When you're feeling deranged for years now, life in general seems more like a dream than reality to you. When you're smoking pot or taking even stronger drugs day for day and there seems to be no light shining at the end of the tunnel. When you're feeling lonely and you can't remember you ever didn't, maybe even feeling like the most lonliest person on this goddamn world; always remember: You got this SINGLE chance to experience an existence on this planet. You got the chance to see and to feel, to smell and to hear other people talking, singing. To touch things and to react to other human beings. You do exist. Do not throw it away until it runs out by itself. There's so much stuff to see. Hope everyone who's reading this, is gaining strenght out of it. Keep your head up, if there's a shadow, then there also must be light.
I've read thousands, possibly hundreds of thousands of comments. Yet none has ever made me feel so alive and thoughtful as the one I just read. Thankyou and everyone have a good life
His last song under the name Spooky Black, this is him closing that chapter and destroying that character and the past. This song embodies such a beautiful pain
Sigh, Corbin, you've impacted me in so many ways and this song just furthers the reason as to why I love you, and your music. Please come out of your shell and express how you're feeling more through music, because knowing I can relate is so comforting. We all miss you.
i don't have any words to describe how intense the feelings this song gives me are... i am pretty fucking happy in my life at this moment, but this song really makes me feel the hard times i had back in the days and i really appreciate this musical genius for that. I've never heard music as powerful as spooky black/corbin
It's so amazing to see how much people live in this world, we don't know each other but in the comments we are all so kind an so friendly with each other, this makes me feel that I am not alone an that actually the whole world is a big Family. I come from Europe (Luxemburg) and I am crying when I think about all this. I wish you all the best and a grat life. God bless you ❤️
i know it's a long time since you wrote this, but really i am surprised by how connected the communities around the world are... i hope you do well and never had to cry again. bless you
i remember being so very close to ending my life in 2017 and i listened to this song all the time then- it transports me straight back to that whenever i hear it now. its like i relive a past life.
I've had problems letting all my emotions out for the past 4 years but this song helped me cry for once. It feels fucking amazing discharging all that depression and sadness.
I remember smoking and drinking to this song. As I was listening to it I sat there in the same spot staring blankly into space. Visual thoughts running through my mind. My life flashed before me.
To me, listening to this music is like hearing the mermaids hum in the foggy distance, calling me, asking me to end it. -While deep inside i know things are going to get better, i still fight desperately everyday to find music, videos, or things that make me feel like im not here anymore, and when i do find them, it feels like my insides simply disolve and i start leaving the place, until the song ends and everything goes back to it´s place. If some of you just happens to feel the same as i do, don´t worry, a great sadness makes for a tender heart.
I dream to be happy, where expectations don’t meet limitations, how I can be whatever in this world of good and bad, sadness, happiness, anxiety, stress, depression. How A good kind soul can be taken so terribly that all that person can do is sit there and take it until they get home and cry without anybody noticing. Society and it’s entirety is putting the youth through anxiety but not entirely.... music is for the amusement when we’re confused with life and it’s problems, with music and hobbies we try to solve it, and it’s an everyday process that we go through... hope and faith that life will change for the better so we can endeavor and storm through the weather since life doesn’t last forever.
idk how to be happy anymore. i’ve became so used to being let down, my life i’ve been dealing with depression. all i’ve known is sadness. i listen to the most saddening music, in which sounds so beautiful to me. i think i’ve been sad for too long because it’s all i know, it’s the only feeling that is real. i don’t even try to be happy because the happiness never lasts. i’m easily let down to where it’s expected, it doesn’t hurt anymore. my sad thoughts is all i know, i can’t be happy. i won’t let myself. idk to hate or love it ..
Maby try out new things even if you don't want to. They could help you gain some happiness, for me happiness often comes from small things I never expect and not so often from things I expected. I wish you and everyone listening to this song the best!
Is the Only Artist For me That can Express Feelings in a diferents Way WE LOVE UR MUSIC AND FEELINGS SPOOKY BLACK CORBIN WE MISS U WE NEED MORE! PLEASE COME!
i just put this on and then started thinking about how can god be real if noone created him, then i thought how can the big bang be real if there was no universe before it?
jim bob i went through the same shit over my first love after two years man. Listened to all this kind of music, I'd say your best bet at recovering is finding someone who you can connect with even better than her. I've met someone new who understands me more a year after my breakup and already feel closer after 3 weeks of meeting than I did the whole two years with her. Good luck :)
Listen: we've been through so much that not a thing in the future is able to bring us to this point again. Everytime we feel this immense pain it's a new chance for us to grow. Without the bad times there can't be any good times. It's the balance between both. Isn't it beautiful how deeply connected we are to our feelings? Isn't it a present to feel this intense? Only you who are so much alive can feel this deep. Keep on getting to heal your minds from thinking that life is a bad thing. Open your eyes there is always the good, even in the baddest of your feelings. You just have to see it. Much love for all of you ❤️
Fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept Too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath Cornered Calm my nerves Destroyer I've done this before Done this before Call it I'm wasting your time Dont soften it Leave me to die .
When you're feeling deranged for years now, life in general seems more like a dream than reality to you. When you're smoking pot or taking even stronger drugs day for day and there seems to be no light shining at the end of the tunnel. When you're feeling lonely and you can't remember you ever didn't, maybe even feeling like the most lonliest person on this goddamn world;
always remember: You got this SINGLE chance to experience an existence on this planet. You got the chance to see and to feel, to smell and to hear other people talking, singing. To touch things and to react to other human beings. You do exist. Do not throw it away until it runs out by itself. There's so much stuff to see.
Hope everyone who's reading this, is gaining strenght out of it. Keep your head up, if there's a shadow, then there also must be light.
seelenschwimmen best comment ive red heat thank you it makes so much senzd youre a genius
seelenschwimmen thank you for your words, don't stop expressing the power of gratitude
im crying
I've read thousands, possibly hundreds of thousands of comments. Yet none has ever made me feel so alive and thoughtful as the one I just read. Thankyou and everyone have a good life
seelenschwimmen thank you
this is lit when you're sitting in the dark room at the morning thinking how bad you've fucked up your life so far
sqvirtle i killed myelf last night
It's even more lit when you next to some chick in bed you brought home from the bar thinking about how bad you just fucked
It's even more lit when you just high af and feeling good 👍
sqvirtle all of this 3 comments are lit
Well this is reassuring... Glad to hear I'm not the only one.
Spooky black is what my depression sounds like
Yes
Call it
I'm wasting your time
Don't soften it
Leave me to die
His last song under the name Spooky Black, this is him closing that chapter and destroying that character and the past. This song embodies such a beautiful pain
sounds like a spiritual cry for help. Beautiful.
FVR GANG super accurate
FVR GANG aren't we all in some way in life crying for spiritual help? Life's tough.
we're all helpless indeed.
I Agree with that. Sounds like me right now.
This is so sad it isn't healthy for me to listen to, but I like it so much.
sometimes it's okay to be sad
But you're a Genius.. you know you re a genius,
Hey i am always sad
@@nurph2594 yeah. but not always.
bro this is so true
Im floating away
same bruh
idleglance Word and I guess only spooky makes that possible
I'm somewhere I don't know about rn
IDLEGLANCE normal hermano
Normal hermano
Sigh, Corbin, you've impacted me in so many ways and this song just furthers the reason as to why I love you, and your music. Please come out of your shell and express how you're feeling more through music, because knowing I can relate is so comforting. We all miss you.
He is the best I discoverd in this music industry, his music makes me experience a lot of feelings like no other music artist does.
This needs to be played at my funeral
This is so angelic it makes me feel so nice I can't explain it.
i don't have any words to describe how intense the feelings this song gives me are... i am pretty fucking happy in my life at this moment, but this song really makes me feel the hard times i had back in the days and i really appreciate this musical genius for that. I've never heard music as powerful as spooky black/corbin
omg this song actually just changed who i am as a person
I hope you’re doing good
omg no way, i just turned into a toaster
I believe it's beautiful when a song helps you draw an epiphany out... 🌎💭
I was bumping this when I died
Time passes me so incredibly fast it's unnerving
It does
the community on this youtube channel is beautiful, love u all x
People who listen to these type of songs are people I needa be friends with 😭🖤
if my soul was music it would be this song
never have i read such words totaly on point
💯
i'm chillin in the dark blasting this through my earphones thinkin about life and i feel like i'm in a whole other world man i love this shit
It's so amazing to see how much people live in this world, we don't know each other but in the comments we are all so kind an so friendly with each other, this makes me feel that I am not alone an that actually the whole world is a big Family. I come from Europe (Luxemburg) and I am crying when I think about all this. I wish you all the best and a grat life. God bless you ❤️
i know it's a long time since you wrote this, but really i am surprised by how connected the communities around the world are...
i hope you do well and never had to cry again. bless you
shut up omg!!!! i'm also from luxi and this comment just made me SO emotional arghh, god bless YOU😭
also can't believe i found a luxo person under a corbin song omg byeee this just made my day
This is what depression sounds like
It's not even the bad I'm afraid of... It's that I know that someday the good will come to an end
bro same
it is scary but i dont think of the future i just keep my life in the moment
this song brings back so many dark times ..
Foreal
i remember being so very close to ending my life in 2017 and i listened to this song all the time then- it transports me straight back to that whenever i hear it now. its like i relive a past life.
made me depressed but in a good way. he is so talented
It is really good that a person like Corbin is alive, his music is one of the only moments i can get in touch with my emotions, it fells amazing.
I've had problems letting all my emotions out for the past 4 years but this song helped me cry for once.
It feels fucking amazing discharging all that depression and sadness.
This is the sound i've been searching for my entire life
I remember smoking and drinking to this song. As I was listening to it I sat there in the same spot staring blankly into space. Visual thoughts running through my mind. My life flashed before me.
everytime im drunk and smoke a joint i listen to this and im already so depressed so this makes me worse but its worth it
been listing to spooky since 2014 ❤
Hearing this just breaks my heart 😭
this reminds me of my two bros passing in a car accident last year R.I.P bros love you :(
XD
My sag moon twin ❤ always knows how to put my feelings into words I cannot express
fuckinggg love you status for giving me new spooky
deadass b
Mwha stop
the perfect song to cry at 4 am
this song brings back dark times
I love Corbin so much I almost don't want to end my life when I hear his voice
lyrics :
oooooooooooooooooooahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhh iiiooooooooo
oahhhhhhhhhhhahhhhahhohhhhhhhhohhhhhhhooooooooooo
oooooooooooooouooooooooouooooooou ooooiiiii
*guitar strums*
*whale mating calls -20bpm*
comments like this really liven up the vibe hahahah ty
Lmaoo. I have a video with the lyrics.
Everytime when my soul cry i'm coming back to this song, and i let it scream..painfully.
amen brother
I can feel his broken soul through his voice.
When I feel like my life is a hole I come back and listen to this. It reminds me of the younger me. This song brings me peace. Thanks Corbin.
everyone's so depressed in these comments making me depressed shit
Ishte Gallegos sweeear 😂😂
Its crazy how much this song influence my life currently..!
To me, listening to this music is like hearing the mermaids hum in the foggy distance, calling me, asking me to end it.
-While deep inside i know things are going to get better, i still fight desperately everyday to find music, videos, or things that make me feel like im not here anymore, and when i do find them, it feels like my insides simply disolve and i start leaving the place, until the song ends and everything goes back to it´s place.
If some of you just happens to feel the same as i do, don´t worry, a great sadness makes for a tender heart.
I can imagine myself sitting in hell screaming at 2:15
this still lives and will live.
Still listening to this... This song always remind me that I'm not emotionless
my nigga spook finally back :))
Defiant spookier than ever 😊
where did he go now? ):
Paola Gutierrez making music as Corbin
Paola Gutierrez
nah he finally black
never clicked on a video so fast
King Steelo LMAO ME TOO
same
Wait until King Capital drops
The one and only song for contemplating life...
THIS IS STILL A FAV 💙
these ppl that listen to his music and this kind of genre are all going through stuff. it makes me feel less alone
smokes black & mild including the plastic tip,and eating the ashes. mood
as my soul lifts outta my body as I die I literally believe this is the song that's gonna be playing. So beautiful, and peaceful, yet so damn sad.
one day ill listen to this song for the last time and that's just a painful thought man. beautiful
is this shit bout to give me chills?..Yuh.
Brooooo you're back awh I remember them depressed days listening to your music back before depression progressed to anxiety attacks awh the good days
I dream to be happy, where expectations don’t meet limitations, how I can be whatever in this world of good and bad, sadness, happiness, anxiety, stress, depression. How A good kind soul can be taken so terribly that all that person can do is sit there and take it until they get home and cry without anybody noticing. Society and it’s entirety is putting the youth through anxiety but not entirely.... music is for the amusement when we’re confused with life and it’s problems, with music and hobbies we try to solve it, and it’s an everyday process that we go through... hope and faith that life will change for the better so we can endeavor and storm through the weather since life doesn’t last forever.
this song makes you cry fuck it
idk how to be happy anymore. i’ve became so used to being let down, my life i’ve been dealing with depression. all i’ve known is sadness. i listen to the most saddening music, in which sounds so beautiful to me. i think i’ve been sad for too long because it’s all i know, it’s the only feeling that is real. i don’t even try to be happy because the happiness never lasts. i’m easily let down to where it’s expected, it doesn’t hurt anymore. my sad thoughts is all i know, i can’t be happy. i won’t let myself. idk to hate or love it ..
Maby try out new things even if you don't want to. They could help you gain some happiness, for me happiness often comes from small things I never expect and not so often from things I expected. I wish you and everyone listening to this song the best!
just let me die.
never
Is the Only Artist For me That can Express Feelings in a diferents Way WE LOVE UR MUSIC AND FEELINGS SPOOKY BLACK CORBIN WE MISS U WE NEED MORE! PLEASE COME!
who hurt corbin
life
The universe
me
Corbin
Life man life is fucking to much sometimes
i just put this on and then started thinking about how can god be real if noone created him, then i thought how can the big bang be real if there was no universe before it?
There was maybe something like space before the big bang, nobody knows.
He doesn't go by spooky black anymore, it's Corbin
Camilla Abalos why
he felt like spooky black was too immature
Seriously no one fucking cares.
justin a
Does freedom of speech offend you? Sensitive ass.
ohmanyourecool ya got me
im so high i can feel the song bro this fucking with me i dont know what to feel its feeling for me
my heart can't handle his music. its beautiful
i love the vibes of your channel so much. it's just something about it
Breaks my heart in the most beautifully tragic poetic way
What genre of music is this called? It's beautiful
iTzMrEntertain genre : depression
It's Ambient. Corbin dabbles in a bunch of different genres to really add variety and style to his signature Alternative R&B sound.
Corbin / Spooky Black is just unique, he doesn't have a exact genre name
@@KrisSchwarz98 its ambient...
this song makes me feel things i cant describe
This is fucking beautiful thanks status 😢
Corbin is a poet.
One of the most deep and beautiful songs I’ve heard
nothing feels the same.
my corbINNN AHHHHHH I'M CRYING
This is what i listen to when i’m in the tub by myself wanting to drown and die
Just straight poetry.
This song reminds me on how much ive fucked up in life
Fav artist over all honestly! I fuck heavy with your music!
been listening to this every night since april , broke up w my first love in june after a year , & this song brings it all back
jim bob i went through the same shit over my first love after two years man. Listened to all this kind of music, I'd say your best bet at recovering is finding someone who you can connect with even better than her. I've met someone new who understands me more a year after my breakup and already feel closer after 3 weeks of meeting than I did the whole two years with her. Good luck :)
hope u doing better
omfg i forgot about this masterpiece and youtube randomly suggested me this video again
it hurts so fucking much
omg finally!!!! and it's beautiful ♡.♡
#protectcorbin
i can't do this shit anymore
Mad asf that people are just now finding out bout him 😤 wanted him to stay my lil secret 😂
for real, now everyone acts like they know him and everything
@@isaac37348 I know right
Exactly, same thing will lil peep and now convolk ☹️
Dude he’s been pretty known since 2014 lol
Well, this is in the internet. ofc people will find out about him.
This song is so depressing yet beautiful
chills.
oh shiii status postin my mans Spooky
he's a poet
YESSSSS
Listen: we've been through so much that not a thing in the future is able to bring us to this point again. Everytime we feel this immense pain it's a new chance for us to grow. Without the bad times there can't be any good times. It's the balance between both. Isn't it beautiful how deeply connected we are to our feelings? Isn't it a present to feel this intense? Only you who are so much alive can feel this deep.
Keep on getting to heal your minds from thinking that life is a bad thing. Open your eyes there is always the good, even in the baddest of your feelings. You just have to see it.
Much love for all of you ❤️
there is too much pain and sadness in this world, i wish i could leave it all behind.
Corbin
Fingers tight around my arm, quiet you slept
Too long since my heart has beat this hard, hide my breath
Cornered
Calm my nerves
Destroyer
I've done this before
Done this before
Call it
I'm wasting your time
Dont soften it
Leave me to die
.
my heart hurts...so bad
this is beautiful
I wonder when I stopped listening to this :(
everytime I think its starting to get better, it gets worse. it's like a scab I can't let fully heal.