Nicki Minaj - Autobiography Lyrics Video

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  • @TigerMonthlyHits
    @TigerMonthlyHits 10 ปีที่แล้ว +4663

    When people say Nicki can't really rap or write good lyrics. I just laugh because I know they don't know all of her songs that are so meaningful like this one.

    • @badbitch5655
      @badbitch5655 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      TigerMonthlyHits facts. 😪🦄

    • @jayyyfreeman4918
      @jayyyfreeman4918 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      TigerMonthlyHits s

    • @KilonovaBurst
      @KilonovaBurst 6 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      That's because they never bought her albums or mixtape. To mainstream slugs her only accomplishments are superbase and anaconda...

    • @clempal8886
      @clempal8886 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@KilonovaBurst Facts

    • @shaliyahholmes1376
      @shaliyahholmes1376 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I just need her to go back to THIS NICKI! This the real nicki frfr

  • @sabrinabarbz554
    @sabrinabarbz554 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5275

    This song is so deep I cry everytime when I listen to it.

  • @brokefame
    @brokefame 3 ปีที่แล้ว +664

    Her deepest song she’s ever written. ❤️ We need this song more than ever.

    • @sashasai
      @sashasai ปีที่แล้ว +7

      my first time listening to it snd it has me in tears

    • @Awfullottaprom1
      @Awfullottaprom1 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It’s so sad bc she wants too but the way the industry attacks her it’s not worth it

    • @godfirst3709
      @godfirst3709 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We only need music like this from her.

    • @vodkavuitton
      @vodkavuitton 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I must triggered granny writing about being a single mom while she rapped about her abortion 😂😂 she saw competition in that. Bitter looney comparing struggle stories & mad asf bout somebody’s talent. Grown ahh woman crying over social media but a whole stalker gtfo wack nut job.

  • @HappyDay33333
    @HappyDay33333 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3529

    Ain't giving up on Nicki ever...she the Queen 🙏

  • @angelonvacation3806
    @angelonvacation3806 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1822

    People asking for "old Nicki" to come back have to understand that her older stuff is beautiful to listen to, but was coming from a painful place. We can't ask her to damage her mental to write songs that please some people. Ntm that the GP would say she's trying to get sympathy points when she's being deep

    • @kxngcorrupt5524
      @kxngcorrupt5524 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Yes

    • @iamcool606
      @iamcool606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      This ❤
      She just having light hearted fun nowadays, she been through it, just gotta listen harder !

    • @kxngcorrupt5524
      @kxngcorrupt5524 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      DB Right, you don’t have to like her, but she revived female rap, even with the pop songs she can still rap, y’all just sleep on her serious songs then stream her popular songs then complain all she talks about is ass

    • @bruhi-4589
      @bruhi-4589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Zee exactly

    • @sfhn.
      @sfhn. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I completely agree but on the other hand in that 2016 interview that she did she said that it makes feel more at peace knowing that the world doesnt see the image painted Nicki, the true nicki.

  • @sicelomkhwanazi
    @sicelomkhwanazi 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +186

    2024 who's Here??

  • @CemeteryGates436
    @CemeteryGates436 10 ปีที่แล้ว +2102

    That part about her son made me cry

    • @taniathomas7353
      @taniathomas7353 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Caitlin Smith same...

    • @alexyoutube9982
      @alexyoutube9982 6 ปีที่แล้ว +161

      When she said “mommy don’t cry can’t you see I’m right here” I cried

    • @durannialmadani134
      @durannialmadani134 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @Cutegirl8614
      @Cutegirl8614 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too.

    • @shannane5171
      @shannane5171 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Why? She chose to kill the baby.

  • @tajahnae789
    @tajahnae789 7 ปีที่แล้ว +431

    till this day this is still one of Nicki deepest meaningful songs 😩😩😩

  • @ketumilemasha4727
    @ketumilemasha4727 4 ปีที่แล้ว +538

    Who is here after Nicki Minaj announced her pregnancy ?

    • @wukiehanna
      @wukiehanna 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      She had the baby. Im so proud of her.
      🎀🥺🥺🥰🥰🙂😍!

    • @isingthebodyelectric555
      @isingthebodyelectric555 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      i’m here after we find out it’s a boy

    • @gibbon9189
      @gibbon9189 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@isingthebodyelectric555 yes!!!

    • @queenjazmine9393
      @queenjazmine9393 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m here after those baby photos.

  • @jana6912
    @jana6912 11 ปีที่แล้ว +1064

    God made me cry
    she was hurt in so many ways!
    I'm so sorry for her...

    • @notvalidanswer2816
      @notvalidanswer2816 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Me too

    • @damien6018
      @damien6018 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      me to😔

    • @shaneecehayley5887
      @shaneecehayley5887 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Honestly this whole song I can relate 2🙏🏿

    • @fightmethenhoe2068
      @fightmethenhoe2068 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She was suffering when she wrote this. Hopefully she found peace.

    • @vodkavuitton
      @vodkavuitton 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Nobody told her to get an abortion

  • @MarkEthanTV
    @MarkEthanTV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3004

    I think this is the Nicki Minaj people really want. Relatable.

    • @MissDrizzy13
      @MissDrizzy13 6 ปีที่แล้ว +253

      MarkEthanTV This is who she is. A lot of people just assume they know her when they don’t. She worked hard to be the spot she is at now. Her life is an inspiration because she came from the bottom.

    • @laporchebanks6883
      @laporchebanks6883 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Yahoo
      -

    • @pablohills7466
      @pablohills7466 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yasss

    • @FashionisMyDrug67
      @FashionisMyDrug67 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      MarkEthanTV this is her.

    • @Katie-is3pj
      @Katie-is3pj 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ye

  • @A.M.O-i8c
    @A.M.O-i8c หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    I cried when I read the lyrics. Her writing can touch a person's soul. Although I'm not a fan of her music, she is a strong woman, and I admire her for not putting up with people's crap.. Also, when she's not in character and performing, her clothes are so elegant and classic, I think she might be a very different person in her own home.

  • @TROYCETV
    @TROYCETV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2514

    My favorite song by her

    • @activitine62
      @activitine62 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      hey troyce!!

    • @makaylastover9149
      @makaylastover9149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Loyalty Royalty he was calling her toxic fans out

    • @mya5371
      @mya5371 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      Makayla Stover barbs only get outta character when y’all come for our fav except we just really protective over her because of her past!

    • @mya5371
      @mya5371 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Loyalty Royalty people only come for the barbs when really every fan base is like us, we just powerful so they hate us 🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @beautyrestinpeace9789
      @beautyrestinpeace9789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Mya no because y’all take it to far for no reason

  • @saveellebaivalu6850
    @saveellebaivalu6850 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3847

    she regrets aborting her baby, if its gods plan then they shall meet again....very touching. god be wid you nicki!!!.......much love from Fiji...muwahh

    • @penguinnn4life344
      @penguinnn4life344 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Save EL Lebaivalu smh god plan my ass 😒 it was her choice

    • @mayamartinez3386
      @mayamartinez3386 6 ปีที่แล้ว +302

      Penguinnn 4life sometimes you Have to do stuff you don't want to but you have to imagine her giving birth and being a bad mother? It hurts having your childhood shit and knowing your mum didn't want you so think about it from other perspectives then just being stubborn.

    • @naptuallylexi1536
      @naptuallylexi1536 6 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      Penguinnn 4life maybe she wasn’t ready she was young then

    • @juwairiyaumar7761
      @juwairiyaumar7761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +168

      @@penguinnn4life344 How can an innocent 14 year old take care of one whole human being?? The girl hardly had freaking BOOBS!! You want her to feed with them?? Have you never seen that picture with her mum when she was 14? She looked like a child!

    • @juwairiyaumar7761
      @juwairiyaumar7761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@naptuallylexi1536 yeah

  • @cocobarb4080
    @cocobarb4080 4 ปีที่แล้ว +600

    No one's gonna talk about the fact that she cried while recording this song?😥 She's been through a lot and people just hating for no reason

    • @lolowill7306
      @lolowill7306 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I dnt think some ppl “hating for no reason”. But how u kno she cried while recording this song ? 😮

    • @yasminedunn6002
      @yasminedunn6002 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lolowill7306 you can literally hear it in the song plus she said so on twitter

    • @ketpin853
      @ketpin853 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lolowill7306😂

    • @NealCassadyTheCat
      @NealCassadyTheCat หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I cried while listening to it

  • @xoxoameerah
    @xoxoameerah 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1448

    Wow the last verse is nicki talking about her abortion at a young age. This song is powerful! I can really feel her pain.

    • @queendee2568
      @queendee2568 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I highly relate🥺💔

    • @mochii6765
      @mochii6765 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Stay strong queens 🙏💕

  • @normaniii8498
    @normaniii8498 7 ปีที่แล้ว +881

    I had to come rewatch this because I just saw a post that said nicki don’t got a story to tell but cardi b does CONFUSED FANS

    • @badbitch5655
      @badbitch5655 6 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      I swear.

    • @cry4me208
      @cry4me208 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      But Cardi does she’s been homeless, abused and practically came from nothing yea all she talks about is fuckin niggas and gettin money but so does Nicki the only difference is Cardi is not as open about it as nick was

    • @emilyjeanna8904
      @emilyjeanna8904 6 ปีที่แล้ว +105

      Treasable Newton Nicki was not opened about it at all, she didn’t want us (her fans) to know about this part of her life. She recorded this song and didn’t even expect the world to listen to it. It was basically a private song.

    • @normaniii8498
      @normaniii8498 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Yeah cardi definitely has a story and I’m a proud of her come up but don’t compare two peoples past they both had rough upbringings

    • @juwairiyaumar7761
      @juwairiyaumar7761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      @@cry4me208 She was homeless because she joined gangs and her parents kicked her out 😂🤣 It was her choice bruh.. However it wasn't Nicki's choice that her father burnt their house down!

  • @ndjdjskwdhehhwwu7763
    @ndjdjskwdhehhwwu7763 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3219

    who’s here after she just gave birth to a baby boy, he returned back to her😢

  • @vahbeach
    @vahbeach 10 ปีที่แล้ว +577

    I wish everyone who's ever hated nicki or thought she was nothing, would hear this song because the raw emotion she put into every verse makes me cry every time I hear it. Especially the ending verses where she raps about her abortion, and regretting it.. Nicki will always have a place in my heart because I know no matter how many pop songs she puts out, this nicki is and always will be still there.

    • @taylorb5663
      @taylorb5663 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ***** nicki maraj is her real name....

    • @vahbeach
      @vahbeach 10 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      actually her real name is Onika Maraj

    • @shannyy6818
      @shannyy6818 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      ***** the abortion is real...

    • @shannyy6818
      @shannyy6818 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      ***** she admitted it...

    • @shannyy6818
      @shannyy6818 10 ปีที่แล้ว

      ***** it's still true...

  • @chrisshaybrown7395
    @chrisshaybrown7395 6 ปีที่แล้ว +331

    This is why I love Nicki because she’s not afraid to talk about the shit that she’s been through in her life a lot of women would never talk about their abortion or being head over hills in love with the guy or there daddy issues and I respect her for that I can never judge her because as a woman I’ve done some crazy shit in my life

    • @MsLulu200
      @MsLulu200 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I can definitely relate for the aspect of having daddy issues 💔😭😩💖💎💜💕I used to cry almost all the time daily when I would be just sitting in my room thinking about it..just wondering if he even cares, if he even loves me or not, if I've ever crossed his mind...I just don't know but I'm soooo much stronger know whewww thank God 🙏😇😊🌻🌹🎈💝💕

  • @sirintrovert2957
    @sirintrovert2957 4 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Up at 3am listening to this crying my eyes out . I’m so tired with life but this always makes me feel like I’m not alone. I love Nicki with everything in me and she’s the reason why I’m still alive today . Her music heal me

    • @Rollinreloaded
      @Rollinreloaded หลายเดือนก่อน

      Just know Nicki fought for her success. she was physically and mentally abused and criticised. by her partner and his family. she had an abortion at 14. she was in desperate need of a home. but she also had HOPE. She had sleepless nights writing music She was literally horrified of not being ahead of herself. but now she made it. 😊 keep going she says. STAY in school. I know it’s hard but you are your biggest enemy. and you are your biggest supporter. 😊

  • @AFISHAMUSIC
    @AFISHAMUSIC 10 ปีที่แล้ว +1262

    been a fan since day one and i always will be

  • @jakeperalta4990
    @jakeperalta4990 10 ปีที่แล้ว +360

    Proof that little Onika Miraj has feelings, and that she's not just a public persona.

    • @lakin4eva
      @lakin4eva 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Onika Tanya Miraj Petty*

    • @sct5207
      @sct5207 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      lakindria shoemaker** manji**

    • @aminaahelene
      @aminaahelene 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      lakindria shoemaker *onika tanya maraj petty

    • @UNAPOLOGETIC2012_
      @UNAPOLOGETIC2012_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lakin4eva Maraj*

    • @Jb_8z
      @Jb_8z 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm really confused with the replies

  • @everythingsaf735
    @everythingsaf735 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    i literally cried to this, this shit DEEP glad nicki trusted us w this

  • @serena3673
    @serena3673 7 ปีที่แล้ว +812

    2018 anyone, ok only me #stillamazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @ezeejose6092
      @ezeejose6092 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      SERENA GLITZ yessssssss all the years 💕

    • @badbitch5655
      @badbitch5655 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Timeless

    • @briannaallice7540
      @briannaallice7540 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      SERENA GLITZ I'm still listening

    • @ebonysmallwood8989
      @ebonysmallwood8989 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm never gonna stop listening to this 🙌🏾❤️♥️ She is a 🐐

    • @Aprincess9
      @Aprincess9 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SERENA GLITZ I cry every time

  • @Poprockstar-fp5ef
    @Poprockstar-fp5ef 9 ปีที่แล้ว +2927

    I love her songs like this, but the producers just want her to make anaconda stuff. Songs like Autobiography, Grand Piano, I lied... etc. This is why we love her. Even tho sometimes she just wants to have fun.

  • @iamtario
    @iamtario ปีที่แล้ว +25

    It’s 2023 and this song still cut so DEEP, I reminisce about my whole life. 🥺 NICKI SNAPPED 🙌🏾🙌🏾 💐

  • @shawnieced5512
    @shawnieced5512 6 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    This song still gives me chills, you can feel her pain... Love you Nicki Forever

  • @rafaysamoo3053
    @rafaysamoo3053 6 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    Every single time i get goosebumps on thay baby part and i hope everyone see nicki how good of a person she is and respect her like queen!!

  • @DistantMoonchild
    @DistantMoonchild 3 ปีที่แล้ว +217

    I really hope she performs this song one day during a live concert just to look back at her words and see how far she’s come since she wrote it.

  • @shavonmanard6776
    @shavonmanard6776 7 ปีที่แล้ว +674

    Who's listening to this in 2018!!

  • @stacks3051
    @stacks3051 10 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    Anything nicki puts out I will rock with it this song is very personal about her life I salute nicki because at the end of the day she had a plan and stuck by her plan she wanted to be on top and look keep doing you

  • @natalieortiz5030
    @natalieortiz5030 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    So underrated and I hate that it’s not on Apple Music

  • @teeeeeee1708
    @teeeeeee1708 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I am embarrassed as a Nicki fan that I didn’t know this song until recently. I don’t stop listening. I resonate so much to everything she is saying ❤

  • @JiaPia3
    @JiaPia3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    This is the most powerful song she’s ever done. You can feel the vulnerability in her voice. She had no idea people would hear this. She didn’t know who she would become.

  • @hanzelloveday6231
    @hanzelloveday6231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3905

    Guys she finally got her 2nd chance at being a mother❗️❗️😭🙌🏼

    • @ja-loja-lo6773
      @ja-loja-lo6773 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @nae7899
      @nae7899 4 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      @@gobbleswells2883 omg stop

    • @gabbylindy
      @gabbylindy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +164

      @@nae7899 I swear, they're literally on EVERY Nicki Minaj video spewing hate. They're even on her old mixtape doing things like that and I'm just confused. Like if you don't like her, why are you listening to ber old songs?? I-

    • @nae7899
      @nae7899 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@gabbylindy right !

    • @plaguedoc3526
      @plaguedoc3526 4 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      @@gobbleswells2883 Baby he was falsely accused. What’s not clicking? Do your research. 🦄

  • @rabs3512
    @rabs3512 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5584

    how can anyone compare her to cardi when nicki been making this kinda music? its pathetic

    • @il0vemaryjane
      @il0vemaryjane 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      rabia cause Cardi has more #1 hits than Nicki has ever had in her 10 years in the rap game u dumb bitch

    • @asiabrown7534
      @asiabrown7534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +581

      @@il0vemaryjane bitch them #1 dont mean shit

    • @kyngb571
      @kyngb571 6 ปีที่แล้ว +261

      LylacSky •_• A #1 AINT nothing but streams

    • @PareaseTV
      @PareaseTV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +450

      @@il0vemaryjane If Cardi so good why you stalking a Nicki Video?

    • @brianacanaa4569
      @brianacanaa4569 6 ปีที่แล้ว +187

      SHE WAS TO AHEAD OF HER TIME💯💯💯

  • @kristyns1640
    @kristyns1640 9 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    cant believe id never heard this. this hit me so hard. nicki always was and always will be queen of everything

  • @lesaungarrido919
    @lesaungarrido919 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    2024 still here. I won’t lie she was my favorite back in these days.

  • @vitaly1236
    @vitaly1236 8 ปีที่แล้ว +702

    I understand where she's coming from. My sister had a teen pregnancy and got an abortion at 14. She still cries and she's 21. I'm now 15 and pregnant and I'm faced with getting an abortion, adoption, or keep it. Onnika had a real struggle and now I'm feeling how she felt.

    • @michelloway8298
      @michelloway8298 8 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      +Vitali None Keep your baby, the worst thing you could possibly do is get a abortion. Don't take away your child's life for the mistake you made.

    • @michelloway8298
      @michelloway8298 8 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Vitali None Ofc! I hope things go well.

    • @keasiacrossty2025
      @keasiacrossty2025 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      E Bender contraception fails and bc for women has alot of side affects and when ur 18 many doctors wont let u get ur tubes tied

    • @caitlinkessler1084
      @caitlinkessler1084 6 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      MichelloWay this was 2 years ago but makes me dumb angry lmao. Who are you to tell anyone what they can do with their body, or say shit at all. What she needed to do is whatever was best for her, not your feelings

    • @alexyoutube9982
      @alexyoutube9982 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Pregnant at 14 is a bit extreme...

  • @babyquinn1714
    @babyquinn1714 6 ปีที่แล้ว +434

    The last verse always make me cry seriously... i had an abortion too, and i know how hard it is to deal with it, how hard it is to not regret that choice but it must be... I'm with u Nicki 💗

  • @sianijohnson5
    @sianijohnson5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +397

    and 10 years later she now has a baby boy!! 🙏🏾

    • @Lothic
      @Lothic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      🙏🙏🙏

    • @whitneyfiercy
      @whitneyfiercy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      God is wonderful

  • @777jaelon
    @777jaelon 11 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    so sad....:( nicki went through so freakin MUCH!!

  • @westcoastdreamer7821
    @westcoastdreamer7821 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    15 years later after seeing her on tour this year I cannot not cry every time I hear this song!! I love you Nicki 💝

  • @MaliTheIcon
    @MaliTheIcon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1524

    This song hits different now knowing Nicki’s dad is no longer here with us 🥺

    • @Juqoe
      @Juqoe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      :(

    • @savannahgutierrez2936
      @savannahgutierrez2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      @@arrionna._ no that was her real dad, her father that died! sorry ma’am but no

    • @savannahgutierrez2936
      @savannahgutierrez2936 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@arrionna._ you’re right, they are not together but why would Nicki and her siblings have the stepdads lastname? It makes so sense! please do your research

    • @joonstalli
      @joonstalli 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      @@arrionna._ bby.. ming is her sister.

    • @deniselwashington19
      @deniselwashington19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Right

  • @princedior9154
    @princedior9154 6 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    Nicki is going through so much right now. And her industry friends are turning their back on her. God bless you queen ! Love u forever 🙏🏽💛

    • @juwairiyaumar7761
      @juwairiyaumar7761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ariana Grande , Beyonce , Adele etc.. Are a few who haven't though

    • @princedior9154
      @princedior9154 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Juwairiya Umar. So true ✨

  • @johnnycrompton4729
    @johnnycrompton4729 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    nicki minajs most compassionate song ever idc on repeat in 2018 yo this song is so deep its crazly upsetting a deeper look into nickis life

  • @lavell3068
    @lavell3068 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Everyday I say how thankful I am to be apart of this era, growing up with Nicki music, getting to know her personal life and all. Barb4lifee🦄🦄

  • @isabellapanag
    @isabellapanag 9 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    I cried so much very emotional

  • @Cutegirl8614
    @Cutegirl8614 10 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    wow this song is so sad, emotional, beautiful at the same time.

  • @syrensantiago
    @syrensantiago 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Nicki Minaj is literally my favorite person of all time alongside Jhene Aiko, & on everything I feel this woman on deep levels. I have always supported her & always well.

  • @jericodelrosario3729
    @jericodelrosario3729 7 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I can’t believe this is the first time i hear this song. It’s really Nicki. Please make it better this 2018 🖤

  • @simonev.202
    @simonev.202 6 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    Ppl quick to be like she don't make meaningfully songs but this one still I rise freedom can anybody hear me dear old Nicki all things go I'm the best fire burns the crying game grand piano are all songs she wrote from her heart no one want to give her the credit she deserves

    • @clempal8886
      @clempal8886 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      These are literally all the songs I've been jamming to....and save me, this girl has undeniable talent.

    • @Motivefromtheheart
      @Motivefromtheheart 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Simone' v. You literally just named all the ones I go to! So obviously those are the meaningful ones why I fw her lol.

  • @sarenarothenberger6954
    @sarenarothenberger6954 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I had a home abortion when I was 19. And I still have a hard to dealing with it today. The regrets and guilt. And this song brought me to tears.
    R.I.P. Legend Jacob Carter ❤

    • @teelin62
      @teelin62 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Omg?

  • @kierraalmacen9974
    @kierraalmacen9974 10 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Nicki is my inpiration.Shes different and the things that make me differnt are the things that make me.

  • @whatsupwithtorii
    @whatsupwithtorii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    The fact that she has a little angel now makes this song so much more beautiful .I love that she’s happy 🦄 🥰👸🏾

  • @9atherine
    @9atherine ปีที่แล้ว +19

    the way she can actually rap about her experiences and can be raw, unlike some rappers. nicki is so real. i love and respect her so much

  • @TreyMalik
    @TreyMalik 4 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    You can literally hear the pain in her voice she’s literally crying

  • @tempertantrum6464
    @tempertantrum6464 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This song legit brought tears to my eyes, one of the most raw and emotional songs I have ever heard, I’m so glad she had another chance to be a mother, I can feel her pain and regret in these lyrics🙏😢

  • @nsimms349
    @nsimms349 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Nicki is one of those ppl that’s so strong, they don’t physically look like what they’ve been thru.

  • @TheMindloverJoJo
    @TheMindloverJoJo 11 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    I tried to learn the lyrics of this song, but it's so hard because it just keeps on making me cry :( It's beautiful though!

  • @mimimillionss2086
    @mimimillionss2086 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song saved my life when I was a teenager. I’m forever grateful for you Nicki.

  • @csabamchorvath6407
    @csabamchorvath6407 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    And now she's pregnant!! They can meet again soon! I'm so happy for her

    • @makaylastover9149
      @makaylastover9149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Her dream came true

    • @shannane5171
      @shannane5171 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Only hurts more having a baby because its a painful reminder of what's gone forever x

  • @viviandaye8726
    @viviandaye8726 11 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    im cryin right now love nicki soo much

  • @wordswordswordspunctuationmark
    @wordswordswordspunctuationmark 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    her voice in this video.. you can tell she’s speaking from her heart

  • @crusadebaby4653
    @crusadebaby4653 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This is why we love that she write! We know it her feelings and experiences

  • @calliebrown878
    @calliebrown878 10 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    the haters need to listen to this song. We all make mistakes

  • @Bertrand005
    @Bertrand005 9 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    The lyrics are so deep and strong, I can feel her pain but she's a winner and I love her so much. I feel emotional everytime i sing this song, and I sing this to her.

  • @TheTinaSimms
    @TheTinaSimms 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    This song alone deserves a Grammy! 😢🤲🏾🗣✍🏾

  • @nelly4463
    @nelly4463 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Most heartfelt song from nicki along with dear old nicki. Still listening in 2k18

  • @glamdollrickell
    @glamdollrickell 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Nicki Has always had good stories to tell through her music, I love you Onikaaa!

  • @rBnnVl
    @rBnnVl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    So pure. She is THE QUEEN of rap, coming from a tough place to where she is now. Nothing but respect for this lady!

  • @shayz7144
    @shayz7144 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Why am I crying !!! We going to miss her when she gone..... Forever the queen

  • @darlingtonjulia4816
    @darlingtonjulia4816 6 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I swear I could hear d tears wen she dropped dis, cried after hearing dis anyone from 2019

  • @ander1624
    @ander1624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    anyone else genuinely happy for everything that Nicki is getting this year🥺🥺🥺

  • @Heida77
    @Heida77 9 ปีที่แล้ว +716

    This shit is real. Now I'm pro-life, but I NEVER judge women who've had abortions. It's as much a tragedy for them as it is for the baby. I know most of them don't do this for fun and many regret their decision and have to live with that guilt for the rest of their lives. I can't imagine that feeling, that guilt. Just listening to those lyrics, it's clear that Nicki is still in a lot of pain and feels a lot of guilt and grief for her son. I can't imagine how hard it must've been for her to admit what she did, because she knows she will be judged. Abortion is always a hard topic...and I know where I stand. But my heart goes out to her so much. I can feel how much she hates herself for what she did. She has to live with that. But I know God has already forgiven her, and I'm sure he's looking after her little boy and her cousin up in Heaven

    • @vitaly1236
      @vitaly1236 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What happened to her cousin?

    • @Heida77
      @Heida77 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      +Vitali None He was murdered in 2011

    • @vitaly1236
      @vitaly1236 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +heidos7 OMG!! I DIDN'T KNOW!! NICKI IM SO SORRY!!!

    • @Heida77
      @Heida77 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Vitali None It's tragic. I don't know if the killer was ever caught, I tried looking but there's no information about it.

    • @vitaly1236
      @vitaly1236 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      +heidos7 I hope he was!! I feel so sorry for her. My cousin is my best friend. If she died I don't think I could live on.

  • @shawndreyajohnson4548
    @shawndreyajohnson4548 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    One of my favorite Nicki songs…. That third verse 💗. No bars, metaphors, just real ass lyrics

  • @najaah8926
    @najaah8926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +280

    Real fans came back this song after she announced her pregnancy

  • @carmynena3141
    @carmynena3141 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    We could really hear the emotions and intentions in her voice , tears streaming just listening ❤️

  • @shaunntshangana6828
    @shaunntshangana6828 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Nicki making me emotional 😭this is beautiful, authentic art❤

  • @enchantedpropaganda
    @enchantedpropaganda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Raw music like this hits so hard. I love when an artist can be real, it makes me appreciate them and their music 10x more.

  • @janetkhui9594
    @janetkhui9594 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    She talks her feelings through music, that's being real to me

  • @walnajacques6443
    @walnajacques6443 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    The old Nicki 🦄 started from here to retiring . Your music has always been my favs and inspires me so much . My idol . I LOVE YOU❤️

  • @nakeiabraxton8527
    @nakeiabraxton8527 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This song got me through a lot as a Kid.. may the lord protect me as the world gets hectic..

  • @AURICVU
    @AURICVU 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    9 years later & this song still makes me cry Nicki 😢

  • @jailynnmarie7153
    @jailynnmarie7153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I felt that when she said " They don't know what to do when I'm hurt or when I'm angry "

  • @autmnra2705
    @autmnra2705 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Here I am 10 years later... and this still resonates with me. Constantly reflect... overstand your karma, accept it , now create new positive karma . Thank you onika

  • @alejandrogarcia-rivera6894
    @alejandrogarcia-rivera6894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I can’t stop listening to this. I literally cry every time I hear this man

  • @jaycrews3707
    @jaycrews3707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Nicki is so underapprecuated people will never understand that until she's gone

  • @alidhere9806
    @alidhere9806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This song still gives me shivers.

  • @iloveanari
    @iloveanari 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Why are the best songs are at the beginning of an artist career the ones that don't get no recognition 😣😍

  • @MichelleGovender
    @MichelleGovender 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Anyone here after Nicki announced her retirement on Twitter moments ago!? 😩😭

  • @ra3536
    @ra3536 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    On my hardest days I have that voice in my head saying “May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic, my voice projected my life reflected” with the background saying “the more I cry the more I try” and it really just hits that spot that makes me feel, it’ll be alright again.

  • @JessicaGomes-dn1rz
    @JessicaGomes-dn1rz 10 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Be strong Nicki, we're with u forever :'(

  • @sandrunia178
    @sandrunia178 9 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This song( lyrics,emotions)show u all what's really important in life. Stop chasing £££ FOCUS.those who made it in life will understand the hidden message Nicki is teaching.
    GLOBAL AWAKENING.

  • @Sashaa78
    @Sashaa78 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    As a woman to put out that last verse out for others to hear and being so vunerable and open. alot of us women been thru that situation.. thank you Nicki

  • @MilreaceMalone
    @MilreaceMalone 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This is my life in one song love you for this Nicki still rocking in 2017 this not just a song its my life

  • @camkambamkilla_1
    @camkambamkilla_1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Nicki ain’t lost a step 10 years later 💪🏾

  • @mikemaraj2325
    @mikemaraj2325 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    This is so deep. She’s went thru so much and still fights till this day. I’ll be a Barb forever, and I’ll stan you forever! Nicki Minaj, I love you! You’re my QUEEN! Thank you’

  • @hellooogoodbye9220
    @hellooogoodbye9220 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    And till this day I'm STILL crying my eyes out...pure talent,beautiful,emotional and that's period I LOVE YOU Nicki 😫❤