I'm sitting here on the last day of my senior year, with this on repeat in my headphones. I've lost so much this year, and become so strong. But all I can think of is the separate parts of my soul I had to leave behind in the process. I miss you so much baby, and as I sit here and think of how our paths had to diverge I tell myself "maybe we could be together in another timeline". I don't think I'll ever meet anyone like you ever again on this earth, and I'm sorry for killing what we had. If I could change how things turned out, I would. I'll miss you forever Ham (my nickname for you). You left a void in my soul.
You're 17/18. You'll be fine. Your first real heartbreak is the most delicious. Be sure to cling to that for the next 10-20 years and make it your entire personality.
You will always remember your first love. It's bittersweet and as the years go by the edges will soften. Move forward, doen't let your past alter your future happiness. Good luck and much peace.
Aaron, I just wanted to tell you thank you for getting this ball rolling for Hayden during her first trip "way out west". You two together are just perfect in this song. When she sent me the little audio clip coming back from LA that weekend, I listened to it on repeat. I drove her nuts asking when you two were going to finish it! Thanks again for being a part of my child's path to her dreams. 🥰
Dear ethel I just needed to get this out of my system :D I’m unhappily in love for a while now and this song crossed my path in that phase and is now my constant companion. I listen to it on repeat for some days now. It blends so well with my bittersweet feelings. Maybe it’s not very healthy do dwell in them for so long, but I don’t care right now. For me the guitar sound is a grunge ballad with a hint of shoegaze, so it evokes a 90s aesthetic, kind of cheesy, melodramatic, gothic, hyperrealistically beautiful but at the same time dirty and suicidal. Your lyrics (and lil aarons) hit the right spot betweeen relatably simple and inspiringly vague. The transitions between the different intensities of your vocals takes me on a journey every time. When they‘re layered over each other it sends waves of overpowering emotions through me. Your song inspired me to write my own poetry based on your lyrics. In my head run several versions of music videos for the song. One of them is just the music video of „always“ by bon jovi lol but darker, older and slower. I don’t know "why“ you’re making art, but i can tell you that you at least touched one human deeply.
This really speaks to me, even after a year of break up...the pain, the loss, but the thought of moving on is all in there pretty cool stuff and didn't expect lil Aaron to pop up in this one lmao
I just discovered you today and you speak to my soul, I feel all the things, like I walked the same paths in a past life. Thank you. It's been more then music its been a experience.
Your music has depth. I love this sound. It just washes over me, I can't even explain. I love that you do all your own production, I think that's what makes your music special and it's so refreshing. Keep going!
Truly, no song transports me or makes me feel the peace that I feel when I listen to this work of art. Thank you for randomly appearing on my Spotify. Listening to you was love at first listen.
And everything's easier way out west Wholly mad and half undressed I love the way it always feels to miss you I tell all my friends every thing you do A sick obsession that I still try to prove And it's no good, 'cause who am I without you And home's not home unless you're there And I'll never be ready but I don't care Wide awake all night thinking about you Do you think of me too? I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know I'll bury us both, fed to the night (as ghosts) I keep on losing track of time 'Cause what's the point if you're not by my side? I told my mom about you, she just laughed Driving with my eyes closed, hope I crash Maybe we could be together in another life Maybe this could be forever in another timeline But right now, I gotta pack my bags And I won't even miss you tomorrow 'Cause home's not home unless you're there And I'll never be ready but I don't care Wide awake all night thinking about you Do you think of me too? I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know I'll bury us both, fed to the night as ghosts Washed out days and stone cold nights Best goddamn days of your whole life Jack the car and let it ride Kicking it, baby, we'll survive I'm all run and you're all fight (fight) Tangling with Jesus Christ Total ruin idolized But the kids will be alright 'Cause home's not home unless you're there And I'll never be ready but I don't care Wide awake all night thinking about you Do you think of me too? I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know I'll bury us both, fed to the night as ghosts (as ghosts)
I always love Michelle Pfeiffer and now im listening very often to Ethel. I dont know what kind of cross Is she carry on but i m going to pray for her soul. Please Lord have mercy of Ethel and all of us sinners.
I saw you on a magazine at Barnes and noble I looked like five times and I was like… THATS HER WITH THE TATTOO!!! Your music is so moving I love it sm and this is my favorite song of yours ❤
It exists! Someone has uploaded it to TH-cam too. Just look up Michelle Pf… pfiefer? I don’t know how to spell it. But just look up Michelle Pfiefer Ethel Cain Solo
I'm sitting here on the last day of my senior year, with this on repeat in my headphones. I've lost so much this year, and become so strong. But all I can think of is the separate parts of my soul I had to leave behind in the process. I miss you so much baby, and as I sit here and think of how our paths had to diverge I tell myself "maybe we could be together in another timeline". I don't think I'll ever meet anyone like you ever again on this earth, and I'm sorry for killing what we had. If I could change how things turned out, I would. I'll miss you forever Ham (my nickname for you). You left a void in my soul.
You're 17/18. You'll be fine. Your first real heartbreak is the most delicious. Be sure to cling to that for the next 10-20 years and make it your entire personality.
You will always remember your first love. It's bittersweet and as the years go by the edges will soften. Move forward, doen't let your past alter your future happiness. Good luck and much peace.
My favorite song to date!!
I love you, My Child 🥰🥰🥰
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Love you too, mother ♡
this sounds like what being heartbroken and kissed feels like; I love this song.
this describes Louis and Lestat perfectly.
This song is like an endless summer ❣️
My soul is prolapsing to this song 💗
Not you again
GOOD ONE.
Girl you're everywhere
omg hi queen!😊
Soulapse
2 years later this song still feels like magic
This song is like an acid trip, magical, pure, like, hearing it, makes me astral project
Just ordered the CD. You are effing amazing. Sonically and lyrically, you are fantastic. And I’m a 53 year old goth/ether/punk.
I'm 61. She's fantastic!
Even at one thousand years old, I agree.
@@JohnJohnson-dg5yg me too. Totally support the many talented musicians today.
Add another 61 year old, who was a Cocteau's fan.
I’m only 59. But young people like her, too!
the months build up was worth the wait holy shit, ethel!!!! this is just as beautiful as i hoped it would be and more :)
thank you so much :')))))
Everything about this song and the artist just feels like true Americana, contemporary and yet spanning timeless issues.
This is just...emotion personified.
E.
💚🔥
Aaron, I just wanted to tell you thank you for getting this ball rolling for Hayden during her first trip "way out west". You two together are just perfect in this song. When she sent me the little audio clip coming back from LA that weekend, I listened to it on repeat. I drove her nuts asking when you two were going to finish it! Thanks again for being a part of my child's path to her dreams. 🥰
Your music gives me chills. It makes me feel both dead and alive inside. A beautiful mixture I must say...
fuck this is good. its like falling asleep without the one person you need most.
i’m so in love with this song
Ethel you're the shit I love this so much
love u more :')
@@mothercain ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I honestly don’t know how this isn’t the biggest song in the universe right now. It totally is to me
I hear the twin peaks influence in that intro ❤️ love it!
Oh my God! . I can not believe I'm not the only one and I am obsessed with that show. I found my people. Great taste
I had a dream last night I was in an episode. I was so fun, but kinda scary 😂
Im in love...she is so raw and vulnerable in her music.
I need you to know you’re loved
can we talk about how this is like the best visualizer EVER
Just found you through this song. Underrated as fuck
Dear ethel
I just needed to get this out of my system :D
I’m unhappily in love for a while now and this song crossed my path in that phase and is now my constant companion. I listen to it on repeat for some days now. It blends so well with my bittersweet feelings. Maybe it’s not very healthy do dwell in them for so long, but I don’t care right now. For me the guitar sound is a grunge ballad with a hint of shoegaze, so it evokes a 90s aesthetic, kind of cheesy, melodramatic, gothic, hyperrealistically beautiful but at the same time dirty and suicidal. Your lyrics (and lil aarons) hit the right spot betweeen relatably simple and inspiringly vague. The transitions between the different intensities of your vocals takes me on a journey every time. When they‘re layered over each other it sends waves of overpowering emotions through me. Your song inspired me to write my own poetry based on your lyrics. In my head run several versions of music videos for the song. One of them is just the music video of „always“ by bon jovi lol but darker, older and slower. I don’t know "why“ you’re making art, but i can tell you that you at least touched one human deeply.
I love to YEARN to this song
This is such an interesting collab, given the contrast of the two artists' imagery. So good
Great sensations, atmosphere,tone, visuals
Now that's a song that makes one feel.
This really speaks to me, even after a year of break up...the pain, the loss, but the thought of moving on is all in there pretty cool stuff and didn't expect lil Aaron to pop up in this one lmao
just found out about you a week ago and only 117k subs????????? thats crazyyyyyyyyy you are surreal in the best way possible
About once a decade I discover a jewel like Ethel Ain...I’m already hooked....gonna spend the rest of today mainlining her music....
I was eagerly awaiting this song, and it does not disappoint! Spectacular 💗
constantly hitting the replay button this is just vibez vibez vibez
This is beyond gorgeous. As usual.
I showed this to my brother and he said "when did Phoebe Bridgers start doing promethazine?" 10/10 comment and song, I love this
That's freaking hilarious 😂
I just discovered you today and you speak to my soul, I feel all the things, like I walked the same paths in a past life. Thank you. It's been more then music its been a experience.
This is absolutely amazing! I'm an instant fan :)
My sister showed this to me tonight and I am obsessed!
I think you should give your sister a hug and a kiss girl
Your music has depth. I love this sound. It just washes over me, I can't even explain. I love that you do all your own production, I think that's what makes your music special and it's so refreshing. Keep going!
I've been listening to this song non stop for weeks, I am going insane and I'm loving every second of it
this was 3 years ago but I still listen to this religiously on Soundcloud
Thank you Pitchfork! Thank you Ethel Cain
Just heard this now nearly lost my shit in a grocery store aisle this is fuckin divine
Truly, no song transports me or makes me feel the peace that I feel when I listen to this work of art. Thank you for randomly appearing on my Spotify. Listening to you was love at first listen.
Last day of sophomore year!! About to catch the bus
some people dislike lil aaron's verse but i love it sm
Why can’t i stop listening to this ??
This is a masterpiece, I wish I discovered this earlier. I first heard this a month ago and I haven't stopped listening to it a single day.
And everything's easier way out west
Wholly mad and half undressed
I love the way it always feels to miss you
I tell all my friends every thing you do
A sick obsession that I still try to prove
And it's no good, 'cause who am I without you
And home's not home unless you're there
And I'll never be ready but I don't care
Wide awake all night thinking about you
Do you think of me too?
I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know
I'll bury us both, fed to the night (as ghosts)
I keep on losing track of time
'Cause what's the point if you're not by my side?
I told my mom about you, she just laughed
Driving with my eyes closed, hope I crash
Maybe we could be together in another life
Maybe this could be forever in another timeline
But right now, I gotta pack my bags
And I won't even miss you tomorrow
'Cause home's not home unless you're there
And I'll never be ready but I don't care
Wide awake all night thinking about you
Do you think of me too?
I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know
I'll bury us both, fed to the night as ghosts
Washed out days and stone cold nights
Best goddamn days of your whole life
Jack the car and let it ride
Kicking it, baby, we'll survive
I'm all run and you're all fight (fight)
Tangling with Jesus Christ
Total ruin idolized
But the kids will be alright
'Cause home's not home unless you're there
And I'll never be ready but I don't care
Wide awake all night thinking about you
Do you think of me too?
I hate to let you go, but if I don't then we both know
I'll bury us both, fed to the night as ghosts (as ghosts)
Angel ❤
Fell in love with you and your discography Ethel, 2 years ago and im so lucky and proud to be your fan ❤️
This song sets my soul on fire..
I can’t handle the perfection. This song is amazing.
Everything about this is perfect!!! Please keep going!!! Feeling tooooo many feelings rn 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤❤❤❤❤❤
This is so electrifying. The peak on this is truly amazing. Quite the trip 🍄
Ugh😩 this is so good.
I’ve listened to this song on repeat all day. You’re singing to my soul girl 😌
This song is incredibly moving it brought me to tears just now. Thank you for this 🙏💚
I’m so excited to see you on the 20th! Your music has really spoken to me
Happy 2 year anniversary to this masterpiece ❤️❤️
PERFEITA mamãe cain 🥺 te amo
oh wow i cant stop listening to this
For real, this is my thirdy Ethel's song and I falling in love. Pure sensitve, amazing!!! 🇧🇷
I cant stop listening, this song is a masterpiece
Most underrated Ethel song
Where the f have i been to miss this!! She's amazing..
well worth the wait 🧡
New to you, Ethel, but loving your voice and your writing! 😍🇨🇦
Listen to this song feels like now my shattered heart can dance to it's own rhythm
This song in headphones ❤
Perfection as always.
Obsessing over this song / EP
It's really beautiful what your talent does, precious and wonderful... Your music fascinates me.
I always love Michelle Pfeiffer and now im listening very often to Ethel. I dont know what kind of cross Is she carry on but i m going to pray for her soul. Please Lord have mercy of Ethel and all of us sinners.
An absolute masterpiece beautiful🥺🖤
I need more songs like this? Ethel? What was your inspiration for this song?
this is probably one of my favorite songs of hers, together with thoroughfare
This has been on repeat all day, love it
Great collaboration. I would've never paired Ethel and Lil Aaron together… yeah here they are… kicking ass and blowin speakers
Cried to sleep listening to this thank you
Blasting this after a breakup, we love you mother ❤
her best song!
This is my feel at this point in time. i feel this
Spiritual
I saw you on a magazine at Barnes and noble I looked like five times and I was like… THATS HER WITH THE TATTOO!!! Your music is so moving I love it sm and this is my favorite song of yours ❤
my favourite song💞
An electric dream. Thank you for creating this.
So amazing babe !! If you still in Indiana at the church , head to Chicago, You are much loved here ~ Incredible voice so gorgeous
everytime i listen to this song it constantly reminds of my friend loie. thanks for making this masterpiece
You're amazing. Its like the perfect message for her. Everything I wished to say. I'm glad I discovered you
I still think about listening to this song for the first time.
euphonious
This has gotta blow up
Like a soft and sweet poison in my head :3 I want more.
Incredible, I'm in love! ♡
Hello from Brazil babe ~
She Rocks ~
You're beyond an awesome musician 🤍 so happy to discover Ethel Cain 🤘🏼
I would ADORE a version of this song sang entirely by Ethel, please 🛐
It exists! Someone has uploaded it to TH-cam too. Just look up Michelle Pf… pfiefer? I don’t know how to spell it. But just look up Michelle Pfiefer Ethel Cain Solo
You’re everything.
on repeat all day ❤️
this song is my favorite fucking song. best thing i heard in a while, thank you for dis
Ya la quiero ver en la cdmx ❤
Her best song idfc
michelle PFEIFFER 💜
Woohoooooo!!!