Im so proud of you for making this video. You got up, you cleaned your apartment, you washed your face, you sat down and edited this video. You are doing it.
Exactly. She's taking steps to get control back. It's hard losing someone you love, especially if they were part of your every day. Your surroundings become too much, your bed becomes your safe space and your body turns into the heaviest, emptiest shell that you sometimes feel guilty about even taking care of. Most things are overwhelming because you can even deal with what is on the inside yet. She will get there, in the most cliche of ways, it really does just take time. With all of the love & best wishes, I am so sorry for your loss but I pray that you feel whole again.❤️✌️
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven!! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
animals help SO MUCH when dealing w/ things like grief or heartbreak or anything difficult. it forces you to get up and take care of something even when taking care of yourself is hard
Hi Sabrina sweetie, I just wanted to say I’m so proud of you for showing up. I came across your story without really knowing cooper or yourself and I was moved. Cooper looked like such a ray of sunshine and I could tell how much you guys loved and respected each other. Grief is such a rollercoaster. I lost my newborn niece a few hours after birth and it broke me. It still breaks me. I appreciated you showing the lil things as I could relate a lot to those moments. Sending you my love and care 🫶🏽
it’s normal to feel like this. many people take it different, he was such a precious soul and he is with you and watching over you. take it easy day by day. emotions will always come and go. proud of you 🤍
"Grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go." ~Jamie Anderson~ Hi Sab, everybody's journey is different but this quote really helped me through mine; once I learned how to give him all that love, everything became easier (for me it was, and still is, to write him letters and buy him flowers). You'll get through, I promise. You'll reach the acceptance stage even if it seems something far away now (it took me two years). My mom used to tell me: Break down, but don't let it destroy you. Hope you find it useful. All the love. 💜🕊
@@amiracapric6627 You've made my day! Thank you so much for these kind words. I'm still amazed by the number of people who liked my comment. Hope it's been helpful for you all. You've melt my heart, Amira.💜 All the love and stay safe. 😘
"Suddenly he is everyone's bsf" that's so true like they met twice or sum took a nice pic and then they say "coop I love u my BEST FRIEND" they rarely where close friends (some of them) I thought it was weird when I saw all of these posts
When I was 29, almost 30, the love of my life died in a terrible accident I’m 32 now, not too far from 33 Clichés suck. Nothing anyone says is really going to make anything better You will move forward. You will feel again And the world will start moving again I’m with a great guy now, it took me a long time. And honestly I thought I would never love someone again, and it’s totally okay if you don’t He is with you always Thinking of you sweet girl ❤️
This video was so comforting for me, as someone who has been going through grief aswell for the past year you have no idea how this helps and how so many people that have lost a loved one will relate to what you are feeling right now. You are such a beautiful soul, take care
Grief is different for everyone. Be kind to yourself. I can’t even imagine how you feel but I know that you’ll get through this. Sending love your way girly 🤍
I lost my dad to suicide a month ago and it’s been so tough. More than anyone I expected myself to grieve very differently, I imagined myself sad every single day, not eating, not wanting to go out. The first two weeks were like that but now I feel ok, and sometimes I can’t help but feel guilty for not grieving “enough”. People always say there’s different stages to grieving but I think there’s really no way to go about it. You just have to let yourself feel anything and everything whenever. The pain never really leaves you just learn to live it. You learn how to cope with it in a healthy way, whether that be getting professional help, taking a day off to do things that you feel happy. One thing that has helped is scheduling my crying/breakdowns and I know that sounds weird but it helps sm. I truly wish your days become easier and you wake up with a less heavier heart every morning. Keep taking care of yourself you’re doing amazing and you’re never alone xx
Im literally balling my eyes out. Grief if such a hard and long experience and I truly feel for you. I genuinely cannot imagine what you are going through. I know it may seem like you are just doing the mundane normal things but that’s good. You are still being productive. Don’t be too hard on yourself and don’t listen to the bull shit. We love you and so does Coop.
i cried throughout this whole video just imagining the amount of emotions she’s going through losing someone who she loved the most🙁i feel so deeply sorry for her and just so heartbroken for her i really wish she can find light in this world again, even though it’s gonna be one of the hardest thing knowing the love of your life isn’t by your side all the time anymore but will always be in your heart 🖤🖤
i relate to the people pretending to know someone who’s passed. it’s heartbreaking because they’re not there to set them straight. but he knows, and you know. and you’ll always be together in your heart. ilysm, you’re going to find your happiness. just know he’s at peace up there. still loving you
this one quote helped me get through the hardest stages of grief, idk if it’ll help but it was “grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.” But most importantly sab just take all the time you need
I’m such a huge empath, and my heart literally hurts so much for you. You don’t owe ANYONE an explanation for anything you do. People too easily forget that celebrities of any kind, are human too. You take all the time you need to grieve, and you grieve however you see fit. I obviously didn’t know Cooper, but man, theres only been two celebrity deaths that have eaten away at me like this, Cooper, and Mac Miller. As someone from the outside looking in, I can tell you were his soulmate. He loved you with all his heart and soul up until the very end. And I truly believe with everything inside of me, that he is still here with you. After I lost two of my friends in less than a year of eachother, they came to me in dreams. Look for him in everything you do, he will come to you! The grief never goes away, so please don’t feel like you ever need to rush this process. I’m so sorry and I hope and pray that you begin to feel like yourself again. You got this! And thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share with us how you’re feeling❤️
Hi Sabrina, I haven't seen any of your videos before, but you popped up on my suggested videos just now. My boyfriend passed away last week from suicide and my god it hurts so so much. This has given me a lot of comfort and I haven't even watched it through. Thank you x
please don’t feel pressured to come back any time soon.. we don’t expect you to just jump into posting again. take all the time you need to grieve and try to find some sort of peace. he is watching over you and guiding you through all of this..we all love you so much. sending you so much hugs and prayers at this time 🤍
she has to come back. it’s her job, it’s how she makes money. she’s obviously going to hold it off for as long as she can but she is obligated to come back.
i felt so emotional watching this. grief really does feel like nothing we ever expect, it’s worse then we ever imagine. everything feels grey and it just feels like your just a body living without a soul. but at the same time you feel everything at such a deep level that it cuts right through. the good thing is, things get better no matter how long it takes. and even though things will never be the same, i hope that one day you are at peace with his passing. hope you continue recovering your broken heart, and take as long as it takes to heal, because speeding up the process only makes it hurt twice as much. feel better angel
Sab we are all here with you. Something that helped me when I was in the depths of grieving was the ball and the box analogy. When grief starts the ball inside the box is really big. Every time the ball hits the side of the box it hurts. As time goes on, the ball will get smaller. It’ll always hurt but it’ll shrink and hurt less. I hope this brings you some relief. There is no right way for grief and NO time frame for it. We love you and will be here for you always ❤️
you’re soo incredibly strong sab. just getting out of bed is something you should be proud of. it’s the little accomplishments. take your time. we love you and are so proud of you 🤍
While you were talking on the bed, I could literally feel and see his energy sitting with you at that moment. I can completely relate to people taking advantage of someones death. Its sad to know the kind of relationship you had with someone and people saying they had the same when they really didn’t.
grief is one of the worst things to experience in life. you will eventually get into the normal routine of things again, but it never goes away in the back of your head. stay strong
Sabrina I am sorry for your loss. Throughout the video I couldn’t help but notice how your cat is always around and it made me happy to know you have an animal because they truly bring so much light and comfort to our lives. Sending love.❤️
Sab please don’t feel obligated to post content for us. i know that it’s your job but we all understand that you’re going through grief. we love you and will be patient with you. please take care of yourself first. Cooper will never be forgotten and his energy will always be with you. hope you feel all the love we are sending you
I’m so sorry:( I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. I lost my mom, of overdose, and it hasn’t been easy. I understand our situations are different, but it still hurts for the both of us. Remember that “you can not save someone who doesn’t want to be saved” this is not your fault, and eventually the sun will rise again. Love you sab❤️
your strength leaves me in awe. there is no “how to” on grief, it is all a roller coaster of a process. you are doing the best you can and that’s all you should ask of yourself. we are here with you, genuine people/fans will understand the length of time you need to get back on your feet (whatever that timeline is). be gentle with yourself- i love u
Right like why is she worried about people “watching her grieve” when staying off social media is a simple solution? Like I understand the leaving the house part in LA and annoying obsessive fans possibly approaching her or taking pictures but I imagine that there are ways to avoid that i.e wearing a mask, not going to popular spots etc. I feel like she’s making the microscope worse than what it is bc it’s not like this is comparable to the microscope Vanessa Bryant received when Kobe passed. Not to compare, I’m just comparing the levels of fame. There are ways for her to grieve with ppl out of her business and the key part is not posting
don’t invalidate yourself queen! it’s a huge deal period, it’s not stupid you lost someone so close and dear to you. Know you’re doing the best you can right now and that’s all you should ask from yourself!!!!
i didnt know who cooper was but i've been hearing a lot about him and i wish i knew who he was before all this. he seemed like such a sweet soul. hope you've been doing better
i lost my father 2 years ago but it still feels like yesterday. i seriously thought i could never smile again but time heals everything. rest and grief as much as you want to , this won't be easy but please know that it is going to be okay and you will be happy again. i love you so much.
I can only imagine the pain you’re going through but you’re doing so well. The fact you’re cleaning, cooking, and eating is great. It’s normal to have up’s and downs. You’re doing amazing love🤍
we all saw how much he loved you through a screen which was more then words can describe. i can’t even imagine how much he truly did love you! he will watch over you for the rest of your life until you are able to meet again. take care of yourself sab! we all love you endlessly
oh my god im totally not ready to see u sad. oh sab, if only u knew how many people care about u. honestly, ur so fckn strong to be posting on TH-cam right now. keep going, angel. u amaze me every day more. i love you forever and ever. 👩❤️💋👩
hi sabrina, or to anyone else who may need to hear this. thank you so much for posting this video, for being vulnerable, for continuing to live for cooper no matter how hard it may be. I lost my father on April 9, 2022 due to his long battle with substance abuse issues. every day since that day has been a blur. fighting with him and his alcoholism seemed like an endless journey, but I’d endure all the pain and all the tears just to see him one last time, just for him to get the happiness that he so desperately deserved. ironically, shortly after his passing, I begin to watch some videos with cooper in them. I learned more about his story, and I really resonated with his in hopes of trying to understand more of my fathers. I spent years in agony as the victim of an alcoholic father, and stories such as coopers helped me realize that the person abusing the substance is also a victim in its self. substance abuse is a general cover up for deeper mental health issues. be there for those you love. I did what I could to love my dad as you did for cooper, and they will forever be thankful for that. let’s hope they finally got the happiness that they longed for for years. live for cooper, as I will try to do the same for my dad. also, remember that grief is not meant to be something that just quickly fades away. it’s okay not to feel like yourself. a part of you is missing, but don’t let that take away from the whole. you are strong and you are loved. by those around you and by cooper as well. I love you dad. stay strong sabrina.
I honestly didn’t know who you were, you popped up in my suggested videos. This was super comforting and I can feel exactly what you are feeling. I lost my boyfriend the same day you did. June 9 my boyfriend passed away in a fatal accident. Stay strong girly we got this 🤍! Our little angels are watching us and protecting us!
sab, don’t worry. take your time. it’s not easy going through this. you are strong. we will be here until you feel yourself again. and remember, he’s always with you.
I wanna share with you a poem I was showed a while ago: Epitaph by Merrit Malloy When I die Give what’s left of me away To children And old men that wait to die. And if you need to cry, Cry for your brother Walking the street beside you. And when you need me, Put your arms Around anyone And give them What you need to give to me. I want to leave you something, Something better Than words Or sounds. Look for me In the people I’ve known Or loved, And if you cannot give me away, At least let me live on in your eyes And not on your mind. You can love me most By letting Hands touch hands, By letting Bodies touch bodies, And by letting go Of children That need to be free. Love doesn’t die, People do. So, when all that’s left of me Is love, Give me away. I’ll see you at home In the earth. It has let me look at grief in a new way, and has learned to give my love to that special someone, to someone else. Take care sweet girl, we got u
I love that you did the 1-2-3 thing before getting out of bed! I use that method too when I have to do things I don’t want to. I find that’s it’s a healthy way of forcing myself to do things without feeling frustrated. It makes my heart happy to see that you do it too🥺💗 Please don’t feel bad for not putting out content. You’re going through one of life’s most painful, natural processes…healing. Take your time, be kind and gentle to yourself, and take breaks when needed. When you’re ready, no matter how long it takes, I promise we’ll all still be here to support you.❤️ You’re oh so very loved by many people and we’re rooting for you🥰
Honestly I feel like you’re thinking and that’s perfectly fine. People grief in different ways. Don’t care what people think but know that I think you’re doing a good job. Cooper would want you to keep going and striving. You definitely strong that’s all I have to say because if I was going though what you are, I’d be handling it worse. Much love girl!!! You got this!!!💗
babe…please be easy on yourself. you’re allowed and SUPPOSED to feel every emotion you’re feeling. i wish i could be there for you just to make sure you’re okay. just know you’re doing you’re actual best and doing amazing. you got this babe❤️
I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. I’m so sorry Sab. Cooper may be physical gone but he’s still right by your side going through every step of your life with you, the good and bad. He’s always gonna be there watching over you with a smile. It’s not gonna be easy to accept that he has passed and that’s okay. It’s okay to feel all over the place but things with become brighter and your heart will heal with time. Please take care of yourself Sab🤍 sending lots of hugs and love
Even the little things like cleaning is such a good step to healing and not giving up, praying for your healing and he would be proud of you for even the ‘little’ things.❤️
Also don’t ever feel like you’re not doing enough or “coming back” fast enough. If it’s a work thing or a money thing that’s one thing. But honestly for us, the fact that you’re even up and functioning after what you’ve been through is a huge amazing thing. And you should be so proud of yourself because honestly it is something to be proud of. You’re a warrior and a fighter ❤️ you inspire me so much.
exactly the fact she’s already doing her job by posting even tho she’s not her normal self even when she’s going through this heartbreak is amazing 🙌❤️🩹
This video truly describes how grief is. I lost one of my close friends back in February and it was the hardest most uncomfortable thing in the world. I’m still going through grief even now months later but what I can tell you is talking about the person helps so much. Find someone or make a video just talking about him and sharing memories. The pain never goes away , that is something you will feel forever but with time it does get easier and soon it won’t hurt as bad💗
@@lillianrose9725 that is exactly how I felt, it feels like the world has stopped and nothing truly feels real but I promise it will get easier. The pain never fully goes away but with time it doesn’t hurt so much. The five stages of grief really are true and I am finally at acceptance. I’ve come to terms with what happened and all though it hurts I understand that he isn’t coming back but deep inside I know that he is ok and that he is free.
the love of my life was stabbed and murdered in our school bathroom three weeks before our graduation, may 3,2022. the worst day of my life. i was watching cooper for WEEKS bc he was so helpful w mental health and such a bright light. i just wish i could tell u what to do to help but everything ur doing in this video is what i’ve been doing. i pray peace for ur heart my love❤️
sending you so so much love sab. i can’t even imagine what you’re going thru but j know, as you said, your youtube audience is always here to hear you out. i’m so so sorry for your loss and i know cooper is watching down on you guiding you through it all.
hey pretty, there is no need to feel guilty to try and go live your life rn with what your going through. i have been there i have lost three friends from high school in tragic ways and it’s definitely hard. i cannot imagine how hard this must be for you. just know that we are all supporting you and are here whenever you feel ready and comfortable to just let things out. your doing amazing and small positive steps can be very impactful for your days that pass. stay strong beautiful🤍
I honestly didn't know who either of you were until this story came out and I am truly proud of you for making this video and expressing how you feel. You are doing your best. Grief is different for everyone, and you being open with this will help so many people who are also grieving. You are so strong and inspiring.
you truly are so strong sab, remember he loved you and still loves you so much. Grief is so different for everyone and that what's makes us human. Take as much time as you need, please know that we love you. Coop was such a light in this world and truly had the most precious soul. I love you so much sab.
you’re so strong Sab. you’re literally doing the best you can, and it’s going to take time to get back to your routine. don’t feel bad about not jumping into work or even explaining anything on social media. you’re doing amazing🤍 love you
I'm so proud of you for doing something as simple as brushing your teeth or getting out of bed. Every small thing counts and is an accomplishment when going through the painful experience of grieving. We love you
Sab, you do not need to post anything if it doesn’t feel right, we will wait for you. The loss of a loved one is never easy, you just need to be strong for us, that is all we want. We love you❤
This was comforting and very relatable as someone currently going through recent grief also. It's the weirdest feeling ever, and nothing can ever prepare you for it. Sending you all the love in the world x
cooper helped me during my recovery and i miss him so much. coop's death has affected me a lot, but I cant imagine what you're going through. thanks for the video, i appreciate it a lot. love you sab, stay strong 🤍
i feel for you Sab and you have no idea how much we all love you. we’re here for you and we’re here whenever you feel weak, we’re here to remind you how strong and beautiful you are. he’s still with you believe it not, unfortunately u cannot hug him or kiss him hug he’s always listening and guiding you to goodness, we love you so much🤍
I come back to this, its so comforting to know how I feel is felt by other people. I know that sounds horrible because I am so sorry you felt this low, and I never wish that upon anyone. but it helps watching this knowing im not alone, so honestly thank you and I love you
everything about this just breaks my heart. i can’t even fathom what your going through, i wish you healing and to be in a spot where you can remember coopers and still be happy at the same time. i also heard a lot about how you’ve been having trouble doing different things which is so normal. and you shouldn’t rush yourself to do anything that. you aren’t “worrying” us and you shouldn’t be concerned about worrying us. this about you and no one else. i’m very glad your getting professional help and can soon accept it. please don’t talk down on urself it doesn’t “sound dumb” it’s very real and normal in a time of loss. i hope you can heal overtime❤️ rip cooper 🕊
this video means a lot to me and aches my heart. by you doing "nothing", helps a lot of people going through the same thing as you know that they aren't alone either. so so proud of you for even just getting up out of bed, that is a step! your not alone sabrina, i promise. things will eventually get easier as time flows by. this must be really hard, grieving is a serious topic. i recently lost someone that I've spent like almost every summer and holidays with. then the funeral was hard as well. but, besides that, you are loved and cared for. and please know you are strong enough to do this. my heart goes out to you and his family. he is always looking over you and watching you. he wants you to to keep living for the moments you don't forget. try your best to take care of yourself and mental health.
i cant even imagine. i love your videos so much sab, take all of the time you need for yourself. no pressure to put content out there for us while healing. you deserve all the love in the world so many people love and care for you. i hope all is well
Always remember you’ll allowed to cry and to us aswell crying helps so much let it out even if you feel like that’s all you do it helps a lot you got this angel
I lost my grandma in 2020 and it still weighs heavy on my heart today. I wrote a song called ‘up in the sky’ and it just came out a couple weeks ago. it’s helped me grieve more than I can explain and I hope maybe it can help u too ❤️ sending you so much love. and give yourself the time you need to heal. there’s no rule book on how to grieve. let your heart process it all as it needs to. you’re doing your best and I’m proud of you ❤️❤️❤️
It’s not stupid Sab! We understand! We all love you so much and I wish you the best! I hope you get through this soon! Just take it day by day and things will get better. Sending love, positivity, and prayers your way! Love you!!! ❤️🥰
just lost my grandma a few days ago and i just found this video ik its rather old but i just wanted to say thank you forn opening up abt this. it helps so many.
please do not worry about posting your grief and what others think. a lot of people go through grief daily and the way you have talked about it has explained it to a tee. it shows that everything you are feeling is normal. we love you
Im so proud of you for making this video. You got up, you cleaned your apartment, you washed your face, you sat down and edited this video. You are doing it.
Exactly. She's taking steps to get control back. It's hard losing someone you love, especially if they were part of your every day. Your surroundings become too much, your bed becomes your safe space and your body turns into the heaviest, emptiest shell that you sometimes feel guilty about even taking care of. Most things are overwhelming because you can even deal with what is on the inside yet. She will get there, in the most cliche of ways, it really does just take time. With all of the love & best wishes, I am so sorry for your loss but I pray that you feel whole again.❤️✌️
hope you’ll get through this well, he’ll never be forgotten
Who did she lose? :(
@@lizliz4rd Cooper Noriega
@@lizliz4rd her ex boyfriend cooper noriega
She will! It’s just gonna take time. It’s only been a month. She’s doing great.
@@nansxo her ex??
I know this is hard and u think u doing "nothing" is stupid but I feel like this will rly help u feel more productive and help u have a outlet
I agree
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven!! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
I love the cat ALWAYS being with her and following her around. It’s a „small pet“ doing small things but it matters so much and helps so much
animals help SO MUCH when dealing w/ things like grief or heartbreak or anything difficult. it forces you to get up and take care of something even when taking care of yourself is hard
But like how thoo Wtff its a cat ma nigga the bitch can’t say shitt en the dumb beast shitt en piss en dies like howwwww gang😭😭😭😭😂😂😂
gosh i love cats so much
blh snko ^
Hi Sabrina sweetie,
I just wanted to say I’m so proud of you for showing up. I came across your story without really knowing cooper or yourself and I was moved. Cooper looked like such a ray of sunshine and I could tell how much you guys loved and respected each other. Grief is such a rollercoaster. I lost my newborn niece a few hours after birth and it broke me. It still breaks me. I appreciated you showing the lil things as I could relate a lot to those moments. Sending you my love and care 🫶🏽
@@userdior16932 it’s literally brown.. not black
@@shivanivinod3236 still ha ah ain’t even brown😭🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️ stop defending her
this is so sweet nat
@@userdior16932 she's very much brown💀
@farhiya💗 she is a proud latina brown queen, move on.
it’s normal to feel like this. many people take it different, he was such a precious soul and he is with you and watching over you. take it easy day by day. emotions will always come and go. proud of you 🤍
I love you so much Sab ❤️
Your so sweet ♥️
The fact you can even get out of bed is amazing and you’re so strong. He’s looking out for you babes🤍 you’re so strong❤️
"Grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."
~Jamie Anderson~
Hi Sab, everybody's journey is different but this quote really helped me through mine; once I learned how to give him all that love, everything became easier (for me it was, and still is, to write him letters and buy him flowers).
You'll get through, I promise. You'll reach the acceptance stage even if it seems something far away now (it took me two years).
My mom used to tell me: Break down, but don't let it destroy you.
Hope you find it useful.
All the love. 💜🕊
this made me cry, what a beautiful way to look at grief.
@@amiracapric6627 You've made my day! Thank you so much for these kind words. I'm still amazed by the number of people who liked my comment. Hope it's been helpful for you all.
You've melt my heart, Amira.💜
All the love and stay safe. 😘
"Suddenly he is everyone's bsf" that's so true like they met twice or sum took a nice pic and then they say "coop I love u my BEST FRIEND" they rarely where close friends (some of them) I thought it was weird when I saw all of these posts
When I was 29, almost 30, the love of my life died in a terrible accident
I’m 32 now, not too far from 33
Clichés suck. Nothing anyone says is really going to make anything better
You will move forward. You will feel again
And the world will start moving again
I’m with a great guy now, it took me a long time. And honestly I thought I would never love someone again, and it’s totally okay if you don’t
He is with you always
Thinking of you sweet girl ❤️
I’m so sorry you went through that but I’m so glad you’re here and present now. ❤️
Im so sorry Victoria. You are so strong. I’m so glad that you’re happy again. He’s so proud of u 🖤
your words give so much power 🤍
Thank you both so much, that’s so incredibly sweet ❤️
So so sorry love & thank you for sharing🤍 definitely needed this but for a loss of a parent 🥺
This video was so comforting for me, as someone who has been going through grief aswell for the past year you have no idea how this helps and how so many people that have lost a loved one will relate to what you are feeling right now. You are such a beautiful soul, take care
I’m sorry for your loss too 😞 it’s terrible
sorry for your loss beautiful
Grief is different for everyone. Be kind to yourself. I can’t even imagine how you feel but I know that you’ll get through this. Sending love your way girly 🤍
I lost my dad to suicide a month ago and it’s been so tough. More than anyone I expected myself to grieve very differently, I imagined myself sad every single day, not eating, not wanting to go out. The first two weeks were like that but now I feel ok, and sometimes I can’t help but feel guilty for not grieving “enough”. People always say there’s different stages to grieving but I think there’s really no way to go about it. You just have to let yourself feel anything and everything whenever. The pain never really leaves you just learn to live it. You learn how to cope with it in a healthy way, whether that be getting professional help, taking a day off to do things that you feel happy. One thing that has helped is scheduling my crying/breakdowns and I know that sounds weird but it helps sm. I truly wish your days become easier and you wake up with a less heavier heart every morning. Keep taking care of yourself you’re doing amazing and you’re never alone xx
ur so so so strong, im proud of you ❤️
Im literally balling my eyes out. Grief if such a hard and long experience and I truly feel for you. I genuinely cannot imagine what you are going through. I know it may seem like you are just doing the mundane normal things but that’s good. You are still being productive. Don’t be too hard on yourself and don’t listen to the bull shit. We love you and so does Coop.
i cried throughout this whole video just imagining the amount of emotions she’s going through losing someone who she loved the most🙁i feel so deeply sorry for her and just so heartbroken for her i really wish she can find light in this world again, even though it’s gonna be one of the hardest thing knowing the love of your life isn’t by your side all the time anymore but will always be in your heart 🖤🖤
this is exactly how i feel too :( just sucks how shitty life can be sometimes and no one deserves this kind of pain
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same honestly i feel so sad for her
i relate to the people pretending to know someone who’s passed. it’s heartbreaking because they’re not there to set them straight. but he knows, and you know. and you’ll always be together in your heart. ilysm, you’re going to find your happiness. just know he’s at peace up there. still loving you
this one quote helped me get through the hardest stages of grief, idk if it’ll help but it was “grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.” But most importantly sab just take all the time you need
This quote is beautiful
Omg you made me cry a lot
I’m such a huge empath, and my heart literally hurts so much for you. You don’t owe ANYONE an explanation for anything you do. People too easily forget that celebrities of any kind, are human too. You take all the time you need to grieve, and you grieve however you see fit. I obviously didn’t know Cooper, but man, theres only been two celebrity deaths that have eaten away at me like this, Cooper, and Mac Miller. As someone from the outside looking in, I can tell you were his soulmate. He loved you with all his heart and soul up until the very end. And I truly believe with everything inside of me, that he is still here with you. After I lost two of my friends in less than a year of eachother, they came to me in dreams. Look for him in everything you do, he will come to you! The grief never goes away, so please don’t feel like you ever need to rush this process. I’m so sorry and I hope and pray that you begin to feel like yourself again. You got this! And thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share with us how you’re feeling❤️
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Hi Sabrina,
I haven't seen any of your videos before, but you popped up on my suggested videos just now. My boyfriend passed away last week from suicide and my god it hurts so so much. This has given me a lot of comfort and I haven't even watched it through. Thank you x
sorry for your loss, hope you're doing well
im so sorry for your loss
Honey,I am so sorry for your loss❤❤
i’m so sorry for your loss 🕊
So sorry :(
please don’t feel pressured to come back any time soon.. we don’t expect you to just jump into posting again. take all the time you need to grieve and try to find some sort of peace. he is watching over you and guiding you through all of this..we all love you so much. sending you so much hugs and prayers at this time 🤍
she has to come back. it’s her job, it’s how she makes money. she’s obviously going to hold it off for as long as she can but she is obligated to come back.
can’t even imagine what you’re going through rn. so proud of you.
love you so much sab. ❤️
hey
i felt so emotional watching this. grief really does feel like nothing we ever expect, it’s worse then we ever imagine. everything feels grey and it just feels like your just a body living without a soul. but at the same time you feel everything at such a deep level that it cuts right through. the good thing is, things get better no matter how long it takes. and even though things will never be the same, i hope that one day you are at peace with his passing. hope you continue recovering your broken heart, and take as long as it takes to heal, because speeding up the process only makes it hurt twice as much. feel better angel
this vid hits hard when you have lost someone
Sab we are all here with you. Something that helped me when I was in the depths of grieving was the ball and the box analogy. When grief starts the ball inside the box is really big. Every time the ball hits the side of the box it hurts. As time goes on, the ball will get smaller. It’ll always hurt but it’ll shrink and hurt less. I hope this brings you some relief. There is no right way for grief and NO time frame for it. We love you and will be here for you always ❤️
you’re soo incredibly strong sab. just getting out of bed is something you should be proud of. it’s the little accomplishments. take your time. we love you and are so proud of you 🤍
While you were talking on the bed, I could literally feel and see his energy sitting with you at that moment. I can completely relate to people taking advantage of someones death. Its sad to know the kind of relationship you had with someone and people saying they had the same when they really didn’t.
grief is one of the worst things to experience in life. you will eventually get into the normal routine of things again, but it never goes away in the back of your head. stay strong
Sabrina I am sorry for your loss. Throughout the video I couldn’t help but notice how your cat is always around and it made me happy to know you have an animal because they truly bring so much light and comfort to our lives. Sending love.❤️
my heart literally broke when I saw all those wilting flowers. take all the time you need we love you
Sab please don’t feel obligated to post content for us. i know that it’s your job but we all understand that you’re going through grief. we love you and will be patient with you. please take care of yourself first. Cooper will never be forgotten and his energy will always be with you. hope you feel all the love we are sending you
so proud of you girl❤️ hope you’re doing well🫶🏻
as someone who went through grief around the same time you posted this, thank you for making me feel less alone. I hope you know you are not alone
i'm proud of you. Hope you're getting on the level of being okay. Don't lose hope work your way up at your own speed
you are so strong sab
I’m so sorry:( I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. I lost my mom, of overdose, and it hasn’t been easy. I understand our situations are different, but it still hurts for the both of us. Remember that “you can not save someone who doesn’t want to be saved” this is not your fault, and eventually the sun will rise again. Love you sab❤️
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I am so sorry :( we love u stay strong
you are strong, you can do it! good luck and good luck to you!
I can't do it anymore
your strength leaves me in awe. there is no “how to” on grief, it is all a roller coaster of a process. you are doing the best you can and that’s all you should ask of yourself. we are here with you, genuine people/fans will understand the length of time you need to get back on your feet (whatever that timeline is). be gentle with yourself- i love u
One advice: Stop giving a shit about people. Just do what feels right to you I’m sure cooper would also want you to live your life and be happy!
But we are human, we care, even though we say, we don't.
Right like why is she worried about people “watching her grieve” when staying off social media is a simple solution? Like I understand the leaving the house part in LA and annoying obsessive fans possibly approaching her or taking pictures but I imagine that there are ways to avoid that i.e wearing a mask, not going to popular spots etc. I feel like she’s making the microscope worse than what it is bc it’s not like this is comparable to the microscope Vanessa Bryant received when Kobe passed. Not to compare, I’m just comparing the levels of fame. There are ways for her to grieve with ppl out of her business and the key part is not posting
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don’t invalidate yourself queen! it’s a huge deal period, it’s not stupid you lost someone so close and dear to you. Know you’re doing the best you can right now and that’s all you should ask from yourself!!!!
i didnt know who cooper was but i've been hearing a lot about him and i wish i knew who he was before all this. he seemed like such a sweet soul. hope you've been doing better
I recently lost someone really close to me and I completely relate to the stage your currently at. I'm sending lots of love and positivity your way xx
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i lost my father 2 years ago but it still feels like yesterday. i seriously thought i could never smile again but time heals everything. rest and grief as much as you want to , this won't be easy but please know that it is going to be okay and you will be happy again. i love you so much.
I can only imagine the pain you’re going through but you’re doing so well. The fact you’re cleaning, cooking, and eating is great. It’s normal to have up’s and downs. You’re doing amazing love🤍
we all saw how much he loved you through a screen which was more then words can describe. i can’t even imagine how much he truly did love you! he will watch over you for the rest of your life until you are able to meet again. take care of yourself sab! we all love you endlessly
Hey sab, I'm so sorry for your loss
Sending you lots of love❤
Cooper was the best
We miss you coop
oh my god im totally not ready to see u sad. oh sab, if only u knew how many people care about u. honestly, ur so fckn strong to be posting on TH-cam right now. keep going, angel. u amaze me every day more. i love you forever and ever. 👩❤️💋👩
Seriously! she amazes me.
hi sabrina, or to anyone else who may need to hear this.
thank you so much for posting this video, for being vulnerable, for continuing to live for cooper no matter how hard it may be.
I lost my father on April 9, 2022 due to his long battle with substance abuse issues. every day since that day has been a blur. fighting with him and his alcoholism seemed like an endless journey, but I’d endure all the pain and all the tears just to see him one last time, just for him to get the happiness that he so desperately deserved.
ironically, shortly after his passing, I begin to watch some videos with cooper in them. I learned more about his story, and I really resonated with his in hopes of trying to understand more of my fathers. I spent years in agony as the victim of an alcoholic father, and stories such as coopers helped me realize that the person abusing the substance is also a victim in its self.
substance abuse is a general cover up for deeper mental health issues. be there for those you love. I did what I could to love my dad as you did for cooper, and they will forever be thankful for that. let’s hope they finally got the happiness that they longed for for years.
live for cooper, as I will try to do the same for my dad.
also, remember that grief is not meant to be something that just quickly fades away. it’s okay not to feel like yourself. a part of you is missing, but don’t let that take away from the whole.
you are strong and you are loved. by those around you and by cooper as well.
I love you dad. stay strong sabrina.
I honestly didn’t know who you were, you popped up in my suggested videos. This was super comforting and I can feel exactly what you are feeling. I lost my boyfriend the same day you did. June 9 my boyfriend passed away in a fatal accident. Stay strong girly we got this 🤍! Our little angels are watching us and protecting us!
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Thinking of you ❤
sab, don’t worry. take your time. it’s not easy going through this. you are strong. we will be here until you feel yourself again. and remember, he’s always with you.
I wanna share with you a poem I was showed a while ago:
Epitaph by Merrit Malloy
When I die
Give what’s left of me away
To children
And old men that wait to die.
And if you need to cry,
Cry for your brother
Walking the street beside you.
And when you need me,
Put your arms
Around anyone
And give them
What you need to give to me.
I want to leave you something,
Something better
Than words
Or sounds.
Look for me
In the people I’ve known
Or loved,
And if you cannot give me away,
At least let me live on in your eyes
And not on your mind.
You can love me most
By letting
Hands touch hands,
By letting
Bodies touch bodies,
And by letting go
Of children
That need to be free.
Love doesn’t die,
People do.
So, when all that’s left of me
Is love,
Give me away.
I’ll see you at home
In the earth.
It has let me look at grief in a new way, and has learned to give my love to that special someone, to someone else. Take care sweet girl, we got u
I love this so much!!
This is so beautiful, thank you for sharing!
Beautifully written 🤍
LOVE THIS POEM!
This was beautiful. Thank you for sharing 💛
you heal at your own pace. what social media says about you and how you’re reacting to grief isn’t important- focus on yourself and what you need💗
I love that you did the 1-2-3 thing before getting out of bed! I use that method too when I have to do things I don’t want to. I find that’s it’s a healthy way of forcing myself to do things without feeling frustrated. It makes my heart happy to see that you do it too🥺💗 Please don’t feel bad for not putting out content. You’re going through one of life’s most painful, natural processes…healing. Take your time, be kind and gentle to yourself, and take breaks when needed. When you’re ready, no matter how long it takes, I promise we’ll all still be here to support you.❤️ You’re oh so very loved by many people and we’re rooting for you🥰
that was such a raw video honestly made me cry how accurately you described grief xx
Honestly I feel like you’re thinking and that’s perfectly fine. People grief in different ways. Don’t care what people think but know that I think you’re doing a good job. Cooper would want you to keep going and striving. You definitely strong that’s all I have to say because if I was going though what you are, I’d be handling it worse. Much love girl!!! You got this!!!💗
i can't even imagine the pain that u are feeling right now, i'm so proud of u sab and i love u so much! 🤍
people only care when he’s gone, glad you’re talking about this. an example is dixie
What u mean
babe…please be easy on yourself. you’re allowed and SUPPOSED to feel every emotion you’re feeling. i wish i could be there for you just to make sure you’re okay. just know you’re doing you’re actual best and doing amazing. you got this babe❤️
I cant do this
stay strong ml he’s watching over u ❤️❤️
can’t begin to imagine what you are going through, i’m so sorry about cooper once again sab, he will be always by your side in spirit ❤️
I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. I’m so sorry Sab. Cooper may be physical gone but he’s still right by your side going through every step of your life with you, the good and bad. He’s always gonna be there watching over you with a smile. It’s not gonna be easy to accept that he has passed and that’s okay. It’s okay to feel all over the place but things with become brighter and your heart will heal with time. Please take care of yourself Sab🤍 sending lots of hugs and love
Please keep this video up. It’s what’s given me motivation. I admire you and your strength even on your weakest days! 💕
i lost my dad about a month ago and i relate to everything you are saying sab. i hope you heal and sending you all the love 🤍
Even the little things like cleaning is such a good step to healing and not giving up, praying for your healing and he would be proud of you for even the ‘little’ things.❤️
Also don’t ever feel like you’re not doing enough or “coming back” fast enough. If it’s a work thing or a money thing that’s one thing. But honestly for us, the fact that you’re even up and functioning after what you’ve been through is a huge amazing thing. And you should be so proud of yourself because honestly it is something to be proud of. You’re a warrior and a fighter ❤️ you inspire me so much.
exactly the fact she’s already doing her job by posting even tho she’s not her normal self even when she’s going through this heartbreak is amazing 🙌❤️🩹
I love you so much
This video truly describes how grief is. I lost one of my close friends back in February and it was the hardest most uncomfortable thing in the world. I’m still going through grief even now months later but what I can tell you is talking about the person helps so much. Find someone or make a video just talking about him and sharing memories. The pain never goes away , that is something you will feel forever but with time it does get easier and soon it won’t hurt as bad💗
I lost my friend as well
@@lillianrose9725 I’m really sorry , it gets better with time I promise🖤
@@lyds8613 I don't feel like myself all I feel is pain and heartbroken
it's hard
@@lillianrose9725 that is exactly how I felt, it feels like the world has stopped and nothing truly feels real but I promise it will get easier. The pain never fully goes away but with time it doesn’t hurt so much. The five stages of grief really are true and I am finally at acceptance. I’ve come to terms with what happened and all though it hurts I understand that he isn’t coming back but deep inside I know that he is ok and that he is free.
the love of my life was stabbed and murdered in our school bathroom three weeks before our graduation, may 3,2022. the worst day of my life. i was watching cooper for WEEKS bc he was so helpful w mental health and such a bright light. i just wish i could tell u what to do to help but everything ur doing in this video is what i’ve been doing. i pray peace for ur heart my love❤️
sab thru all of this ur still doing ur best and that’s all that matters . your trying to do stuff and its hard. keep it pushing .we love you ❤️
sending you so so much love sab. i can’t even imagine what you’re going thru but j know, as you said, your youtube audience is always here to hear you out. i’m so so sorry for your loss and i know cooper is watching down on you guiding you through it all.
such a strong and pure human
hey pretty, there is no need to feel guilty to try and go live your life rn with what your going through. i have been there i have lost three friends from high school in tragic ways and it’s definitely hard. i cannot imagine how hard this must be for you. just know that we are all supporting you and are here whenever you feel ready and comfortable to just let things out. your doing amazing and small positive steps can be very impactful for your days that pass. stay strong beautiful🤍
I honestly didn't know who either of you were until this story came out and I am truly proud of you for making this video and expressing how you feel. You are doing your best. Grief is different for everyone, and you being open with this will help so many people who are also grieving. You are so strong and inspiring.
Hi sab i'm praying that u heal and now u have an angel watching over u🕊🖤
you truly are so strong sab, remember he loved you and still loves you so much. Grief is so different for everyone and that what's makes us human. Take as much time as you need, please know that we love you. Coop was such a light in this world and truly had the most precious soul. I love you so much sab.
you’re so strong Sab. you’re literally doing the best you can, and it’s going to take time to get back to your routine. don’t feel bad about not jumping into work or even explaining anything on social media. you’re doing amazing🤍 love you
I'm so proud of you for doing something as simple as brushing your teeth or getting out of bed. Every small thing counts and is an accomplishment when going through the painful experience of grieving. We love you
I'm seending all good energy as possible! I'm so sorry for your lost, know that you're loved ❤️
Sab, you do not need to post anything if it doesn’t feel right, we will wait for you. The loss of a loved one is never easy, you just need to be strong for us, that is all we want. We love you❤
take it easy on yourself sab, you are being so strong! stay safe, take your time, we love you!
This was comforting and very relatable as someone currently going through recent grief also. It's the weirdest feeling ever, and nothing can ever prepare you for it. Sending you all the love in the world x
cooper helped me during my recovery and i miss him so much. coop's death has affected me a lot, but I cant imagine what you're going through. thanks for the video, i appreciate it a lot. love you sab, stay strong 🤍
i feel for you Sab and you have no idea how much we all love you. we’re here for you and we’re here whenever you feel weak, we’re here to remind you how strong and beautiful you are. he’s still with you believe it not, unfortunately u cannot hug him or kiss him hug he’s always listening and guiding you to goodness, we love you so much🤍
I just want to say how strong I believe that you are. I know it’s hard, but I know you will get better for Cooper and for yourself. I love you.
your feelings are valid and anyway you want to heal you do that! there is no right or wrong way to grieve. baby steps sab he's right there w you
I come back to this, its so comforting to know how I feel is felt by other people. I know that sounds horrible because I am so sorry you felt this low, and I never wish that upon anyone. but it helps watching this knowing im not alone, so honestly thank you and I love you
Rest In Peace Coop, he was such a beautiful soul🕊🤍
everything about this just breaks my heart. i can’t even fathom what your going through, i wish you healing and to be in a spot where you can remember coopers and still be happy at the same time. i also heard a lot about how you’ve been having trouble doing different things which is so normal. and you shouldn’t rush yourself to do anything that. you aren’t “worrying” us and you shouldn’t be concerned about worrying us. this about you and no one else. i’m very glad your getting professional help and can soon accept it. please don’t talk down on urself it doesn’t “sound dumb” it’s very real and normal in a time of loss. i hope you can heal overtime❤️ rip cooper 🕊
this video means a lot to me and aches my heart. by you doing "nothing", helps a lot of people going through the same thing as you know that they aren't alone either. so so proud of you for even just getting up out of bed, that is a step! your not alone sabrina, i promise. things will eventually get easier as time flows by. this must be really hard, grieving is a serious topic. i recently lost someone that I've spent like almost every summer and holidays with. then the funeral was hard as well. but, besides that, you are loved and cared for. and please know you are strong enough to do this. my heart goes out to you and his family. he is always looking over you and watching you. he wants you to to keep living for the moments you don't forget. try your best to take care of yourself and mental health.
I’m so proud of you, I had someone pass away in my life and I was in the denial stage for 5 mounts, I really hope you’re doing better
sending you so much love sweet girl. you’re in my prayers tonight. you’re doing such an amazing job. i’m so proud of you.
Sending love, strength, and prayers your way🙏He'll never be forgotten and he's always with you.🤍
i cant even imagine. i love your videos so much sab, take all of the time you need for yourself. no pressure to put content out there for us while healing. you deserve all the love in the world so many people love and care for you. i hope all is well
ur so brave sab, i am so sorry ur dealing with all of this. i admire u & ur strength 💗 i just wanna hug you :(
you are so loved, i cannot imagine what you are going through but you are so strong
that cat adores you. the bond you have is so special. I hope you are able to find some comfort. So much love to you
Always remember you’ll allowed to cry and to us aswell crying helps so much let it out even if you feel like that’s all you do it helps a lot you got this angel
I lost my grandma in 2020 and it still weighs heavy on my heart today. I wrote a song called ‘up in the sky’ and it just came out a couple weeks ago. it’s helped me grieve more than I can explain and I hope maybe it can help u too ❤️ sending you so much love. and give yourself the time you need to heal. there’s no rule book on how to grieve. let your heart process it all as it needs to. you’re doing your best and I’m proud of you ❤️❤️❤️
It’s not stupid Sab! We understand! We all love you so much and I wish you the best! I hope you get through this soon! Just take it day by day and things will get better. Sending love, positivity, and prayers your way! Love you!!! ❤️🥰
just lost my grandma a few days ago and i just found this video ik its rather old but i just wanted to say thank you forn opening up abt this. it helps so many.
please do not worry about posting your grief and what others think. a lot of people go through grief daily and the way you have talked about it has explained it to a tee. it shows that everything you are feeling is normal. we love you