Im just 15 and I’ve been having bad years, being a girl always left out by your friends, them not asking you to hang out not even inviting you anywhere or either being on group chats. I feel so alone, I relapsed again this year, I was so close to offing myself the night after Halloween if no one asked me to go out. They did but because they were talking about it infront of me. It felt like they didn’t really want me there. I’m having sucidal thoughts everyday I don’t know how much I can last at this rate. Having house problems and money problems don’t help either. I can’t even reach out for help. I’m so tired. I’m spending Christmas alone since my family is very dysfunctional we don’t talk most of the day. I hate holidays because of this. Seeing my friends on instagram posting pictures all togheter makes me cry every night.
Im just 15 and I’ve been having bad years, being a girl always left out by your friends, them not asking you to hang out not even inviting you anywhere or either being on group chats. I feel so alone, I relapsed again this year, I was so close to offing myself the night after Halloween if no one asked me to go out. They did but because they were talking about it infront of me. It felt like they didn’t really want me there. I’m having sucidal thoughts everyday I don’t know how much I can last at this rate. Having house problems and money problems don’t help either. I can’t even reach out for help. I’m so tired. I’m spending Christmas alone since my family is very dysfunctional we don’t talk most of the day. I hate holidays because of this. Seeing my friends on instagram posting pictures all togheter makes me cry every night.
22 hours? bet! I just finished a 19 hour video let's watch a longer one!
i think this is why i love ambient music
Thank You! Time really passes by and it is better to spend it right, not to waste it
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okay let's sleep now...
good work soldier sleep tight
i needed it. thank you
What is the song at the 19:27 mark it is so hauntingly beautiful 😢
waiting for the one who doesn't come - slowed
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When you're the only one left alive on earth
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Heart pls
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Muy mal jurídico muy mal muy difícil colectivos