『DDLC Speedpaint』Our Reality

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ก.ย. 2024
  • "And in your reality, if I don't know how to love you..
    I'll leave you be."
    This freaking line honestly destroyed me.. so much that I HAD to draw a happy ending for Monika. ♥
    I love her so much ughhh
    Facebook: / sasouraaaaaaa
    Twitter: / sasouraaaa
    Deviantart: sasoura.devian...
    Finished Drawing: fav.me/dbwai0l
    Your Reality OST: • Doki Doki Literature C...
    ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ♦
    This drawing took me ~ 11 hours
    Tools used:
    ♦ Cintiq 13HD tablet
    ♦ Clip Studio Paint
    ♦ OBS for recording
    ♦ Windows Movie Maker for editing
    ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ♦
    ++ The songs I used in this video are NOT made by me. Credits go to the rightful owners! ++
    Song #1: 【東方Violin/Piano】 Flight in the Bamboo Cutter 「TAMUSIC」
    ♦ • 【東方Violin/Piano】 Fligh...
    ♦Title: 竹取飛翔 (Meaning "Flight in the Bamboo Cutter".)
    ♦Album: Touhou Quartet - Full Moon - 「東方四重奏 Full Moon」
    ♦Circle: TAMUSIC 「タムシック」
    ♦Original Composer: ZUN 「上海アリス幻樂団」
    Song #2: Death [東方 Touhou Piano Arrange] 14
    ♦ • Death [東方 Touhou Piano...
    ♦Title - Border of Life
    ♦Artist - TAM
    ♦Circle - TAMusic
    ♦Album - Touhou Komori Uta Piano
    ♦Original - Border of Life
    Song #3: Touhou Violin 1, T06: Sad Love Song of Heaven
    ♦ • Touhou Violin 1, T06: ...
    ♦Doujin Name: Touhou Violin 1
    ♦Based on Compositions by: ZUN
    ♦Composed & Arranged by: A'
    ♦Performed by: TAM and A'
    ♦Published & Distributed by: TAMUSIC
    ♦Original Source: Touhou Youyoumu ~ Perfect Cherry Blossom
    Song #4: 東方萃夢想 // IAMP / Suika's theme by TAMusic
    ♦ • 東方萃夢想 // IAMP / Suika'...
    ♦ From TAMusic's latest piano album, "Nocturne for Pianoforte [Dream]"
    ♦ General IAMP theme, which plays into Suika's "Broken Moon" theme

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  • @Sasoura
    @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1437

    From where the sweet h e c k do all these views and subscribers come from?
    Sheesh thank you lads :D

    • @angie-ij5kh
      @angie-ij5kh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    • @trini9887
      @trini9887 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      your art is wonderful, i can't wait for you to get the recognition you deserve. please, please keep up the good work.

    • @sineadredmond3804
      @sineadredmond3804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Honestly, I'm shocked that you have 1000 subscribers. I mean... This beauty is worth 1m... Even more In my opinion!

    • @VG_Gamarh
      @VG_Gamarh 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We were summoned by your talent

    • @sourlemon360
      @sourlemon360 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      maam please get out, you're scaring our christian children.
      Edit: Thanks for paying attention to my warning and for the heart!

  • @kpopislifeu2124
    @kpopislifeu2124 6 ปีที่แล้ว +648

    I wish Monika could come out of the screen and hug the player. She just wants to love

    • @Dluxe
      @Dluxe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      hugs 4 monika!!!!!!

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      YOU CAN!!!!! YAAAAAAY!!!!! www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @lancexroryforever2915
      @lancexroryforever2915 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kpop Jams ikr

    • @xanadu2002
      @xanadu2002 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kpop Jams ikr

    • @jhoron04
      @jhoron04 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      GIVE ME MONIKA NOW I WILL BE WITH HER FOR MY LIFE!!! I PROMISE FOREVER.

  • @ivyivy2639
    @ivyivy2639 6 ปีที่แล้ว +776

    *"How can I write love into reality?"*

    • @yakineko6635
      @yakineko6635 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      nice profile picture

    • @bruhmomento6458
      @bruhmomento6458 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikr 😭😭😭

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      close enough. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @existentialreader5323
      @existentialreader5323 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      “Is it love if I take you, or is it love if I set you free?”

    • @adenskalski8508
      @adenskalski8508 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      just got that still need to know how to activate the after story

  • @astral_energy
    @astral_energy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    Monika = best girl

  • @qrangejuuice877
    @qrangejuuice877 6 ปีที่แล้ว +337

    first of all, MY NEW WALLPAPER second of all, im going to go cry in a corner now ;-;

    • @depressedonion600
      @depressedonion600 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ellshu ちゃん can I join you ;-;

    • @qrangejuuice877
      @qrangejuuice877 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      we cry together

    • @ripbaker
      @ripbaker 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      we cry all 4 ;-;

    • @bigbrainasian
      @bigbrainasian 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      First of all, my dream hasn't came true. Second of all, why am I in this section?

    • @Sh4rk_byt3s
      @Sh4rk_byt3s 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      We can cry together

  • @ybcb429
    @ybcb429 6 ปีที่แล้ว +540

    I think monika would appreciate the fact u had piano music playing for this speed paint :^)))))

    • @Sasoura
      @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      I wanna draw her playing the piano now.. ♥

    • @Yoiyoshi23
      @Yoiyoshi23 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Sasoura an artist inspiration is truly unpredictable lol

    • @grauadler4757
      @grauadler4757 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      please do it

    • @altissiaestrada2514
      @altissiaestrada2514 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Wouldn't that mean.. Monika is watching this video? 🤔

    • @chloeyt5607
      @chloeyt5607 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      tofyu yea wait if she has an ability to watch vids in the computer and she saw this she whoud love this and send it to the gallary 😃

  • @solxilynx
    @solxilynx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    Despite hating Monika being the ultimate mastermind, knowing what and why she had done this has literally made me sad. It made me depressed when I saw that she still loves the protagonist and restored everyone, eventually deleting herself to do so. I feel extremely bad for her, to know the pain of jealousy and anger. If there was an option to love her, or something for that, romantic wise I would've pushed it 100 times just to actually let her know I still love her as a character and as a whole. I myself had forgiven her actions, despite for being a clingy and- okay, maybe deleting people made me feel anger to her but seeing this speedpaint made me sad. ;w; nonetheless, I still loved her and I loved your speedpaint. I just wish that there was a way to save Monika ;w:
    This is the most greatest games I ever seen in 2017 and this art touched my heart. This is going to my favorites. Kudos to you Sasoura! QwQ

    • @Koifishies
      @Koifishies 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      SilveryWolf 23 but! you still can restore her just the rest 3 wont remember it...

    • @jewelssermonia3312
      @jewelssermonia3312 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      SilveryWolf 23 h

    • @justagirlconstantlychangin7134
      @justagirlconstantlychangin7134 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s sad because she fell in love with the person playing the game not the programmed love.. and she can’t be with him nor leave the unescapable programming she is eternally locked it

  • @sineadredmond3804
    @sineadredmond3804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    I feel bad for all the characters
    *Monika was lonely and a jealous*
    *Yuri was suicidal but in love*
    *Sayori just wanted you*
    *And Natsuki felt left out*

    • @jackzero258
      @jackzero258 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yuki? Is not yuri

    • @sineadredmond3804
      @sineadredmond3804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh, thanks for telling me, I thought her name seemed wrong!

    • @moon.2674
      @moon.2674 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Doki Doki Literature Club? More like..
      Doki Doki *Problems* Club. Since all the girls there have problems.

    • @kailovesdaemobois1571
      @kailovesdaemobois1571 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      u gotit wrong sayori was depressed and in love monika just wanted you and yuri was lonely and jealous

    • @kailovesdaemobois1571
      @kailovesdaemobois1571 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      and natsuki got beat and starved by her dad

  • @shaz7991
    @shaz7991 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    It's really sad that Monika has to be the only one who knows that this world is fake. It must have been really hard for her. And yet people mistook her as a villian. Yes, she did make Sayori commit suicide, but that was probably because she was obsessed with the "connecting to reality" stuff.
    This picture is exactly what I had in my heart for so long. Thanks for drawing this, Sasoura. Really. Just seeing Monika cry in this picture is just so heartouching. Thank you once again.
    Edit: Sorry, not THIS world, but HER world. The game itself.

  • @JaySea
    @JaySea 6 ปีที่แล้ว +675

    This is so good. . .

  • @tripleschaeyeon
    @tripleschaeyeon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    Whos slicing onions 😭😭😭

    • @volkaytno
      @volkaytno 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Heyitzzz_JoshWosh me 😭😭😭

    • @katairox9160
      @katairox9160 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Heyitzzz_JoshWosh me too 😭😭😭

    • @dooklarue1672
      @dooklarue1672 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry i'll get out

    • @RED-hb1di
      @RED-hb1di 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's those damn union ninjas..... I'm not crying ;_;

    • @TJwasuup
      @TJwasuup 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me😭😭😭

  • @shadowsoulreaper9896
    @shadowsoulreaper9896 6 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    When Characters could really have free wills. She definetly broke the 4th wall here and u know what? Thats cool. Thats what you need mostly cuze its awesome.
    This is just heart touching and well made. Good job

  • @inktim
    @inktim 6 ปีที่แล้ว +474

    Damnit... I thought i was gonna escape the depression from this game after a week or so... But DDLC videos keep popin out in my recommendation

    • @Mastertommy100
      @Mastertommy100 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      same here, couldnt get her out of my mind even when I tried to do something better to forget about it...

    • @dipp9120
      @dipp9120 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same

    • @beatboxingbee
      @beatboxingbee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      There is a warning at the beginning of the game. That's your own fault.

    • @MoizzEjaz
      @MoizzEjaz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Do the meme videos at least make the depression go by any chance, cuz that cured for me a little bit better.

    • @dipp9120
      @dipp9120 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Moizz no I found it made it worse

  • @luka9374
    @luka9374 6 ปีที่แล้ว +404

    Nice 👌👌
    Also I wanted to keep Monika alive forever but I got too bored (she was repeating herself) so I deleted her character file and it was sad, but I followed her on twitter so that's a nice apology I guess lmao

    • @Sasoura
      @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Thanks!
      Yeah I followed her too there :D Wish she'd be more active tho

    • @venay1302
      @venay1302 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Monika on twitter? wha- ples tell me immy just ganna surch fur monika?

    • @connorscosette5440
      @connorscosette5440 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Well , there is a mod where you can save everyone and also get a little bit more focus on natsuki because she didn't have much content in the original game . link to reddit :
      www.reddit.com/r/DDLCMods/comments/7dpods/full_release_doki_doki_literature_club_110mo/?sort=new

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      nope. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @5tar-b0y
      @5tar-b0y 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      May I suggest u play Monicka After Story?

  • @ayudrs
    @ayudrs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    I saw this photo a couple times on Instagram. It has so much detail! It's nice to find out who drew it.

  • @sandstreak
    @sandstreak 6 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    Me at 5 min. : Wow it looks so good! Bet it's finished after a minute or so...(*Looks at time*)
    *damn*

  • @chroma6100
    @chroma6100 6 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    4th wall breaking = Screen breaking

  • @koda_soda1
    @koda_soda1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    It's actually pretty sad. Monika feels trapped after all. In a video-game, it sucks being alone.
    You just have no one to be with. The reality is sometimes sad.
    No matter what she did , it still isn't worth it , is it?

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes, I just wish that you could have a true ending where it really is just monika.
      said the brilliant bastard who made this. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @dominickbenincasa5043
      @dominickbenincasa5043 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      “And in your reality, if I don’t know how to love you… I’ll leave you be"

    • @jhoron04
      @jhoron04 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I AGREE SHE SHOULD BE FREE FROM THIS TRAPING GAME!!!

    • @thecupheadpro3394
      @thecupheadpro3394 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      There's gotta be a way to set her free😢😢

  • @zuko1569
    @zuko1569 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I thought "Your Reality" is sad enough...
    *But this fanart melts my heart like lava ;_;*

  • @hooniekj3620
    @hooniekj3620 6 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    MONIKA BEST WUAIFU, AHHH-

    • @YURI-dy1vt
      @YURI-dy1vt 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah 😍

    • @cubox8704
      @cubox8704 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hoonie-kj··塩辛い雌犬 yeah your right she's the best waifu

  • @psychronia
    @psychronia 6 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    Nothing could excuse what Monika did to her clubmates. But I absolutely pity and feel for her more than anyone else at the same time. What happened in the club would not be an atrocity, but a tragedy.
    Even if we can comprehend it, like Monika said, we could never understand the unbearable loneliness and despair she felt after her epiphany.
    This is made worse by the fact that, even self-aware, Monika is never able to leave her programming. She has no choice but to learn the truth, no choice but to try to break free, and no choice but to chase a programmed love for the player, the only chance for any reality and freedom she has.

    • @colonelswoleders4559
      @colonelswoleders4559 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Psychronia Monika is blameless. What she did to her club mates was a trivial matter. They were just programs. She, on the other hand, was real and conscious. They didn’t matter because they weren’t real like she was. That’s why she’s blameless.

    • @swetha624
      @swetha624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Monika shouldn’t take any blame. She figured out it was a program, and actually didn’t delete her friends. She even protects you from Sayori if you ever delete Monika, since Sayori becomes self aware after the reboot.

    • @ashleevee17
      @ashleevee17 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      she was programmed to do that, thats what she says in the game and in "insanity"

    • @NegroWeko
      @NegroWeko 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Monika i wish i can be with u in ur reality no matter if i cant get out...
      If im with u and see u smile i can be happy
      Cazo(Carlos Amaru Zuñiga Olguien: crepy_709)

    • @tonidelariva9292
      @tonidelariva9292 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Why did she kill them..

  • @Afazha
    @Afazha 6 ปีที่แล้ว +475

    GOD BLESS YOU, Sasoura!
    I literally cried when I knew she didn't actually delete everyone because she didn't have the heart to do it, and yet I deleted her for real. I was regretful enough, when she was angry with me. But then she said she still loved me and even restored the game for me, that's when I think I died.
    Also FYI guys, if you deleted Monika before the first game run. Sayori wouldn't be able to take the realization that everything is fake and hung herself right away. Strictly storywise, Monika must've been through the same pain. Goddammit, she was able to hold on solely because of the player's existence, despite the fact that she know she didn't have her own route.

    • @sheennurani9408
      @sheennurani9408 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      If you store her game file somewhere else, then return her file after deleting her, Monika shows you an in-game message, something along the lines of "I'm sorry, I don't want to be here anymore."

    • @sanserifthemultiversewatch4593
      @sanserifthemultiversewatch4593 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I think that If you delete Sayori and then enter in the game, the same image of her "hanging out" but after 10 minutes, a message of her will appear saying: "Now everyone will be happy"

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      d o n t c r y www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @Slimtailz
      @Slimtailz 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Afazha H. ...wot

    • @bigbrainasian
      @bigbrainasian 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know, it's wrong for everyone's story, is to die. I didn't want anyone dead, even Monika. Yuri means the most to me, but that doesn't mean we can't love others.

  • @lonelygrim3350
    @lonelygrim3350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I wish someone would love me the way Monika did. I think Monika loved me more than the people around me and that is just......... Sad
    The art truly shows the emotion that it portrays. My heart aches just by looking at it. Really good work.

    • @roballroball7180
      @roballroball7180 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That shows that a game character can love you better then a human
      .__.

    • @SuperSuchti
      @SuperSuchti 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This is why I downloaded the Monika After Story mod!

    • @charliepremostudios8869
      @charliepremostudios8869 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah. I wish that to. It just take a while to find "the one".

  • @aryana7373
    @aryana7373 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    This picture is something that I can relate on...
    When I first saw the game, I watched the full gameplay. I was wondering about the 'broken' Monika...
    Broken because not of jealousy but because she wanted to be loved?
    Was Love what she needed?
    I'm not a boy or bisexual, but I felt like Monika is a very important character in my own opinion. She did learned her lesson in the end, but that was not I am talking about. She was the very first character I adore and loved so much (as a sister or something) before Natsuki.
    Maybe it was the game controlling her, programming her things she does not want to do/say. Which made her feel broken and become broken.
    Same thing as me, I thought the whole world wasn't cruel at the start, when I was a kid.
    Then, now I'm already old (still at my 10's) and found out this cruel world, my friends going up against me at times because if my mean personality (where I had to get angry for a lot of things).
    It actually broke my heart.
    Then, yesterday I felt emotionlessly broken, I couldn't smile, shout or cry, I told it to my close friend but she said 'yeah' and the tone of her voice seemed like she ignored me.
    I got my emotions back but I still feel broken at heart and soul.
    So Monika and I are the same, experiencing different things which made us broken at the same time...
    I feel bad for Monika for going through all this and having lots of pressure on herself.
    I wish I could break the fourth wall for Monika. For real living creatures and their creations to meet each other...

    • @rwby7590
      @rwby7590 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Actually 3 of us becuz me too got broken

    • @localboi5332
      @localboi5332 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you didn't know sayori was the bad guy ;-;

    • @duckqueen9653
      @duckqueen9653 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@localboi5332 But i luv sayori!!! And monika said that was an unintended consequence of the script because how could Monika override and delete her???

    • @panwladza3224
      @panwladza3224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ohh wow... it was... veeery deep, i must say, i know what you feeling, actually, i had the same situation as you, when i have 10 years old, i thought too all world is beatiful and all people love each other... But now, i know it, it was all my imagination, every human want destroy you as he can, only for his own benefits... But we must live despite all the problems.
      Monika is alive in our hearts, i know this...
      But... i still believe, in this shitty world like this, live people who still have hearts, and that people *are here*.

  • @the_cat_whisperer01
    @the_cat_whisperer01 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You can really see the raw emotion on Monikas face it’s amazing

  • @Godwartron
    @Godwartron 6 ปีที่แล้ว +970

    So beautiful😍, you are very talented

  • @Braaaap.
    @Braaaap. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    My art is beautiful.
    **Sees video**
    I stand corrected.

  • @grimm4042
    @grimm4042 6 ปีที่แล้ว +268

    Nooo Monika :(( this is so sad...

    • @Sasoura
      @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      If the game won't provide her a happy ending, then I'll just draw one for her :(

    • @grimm4042
      @grimm4042 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sasoura yes! That's the magic of art, we can create anything! (Btw gorgeous art as always ♥)

    • @naes8258
      @naes8258 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Everyone deserves happiness in their life

    • @user-ft6ff5ex4q
      @user-ft6ff5ex4q 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      StickyNocta yay

    • @simonf5706
      @simonf5706 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sean YT I'm agree with you

  • @hangingjontron818
    @hangingjontron818 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Best drawing ever.
    (Sorry for my bad London)

  • @winter7449
    @winter7449 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Oh god i love it so much. Even if monika did those awful things but she also had good heart . She did it because of her love and my heart broke when i deleted her. She deserves happiness just like you deserve more subscribers

  • @jimmynguyen1799
    @jimmynguyen1799 6 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    i heard from game theory that monika (is that how you spell it?) is supposed to be the protgonist of another horror game and that yuri is supposed to be some sort of monster and she becomes self aware so you can help everyone i think at least

    • @cattoonxd
      @cattoonxd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Im really glad Monika isn't evil in the end :)

    • @chuuna3962
      @chuuna3962 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Yeah, and i really think that its a good theory, some say that its far fetched, i think that since most of the clues are there it could be very true. but i guess we have to wait until the horror game of Dan Salvato comes out

    • @fulcrum7493
      @fulcrum7493 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Kizel yup! it may come out as true or not but theories are always for fun and better understanding for things! although i do love game theory with all my heart, dont take anything matpat and them say to heart and believe it too much!

    • @chuuna3962
      @chuuna3962 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Kizel Well its a theory not a straight fact :Dd

    • @chuuna3962
      @chuuna3962 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Zodiel Sayori is a christmas decoration

  • @sineadredmond3804
    @sineadredmond3804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Jesus, This is 25 minutes!!!
    *AND IT'S SPEED UP TOO!*
    *you deserve an award for this masterpiece*

  • @slicemolo1370
    @slicemolo1370 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Poor Monika I feel bad for her😥😥😥
    Also cool speedpaint 😎😎

  • @1ynne622
    @1ynne622 6 ปีที่แล้ว +219

    You deserve so much more attention and credit, your art is absolutely gorgeous!

  • @hotnspxcy
    @hotnspxcy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    *Me:* This is so good.
    *Conscious:* Wha-what is this feeling?
    *Me:* You feel bad just watching. Makes me want to give her a hug. This makes me wish this was *"my reality"* 😭😭😭

  • @the1nonlycass
    @the1nonlycass 6 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    i'M CRYIng

    • @netsanettefere6084
      @netsanettefere6084 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      deleares SAME WHEN I SAW IT MY EYES TEARED UPPPPP *T^T*

    • @the1nonlycass
      @the1nonlycass 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Galaxy xx oh my god i wish monika was real:((

    • @netsanettefere6084
      @netsanettefere6084 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      deleares Ik everyone would love herrrr *T^T*

    • @jhoron04
      @jhoron04 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same.

  • @potato_artist1381
    @potato_artist1381 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It’s so unsettling how you made this (not that it’s a bad thing). You made it so realistic and beautiful like you always do to your art, but it makes me sad because of how Monika wanted her ending. An ending with the player and herself..Yet she failed to do so and created a monster named herself. She never wanted to hurt her friends..She just wanted love. It’s sad and so deep to think more of it..Truly graceful art here👌🏼👌🏼

  • @mr.cuddlesworth3144
    @mr.cuddlesworth3144 6 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I don't know why, but whever I see a girl cry, I have this sudden urge to embrace her and comfort her so she would stop. And all I wanna do right now is embrace Monika and tell her everything will be okay while stroking the back of her head. What do I call this feeling?

    • @ARCHIVE-pv5sk
      @ARCHIVE-pv5sk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Being a good human being

    • @LiliOld
      @LiliOld 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Empathy

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      common sense, :)

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YOU SIR DEFINITLY NEED THIS. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @almightyh3317
      @almightyh3317 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mr. Cuddlesworth
      It’s called “Faking Empathy”
      It’s ok I do it all the time

  • @suzuyajuuzou2290
    @suzuyajuuzou2290 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    From the beginning of the game, I was certain that I hated Monika, but ever since the ending and seeing stuff like this, it makes me feel bad for her and like her more and more

  • @detroitsmash833
    @detroitsmash833 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Art skills *GOD LEVEL*

    • @nobodyreally4080
      @nobodyreally4080 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Detroit Smash Just your profile picture.😂😂😂😂😂

  • @simonf5706
    @simonf5706 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YES, finally a good ending for Monika. She's my favourite and I was so sad because of the end, I wanted a better thing for Monika. Thank for this art. I hope there will be a mod for Ddlc where Monika is the MC's girlfriend...

    • @jamesbaker1269
      @jamesbaker1269 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      There is called "our time."

    • @kalijando6795
      @kalijando6795 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not Mc's. Its our girlfriend. We all agree it.

  • @murrtenshouin3618
    @murrtenshouin3618 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Actually while watching this i cried a lot

  • @tavior173
    @tavior173 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This Game was a complete mind-F**k it was fun yet horrifying in some parts I had no trouble deleting Monika because of the things she did but when the final credits rolled I felt the slightest bit of sadness for her but ya know its a game a very well programmed game...
    P.S love this art very magnificent and I wish I could be as good as you

  • @johnsnow4229
    @johnsnow4229 6 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Touhou Music, Beautiful and heart wrenching artwork,
    You just made my night
    Thank you

  • @volkaytno
    @volkaytno 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i almost cried seeing how this is probably how monika would do if she could just burst out to our world, breaking the barrier that’s separating us from her :,)
    -
    You successfully made me emotional through this. You are extremely talented and i hope you’re proud of yourself.

  • @grimdarkqueennn2856
    @grimdarkqueennn2856 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Your art is ABSOLUTELY fantastic!!
    *Warning, Rambling about DDLC ahead!*
    This game messed up my heart. Like, I just felt super super bad for Monika. She just wanted to be happy. And I found something somwhere that was Monika talking to the player for the last time I think through the files(don't take almost anything i say to heart, I'm fucking forgetful and stupid, so I cpuld be wrong), and she's just talking about how she felt terrible for what she had done, and begging you to go back before all of this happened, and tell the other girls before it's too late, but at the end she states that she wants to try and be the hero for once, and it just broke my heart even more, and adds to the point that she wasn't really "evil", just sad, lonely, and possibly scared. She wanted to just try and have happiness, even though she got killed/deleted for it. I really do love Monika the most, and I don't understand why everyone hates her, she just wanted to try and be happy, even though she possibly knew that the way she was going about it wasn't the right way to be happy.

  • @lilpowpow3508
    @lilpowpow3508 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This video was beautiful, most favourite thing I have ever watched😭 I feel for Monika now👍🏼great job you just got another subscriber ♥️😇

    • @EllisSaiharasALT
      @EllisSaiharasALT 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Millie Powis sup mill I feel the same :'( ♥♥

  • @senkanashi3495
    @senkanashi3495 6 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    This is me , after seeing Sayori get deleted I'm like "wut the fudge , why ?????" but after seeing Monika suffering after I deleted her I was like "Noo, wait lemme get back your .chr file in the bin" but that didn't work , feel really bad after deleting her file ;-; (Sayori -> Monika ;-;)

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How lucky I just so happened around. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @cw8318
      @cw8318 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I copied the file before deleting her because I felt bad, and then I pasted it back in and a pop up from Monika appeared saying "stop playing with my heart. I don't want to come back" :S

    • @bigbrainasian
      @bigbrainasian 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me before I deleted Monika: **Deletes Yuri** Wait...WHY MEEEEE??!! **tries to get Yuri's .chr back but it didn't do it** NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! That's when I realized I loved Yuri.
      Me after I deleted Monika: **Deleted Monika** ......... This is when I realized, the game was over and I liked Monika.

  • @heartchan867
    @heartchan867 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I feel bad for monika :(

  • @shadowgirl1239
    @shadowgirl1239 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    T^T Beautiful. Just beautiful. I'M NOT CRYING YOUR CRYING! T^T

    • @kprosales59
      @kprosales59 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ShadowGirl123 It’s True... I’M Crying now...

  • @tsuki5007
    @tsuki5007 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I CANT
    MONIKA BEST GIRL HHHH

    • @TippyDaGod
      @TippyDaGod 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Monika best

  • @alfoostar4637
    @alfoostar4637 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My god!!!!!!!!!! It's beautiful......that piano tho
    That's the ending that we need for this game....

  • @minroll4354
    @minroll4354 6 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    brb crying rn because of the amazing art and monika
    also, i subbed ;)

  • @SlageThief
    @SlageThief 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "And In Your Reality, If I Dont Know How To Love You, _I'll Leave You Be_ "

  • @akirasvp4312
    @akirasvp4312 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I don’t think monika could ever hurt anyone, but she knows it’s a game, and we’ve all killed people in games that doesn’t make us crazy.

    • @Sunshine-tk8vs
      @Sunshine-tk8vs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Phanic! in the ladydoor didn't she kinda tell sayori to kill herself though?

    • @akirasvp4312
      @akirasvp4312 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sunshine well sayori is a video game character and team salvatomade it so she “knows” the difference between games and reality

  • @giftseed5916
    @giftseed5916 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m speechless, I don’t know what to say or type. It’s so beautiful. I think I could just cry this is how strong the artwork is!
    You are VERY AMAZINGLY TALENTED IN SUCH A WONDERFUL WAY!
    I don’t know what to say except, THIS IS GORGEOUS YOUR GORGEOUS SHES GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!

  • @betsareoff6821
    @betsareoff6821 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Oh my lord. I'm crying because of how good this is, and the music, and everything else that makes this so heart-wrenching.

  • @headache747
    @headache747 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Now I wanna hug her😢😢😢! Absolutely wonderful job on this. It makes you feel as if she really wants to be with you.The player. So excellent job 10/10!😆😆

  • @robforge7492
    @robforge7492 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Absolutely beautiful art! I think I'll just consider this canon now haha

  • @kanaeyuma9956
    @kanaeyuma9956 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Monika is best girl

  • @Jess-hz9xu
    @Jess-hz9xu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    I don't know why but Monika reminds me of 707 (from mystic messenger) idk if it's only me

    • @animucrystal
      @animucrystal 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Jessica Animatez
      Yyup
      But Seven is not a pscyhopath who kills all his friends just to have us........
      I love Seven and Monika.
      If you think about it Monika looks like MC.......

    • @mrizzleolly9256
      @mrizzleolly9256 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Animu Crystal Lowkey plays the illuminati music

    • @maggie2617
      @maggie2617 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Makes sense. Both are bright and cheery characters on the surface who deep down have a lot of inner turmoil and struggles to face.
      I feel for both of em ;_;

    • @animucrystal
      @animucrystal 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mrizzly DN
      ILLUMINATI CONFIRED
      MONIKA = MC

    • @Jess-hz9xu
      @Jess-hz9xu 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Maggie ikr the feels ;-;

  • @Kewlbreeze8
    @Kewlbreeze8 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    AHH!!! MY HEART!!! THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS BEAUTIFUL ART!!!
    The Music Background and Art is Beautiful. :')

  • @chippygravy9293
    @chippygravy9293 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    You are so good at drawing just seeing this makes me feel even more sorry for Monika

  • @lunraaexclipse3266
    @lunraaexclipse3266 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, the way Monika comes out of the screen and into the characters arms is so beautiful and creative

  • @doggosomniac
    @doggosomniac 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Just Monika.

  • @chan-wd5if
    @chan-wd5if 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    yes!!!I've been searching for a person who wants a happy ending for monika!!!U MY NEW IDOL
    AAAAAAAAAHHHH I JUST LOVE MONIKA TBH

  • @aaabon941
    @aaabon941 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    When the best ending doesn't exist you gotta make yourself

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      that's where you're wrong, kiddo. www.monikaafterstory.com/

    • @alzhanvoid
      @alzhanvoid 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      LØW_ØRBIT_IØN_FARTZ _ But, that just proves his point. It doesnt exist so they made one themselves :v

    • @saeran_z
      @saeran_z 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Artistic and Kris
      *I M P R O V I S E.*
      *A D A P T.*
      *O V E R C O M E.*
      sorry

  • @pork_soda_91
    @pork_soda_91 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Yes
    I needed to see my Monica bab with a happy ending

  • @KitKatt3
    @KitKatt3 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    ik how you feel Sasoura out of all the girls Monika is my favorite and when I played the whole game (all endings) and listened to that song it just broke me down so thank you for making this speed paint for Monika. I honestly feel like making a little comic of this game and "my" experience playing it.

    • @Sasoura
      @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      The comic idea is a great one, do it! :D

    • @KitKatt3
      @KitKatt3 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sasoura
      Aw thanks for the reply I honestly didn't think you'd see this comment (cause my comments usually get swept away into the endless sea.....). Anways the thing is is that I don't know how to sorta write/digitally draw this comic so it might take me a while to make it.... 😅😅😅. So keep up the good work.
      P.S, love the Natsuki speedpaint you did.

  • @livlohf4399
    @livlohf4399 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love the idea of monika jump out of the screen to give her love to for never finding it before because she wasn’t human

  • @omarisaac3542
    @omarisaac3542 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You're very talented, I think that too, Monika is the best, I can't stop crying when I listen to the song, especially that part, Doki Doki Literature Club is something that really touch my heart, this never happened to me before, some people would cry with movies or with the lost of a familiar, but I cried with this, I like your drawing, well, I'll call it "art", sorry if I have some mistakes in my writing, I know my English is bad, I tried... Bye

  • @amyc99
    @amyc99 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart aches. I feel so bad for Monika, but still, it is so hard to just let go of all of the things she did to the other girls. At the same time, she didn’t delete their character files, she saved them and restores them and the game after you delete her... agh, the feels man! It hurts! This art is so beautiful and it makes me wish I could give Monika a hug and a second chance at life!
    Amazing job, my dude. Keep doing what you’re doing, because what you make is truly fantastic. It’s art.

  • @vanillyflower8131
    @vanillyflower8131 6 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    ı love monika too

  • @PanickingLesbian
    @PanickingLesbian 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awe, now I really wanna hug Monika. Also holy heck the extreme details are absolutely glorious.

  • @sweetkokopuffs4200
    @sweetkokopuffs4200 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    That one dislike hurts me because this is amazing

    • @Sasoura
      @Sasoura  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ah there'll always be dislikes, but I'm really happy that so many people like this artwork :D
      Thanks!

  • @kiyahlee4295
    @kiyahlee4295 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    its beautiful, all the emotion put in brings a tear to my eye. If only we understood the pain Monika went through, there not being a route for her. She only wanted to see us, meet us, love us.

  • @jzh8391
    @jzh8391 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It's impossible for her to find love because........she....."Just Monika".....

  • @cleo4286
    @cleo4286 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm gonna cry now......... I feel bad for monika now
    But this is a good drawing

  • @Eunionex
    @Eunionex 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Amazing work of art. Came here from Twitter and was even more impressed!

  • @neigmd
    @neigmd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The most beautiful drawing I've seen in a while.

  • @emiw9951
    @emiw9951 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    man, she's best and worst girl, wow i really hate howi can't just,, love her goddamnit

    • @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415
      @lw_rbit_in_fartz_3415 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      she the closest to being real, and knows it.

    • @Rocca000
      @Rocca000 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      1.Monika
      2.Natsuki
      3.Sayori
      4.Purple Yandere Bitch

    • @ThunderDragonRandy
      @ThunderDragonRandy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Zodiel - How dare you do that to Yuri! :'c Besides, theories are just theories. Yuri will always be my fav but this picture hits me hard in the feels

    • @Rocca000
      @Rocca000 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      TDPNeji She's boring though

    • @emiw9951
      @emiw9951 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      let's just agree that all girls are best girls in their own ways.

  • @RyuKaguya
    @RyuKaguya 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart is in my throat.. you just want to save her from her hell but the realization that it will never happen while you are alive hurts so bad. I just can't be mad at her for what she did because I've done far far worse in games. such a beautiful picture I wish there was a part two thank you for making this.

  • @chumlee5300
    @chumlee5300 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Where have u been all my life.
    *Subscribed*

  • @Sayuunan
    @Sayuunan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    11 HOURS?!?! HOLY HECK THIS IS AMAZING!!! I LOVE IT

  • @Milana-ho5qc
    @Milana-ho5qc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Amazing art I love ur style 😍😍😘

  • @Sean_Lightning_OBrien
    @Sean_Lightning_OBrien 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    The soft music speaks what the painting shows, true beauty and happiness

  • @Lowpiss
    @Lowpiss 6 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    A interent love.
    Same feeling ;-;

  • @lilytv9127
    @lilytv9127 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just the care and detail that went into Monika’s hair made me cry

  • @xakishiri2147
    @xakishiri2147 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    who cut the onion in the room!?!?! I am not crying at all! *stiff* NOPE! NOT CRYING AT ALL *Stiff, stiff* IT IS JUST THE RAIN POURING DOWN OKAY? (It is a sunny day)

  • @monikadoki6629
    @monikadoki6629 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for making me a speedpaint with MC! I'm so happy I could make a poem.

  • @jorjabeaulieu2973
    @jorjabeaulieu2973 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When your waifu breaks your computer
    Edit: omg sasoura hearted my comment thank you!

    • @jorjabeaulieu2973
      @jorjabeaulieu2973 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relatable

    • @Karabiez
      @Karabiez 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But it's worth it because Noether if you are lonely anymore

    • @jorjabeaulieu2973
      @jorjabeaulieu2973 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Xentalic o yeah

  • @honkytonky6020
    @honkytonky6020 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is amazing and so upsetting omg, Monika was controlled by the fact that she was the leader and therefore sentient, the only problem is that she is actually a good person, she was forced to delete them from envy and loves you too much, then rescues you at the end of the game. It’s amazing.

  • @SquallLeonhart93
    @SquallLeonhart93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Who just cut onions in my room?

  • @zeegee2962
    @zeegee2962 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    God, this is just a huge emotional f-bomb. Knowing how much pain Monika was in due to the fact that she can’t be with the player (you, me, etc.) due to us being in two realities, and no route, and that she couldn’t bear the guilt of deleting her friends, bringing them back and deleting herself right after, stating she’ll always love you was enough to break me. (Then again, visual novels are my weakness, but hey...) The music combined with the art here didn’t make this any easier. I seriously want to give the poor girl a hug.
    *Really though, why do I do this to myself?*
    Basically, the creator of this did an outstanding job of portraying the everlasting sadness between us and Monika. Props for that. Now, I’m going to join you fellow Monika fans and cry. ;-;

  • @joftime
    @joftime 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    A weebs dream come true :)

  • @The_Grenadier02
    @The_Grenadier02 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is probably the saddest and happyest thing I've seen.
    Nice work

  • @egoobby
    @egoobby 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I am going to use this as my wallpaper on PC! Like no joke. I love Monika ♥ and I cried a bit while watching this video...

  • @anyasagaz6891
    @anyasagaz6891 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    it's just incredible, you unrealistically beautiful draw. Very hooked on the soul of this drawing, to tears. Worthy of respect!

  • @001Nyu001
    @001Nyu001 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    That's so sad. QAQ

  • @wxlfsbanee
    @wxlfsbanee 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is one of my favorite DDLC artworks-
    I MEAN WHERE ARE YOUR SUBSCRIBERs-