CHEMICAL PREGNANCY | OUR EARLY MISCARRIAGE STORY

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  • @britneybaggs8789
    @britneybaggs8789 6 ปีที่แล้ว +220

    “An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth, then whispered as he closed the book, too beautiful for earth”
    👼

  • @mariec3698
    @mariec3698 6 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    • @samanthanyhof3980
      @samanthanyhof3980 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      So did she 💜💜 she is due in less than a month with baby #2!!

    • @milenasolano7478
      @milenasolano7478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Samantha Nyhof and now little about Theo is here!!💛

    • @sofiakhanuk642
      @sofiakhanuk642 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      U got pregnant straight after camecal pregnancy? Or after few month please let me

    • @Ckeating2014
      @Ckeating2014 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Marie c thank you for saying this. I’m so scared to be pregnant again. God bless you and your family ♥️

  • @jamiebarnard782
    @jamiebarnard782 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Oh girl, I’m so sorry. I’ve been through this twice in the past year and I know this pain. We will see our babies again in heaven. Prayers going up!

  • @krankykrista
    @krankykrista 6 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    So sorry for your loss. A good friend of mine lost her baby at the 8 month mark. She just went in for a check up one day and there was no heart beat. Life is so delicate - whether it’s a chemical pregnancy or a baby almost ready to enter the world. There’s no real explanation. There’s a reason for everything. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @ayannaoman
    @ayannaoman 6 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    I lost my baby at 9 weeks. I’d give anything in the world to change what happened if I could. It’s so hard knowing your helpless and all you can do is move on and accept it. Every day I have a hole in my heart knowing I’ll never get to see my baby hear my baby all I have is a tattoo and a grave to visit. Sadly for me my miscarriage was my first pregnancy and now I’m scared to even try again. I feel like my body failed me like I’m a failure but I know I’m not but It’s still so hard. I’m grateful in a way I never got to hear the baby’s heartbeat or see the baby because I feel like it would be way harder. My miscarriage was so ruff to the point I had to have surgery anyone who goes thru miscarriage is so strong because mentally and physically it’s so hard.I have a memorial in my house of my ultra sounds and all the stuff from the hospital and my pregnancy test. Cameron I will love you for the rest of my life and I know your here watching me my angel. ❤️ 2/22/2018 the day my life was forever changed the day you made me into a mom into a family.

    • @colleenwadas1441
      @colleenwadas1441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are so brave I do feel really all praise to you you have to go through knowing every day do you'll never be able to hear your little baby and I just feel that anyone who has a miscarriage is amazing that they can deal do going through day after day without completely breaking down so I just want to say you are wonderful and amazing and it may feel like you failed but you didn't maybe God's plan for you was not to have that baby but don't stop trying if you really really wanted that baby maybe you'll get that chance again and you'll get that baby so just don't stop trying and have hope and faith in the Lord and if you're not a Believer then you can completely ignore my comment response he know but just remember the Lord has a plan for you and he'll talk you through this and he can help guide you in your mind

    • @kellylopezp
      @kellylopezp 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sorry for your loss!
      I had 2 Chemical Pregnancy and 1 miscarriage at 7 weeks and 6 days.. Had a D&C and after an infection for over 2 months... I still think What If .. LAST 2 week I had another Chemical Pregnancy and loss it... All this was with help of IVF and last time they were my last 2 embryos, Now It's my reality that I will never be able to conceive. I am taking my time to later on Adopt because I have so much love to give and I know I will be a great mother to any Baby or child that God allows me to raise.. I will make sure they learn there main language and culture if is not from mine. I still have so much pain and after a Dr visit they informed me I have Postpartum Depression since over a year.. Good luck with your family and you have a Lil angel waiting for you.

  • @alejandragemini3104
    @alejandragemini3104 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The moment you knew you were pregnant, the baby felt your love, you had huge expectations for their life. That's beautiful .. it's painful but even if it was a few days.. you cherished their life :)

  • @JazminnVlogs
    @JazminnVlogs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I love this.. you might be the only person I ever heard say that a miscarriage is still your heaven baby & that is amazing.. you’re a mother of two & you’re such a great mamma!

  • @anniegray6277
    @anniegray6277 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Thank you. I’m going through a chemical pregnancy now, and it helps to know I’m not alone. ❤️

  • @patcox8745
    @patcox8745 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Your little baby is in God’s arms. So sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family.

  • @kimeikeo
    @kimeikeo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Just recently found this video and having gone through a chemical pregnancy myself earlier this year, I thought it would be impossible to watch this without totally breaking down. I'm so thankful for how raw and real this was. I went through the same confusion about what was happening and honestly I still don't totally understand it, but feel the same as you: everything happens for a reason. I made it to the end of the video without many tears, until that end card message about the first thing they see is the face if Jesus and I lost it. 😭 Thank you for sharing. It's helping me grieve a loss that at the time I didn't really know was happening. Also, I'm currently 11 weeks pregnant, and I'm just constantly in awe of the blessings the Lord is pouring out. 🙌💞

  • @Bea56601
    @Bea56601 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    The first month my husband and I tried for a baby, we succeeded but it ended in a chemical pregnancy. I had been getting positive tests for almost a week until cramping began that lasted another week :( it was extremely difficult at the time especially because the doctor we saw pretty much told me it was just my period and made me feel crazy. Don't let anyone make you feel that way, we know our bodies best. I was comforted in the fact that we tried again a few months later and I'm now almost 7 months along. I'll be thinking of you, and I hope that you two are able to try soon when you're ready ❤️

  • @oliviapom
    @oliviapom 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Someone once told me that all the mummys who passes due to pregnancy complications and due to birth look after all our angel babies who we never got to meet or who we never got to take home

  • @laurenb2407
    @laurenb2407 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When you just said “everything happens for a reason”, I couldn’t have agreed more. When you announced your pregnancy with baby #4, I was going through a chemical pregnancy. I have two healthy kids and also couldn’t understand why God let us go through the heartache of knowing about and loving on our little miracle for only four days. But seeing your news of baby #4 didn’t bring me heartache in the midst of loss… it gave me hope, because I remembered watching this video years earlier, knowing that you had gone through exactly the type of loss I was going through, and God had grown your family in a beautiful way. The next month we were so grateful to find out that we’re expecting again… and while it’s early days, only 6 weeks along, I am feeling so much more positive and just trusting that God has us in His hands. But I came back to watch this video again, years later; because the pain of losing a child, no matter how old the are, is still so hard to process. This video is so comforting, even though I wish you had never gone through it at all. It made me feel infinitely less alone. God’s family stretches across the world and He allows us to be touched by people we will likely never meet in this life. It’s a beautiful thing, thank you ❤

  • @evaholm8476
    @evaholm8476 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I had so many positive tests and then bam I started spotting brown discharge. Then it slowly turned into heavy bleeding. Our baby was wanted and loved already.

  • @JazminnVlogs
    @JazminnVlogs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I’ve been obsessed with your videos lately.. you are a great person not just in videos but over all. I wish you guys nothing but the best. Whenever god knows it’s right to bless y’all again he will. Keep your head up.

  • @lindsaye584
    @lindsaye584 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Oh honey, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. He is watching over you and that sweet little baby. It’ll hurt for some time, but you will heal and your little angel will return to you one day. We had tried to get pregnant for 4 years and had 3 miscarriages and 2 chemical pregnancies and each one just hurt more and more. We took comfort in the fact that God will decide when to bring our baby back to us at the right time and one year later our beautiful rainbow baby Ira was born! And now we cherish every little moment we have with him, whether he’s teething/colicky, or being a happy little giggle bug. Losing a little life is one the most heartbreaking moments of your life, and in those times you feel sad just hold Eloise and your family just a little tighter and know that He is watching over you. We are sending you so much love and warmth from California and pray for your family.

  • @HallieShepard
    @HallieShepard 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is almost 2 years later and I’m just now finding your channel your videos and I’m just sitting here crying. I cannot fathom the amount of pain and heartbreak y’all went through. There’s joy in knowing you’ll be able to meet your baby someday in Heaven 😊

  • @mamiyoga.by.sophia
    @mamiyoga.by.sophia 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so much for sharing, Delilah! I just went through a chemical pregnancy myself and knowing that you had three babies after this video gives me so much hope! Thank you also for directly addressing me as the viewer in the video that felt so good ♥️

  • @judygonzalez7250
    @judygonzalez7250 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I perfectly understand you that happened to me with my first pregnacy😔 i actually had to get a shot to get my period instead of waiting for my body to do so. My second pregnancy i had to get an d&c which was really hard for me and my husband. With my third pregnancy thank God everything went well i have my baby boy 2yrs old and here i am pregnant again 😊 thats how i can across your video today looking for pregnancy videos, so glad i did! Stay strong! I know its hard not to ask why, but stay strong and with faith🙏🏼

  • @lizzylizzy93
    @lizzylizzy93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    You might not want to, and that's okay, but something that's helped some moms I know is to name the baby. You don't have to tell anyone, but it just can help because it validates that it happened and that they exist and that they are with Jesus and that you will always remember them by name.

  • @TheRupperts
    @TheRupperts 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm so sorry Delilah. Miscarriage, no matter how far along is really hard to go through. I went through 2 chemical pregnancies in a row and it was absolutely heartbreaking. Not only does it hurt physically but emotionally as well. Just know that your little angel is watching over your family and will guide a rainbow baby to you when the time is right. ❤

  • @danamcfarland8578
    @danamcfarland8578 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Lost our first one at 11 weeks in a missed miscarriage. Went for our first ultrasound and there was no heartbeat. It's so hard, and was one of the saddest things I have ever experienced. Unfortunately it is a common grief that many of us share, but it does get better! So glad you ended up with your rainbow baby, ours is due in 5 weeks!

  • @kristinwilt
    @kristinwilt 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The exact thing happened to me. I’m crying all over again because of where you said you have a little baby in heaven now. It’s just so sad knowing that was the start of a little person and we never got to even see them or anything. I’m praying for you, I’m so sorry for your loss. 💔

  • @Kriistall7
    @Kriistall7 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm going through my first miscarriage right now.. I have two kids already and I figured I was "safe" from miscarriage. Its absolutely devastating

  • @lucyrose2967
    @lucyrose2967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just suffered my first ever chemical pregnancy after becoming pregnant after IVF. I was in disbelief at seeing those 2 little lines but only 5 days later our angel baby was gone. I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to be a mama but I loved that little tiny poppy seed so very very much 💙💙💙

  • @KH-oz9sj
    @KH-oz9sj 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Unfortunately it is common, but still devastating. I’m sorry for your loss and I hope in time you’re able to make peace with this ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @tayknbaykn
    @tayknbaykn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am currently having a miscarriage (chemical pregnancy 5 1/2 weeks) and I remembered that you had this video that I had never watched. Your story and words of encouragement and prayers were exactly what I needed today. Thank you 💚

    • @gkaur1522
      @gkaur1522 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Taylor Symons, I am so sorry for your loss. I am also currently going through a miscarriage. I was possibly 5.5-6 weeks along. And I just came looking for this video just like you because I'm having a tough time dealing with it and needed to hear from someone who had been through it. May we both find the strength to get through this.

    • @Annammorton13
      @Annammorton13 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am going through one now. I was 5 weeks. Started bleeding on Christmas Eve

  • @ItsDalyLife
    @ItsDalyLife 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Your baby will always be with you. Sometimes we lose sight of how quick and fragile life is. Thank you for reminding me to hug my loved ones tighter tonight. I hope that your heart heals quickly.

  • @sarahbrown7213
    @sarahbrown7213 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this, but God has a plan for your family and He has a reason for everything. Sending up prayers for you guys and I hope you find some sort of comfort in this difficult time ❤️

  • @jesweidenhamer
    @jesweidenhamer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry. I only recently discovered your channel. I’ve recently gone through 2 miscarriages in the last 4 months, the latest chemical. I thought losing a baby earlier ( 5 weeks v 10) would make it less hard, it doesn’t.
    Thank you for sharing,it is a comfort, it creates a community for people who experience these things

  • @sarak6401
    @sarak6401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Sending love and prayers for you both, miscarriage is a horrible experience for everyone. Learning to heal afterwards will be a journey for you both

  • @georgihristov4930
    @georgihristov4930 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am writing from my husbands profile. I just wanted to let you know that this week I went through the exact same situation. I know how you felt. I was so happy when I saw the two lines and then 4 days later the worst happened. I am so happy that you are now pregnant again, wish you healthy and safe pregnancy!

  • @clo13570
    @clo13570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for this video. We experienced a chemical pregnancy a few months ago and I agree it was very real. My 3rd baby, that my beloved grandma is rocking in Heaven I’m sure. I knew for 3 weeks because I was so sick, and grew to love that little one dearly. I send love and prayers to you as well. God bless you and your family.

  • @patriciacarrasco621
    @patriciacarrasco621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I just lost my baby 2 days ago.. at 5 weeks pregnant my baby felt so real to me. Its been incredibly difficult to cope 😪 thank you for sharing your story 🙏

    • @mhawkinator
      @mhawkinator 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Just experienced this over the weekend. It’s super heart breaking. Prayers to you and yours🙏🏽❤️

  • @amandamcnair3211
    @amandamcnair3211 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your story... it’s so hard to be this vulnerable and real online. I’m on day 2 of my period that is an early miscarriage/chemical pregnancy. My heart is just shattered... I’ve gone through so many emotions. You’re doing a good thing sharing your story, it helped me to feel a little less alone...

  • @reginafletcher633
    @reginafletcher633 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Delilah, I know exactly how you feel! Miscarriage is never easy no matter how far along you are. So thankful for the hope that we have of seeing our babies in Heaven! I am praying for you!

  • @k1886-o6x
    @k1886-o6x 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Many prayers and hugs. Miscarriage is incredibly hard. I've been there.

  • @kortneycambridge
    @kortneycambridge 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thinking and praying of you! Love ya girl, you've got this. Makes me think of a quote, "I stand on the shoulders of angels." Your angel is looking over you and helping you through this time.

  • @selenetochez7814
    @selenetochez7814 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for being so raw and honest with your most private moments. Sending your little family much love, support and healing in this difficult time. Thank you for also providing other scared or sad mother's out there in the world with support and information. Xo

  • @amanda31511x
    @amanda31511x 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Feeling for you hun, this is a horrible thing to go through. Just remember everything happens for a reason, there’s a reason you’ve now got a beautiful angel baby. God has more plans for your family ❤️❤️
    I went through this before my middle child, very scary with the unknown. Next pregnancy had me questioning everything until the day we heard baby’s heartbeat

  • @halffacesally
    @halffacesally 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My heart is broken for you all and I’m so sorry. I admire your courage for making this video and sharing your message with the world. It’s a topic that is not shared enough and just know that you’re helping so many women out there who have gone through the same experience. Your Angel Baby will always look over and guide you all. We love you all and are here for you! ❤️

  • @lyzmortati1305
    @lyzmortati1305 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This must not have been an easy video to film. Your dedication to what you love, even in the face of heartbreak, is so encouraging. You are superwoman, Delilah 💜

  • @elit6108
    @elit6108 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss. Thanks so much for making this video. I think I'm currently going through a chemical pregnancy. I took 4 test 5 days ago and they was all positive, very faint but positive. Today which is 5 days after positive test I went to get my confirmation test and it was a negative. I'm supposed to go to my OB appointment in the morning (I made this appointment the day after positive test)to get blood pregnancy test and hcg level. But I just know what's coming. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks 4 days in May and that completely broke me. In 2010 I had a baby boy that was born at 26 weeks and lived for 17 days. But I'm very thankful for my healthy 6 year old boy! And he will be the one that gets me through this. I know when it's the right time it will happen for me again.

  • @Chickychick1213
    @Chickychick1213 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m going through a miscarriage right now from a chemical pregnancy and I needed this video so bad. 😭😭😭

  • @tropicalels4143
    @tropicalels4143 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your faith is inspirational, and and I hope you realise just how beautiful you are, inside and out. You, your husband, your children and your angel baby are in my prayers.

  • @stephanieneuman5825
    @stephanieneuman5825 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart is breaking for you, but rejoicing that your angel baby is seeing the beauty and grace of God until he/she is able to meet you. You will meet him/her again and that is the hope you cling to during this painful season of life. I know that you know God does not give you more than you can handle, even when you feel it’s going to break you, He will not let it. Praying for you friend!

  • @ThaliaCampos
    @ThaliaCampos 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I went through something similar when my first born was 18 months. I was late on my period so I took a pregnancy test. Came out positive. I was so excited and told my bf and my parents. We were all delighted. I was already thinking of baby names. 24 hours later, I got tremendous cramps and the miscarriage began. *trigger warning* I remember going to the toilet and seeing a large clot. LARGE. And I just began sobbing. Somewhere within the tissue was my angel. It’s definitely hard even if the journey was short. I named it Ever. Because that little baby will forever be in my heart. And now I have my rainbow baby, my little Penelope. ❤️
    I will be sending you so much love and prayers and hugs ❤️

    • @Disha_pat
      @Disha_pat 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thalia Campos I went through same yesterday.. i got severe cramps n bleeding after bfp although it was just a day it hurts n now m so scared trying again

    • @notbeingsarcastic5947
      @notbeingsarcastic5947 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes cramps and blood were the first sign of my miscarriage and only got worse from there.

  • @gabriellegermain3266
    @gabriellegermain3266 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry . I've never been through a miscarriage, but I can feel your pain from here. It is truly a horrible thing. I wish you all the best in life, you are strong ❤ I just want you to know that all your viewers love you and hearing you talk about such a thing is probably helping other moms to get back on their feet after an experience like yours.

  • @kaitlinbrown8174
    @kaitlinbrown8174 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I don't usually comment on videos but I felt like I should here. Back in October my husband and I found out I was pregnant two weeks after I stopped the pill. We were overcome with excitement and joy! But when I kept testing throughout the week and the test line got lighter and lighter I knew something was up. We prayed that the Lord wouldn't take our baby but six days after our first positive test the bleeding started.
    I know it feels strange because it's almost over before it even began...I kept feeling silly that I was so upset because it was only a chemical pregnancy. But as someone who believes in life from conception...i know it wasn't just chemicals. It was a baby.
    Of course you know this already but the Lord works all things for the good of those who love him and are called according to His purpose. Maybe not the good of your happiness all the time, but the good of your soul. And He says He is close to the brokenhearted. I pray the Lord would take what the enemy intended for bad and turn it for your good. Three months later we found out we were pregnant again and now I'm seven weeks away from meeting our little boy. Going through that miscarriage has made me so much more excited and grateful to meet our baby.
    Praying for you and your husband! ❤️

  • @kristinacehyova4127
    @kristinacehyova4127 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I'm so sorry for your loss, be stong! ❤️ i have miscarriage when i have 18 years i'm glad for i have baby so his heart was gone :( it's still hurt for me.
    Now i'm 20 years old and i have 6 months of healthy daughter i love her very much ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ (sorry for my english)

  • @vanessanatal381
    @vanessanatal381 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I know the feeling I have 5 in heaven :"( I Love you it's hard but it gets better.Im here for you sweetie ♡

  • @yotuttle
    @yotuttle 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I felt my baby's soul. That was what was so crazy to me. When I went through my early miscarriage i felt so alone again. I miss my baby so much.

  • @alliaina
    @alliaina 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I too went thru a miscarriage back in 1997. It was a very difficult and sad time. I then the next month got pregnant with my daughter who is now 20. You are strong and you will get through this with the strength of God. Take time to grieve and snuggle up that sweet baby girl you have now and know there will be a beautiful next time.
    Prayers to you all ❤️

  • @rebeccajanegoddard
    @rebeccajanegoddard 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so so sorry for your loss! It’s such heartbreaking news! My thoughts and prayers are with you xx

  • @jenniferrosenberry7662
    @jenniferrosenberry7662 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m currently going through my first chemical pregnancy. Heartbreaking. I see you’re pregnant now so it gives me hope for the future. Congrats on your rainbow baby

  • @grey9919
    @grey9919 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm 16 and 5 months ago I took a few pregnancy tests a few weeks after the dude who sexual harrased and assaulted me had officially introduced his cells to my egg 😭😭 they were all faint positive but very much there, the next week I went to my doctors and they said it was negative 5days later we did another and it also read as negative. A few days later I noticed that my symptoms had suddenly dropped and then the bleeding started 😭 it hurts to know that while tons of my family members are Introducing new bundles of joy I'll be daydreaming if the baby I won't meet until he/she runs into my arms as he/she sees me walking into heaven

  • @DanielleNicolette
    @DanielleNicolette 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing this. This happened to me and I am heartbroken. If it hadn’t happened to me personally I don’t think I would have understood or thought a chemical pregnancy was even “a real pregnancy”, but it was a very real loss to me. 😢

  • @babygirl79114
    @babygirl79114 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im so sorry! You're in my thoughts and prayers! I have an angel baby too. I went for the confirmation blood test so they could tell me exactly how far along I was, they told me I was 5 wks. When the time came for my first ultrasound to hear the heartbeat they couldn't find it. They told me my baby had passed. They sent me home with an appointment scheduled for a DNC a week later to give my body time to try to miscarry itself. That was the hardest week of my life waiting for that appt knowing I was walking around with my baby inside of me that was no longer alive. God gave me the strength and peace I needed as He will you both too.

  • @BellaButterfly1814
    @BellaButterfly1814 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had a chemical pregnancy over a year ago, I now have my rainbow baby who will be one soon. Although my heart still aches over the baby I never got to have. I lost it when you said you had an angel baby playing with the other unborn babies in Heaven. That is a saying I will now hold dear to my heart as it brings a little light and hope of being able to see my baby one day.

    • @Lenapeltier
      @Lenapeltier 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just had my first miscarriage. Im just so new to all of this that ive been trying to find out what a chemical miscarriage is and what other ones are

  • @britneybaggs8789
    @britneybaggs8789 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Sounds very similar to an anembryonic pregnancy I went through. Body experiences all same symptoms, a sac forms but with no embryo inside. Same scenario where if I hadn’t taken a test or gone to a clinic, I would’ve just assumed it was a late/heavy period. Needless to say, it can be very traumatic. Loss is a loss, no matter how small💫🌟

  • @teaandchat
    @teaandchat 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow, thank you so so much for posting this, I was so surprised to see this in my subscription box. I only subscribed to you this week, when I also found out I was pregnant, and decided to watch a bunch of TH-cam videos, discovering your channel. Only to find out a couple days later, that I also had a chemical pregnancy. Thank you for sharing your story.

    • @LoeppkysLife
      @LoeppkysLife  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh I’m so sorry ❤️ Praying for you

  • @elliewolgamott7630
    @elliewolgamott7630 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am currently going through a miscarriage at 6 weeks. Thank you for sharing this video even though I know it is so hard to speak in that time of pain and heart break. Just know that God used you to speak to other mommas that were and still are going through the same thing. ❤

  • @JJ-uv1nz
    @JJ-uv1nz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The same thing happened to me last month. I think it’s very brave and open of you to talk to us about it. I’m so sorry for your loss :.(

  • @kirsten-e8782
    @kirsten-e8782 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry, it doesn't matter how far along a person is. Every loss is hard and real. I miscarried our third baby and first daughter in January of this year. No physical pain compares to the pain and heartache of loosing a child. It's a unique loss that only mother's feel fully. You are amazing for sharing such difficult news. It's so important for people to understand what women and families go through so they can get the much needed support and understanding during that time. Someone shared with me after my loss a phrase they once read, "mother's who have lost a child have tiny packages in heaven guarded by angels, and when they get there they open it and raise their babies as if no time had passed".

  • @RaveSoul02
    @RaveSoul02 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm holding back tears as I watch this. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my first baby at 22 weeks 3 years ago now im 27 weeks pregnant with his little brother. no mater at what stage it happens its hard no matter what. You have an amazing heart and are an amazing mom. Now you will always have a little angle watching over your family and watching over Eloise. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and it's amazing the support you have that's what helped me get through it. Take care ❤

  • @momofthecrazies
    @momofthecrazies 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank u for sharing and sorry for ur loss we just lost our baby boy at 21 weeks 😢 you hit that half way mark and then your world comes crashing now , thinking of u !

  • @relaxranch1163
    @relaxranch1163 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can’t imagine what you are going through. How amazing that we have a Great Comforter and you will see your baby in heaven.

  • @GenerationX3333
    @GenerationX3333 ปีที่แล้ว

    I lost my baby when I was 14 weeks pregnant back in 1990 and I will always love and remember my sweet baby

  • @SiobhanHunt-ye5pn
    @SiobhanHunt-ye5pn 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m so sorry 😢 my heart is breaking for you. I’ve been praying that God would give you grace and heal your heart ever since I seen your Instagram post. ❤️

  • @jdbrackett45
    @jdbrackett45 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just went through a very similar situation last month. I had 4 positive tests and then all of a sudden 1 negative. I had two days of spotting before the full on bleeding and cramping started. I went to the emergency room to find out it was a chemical pregnancy. I was devastated. Thank you for posting such a personal thing to share with your viewers, it's always refreshing to know that you are not alone.

  • @lexip396able
    @lexip396able 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The Lord knows what it's like to lose a child, and he works everything together for the good of those who love him, I'm not sure why you're going through this but something beautiful will come out of it, that ending quote was so beautiful and so perfect

  • @zikhonapondo3418
    @zikhonapondo3418 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for making this video. I lost my baby at 8 week on the 3rd of June 2022. It was tough to process the fact that I couldn't see anything on the monitor but blood tests said I was pregnant. You have named it for me. I didn't know that is what it's called. Thank you

  • @jessicalauren8198
    @jessicalauren8198 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so sorry for your loss, it hurts my heart to see women lose babies, though I am not especially religious, my thoughts and love are with you ❤️

  • @adriannapate1270
    @adriannapate1270 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I lost my baby 2 years ago at 8 weeks and 4 days. I often think about what the baby would have looked like and the gender. It's very heartbreaking no matter how far along you are.

  • @laurienkramer
    @laurienkramer 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know how you feel. We lost our baby a few days ago. I was almost 7 weeks pregnant. It is a horrible feeling. And I am also so grateful for the support of the people around us. We buried some tissue of the baby in de backyard en planted a beautiful flower above it.

  • @Rachelatday2dayjoys
    @Rachelatday2dayjoys 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am SO sorry! I went through this, this year! Mine were positive and negative in the same day, and different tests took to different results. It was hard. and those babies ARE REAL!

    • @SSHodson
      @SSHodson 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rachel at day2dayjoys People in my support group are telling me that it's not possible, but I had a positive one night and a negative the next morning. It IS possible and it breaks your heart when you see it.

  • @violetsmith7606
    @violetsmith7606 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know from personal experience with miscarriage saying I’m sorry and I’m here for you doesn’t really help! But with that being said I still am very sorry! The pain doesn’t fully go away but it does get better! Sending positive vibes, love and prayers❤️

  • @ingaberrenrath3233
    @ingaberrenrath3233 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm feeling for you, my Dear ❤️ you're not alone! You're an awesome couple and you'll do that, stay strong! One day, you'll have your rainbow baby and he or she will be sent by your little angel to watch over you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    All the best!!!!

  • @samanthaosko2109
    @samanthaosko2109 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I 100% understand how you feel and what you're going through. This exact thing happened to my husband and I this past week, and it has been the most heartbreaking thing we have been through. It is good to know that we are not the only ones going through this. Thank you for the encouragement. I'm sure our babies are playing together in heaven.

  • @emmaroy3923
    @emmaroy3923 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    i know this video is old, but it really touched me. i just want to validate the fact that your baby was and is real, there was a little soul in your body even if you never got to see it. i cried with you. i've never been pregnant or anything, so i don't truly understand, but i empathize. your loss is real and traumatic like any other loss. i hope your heart has healed more since this video

  • @axfolina
    @axfolina 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm really sorry for your loss, I'm praying for you and I truly hope that you will never go through this again. My mom had a miscarriage a few years ago and it was devastating, kiss little Eloise for me 💕 and God bless your family

  • @ihatebananas6468
    @ihatebananas6468 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry for your loss. I have six babies all playing with your little one up in heaven. This has given me great comfort to think of it in this way. Thank you xxxxx

  • @normanshadow1
    @normanshadow1 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That was seriously adorable! Two nerds meet and fall in love. And I mean "nerds" in the most complimentary manner!

  • @breilyarias8546
    @breilyarias8546 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I had heartburn and mild nausea, took my test at what would have been 7 weeks. Had my first prenatal appointment at 9 weeks just to find out that there was no heartbeat and I was sent to get an ultrasound, no gestational sac. They me if I had taken the test correctly when I explained everything they said it must have been a chemical pregnancy. I should be 11 weeks in 2 days not getting bloodwork every week to see if my HCG levels are going down… I lost my baby before I knew they were in there and I pray to god every night that my baby knows they were loved and wanted. I pray they are happy and protected with god.

  • @kellyb2548
    @kellyb2548 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so sorry for you, your husband and Eloise. I pray for your peace and that God brings another sweet baby into your life.

  • @angelicvibes1955
    @angelicvibes1955 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry. We are all here for you. We love you. 💕stay strong

  • @AriannaPaternesi
    @AriannaPaternesi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh Delilah... Listening your story I cried for you and with you... You're right, everything comes for a reason and one day maybe you'll know why. Meanwhile we send you lots of love.

  • @rachelbalcha8832
    @rachelbalcha8832 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for your lost. I cried with you. You going to be OK and God be with you❤️❤️❤️

  • @BettinaRae
    @BettinaRae 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ohh Hun. I'm so so so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story. Miscarriage and loss is something we need to talk about so others can feel less alone. I've had three losses in the last 2 and a half years and I watched this with my rainbow 3 week old in my arms. All the feels for you. Sending you love, it gets better I promise. Hold each other and your little girl tight xxx

  • @natmo4
    @natmo4 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m praying for you and your family. We only know you by the content of your videos, but I can see your heart is so full of love, your strenght and your faith in God is admirable and I hope that will help you heal. Sending lots of love.

  • @brianapreece9626
    @brianapreece9626 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry to hear about this...keeping your little family in prayers. I couldn’t even imagine the pain and heartache.

  • @kristenprevatt2342
    @kristenprevatt2342 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart breaks for you Delilah, take the time you need to heal, and know you have a family all across the world who love you and your little babies.

  • @elisabethperez8954
    @elisabethperez8954 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry you are going through this! I’ve been through 2 miscarriages before I had my 1st son and another before my 2nd son. It’s heartbreaking. I wish you didn’t have to experience this but thank you so much for sharing your story! There’s been so much more awareness about miscarriage in recent years. I’m so glad many going through this don’t have to feel alone anymore. I felt so alone during my first two miscarriages but I know I’m not alone anymore. And that makes such a difference when going through miscarriage.
    My thoughts and prayers are with you and your husband during this difficult time. 🙏🏼💕

  • @vidyamenon5838
    @vidyamenon5838 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm so sorry... my sister in law went through the same thing.. I can understand ....praying for you ❤ I really admire your courage..thank you for sharing..

  • @lauraflemming1386
    @lauraflemming1386 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey sweetie i know this is a year later that i came across your video but i soo needed this i couldn't face that my daughter kept losing babies she had lost many before a dr confirmed an actual pregnancy and we lost Zane 2 months into the pregnancy she's had 3 more chemicals since then and i couldn't bring myself to agree with her please keep her in prayer shes 30 and wants a baby so desperately. Thank you again for being obedient to Jesus He knew i needed it. I'm going to go hold her now.

  • @aubreypullen
    @aubreypullen ปีที่แล้ว

    I had the same thing happen to me.. I’m so sorry you had to go thru that😢 but God has blessed us both with beautiful boys after

  • @rewildwithus
    @rewildwithus 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry to hear this, You and your family are so strong and brave for sharing your story that will mean so much to so many others ❤️ sending all my love and prayers.

  • @violachickno1
    @violachickno1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This just happened to us last week, your video resonates so much, and thank you for making it. I’ve just had another cry 😔 it gives me hope that you have gone on to have Theo, and now this new baby, really hoping we manage to get pregnant again. Thank you x

  • @kennabondoc4342
    @kennabondoc4342 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry. Hugs and prayers. My angel went to heaven in 2006.

  • @samblake07
    @samblake07 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This broke my heart for you ❤️ prayers for you and your little family!