I just wanted to take a min and thank each and every person who has wished me well and shared their amazing support and stories. I just want to help the voiceless speak and the powerless get courage! I couldnt have imagined the level of kindness. Restored a large portion of my faith in humanity! God bless you all and thank you again from the bottom of my heart. And a huge thanks to mark for detouring to meet me and let me tell my story. He's a true artist! And a great guy too!
And there are more videos and more information about me on my personal channel and new stuff almost daily. Ppl wanted to hear more from me so I'm sharing. God bless!
@@bradanditsy thank you for opening up & sharing w us Brad! The horrible things you've been through have somehow shaped you into such a kind man. I can just tell. I'm excited to follow your channel & learn more about you! 🤍
Sending you so much love and happiness for you and your family! I hope to carry even just a drop of sunshine that you have, you’ve been through so much but you still remain so resilient and positive! I definitely understand the feelings of frustration not being able to have something so simple as parents or family when you become an adult but thank you for reminding me it gets better & to just let god in. I’ve had your interview on repeat since I’ve watched it because you remind to just love myself and trust in god so thank you! And if you think you’re alone without family, you’re wrong. Even if I dont know you or you don’t know me, ill be your family and I’ll forever be rooting for you!!!! 💛💛 you got this brad!!!!
Same! Omg, melted my heart! And also made me really ashamed for the times I’m too tough on/speaking poorly to myself. I haven’t been through even a crumb of what he’s lived through and continues to work through, yet he can still love himself and hypes himself up without missing a beat. We can all learn a thing or two from him for sure!
I just dropped this guy off since I'm an Uber driver and everything. What cool guy. I hope you keep doing well. To give you guys an update he is still sober and doing good preaching his message of positivity and recovery.
To thank God that he doesn't have schizophrenia after listing his multiple diagnoses, such an optimistic person. We'll be praying for you, Brad. Another perfect example of the utter importance of parents. Parenting is the single most important job you'll ever do.
You put that so well! Children are like sponges they absorb everything that their parents give them I think God everyday that I absorbed more from my grandmother than I did for my mom it's really sad to have to say that but it's beyond true
Although I’m glad he wasn’t diagnosed with schizophrenia. I really hope he is aware of how susceptible he is to become schizophrenic. Using methamphetamine (especially intravenously) with a family history of schizophrenia makes someone extremely prone to an induced psychosis that’s permanent. 💔
@@kbisamfg I actually had meth psychosis at the end of my using. I saw things that weren't there. It was scary. Was a very big factor in me getting sober. 21 months and counting......I am always aware of my bipolar and take my meds as prescribed and I am very stable and productive. God bless you!!
I’m crying while watching the end of this episode. I am sending him so much love and happiness. Brad is incredible. What a beautiful soul. Words can’t express how precious he really is.
I totally understand the " I don't like to be touched." My father gone, my mother stopped touching, hugging, or saying I love you after he left. Now, even when a friend hugs me I feel awkward and freeze. Parents, please be affectionate with your children, it's a natural human need.
I was the same, I actually told my kids "let me know if you need a hug and I'll make sure I give you one" because I couldn't read the signs. Even though I didn't get hugs growing up, I didn't want them to grow up without hugs. I am very affectionate with my husband, but then, he made himself a safe space for me. ❤️
Hey this is Brad! If you wonder what helped me out of my darkness? The book atlas of the heart by brene brown was an eye opener for me! She's a great storyteller
Thanks Brad. You are a legend and you have the rest of your life to experience the ups and downs like you were wrongfully stripped of in Ur childhood. X
Brad thank you for the recommendation! A book that helped me through my darkest time was called "the secret" by rhonda byrne. It's a small book but has so many things that resonated with my soul but that I couldn't articulate in such a concise way.
Seeing his face light up when he was talking about how he can get his drivers license shows how much the small victories mean to some people. Godspeed Brad, you deserve the best in life.
There’s something endearing about him. I enjoyed listening to the way he told his story. He’s very resilient for someone who’s dealt with such tragedy and sadness. I hope he keeps reinforcing his bond with his daughter and that he continues to love himself and life through sobriety.
He didn't inherit the mental problems, severe abuse and trauma causes them. You are an amazing strong young Man. Keep proving that you aren't just another statistic Brad. Good luck and much love 💖
@@JP-hl9cv he definitely didn't actually, I went through a similar Childhood and have both severe PTSD and generalised Anxiety, Bipolar personality disorder can absolutely be caused by severe abuse although that can also have some genetic influence, so his mental health problems are way more caused by abuse than a genetic predisposition.
@@KemDawg123 neither anxiety or PTSD are genetic but Bipolar can have. I more took a bit of offence to Mark just saying that he had inherited it from his Mother as I was surprised Mark wasn't insightful at all of how badly trauma effects the growing Child's brain permanently as he certainly sees plenty of examples of the devastation a Parent can cause to Children who then grow into addicted and mentally ill adults again, and again. A HUGE amount of the people he interviews are in that bad position in life because of Parents.
@@msjujuz266 Thanks for making these posts Jujuz. The mother thing... my abuser (father) has told everyone I'm semi-disabled because I inherited my mother's illness. She was abused in childhood, too. So many lies out there. So much cruelty. Folks, we need to heal this world somehow. Keep speaking the truth
Dogs are awesome. I have 3 and I live for them.,my cat, he’s sweet but does his own thing and the bunnies are adorable but dogs are the best friend you could ever have❤️
"I just want to chill with my dog" - I can 100% relate to this. What we want to do is often pushed aside by what society tells us we SHOULD be doing. Wishing nothing but the best to Brad.
We can’t love you better… such wise words for a 16 year old. 🙏 using the drugs afterwards was almost a natural response after such a traumatic event to prevent from feeling.
This man is amazing! So soulful. Finding his soul with God seems to have brought him some peace and guidance. Sending prayers of continuous love, support, and abundance. IJNA
I thought the same thing: "We can't love you better." What profound words from a teen who has been through so much. I wish him the best in life after suffering from the suicide. God is great and can heal any wounds. I also believe that NA and AA can work in conjunction with healing a person who has God in their life. I pray he stays on the straight and narrow. He has a lot of challenges to continue to overcome. Happy for his life starting out with his daughter.
I'm proud this man had the strength to overcome his demons.. someone getting thru what this man has gone thru shows anybody can get thru anything as long as you push. Congratulations on 16 months sober man. Idk if you'll see this comment but you've come a long way and gonna go alot further 💪💯
mark im sure you don’t need to hear this but man you’re a beautiful soul. what you’re doing is greater than the eye can see. please keep doing what you’re doing.
Mark is great in person. He doesn't judge and I felt totally at ease. His raw emotion behind the camera made it easier for me to deliver deeper into my past. He's a great filmmaker and a kind soul!
"I just wanna chill with my dog and play games and stream on Twitch" the joy and innocence in his eyes while saying this, he's living the childhood he never had. Protect this man
I love how sympathetic and optimistic he is and how he takes accountability for his mistakes! He comes across as grounded, gentle and genuinely kind. I'm happy to hear he has made the choice to live a life without abusive women, just enjoying his dog's company, playing videogames and practising spirituality. I'm so proud of people like this whose stories offer hope to others! ❤️
I mentioned that in the interview also because I think it's key to understanding why I can't adequately show affection to people so I just had to put it in there I'm so glad that my interview touched you and God bless
@@bradharrison7157 Brad your journey to know yourself, to understand the "causes and conditions" of that journey will save many lives. God is using you for that.
what a huge sweetheart! If he's doing this great after 16 months clean, imagine where he'll be in another 16 months. Finding family/friends as an adult can be tricky, but I hope his network grows! I imagine he'd make a wonderful volunteer for a local dog shelter, etc. and the build a community through that avenue. sending lots of good vibes!!
Brad, I so admire that heart of gold that you have, your resilience & especially your mindset. I know that feeling all too well, waiting for the other shoe to drop. (I have PTSD & anxiety too.) Always, & without even trying. It is such an unsettling, sometimes unpredictable feeling. Also, not having family or a sense of belonging. Its feeling displaced. Im sorry you know this pain. Despite where youve been, just look where you are now. You are setting a wonderful example for your daughter, she has a father she can be proud of. You also share your home with fur babies, which are not to be taken lightly. I know, my cat literally saved my life just a few years ago. Learning to love ourselves is extremely difficult when its never been taught, but you are proof that it isnt impossible. Continue to do the next right thing, & as you know, everything will fall into place. Go where the love is, dont settle for less. You deserve it! P.S. I hope to see you again ❤
@@bradanditsy I just watched your interview. I am very impressed by your story & that you could overcome so much trauma. Have you ever thought about being a motivational speaker? You are really articulate & you have a great personality. I feel like you could help other people who are self medicating to possibly get clean. Maybe not now but maybe someday. For now you are starting the process of reconnecting with your daughter & that will be such an amazing part of your life & hers as well. I hope that everything goes really well for you & that you stay on the path that you are on. Congrats on your 16 months.✌
Oh man, this one really got me. What a sweet, kind-hearted soul who has been through so much but still managed to find the beauty in simplicity and the world around him. ❤️
That's a big part of my secret to my sobriety. Learning to see the small things. Beauty in everything 😊. It helped me get centered. I'm glad you liked my story!
This is the first White Under Belly that has made me cry. Brad has all the positivity and charisma in the world. I hope his journey continues to be guided by strength of God’s light. What a beautiful soul Brad, Thank you Brad and Mark for sharing!!! Never easy being dealt that hand in life stay strong!
Me to dear lord, I never cried b4 either but watching him and listening to his trauma made me just stop me on my tracks and I started praying for him with tears in my eyes😢bless him so I pray someone buys him a least a small eco car! I wished I had xtra cash to help him..god bless
OMG ... This guy was totally! destroyed from the start ... But does Brad realise HOW? intelligent he is!??? He has an amazing inner intelligence. Considering what he has gone through, im amazed! by his survival. I wish him the absolute best. He's an extremely rare being. He sooo! deserves just BasicLove!!! Best always MsL Melbourne Australia
I don't know what to say. I am sitting here thinking, "Now that is a gentleman. A true spirit. I may not know him personally, but I am so proud. So very proud of him. Brad, may your heart heal, may your life be full of goodness and joy and peace. You went through so very much and survived. You deserve it ALL!
Lol! God lifted him? Yet god watched his childhood, living with a schizophrenic mother, and did nothing to help a little kid. In fact if a god exists, why did it create mental illnesses, cancer, blindness, hurricanes, tornados, parasites, germs, etc? Just to make people miserable? Thank goodness it’s all just fairytales and mythology because religion is definitely horrible and pretty ridiculous. If it helps some people then good but it makes no sense at all. He wouldn’t have needed to “find god” to get better if he wasn’t afflicted by his illnesses and circumstances.
Had a good friend take his own life. He drove 5 states away, parked in a national forest and left a note on his car with the exact location where his body would be. Made sure no one that loves him or children would find him and he expressed that. Terrible situation but that detail is what I’m stuck on.
I had a good friend in high-school..pretty much did the same thing, drove a couple states away, left a note. It was a very sad ordeal..I got to know his folks better after that. They were good people. You can never tell just what's going on inside someone's head no matter what you see on the outside. Have a great day,my friend ✌ (Rest in Peace to your friend)💜🙏
This is sad to me. Just last December while hiking an idyllic winter wonderland snowshoe to a frozen waterfall with my three young kids, my 7yo was the first to see a man hanging from a bridge. I guess there is no ‘clean’ way to willingly leave this world. There will always be harm and heartbreak.
So sorry for you all… reading each comment. I recently have really struggled with planning to end my life. I’m getting help, I’m still struggling with fully understanding the pain it would cause if I did it. I’m concerned about that … God also feels so far from me … I’m dealing with some traumas that were never really addressed… thanks for sharing your stories. ❤️🙏🏼❤️
I am so proud of this man! We met as teenagers in 2000. Not to go into too much detail, but we have been through a lot together and I can vouch that he is telling the complete truth! His truth and his story. I have seen and lived situations that would categorize as unbelievable and beyond crazy with Bradley, and I can say He has overcome an enormous amount of set backs that could have very well been the end. His journey is so powerful beyond what he could tell everyone in this video. Where we come from in itself is a story to be told! I hope and I know many will benefit in some way from simply being able to relate to his life going through things like childhood traumas and drug use and such. Love you Always Bradley! And so very very Proud of you! God had and still has bigger plans for you! ❤️ Much Love ❤️
This man is unjustly burdened by childhood trauma and family breakdown, one of the hardest forms of grief to have to live with. Kudos to him for keeping a cheerful disposition. I wish I knew him, he seems like a big-hearted and loving person.
Amen! I just lost it crying when he said “I don’t have alot of Money but I’m happy!” His Testimony is showing how God uses us especially when we find out that he is the ultimate power... This is the reason I believe in Holistic Care Body, Mind and Soul God heals. Thank you so much Mark I started following SWU last year on Amanda’s story and one of my patients kept on telling me she had helped a man heal from Bipolar through prayer and teaching them about Jesus. And she said he never needed medication again and when I saw Amanda’s story I was like this is kinda the same thing. Spiritual warfare was real and AURA (treatment) was a bit intense but it helped her to find her sense of purpose and her higher self. This post might not make a lot of sense to a lot of people but after working as a CNA for 4 years especially with dementia patients and studying spirituality (demonic attacks) ect…I have concluded most people who endure the most pain and suffering are spiritually inclined. Substance use and abuse will for sure take a hold sting hold on them if they do not find a higher power and something to hang in to (grounding themselves) on earth to stay present.
@Brenda, Soul sister 💖. I learned a lot working in pt care as well. Not every employee learns about the spiritual side, it's just s job and a way to pay the bills.
This one really touched my heart. He owned his addiction and his behavior, he has learned to love himself and know his past was not a reflection of him. He is doing better and beating the odds ! Gosh I wish I could help him but this guy I sure am proud of ! Keep it up Brad you are a bright light to others around you! Keep your head up !
15:09 the way he chuckled when he mentions his dog and his daughter are the only two things he's got beside his therapist just made me want to cry. He looked so happy for mentioning them
What a great story. He walked through so much darkness and found the light. He is a true survivor. I love his gratefulness and how much of what little he has makes him so happy. Great interview!
...a friend once told me....Only those who are the most broken...have the opportunity to me most fixed. it takes lifetimes tho. hmm...that was new... He hasn't found the light yet...obviously...but needs to persist.
I’m so impacted by this conversation. Brad is amazing, not just for the adversity he’s overcome, but for how he speaks about God. Unbelievable human being.
I find listening to him - I don't know what to call it - big, important, enriching?! Those people are extremely precious. We can learn from them about the real dimensions of life.
A very open unfiltered guy .. he has faith …I hope that faith grows… it’s such a tormenting world ..Dark … I’m single and see no family ..and I’m happy ..motivated I’ve a dog … and live with him…. Look after him well ..feed him well…am consistent with my Dog This guy is inspiring… humble … been very broken … seen horrible stuff… He has opened up to gods help and direction …that inspires me … Ric
@@bradanditsy Brad you should make TH-cam videos and allow us to follow along your journey. Good days and harder days. Can be as simple as you talking for 5 minutes while you walk your dog. At very least you'll have people to talk to and possibly an internet family. I would be so grateful to be able to witness your growth day by day! Best of luck to you. Praying for your success and health!
This man reminds me of my father and just to see him so happy and resilient man makes me cry. I'm proud of him and I'm so glad he has been able to overcome it
@bradanditsy Brad!🤗 So nice to see you again. I am so HAPPY for you. I love your cute doggie too. I have subbed your channel. Thank you so much again for sharing your story. You're a strong warrior and amazing person. So happy your life is more peaceful and so proud of you for remaining sober.
He deserves all the help this channel can give. He has made the changes he needed to and continues to fight. Keep it up, Brad, we're all rooting for you!
i feel really sorry for this poor man. He seems like a really nice guy and he had to witness something so horrific while in his teenage years. i cant even imagine how it must feel seeing your own mother taking her life right in front of your eyes... I really hope he is doing great and continues living a healthy life. sending best wishes
Brad my heart aches for what you went through as a child. So glad you have experienced the love of God. He will heal all of your wounds. Keep up the good work on recovery!
Man I could listen to Brad tell stories all day. He’s got a great voice and very animated. Awesome testimony and o hope you stay sober. I’ve been sober myself from opiates for almost 8 years. It was one of the hardest things to overcome. Your right about you gotta want to get sober. It’s still a struggle but god willing we can stay healthy.
This is an absolute testament to how important propper psychiatric health care is and how serious mental illness is. Mental illness is as serious as cancer, heart disease whatever. The consequences are huge. And as a society we need to not differentiate mental vs physical illness.
I am so very proud of you although we’ve never met. You are an inspiration to those of us with similar stories. Sending you lots of love. Thank you for your story
This has to be the definition of trauma. Dude has really been through hell and back. Most prolly would have broke. I commend him for keeping on! But It definitely can't be easy!
I just wanted to take a min and thank each and every person who has wished me well and shared their amazing support and stories. I just want to help the voiceless speak and the powerless get courage! I couldnt have imagined the level of kindness. Restored a large portion of my faith in humanity! God bless you all and thank you again from the bottom of my heart. And a huge thanks to mark for detouring to meet me and let me tell my story. He's a true artist! And a great guy too!
Thanx for sharing ur story Brad, I wish u nothing but the best. U have such a kind soul 🤍
And there are more videos and more information about me on my personal channel and new stuff almost daily. Ppl wanted to hear more from me so I'm sharing. God bless!
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us Brad. You're an incredibly strong and inspiring person
@@bradanditsy thank you for opening up & sharing w us Brad! The horrible things you've been through have somehow shaped you into such a kind man. I can just tell. I'm excited to follow your channel & learn more about you! 🤍
@@mandamendenhall4367 God bless you and ty so much
Thanks to every single one of y'all for the kind words. God bless you all! My heart is bursting
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wishing you the best man 🙏🏿 you deserve it
@@SuperMiIk ty so much! You as well. God bless you
@@deethiem bless you as well! Thanks
Sending you so much love and happiness for you and your family! I hope to carry even just a drop of sunshine that you have, you’ve been through so much but you still remain so resilient and positive! I definitely understand the feelings of frustration not being able to have something so simple as parents or family when you become an adult but thank you for reminding me it gets better & to just let god in. I’ve had your interview on repeat since I’ve watched it because you remind to just love myself and trust in god so thank you! And if you think you’re alone without family, you’re wrong. Even if I dont know you or you don’t know me, ill be your family and I’ll forever be rooting for you!!!! 💛💛 you got this brad!!!!
makes me so happy to hear him speak highly of himself “i’m killin’ it” and “i’m happy for the first time!” what an amazing guy
Same! Omg, melted my heart!
And also made me really ashamed for the times I’m too tough on/speaking poorly to myself. I haven’t been through even a crumb of what he’s lived through and continues to work through, yet he can still love himself and hypes himself up without missing a beat. We can all learn a thing or two from him for sure!
I just dropped this guy off since I'm an Uber driver and everything. What cool guy. I hope you keep doing well. To give you guys an update he is still sober and doing good preaching his message of positivity and recovery.
Ty so much bro. It was a great ride and I am so glad we got to meet. Have a great day!
Ty for info
If you're going to help anyone Mark, it should be this guy. He's actually making moves and helping himself.
I AGREE!! 🎉❤
Yes, he wants to help himself and he is a good person. Beautiful spirit.
Yes mark if you don't help him get him some teeth your evil . Because you can. Help that angel!!!
Man. This one got me. Something about his personality is so endearing. I hope he gets blessed in a big way from this
Yes!!! He is very kind
Me too‼️ Truly touched my heart and I believe he is going to change lives with his testimony💯
I agree with you wholeheartedly
These mothers screwing up these boys make me S I C K TO MY S T O M A C H
Agree!!❤
To thank God that he doesn't have schizophrenia after listing his multiple diagnoses, such an optimistic person. We'll be praying for you, Brad.
Another perfect example of the utter importance of parents. Parenting is the single most important job you'll ever do.
You put that so well! Children are like sponges they absorb everything that their parents give them I think God everyday that I absorbed more from my grandmother than I did for my mom it's really sad to have to say that but it's beyond true
Although I’m glad he wasn’t diagnosed with schizophrenia. I really hope he is aware of how susceptible he is to become schizophrenic. Using methamphetamine (especially intravenously) with a family history of schizophrenia makes someone extremely prone to an induced psychosis that’s permanent. 💔
@@kbisamfg I actually had meth psychosis at the end of my using. I saw things that weren't there. It was scary. Was a very big factor in me getting sober. 21 months and counting......I am always aware of my bipolar and take my meds as prescribed and I am very stable and productive. God bless you!!
This is the sweetest most innocent man I have ever heard speak.. Bless his heart man
Ty for the kind words I'm really struggling and need prayers.
Ty all. I am so glad my story touched you!
Brad thank you for sharing your story you’re a pure soul I can see the morals inside of you and your strength oh my lord!
Hai from malaysia brad❤
He should be so proud of himself for overcoming everything he has. What a genuinely wonderful man.
I’m crying while watching the end of this episode. I am sending him so much love and happiness. Brad is incredible. What a beautiful soul. Words can’t express how precious he really is.
me too😔
I am so happy my story touched you.
I'm 10 minutes in and balling my eyes out.
@@bradharrison7157 sending you a big 🫂
If my story can prevent 1 suicide or help anyone's depression it's worth it all. God bless y'all
What a kind and gentle soul. Praying for his continued recovery and for the rest of his life to be as sweet as he is.
I agree
Praying for him and his recovery. God is still good. Love life!
Amen!
@@TheYamayah Amen.
Thanks
I totally understand the " I don't like to be touched." My father gone, my mother stopped touching, hugging, or saying I love you after he left. Now, even when a friend hugs me I feel awkward and freeze. Parents, please be affectionate with your children, it's a natural human need.
Yep. I was NEVER hugged or shown physical affection growing up. I'm 46 and hate being hugged.
I was the same, I actually told my kids "let me know if you need a hug and I'll make sure I give you one" because I couldn't read the signs. Even though I didn't get hugs growing up, I didn't want them to grow up without hugs.
I am very affectionate with my husband, but then, he made himself a safe space for me. ❤️
@@Mint-kj9kw 40 here grew up same,,,feel the same as you all do, nice I’m not alone. 😌🙋🏻♀🪢Love ❤ from NY
You're not alone. 💔 I hate being touched. Because of abuse. My parents loved me, but were mostly absent. It's hard for me to hug even my siblings.
Hey this is Brad! If you wonder what helped me out of my darkness? The book atlas of the heart by brene brown was an eye opener for me! She's a great storyteller
Thanks Brad. You are a legend and you have the rest of your life to experience the ups and downs like you were wrongfully stripped of in Ur childhood. X
This sounds like something brene brown would say
Brad thank you for the recommendation! A book that helped me through my darkest time was called "the secret" by rhonda byrne. It's a small book but has so many things that resonated with my soul but that I couldn't articulate in such a concise way.
@@victoriablackmon83 atlas of the heart inspired me! Great tool in my healing process!
Thanks Brad, I will get this book
Seeing his face light up when he was talking about how he can get his drivers license shows how much the small victories mean to some people. Godspeed Brad, you deserve the best in life.
There’s something endearing about him. I enjoyed listening to the way he told his story. He’s very resilient for someone who’s dealt with such tragedy and sadness. I hope he keeps reinforcing his bond with his daughter and that he continues to love himself and life through sobriety.
God bless you..thank you.
And God !! AMEN 🙏🏽 GOD LOVES HIM !! He is God ‘s Child !! ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🇨🇦
@@bradanditsy You’re so welcome. God bless you too.
God bless you Brad ! 😊😊😊❤
@@karenfranklin2601 and God bless you!
This guy is really special, I hope the world is kinder to him…I hope he realizes he deserves all the good things.
Just want the best for him. My heart hurts.
He didn't inherit the mental problems, severe abuse and trauma causes them. You are an amazing strong young Man. Keep proving that you aren't just another statistic Brad. Good luck and much love 💖
He definitely inherited some
Yeah psych problems are very inheritable
@@JP-hl9cv he definitely didn't actually, I went through a similar Childhood and have both severe PTSD and generalised Anxiety, Bipolar personality disorder can absolutely be caused by severe abuse although that can also have some genetic influence, so his mental health problems are way more caused by abuse than a genetic predisposition.
@@KemDawg123 neither anxiety or PTSD are genetic but Bipolar can have. I more took a bit of offence to Mark just saying that he had inherited it from his Mother as I was surprised Mark wasn't insightful at all of how badly trauma effects the growing Child's brain permanently as he certainly sees plenty of
examples of the devastation a Parent can cause to Children who then grow into addicted and mentally ill adults again, and again. A HUGE amount of the people he interviews are in that bad position in life because of Parents.
@@msjujuz266 Thanks for making these posts Jujuz. The mother thing... my abuser (father) has told everyone I'm semi-disabled because I inherited my mother's illness. She was abused in childhood, too.
So many lies out there. So much cruelty. Folks, we need to heal this world somehow. Keep speaking the truth
I love that he loves his dog and daughter so much. You can really tell he’s trying.🥺
Dogs are awesome. I have 3 and I live for them.,my cat, he’s sweet but does his own thing and the bunnies are adorable but dogs are the best friend you could ever have❤️
"I just want to chill with my dog" - I can 100% relate to this. What we want to do is often pushed aside by what society tells us we SHOULD be doing. Wishing nothing but the best to Brad.
We can’t love you better… such wise words for a 16 year old. 🙏 using the drugs afterwards was almost a natural response after such a traumatic event to prevent from feeling.
This man is amazing! So soulful. Finding his soul with God seems to have brought him some peace and guidance. Sending prayers of continuous love, support, and abundance. IJNA
It was kind of a foregone conclusion I would go downhill. It's way easier going down than it was coming up
I thought the same thing: "We can't love you better." What profound words from a teen who has been through so much. I wish him the best in life after suffering from the suicide. God is great and can heal any wounds. I also believe that NA and AA can work in conjunction with healing a person who has God in their life. I pray he stays on the straight and narrow. He has a lot of challenges to continue to overcome. Happy for his life starting out with his daughter.
I'm proud this man had the strength to overcome his demons.. someone getting thru what this man has gone thru shows anybody can get thru anything as long as you push. Congratulations on 16 months sober man. Idk if you'll see this comment but you've come a long way and gonna go alot further 💪💯
Amen. Healing is available to all of us. It takes effort and time. God is our source.
@@TEM14411 Amen.
@@marylougeorge9890 ♥️🕊
@@TEM14411 ❤️
Thanks for being touched with my story. If I can help 1 person it's worth it
mark im sure you don’t need to hear this but man you’re a beautiful soul. what you’re doing is greater than the eye can see. please keep doing what you’re doing.
😊👍❤️
Mark is great in person. He doesn't judge and I felt totally at ease. His raw emotion behind the camera made it easier for me to deliver deeper into my past. He's a great filmmaker and a kind soul!
Yes giving people like Brad a voice and chance to tell their story which is a huge part of the healing process❤
"I just wanna chill with my dog and play games and stream on Twitch" the joy and innocence in his eyes while saying this, he's living the childhood he never had. Protect this man
That's really all I can ask for! I love it
@@bradharrison7157 Bradley, you are great!
You can tell he's such a sweet man. Congratulations on your sobriety. You deserve a good life.
God bless you and ty so much.
Just from this video, now you have a lot of people who care about you and want you to thrive. Bless you, Brad.
Man, this dude is a absolute gem 💎 Anyone who gets to be his friend is a honor 💕
This one made cry. So glad he is “happy”. He called it that, but he has the joy for the Lord. Thank you Brad for sharing your testimony.
Ty for kind words
I love how sympathetic and optimistic he is and how he takes accountability for his mistakes! He comes across as grounded, gentle and genuinely kind. I'm happy to hear he has made the choice to live a life without abusive women, just enjoying his dog's company, playing videogames and practising spirituality. I'm so proud of people like this whose stories offer hope to others! ❤️
he’s so precious. im so proud of him
I'm sorry for what happened throughout your childhood Brad. I hope u continue your journey to sobriety and find the peace you truly deserve.
The part where his mom baits affection absolutely broke me, no child deserves that cruelty.
I mentioned that in the interview also because I think it's key to understanding why I can't adequately show affection to people so I just had to put it in there I'm so glad that my interview touched you and God bless
@@bradharrison7157 Brad your journey to know yourself, to understand the "causes and conditions" of that journey will save many lives. God is using you for that.
Brad kicks ass, awesome dude...he's cool in my book, hope to maybe have him back again. Thanks Brad/Mark! Awesome interview 😁❤🤟🤞✌
You are an incredibly strong young man. I am so sorry you had to experience this. Please stay clean, and be happy
what a huge sweetheart! If he's doing this great after 16 months clean, imagine where he'll be in another 16 months. Finding family/friends as an adult can be tricky, but I hope his network grows! I imagine he'd make a wonderful volunteer for a local dog shelter, etc. and the build a community through that avenue. sending lots of good vibes!!
This little guy touched my heart!! So happy he’s doing good for himself
My Maternal heart breaks for the love he needed so badly...
Bless him....
This just goes to show that money can’t buy everything. More people need this mentality and energy.
This man is just precious. He’s been through so much. My heart goes out to him.
My "mother" was the milder version of your mom.
We learned to comfort ourselves and keep our hearts away from the madness somehow.
🌈 💜 🌈
Bless you
Same
Through everything, Brad’s kept his humanity and sense of gratefulness - he brings hope to a lot of people. Good on him!
I’m crying, my heart is completely open and full of love for this man. Thank you for sharing your story Brad, you’re amazing ❤️
I could not agree more!
Brad, I so admire that heart of gold that you have, your resilience & especially your mindset. I know that feeling all too well, waiting for the other shoe to drop. (I have PTSD & anxiety too.) Always, & without even trying. It is such an unsettling, sometimes unpredictable feeling. Also, not having family or a sense of belonging. Its feeling displaced. Im sorry you know this pain. Despite where youve been, just look where you are now. You are setting a wonderful example for your daughter, she has a father she can be proud of. You also share your home with fur babies, which are not to be taken lightly. I know, my cat literally saved my life just a few years ago. Learning to love ourselves is extremely difficult when its never been taught, but you are proof that it isnt impossible. Continue to do the next right thing, & as you know, everything will fall into place. Go where the love is, dont settle for less. You deserve it! P.S. I hope to see you again ❤
Ty so much!
@@bradanditsy Thank You, for sharing your story. You deserve to be heard
@@Rochelle721 ty for listening to me
@@bradanditsy I just watched your interview. I am very impressed by your story & that you could overcome so much trauma. Have you ever thought about being a motivational speaker? You are really articulate & you have a great personality. I feel like you could help other people who are self medicating to possibly get clean. Maybe not now but maybe someday.
For now you are starting the process of reconnecting with your daughter & that will be such an amazing part of your life & hers as well. I hope that everything goes really well for you & that you stay on the path that you are on. Congrats on your 16 months.✌
Oh man, this one really got me. What a sweet, kind-hearted soul who has been through so much but still managed to find the beauty in simplicity and the world around him. ❤️
That's a big part of my secret to my sobriety. Learning to see the small things. Beauty in everything 😊. It helped me get centered. I'm glad you liked my story!
This guy is terrific! So wise and kind. Mark, I hope you will continue to follow him. Hugs to him!
He seems like a genuinely sweet man. I only wish the best in his life.
This is the first White Under Belly that has made me cry. Brad has all the positivity and charisma in the world. I hope his journey continues to be guided by strength of God’s light. What a beautiful soul Brad, Thank you Brad and Mark for sharing!!! Never easy being dealt that hand in life stay strong!
Me to dear lord, I never cried b4 either but watching him and listening to his trauma made me just stop me on my tracks and I started praying for him with tears in my eyes😢bless him so I pray someone buys him a least a small eco car! I wished I had xtra cash to help him..god bless
He’s just a good ol boy! I can still hear the child in him.
Never meaning no harm! Lol. 😂
When I get depressed and think poor me I always watch your videos. Thank you for all you do for people . Plus Mark your voice is so comforting.
I just wanna hug n squeeze this man. Very smart fella. I loved listening to him talk. I pray he finds a forever love.❤
OMG ... This guy was totally! destroyed from the start ... But does Brad realise HOW? intelligent he is!??? He has an amazing inner intelligence. Considering what he has gone through, im amazed! by his survival. I wish him the absolute best. He's an extremely rare being. He sooo! deserves just BasicLove!!!
Best always
MsL
Melbourne
Australia
It saddens me to hear Brad's life journey, I also went thru childhood abuse. I can tell Brad is a very gentle soul by nature- God bless him.
Ty so much! Love your kind words and I'm so sorry you suffered that awful abuse.
I hope this guy lives the absolute happiest rest of his life. He deserves it
life is about what we come to experience....not about right or wrong.
I don't know what to say. I am sitting here thinking, "Now that is a gentleman. A true spirit. I may not know him personally, but I am so proud. So very proud of him. Brad, may your heart heal, may your life be full of goodness and joy and peace. You went through so very much and survived. You deserve it ALL!
Would love to see this guy in a follow up. He's just the sweetest, kind person. I did pray he's OK
I'm doing great ty very much.
I don't think I can adequately express the hope Brad conveys. God's love lifted him to such heights. Thank you Mark and Brad
Lol! God lifted him? Yet god watched his childhood, living with a schizophrenic mother, and did nothing to help a little kid. In fact if a god exists, why did it create mental illnesses, cancer, blindness, hurricanes, tornados, parasites, germs, etc? Just to make people miserable? Thank goodness it’s all just fairytales and mythology because religion is definitely horrible and pretty ridiculous. If it helps some people then good but it makes no sense at all. He wouldn’t have needed to “find god” to get better if he wasn’t afflicted by his illnesses and circumstances.
One of my favorite interviews in a while. Brad feels like family even though we’ve never met. He is so genuine.
Had a good friend take his own life. He drove 5 states away, parked in a national forest and left a note on his car with the exact location where his body would be. Made sure no one that loves him or children would find him and he expressed that. Terrible situation but that detail is what I’m stuck on.
I had a good friend in high-school..pretty much did the same thing, drove a couple states away, left a note. It was a very sad ordeal..I got to know his folks better after that. They were good people. You can never tell just what's going on inside someone's head no matter what you see on the outside. Have a great day,my friend ✌
(Rest in Peace to your friend)💜🙏
@@wesleyAlan9179 I respect it even though I don't like it ❤️
This is sad to me. Just last December while hiking an idyllic winter wonderland snowshoe to a frozen waterfall with my three young kids, my 7yo was the first to see a man hanging from a bridge. I guess there is no ‘clean’ way to willingly leave this world. There will always be harm and heartbreak.
So sorry for you all… reading each comment. I recently have really struggled with planning to end my life. I’m getting help, I’m still struggling with fully understanding the pain it would cause if I did it. I’m concerned about that … God also feels so far from me … I’m dealing with some traumas that were never really addressed… thanks for sharing your stories. ❤️🙏🏼❤️
@@tinam761 sending you a big hug. Know that you are not alone. Glad to hear you are getting help. ❤
This is the sweetest man ❤ he deserves the best life.
I’m surprised more of Mark’s videos don’t have the viewer discretion pop up. Really friendly, intelligent guy, Brad!
It's funny they censor my video out of all his stuff. Go figure. Killed my vid pretty much. It'd have a million by now
I am so proud of this man! We met as teenagers in 2000. Not to go into too much detail, but we have been through a lot together and I can vouch that he is telling the complete truth! His truth and his story. I have seen and lived situations that would categorize as unbelievable and beyond crazy with Bradley, and I can say He has overcome an enormous amount of set backs that could have very well been the end. His journey is so powerful beyond what he could tell everyone in this video. Where we come from in itself is a story to be told! I hope and I know many will benefit in some way from simply being able to relate to his life going through things like childhood traumas and drug use and such. Love you Always Bradley! And so very very Proud of you! God had and still has bigger plans for you! ❤️ Much Love ❤️
Wanted to correct the year in my comment, we met in 2001 not 2000!
Crystal thanks so so much for that comment. You are an amazing friend and person. All heart! Bless you my friend!
This man is unjustly burdened by childhood trauma and family breakdown, one of the hardest forms of grief to have to live with. Kudos to him for keeping a cheerful disposition. I wish I knew him, he seems like a big-hearted and loving person.
Amen! I just lost it crying when he said “I don’t have alot of Money but I’m happy!” His Testimony is showing how God uses us especially when we find out that he is the ultimate power... This is the reason I believe in Holistic Care Body, Mind and Soul God heals. Thank you so much Mark I started following SWU last year on Amanda’s story and one of my patients kept on telling me she had helped a man heal from Bipolar through prayer and teaching them about Jesus. And she said he never needed medication again and when I saw Amanda’s story I was like this is kinda the same thing. Spiritual warfare was real and AURA (treatment) was a bit intense but it helped her to find her sense of purpose and her higher self. This post might not make a lot of sense to a lot of people but after working as a CNA for 4 years especially with dementia patients and studying spirituality (demonic attacks) ect…I have concluded most people who endure the most pain and suffering are spiritually inclined. Substance use and abuse will for sure take a hold sting hold on them if they do not find a higher power and something to hang in to (grounding themselves) on earth to stay present.
♥️🕊🙏🏻
@Brenda,
Soul sister 💖. I learned a lot working in pt care as well. Not every employee learns about the spiritual side, it's just s job and a way to pay the bills.
Amen. Jesus healed me of so much….torment, mental and emotional issues…so much.🙏🏻
@@JuliaShalomJordan Its amazing isnt it? ❤️👑
God Bless you Brad people are still watching this interview and cheering you on
Ty for all the kind words! God bless!
Ca.... dollar sign. Brad Harrison 81
@@bradanditsythank you for sharing your story man. It really puts my own life into perspective, thank you 🙏
This one really touched my heart. He owned his addiction and his behavior, he has learned to love himself and know his past was not a reflection of him. He is doing better and beating the odds ! Gosh I wish I could help him but this guy I sure am proud of ! Keep it up Brad you are a bright light to others around you! Keep your head up !
15:09 the way he chuckled when he mentions his dog and his daughter are the only two things he's got beside his therapist just made me want to cry. He looked so happy for mentioning them
What a great story. He walked through so much darkness and found the light. He is a true survivor. I love his gratefulness and how much of what little he has makes him so happy. Great interview!
...a friend once told me....Only those who are the most broken...have the opportunity to me most fixed. it takes lifetimes tho. hmm...that was new... He hasn't found the light yet...obviously...but needs to persist.
I’m so impacted by this conversation. Brad is amazing, not just for the adversity he’s overcome, but for how he speaks about God. Unbelievable human being.
Absolutely love this guy and his story. IMO, definitely one of the most humble and honest people you’ve had on this channel.
I find listening to him - I don't know what to call it - big, important, enriching?! Those people are extremely precious. We can learn from them about the real dimensions of life.
❤
I agree.
I also agree
Your message resonated with me a lot. I like the way you said my story touched you. It's so personal and different. Thank you!
Precious ?
What a light shines from this man. Well done i wish all the best for you and your daughter.
I wish him the best he deserves peace and happiness.
idk what it is but i would love to be this guys friend he is so charismatic. such a likeable personality
Hes a wonderful speaker..God Bless him. He deserves the best.
I’m not sure exactly what it is about this man but I feel so drawn to him. I really hope he continues to be happy and stay in recovery.
A very open unfiltered guy .. he has faith …I hope that faith grows… it’s such a tormenting world ..Dark …
I’m single and see no family ..and I’m happy ..motivated
I’ve a dog … and live with him…. Look after him well ..feed him well…am consistent with my Dog
This guy is inspiring… humble … been very broken … seen horrible stuff…
He has opened up to gods help and direction …that inspires me …
Ric
God bless you! Ty.
Brad is just 100% soulshine ! ❤
Sweet Blessings to Him, His Daughter and his Fur baby.
I'm so Happy that He's Happy ✌, ❤ and Light.
Ty soooo much!
I love the term Soulshine! ❤️
@@bradanditsy Brad you should make TH-cam videos and allow us to follow along your journey. Good days and harder days. Can be as simple as you talking for 5 minutes while you walk your dog. At very least you'll have people to talk to and possibly an internet family. I would be so grateful to be able to witness your growth day by day! Best of luck to you. Praying for your success and health!
Brad is everything. What a beautiful spirit!
@@gabbyveytsman8178 I actually uploaded 2 update vids to my other acct. I keep having to switch bc I am replying too much! Lol.
This man reminds me of my father and just to see him so happy and resilient man makes me cry. I'm proud of him and I'm so glad he has been able to overcome it
Oh man… God I pray for his protection & blessing. What a wonderful, beautiful spirit
Brad I wish I could hug you. I'm so sorry for what you have been through. I'll pray that the world is a kinder place for you.
all the love and best wishes in the world to you Brad x
This man is beautiful. God Bless Him....been through SOOO much and has a great spirit now.
This man has an amazing personality! I just want to be his friend and hear all this stories. People can learn so much from him!
PLEASE let's see updates on Brad throughout the months/years!
What a cool guy. 🌞
I'm doing great. Still so er and happy!
@bradanditsy Brad!🤗 So nice to see you again. I am so HAPPY for you. I love your cute doggie too. I have subbed your channel. Thank you so much again for sharing your story. You're a strong warrior and amazing person. So happy your life is more peaceful and so proud of you for remaining sober.
Ty so much. I'd love to do another Interview with mark!
He deserves all the help this channel can give. He has made the changes he needed to and continues to fight. Keep it up, Brad, we're all rooting for you!
i feel really sorry for this poor man.
He seems like a really nice guy and he had to witness something so horrific while in his teenage years.
i cant even imagine how it must feel seeing your own mother taking her life right in front of your eyes...
I really hope he is doing great and continues living a healthy life. sending best wishes
Brad my heart aches for what you went through as a child. So glad you have experienced the love of God. He will heal all of your wounds. Keep up the good work on recovery!
This is my favourite interview by far. This guy is awesome! Such a great energy after all he has been through. Take care dude!
Ty!
What a doll! He exudes positive energy.
Wishing you continued sobriety and good luck on rebuilding your relationship with your daughter! 💗
Man I could listen to Brad tell stories all day. He’s got a great voice and very animated. Awesome testimony and o hope you stay sober. I’ve been sober myself from opiates for almost 8 years. It was one of the hardest things to overcome. Your right about you gotta want to get sober. It’s still a struggle but god willing we can stay healthy.
Congratulations on your sobriety!
God bless y'all and im so glad my healing journey has touched your heart and positively affected you. Ty from the bottom of my heart!
@@tracyg2687 ty so much.
Animals make such a difference in our lives. You’re such a genuine person, Brad. You are indeed all heart.
Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
So true
This is an absolute testament to how important propper psychiatric health care is and how serious mental illness is. Mental illness is as serious as cancer, heart disease whatever. The consequences are huge. And as a society we need to not differentiate mental vs physical illness.
Amen to that!
You're so right!
This is one of the BEST but HeartBreaking interviews i have seen of Marks, re. Brad.
MsL
Melbourne
Australia
What a touching and courageous Story! This guy has been to Helen back and he deserves every blessing that may come his way! Hang in there dude!
I am so very proud of you although we’ve never met. You are an inspiration to those of us with similar stories. Sending you lots of love. Thank you for your story
Damn life can be so tragic. Let's try and be grateful for what we have
This has to be the definition of trauma. Dude has really been through hell and back. Most prolly would have broke. I commend him for keeping on! But It definitely can't be easy!
What a real gem this young man is, I would of loved to hear more about his daughter, hopefully he sees her
I'm really struggling financially right now.....prayers pls....
Anything would help a lot!
Wow… this has got to be one of the most traumatic stories I’ve heard.
@@MerchantMarineGuy We’re not here to compare. Have some empathy and move along.
@@MerchantMarineGuy its not a damn competition