumping into the walls and freaking out, he tried to go up a flight of steps but they looked completely flat and it wasn't possible to climb them to the main floor so he slept in the basement, he also saw another friend crying hysterically in a chair, over a breakup abd went to comfort the friend by putting a hand on their shoulder but his arm went through their body and the body instantly disappeared and he was stuck down there in the dark. Yikes!
Well this explains why my dog is off the rails most the time as he has severe allergies so the vets have me giving him a huge dose of Benadryl three times a day. He’s a pitty- lab mix so as I always had German Shepards, and knew people with labs, I figured that his “craziness “ was just a Pitt bull thing. I wonder if it’s possible that as he’s a dog, it can have the same effect on him as humans and he’s actually high not just insanely silly. Now I’m going to have to ask my vet about it, as maybe it’s not a high enough dose to harm him, but is enough to make him a bit goofy, as he does become more normal acting about the last hour or so before he’s due for another dose.
if lsd and mushrooms were decriminalized there wouldn't be as big of a problem with benadryl tbh. both are literally safer
TBH they should make DPH illegal too so all the junkies can take themselves out of the gene pool straight off the bat by snorting laundry detergant :P
No doubt.
The dreams I have when I take Benedryl are so vivid and creepy AF. And because I have a habit of just waking up randomly, I experience multiple.
These dreams alone are what keeps me from going too far as to trip like this.
This shit scares me.
Yeah I always have the weirdest dreams on Benadryl. I can’t remember them anymore but one of them freaked me out so much I still remember it. I was inside what appeared to be a massive movie theater and there were some areas in the floor where you could sink down into. Kind of like a deep bean bag like pit. You’d sink down into it a bit. Well I went over to one of these pits and this one dude was just sitting all alone by the pit completely emotionless then I laid in the pit gave up and all of a sudden he jumped on top of me and forced me deep into the pit and covered my face with a blanket to suffocate me. The worst part is I didn’t wake up until I basically stopped breathing in the dream. I was so relieved to wake up and find out that it wasn’t real. Freaked me out so much.
Agreed. I have chronic nightmares to the point where I’m just numb to them. But on Benadryl, they turn extremely dark and murky. It’s like I’m in a world of sludge. 10/10 don’t recommend
@lulzenjoyer one I had was where I was in and around a mansion in the woods. There were hands and other body parts strewn about the swamp, reaching up for me. The only path to the mansion was rickety wooden planks above the swamp. Inside the house, the dimensions changed constantly. Just an overall feeling of paranoia and being watched. A good analogy to how I felt would be Vaermina’s dream realm in Skyrim lore.
I have extremely dark and messed up dreams pretty consistently. I’ve learned to just deal with them. But Benadryl exacerbated them to a pretty disturbing degree. 10/10 would not recommend
I also strongly discourage recreational use of Zolpidem (Ambien).
It can be fun by itself, but it causes so much disinhibition that you forget you took it and compulsively redose.
I just wanted to take one, one evening, and 14 hours of blackout later, 9 pills were gone.
It took me 2 years to recover from some minor damage this experience caused me.
I discourage its use but if you really must, please get rid of the pills you don't want to take (throw them away or give them to someone to keep them while you're high).
Once again though, I really discourage its use...
I did kind of the same thing I ended up taking about 180 mg
this shit is scarier then any horror movie I've ever seen. I haven't even finished the first story and it's baffling that this shit is left within reach of children. Thank you pharmaceutical industry
That’s a great way to describe what it feels like, a horror movie. The figures and shadowy people you see emanate a horribly evil aura.
Your hatred of the pharmaceutical industry is completely retarded and they explicitly tell you not to keep ANY medicine within the reach of children.
DPH is best experienced BELOW 400 mg, this weakens the body load and makes the trip more tolerable. I've come to find that at doses above 400 mg, the body load and negative effects are so amplified that any little euphoria I get from it is diminished and the trip is pretty much ruined. Light doses are definitely best for this substance.
No matter the drug how much you weigh has an effect so dont take others advice on how much to take usually expiriment on lowef doses
Personally had the opposite experience (tho obv the higher the dose the more risky it is) but past 400mg or so I feel the heavy body feeling vanish and feel like I’m going through a scripted dream
They should start a new ad campaign, “Benadryl, the only drug that will send you straight to Silent Hill.”
1:14 This meme is quite humorous for morbid video. Thank you, Ali
I remember taking five or so at once in college a couple times in a desperate bid to just _get some damn sleep_ when I couldn't fill my Ambien prescription, but it didn't work. I didn't even get any of the hallucinations people always talk about. I just laid in bed, unable to move while still being wide awake and _very_ frustrated, and then after I finally _did_ fall asleep (several hours later) I woke up with a hangover.
yes because you took 125mg and not 700mg
I heard this guy say his sister took this stuff in an unknown amount and he said that she now has permanent psychosis and she hallucinates centipedes and a rotten smelling corpse following her around if she doesn’t take her anti psychotics. I heard this from a guy on Reddit so I have no idea if it’s true. But permanent psychosis I absolutely believe.
I don't
I’ve done DPH 4 times. It’s a truly awful experience, it felt like glass was in my throat, I was constantly hallucinating people in my room, and I had awful dreams about people I love dying, don’t try it if you’re considering it, please.
I feel bad for the second guy
Imagine being surrounded by your family and not even knowing what's going on
Not even being able to trust those close to you, it's terrifying
The way these dudes talk about it makes it sound like they're trying to get a high score, which completely undermines the whole "don't do drugs" message.
Why am i watching this while on acid, and im just having fun
The deliriant point is very important. So many people think that diphenhydramine is just a psychedelic, but it can and will fuck you up. Medication labels are there for a reason. Read the label and do not exceed the maximum dose
Dph never did much for me other than making music nice to listen to and making the walls move. Even when I took 800 mg, I never entered a delirium or had vivid hallucinations, shadows just moved around a bit and that was it. The only time it worked slightly was when I took it with dxm in a low-mid dose and I honestly can't remember anything about it lmao. I've decided to stop since it causes such bad organ damage.
same the most i ever saw was my blanket making faces and little ant looking things running around my bed. i couldn’t really tell cause everything was blurry/dizzy
Bro is the main character
Ever since the first acid trip video you did I've always made it a tradition to watch the trip report videos a few hours or so before bed. this one is going to be just as re-watched as all of the other trip report videos. Please do a DMT trip report video next 😁
I had really bad allergies at one point so I ended up building a tolerance to Benadryl only affecting me after taking 5 which at the time I didn’t realize would make me feel like I was flying so I went to school on many Benadryl.
You feel like ur flying on dph? Feels like my feet got dipped in concrete and chained to the ground
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself
This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
[_James_tray]
Got psychs
@@sarahh321 Where to search?? Is it IG?
@@georgewilliams1062 Yes
I once took 10 Benadryl and 10 daytime cough and cold meds before bed. I spent the next 6 hours rolling around in my bed with super intense arm and leg pain when I wasn’t moving. I tried watching TH-cam but Before long I had 2 phones. I started trying to figure out which of my phones is the real one but I was so tired I wouldn’t be able to keep my eyes open. Every time I closed my eyes I was rushing to deliver grub hub orders. I thought I was driving and kept on getting scared because I thought I would crash it. When I would open my eyes I would get anxious that I’m not completing the order and that they will cancel it. I started sobering up and finally figured out which phone was real and checked my grub hub to see how much I made. Only to discover I hadn’t been payed and I got angry. I did come down and realize what happened but this was a total mind fuck. I never before experienced what truly not knowing what’s real was like and I would have preferred to not know. I still doubt reality sometimes that I might be in a hospital bed somewhere tripping out. No matter how much I try to believe otherwise it gnaws at the recesses of my mind. I figure if I can believe I’m real again even if I may not be I’ll be alright either way.
These stories are super helpful for adolescents who don't know what they're doing, and how to use these substances.
Sounds like a great way to cure my insomnia.
I used to take Benadryl and didn't know it could make you like this. 8 years ago my dumbass would've tried it too. Lmao
Benadryl aka: Zoomer Quaaludes
Normal people: I want to go visit the machine elves
Zoomers: I want schizophrenia now!!
as someone who has taken multiple grams, abused it for months.please dont do this to yourself, you dont know when you'll just drop dead. its not worthit
I took around 12-15 25 mg tablets and i barely remember anything. My ex had attempted suicide march 2019 which made me fall into a deep depression and self hatred. Her parents were abusive and she ended up blocking me for about a week and at that time I started thinking about taking as many tablets i could but hesitated out of fear of what could go wrong. All i remember is sobbing and sitting in bed slowly taking the tablets. I experienced cotton mouth, severe headache, then felt this paralysis come over me. Thankfully i ended up passing out for about 15 hrs and the headache slowly wore off after about 2 days
I had the same thing but I really feel fucked up
So much cred for having Caleb from Blood as thumbnail 💜
You should make this on a podcast
This is why shrooms and acid should be legal
Benadryl from IV at hospital affected me more than morphine. I took it at home as an adult (32) and had vivid dreams/ night terrors & sleep paralysis.
crazy bc benadryl from IV had me feeling fucking crazy i used to eat hella benny pills to get high but the IV gave me the craziest body high ever didn’t really hallucinate but the body high was super fucking intense i did not like it
the craziest trips are always the eiriel ones like those that Sedric Lightbury did
they're always so haunting and horrifying
highly recommend reading them tbh
I've tripped on benadryl twice(i was stupid but i was 14 and wanted attention)]
And let me tell you it doesn't cause psychosis... you do return to normal. Now, I didn't take THAT much but the trip was extremely intense and one of the worst times of my life. It feels like hell.
How do you know you are still the same person? You won't know what person you were before if you are already somone else.
@@blackwater7183 no it really doesn’t have permanent effects if you take less than 1 gram. However you can seriously become borderline schizophrenic if you abuse it regularly.
sooo youre 15
@@discojoe4865yeah brain damage definitely doesn’t affect you permanently 😵💫
@@blackwater7183dph probably causes psychosis more than things like weed or shrooms. But at the same time, the chance of becoming permanently psychotic is super low.
"I ran full speed back to where the spiders were battling."
That's how you know shit went *very* wrong.
Holy shit Ailurus? I had no idea that you had another channel!
I remember my homie told me that "sometimes it never ends" to me while I was on acid. I almost killed myself that night.
Incredible channel I love it
Please make more of these ailurus they are so intriguing
you can do psychedelics and I can totally get how that type of transcendent experience might let you figure more about yourself. but giving your self that permanently is kinda crazy
Been abusing dph for about a year it almost controls me never do crazy doses but couple days ago did about 700 mg giant crickets coming from underneath my pillow ran from out my bed saw my friend miniature in a fetal position on my couch tried to take a video looking at it later was literally nothing i went downstairs and tried to sleep in my brothers room weird daddy long legs stayed crawling towards me i hopped up and went to the living room and tried to sleep on the couch but some odd bug came crawling from behind curtains this whole time i was having audio hallucinations of my mom walking and coming to the door over and over i paced for about 2 hours and went to my moms room and woke her up and asked to sleep in her bed and described the bugs and she looked at me really weird but said yes and then fell asleep
I wish you well brother but you are going down the spiral. Stop this abuse and take a moment to think about your life. An year isn't alot to miss the highs after going clean. If you still want to continue then be responsible with your use.
@@navjotsandhu3892 since that comment I’ve completely stopped and threw all my dph away hoping i never pick it up again
first time i did acid got white on whites n thought they were fake, took 2000ug n most of what i remember is hallucinating my mom finding me and freaking out :(
A black woman in a cape was probably the scariest thing I’ve ever heard
No disrespect to these people because I’ve had bad mushroom trips and this sounds a whole lot worse BUT who in the hell takes a drug like this IN SCHOOL!?!? Even at home with your parents home is sketchy, like why!?! Smh my head
I only took 8 benadryl pills once at a boy scout campout. It wasn't too bad like these trips but since I only took 8 I wonder what 17 will feel like. I felt really drousy and my body felt super heavy and light at the same time, which was very uncomfortable to me. The visuals I saw were very small, I was seeing waves and patterns which were cool, but my body was super uncomfortable and my memory was not good. I remember at one point it felt like there were worms and maggots crawling in my skin. Every time I would close my eyes I would lose sense of my body and reality which was very scary for me, and my friends told me I looked super high and intoxicated.
even though i had the worst experience of my life, im probably going to dry again
i have done a lot of benny before this changed my mind completely i thought nothing of it at the time i just like seeing those horrifying "hallucinations" i always have when i was 6 years old i ate datura pods on accident not knowing what they were and had my terrible time with that but there is something comforting to me to see the horrible things u see. This video explained a lot of personal problems i have with my self. Thank you i will now not be relying on benadryl as a backup
"great art disturbs the comfortable, and comforts the disturbed."
I really haven't been doing good mentally recently. I decided I needed to trip off something and get my mind off things, I had always wanted to see if benadryl lived up to the memes.
I looked up what a dose would be, and downed 30 for a first trip, as I slowly got more deliorus my vision began to have the same effects as a lowdose shroom trip, I was feeling good and conscious, I had full movement and awareness of the time. Listened to some music, suddenly as if some bad movie transition my vision faded from the wall to the big glass door, the sky was baked orange, very very orange, and had a spiderwebbing effect over it. I really needed to pee so I went to the bathroom, I had to thoughtfully take every step and each felt as if it took 10 minutes, finally I use the bathroom and leave. I could only slightly read my phone, having to move it really close for about 10 seconds to read before it got blurry then move it to arm lenght for 10 seconds before it got blurry, it was 10:30, I sit for another 30 seconds and check the time again, 12. I decide to go to bed and sleep this off as I keep seeing things that were there but weren't, some were humaniod or alive but none moved at all, but they were real to me, when I did shrooms and acid my hallucinations were just that, hallucinations, all of these were real.
I lay down on my bed, but I can't close my eyes, I try to call for my roomates, I try to scream, I open my mouth but nothing comes out, I decide to sleep, I lay there unable to shut my eyes, I keep hearing whispering and radio chattering as well as my families voices but I couldn't understand it, finally I start dreaming, I'm asleep, but my eyes are open, I can hear everything, I can see everything, I'm awake but I'm locked in and my vision is over layed with dreams. Finally after what felt like around 10 minutes of this I hear a massive bang, loudest noise I have ever heard, I shoot up, I could barely move before and I flew awake, I had motion now, I check my watch expecting it to be 12am, it's 4am, I finally fall asleep for real this time, I lived atleast 2 months of my life, completely normal, completely real to me, I woke up and felt groggy and an ego change. It's been one week, I regret it and wouldn't do it again yet I still have cravings.
Some weird things I noticed.
1. My vision was deep orange and deep fried, while having the spider patern from stranger things over layed in a weird cursed rainbow, phone screens and screens in geral were bright rainbow covered, and got blurry when looking at them, had to shift from super close and far away.
2. I could turn 360 degrees to my right no issues, I turned so much as 90 degrees to my left and I teleported back around.
3. Everything was real, I can tell what's a trip and real, except on benadryl, it was all real.
4. Towards the end of my big dream I realized I had tripped on benadryl before years ago when I was super sick, and during thst trip I experienced this trip when I was asleep, and during this trip I experienced that trip when I was asleep.
5. Massive time skips/errors, I could swear I slept for 12ish hours, according to my watch I slept for 2 total.
6. The cravings, I've done all number of drugs and I've never felt the need to do them again, never had cravings or addictions even to opiods and nicotine, this drug is scary.
Do not do benadryl in high doses, it near guarantees early on set dementia, if you go erieal there is a over 90% chance you will go back in again and die with in two weeks, the heart issues and other issues caused by this are insane, the mental and ego pains are not worth the shitty trip.
As someone who has had plenty of experience abusing DPH heavily (most ive done in one sitting was 1300mg) the last story blew my mind. Why would anyone do it in the morning on their way to school?? Doing it in the first place is bad enough, but those are the absolute worst conditions for being on DPH. Its like he was asking for his life to be ruined.
Lesson of the day,dont fucking take unknow pills just because you are bored.
I never knew something as simple as Benadryl, something i use every once and a while, could have effects like this
Yep, clear spiders. I tripped a couple times in high school and that was exactly what i saw covering my walls. Horrible shit. Awful restless legs, seeing things out of the corners of your eyes, hearing people talk to you that aren't there. Luckily my mother had come in to check on me before they went to sleep and found me hiding under my blankets talking about the spiders. That was almost 20 years ago now and I still can remember how that last trip went on benadryl.
I’m off of 12 rn hasn’t kicked in yet
I have seen the clear white spider on numerous occasions. Always at the end of trips that kept me awake for too long.
when i was a bit younger i accidentally took too much benadryl. not alot, but enough to make me thing jake paul was at my door ready to prank me. it was purely euphoric, but i actually decided to look into this and… jesus.
Great to see you keeping up with this channel!
Is this where you're going to upload morbid reality as it's fitting for this channel, or would you just leave it on the first one?
OMG I LOVE DPH TRIPS TYSM ILY
Can never try this because crawly things are my nightmare thank you for the warning
this isnt good for me to have found out, my adhd is making me have temptations now
This story made me get 'Lampshades on fire' stuck in my head lol
The vfx on the Cheshire report reminds me of DXM closed-eye visuals
I once was dumb and tripped on DPH, i took around 20 tablets, i honestly cant exactly remember, and i swear i saw spiders on the walls and shadowy figures at the edges of my hallway, a bit later i decided to try and walk to the figures and i heard my baby sister crying in my room